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400 race starts for the old man
#fernando alonso#f1#f1 art#my art#fa14#ferrrrrrnando fanart yall#he is old he is a rookie#very cool#400 thats so insane#havent even lived that long
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albus "I hope I die first, because I can't live without you" potter
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scorpius "I hope I die second, so I can save you from that grief" malfoy
#i spent a very long time debating which way around they would be#had me sweating#do you love someone so much you cannot live without them#or love them so much you hope they never have to live without you#personally am the first ✋🏻 my fiance better fucking die after me i cannot be doing that#i know im fucking jinxing it rn#absolutely horrendous we cannot die at exactly the same time im suing#if we do die together in a car crash or smin just know that that is the best case scenario for us lmfao#jilys death is honestly the dream 🤞🏻😍 take us out together or dont take us out at all#i cannot imagine scorbus dying seperately im gonna be honest#imagine one of them at the others grave im going to throw up#absolutely not#headcanon that they die by fucking up a potion or even just dinner and setting their house on fire and dying of smoke inhalation together <#hashtag romance 😍😍😍😍😍😍#scorbus#hpcc#scorpius malfoy#albus potter#harry potter#its 6am i havent gone to sleep yet hope this is coherent 😚😚#harry potter and the cursed child#albus severus potter#scorpius hyperion malfoy
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more monochrome practice I suppose
#tumblr getting this version of this drawing bc i dont want to get in trouble for drawing them nakey#so its date night vibes instead of like eden vibes#i have such complicated feelings about this ship in part bc we havent really met lilith so dont know what shes about yet#but i know in my heart there was a time they loved each other so much and so this is that#honestly would love so much to get backstory on the eden crew and the happenings there even just like a flashback in an episode or somethin#but lowkey im on the 'hoping they get divorced but deeply care about one another and are a part of each others lives' train#bc thats kind of more interesting to me than them getting back together bc i think the crux of it is how much theyve changed and a part of#their relationship getting to the point where lilith disappeared maybe being them both trying to desperately to salvage it and in doing so#making it worse bc they felt like they ruined their lives to be together and so what was the point of it all if they weren't anymore?? but#like theyre immortal so of course theyre going to change and of course theres a chance that the relationship doesnt work even if they deepl#love one another and always will and i just like the closure of that and admitting they arent right for each other in that way anymore but#they still love and care about each other and will never lose that#this is rambling and doesnt make as much sense as when i was typing it on a different post i am wondering now if theres a limit on how many#tags i can put here bc im just yapping at this point whoops#anyway i need to buck up and actually finish/post that draft i have about my very long and complicated hazbin ship opinions#lucilith#hazbin hotel#lilith morningstar#lilith hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lilith#lucifer hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lilith
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random omegaverse thought:
There must be people who experience specific instinct things with indifference or boredom.
Procreative cycle coming up? "Crap, I've got plans this weekend...stupid skip weeks."
Caught an intriguing scent while walking? "But I need to get to work! Shut up brain."
Had a snap response to a distressed sound? "Who was it?! ...right, it's my day off, I can go back to sleep."
Somebody growled at them? "Kid, I'm not a rival, that's my sibling."
Super cozy cuddle session happening nearby? "I'm gonna pass tonight guys, no social battery left, maybe next time."
Group of friends heading out to flirt and check out other singles? "I'm coming with you but only to make sure you all get home safe."
Setting where fated mates or soul bonds or permanent marks are a thing? "Meh. I don't really want one or care if I ever get one."
People in the actual omegaverse would get as bored of their stuff, as we do of ours, you know? It could be interesting to see that kind of vibe in fics. Biological demands faced with all the excitement of paying bills or doing laundry or tying your shoes.
Even if that kind of energy might not drive a plot, it could be interesting to have as a contrast to the people who do have big feelings about them - good or bad.
There's the friends who can't wait til they have a pack of their own, and the one friend who isn't against it but couldn't care less. There's the group in the office who are all about scent compatibility tests and figuring out one's best match and what sprays most highlight it, and the coworker who has no intentions on putting that much effort in. There are parents who hover and protect their offspring by scenting them multiple times a day, and others who don't see what the fuss is as long as it's done in the morning.
...also: packs with introverts who show care by giving each other space. So often, closeness is depicted through physical touch and tactile affection, but comfortable silence is meaningful too. Knowing people are near, but not having to interact until you're ready. Sitting in the same room doing different things, knowing that all it takes is a "hey, look at this" to share what you're up to. People understanding and accepting each other's differing or fluctuating needs for how and when to recharge. Seeing somebody reaching out or sharing space, beyond what's their norm, as a signal of the fact that they care.
#omegaverse worldbuilding#a/b/o worldbuilding#a/b/o dynamics#kinda#not gonna tag sfw though it mostly is#heat/rut mention#twovvie chatters#hi its me im introverts#a version of me in omegaverse would love to live in a pack house#as long as i could have a space to myself#people nearby? good! people around all the time? uhhhh#even my family knows that after so many hours of fun family party#i'm gonna disappear to whatever room has the fewest people in it#or find a random corner and start reading#“oh! i didnt know you were here” yes that was the plan#also i just find the idea of someone#who couldnt care less about pairing up#to be funniest in a setting where that's a big deal#“too bad you havent found a mate yet” “no i already know who it is”#“congrats! when do we meet them?” “oh i didnt mean that i'm going to date them. i just know who it is.”#“but i thought you were single?” “yup.” “don't you want a mate?” “nah too annoying.”#cycle day? nice i get a free day off work#cycle day? ugh not this again#the duality of man (a/b/o edition)#granted i hc heats/ruts as heightened libido and greater fertility#because i dislike elements of heats/ruts that (imo) mess with people's ability to freely consent#if the only non-sexual options are pain or solitude and the species needs compaionship as much or more as regular humans#then not being able to or being unwilling to is like a punishment for those people#sure stress or other needs can short circuit it (irl) but theres plenty of reasons to not be interested that arent “you have a problem”#surely i'm not the only person who reacts to various body requests with “later i'm busy” right?
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HELLO ONE PIECE WATCHER are u obsessed yet
YAYA ITS SO AWESOME GAHH IM SO INVESTED 😭!!!! i actually just caught up in the manga to where i am in the anime!! (on ep 81, and on chapter 134!!!) i've shed lots of tears, laughed, and had my heart touched many times since starting it- i'm totally in love!!! I even cried at the same places i did while watching it when reading manga, ahaha!!!
the characters, the world, the designs, the dreams and ambitions everyone has is SOOOSOSO fun and like, inspiring.. just so good-feeling, i'll even wake up and be like "man, can't wait to watch/read one piece today"
the friendships/bonds created between everyone feels like, so strong- its really beautiful! I love how much fun the fights are, and i really adore the small moments between everyone (like when sanji brings out foods/drinks and everyone kinda just, chills and eats?? the food component of things feels so important too, I love seeing what they eat, idk why haha!!!)
i feel like other shows i love don't have enough time to just see everyone hanging out... it makes me so happy, im really thankful for those moments
also i would take a bullet for any of the strawhats in miliseconds!!! an instant!!!! anything for them!!
#ask#ask reply#text#vonchatty#like i've seen a lot of the character designs from it and always thought they were fun!!! its so nice to get to see them in action!#SO ITS SO EXCITING to see who interacts or like#whats happening with them or what their whole deal is#like there's characters im super intrigued by that havent even shown up yet!!#OH AND THE POWERS ARE SO FUN#also luffy is in my top list of MCs#he's incredible!!!!#also the middle aged men romance potential is sooo awesome#so many hot men in it.. good day to be a man enjoyer#OH AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE LIVE ACTION its gonna be covering everything i know so im SUUUPER SUPER excited for it#it looks super fun and i love how much heart has been put into it like everyone looks like they had so much fun and loved making it!!#i also think in modern times dreams feel impossible to reach so its so wonderful to see a story where people are able to#follow their ambitions to a full extent#long post
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sas rh: let eoin survive the fall au » a tale of two lieutenants
#sas rogue heroes#sas:rh#sasrh:canonau#augustin jordan#eoin mcgonigal#no bc augustin is relatively loudly complaining about the irish clown shooting live ammo at them while training#and this tall guy just materializes seemingly out of thin air in his defense#talking about how no one in the war actually gives you a heads up to being shot#and about being prepared for that as soldiers#and ofc augustin pushes bc fuck that they were *training* among *allies*#and eoin mentions how they havent known each other that long to be so sure - he doesnt even know his name yet#and his demeanor never changes and hes like really calm and with an easy smile on his face all throughout#and no matter how many arguments augustin brings up#(and he brings up plenty - if anything for the sake of confrontation by the end of it)#eoin just finds a fair enough rebuttal every single time#and go figure by the end augustin is secretly a little amused and even sort of impressed ??#and has to try not to show too much on his face when before turning away eoin comments that#hes nowhere near a professor but hes known to have won his fare share of debates at school#(paddy very much unfortunately missed this whole great exchange for being too busy terrorising essner)#anyways as you can see im still very much normal about this and them
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One of my horse ref study sketches turned out surprisingly well so I decided to clean it up a bit and turn it into my OC War Path
I gave his design a bit of an update / added some extras to him to separate him a bit from the standard SSO paso fino model he was popped out of
#horse oc#sso#star stable online#sso oc#harpg#not technically but he belongs to the harpg in my head ;w;#my drawings#I literally havent even logged into star stable in so long but it lives in my heart#because it kick started my horsegirl phase all over again so hard
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they should invent a new type of autism that does not make you evil when routine is disrupted
#jeremy lore post#jeremy moment of weakness kind of#ogughfh#just got to talk to family i havent seen in a long while which is so so awesome!! and i love that i was able to!!#but i was warned through a phone call i only overheard (was not reached out to otherwise) that theyd be there in fifteen minutes#and they got there under ten#i need like. Days In Advance notice for irl things so i can prepare for it#even if its morning of and the thing is going to happen in the evening I'll freak out because “why didn't you tell me” (i was in fact told)#im glad i got to see them because they live out of state !! but i was Scrambling like thenwhole time and my head really hurts#am SO tired
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I cannot rely on one person for me to be happy my happiness isn't allowed to be only triggered by one person I can be happy at every little thing it doesn't matter about this one person
#im in too far fucking deep again#and when he leaves again its gonna hurt just as much. but more.#finch posts#he makes me happy beyond belief and i goddamn love having a friend who knows me inside out and has done for so long#but. your love is my drug by kesha comes to mind. its fucking intoxicating talking to him#and last time he left (we were 12 and his parents moved their family) it made me kinda depressed and i was so fucking needy to talk to him#and now we're three and a half months into rekindling the friendship and i feel the same like i get really sad already >#>if i just dont talk to him for a couple of days without like a trip or friends or smthn else to entertain me#songs are starting to remind me of him#fuck fuck fuck#1am in the morning makes me too honrst#i think im still a bit (a lot) in love with them#ohmygod i dont even think it i know it#i should go to sleep earlier#it would stop me having so many thoughts#i havent seen him in multiple years but i can still imagine kissing him#oh fucking hell fuck my actual whole fucking life#and his closest friend where he lives now well they were starting to be a bit of a thing and surely its not fucking normal>#>to daydream about kissing a girl who ive literally never seen a photo of#holy fucking hell i am such a hopeless poly bisexual#WHY DONT WE REWRITE THE STARSSSS#oh this is circling round to my suspicions i might be kinda like demi romantic??#i should buy myself flowers . wait. no. i grow flowers 🫠#well i could still buy myself flowers . and i should#i need to go to the beach#cant wait to get a proper drivers license#if youve made it this far down my crisis hi youve gotten to the stage where u can tell what songs im listening to!
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HELLO EVERYONE I HAVE NOT DRAWN AT THIS BARE MINIMUM CALIBER SINCE LAST YEAR BUT WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK BABY
anyway here are some of my ocs in their first iterations with the original drawings and their current iterations
#doodles#ocs#oc: aoi#oc: ren#oc: eden#oc: luka#lmfao i got stressed out and depressed about like three different things going on all at once over the past couple months#which made the regularly scheduled march-may depression even more dogshit than usual#so i've just been sitting in a corner putting together dollhouse kits back to back to deal with the dense brain fog#ANYWAY. OCS AM I RIGHT#honestly a lot of the other ocs just. havent been around long enough to get big overhauls#over the span of 10+ years i looked at these freaks with their mildly fucked up lives and i said what if i made it worse actually#except the baby boy i looked at him and i said you will thrive and you will flourish and you will be a baby#one of them was a h etalia oc for a second so no other way to go but up from there#one was also a fate oc that eventually became an f ma oc and then i shoved them in the trash for like five or six years#i shan't elaborate any further on either#there was a lot of writing about these iterations on here but i GOT RID OF IT because idk im embarrassed :/
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wanshi/pgr - super old lightning/colours practice i did a month ago 😭
#this is like 2 months old#LOL i just never posted it#also im sorry for the long ass break ive been kinda just living my hols life lmao#long overdue for posts ik#APOLOGIES#but ive rererewatched into the spiderverse like 3 times now#n ill be seeing the sequel 2 days later overseas#bro its been so hard#ive been avoiding spoilers#but its really difficult#i havent even seen the trailer cus i wanna go into it like fresh n beta#also i just had a bbq im full as hell#lmfao gotta have to go jog like 5 timez to make up for this#pgr wanshi#pgr#punishing gray raven#my art#also i did this b4 i found like the crispiest render brush ever#so its a lil patchy tho i went over it woth the new brush#yo i cant even go onto any social media like i like 1 miles loml post n now i have barrages of spiderverse spoilers all over all my tls#god bless
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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol
#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations#with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really#have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a#few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government#Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i#all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue#option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to#do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from#and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random#little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag#or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol#ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched#out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is#One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work#on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol#Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since#they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game#takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding#enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration#of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting#to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol#I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest#of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need#at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically#outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol#ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh#also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh#wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel
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Specifically for you 💕 @hypnostanatos achoo
#I HAVENT written anything this self indulgent in a long time it’s genuinely so silly#I can’t believe I’m even writing this cause I just never pictured myself doing it and what a sad life I would be living rn if I hadn’t#legit everytime I open up this thing I giggle so hard
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do u know how fucked up it is to tell a trans guy asking for dating app/site recommendations bc he mentions how meeting people irl in his hometown is wildly unsafe bc it is wildly unsafe to even be OUT in his hometown he's currently living in and how all the gay/bi men in his hometown tend to be conservative-leaning themselves and therefore very fucking transphobic. that "if you're not out and you're also not passing enough as a man (when said trans guy literally said he had to stop transitioning for his own safety) then pretty much no man cis or trans is going to want to date you" is? like do you?? do you know how absolutely wildly fucked up that is?????
#i am literally astouned someone has the actual gall to say this to me#do u know how shitty my morning has been because of this lol#summer's text tag#not even a fucking app recommendation to cushion the way i am now so fucking dysphoric ive cried twice and want to bury myself in a hole an#literally never come out. i will live in the dirt for the rest of my years and become one with the worns#worms even#AND THIS PERSON. IS ALSO TRANS. LIKE HELLO? HELLO????? HOW. HOW DO YOU SAY THIS AND THINK YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT#i literally havent felt this fucking dysphoric in idek how long lol
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Local man who survives by identifying smells dragged into a candle store and promptly suffers. (I got so lazy in the end on the last part sorry it's very not accurate heights and stuff)
#the daily life of a deity sucks#modern deities and their weird lives#sorry deacon that you had to die like this#inspired by the fact he might have my facial blindness#but holly got my lack of smell except while i can do fake scents idk if she can i havent decided#inspired by the fact MY SISTER brought me to a candle store and joked that i should try it out and see if i could smell anything#so i rushed to the counter bc there was A Lit Candle and i thought that would be the strongest source of smell#and asked the worker who was eyeing me if it was a scented candle#and she nodded so i awkwardly was like haha i... cant smell.... i was testing a lit candle#and she looked at me with so much pity and then i looked over expecting my sister to be looking at least#and no she is like five feet away from the door outside of it#and im like damn wow brutal so i left and was like oh my b i cant smell even lit candles#and she said no duh i cant go in bc i can smell it out here well enough#then she was like btw the irony is the name of the candle shop is the smell house#and i felt so ashamed i made a worker v sad for me and also can say i entered the smell house and smelled nothing#long post#I MEANT TO INCLUDE THAT ALREADY IM SO SORRY
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ah di me non vi scordar... o7
#avenge me beloved mutuals 🙏#this war's fate is in your hands now. be brave. they can't block us all (they very much can actually but hush shshsksbssj)#well i had fun. more fun than ive had in a long time. i regret nothing.#and you. my vicious enemies...#you've become the very thing you swore to destroy... you've just hurt a Living Creature...#and you'll have to live with that for the rest of your days 🙏 sei vendicato o nonno beppino!#opera tag#opera bracket#also it's so funny how i only this morning lamented how im not rodrigo-coded enough#cause im his age and havent even died a martyr's glorious death yet. and now behold sjshsjshsjsjkshsjs#it's been an honour fighting at your side girlies. i would have followed you my sisters. my fellow verderine. my queens.#ill be with you always. coraggio.#and now. addio o7#(of spain???)
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