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400 race starts for the old man
#fernando alonso#f1#f1 art#my art#fa14#ferrrrrrnando fanart yall#he is old he is a rookie#very cool#400 thats so insane#havent even lived that long
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albus "I hope I die first, because I can't live without you" potter
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scorpius "I hope I die second, so I can save you from that grief" malfoy
#i spent a very long time debating which way around they would be#had me sweating#do you love someone so much you cannot live without them#or love them so much you hope they never have to live without you#personally am the first ✋🏻 my fiance better fucking die after me i cannot be doing that#i know im fucking jinxing it rn#absolutely horrendous we cannot die at exactly the same time im suing#if we do die together in a car crash or smin just know that that is the best case scenario for us lmfao#jilys death is honestly the dream 🤞🏻😍 take us out together or dont take us out at all#i cannot imagine scorbus dying seperately im gonna be honest#imagine one of them at the others grave im going to throw up#absolutely not#headcanon that they die by fucking up a potion or even just dinner and setting their house on fire and dying of smoke inhalation together <#hashtag romance 😍😍😍😍😍😍#scorbus#hpcc#scorpius malfoy#albus potter#harry potter#its 6am i havent gone to sleep yet hope this is coherent 😚😚#harry potter and the cursed child#albus severus potter#scorpius hyperion malfoy
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random omegaverse thought:
There must be people who experience specific instinct things with indifference or boredom.
Procreative cycle coming up? "Crap, I've got plans this weekend...stupid skip weeks."
Caught an intriguing scent while walking? "But I need to get to work! Shut up brain."
Had a snap response to a distressed sound? "Who was it?! ...right, it's my day off, I can go back to sleep."
Somebody growled at them? "Kid, I'm not a rival, that's my sibling."
Super cozy cuddle session happening nearby? "I'm gonna pass tonight guys, no social battery left, maybe next time."
Group of friends heading out to flirt and check out other singles? "I'm coming with you but only to make sure you all get home safe."
Setting where fated mates or soul bonds or permanent marks are a thing? "Meh. I don't really want one or care if I ever get one."
People in the actual omegaverse would get as bored of their stuff, as we do of ours, you know? It could be interesting to see that kind of vibe in fics. Biological demands faced with all the excitement of paying bills or doing laundry or tying your shoes.
Even if that kind of energy might not drive a plot, it could be interesting to have as a contrast to the people who do have big feelings about them - good or bad.
There's the friends who can't wait til they have a pack of their own, and the one friend who isn't against it but couldn't care less. There's the group in the office who are all about scent compatibility tests and figuring out one's best match and what sprays most highlight it, and the coworker who has no intentions on putting that much effort in. There are parents who hover and protect their offspring by scenting them multiple times a day, and others who don't see what the fuss is as long as it's done in the morning.
...also: packs with introverts who show care by giving each other space. So often, closeness is depicted through physical touch and tactile affection, but comfortable silence is meaningful too. Knowing people are near, but not having to interact until you're ready. Sitting in the same room doing different things, knowing that all it takes is a "hey, look at this" to share what you're up to. People understanding and accepting each other's differing or fluctuating needs for how and when to recharge. Seeing somebody reaching out or sharing space, beyond what's their norm, as a signal of the fact that they care.
#omegaverse worldbuilding#a/b/o worldbuilding#a/b/o dynamics#kinda#not gonna tag sfw though it mostly is#heat/rut mention#twovvie chatters#hi its me im introverts#a version of me in omegaverse would love to live in a pack house#as long as i could have a space to myself#people nearby? good! people around all the time? uhhhh#even my family knows that after so many hours of fun family party#i'm gonna disappear to whatever room has the fewest people in it#or find a random corner and start reading#“oh! i didnt know you were here” yes that was the plan#also i just find the idea of someone#who couldnt care less about pairing up#to be funniest in a setting where that's a big deal#“too bad you havent found a mate yet” “no i already know who it is”#“congrats! when do we meet them?” “oh i didnt mean that i'm going to date them. i just know who it is.”#“but i thought you were single?” “yup.” “don't you want a mate?” “nah too annoying.”#cycle day? nice i get a free day off work#cycle day? ugh not this again#the duality of man (a/b/o edition)#granted i hc heats/ruts as heightened libido and greater fertility#because i dislike elements of heats/ruts that (imo) mess with people's ability to freely consent#if the only non-sexual options are pain or solitude and the species needs compaionship as much or more as regular humans#then not being able to or being unwilling to is like a punishment for those people#sure stress or other needs can short circuit it (irl) but theres plenty of reasons to not be interested that arent “you have a problem”#surely i'm not the only person who reacts to various body requests with “later i'm busy” right?
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more monochrome practice I suppose
#tumblr getting this version of this drawing bc i dont want to get in trouble for drawing them nakey#so its date night vibes instead of like eden vibes#i have such complicated feelings about this ship in part bc we havent really met lilith so dont know what shes about yet#but i know in my heart there was a time they loved each other so much and so this is that#honestly would love so much to get backstory on the eden crew and the happenings there even just like a flashback in an episode or somethin#but lowkey im on the 'hoping they get divorced but deeply care about one another and are a part of each others lives' train#bc thats kind of more interesting to me than them getting back together bc i think the crux of it is how much theyve changed and a part of#their relationship getting to the point where lilith disappeared maybe being them both trying to desperately to salvage it and in doing so#making it worse bc they felt like they ruined their lives to be together and so what was the point of it all if they weren't anymore?? but#like theyre immortal so of course theyre going to change and of course theres a chance that the relationship doesnt work even if they deepl#love one another and always will and i just like the closure of that and admitting they arent right for each other in that way anymore but#they still love and care about each other and will never lose that#this is rambling and doesnt make as much sense as when i was typing it on a different post i am wondering now if theres a limit on how many#tags i can put here bc im just yapping at this point whoops#anyway i need to buck up and actually finish/post that draft i have about my very long and complicated hazbin ship opinions#lucilith#hazbin hotel#lilith morningstar#lilith hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lilith#lucifer hazbin hotel#hazbin lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lilith
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HELLO ONE PIECE WATCHER are u obsessed yet
YAYA ITS SO AWESOME GAHH IM SO INVESTED 😭!!!! i actually just caught up in the manga to where i am in the anime!! (on ep 81, and on chapter 134!!!) i've shed lots of tears, laughed, and had my heart touched many times since starting it- i'm totally in love!!! I even cried at the same places i did while watching it when reading manga, ahaha!!!
the characters, the world, the designs, the dreams and ambitions everyone has is SOOOSOSO fun and like, inspiring.. just so good-feeling, i'll even wake up and be like "man, can't wait to watch/read one piece today"
the friendships/bonds created between everyone feels like, so strong- its really beautiful! I love how much fun the fights are, and i really adore the small moments between everyone (like when sanji brings out foods/drinks and everyone kinda just, chills and eats?? the food component of things feels so important too, I love seeing what they eat, idk why haha!!!)
i feel like other shows i love don't have enough time to just see everyone hanging out... it makes me so happy, im really thankful for those moments
also i would take a bullet for any of the strawhats in miliseconds!!! an instant!!!! anything for them!!
#ask#ask reply#text#vonchatty#like i've seen a lot of the character designs from it and always thought they were fun!!! its so nice to get to see them in action!#SO ITS SO EXCITING to see who interacts or like#whats happening with them or what their whole deal is#like there's characters im super intrigued by that havent even shown up yet!!#OH AND THE POWERS ARE SO FUN#also luffy is in my top list of MCs#he's incredible!!!!#also the middle aged men romance potential is sooo awesome#so many hot men in it.. good day to be a man enjoyer#OH AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE LIVE ACTION its gonna be covering everything i know so im SUUUPER SUPER excited for it#it looks super fun and i love how much heart has been put into it like everyone looks like they had so much fun and loved making it!!#i also think in modern times dreams feel impossible to reach so its so wonderful to see a story where people are able to#follow their ambitions to a full extent#long post
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not a new statement from me by any means but traveling through my home the south and seeing country folk tend to the earth & their animals, and city folk blast music as they dance with joy of heritage or identity, all of us just trying to get by.... it makes those statements folk make about how we "deserve what we vote" hurt worse. people who say that have no idea the life & love down here even when we know our government will ensure we arent forever.
#van speaks#southern culture#ive been in louisana the past few days. we drove through basically a chunk of texas and most of lou#and just. seeing so many folk who are all different but all Living#do people who generalize the south even now that every building in nola has a queer 'youre welcome here' sign?#do people who generalize the south know the kindness of most strangers even in the middle of nowhere?#thus far i havent been stopped once for my androgynous looks out here. ive seen others like me#and this isnt really a new feeling im always talking about this#but just. the long journeys to other places down here and still feeling love and pride and simple humanity. we are human too#quite honestly new orleans reminds me of nyc (personally id say it's better)#it strikes me how it is so defined by impermanence & judgement from others but keeps dancing
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shame on me for taking so long to find out about Sunny😔 would you please indulge my curiosity and tell me more about her? is she the captain of security or is she the captain of the highwaymen? I love how unhinged she is 😂 what is her relationship with the scavengers and the new edeners?
Absolutely no worries! Honestly I'm not as active on here anymore and when I am, I tend to rarely talk about an oc that isn't Willa, Sidra, or (recently) Sarina. Also, thank you so much for asking about my little chaotic gremlin, Sunny <3
A few bullet points so I don't make this ask too long lmao
Sunny's full name is Sultana Garcia, but that's a mouthful, so just Sunny will do!
She has complete heterochromia, her left eye is blue and her right eye is green
Has a gap tooth that gives her a slight lisp
She was 8 when the apocalypse hit, 15 when she left the bunker, and 25 when she travels to Hope County with Rush (who she's in a relationship with)
Knows a few spanish words that her papá taught her but she forgets lot of it after he passes away
Starts off as the Captain of Security and later on becomes the Captain of the Highwaymen! Or, at least over the faction that's in Hope County. So, she's technically both :)
Her relationship with the New Edeners: At first, she's weirded out by them. They're like modern day neanderthals lmao. But then she meets and (somehow) befriends Willa (much to Willa's annoyance) and basically becomes like a sister to Willa and an aunt to Willa's kids.
As for her relationship with Carmina and the others (Nick, Kim, Sharky, etc), it's on relatively good terms. Her and Sharky are definitely besties because they share the same brain cell pretty much
Here's a few images of my beloved chaos bean and also the link to her tag on my oc blog
#omg thank you so much for asking about them!!!#i havent properly thought about my beloved girl in soooo sososo long#shes like. unhinged but in a silly goofy way! (its not silly or goofy to anyone. shes genuinely a menace)#shes the type of person to start barking at people she doesnt like#ALSO RUSH LIVES IN HER VERSE OK. idk how but he lives. she thought he died & went... a little feral. but when she finds out hes alive...#anyway ok ive rambled long enough even though i could go on forever lmao#oc: sunny garcia
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Peeked into ITNL's bookmarks bc it's been a while since I last did that and I found This


Which is one of the sweetest things anyone's said about my writing 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
So Black_as_White, if ur out there.... 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank U
#speculation nation#itnl shit#suffering from the 'it's been so long. will anyone even still care?' kind of mentality#but stuff like this reminds me that there Are people who care.#aaaaaaaaa it's just so sweet..... i hope to finally come back and live up to this person's expectations....#i wanna go thru and reply to all the old comments i havent gotten to yet. to engage with them and readers#trying to reignite the passion for it. one chapter and comment at a time..........#also unrelated but it rly does tickle me when ppl refer to me as Orcelito.#not unreasonable at all! but it very much is a pre-existing character. so it's like ive stolen his name hfkshfks#oh orcelito i will always laugh at how ive stolen your identity ❤️
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I have hope it will get better and I'm still clinging to that but I had hope for the past decade and this past year has been particularly trying.
#bad brain tonight#i think i overexerted myself physically and my body is throwing a fit now and my brain is part of that#i juat want to live im so tired of not feeling like a person#i havent for a long time bc i was just Working instead of living#but now i dont even have work to feel like ik doing something#cant drive cant meet people cant even fucking vacuum without keeling over#i just want to be able to live a mediocre life and do things but my life is getting smaller and smaller each day#lineko.txt
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One of my horse ref study sketches turned out surprisingly well so I decided to clean it up a bit and turn it into my OC War Path
I gave his design a bit of an update / added some extras to him to separate him a bit from the standard SSO paso fino model he was popped out of
#horse oc#sso#star stable online#sso oc#harpg#not technically but he belongs to the harpg in my head ;w;#my drawings#I literally havent even logged into star stable in so long but it lives in my heart#because it kick started my horsegirl phase all over again so hard
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wanshi/pgr - super old lightning/colours practice i did a month ago 😭
#this is like 2 months old#LOL i just never posted it#also im sorry for the long ass break ive been kinda just living my hols life lmao#long overdue for posts ik#APOLOGIES#but ive rererewatched into the spiderverse like 3 times now#n ill be seeing the sequel 2 days later overseas#bro its been so hard#ive been avoiding spoilers#but its really difficult#i havent even seen the trailer cus i wanna go into it like fresh n beta#also i just had a bbq im full as hell#lmfao gotta have to go jog like 5 timez to make up for this#pgr wanshi#pgr#punishing gray raven#my art#also i did this b4 i found like the crispiest render brush ever#so its a lil patchy tho i went over it woth the new brush#yo i cant even go onto any social media like i like 1 miles loml post n now i have barrages of spiderverse spoilers all over all my tls#god bless
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oh yeah its saturday which means my dumbass (who has no concept of time) forgets that doctor who airs today and doesnt realize until i see people post about it on tumblr
#doctor who#i havent watched the episode yet i legit have no clue what it's even about lmao#i stay away from next time teasers and doctor who news channels like the plague. let me enjoy new media the way god intended#i'll post about my thoughts when i do watch it. might even do a big long live post i add to as i watch the episode#i prolly wont watch it until later tonight since i'm gonna do some other stuff first but yeah lol#JadeBread64
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Good News for me, it seems like my application to the new apartment is being accepted :]
The leasing coordinator messaged me to say she's sending the lease to me to sign tomorrow, & so long as I submit the payment by the start of the term (April 30th), then the apartment will be Mine.......!!!!!
Wonderful News!!!
#speculation nation#honestly that's really not far from now. it's the last day i could have it start where id get the discount tho#dancing a little jig as i realize my apartment search is OVER!!! and i got my absolute first choice!!!!!#the 2 bed 2 bath WITH the rent discount!!!! yay!!!!!!#it was the last unit of that model available so i got nervous. but it all seems to be working out in the end :]#im gonna be living by So Many Things........ ehehehehe#i will also hope that i can in fact fit my bike in my car. bc i will not be within easy biking distance of the woods at new apartment#but i dont want to give up my woods bikes. i havent tried sticking it in there but it's got a decent size back so ??#if i put down the back seats then Hopefully..!!!!#gonna be by so many other things tho heheheheheh. and i'll have a GARAGE and IN-UNIT LAUNDRY and AN ICE MAKER!!!!!!!#and a walk-in shower!!!! walk-in closet!!!!! deep kitchen and bathroom cabinets!!!! the biggest bathtub ive ever owned!!!!!!#and the leasing coordinator mentioned how i could switch out the shower head if i wanted to. said while i was testing the water pressure#ougugjhghg and im gonna have that 2nd bedroom for my Workshop Room. which is to say. the room where my cats wont be allowed in#so i can get up to whatever i want in there without worrying about my cats mucking it up#maybe i'll even get into dice making like ive been wanting to!!! who knows!!!!! the world's my oyster!!!!!!!#once the apartment is 100% confirmed mine (and i also have the time for it) i want to take stock of all of my furniture#and make a plan for where i put everything in my new apartment. it should be Much less cramped than my current apartment is#i hope i have enough room to get a new bed frame tbh. idk when id do that but i wanna go to IKEA or smth and find smth that's like#like it's been my dream for a long time to have a bed with some kind of shelving attached to it. or drawers. a bed that is also storage.#IKEA seems like the place to go for smth like that that wouldnt entirely break the bank lol#probably a full or even a queen size... like i like my twin size top bunk but. i kinda do wanna have smth a bit more. adult i guess.#id still keep the current bed. put it in the spare room maybe. top bunk could be extra storage space lol#bottom bunk as an extra lounge area i guess. but also keeping them so i have an extra place or two for people to sleep#if i ever have anyone sleep over. hasnt really been a thing But who knows!! i could become the type of person who has guests overnight!!!#man now i wanna go look at IKEA beds. i dont even know if i'll be able to fit that bed yet (w/o it ending up cramped)#but im daydreaming..... very excited about having this new apartment.....
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Specifically for you 💕 @hypnostanatos achoo
#I HAVENT written anything this self indulgent in a long time it’s genuinely so silly#I can’t believe I’m even writing this cause I just never pictured myself doing it and what a sad life I would be living rn if I hadn’t#legit everytime I open up this thing I giggle so hard
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do u know how fucked up it is to tell a trans guy asking for dating app/site recommendations bc he mentions how meeting people irl in his hometown is wildly unsafe bc it is wildly unsafe to even be OUT in his hometown he's currently living in and how all the gay/bi men in his hometown tend to be conservative-leaning themselves and therefore very fucking transphobic. that "if you're not out and you're also not passing enough as a man (when said trans guy literally said he had to stop transitioning for his own safety) then pretty much no man cis or trans is going to want to date you" is? like do you?? do you know how absolutely wildly fucked up that is?????
#i am literally astouned someone has the actual gall to say this to me#do u know how shitty my morning has been because of this lol#summer's text tag#not even a fucking app recommendation to cushion the way i am now so fucking dysphoric ive cried twice and want to bury myself in a hole an#literally never come out. i will live in the dirt for the rest of my years and become one with the worns#worms even#AND THIS PERSON. IS ALSO TRANS. LIKE HELLO? HELLO????? HOW. HOW DO YOU SAY THIS AND THINK YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT#i literally havent felt this fucking dysphoric in idek how long lol
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It's crazy how apparently on lower difficulties you can just find the flare gun randomly; when on Interloper you can only get it on Timberwolf Mountain. Like, why does this dude keep a flare gun in his barn?? Is that like, a thing in rural Canada? I get the one i found in a car, especially when you're travelling the snowy & treacherous roads, but. In a barn?? Idk.
#rayla talks#the sols play the long dark#tld#the long dark#still pls no spoilies!#havent even been to TM yet lol#accidentally instead found a connector region to Blackrock Penitentary#<= also. why tf is there a prison on Great Bear? there are only like 200 ppl living there lmao#“you get sent to Siberia >:(”#but it's Canada
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