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seaborgium-dazies · 2 days ago
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Are requests open? I can’t tell cause it says love letter, so if not you can ignore this! Buttttt if they are…
May I have Kirishima, Iida, Todoroki and Midoriya (you can add all them if you want I just like those 4 the best lol) with a reader who was gone for a bit, maybe they were in another country due to family drama or someone died so they’ve been gone for a couple months, and reader surprises them one day without telling them they’re back???
I love you’re writing by the way, so beautiful
Waiting here for you to come back around
Aweeee thank you so much!!! I hope you enjoy this anon! <3 Seeing mha boys after being apart for a while because of family stuff cw: mutual pining; fluff; no established relationship but something better (mutual crushes ayeee) 🌊: deku, iida, kirishima, shoto
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Deku:
Deku was deep in thought, analyzing a quirk he saw earlier when he heard a familiar knocking pattern. As soon as he recognized it he bolted to the door. You would've expected the door to be ripped out of it's hinges with the force deku put into his swing.
"Y/N!"
Deku was beaming and upon seeing you standing in front of his door with a sheepish grin he embraced you in an enthusiastic hug.
"Izuku!"
You couldn't help but laugh at the adorable display of just how much he had missed you. That hug of his nearly knocked the air out of your lungs. He seemed to realize the gravity of his actions only after he pulled away.
He scratched his neck as he bashfully explained.
"Sorry ... I've just been a little worried about you, come right in".
So you took him up on his invitation, spending the rest of the evening talking about any and everything. Satiating Izukus curiosity and getting anything heavy off of your chest.
Mid sentence you noticed a tall stack of papers on his desk and you couldn't help but give izuku a questioning look.
"Ah, yes I almost forgot! These are for you; the notes from the classes you missed! I even color coded it after your system to make it easier to catch up-"
In that moment you really had no idea what you had done to deserve such a beautiful and kind soul. Thinking about you even when you were so far away. And going as far as inconveniencing himself every day while not knowing when you would come back. It brought tears to your eyes and a strange warmth to your chest.
Iida:
Iida sighed in frustration as another one of his text messages went through. No answer from you. How irresponsible can one even be?! He massaged his temples before writing out another stern text.
He was so fired up that he was already hearing things. Iida rolled his eyes at himself for imagining the characteristic ping of your phone when it receives a text message. And just as he was about to put his phone down to collect himself he heard another one... Did that come from the hallway?
He swiftly opened the door to his dorm to reveal you standing there with your hand already in a knocking motion. Instead of going through with the knock you reverted to small jazz hands and a meek
"Surprise?"
Iida called out your name and immediately embraced you in a bear hug. But he pulled away after a couple of moments to give you a piece of his mind.
"What are you doing here y/n? And why haven't you been responding to my messages? What were you thinking?! It's extremely reckless and unsafe to do such things!-"
And even though iida went on a detailed lecture about not keeping him in the loop you could see in the pink of his cheeks and the way his hands were gesturing more wildly than usual, that he really just wanted to reprimand you because he missed you so much.
But you knew just how to make it up to him. Mid sentence you pulled one of iidas favorite snacks out of your backpack, this time in a limited edition flavor which was unavailable in japan. That got him to abandon his scolding to marvel at the package you were holding out to him.
He grabbed you by the wrist as he dragged you into his room for you to try the new candy together. You knew that iida would let go of any petty words now since your temporary absence had one upside.
And even though iida blamed his forgiveness on the joy about his favorite candy of all time, in reality he couldn't handle the fact that even when you were in such a difficult situation you remembered what his favorite candy was and even went out of your way just to make him a little happier. His rosy cheeks betrayed him though.
You still weren't in the clear after that because iida demanded that you talk about the situation with him for your own good; so your mental health and school performance won't suffer.
Todoroki:
"It's open"
Shoto's neutral voice made you grin, but opening his dorm door while holding something heavy was kind of a challenge. So mid struggle the door was opened by shoto himself, revealing you with a giant bag of fruit in your arms.
"Y/n?" Shoto's voice betrayed him, the positive surprise apparent. But Shoto took you down a couple pegs as he observed
"You look rough".
Without waiting for an answer he took the heavy bag out of your arms and before you could tell him that they were for him he asked you
"How was travel? When did you get back?"
"Hello to you too Shoto"
You walked into his dorm room before continuing
"Everything was fine, the whole experience was just rather exhausting"
You had been a little anxious because shoto hadn't been messaging you that much while you were away although you knew that it just wasn't his style to text lots. The truth was that he wanted to give you space because he was sure that if you wanted to talk about it you would reach out.
He was more than glad that you were here now and although he enjoyed the souvenir you brought him, it didn't measure up to the joy he felt to see you again. He practically had to restrain himself because his hands were drifting towards yours all the time. So even if he didn't explicitly tell you how much he missed you, it was clear as day.
Kirishima:
Kirishima was biting the inside of his cheek while staring at the message he last sent you. It was left on delivered and he couldn't help but be worried sick. The whole situation you were in worried him to hell and back.
Leaving in a hurry seemed terrible enough but bad cell service and cryptic sad messages? He felt as if he was trapped in the ninth circle of overthinking hell. Did you eat enough? Drink enough? Did you family give you a hard time?
Speaking- or rather thinking- of the devil he heard you calling out his name from outside of his dorm room.
Kirishima opened his door in record time and upon seeing you he opened his arms which such élan it made you wince. You braced yourself for impact but were met with the most gentle bear hug imaginable instead.
As if Kirishima had sensed exactly what you needed you melted into his warm embrace like butter on top of pancakes. He released you out of his grip after what felt like ages, both of you grinning from ear to ear.
He invited you in and after catching up you spotted a little figurine on his desk that you never saw before.
"Oooh who got you this?"
You took the small figurine into your hands. It was a baby chick with a cute pink ribbon and a blue flower on its head - the craftsmanship was insane and it must've been expensive. The thought of some girl gifting this to him made jealousy well up in your chest. But before you could get the wrong ideas he explained,
"Uhm.. It's actually for you... I saw it and it reminded me of you so I just thought I'd get it in case you were feeling bummed after returning."
"Awww wait, really?"
And as Kirishima saw a hot pink blush spreading from your shoulders to the tips of your ears he thanked the heavens that you safely returned to him.
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reality-shitting · 2 days ago
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I think I cracked my personal puzzle regarding consciousness and shifting.
First things first, no, I did not have a full shift. I'm shifting before the 30th however, because I said so.
So! What happened?
Well. I was just sitting around last night, wondering about some questions I had still regarding our practice. I was asking myself "How come we never see any posts from shifters 'clones' while the consciousness has shifted?"
(Note: I hate the clone term and I know it's inaccurate, but I'm writing this on my lunch so I'm on a time crunch and it's the first way I could think of to describe it. Anyways.)
And then I said, well, what if we do? Who's to say the me here isn't still posting about shifting and how I've never done it, while *I* am actively in my DR? If my consciousness is in my other reality, does that mean the old me is not conscious? No, that me is still conscious, still aware. But then if the old me is still conscious, does that mean I am *not* consciousness? I don't necessarily think so. I think I've come to realize that the radio analogy feels like the closest explanation.
If you haven't heard the radio analogy, it's essentially that your "original" self (again, not accurate but the best wording for a crunch) and your DR self are two different radio stations. You, as a consciousness, need to tune your frequency from the first you to the next. So you turn your dial, move through the static, and now you're on your preferred station.
I'm a very visual thinker, so I think it'd be better if I demonstrated what I'm saying with a picture.
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This is our current reality. You are "here". You are witnessing your life as person A. You may notice that there's a little dangle beneath you, connecting you to your body. That is Consciousness. (Pretend person B has it too, I forgot it in this one lol)
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This is when you're tuning your frequency. This is you in the process of shifting. You're in-between, here and there. Both a and b are connected. This is where "mini" shifts, memories and other senses from World B download into consciousness A. This is why I believe @/kerryshifts could see reality warping and molding around them.
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The channel has changed. You have fully shifted. You are witnessing your life as person B. You are connected to that life, that awareness. Notice how when you shift, the connector on A isn't gone. Person A is still aware, still has consciousness, still has awareness. This is why you don't end up in a comatose/unconscious state when you shift from awareness to awareness. Life goes on as usual, even if you are not witness to it.
So are you the awareness, the consciousness or something else?
I think, and this is me, that either the awareness/consciousness stays within the body, in a sense. One of them is mental and linked to the brain's perception of reality. The other is the spiritual perception of reality, what we may refer to as a ghost or spirit. The spiritual observer is what I think we are. We are the radio waves traveling through the air, connecting from one antenna to the next. I could absolutely be wrong and I'm still working through this part, so absolutely feel free to give your own interpretation in replies/rbs.
So! I've cracked my own understanding of shifting. What do I do with this information?
...I don't know!
I feel as though I've cracked the lament configuration and all it did was spit out confetti and a $5 coupon for little ceasers. I have been given the key to unlocking the universe and now need to find the door. I've been given a cryptic message from a loved one just as they die. I have solved one piece of the puzzle, but I'm missing the other half. I have. No clue how to translate this in my journey. It's both eye opening and exhilarating but also anti climactic. I've climbed a mountain, just to find a brick wall upon my descent. A map that leads to treasure, yet has no directory.
But, progress is made in chunks. And I'm very pleased with holding the key. Now I just need to create the door.
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hii !!
how do u think sam would react in a gender swap situation? like would he avoid everyone or ask for advice from his partner ??
First of all, can we all acknowledge how absolutely, insanely beautiful Sam would be as a girl? Tall, muscular, dark hair and eyes, strong features? Wait, why am I on one knee? Where did this ring come from? 💍
Dean already calls Sam a girl 24/7, so nothing much would change in that regard. I feel like Sam would already have good understanding of the female body - not just from personal experience of ravishing yours, but also because Sam just knows stuff. I also headcanon him as a feminist ally, and that entails knowing things about what women have to deal with (cis women in this case, but Sam's a trans ally too, cause he's a good person ❤️).
Anyway, while it's of course reason to freak out if you wake up in a different body, Sam remains mostly cool. He takes note of the changes, of how differently people look at him, talk to him. He knew all that in theory, but experiencing it is something completely different. He throws you a couple of unbelieving looks, and what can you do but shrug?
Maybe it takes a few days to reverse the spell. Maybe you and Sam lie in bed at night and he's staring up at the ceiling. He can't believe how different the world seems. He's still him, but it's like everyone else has changed. Dean's even more protective than he usually is, but it doesn't feel good. It feels a little condescending, even though he knows his brother means well. It's like simultaneously everyone decided he's much more breakable while at the same time making him feel like being that is the most important part of him.
He feels you stir beside him, looks at you as you slowly open your eyes. You haven't changed how you behave. You're still just you, give him shit, tease him. You blink yourself awake and look at his face, the features there softer. He's a little bit shorter now, but you say you don't mind. Easier kissing distance.
Except you haven't done any kissing since all of this happened. Touching, yes, like holding each other at night. But it makes Sam wonder.
"Can't sleep?" you mutter, and Sam nods. Keeps looking at you, until he finds the courage to say what he wants to say.
"Why haven't you kissed me since all this?" he says, indicating his changed body with the arm that isn't around you. You move your head, the skin of your cheek rubbing against the pillow.
"I didn't know if you wanted me to," you reply, voice still scratchy from sleep. Sam chews his lip.
"Do you want to?" he asks. Your gaze roams over his face slowly.
"Sam, I always want you," you reply and it makes his heart flutter. "I always think you're beautiful."
Sam knows better than to get comfortable with stuff like this. Leaning into spells and the changes they cause, illusions they create - he knows better, and so do you. But he feels you shift, press yourself closer to him.
He kisses you before he can think about it for another second, pulls you close. Your hand goes to his cheek, then slowly wanders down.
The spell is broken and Sam's turned back the next day. He's surprised how happy he is to be back in his body, considering he and it haven't always had the best relationship. But he actually missed it. You take his hand, squeeze it. Things are back to normal.
Except you'll always have the memories. Except Sam will always know what it felt like to have your hand cup his breast, thumb swirling over his nipple. What it was like when your hand slipped into his PJ bottoms. The feeling of wetness between his thighs. How he had to stop kissing you when you touched him, his breath catching with the intensity of it, how different it was and at the same time not.
When Sam came with two of your fingers inside him, your palm pressed against him, he was sure for a second something was wrong. Nothing should feel that intense, right? He turned his face to you, kissed you deeply, desperately. Felt you grin that sinful grin against his lips.
"And the best part?" you whispered into his mouth, your hand already moving again. "We can go again right away."
Sam smiles at the memory now. And swears that he will make the most of this new found understanding.
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This was so FUN! Thank you for this amazing ask, I hope it sort of did what you were hoping for? ❤️ Also now I just want to immediately write a bunch of gender swap smut. Dang it! 😄
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theredcuyo · 2 days ago
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Actually, i wanted to write the re-encounter of the brothers for the demonic Bros au
So there You go, it's below the cut!
"Chengzu" Called Yin Yu, and Hua Cheng could already tell why he was here, to deliver the unfortunate idiot who had been causing trouble around the den and stalls. Running off without paying by manipulating the will of other ghosts was certainly not to his liking. "What did you get?"
Yin Yu lifted up his arm to reveal a ghost in tattered black and red robes who was struggling, trying to get off. "Let go of me! Don't you know who i am?!"
Hua Cheng snickered, his face smiling despite his eyes not following. "And don't you know who you are infront of?"
"No, and i couldn't give less of a-..." The ghost had finally lifted his face to meet him, and then stared at him, his eyes growing and becoming misty "HongHong-er... Is... Is that you?"
The name took Hua Cheng by surprise, a form of a address he hadn't heard for himself in centuries, something only few people could know about, which would mean..."You... You are... Oh no... Oh... You are here..."
Hua Cheng got up and walked to him, quickly dismissing Yin Yu with a sign of his hand. If he were a weaker man, his voice might have trembled. "Ying-ge...?"
"Hong-er!" Hua Cheng didn't get to react before he was trapped into a crushing hug. He wasn't quite sure what to do, but somehow, something itched his eye, and he didn't know why but, he wasn't able to come up with something to say. "It's alright. Gege is here"
Why his brother said that while he made him hide his face in his shoulder, he didn't know either, why it was humid there after he finally lifted his head again, he didn't know again. Ying-ge took his face in between his hands, a sad smile on his own. "Look at you, haven't you grown up quite a lot? Yes, yes! Like i always knew, didi has grown up into quite the handsome man!"
"Ying-ge..."
"It's true, it's true! Look at you, you're bigger than your Gege, aren't You ashamed?"
Hua Cheng could only shake his head. "Ah, such a shameless one you've become too! But that's fine, that's fine, it's family tradition after all!"
"Is it?"
"Yeah..." Then both stayed silent, Wei Ying still looking at him, as if searching something in his face, or just becoming used to it, then he hugged Hua Cheng again. "... I'm sorry"
"Wha-"
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry Hong-er, i... I didn't keep my promise to protect you and you- you're here and- just... I'm sorry, your Gege is sorry"
"Ying-ge... What would you be sorry for?"
Wei Ying sighed. "Neither of us is alive, are we?"
"It's not Ying-ge's fault. I died in the war"
Hua Cheng noticed the grip of his brother becoming tighter. "... Exactly. Gege should've found you before, i should've protected you. You shouldn't be here."
"Then... Ge shouldn't be here either"
"Hong-er that's not-"
"It is. But since Ying-ge is here anyway, that's good enough"
Wei Ying could only sigh again. "You've really grown up, haven't you?"
"HongHong-er has grown up" Wei Ying then, genuinely turned to smile at him, patting his head. "But it seems Ying-ge hasn't done so much"
"Eh, i don't know whatever you mean, i don't know!"
They let go of each other, with Wei Ying looking away, perfectly knowing what this was about "... Ying-ge killed a few stall owners, then gamblers, stole prizes, gambled with said prices and refused to pay, then-"
"Can't hear you, can't hear you! My Didi is saying gibberish!~"
Hua Cheng proceeded to give his brother a little tour around paradise manor, give him a pair of dice and order Yin Yu that now he also responded to Wei Wuxian, Wei Wuxian's first request to the waning moon officer was to get him some good wine, there was, after all, an ocassion to celebrate! And many of the ones he had missed.
Wei Wuxian was also inspected by Hua Cheng not long after, discovering about his amnesia, lack of a golden core in life, and status as already, a wrath/savage level Ghost. Then Yin Yu was sent to a quick trip to the mortal realm to retrieve whatever was left for Wei Wuxian's ashes. On his way back he saw a man dressed all in white carrying a child in his arms, but the lack of a bambu hat and cursed shackles made him dismiss the information as relevant.
Wei Wuxian was presented to the people in Ghost city as their Chengzu's older brother, they were all excited to say the least, and quickly started to adore him just as much, specially since he actually liked to goof around the city and talk with them.
Between all that, a year had passed. They were discussing how much of a good idea would it be if Wei Ying also infiltrated the heavens as a middle court official under earth master because he was bored as hell, when Yin Yu entered to give them news. "Chengzu, Wei-gongzi"
"Eh, i've told you to just call me Wuxian!"
Yin Yu ignored him and turned to Hua Cheng, the responsable one of the brothers. "Chengzu, there's a matter at hand"
"Is there, now?" Hua Cheng asked boredly, Yin Yu nodded. "An unknown person has entered the city, traspassing all barriers with pure force. This man is neither a Ghost nor a heavenly official and we cannot confirm him to be human either, but he posseses a power comparable of a highly skilled wrath or even a supreme"
Hua Cheng suddenly focused. "I see, i assume you weren't able to bring him on your own?"
Yin Yu shaked his head. "No, Chengzu"
"What is he doing?"
"The man is running around the city, he apparently is searching for something but destroying everything on his way"
"What is he searching for?"
"This i don't know"
Hua Cheng then got up, and Wei Wuxian followed after him, it's been a while since he last fought someone! Not since he had met Black Water, and to be fair, he'd do it again, no one messes with his specially made meal for A-Cheng!
They were met with the imagery of destruction, ghosts fleeing, but happily hiding behind them as soon as they were in sight, and a tall man, dressed all in black standing in the middle, while a strong and dark energy came out of him. "So... What's the plan here?"
"Ah, but he's not dead, is he? It doesn't work on the living, A-Cheng, i thought i explained this to you, why not your butterflies?"
A-Cheng looked at the situation for a second. "Ying-ge, could you try your thing?"
"Aiyah, scary, scary!" Wei Wuxian laughed, despite the dire situation, because well, surely they could both do something. "I think this, why don't i distract him and then you take E-ming to-"
"They get burned down as soon as they approach" Hua Cheng pointed out to the one he had just sent over, it burned to a crisp in a second, that couldn't be good.
"... A-Ying?"
That was a name Wei Wuxian hadn't been called in ages, which startled both of them, but when they looked back, the man in black was starting at them with huge, disbeliving eyes. "Is... Are you both... You are..."
They looked at each other with confusion, and carefully walked closer, ten steps in, they felt like this face they had both seen before. "It can't be...?"
"Dage...?" Hua Cheng was the first one to react, and the man in black then turned to stare at him, then back at Wei Wuxian, and back at him a few times before running at them, barely giving them enough time to react as he tackled them into a hug. "A-Ying, Hong-er!"
"Gege..." Wei Wuxian whispered, before tightly returning the hug, his eyes starting to wet. "It was you... It really is you two..."
"Dage..." Hua Cheng let out a dry chuckle, his eye becoming blurry, he was probably getting prickled by his Dage's hair, no other reason at all. "You are fine... You are fine, you two really are..."
They both kept to themselves the comment about being 'fine', their ge didn't need to worry about that for now. "This... I... I missed you..."
Right, their ge had always been so emotional, it's not their fault of that they get influenced by it, is it? There's nothing wrong in crying, not at all. Luo Binghe didn't falter in his hold. "You'd have to spare your Gege for this one, he was really worried"
"Ge really needs a hug, of course! A very long one..." Wei Wuxian stumbled to say, his hands grabbing so strongly at his older brother that one might wonder how he wasn't ripping his clothes at this point.
"Will have to indulge dage..." Hua Cheng managed to say, his face hiding away into his oldest brother's chest, much like he used to do when he was little and fell sleep in his arms.
They didn't comment on the fact that they never got separated for the way back to Paradise manor, nor that somehow, both of the ghosts could perfectly fit and be carried by the Demon lord's arms.
"Gege, Gege! I learned to play an instrument!" Wei Wuxian exclaimed, his eyes still red but a big smile on his face. "Ah, of course A-Ying would learn, he's always been so smart"
Luo Binghe patted his head, he could now use his hands, as they were all three sitting down, each of his brothers taking up space in one of his legs, like they used to do for storytime. "Dage, did you see the barrier outside? I designed it"
"Of course, only our Hong-er could come up with something so amazing" Binghe ruffled Hua Cheng's hair, he looked away. Binghe hugged them again, the closer they were, the less he could hear Xin Mo, his head felt so... Light right now, so clear and peaceful... Then he promptly gave each one a hit in the head. "Auch! Gege, why?!"
"Dage what has this Hong-er done?!"
He smiled at them, but his eyes weren't smiling. "That, is for dying without my permission, and sneaking away while your ge was in the inmortal alliance conference"
Both of them looked away guiltily, the truth was, they had originally tried to follow behind him, they wanted to see their ge fight! And then... Then they got lost and, well, the rest is history as they say. "A-Ying is sorry..."
"Hong-er is sorry" Both said, lucky for them, Binghe loved them way too much, he just looked at them rather sadly, as he shaked his head. "Gege is sorry too, he... He should've been there to keep you safe"
Both disagreed. "Gege couldn't have known, A-Ying wasn't careful enough"
"It's not Dage's fault, Hong-er made his own choices"
Binghe sighed, that he knew all too well, his little brothers were stuborn, but, looking at their determined faces, he couldn't help tearing up. "When did my didis grow so much?"
After more tears from Binghe, they went back to their real forms, and Binghe was utterly devastated about how tall Hua Cheng is. Then they chatted around how he got there, Binghe didn't tell them about the abbys.
Binghe did tell then how he became the lord of the Demon realm, and then they teased Wei Wuxian for not having his own domain, Wei Wuxian tried to argue that he did have one! He feels it on his bones (that he doesn't have anymore), but it's not the best argument considering there's not proof whatsoever
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cashmerecrow · 10 months ago
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𝔐𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔞𝔫'𝔰 𝔚𝔬𝔯𝔨𝔟𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔥
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littlemoriflower · 3 months ago
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Since the tag has been a bit slow lately:
Tell me your favorite things about mori! ( •̯́ ᴗ •̯̀)♡
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steinbit · 3 months ago
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aughhoug h h .. . .. i've been SOO sick since wednesday.. . .
#my flatmates have been sick a lot so i was honestly just counting down until it was my turn.. .orz#i hate that i rarely get sick but whenever i DO get sick it's like... Time To Die i guess? ?#f.ex. like last may when i got an ear infection So Bad i was hospitalised for a week haha#man i've literally done nothign but lie in bed and sleep since wednesday#like i've been up a coupla hours here and there to inhale some water and both ibuprofen and paracetamol#and whatever nurishment i could scrape by while scrolling tumblr and watching some yt#before going back to bed and passing out again#i also haven't showered since i got sick cause i've been afraid of blacking out while IN the shower#cause like yesterday and friday it was so bad i couldn't stand for more than like 5 mins without starting trembling and getting dizzy.. .#the same ear i had an infection in last year also closed completely up so now i can't hear Anythign on that side#both my flatmates where like !!?!?!? when they heard and kept asking me if i needed to go to the ER again :'^)#but luckily i think it's just a symptom this time and not the cause#live love laugh or whatever#worst part this time around was that i hadn't been grocery shopping At All since the friday Before! so i had like No food#luckily one of my flatmates got me something yesterday 💙#wait actually the worst part is that i missed 1. an appointment 2. work 3. a birthday dinner#and 4. a birthday party where they ended up going to see a drag show 😭😭#anyways i Think (🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞) that i might be feeling a bit better today so hopefully it'll clear up in not Too Long#does fish make noise??
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fleeblesim · 2 months ago
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Born to play sims all day, forced to write essays for uni ✋️😩
#miss when I was like 9 and I would come home from school and play ts3 for 6 hours every day#i have 2000 words due for tuesday which shouldn't really be a problem#but it's so hard to concentrate and do it#like I set a goal of minimum 400 words today so I can get on track to finishing in time and it's 9pm and I still haven't gotten it done#but at rhe same time I don't really like playing sims in my laptop#and the ea app keeps messing itself up on ny laptop for some reason#like the game claims it isn’t installed#but when i try to reinstall it it says I have it and tells me to repair it#and tbf repairing fixes it but it's a reoccurring issue for some reason????#also struggling to get actors for our short film project which is part of my bachelor so that's fun 😁🔫#and while I'm at it I genuinely cannot wait to not share kitchen w strangers#i get so annoyed w the people i share w rn and then i feel bad for being annoyed at them#but they send like 5 pictures in the gc whenever there's crumbs in the counter#and they seem to be incapible of doing trash correctly despite there being written instructions on how to sort????#like I've had to take non plastic grabage out of the plastics bag???#+the girl who has cleaning reaponsibility this week asked for the floor to be cleaned so she could have a 'fresh start'#even tho the mess appeared on monday like it's ur week to clean?????#and then they can't even do the ONE thing I asked for and put the knives in the dishwasher w the blade down#it's just small things but I can't wait to have my own kitchen holy shit I've lived in this dorm for almost 3 years now#i feel like I sound like a terrible person when I complain about this but I genuinely did prefer when we didn’t talk to each other#anyway hopefully I can actually get my ass to do this assignment soon 🙏🙏🙏#nonsims#personal
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adore-gregor · 5 months ago
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Lol I keep on doing this, saying I'd come back to tumblr to only disappear again 😂😭
#and i hate it bc i miss being on here#but also i don't have to force myself or feel guilty for it#bc if i'm fr being on social media is just so time consuming and also not what is good for my mental health often#and that includes tumblr#it's not even that it's a toxic place (at least not the content i'm consuming) but sometimes i just rather spend my time with people irl#meeting someone than on social media and like focus on my life#the last month or so was just really difficult for me and i haven't been feeling so bad mentally in forever#i mean it always is like that that time of the year but i feel like i was worse this year#whenever autumn comes around with the darkness and cold i seem to hit a low mentally#when i tell you how much better my mood is in summer spring how much better i feel everyday regardless of everything else#i get people like autumn but for me its literally the worst and winter too altough at some point it gets better#maybe i adapt and maybe because i spend more time outside around christmas when i go home that's usually a turning point#and ig also the lights of december make it a bit better#but mid october to november is awful#this year the weather was much worse beginning of october was much worse#i feel like i lowkey have this seasonal mood disorder idk#but i barely managed to go to classes and i had no motivation#usually i always make myself study and do the things i have to atleast altough i often terribly procrastinate#but now i was barely able to do this and i had things to do but i couldn't make myself i missed a deadline closely#luckily my professors are the best but i felt so horrible for it how i was unable to get it done#sunlight is just so good for my mood and ik how doctors say how you should avoid it because you can get skincancer#but like i'd rather than my mental health being this bad (not that i want either)#i already miss summer so much and being happier#but tbh i haven't felt this good as I do today in weeks and even this whole week was better#i exercised more than usual altough i tried to in the last weeks i couldn't as often as i normally do so maybe this actually helps a lot#and i studied yesterday today and i will tomorrow i finally feel motivation again#besides i also tried to break up with my bf so that was also tough but i couldn't lol#i tried talking to him and tell him in the nicest way but he didn't get what i was trying to do and i couldn't say more bc i felt horrible#but maybe that's for the better altough i had these thoughts for a while that he just isn't the one for me and that we're too different...#i do really like him as a person the way he treats me and i'm still into him but i just felt like it wouldn't work
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famewolf · 4 months ago
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spent my entire week thinking about hanging out with my friends and cooking together and laughing and having a grand old time
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souenkun · 7 months ago
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Life update: my brain feels like scrambled eggs but I've also started going on short walks with my cat, and it turns out to be a nice routine. Apologies to messages and ao3 comments that I haven't been able to reply; I'll get to them soon! 🫂
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jetii-mando · 1 year ago
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Cheecks last updated Sees it was 2 months ago
Oh, well, been a while lol
Finally decided to get myself back into actually using some form of social media again, cuz honestly I've been bored :/ anyways yeah hopefully this sticks :p
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starpros-sunshine · 11 months ago
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I Need to get out of the habit of mindless scrolling I literally can feel myself zone out while doing that ATP I'm *this* close to just deleting any amd all social media platforms and returning to the times of radio and, well. YouTube should stay I need to watch my two hour long video essay /somewhere/....and Tumblr I can't abandon Tumblr..... there's people here that I can't just abandon.....
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sysig · 1 year ago
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Original - Concept art
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: The Stanley Parable
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Mob Psycho 100
Thursday:
2:30 PM: MP100
Friday:
2:30 PM: Star Control II - Helix
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Dragon Quest IX
Sunday:
2:30 PM: SCII - Helix
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#What a balanced week :) Don't worry about next week yet don't even worry about it lol#Lots of silliness this week :D#Some kinda-sorta scratchy in that semi-finished/untoned way#Oh y'know what's funny? It's not gonna show up for a bit down the queue yet but lol#So anyone following me for a while - especially on VLH - knows that I doodle with my favourite .5 mechanical pencil#I've had it since I was in school and it Shows lol it is Old and Worn In#And then when I got my .3s that was all I used for like a year - I draw tiny and they feel Wonderful to draw with#But then I started to miss the richness of lines that my .5 can make so I switched back over#Well. You'll never guess what's happened again lol#I do still use my .3s in my alt notebook but I haven't been drawing much in my alt lately! Talking like one doodles a month!#And as is evident I am not a one and done doodle kind of person lol I like to make like fifteen in a given day#So I guess I've been missing it lol - it's so good for detailwork and soft shapes and shading! Feels so delicate <3#My shapes have been feeling weird lately - general construction-wise style-wise y'know - and with my .3 it all just flows so nicely#I get so stubborn about Only Using The Correct Tool but like - I have multiple tools for a reason! Pfft#I'm having fun that's the important part haha I'll point some of them out when they post#Oddly enough it's actually kind of hard for even me to tell the difference by sight - it's much more a tactile feedback thing! How strange ♪
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kiwibubbles5 · 2 years ago
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Minecraft really comin in clutch as my comfort game - I have an interview coming up, I have been playing nonstop to keep away the ~anxiety~
I'm playing vanilla right now, but I have this one world from a while ago that's heavily modded - in Curseforge, there's a modpack called "Better Minecraft" and it is WILD and awesome. I have a lil village and all the villagers are my friends and I love them (which. is very different from how I usually feel about villagers, cuz, you know... villagers.) But back when I was playing in that world, I drew them based on their names (generated by some mod) and vibes (based on how they seem to act), so. Here they is~ Dagen, Haleema, Jakki, Kalyn, and Sunday. (Sunday is a "netherer," which is an extra villager occupation from some mod.)
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menstits · 2 years ago
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My fail exploration progress
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