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jesús cristo should become a more prominent character. I need him to be the asexual voice of reason among these horny ass clones
ASEXUAL VOICE OF REASON??? (i love this)
#i had no other jesús pic to use#clone high#clone high takes#clone high jesús christo#ch jesús christo#id use cristo but for some reason everyone knows him as christo which isn’t the correct spelling of his last name#🤓☝️#have to bully myself lmao#anyways#i love jesús sm
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Come on guess who my favorite SCP doctor (and author) is, Bonus
Tiny bug
#its clef- who would have known#scp foundation#scp fanart#scp fandom#scp#alto clef#dr clef#dr alto clef#mcarts#fanart#i've drawn him like 4905940 millions times this year#am i going to upload any of the rest? probably not iM SCARED#Uhh the guy with the net is my d-class#oc#triple#Oh yeah there's the beetlejuice reference too#cough#don't ask#Edit: my friends are bullying me over this because i got so nervous my tummy started to hurt#if author sees this 1- im sorry 2- i will launch myself to the sun like one of those experiments to kill 682 lmao
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as someone who isnt super excited for sotm for certain reasons I am really glad that like. it's clear that since ruin theyve been setting up for carnival and sotm IS carnival. so now that carnival is finally coming out, afterwards theyll be moving on to other plotlines since the main villain stuff is sorted out
I'm just rlly happy to finally see a clear direction for how the story is gonna be playing out with like "okay these games were leading up to this so after this will be open possibilites" instead of like. absolutely no info about each upcoming game and being left guessing before it releases and just having to wait and see what's in it and if anything you're looking forward to will be in it
it feels like they have a plan and a solid direction for what they're trying to do and after carnival releases thatll be all that buildup coming to fruition. & we already know from the Scott interview that theres another release 'beyond sotm' that's 'super exciting' so maybe thatll be focusing on another big currently untouched (which is basically all of them) plotline, or even the big campaign game that dawko has been calling security breach 2
#even if i dislike how theyve been handling this whole mimic cassies dad factory mapbot bonnie bully stuff#the past like 2 releases 3 after sotm#after watching johns theory video it really does feel like stuff was more purposeful with thought put into it when u plug in cassies dad#even if the plot of him being behind mxes and trapping mimic is pushing other more important characters aside#its probably what happened and accepting that makes the story at least seem more thought out#it did make me feel better about it bc like. it at least feels like theyre cooking#like what theyre working on DOES have a direction and a plan and it isnt just random stuff like how it felt when hw2 came out#i might still think that the stuff theyve been doing the past few releases is boring af and uninteresting#compared to earlier concepts like focusing on vanny and the possession aspects and sentient glamrocks#(we could see more of it with freddy if theyd let him come back ever)#but like. at least it has thought put into it and feels like theyre actually trying to set shit up for something#like sotm is an ORIGIN#the tagline was 'sometimes you have to understand the past to see the future'#at the end of the day sotm is a setup for a campaign thatll take place in present day anf#even if its taking ten thousand years to get there im excited for it#aka its taken a long time to tell this story setup of cassies dad and mimic and shit and it might be boring for some people#(me)#but at the end of the day its meant to be setup explaining the past of why mimic exists (even if that's already in tbe books)#so after we 'understand' it we can get back to present day#and focus on its current victims vanessa gregory cassie etc#cassies dad is 100% dead if hw2s protag is him so he woukdnt be relevant anymore. just another character thing to serve cassie#im just saying like after sotm its wide open for getting back to the plot#and i think its actually right to say that bc like all of this has been setup. if hw2 protag is cassies dad its a prequel to ruin#so rn ruin is the most recent game in the timeline. meaning the next game that takes place in current tjme will focus on the current mains#Gregory cassie vanessa#sorry for fnaf plot posting again ive been thinking about it a lot the past few days#thought id balance some negative ive posted with a positive since im feeling better about it myself :)#one day we're gonna be so back and its gonna be great#its just gonna be a long annoying wait lmao#thoughts
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Couldn’t tell you why I finished Robin first but whatever. I chose Runerigus specifically because poneglyphs, but it was a toss up whether I’d consider her a ground or rock type trainer. On the one hand, hurr hurr archaeologists dig in ground, but on the other hand, all the fossil type pokemon are rock lmao. The typing isn’t a hard and fast rule, but it’ll definitely come in handy when making the backgrounds lol
Only 11 more to go! 🙃
#*11 others I’ve been working on. May go back to the insanity of 18 (1 for and typing +Sabo as a second fire type) but rn I only have 11 more#reminder that if you bullied me in my poll and told me to draw the Pokemon too that ur legally obligated to reblog all of these ಠ_ಠ#one piece#nico robin#miss all sunday#devil child nico robin#pokemon#pokepiece#oh lmao that’s a tag already#runerigus#op art#might as well start that tag for myself.. 😔#my art
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unnerving to see people younger than me living their lives and doing adult stuff successfully. stop that you're supposed to eat ice cream for dinner and be unemployed
#stop making me look bad by having a husband and a baby rn you're 22 fr 😭#tho i do have two friends who got married at 18 and 21 and actually i look good compared to them bc everyone they know was like stoppppp#they dated for ike 4 months before getting engaged lmao#but some people who got married young are actually doing okay and normal and that makes me look bad lol#not necessarily always abt marriage tho#people younger than me with an actual career or grown up job make me feel this way also#anyway#every day im living a life indistinguishable from when i was a teenager and many people my age are already parents with mortgages and such#😐😐😐#anyway i spent my grown up job money on some flowers and now i have no job bc i let my mean supervisor bully me into quitting#i also spent grown up job money on an oven (successfully) and a car (unsuccessfully)#i am rlly just out here.... telletubby with a credit card fr#job just give you money and you can spend it on whatever you want (but watch out)#anyway car was a piece of garbage that couldn't pass inspection 😔#was so proud of myself paying cash for my first car but there's a reason it was that cheap lmao
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#so i have an appt. to the psychiatric department for personality disorders tmrw...#and like i tried sending a self referral to them last year lmao#and they only said that heyyy you're doing amazing sweetie you are high functioning 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻#then i've ben to the health care center and since they think they cant treat me bc it's too severe they've sent referrals to other places#which have all declined me... so they also sent one to the psychiatric who sent a referral to this pd department#who that time also said that they can't accept me#so the therapist at the health care center like idk exactly but she sent a report on how they didnt handl my case properly#which made them call on me for an evalutation appt.#but i have 0 hopes. i honestly think the entire psych care is fucking lame and bullshit#i highly doubt they're even equipped to treat personality disorders#& even if they are theire budgetis getting cut bc ppl love having rightists ruling the government .... which means no funds for healthcare#anyway. PLUS it's a man.... -_- which reducuses my chances of being taken seriously even more...#i also hate talking to male therapists/psychiatrists... no fucking thanks. but i have to </3#i just really dont wanna go. like im gonna have to put energy into trying to argue for my right for treatment. w ppl who should inferstand#UNDERSTAND* i hate typing on my ipad ffs. they should understand my personality disorders..#bit health care proffessionals are horrible ppl and dont give a fuck abt their patients lol. so they're only condescending and rude 🤢🤮#i hate being in these environments bc everyone treats u like shit. the receptionists are so fkn rude and almost outright mean and insulting#the doctors and therapists and psychiatrists are all bullies who look down on u and make u feel small and worthless#so im really dreading it... but im also at my wit's end. i am missing out on my entire life. im desperate for help#even if i wholeheartedly believe that these worthless wastes of space wont give me any treatment i'll still need to go and try#then ig i'll just have to keep pestering the healthcare system. i might wventually even have to start going to the psych. ER so they put#that on my records and like idk. that costs money tho. plus from everyone i've heard from...#being at a psych ER esp when your situation isnt dire is awful and hell#my cousin who had been ther after a sui attempt had said that it 'scared him straight'#and that it was so terrible that he did everything to get back home as soon as possible and do whatever to never end up there again#so yuh... i'd rather not!#i was supposed to (my own decision) to write a list with ALL my symptoms and bring and be like LOOK MONGREL!!!#but since i suffer from avpd...... i havent. i procrastinated and now it's too late whoopsie. i'll just have to wing it fuckkkk 🥴#ofc it also has to be 8.45 .. so early in the morning for me im so mad ahhhhh i dont wanna go i am throwing up and screaming#but atp i'd have to pay $35 myself for not going so that will motivate me enough to force myself to go
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#not my place to say because i have no clue what's happening and don't involve myself in any of this but like.#it really does make the fandom experience worse when the only thing people are absorbed in is drama.#i feel very isolated from everyone rn and it's making it very hard to be online#no matter where you stand it's isolating and it sucks. feels like everyone is bonding over gossip that i truly Do Not Care About#and i'm just. sadtoad.jpeg#(not that i don't care about my friends getting bullied or anything!!!)#(this isn't even a vague this is about fandom issues that have Always Existed)#(it just feels like i stay in my lane and anytime i veer out of it i'm bombarded with crazy bullshit LOL)#i miss my friends and my rp partners and i just asfdajdgfasvjd i'm having a hard time being here rn#anyway if you made it to the end of this vent this is all to say: SORRY I'M NOT WRITING AND SORRY I'M NOT ON DISCORD LMAO#tua s4 ruined my life and now i'm trying to get away from vagueposts and bullshit and i just. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT i'm sorry#*【 ❛I'm not the spirit of any age. ❜ 】 ➤ OOC
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heyyy bully fandom 😋 obsessed w this game its bringing me outta my art block so yay
love jimmy he just like me fr ☝️
#im only like#20% thru the game rn but im already fixating#ive been STRUGGLING w my art style for quite awhile (honestly like the past year or so) but ive wanted to draw so badd so i finally sat dow#and forced myself to draw jimmy over n over again and this happened so#who would have ever guessed practicing smth makes u better thats crazy#anways. im obsessed w jimmy. he just like me. short autistic bi king ☝️#also ive been obsessed w early 2000s shit recently and this entire game is so gender. just the vibe of how i wanna be yknow?#sorry for the long ass ranting in the tags lmao#bully#bully game#bully cce#canis canem edit#bully scholarship edition#bully canis canem edit#bully rockstar#bully fanart#bully the game#rockstar bully#bully anniversary edition#bullworth academy#jimmy hopkins#jimmy hopkins fanart#my art#cam draws
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omg I saw what you reblogged and I can't believe there are pple bullying writers who only write for gn and female like the writers can write wtv they want like?? why would they even spend sm time on that and admit to it like it's not a thing to be proud of :(
I feel bad for the writers the person forced to stop writing like ☹️☹️
they’re so fucking weird harassing people into quitting writing and then when asked why they won’t write for male reader themselves it’s because “their writing sucked” like okay….if ur not gonna do it urself either stfu or commission someone to do it or something but u can’t sit around complaining about no ‘x male reader’ fics and then do nothing to contribute to there being less of them
#they have me blocked me which is kinda funny lmao bc this is the first I’ve ever heard of them#personally if I wanna see more of [x] in fanfics then i#write it myself. like if i wanna see more bully stsg I’ll just fucking write for it lmao#anon! ♡‧₊˚#.𖥔 summy answerz .ᐟ ๋࣭ ⭑
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While a lot of people reasonably don't like the bully ending up falling in love with their target troupe, I honestly don't feel really bad about pairing Butch and James together for a few reasons. And this is speaking as both a writer and someone who was bullied constantly through his childhood
First of all, I don't have them end up together to be a perfect couple where it's like nothing bad happened between them, their relationship is rocky at best. In my narrative it's very obvious that Butch is 100% not good for James despite having sweet moments, James constantly has his doubts about their relationship and people outside of the relationship often point out how shitty of a boyfriend Butch is to him
Secondly, I know that for something like that to realistically work the bully character would need to do a lot of introspection and growing as a person to be viable for any positive relationship with the target of their harassment, so the whole reason they fall apart is BECAUSE Butch never fully committed to changing. He thought that he simply needed to be nice more than mean and spoil him to make up for constantly neglecting James' needs and still belittling him (whether intentional or not) and because of that they have a very messy breakup (and James doesn't miss their relationship too much)
So, lastly, it's basically like a narrative where the shitty actions of Butch leads to quite a bit of consequences where his asshole tendencies leaves him alone and vulnerable in a world he's not suited for. To an extent it's also something that leads James along in a narrative way where he starts to lose his naivety and learn that sometimes people will suck and treat him badly and it's not his fault and not something he can magically change without hurting himself for it
TL;DR - I hope when people see me mention their relationship they don't assume I'm writing it in a shippy, "omg they're so cute together!!!" way but rather in a "this is the way these characters would interact" way
(Also as usual quick clarification that I'm talking about my oc James Junior and NOT Liam Neeson James)
#idk i have some thoughts about them#tbh its also why i dont post abt the fact they dated much. bc it was AWFUL and james would probably punch butch if he saw him again#fun fact. james actually has that scar on his lip from butch. it was a post-breakup argument and it went bad#but butch was probably hurt worse in the fight anyways (deserved)#lots of pent up anger from james after he realized he essentially wasted his time hoping butch would become a better person for him#...i may or may not be basing this off experience with shitty exes myself lmao#anyways#JAMES AND ARCADE BETTER !!#vinny rambles#james (oc)#cw bullying mention
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hear me out on this one
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#cause i asked myself 'what if we have him more layers' i dont want to see AN OUNCE of skin from this dude#another similarity between mine and sawashiro is ive drawn tthem both in turtlenecks. lol.#funny as hell tho ever since i watched we make antiques i actually wanted to draw arakawa in a turtleneck#he always reminds me of a turtle anyway for some reason...#i mean this isnt totally off that mentality either. ttm did look cute in a turtleneck in like. Two Things#Awful tho all i thought bout when drawin the neck part was that Pencil Neck bit from p&f LMAO#omg wait rant time cause i drew this while waiting to hang with my bitchass friend#done with comm work for the morning and she taking nine years so. lets doodle#but then this bitchass friend forgot we were hanging out today even tho SKE asked to hang out today. as she did yesterday.#like UGH im not saying sawashiro is valid for bullying ichi for being late all the time but i get it.#this is legitimately the second day in a row where she forgot we were meeting and its making me explode#anyway she just texted me nw so i guess shes gonna come over soon#which means i get to be mad at her playin y7 LMAO ITS ALL FUN anyway bye
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would you guys be interested in venom/the magnus archives crossover fan art
#I wanna draw the guys as avatars#also I think it would be a fun challenge to try to make Venom visibly an avatar of the hunt#because they already look like that#but I have ideas for the others :3#venom#venom comics#venom movies#the magnus archives#I’m going to elaborate in the tags because I can#so Eddie is 100% an avatar of the corruption#and is also the type of guy who willingly became an avatar#he’s so deranged he would be enthralled by the wasp nest in his attic#he would be a victim of the lonely though#like especially comics!Eddie#because his bond with the symbiote is so deep that like. being singular sends him into a depressive spiral#flash is an avatar of the slaughter#but he’s not deranged like Eddie his was more of a result of his situation#like being a bully and then joining the military#very slaughter coded#and yes he’s made up for the bullying so I’m not sure how that would play in?? but he still does have some anger issues#he’s a victim of the web#like one the alcoholism is classic web#and two being manipulated. like the whole agent venom arc where he was essentially being blackmailed by jack olantern#venom is a manifestation of the corruption#an avatar of the hunt#and probably also a victim of the lonely#like I think the idea of being alone as a being who’s whole purpose is to bond and connect with a host would be devastating#recently I think they could probably also be a victim of the desolation given that everyone important to them keeps fucking dying lmao#I’m kinda second guessing myself with flash because he’s just so damn normal like he doesn’t revel in war but I also want to give him one#do any of my followers know both of these. if so please help me out I’m struggling with flash 😭
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a government worker was a little mean and now im sad i hatehate hate being sensitive
#basically i was so anxious i messed up my address in the form and they looked at it and went#'*laughs* there's so many mistakes'#and the person next to them said 'well better than knowing nothing. that would be stupid' *laughs again while looking at my form*#i am going to kill myself#tw suicide mention#tw suicide#IM NOT ACTUALLY KILLING MYSELF BUT DO U GET ME I AM NOT IN THE RIGHT HEADSPACE FOR INSULTS RN MY GUY#i was getting my voter's certificate#like i was so polite to u even tho u were already so cranky like...why would u do that :(((((#i just had to let this out dw im fine i think. im just kinda sad bc i already have so many existing doubts and have been bullied since#childhood so idk man i just dont feel good lmao#tw rant#id rather have ny head slammed against a wall again likeback then in childhood than go thru verbal insults id rather accept pain lik that#i have high pain tolerance but emotional stuff?? i am soft and gullible 💀
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The thing about bbc merlin is that the dynamic that's set up between merlin and arthur is so fucking good that I can't even. What can I possibly draw that's gonna encapsulate the feelings between them?
#its so fucking good. especially when u set it up like#arthur is so so afraid of losing this one person who is is true friend. i cant lose merlin i cant lose merlin#but im too much of a bro to tell him that but also i will give him hair ruffles and light bullying bc i want to touch him#he is my little dweeb who i love. and merlin is just. i mean. hes just merlin. would protect arthur no matter what#my man would and has killed so so many ppl for his king lmao#also arthur kneeling for merlin. just. ya kno. i think thats good. good good good.#ugh but i also want stained glass and weird fucked up religious themes.#ugh. and now im just spiralling bc i dont kno what to draw 1st. god!#im distracting myself from being upset abt another thing. ill think abt that thing later. draw now. while i have thr fucking time#merliiiin DX but also i have so much to color DDXXXX#merlin rambling#see. this is what i fucking do. i have to come up with thr fucking perfect idea. and then i just never do anything bc its not perfect#its dysfunctional. stop that
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the funniest part of collecting flowers for greenie is that I play as jacob. always. and when my sister played she played as evie. and I'm the one who is obsessed over collecting everything. so basically jacob was collecting all the flowers and then greenie goes like "oh, evie, you've collected flowers for me, how cute" and I'M SCREAMING AND CRYING IN FRONT OF THE SCREEN BECAUSE WHO'S GONNA TELL HIM IT WAS JACOB AND HE WAS COLLECTING FLOWERS JUST TO EARN THEM FANCY OUTFIT COLOURS??
#stfu evie didn't collect them give jacob some credit bitch#everyone is bullying my guy#even me myself lmao#BECAUSE HAVE YOU SEEN HIM? how can one not want to bully him#jokingly ofc I love jacob sm he's so dear to me#my fucking trans realisation character#my gender envy#a.c.syndicate#black.session
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should I ask you about the fuckass blond kid for character bingo. I am
sighs so fucking sadly. hi rori love
#almost had two bingos but i 1) do not want him to go to therapy i want him to sit on the swings at sunset and be weird abt it instead#and 2) 😐😐😐 it’ll just be me calling him stupid for ten hours. which he deserves but i refuse to spend my time on it#p sure i said this when i started the show and (shocker) it holds up. he really is the character for tormented perfectionist students lmao#he’s very real with the whole rejecting anything that could compromise his self image crap bc it really can be that deep#but i’ve always been super clingy esp if i thought someb was out of my league. sticking to yall like glue u will NAWT 🙅♀️ get rid of me#a girl was way too desperate for connection growing up to push ppl away no matter the circumstance i fear#which is why i think him bullying his only real friend like no other is so funny like mr sir have a caprisun. and maybe a snickers#he’s such a loser#it’s a little late to blow myself up so i took away the little sparkles on the insane box and now i’d say we’re even#ask
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