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the-gray-goat · 2 months ago

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Yes, it happens.

Please, if you are at the start and noticed it, take it very seriously and try your best to cut it out. It became an addiction and an obsession, and it literally destroyed my life.

I lost more than a decade to it, and thanks to it, I will probably lose what is left. It is not funny or quirky. It is miserable, I won't ever get those years back, and whatever else years I decide to live suck because I built nothing to go off of.

And then you go back to daydreaming because your life sucks more than when you started with it years ago.

And differently of being addicted to drugs, if you ever share about it with people or ask for help, nobody takes it seriously.

And let's be honest, it is shameful. Out of all the things to get addicted to?

At the same time, while you can avoid drugs in your house. And keep junk food out of your house if you over eat or something, there is no running away from your brain.

After one point, you won't be able to stop, even if you desperately want to.

Not even professional help could help me.

Do not make the same mistake I made.

Live life.

Just one step each day is enough, keep moving, after years things will build on one another and you will have something as long as you keep putting in the work, while daydreaming will bring you nothing but bitterness and emptiness.

Effort and failure may hurt, and the rewards might not ever be as interesting as the ones in the dreams, but at least they are real, and pain beats feeling nothing.

I just saw a thing that was like if you fantasize too much you’re releasing enough dopamine that you won’t be motivated to actually do anything or live your life because the fantasy feels almost as good with none of the effort and it can essentially become an addiction that messes with your ability to perform daily tasks or maintain/develop real relationships……………… awkwardddd

#musings #to me it started when i was a kid because we moved to a place with no kids for me to play #so i just stayed in my room on my computer #me who before would stay all day playing on the street nagging my friends who liked video games and so on to go out with me #and slowly i became a shut in #after i was done with school i barely talked with people for a few years #studying and work were all online #to the point i started to forget how to speak my mother tongue #sometimes i wonder how my life would have turned out if we didnt move to this isolated place #or if i had siblings #or if i was a stronger person #would i have written that book?#learned to play the guitar?#have a bachelors?#have a family?#alas #you only have one chance at life #only go through your 10s 20s 30s once #dont do what i did #live life #let me not even get started with the regret of not having been there for the people i love who passed away #friends #family #and having no way of making up for it

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dizzybizz · 1 year ago

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i drew them,, with some mixed results

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texasbama · 5 months ago

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#911 #911edit #buddie #buddieedit #kaygifs #'whats your favorite episode? ryan and oliver: THE BACHELOR PARTY. I GOT TO DRINK AND HAVE FUN WITH THE BESTIE. BEST EPISODE EVERRRRR

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sirchik · 24 days ago

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looks at his the butcher

#pathologic #the bachelor #the haruspex #burakhovsky #artemy burakh #daniil dankovsky #congratulations everyone icepick lodge finally hired a new smm manager i suppose #I'll kindly leave out the fact that they may have sold the studio altogether #oh well #can we have a visor gameplay at least #please

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why-the-heck-not · 21 days ago

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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))

#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to #sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now #yay? i guess #also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious #also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now #bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree #but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow #now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should #not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually #super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta #just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year #ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr #studyspo #bookblr #booklr #study #november 2024 #2024

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blitheringbongus · 8 months ago

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Personally I think they’d be cute

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fiona-fififi · 7 months ago

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Just over here thinking about just how much trust is implied in the way Eddie let loose at the bachelor party. And I know this isn't news, that Eddie trusts Buck implicitly, but there's just something so beautiful in the idea that Eddie Diaz—master of control and compartmentalization and putting everyone else first—was not only willing, but eager to let loose with Buck. Even after the safety of the rest of their group was gone, even after Buck had invited dozens of strangers into their space, Eddie didn't hesitate for a moment to let go with Buck because of course Buck is safe and of course he can trust Buck to let go right beside him without judgment.

And there's just something really beautiful in that.

#i wonder if this was actually eddie's first bachelor party #because he was just so excited to be part of it with buck #and it seemed so much like an experience he was really looking forward to #and i don't know there's just something really lovely in his excitement to just let loose and have fun #with the man he trusts most in the world #buddie #random buddie thoughts #evan buckley #eddie diaz #random 911 thoughts #911 s7 #911 7x06

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago

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