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half of my heart 3
Pairing: Simon ‘Ghost’ Filey x Fem!Reader
Warnings: +18 Smut MDNI(nothing too explicit), angst, cursing and swearing, toxic relationship, apologies etc…
A/N: I made my mind up. This is the final chapter and there will be no alternatives. Hope you enjoy loves!! (I absolutely cannot write smut oml)
part 1 || part 2 || part 3 (final part!!)
A week has passed, a big mission was waiting for you. Everyone was busy with work; soldiers training their ass’ off, superiors barking out orders to sergeants…
And in the middle of the crisis, you were hurting yourself with the thoughts of him.
You were thinking about him every single hour. You couldn’t help it, you loved him. Even after he cheated. Even after he blamed you. Even after he fucked you up.
You still couldn’t help the intrusive thoughts that you were having. Maybe you were ovulating- No.
You missed him. You were missing him.
You hated yourself when you first touched your aching parts at the thoughts of him. It was two nights ago, still lingering in your mind.
You hated him too, as much as you hated yourself. He hurt you.
But after sending that text message to him, you didn’t care anymore.
come to my room asap
Just a quick fuck, was all you were thinking.
im comin’
The knock on your door was all you were waiting for as you sprinted to it. After he entered, you closed the door with a thud.
Simon looked like a zombie, he was walking dead.
“I need you.”
Simon’s eyes snapped to yours as a wave of confusion spread across his face.
“What? Love-“
He took a step towards you, probably thinking how toxic this would be if he fucked you then never looked back at you.
“Just fuck me, Simon. Please,”
He felt a tinge of hope, a tinge of something in his heart. His unfocused eyes fell on you, he took a step closer.
“You want me? Want me to fuck you huh?”
You nodded with a beating heart, all of the tension leaving your body at the sight of his lowered eyes. He looked like he hadn’t slept for a while, his eyes were red. Still, you realized that you missed him. You missed his soft touch, his little praises…
“I knew you’d miss me, sweet girl. Gonna make it up to you now.”
His hands found your waist, with a quick motion he grabbed you and hoisted you up. Your legs automatically wrapped around his waist and your hands clawed at his mask.
You pushed it up a little, only for his mouth to be seen.
“I missed you.”
He mumbled before attacking your mouth, his neediness was showing with his clumsiness.
“Simon-fuck.”
He was greedy, like a predator who found his prey finally.
You were laying on the bed now, everything was quickened. You whimper left your mouth as he marked your neck, sucking the surface for you to remember him.
You were hungry. You needed something down there.
“Simon!”
Simon’s hands wandered around your boobs, one hand caressing them softly.
“Take it off.”
He mumbled, you obeyed. Getting your t shirt off in a second, your hands shook as you tried to unhook your bra.
“Let me do it, love. Lay down.”
You obeyed him again. Your brows furrowed unintentionally, your mouth parted in shock at how quick his hands worked with your bra.
His hands softly caressed your waist, slowly getting your pants off.
“Missed this pretty pussy.”
A whimper left you as he rubbed your clit through your panties.
“Fuck, clenchin’ over nothin’ huh?”
“Please-Si please-“
And his nickname left your mouth. He felt full again. He felt like himself again, with you in his arms.
He pulled your panties off, latched his mouth on your needy pussy in a second.
You moaned at the sight of your juices staining a part of his black mask.
“Fuck-yes simon don’t stop.”
His mouth worked magic, he was enjoying your taste. He groaned unintentionally, his cock rising up a bit more if that was possible.
“Mhm, missed this,”
You whimpered and moved your hips, mind going blank as your orgasm approached.
“Si-gonna come. Ah fuck,”
Simon kept working his pussy, sucking your hard clit while softly praising you.
“Such a good girl. So sweet for me, that’s right. Ride my face pretty.”
You came. You came hard.
Simon still kept lapping up your juices but you needed more.
“Simon, please,”
He moved back, and cleared his mouth with one hand.
“Please what, pretty girl?”
You groaned at him and got up. Your hand grabbed his cock, palming him through his pants.
“Need this, please. Fuck me.”
Simon let you unbuckle his belt, and you did. You didn’t even wait a second before licking him.
“Such a needy girl, missed me huh?”
You hummed, lips stretching around his cock. With a groan, he pushed his cock into your mouth. Deeper and deeper.
“Fuck, so good. Best cock sucker ever, my good little girl.”
Something snapped inside of you after his sentence, something raging.
You pulled yourself back, wiping your mouth with your hand. After catching his breath, Simon looked down at your teary eyes.
“What’s wrong, love?”
“I think you should leave.”
Simon’s cock was long forgotten now. He pulled his boxers up and took a step forward.
“Love-“
His hand reached out but you closed your eyes and turned around. Grabbing your clothes from the floor, you threw them on.
“Leave, Simon.”
A thought of Simon and Monica fucking crossed over your head. Simon did those things to her too. He called her his pretty girl too. You weren’t special. You weren’t his girl anymore.
“What’s wrong? Talk to me-“
“What’s wrong? What’s wrong is that you fucked Monica. You fucked her just like you were going to fuck me. I’m nothing special. You-“
A sob broke out, and you pushed him.
“You fuckin’ asshole!”
Simon tried grabbing your hands, but you just couldn’t stop.
“Get the fuck out! Get the fuck out of my life!”
You threw him his pants.
“I’m sorry.”
You shook your head at his apology, and opened the door.
“Get out. I don’t want to see you ever again.“
Simon pulled his mask down with shaky hands, and got out of your room.
His chest started tightening again, he knew it was final. He fucked up. He lost you. He felt his panic growing, and he quickly began rushing to his room.
You, on the other hand were going to file for a resignation. You were leaving the team if it meant seeing him everyday. You couldn’t face him. You just couldn’t.
The damage would be too much, for you and him. It was for the best, you thought.
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The Heart Killers Trailer | Kantbison + UNHINGED
CURRENT CAUSE OF DEATH.
I'm sorry - they did not prepare us for this. BDSM??? A 500-Days-of-Summer DANCE NUMBER?! THESE TWO ARE GOING TO BE SO INSANELY DERANGED AND CHAOTIC, I LOVE THAT FOR THEM.
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#THK#kantbison#firstkhao#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#so kinky#so frisky#such an insanely spicy combination of all things good#FK really said 'ohh you ain't seen NOTHING yet'#HO it up kings!#pretty sure i took the roof off with my garbled shrieking/squawking#me: b****slapped by a trailer#khao's sex face and noises 😳#sweet + fluffy when outdoors#steamy + wild behind closed doors#in the famous words of khao: SECURITY!#jojo knows what's UP#OKAY BUT IMAGINE THE FK GOOSEBUMPS THEY HAD#there better be extensive BTS of these two giggling and gooping#they really are gonna be half naked A LOT hey?#NO complaints#remember how shy they were during the eclipse and NOW LOOK#jojo be like: what haven't we seen FK do yet? oh i know!
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JACK & JOKER: U Steal My Heart! War Wanarat as Joker Episode 1
#jack & joker#jack and joker#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker the series#bl drama#thai bl#rosygifs#rosygifsthaibl#rosygifsJack&Joker#esmetracks#yup another War set#I'm not even gonna pretend to be normal about him#why is he so pretty#I'm gonna spend half the show just wondering that to myself
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like the important thing you must keep in mind about ten when you see him do literally anything is that he's soooooooooo so so so bad at actually isolating himself from other people. so TERMINALLY bad at it. he thinks to himself "i don't need human connection because everything i do causes pain and destruction to those around me :(" but then he experiences a crumb of human connection and his heart starts to spill out of his chest
#tenth doctor#dr who#doctor who#yeah i say heart singular cuz he said 'i suppose they break my heart' in the next doctor and i have perma brain damage over it#btw. this is why him and martha in the first half of series 3 are Like That. he trusts her deeply but he also doesn't want to form#another deep emotional connection bc look what happened with rose! right! i think partially the reason why he#has his moments of opening up about his past is because he thinks 'well she isn't going to see me again after this'#'i might as well tell her if she asks. it may even scare her off'. this is INSANE. he is INSANE. and he is so fucking STUPID#fool! you are developing a connection with someone!!!!!!! not pushing them away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#look at what you are doing to martha's self esteem bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#10 era
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It's Joke in white and unable to look at Jack while Jack is constantly turning towards him, looking at him, all in black and drawn to the light again and again. It's how Joke has spiraled back into that dark red while Jack is clinging to black and blue and turning towards Joke again and again.
(Jack is trapped by the agreement he made to save his grandmother but she would never want that and now Joke is the one who had to be thrown away for the sake of that, who had to lose the one dream he actually had to the dreams Jack lost. But Jack doesn't want to lose any of this. He doesn't want to see Joke hurt and aching and broken, spiraling, but I don't even know if he fully understands how much he's hurt him... not just with that final rejection but with everything else, with the dream he pushed onto him and the dream he took from him.)
#jack and joker#u steal my heart#jack and joker the series#jack and joker u steal my heart#jackjoke#jokejack#jack and joker series#thai drama#thai series#bl series#thai bl#thaibl#asianlgbtqdramas#thai bl series#thai bl drama#asian lgbtq dramas#bl drama#i know jack is hurting and struggling#but joke has just failed every single dream#and lost everything again and again#and jack doesn't know the half of it
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My eyes are made of acid And my tongue is sharp with spite Attention whore with too much pride There's no one I wouldn't fight
I had an idea to make each of the verses in the song 'Unsweetened Lemonade' (youtube link below cut) into a character study/portrait for tlt characters. This first verse screams Kiriona Gia (my worst and favorite girl) to me. Version without lyrics, timelapse, and reference/symbolism explanations below cut.
Verse 2
(uhhhhh i did forget the first house rapier-- ignore that)
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#the locked tomb#tlt#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#the locked tomb series#gideon the ninth#kiriona gaia#kiriona the first#gideon the ninth fanart#the locked tomb fanart#harrow the ninth fanart#harrow nonagesimus#harrow the ninth#gideon x harrow#siren imagery#excuse my romantic heart#symbolism#art#fanart#tlt art#tlt fanart#tlt spoilers#tlt series#gtn#nona the ninth#nona the 9th#nona the ninth fanart#I did half of this on a plane#which was part of a 24 hour travel day#so very much a work of desperation
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The bitter cold rage in Luke’s eyes after Percy hit him by mistake was high key scary
#charlie’s acting gives me fear for the scenes I KNOW he needs to film in the future#he shall break my soul (in half) and and crush my heart (like a grape)#charlie bushnell#luke castellan#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson tv show#percy jackson spoilers#percy jackson fandom#pjo#pjo luke#pjo tv finale#pjo ep 8#pjo tv show#pjo tv series#walker scobell
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lyrics are not out yet and i wasn't planning on translating but i'm losing my mind:
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what we heard when Qian was cleaning Yuan's room was this (official english subs):
漸遠的距離堆成隔閡 The growing distance piles up, forming a wall 我們不再擁抱著 像斷線風箏 We don't hold each other anymore, like kites with broken strings 時間並沒有沖淡依依不捨 Time did nothing to lessen this longing 我想你了 無論是醒著或睡著 I miss you, whether awake or asleep
here's the second half (translations mine, more vibe less literal):
緣分讓距離不再隔閡 Fate makes the distance between us irrelevant 我們重新擁抱著 愛失而復得 We are holding each other once again, regaining our love that was once lost 你是我心中最眷戀的星辰 You are the star that my heart holds most dear 我想你了 無論是醒著或睡著 I miss you, whether awake or asleep
and the end:
我想你的時候 全宇宙都沉默 When I think of you, the whole universe falls silent 你是否也一樣想念著我 Are you also thinking of me? 仰望同一片星空 才明白我們曾經的溫柔 永不會錯過 Looking up at the same starlit sky, we know what this is between us and we will never let go
#unknown the series#關於未知的我們#unknown ost#我想你的時候#kurt huang#i am seriously losing my mind#so smart of them to play the first half that was full of longing#the second half went straight for my heart#Youtube#this one translates#this one rambles
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yinwar made sure I forget they had the sexiest sex scene ever executed in thai bl history by filling the rest of the episode with diabolical level of things going downhill
#im broken into pieces of which half are lost in the amount of pain so i will never be pieced together#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker the series
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that one cowboy guy from that one show idk
#cooper howard has my whole heart. that is all#this is . so insanely half assed i just wanted to get it outta my system before i work on other stuff#fallout#fallout show#fallout series#fallout tv series#the ghoul#cooper howard#lucy mclean#vaultghoul#??i guess#i dont really ship it but you can percieve it as such if you wish#i see them as reluctant compainions-turned platonic soulmates/besties/i will die for you ykyk#and i dont think there's anything wrong with shipping them theyre both adults after all#fanart#art#also cowboy hats are such a pain to draw . and hats in general. can all hats burn
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bad buddy textposts part 5✨
#bad buddy#patpran#pran x pat#bad buddy textposts#im sorry for putting your heart through this but you have to know what ive been through while making these#the way the romantic angst in bad buddy is really just half the show and yet feels so overwhelmingly part of my feelings about it#pran parakul#you tiny bundle of yearning you#bad buddy series#this show truly the knife i turn inside myself
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Shut up, you are crying 😭😭😭
I missed the Misfits so much, I didn't even realize
#so many feelings in this arc#so good#technically it's not really come to an end because of the result#which was handled in a hilarious way btw#but the last pages................#i don't wanna spoil too much so one day i'll write a full-fledged post about the whole arc#but wow#just wow#i half laughed out loud half cried the whole chapter#i'm so hyped for the next#iruma/opera heart-to-hearts are among my favorite moments in the entire series#m!ik spoilers#mairuma spoilers#m!ik recent chapters#m!ik#mairuma#iruma kun#wtdsik
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Eefo
#hermitcraft#art#my art#digital art#life series#hc#ethoslab#etho#arctic fox etho#we’re ignoring that I accidentally gave him a fuckass bob#also would highly recommend looking at the pins :3#Bdubs has the other half of the yellow heart <3
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little reminder that jimmy and tango got down to half a heart in double life at the lovers ranch. ponder about that. i know i am
#traffic series#rancher duo#double life#team ranchers#i am soooo ill about them#I HATE THEM /AFF#augh#my heart#you guyssss :(#YOU GUYSSSSS :(((#oh my god#HALF A HEART#NEVER LETTING THAT GO#YOU GUYS ARE STUCK WITH ME#jimmy solidarity#tangotek#idk maybe hermitshipping?
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#moonlight chicken#earth pirapat#*sam.gifs#พระจันทร์มันไก่#midnight series#midnight series: moonlight chicken#khaotung thanawat#side note: my current url making my prev url cry#PLEASE PAOF STOP MAKING FIRST AND KHAO CRY BACK TO BACK#you can actually pinpoint the exact second his heart rips in half
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“That’s a bold choice, Dalek Supreme, coming to a wedding planet dressed in white! Unless you’re here to get hitched… should I be flattered?”
“We are here to exterminate you.”
“Oh, that’s probably for the best. Not sure River would be up for a marriage à trois… not with a Dalek, at any rate.”
—Eleventh Doctor Chronicles: Victory of the Doctor
#hearts-wrenching audio… methinks it's time for my ''SERIAL CHEATERS OR OPEN MARRIAGE?'' poll I've been wanting to do#river song#eleventh doctor#yowzah#bein real the ending of this audio series was gorgeous - the wedding - Valarie talking about all the therapy she's gonna get#and the implication Doctor goes meditating as a monk in Bells of Saint John for a similar reason- very similar to the prequel miniepisode#ngl this audio series set up The Day of the Doctor better than all of Season 7B#what with it being about the Doctor being terrified of becoming a Warrior again and losing himself to that#if the daleks are around then he killed his people for nothing! now he/oswin made the daleks forget the only thing they fear! noooo#also this part ‘I hate you!!!’ ‘...I hate me too’#BTW i DO enjoy season 7b but it had obvious behind-the-scenes setbacks i.e. half the stories being wrote for Victorian Clara#and I appreciate the Eleventh Doctor Chronicles for filling in with that time war existential dread#and I love valarie/roanna. and I love the paradigm daleks and I love this boxset for making them so threatening#words by seaweed
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