#half of my heart series

[riverbutghost]

half of my heart 3

Pairing: Simon ‘Ghost’ Filey x Fem!Reader

Warnings: +18 Smut MDNI(nothing too explicit), angst, cursing and swearing, toxic relationship, apologies etc…

A/N: I made my mind up. This is the final chapter and there will be no alternatives. Hope you enjoy loves!! (I absolutely cannot write smut oml)

part 1 || part 2 || part 3 (final part!!)

A week has passed, a big mission was waiting for you. Everyone was busy with work; soldiers training their ass’ off, superiors barking out orders to sergeants…

And in the middle of the crisis, you were hurting yourself with the thoughts of him.

You were thinking about him every single hour. You couldn’t help it, you loved him. Even after he cheated. Even after he blamed you. Even after he fucked you up.

You still couldn’t help the intrusive thoughts that you were having. Maybe you were ovulating- No.

You missed him. You were missing him.

You hated yourself when you first touched your aching parts at the thoughts of him. It was two nights ago, still lingering in your mind.

You hated him too, as much as you hated yourself. He hurt you.

But after sending that text message to him, you didn’t care anymore.

come to my room asap

Just a quick fuck, was all you were thinking.

im comin’

The knock on your door was all you were waiting for as you sprinted to it. After he entered, you closed the door with a thud.

Simon looked like a zombie, he was walking dead.

“I need you.”

Simon’s eyes snapped to yours as a wave of confusion spread across his face.

“What? Love-“

He took a step towards you, probably thinking how toxic this would be if he fucked you then never looked back at you.

“Just fuck me, Simon. Please,”

He felt a tinge of hope, a tinge of something in his heart. His unfocused eyes fell on you, he took a step closer.

“You want me? Want me to fuck you huh?”

You nodded with a beating heart, all of the tension leaving your body at the sight of his lowered eyes. He looked like he hadn’t slept for a while, his eyes were red. Still, you realized that you missed him. You missed his soft touch, his little praises…

“I knew you’d miss me, sweet girl. Gonna make it up to you now.”

His hands found your waist, with a quick motion he grabbed you and hoisted you up. Your legs automatically wrapped around his waist and your hands clawed at his mask.

You pushed it up a little, only for his mouth to be seen.

“I missed you.”

He mumbled before attacking your mouth, his neediness was showing with his clumsiness.

“Simon-fuck.”

He was greedy, like a predator who found his prey finally.

You were laying on the bed now, everything was quickened. You whimper left your mouth as he marked your neck, sucking the surface for you to remember him.

You were hungry. You needed something down there.

“Simon!”

Simon’s hands wandered around your boobs, one hand caressing them softly.

“Take it off.”

He mumbled, you obeyed. Getting your t shirt off in a second, your hands shook as you tried to unhook your bra.

“Let me do it, love. Lay down.”

You obeyed him again. Your brows furrowed unintentionally, your mouth parted in shock at how quick his hands worked with your bra.

His hands softly caressed your waist, slowly getting your pants off.

“Missed this pretty pussy.”

A whimper left you as he rubbed your clit through your panties.

“Fuck, clenchin’ over nothin’ huh?”

“Please-Si please-“

And his nickname left your mouth. He felt full again. He felt like himself again, with you in his arms.

He pulled your panties off, latched his mouth on your needy pussy in a second.

You moaned at the sight of your juices staining a part of his black mask.

“Fuck-yes simon don’t stop.”

His mouth worked magic, he was enjoying your taste. He groaned unintentionally, his cock rising up a bit more if that was possible.

“Mhm, missed this,”

You whimpered and moved your hips, mind going blank as your orgasm approached.

“Si-gonna come. Ah fuck,”

Simon kept working his pussy, sucking your hard clit while softly praising you.

“Such a good girl. So sweet for me, that’s right. Ride my face pretty.”

You came. You came hard.

Simon still kept lapping up your juices but you needed more.

“Simon, please,”

He moved back, and cleared his mouth with one hand.

“Please what, pretty girl?”

You groaned at him and got up. Your hand grabbed his cock, palming him through his pants.

“Need this, please. Fuck me.”

Simon let you unbuckle his belt, and you did. You didn’t even wait a second before licking him.

“Such a needy girl, missed me huh?”

You hummed, lips stretching around his cock. With a groan, he pushed his cock into your mouth. Deeper and deeper.

“Fuck, so good. Best cock sucker ever, my good little girl.”

Something snapped inside of you after his sentence, something raging.

You pulled yourself back, wiping your mouth with your hand. After catching his breath, Simon looked down at your teary eyes.

“What’s wrong, love?”

“I think you should leave.”

Simon’s cock was long forgotten now. He pulled his boxers up and took a step forward.

“Love-“

His hand reached out but you closed your eyes and turned around. Grabbing your clothes from the floor, you threw them on.

“Leave, Simon.”

A thought of Simon and Monica fucking crossed over your head. Simon did those things to her too. He called her his pretty girl too. You weren’t special. You weren’t his girl anymore.

“What’s wrong? Talk to me-“

“What’s wrong? What’s wrong is that you fucked Monica. You fucked her just like you were going to fuck me. I’m nothing special. You-“

A sob broke out, and you pushed him.

“You fuckin’ asshole!”

Simon tried grabbing your hands, but you just couldn’t stop.

“Get the fuck out! Get the fuck out of my life!”

You threw him his pants.

“I’m sorry.”

You shook your head at his apology, and opened the door.

“Get out. I don’t want to see you ever again.“

Simon pulled his mask down with shaky hands, and got out of your room.

His chest started tightening again, he knew it was final. He fucked up. He lost you. He felt his panic growing, and he quickly began rushing to his room.

You, on the other hand were going to file for a resignation. You were leaving the team if it meant seeing him everyday. You couldn’t face him. You just couldn’t.

The damage would be too much, for you and him. It was for the best, you thought.

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@thefairybird @babygirl-riley @what-0-life @ghostsfavhoe @rivalriotrenegade @valira-demaur @preeyansha

[bird-inacage]

The Heart Killers Trailer | Kantbison + UNHINGED

CURRENT CAUSE OF DEATH.

I'm sorry - they did not prepare us for this. BDSM??? A 500-Days-of-Summer DANCE NUMBER?! THESE TWO ARE GOING TO BE SO INSANELY DERANGED AND CHAOTIC, I LOVE THAT FOR THEM.

[voidpacifist]

we got the family reunion but at what cost

we got caitvi collaboration but at what cost

we got the briefest jinx and viktor interaction but at what cost

we even got cait and jinx on the same side BUT AT. WHAT COST.

someone tell me what the fresh FUCK i just watched

[my-rose-tinted-glasses]

JACK & JOKER: U Steal My Heart! War Wanarat as Joker Episode 1

[aq2003]

like the important thing you must keep in mind about ten when you see him do literally anything is that he's soooooooooo so so so bad at actually isolating himself from other people. so TERMINALLY bad at it. he thinks to himself "i don't need human connection because everything i do causes pain and destruction to those around me :(" but then he experiences a crumb of human connection and his heart starts to spill out of his chest

[heretherebedork]

It's Joke in white and unable to look at Jack while Jack is constantly turning towards him, looking at him, all in black and drawn to the light again and again. It's how Joke has spiraled back into that dark red while Jack is clinging to black and blue and turning towards Joke again and again.

(Jack is trapped by the agreement he made to save his grandmother but she would never want that and now Joke is the one who had to be thrown away for the sake of that, who had to lose the one dream he actually had to the dreams Jack lost. But Jack doesn't want to lose any of this. He doesn't want to see Joke hurt and aching and broken, spiraling, but I don't even know if he fully understands how much he's hurt him... not just with that final rejection but with everything else, with the dream he pushed onto him and the dream he took from him.)

[rat-studio]

My eyes are made of acid And my tongue is sharp with spite Attention whore with too much pride There's no one I wouldn't fight

I had an idea to make each of the verses in the song 'Unsweetened Lemonade' (youtube link below cut) into a character study/portrait for tlt characters. This first verse screams Kiriona Gia (my worst and favorite girl) to me. Version without lyrics, timelapse, and reference/symbolism explanations below cut.

Verse 2

(uhhhhh i did forget the first house rapier-- ignore that)

[livingfandomly]

The bitter cold rage in Luke’s eyes after Percy hit him by mistake was high key scary

[thisonelikesaliens]

lyrics are not out yet and i wasn't planning on translating but i'm losing my mind:

what we heard when Qian was cleaning Yuan's room was this (official english subs):

漸遠的距離堆成隔閡 The growing distance piles up, forming a wall 我們不再擁抱著 像斷線風箏 We don't hold each other anymore, like kites with broken strings 時間並沒���沖淡依依不捨 Time did nothing to lessen this longing 我想你了 無論是醒著或睡著 I miss you, whether awake or asleep

here's the second half (translations mine, more vibe less literal):

緣分讓距離不再隔閡 Fate makes the distance between us irrelevant 我們重新擁抱著 愛失而復得 We are holding each other once again, regaining our love that was once lost 你是我心中最眷戀的星辰 You are the star that my heart holds most dear 我想你了 無論是醒著或睡著 I miss you, whether awake or asleep

and the end:

我想你的時候 全宇宙都沉默 When I think of you, the whole universe falls silent 你是否也一樣想念著我 Are you also thinking of me? 仰望同一片星空 才明白我們曾經的溫柔 永不會錯過 Looking up at the same starlit sky, we know what this is between us and we will never let go

[yeonbam]

yinwar made sure I forget they had the sexiest sex scene ever executed in thai bl history by filling the rest of the episode with diabolical level of things going downhill

[mayhasopinions]

that one cowboy guy from that one show idk

[inventedfangirling]

bad buddy textposts part 5✨

[demonking-propaganda]

Shut up, you are crying 😭😭😭

I missed the Misfits so much, I didn't even realize

[leggieocity]

Eefo

[silvers-not-home]

little reminder that jimmy and tango got down to half a heart in double life at the lovers ranch. ponder about that. i know i am

[seatawinan]