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jason todd who fucks you harder when you try to refrain from making any little sound, any lewd facial expression, any telling that he’s got you practically soaking his cock with your arousal. you might try to hold back from letting him know just how well he’s fucking you, but your eyes always tell. they get glazed over and half-lidded with blown out pupils. god, there’s nothing he adores more than seeing them widen, seeing tears well up in your waterline after a particularly well placed thrust.
he’ll cage you in between his arms and look deep into those pretty eyes with a smug smirk plastered on his face, give you no where to look but at him. he’s got your body shuddering with every thrust, hands desperately grasping anywhere but him to find reprieve, but that plan inevitably falters. arms wound around his shoulders, body bucking upwards with every punctuated thrust, jason finally manages to break you. he’s got you damn near screaming on his cock in a matter of no time, and he couldn’t be more pleased with himself.
#yeah idk#half asleep rambles#college has been kicking my ass#and my brain is cooked#but here’s something !! jason lovers come get y’all’s scraps 😪#link. you’re next.#. . . katy’s ramblings 🪐#. . . jason todd 💭#dc x reader smut#dc x reader#jason todd x reader smut#jason todd x reader#jason todd smut#red hood x reader smut#red hood x reader#red hood smut#. . . my fics 💌
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when i return from the bathroom, you have completely taken over my side of the bed (as well as your own) and i cannot wait to marry you. i slink beneath the covers, wanting nothing more than to cover you head to toe in kisses but not wanting to wake you up. you are so peaceful and perfect. i curl up on the edge of the mattress and you immediately move over, as if sleep you is aware of how much bed space you’re taking up, and willing to compromise. as soon as my horrible bedframe stops making noise from the slightest of wriggling movements, you drape an arm around my waist and under my shirt, resting on my stomach, taking in the warmth. even in sleep, you want your hands on me. i let out a sigh of contentment as soon as your skin touches mine and you hum a quiet greeting.
‘i love you.’
‘i love you too.’
‘are you sleeping well?’
‘yeah.’
#lgbt#sapphic#wlw yearning#wlw post#sapphism#wlw love#bad poetry#lesbian#shit poetry#half asleep rambles#rambles#ramblings#i love my partner
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plede get it awy from me
I love MatPat.
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Violence itself can't be the problem, says every antagonist in Anthology of the Killer. The violence has been with us all this time, for all of history, so we can never go without it. Therefore, the problems must be because we are using the wrong kind of violence, because we are applying it incorrectly. Violence has never solved things properly, but violence we must have, so there must be a perfect violence waiting for us just beyond the horizon, a new kind of violence that will make everything feel right, even if it doesn't make sense. We will take all of the resources and manpower and creativity and philosphy and marketing studies at our command and we will apply them all to the study of violence, because it WILL be violence that will make the world right. There is no other way. Economy 1 was founded on violence, economy 2 will be founded on violence. The victims of the violence aren't to be pitied or protected, they're to be congratulated and encouraged and consumed, because violence is necessary and so its victims are serving a purpose.
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Jason knows how to read people extremely well, so he’s the type to clock your crush on him immediately, and then gaslight himself out of it—actually he doesn’t even let himself consciously acknowledge it
God also imagine how intense the eye contact would be when he catches you looking, when he finally acknowledges your feelings, and he holds your gaze because he knows—and you’re so beautiful—and you hold his gaze because you want to know—and he’s so beautiful
It’s difficult to get Jason’s undivided attention, because he mentally splits his focus everywhere, to make sure nothing can catch him off guard.
His intense focus on you means nothing—not even his safety or comfort—matters enough in this moment to deter him from looking at you
#I’m half asleep so forgive this ramble#but also btw I’m in love with him it makes me stomach hurt Somtiems#jason todd x reader
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I literally haven't been sick since 2019 and the past five days I have rediscovered what it is like to have a cold again (not great). RIP my 5 year health streak
#ramblings#still wasn't covid tho! I remain safe from that...#anyway that is why I haven't been posting lately I have just been half asleep since Friday
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was gonna make a joke about this and have this be a shitpost instead but honestly may pass out soon so I'll type this seriously cause I have no energy to come up with a clever joke
it's interesting how vox's insults in stayed gone are literally just different ways of saying "you're old and outdated you're old and outdated you're old and outdated you're old and outda" tackled with a bit of "you're a coward" in there, whereas alastor's insults are not jabs at vox being new or modern tech, but rather his practices, "clout-chasing mediocre video podcast" he's saying he's a pandering, attention-seeking sellout, and he targets at vox's insecurities, questions his power, then makes fun of him for still being salty about his rejection.
I feel like it's pretty telling how vox's insults are just SO shallow, while alastor's cut deeper and more personally. while you could say, alastor may be just better at roasting than vox, I feel like it could also tell you something about alastor's hatred of vox being based on actual reason, which makes sense, he is the one who rejected the idea of being on a team with vox, the one who decided to make the decision to step away from their friendship. there were likely legitimate things about vox that alastor started to notice he didn't like.
whereas vox's hatred is extremely petty, he's still pissy over that rejection, he has no reasonable reason to hate on alastor's practices or medium. literally ALL he has is constantly repeating how tv is better and newer and how radio is worse and older, that he literally uses that SAME snap back even after alastor has his part "what a dated voice!" "you're looking at the future! he's the shit that comes before that!". he has NOTHING on alastor. if you asked him to make a list about what he hated about alastor he would probably just give you 10000 synonyms of "he's old and outdated" and be unable to come up with anything non-superficial. because the falling out on his part, from his perspective, was being rejected. and after that, BLIND RAGE. he hates alastor. he does. but he can't reasonably tell you why.
#osrs.txt#THE HALF-ASLEEP-WRITTEN RAMBLE WOO!!!!!#note: I've been awake for like 29 hours now maybe I'm not thinking right and this actually doesn't make sense idk my brain is mush#radiostatic#staticradio#onewaybroadcast#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox#vox#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#NOT that alastor doesn't have his own pettiness that is his hatred of video LMAO episode 1#but honestly too tired to go into that I swear if I were more awake I'd elaborate#I'm posting this even though I may regret having typed this half asleep WHATEVRR!!!<
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I don't think this contains spoilers but if you don't want to hear any book references or season 3 speculation be warned.
Reading the interview clip where Sam Reid said that Lestat is ripped from the stage by Magnus is wild because we know he knows the books, that's not how it happens there, so he's maybe let Rolin's version slip. Which, if holds true, would be a seismic change. Instead of being torn from Nicki's arms while they sleep, Lestat would be taken during a performance, in front of an audience. Surrounded by humanity, by those he loves, but not a soul can save him. The one place that brought him joy would now be connected to the trauma of Magnus and his turning. If he truly is going to be the catalyst for the theater becoming hunting grounds in the show, for better or worse, it would seem to be related to this change as well. Also, his rockstar moment would have a desperation to it that reflects the books but is tragic in its own way. It would all become devastating in a subtly different way than how Rice wrote it. Even events that only happen in the show would have a different impact. Like Armand first approaching him telepathically while he was on stage would now seem cruel and calculated, and later choosing to put the trial on stage. Sorry about the ramble but it blows my mind how much a small change, changes so much. The murder of the opera singer...the mocking of the Dracula film...the baby on the Mardi Gras float...would all feel different.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#armand#iwtv rambles#oh my god him first telling Louis he most fears being alone while they're at the theatre#the look the gentle reach for Louis hand#I guess the stage & acting was already connected to Magnus and his turning what with the stalking it would just have a very#different emotional subtext having the abduction happen in front of a crowd vs from his bed#half-asleep even Nicki wasn't sure what had happened in the book#but now it would become a public horror and not a private one.#where in the book he hides what's happened here he would have to immediately perform “human” because everyone would've seen something#or completely embrace being a monster and so maybe the creation of the tdv becomes his idea#maybe it wouldn't change the narrative much but at the least the emotional/psychological ripple to me seems seismic#it touches everything
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The canary statement in the first episode of TMAGP really reminds me of the role that the angler fish episode played in TMA. The angler fish served as the first warning and was in it of itself descriptive of its role; the statement was the lure, and the trap. It was its own warning of what was to come. The canary statement reminds me of the saying "canary in a coal mine" from when miners would bring canararies down into the mines to warn them of when oxygen became too low. The bird would run out of oxygen and stop singing, likely dying. Red Canary went underground and "sang" about what they found until it killed/injured them. They are the first warning and died as a sort of warning to others- to get above ground, to get away while it was still possible. Both statements are a warning and a descriptor of what's to come.
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tma#the magnus archives#milo rambles#forgive me i am half asleep and its almost midnight but i needed to ramble about the new episodes#hope this makes sense to other people#tmagp spoilers
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Project Moon 8'th anniversary stream overview:
Cut for spoilers
God fucking bless this company, "nervous, one minute *clears throat*"
//as per last time, i will have some thoughts on each section which will be elaborated on in a marked subsection of each area, primarily it will be an overview and analysis of the content shown
Note at the start "This may be a long stream".
Revealed timeline.
Year in Review:
(Graph 1, Pictured, Monthly average players this year)
(Graph 2, Pictured: Daily Active Users)
New ID and EGO extraction:
Devyat association Sinclair (seen in a prior teaser) and Asymmetrical Inertia He EGO Heathcliff.
Sinclair 000 ID:
Likely a rupture ID similar to Rodion's Devyat.
This ID appears to use the same Courier system that Rodion used as well, being able to retreat from battle.
Skill 1 appears to be 2 Blunt coins. Skill(s) 2,3, and 4 seem to each be 3 Blunt coins.
Rather than a skill 4 it seems to be just an empowered skill 3 however, without the coin reuse at all.
It will be interesting to see if this ID can stand to beat Talisman Sinclair's bench passive slot.
Heathcliff He EGO:
Likely a tremor EGO due to its seeming relation to the "bell of truth" abnormality named Clockwork-Time Roly Poly in Mirror Dungeon.
Both the corrosion and awakening appear to be blunt damage EGO with either 1 or 2 coins, however there is a chance for a coin reuse system on the awakening due to the repeated animation before the final strike.
If this EGO is in line with the Roly-Poly, it will likely relate to fragile somehow, and may introduce a new tremor type, or reintroduce Tremor-Fracture to relate its Fragility concept.
Mirror Dungeon 5: Mirror of the Dreaming:
It is noted that this Mirror Dungeon changes are going to be long in explanation and extensive.
Party revive is noted, alongside "Combat changes" likely to include the new Chain Battle system, and abnormalities/EGO that are designed to use said system such as the Devyat ID and latest Fell Bullet EGO.
New EGO gifts, Choice Events, and Theme Packs. This confirms the return of the mirror dungeon floor pack system, allowing us to complain about getting the bosses we chose to fight.
The "new choice events" is likely referring to those that appeared in both Canto 7 and RR4, being "Dreaming Electric Sheep (which likely will be the source of Imitative Generator)", Portrait of a Certain Day, King in Binds, 400 Roses, Rose Hunter, and Hurting Teddy Bear.
There are changes to the pack system, allowing us to change between the hard and normal packs in the selection menu as shown, also i checked the EGO gifts shown in the image, they're all ones we've seen before.
Within Hard mirror dungeons, you have a selection choice between 4 EGO gifts, and the ability to select 2 of them, alongside both their associated Mounting Trials
In this hard pack, a "special shop" is able to spawn.
Within normal difficulty dungeons, the final floor is moved to the 5th rather than the 4th as is current, similar to how current Hard dungeons work.
Shops and rest stops are now one in the same it appears (once again, no new EGO gifts shown).
The aforementioned "Special Shop" that appears within hard packs.
This allows to swap out more skills, it will contain more EGO gifts, and will be able to fuze up to 5 EGO gifts together at once, which likely is due to the increased number of gifts that will be received specifically at floor end.
Duplicates of EGO gifts, they do not apply stacking bonuses, but rather are able to be fused.
When revived, sinners will have their SP set to zero, however all other sinner's SP will remain the same on floor start.
More abnormality battles will be present, and upon winning battles against said abnormalities (boss fight abnormalities encountered in elite or normal encounters), one will receive the EGO gifts related to the abnormality, as if they completed the fight through an encounter.
Hard mode fog of war changes, allowing you to see 2 nodes ahead rather than the current one.
EGO gifts are planned, for the aforementioned abnormalities most likely, and several that are unrelated or completely new.
In both images, fusion "tree's" are mentioned, with fusion gifts that are able to be fused (currently impossible as tier 4 gifts may not be fused), where new and weaker EGO fusions are added, which may be fused into double fusion, or fusion^2 EGO gifts.
Next Week, 28th of November.
5th of December.
some point this season, we will be able to gain achievements, and challenge the dungeon past floor 5 without the rewards, as an added Roguelike challenge mode.
Monthly ID rotation, reoccurring missions, and Quality of Life UI improvements such as a clear timer.
There are plans to release this in stages, as:
which is the reasoning behind the weekly additions that are listed above, which allows for Consistent quality assurance and constant content rather than a large release and a dead period.
Seasonal ID:
The Manager of La ManchaLand Don Quixote:
actively making use of the bloodfeast keyword, akin to the other bloodfiend ID's
This ID's kit will vary depending on the present allies, specifically changing when other La Mancha Land ID's are present.
Specifically, skill 1 is the Priest, skill 2 the Barber, and Defence skill The Princess.
This ID's skills will be adaptive to multiple situations alongside their defensive skill,.
The defence skill was not shown, however, i believe that this ID's skills will be Slash, Slash, and Pierce respectively.
Wealth and Fame:
"We will need to increase our revenue to make the following a reality: add more enjoyable functions and high fidelity cutscenes; To Begin Production on a new game; or to release animations (Advertisements, previews, Short episodes, full length movies, and/or anime)
Sinner Target Extraction Changes:
Sinner Target extractions will now feature event extraction ID's and EGO from the preceding season, not including those obtained through the event itself such as Chef Gregor, or Multicrack Heathcliff.
In the future, target extractions may have association or syndicate themes, such as a blade lineage themed extraction
Returning Intervallo's with Voices:
Most intervallo in the game are unvoiced, this was due to the ease in creation and flexibility that it allowed them to create and release, with less strain caused by alterations and adjustments within the dialogue.
Adding voices to these intervallo in post is fareaser as the dialogue is already set in stone, which means that there is no worry of future alterations.
These intervallo will be returning with higher level in a "hard mode", each featuring 2 EGO relating to the intervallo's theme.
Why EGO? the sinners tend to receive id's of increasingly powerful characters and LCB's story progresses, releasing ID's for intervallo returns means that they may be, story and lore wise, held back by the strengths of the characters present in past intervallo. However, EGO are free from these concerns, which makes us believe that they are a better choice for the intervallo returns. This does not rule out the release of ID for intervallo reruns, if there is a valid inspiration an ID may be released, however it will primarally be EGO. When an intervallo is voiced, characters will be featured as paid announcers such as the Gnomes, Jun, and Aeng Du.
(Paraphrased) (quoted because Tumblr decided i couldn't have images)
Announcers will be extractable from Ideality (yisang) and from standard extractions, {green marker}: More Money For Anime
Ideally they will also be adding voice acting to the mini episodes between both intervallo and canto's.
5th Walpurgisnacht:
Library of Ruina theme.
2 Full Stop Office Fixers, Hong Lou Liwei and Gregor Stephan (or so appears).
Der Freischütz EGO, sinner unknown, likely Heathcliff due to his being the only Sinner yet to receive a Walpurgisnacht release, and his lack of inclusion in the aforementioned ID.
Intervallo 7.5 1:
Regular Check Up:
episode about health checkups for sunners, specifically their mental corrosion and distortions(?).
This will take place in T Corp.
Refraction Railway Line 5, The Merry Go Round:
As of now there are no definitive gimmicks for this event, however it will cycle similar to RR2.
Yield My Flesh to Claim Their Bones Rerun:
Intervallo 2: Nocturnal Sweeping:
Ill give you two guesses what SWEEPING is going to be about, especially a NIGHT in the BACKSTREETS
Canto 8: The Surrendered Witnessing:
Hong Lou Canto.
Ill let @lu-is-not-ok pick this apart, as they are far better at Hong Lou analysis than i am, as it has been aeons since i read Hong Lou Meng and i don't plan to re-read it any time soon.
Mili Asia concert tour:
this year was delayed due to Cassie's delivery, the current goal is for the concert to be held during the 9th anniversary sometime around the 18th of November 2025.
live tickets will be sold separately for Korea and Japan.
Concert will only feature Mili songs from the Project Moon games.
Starting in Korea, and ending in Japan.
Collaboration:
(Slow, manual movement of powerpoint to the centre of screen while the vtuber model dissapears)
Arknights Collaboration video plays.
(re aligning of the presentation while talking)
"We were invited into Hypergryph headquarters, exchanged merchandise of our games and had a fruitful discussion"
KJH's signed Lappland poster.
4 sinners will be receiving crossover content.
Though it is too early for a full on reveal, the sinners who are getting said EGO have been revealed.
Faust, Hong Lou, Ishmael and Gregor.
We do not currently know who each sinner will be paired with for this collaboration, however if i were to wager it would be Kal'tsit for Faust, and potentially texas for Ishmael (they're both stoic lesbians i think it works).
Reimagined outfits and combat skills will be used as inspiration for the EGO skills. Why EGO skills? see above rendition of this same question. ID's are representative of the power that a certain character may hold, which would alter perceptions of the ID.
One (1) operator from arknights will be featured as a (presumably Paid (more money for the anime)) announcer for the game
Long Term R&D Goals:
ID Skin functionality: Akin to layered armour, using growth materials (shards n threads) to use one ID's animations and moveset layered on top of another's.
EG. Barber Outis appearing as Magic Bullet, and that (the Yi Sang) is a skin and not an ID being San from the Streetlight Office in Library of Ruina, which is not going to be released as an ID, but only a visual.
They are learning how to monetise this game it seems.
However, this is a long term goal, as each ID has different cinematics, effects, and coin counts on each skill, such as altered effects due to charge.
HHPP Store expansion:
Enhance Immersion by making use of panoramic projection.
the physical store is being expanded, separated into different areas, the cafe, a Ruina themed section, followed by a section representing each Canto of Limbus Company.
2024 AGF (anime games festival):
merchandise being sold:
ID acrylic cards
Limbus Company zip-up Hoodie and attachable patches. note that these hoodies are the same in design as to those worn by the sinners in the Intervallo 1 teaser Image.
Employee ID card and casing. Employee cards for each sinner excluding dante.
W corp Cap (like the ones worn by the ID's, Outis, Don, Faust, Meur, Etc.)
2025 EGO callender.
Paper bag
EGO can badges, including: Sunshower Yi sang, Everlasting Faust, Lesbian Don Quixote, "Contempt, Awe" Ryoshu, Yearning-Mircalla Meursault, Cavernous Wailing Hong Lou, Fell Bullet Heathcliff, Blind Obsession Ishmael, Hex Nail Rodion and Sinclair, Sunshower Outis, and Solemn Lament Gregor.
The Director will have an autograph signing at saturday and sunday from 4-6pm.
HHPP Popup Cafe:
In Busan there will be a popup cafe of HHPP selling several popular dishes.
There are currently conversations being had with other pop up retail booths and locations, namely PAX west 2025.
The merchandise sold at the AGF will later be sold at the popup cafe's, and then later at the main HHPP itself.
In Game rewards:
*director clears his breath*
1300 Lunacy and a 10 pull dextraction ticket.
Thanks You for watching.
Also Thank you for reading this~
#Full Overview#limbus company#lcb#projmoon#essays i wrote primarily while half asleep#lobotomy corporation#limbus#library of ruina#lor#literally's ramblings#project moon#Sinclair LCB#Sinclair#Heathcliff LCB#Don Quixote LCB#New release#New Content#Stream overview#Clockwork-time roly poly#Devyat association#La Mancha Land#Sancho LCB#canto 7#lcb don quixote#canto vii spoilers#Arknights#Arknights Crossover
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HOLY shit internet be DAMNED what the fuck anyways
I had a dream last night featuring this guy and I am inclined to believe his look is influenced by Gummigoo/the gummigang
I'm 90% sure he's supposed to be soup because I remember making soup in my dream after walking on a downhill road from a "road trip" and encountering a kitchen, and he was born from that soup that was in the pot (he opened his eyes and smiled at me, then he slid out of the pot and took his form)
and then I woke up
I have no name for him yet but he's a very soupy boi, if anyone's got name recommendations shoot it my way
#digital art#sketch#drawing#doodle#oc#my art#artists on tumblr#Ziku's insane rambles#crazy how half my OCs stem from dreams#my mind is an enigma when I am asleep
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THE PINK ROOM IS STANARRATOR
I HAVE ACTUAL EVIDENCE PLEASE JUST STAY WITH ME
i saw this reddit post
like four days ago and it’s been rotating in my mind so much i’m going insane and i need to talk about it
“why do i think the pink room is hinting at stanarrator” you may be asking
let’s talk about it
1) pink.
color is deeply engrained into TSP. i’m not going to go deep into it now, there was a few posts circulating about it and few months ago tho, but you just need to know that color can often hint at meanings in TSP
PINK IS NO WHERE ELSE IN THE GAME.
the closest we get in the game is red (and a lot of it). there’s not even pink in the light show in the zen room!!!
something happened in this room that happens no where else in the game.
also: pink is a lovey dovey color. at there’s a LOT of it. the only non-pink color in the room is the Stanlurine. which i’ll also talk about a bit in point 3.
2) apples.
i never thought much of the apple. until now.
apples represent defiance and forbidden knowledge. also fertility? think of Adam and Eve.
the narrator learned something in this room. he learned something he wasn’t supposed to know, and the memory may have gotten erased.
but the memory is still there, just not explicitly. (the narrator actually demonstrates a LOT of implicit memories, showing that the knowledge isn’t truly erased, just hidden.)
3) figurines.
stanley and the narrator aren’t really supposed to be on the same page. they’re made to rival each other, and the fun of the game is when you (stanley) disobey the narrator
one of the VERY few times the two are working together is the figurines. and the narrator enjoys watching stanley collect them SO MUCH.
the narrator seems to correlate the Stanley-Figs with whatever this pink room represents.
maybe it’s having fun with stanley, or it’s working WITH stanley rather than against him. but all we know is that this room is something good, something the narrator enjoys.
remember what i said in point 1? the Stiggley Wiggleys being the only non-pink thing is the room? yeah. gay.
those pinky feelings are surrounding stanley rather than being stanley. does that make sense?
now, i don’t think the Pink Room is where the event took place, but rather a representation of what happened. the narrator can’t remember details, so his brain filled in the holes. which there’s a lot of.
i do think that the memory that’s manifesting in that room is some type of confession. the narrator is learning that his feelings are reciprocated, that he and stanley are on the same page for ONCE.
and the way the lighting hits the apple so vibrantly makes me think that the whole point of this room is that knowledge, that experience the narrator has forgotten. the pink lovey feelings are just surrounding it.
even when the narrator forgets what he memory means, it’s still so pink. it’s so full of love that it’s literally glowing.
apparently the apple might be a reference to superliminal. fuck you i like that the stanarrator theory more
THE PINK ROOM IS THE STANARRATOR ROOM
thank you for coming to my tedtalk
#worte most of this half asleep but i woke up and finished it#sorry if it’s incomprehensible i haven’t proof read#stanarrator#them#tsp#stanley parable#the stanley parable#moth rambles
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you’re waking up, i’m falling asleep,
and isn’t life beautiful.
two altered states, two working brains,
still woozy from whatever we smoked last night.
the scent in my lungs, swirling and gentle
imitates your arms wrapping around me.
in the same bed, in the same room,
hearts together and souls on different schedules.
my hand finds yours, you hum, content,
loving me even in your slumber.
i write about you, you breathe next to me,
what a perfect little setup.
#lgbt#sapphic#wlw yearning#wlw post#sapphism#wlw love#bad poetry#lesbian#shit poetry#i love my partner#half asleep rambles#rambles
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something about the main menu for life is strange genuinely makes me wanna collapse and sob
#like not just the music but the overall visuals yknow#it's like this gut wrenching#almost nostalgic ????#feeling that hits like a truck#especially after playing the full game#seeing how peaceful things could be is almost like#i dunno gives me that feeling of dread when you've done something you can't undo#seeing how good things could be but knowing you don't get to go back#sorta thing#it's just#something about beautiful pictures having gut wrenching back stories#does something bad to my brain#naturally#i dunno i'm half asleep and rambling#but yknow what i mean#i'm trying to put it into words as best i can#it's like#it really is just like what growing up feels like ig#especially when it doesn't turn out how you want#wanting to go back and warn yourself so you can hopefully make things easier and more ideal but obviously you can't#that's kinda what the menu feels like#music and all#especially those goddamn birds chirping#ok goodnight#life is strange#chloe price#max caulfield#lis chloe#lis max#pricefield
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the intimacy and soul deep love that comes with outright telling someone you’re worried about them…
buck and eddie have been individually and jointly dragged through the coals before this; but never have they explicitly said how they worry about each other or anything to that likeness
and while the whole point of tv is to read between the lines, to pick up expressions in lieu of time-restricted dialogues, there is something absolutely devastating about buck putting those words out there in the quiet of eddie’s kitchen, only to hear them echoed right back
and it’s also in the tone of his voice, something to the stubborn quiet way he sneaks past every single one of eddie’s denials to the heart of the matter that mirrors the way buck buried himself in eddie’s heart so long ago without his knowledge, and now it’s kind of like eddie’s version of confession, his safe space to repent, his safe space to find some direction in a way religion never did for him but buck does?
and there’s something about the expression on buck’s face too, the one we’ve seen so many times when he fears losing eddie, and i just think that for both of them (including eddie himself) to voice concern about eddie’s mental state essentially, something really bad is probably coming up
#zee rambles#idk i’m just rambling here because that one line is actually so devastating#i’m one hundred percent reading a lot into it#but if you mirror eddie’s relationship with buck with some religious things…there’s actually a lot more there than you’d think#like i’m not saying buck is his religion or whatever but like. y’know#i’m still half asleep before my shift today so if any of this doesn’t make sense sorry#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#buck x eddie#911 meta#911 abc#911 on abc
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hi no come here actually i’m trying to sleep but
so i’ve been very slowly getting through the rolleds for pd lately cause i never actually listened to them and in the rolled for s1 ep24 they say that yakko couldn’t come to jrwiweek, which was why things ended the way they did for ashe. yakko and bizly talked about spending the night before adding a bunch of cool shit to the tricksters character sheet and just having fun with it.
come here. come here i’m grabbing you oh so gently by the face. do you see where i’m going with this when i bring this up.
ashe was forever doomed from the start by something so arbitrary (player scheduling/location), but it created such a compelling narrative. ashe was never going to make it, even if yakko rolled higher than a 2 on that final will save. because ashe wasn’t meant to.
and ashe’s entire thing is having a life that is already written for you— a story about losing control of your own body, of destroying that which cannot be fixed, of becoming a shut in to escape the tale that aches to follow you, only playing further into the plot of having external powers decide your life for you. when you finally take the reins and take agency of your own life you fall to that same doom, but this time at least you can pretend you had a choice in it. maybe you always knew it was gonna happen but this time it felt worth it in a sense. can’t you hear me
#i’ve been meaning to make a post like this for so long but could never phrased t right. half asleep thought blast#maybe everyone already noticed tjis and i’m saying nothing but come on man doesn’t this make you ill#vixen rambles#jrwi pd#jrwi pd spoilers#pd spoilers#ashe winters
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