#haha sibling issues am i right?

[sadlynotthevoid]

So, about siblings relationships...

You can take this either as reference for writing if you're an only child or life advice if you have/are going to have children or, in case your experiences are similar to mine own, to nod with your head in agreement. Either way, a few things to know about siblings relationships I sometimes think about:

1. Someone can hate their siblings and still not want to hurt them.*

So you know how love and hate can coexist in romantic relationships and parent-child relationships? That applies to siblings too. They're people who had been in your life for ages, people who everyone and their teachers' grandmothers will tell you have to love and care about. They're also pelople who can be no compatible at all with yourself. They're people who most likely had hurt you many times and didn't stop even when you cried and yelled at them. They're people who were growing along with you, so they were inmature and so were you. Of course, in most cases both parts ended up hurting each other.

In some cases, you might feel like they don't care at all about you and in some cases you won't get to know if they do or not. Because as much fun as you can have with them, they can switch fast and tell you the worst things at the next moment. And so you doubt to be vulnerable with them. Some siblings have their own little things they do for each other or together and that may felt like a reassurance sometimes.

2. Parents (or whatever the guardian figure is) have a big part in molding their relationship.

Siblings relationships are one of those relationships where things don't depend on just them until they're grown adults. Because, you know, that's the age where people have normlly reached a certain level of maturity and can reflect on themselves and situations without a mediator, but also because the parent is out of the equation (as in, won't meddle to tell you what to do or, if they do, you don't have to hear them. Not that they're dead. Tho thy could be).

Parents are the ones who teach (or not) how to resolve conflicts and are very important for children's feelings. If everytime the children fight the parent, let's say, interrupts, doesn't let them explain their sides, and forces the easiest kid to apologize because is the fastest "solution", there's going to be a bad dynamic. The "easy kid" is going to grow to be easy to push and or resented, and the other one, the "difficult kid" or the "stubborn one" is, obviously, going to grow to believe they don't have to apologize (or have a hard time with it) or believe they're always in the right. That's going to be a huge problem in the future.

If the parent, let's say, interrupts the conflict, listens to both parts (even if they know what happened, children feel better when they feel listened and not discarded**) and searches for a solution while explaining what was wrong and what not, then tells them to apologize, the little fight is going to stay as a little fight. Water under the bridge. No unhealthy dynamic induced. Plus, they learn real conflict solution skills.

Of course, that doesn't guarantee that they will have a good relationship for the rest of their lives or that an external factor won't affect them negatively. But parents have a great power in laying the foundations of their children's relationships and dynamics. Being lazy about it or rushing it could mess them up badly.

Alternatively, kindergarten teachers and teachers of younger students*** also can influence the children's relationships and dynamics. If they're doing their job right, it's going to be positive. If not, it's going to add into the conflict.

3. A bad relationship doesn't necessarily have to come from a single big fight.

It can also come from little things that went summing up with time, from growing negative emotions and bottle up feelings, from insults never taken back and repeated offenses. It can be an emotional gap you let extend so the other wouldn't hurt you as much as they did. It can be a gap you didn't notice was there until years later, when you stopped and realized there's no closeness, you have no idea what the person in the other side is thinking or who they are.

It also can be the last straw and an outburst of anger and tears. The last time they told the other to fuck off before they started to let go of them.

It can be talking at them as if they were the siblings they're supposed to be but never telling them what you actually feel. Smile and wave and pretend you aren't just done with them.

*Mostly for fiction stuff, but also so you have an idea about other sibling dynamics: if there's people who hate their siblings and doesn't want to hurt them, but know they can't be vulnerable with them, people who actually like their siblings can not want to hurt them without it being "unrealistic siblings". I know because I hate my sisters most days than not and still not want to hurt them. I hate to hurt them so bad that I learned to control my anger outbursts by myself (tbh, I'm quite proud of that. I've been worked in that since I was a kid and finally succeded at my teenhood) so I wouldn't blink and have punched them no matter what they told me. But my brother is actually neat in a friendly Soos Ramirez way. He's my favorite, I'd hate to hurt him even more.

**Please let your child talk. Being told to shut up everytime something happens is awful and only teaches you that your opinion doesn't matters, no one cares, and gives you reasons to believe you can't count on your parents.

Explaining your side of the story (or just what happened, if there are no sides), the few times that happened to me (lol), feels like a knot on your chest untying by itself. The children can still be exalted when trying to explain, that's how children are, but they'll feel better after.

***I guess this could apply to teenagers, but teens are less prone to listen to their teachers. You'd have to be more creative. Like assigning literature that makes them reflect, which you should do anyways so ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯.

[petew21-blog]

The False King in the North

The Red wedding, where the Boltons and Freys murdered their guests left the North without a true king. The Lannisters planned to set Roose Bolton as the new Warden of the North. But most of the houses in the north were loyal to the Starks. This created an issue that prevented Roose to expand his territory. But his bastard, Ramsay Snow, had other plans. A plan, if successful, Roose would definitely benefit from. Only if Ramsay succeeds.

Meanwhile in the Dreadfort

Theon Greyjoy was tied to the Bolton cross again. It was a routine that Ramsay had.  Torture his victims. He was cruel to anything alive. But mostly to the ones that prevented him from something. Theon held Winterfell for a while, but thanks to the betrayal of his men, Ramsay could now own Theon. And having Theon was definitely going to be a great leverage in future deals. Especially since Ramsay already changed him into something else. Theon was now Reek. A loyal servant to Ramsay. Afraid of being tortured again, always loyal and serving his master.

Ramsay: "Reek!“

Theon: LYes, master?“

Ramsay: "Have you heard already about the great wedding? Your friend, Robb Stark lost his head during the celebrations, they say“ Ramsay laughed out loud and watched  Theon’s unknowing face.

Ramsay: "Oh, right. You still don’t get it. Your friend, Rob bis dead. Along with the rest of the Starks. You’re free Theon! What do you say?!“

Theon wanted to cry. He loved Robb as his brother. He loved every Stark child as their sibling. But now it was his survival or death. Ramsay called him by his own name. If he would respond to it, he would be tortured again.

Theon: "I am Reek, Master. I am your servant.“

Ramsay: "Good. Since we got that out of the way, there is a great task for you. Me and my father have a problem with reclaiming the north. Some of the houses are, let’s say not understanding our views. We need someone to go persuade them. And I think you are the best man for the job.“

Roose entered the hall. "Are you mad? This THING won’t win us anything.“

Ramsay: "Did you bring his head? Robb’s?“

Roose:“Yes, but do what you must and then we have to send it to Joffrey to Kings Landing. And show HIM to me after you finish.“

Ramsay turned to Theon and smiled while pulling Robb’s head by the hair. He set the head on the table facing Theon. Theon looked away in tears.

Ramsay: “Reek, say hi to your new face. Yes, this will be your new face. At least it won’t be anyone unknown to you. Haha. You’ll be my own Robb Stark. You will persuade all the other families to give up. Understood?“

It hurt Theon to look at Robb’s dead head. His friend was dead. His head right in front of him. And the monster that tormented him wanted to… what was he going to do? Stitch Robb’s face on his own?

Ramsay:“Reeek. I asked you a question. Did you understand?“

Theon:“Yes… master.“

Ramsay laughed and clapped his hands. „Good, now, let’s get your face prepped. We have some other people coming over and we have to be ready.“

Theon screamed as the sharp knife cut through his skin. He felt the blood pouring from his face. He saw some other people arriving to the room. They looked like a group of charlatans. Theon felt as Ramsay pulled on the remaining piece of skin on his face. Theon felt light headed. And everything suddenly turned black.

Ramsay:“Don’t faint, Reek. We’re not done y…“

Theon woke up in bed. In bed for the first time in months. He opened his eyes to see a girl servant, washing his face. He moved away from her

Servant:“I am sorry, sir. I was ordered to take care of your wounds“

Theon:“I am no a sir. I am Reek.“

Servant:“No, sir. You are…“

Ramsay entered the room with a loud shouting: „Enough! Leave our honourable guest. We have  a lot to talk about.“

The servant left the room and Ramsay invited Roose to enter as well. Roose:“Ramsay! We were supposed to send the head to the Kings Landing!“

Ramsay:“Haven’t you heard? They have a king‘s murder to worry about. They won’t care about any bloody head. I made a better use of it.“

Roose got closer to Theon. "I must say you and the others have done a magnificent job. It’s like if he was alive.“

Ramsay:“Thank you father. I believe we are going to use Reek for our benefits wisely.“

Roose left the room and Ramsay turned to Reek:“I suggest you get it over with and go look at yourself in the mirror. They used a bit of magic, so there might be some getting used to. Hahaha“He left with his creepy laugh, locking the door behind him.

Theon didn’t understand what was happening. He got up to look in the mirror like Ramsay told him. A wave of cold washed over Theon as he saw his reflection. It wasn’t his anymore. Instead of his old face, there was now Robb. Ramsay cut off Theon’s face and replaced it with Robb’s. But there must have been something else in the play, as Theon got closer, he noticed other parts of his body being different. There were some minor cut wounds, but they almost healed by now.

Theon took his hand to his face and started crying. He was mourning his brother and now he will spend the rest of his life looking back at him in the mirror.

Ramsay came back the second day and took Theon outside. „We have some important explaining to do, Reek. Even with your new face, you are still Reek. You are only loyal to me, you listen to only my orders. Understood?“

Theon:“Yes, master.“

Ramsay:“I order you to pretend to be Robb Stark. You will go persuade with me your old vassals. Only when the two of us are alone, you will respond to Reek. Whenever we will be with other men, you will respond to Robb. Understood?“

Theon:“Yes, master.“

Ramsay:“And after you convince them, you will declare ME the true ruler of the north. Not my father. Understood?“

Theon was silent for a while. Declaring Ramsay would be the ultimate betrayal to his home, to Ned Stark, to Robb. He has to avenge them

Ramsay:“Understood?!?“

Theon:“Yes, master.“ He responded now more confident than before, ready to get back his old home. He wasn’t there to save Robb, but he can pretend to be him and win his old home back from the usurpers.

Another anonymous request from inbox

Set in Game of Thrones / A Song of Ice and Fire: After the red wedding, house Bolton uses some sort of magic to mind control Theon and transform him into Robb Stark. They make him show himself and have him declare the Boltons the true rulers of the north.

[deathbxnny]

Ik i already sent a request to you but.. once you said you’re also accepting JJK requests. I just had to. I hope you dont mind this

Ok so im not into JJK as much as i am into Genshin and HSR and all but im aware of season 1 plot and some of season 2. But can i request Gojo and Geto with an underclassmen who they have a sibling like relationship die and came back as a curse spirit? (While this request have them together, you can make them seperate if you want)

Here the context:

So the reader is a year below Gojo and Geto. After some time since you guys met, the two of them sees the reader as their cute little sibling and in return the reader sees them as their cool big brothers. All was fine until the reader died from a mission. How did the reader die? They dont know. Both of them werent told how the reader died but if there’s one thing they were sure of, the reader wasnt killed by Jujutsu. Because what other explanations do they have when they see you come back as a vengeful spirit? A vengeful spirit they need to take out.

So in the JJK wiki, it is said that “Sorcerers must also be killed with Jujutsu or they can become a vengeful cursed spirit after death” Which makes a very good angsty sceanrio dont you think?

Hope you have a great day/night!

- Flower Anon 🌸

Hey there, Flower anon!! I absolutely love this idea, and thank you very much for the tasty angst. I've been itching to write some jjk angst, haha. Also, regarding your other request for the second part to the Lyney x reader one-shot, just know that I will make it in a separate post to your ask due to formatting issues! But either way, I hope you meanwhile enjoy this!<33

Content: Heavy angst, platonic relationships, Geto is deeply depressed, Gojo is in denial, hurt/no comfort, reader is a year younger than both of them, vague descriptions of readers death, mentions of blood/injuries, vague descriptions of jjk canon violence, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns!

Inspired by the song "Death" by Melanie Martinez

((Not fully proofread))

Back from the dead.

At first, you appeared in the flickers of lights, in the corners of mirrors, in the shadows casted by trees and their own bodies, in reflections of windows and water, in gruesome, awful dreams.

And then you began being there in larger ways. You'd stand behind them, follow them around, no matter where they went, no matter where they looked, you were right there.

It was easy to ignore you at first, act like you didn't exist, like you were just a part of their traumatised, exhausted imagination. When was the last time they had slept properly? Perhaps the day before your funeral. Your face was plastered everywhere, a smile gracing it like it always did, an excited, pure one for a sorcerer. But there was nothing to be excited about anymore.

Maybe that's why you looked so sad now, as you stood in front of them in this classroom that was reserved for people a year older than you'll ever be.

Suguru wondered if you felt guilty for taking the color of their world away with you when you died.

"You know... denial never suited you, 'toru." You whispered quietly to Satoru, breaking this suffocating silence at last. Your body leaned against the desk a row in front of him. It all felt so casual, as though everything was perfectly fine. You never left. You simply came back a little different.

This was the first thing you've ever said since you've come back, Suguru then solemnly realised in his depressive haze. He nearly didn't hear you and wished he hadn't either. Your voice sounded distorted, like it didn't belong to you at all. But it was still you... wasn't it?

The only visible sign that Satoru meanwhile had even heard you was in a stutter of his hands that in turn messed up his text to Shoko again. He took a deep breath and exhaled shakily. What was he even texting her for again? Maybe for help? For a way out? "I'm seeing things again, Shoko. They're talking now." That's what your colorless eyes could read off his broken phone screen, which made you frown a little. You knew he'd never want to upset you. But he never wanted to face you again. Not like this.

It was so unlike him too, wasn't it? He hadn't been the same for a while now.

It was late in the afternoon by then, the orange hue filtering into the empty classroom through the blinds. An awfully nostalgic feeling that was now filled with tense bitterness. A past filled with laughter and joking now seemingly disappearing into the smoke of the burning incense sticks nearby.

Neither of them had said a single word for the entire duration of your little "hang out" session. Suguru simply leaned his head against his palm, gaze turned to a far away point in the darkening horizon outside, as the sun bid it's last warm goodbye. He took a deep breath, words shaky and filled with a deep exhaustion, not even his dear best friend could ever come close to feeling.

"Let him be... he'll come around eventually." The blackhaired boy muttered back to you, not bothering to look at your bloody, dead form anymore. He had come to terms with it a while ago. Or at least, visibly, he has.

Gojo just took a little longer in accepting your death, is all. Neither of them really knew who was handling the situation worse.

"Who are you talking to, Suguru?" There it was again, the odd denial the white-haired teen had drowned himself in. You never thought that he'd be the one to end up like this. You figured that Suguru would've had it harder, but perhaps this was just one of the many new things you've learned as a spirit. "Stop it, Satoru... you're not helping with any of this. It's just... making things worse." Gojo's teasing smile twitched, his head turning to look at his friend before he seemed to slowly deflate into his seat. You probably could only imagine how red and puffy his eyes were behind the sunglasses he refused to take off nowadays.

But in a way, you must've also understood why he was this way. How couldn't you?

Your death was untimely, unexplainable. No one knew what happened, and your body was never found either. One day, you were absolutely excited about going on a mission with your two favorite seniors, four hours later, you were missing, and a week later, you were declared as dead. The only proof they really had was a piece of your bloody uniform floating in a river nearby where the mission was supposed to take place. Other than that, there was no trace of anything else regarding you.

Suguru wished they would've at least had something to bury you with. Your casket was empty. And Satoru was ashamed to admit that he dared open the lid in a desperate attempt to see if you were in there after all. Just hiding, waiting to jump out and scare him. But seeing nothing made him break.

Everything got worse when you reappeared as this, however. A vengeful spirit that simply followed the both of them everywhere. You were relentless. And yet, neither of them could ever find a single trace of anger on you. Their guilt was heavy enough to make up for it, though.

It didn't help that Satoru refused to talk about it, even when they knew what they had to do. You only ever appeared around them, and both of them had made the unspoken decision to deal with you themselves. They felt like they had caused your death indirectly. The what if's kept piling up higher and higher until it eventually brought them here.

They thought that they were finally ready to move on, but oh, how wrong they were. It was so hard to see you as a simple spirit to exercise when you still looked like yourself most of the time. It just got bad when you looked dead. They couldn't hide behind their excuses and delusions when you looked like this.

Time ticked on and the silence was deafening again. You leaned in close to Satoru, glossy eyes staring into his side profile. "Stop ignoring me. I know what you're here for." You hummed, face devoid of any emotion. But the constant dripping of the blood that poured out of your nose and lips made Gojo close his eyes for a second longer and gulp down the painful lump in his throat. It was childish, absolutely stupid. But maybe... if he acted like you weren't there like always... then you wouldn't be. You were just a hallucination, surely. Neither of them had slept or eaten properly in months. He just had to pray that you'll go away, finally find the peace you were looking for.

But when he opened his eyes and you were still there, he just bit his lip. He couldn't take any of this anymore.

"Tell them to go away, Suguru. Please." "So you're finally done pretending now?" The blackhaired male asked, glancing back at his friend for the first time in hours. The great Satoru Gojo. The strongest of them all. Now reduced to nothing more than a miserable teen at your death. It would've been funny if he wasn't actually losing it right now.

Suguru shook his head at the lack of response before getting out of his chair and standing over the white-haired sorcerer. "Let's go outside." He said, not waiting for the other to agree before pushing past you. Or rather through you. He shoved his hands into his pockets to hide this really was for him. As expected, however, he heard Satoru's footsteps following behind him with ease. Typical.

The walk was silent and rather aimless. Neither of them knew where they were going. But their subconsciousness seemed to know. Suguru's body felt heavy, like he was dragging and fighting himself with every next step he took. He felt uneven and unbalanced. Like he'll fall over and break apart at any moment, and he doubted Satoru would be able to glue him together with shaky hands and teary eyes.

Geto pulled a hand through his black hair, strands unkempt and messy as they fell down hus shoulders. He caught a glance at his face in a mirror, the dark circles, even darker eyes staring back at him near accusingely. The anger and festering hate hidden under a thick layer of sadness.

"They weren't killed by a sorcerer." He suddenly said when they arrived at the schools courtyard. Satoru glanced at him, frowning a little. "Why does it matter now?" He asked, yet his best friend didn't bother answering. Why should he bother when the white-haired male was unwilling to wake up to reality. Instead, he stared at the Sakura trees filling the area, the ones you loved the most. And as expected, you stood right under them.

Your hands were clasped behind your back, smile so gentle and serene, that it made it look like you were simply waiting on them as always. And in a way, you were indeed doing so. Geto was thankful that your consciousness was strong enough for you to realise what was going to happen next. "Can you do it, Satoru?" He whispered, voice so soft, that it made Gojo actually consider it for a moment. But despite always having prided himself in being the strongest, he just stood still. Suguru couldn't help but smile tiredly at him. Perhaps the other boy would be happy about this if his smile didn't seem so bitter and exhausted. Like it took up all of his energy to force the corner of his lips to go up.

"I think they are the one thing I could never exorcize." "I'm glad you're being honest... I can't do it either." The two boys approached the empty bench next to your form before simply sitting down. There was a large gap between them, one reserved for you.

Your smile stretched wider as you took their silent offer of defeat and took a seat as well.

Gojo tensed when you leaned your head against his shoulder, a familiar melody leaving your lips. Suguru leaned his arms on his knees and listened to you, eyes closing with a tired sigh. Perhaps playing pretend was easier. Perhaps you were never meant to leave them in the first place. Maybe one day someone would free them from you, someone who was stronger, someone who wasn't ever going to be them.

You were back from the dead, and they figured it was better than you having left them for good.

If only they could ignore the mangled state of your body too.

Alright, I'm sorry this took so long! I also don't think it's that good, but I hope you like it anyway, Flower Anon! I've been super busy with work and everything else going on in my life, so I'm glad to post anything at this point. Anyhow, thank you again for this great request!<33

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Couples Weekend

18+

Finally the couples weekend had arrived. Jenna had this planned for months. Jeanna and her fiancé Josh were going to be meeting best friends for a resort weekend. Jenna was a tall blonde 25 year old that worked in legal management. Josh was a Swedish 28 year old that worked in finance. The couple met in college a few years prior. Kay and Cody were to be joining them. Kay and Cody were newly married as of 8 months prior, and this was the first time they would be seeing each other since the wedding. The resort in question was a couples sanctuary in the Bahamas. A great place for drinks, fun, and lots of swimming. The resort was for couples only and was not only entertaining, but set up for being intimate. Jenna and Josh were looking forward to this. Josh had recently popped the question, and the couple was looking happily forward to spending a life together. With the wedding 7 months away things were exciting for the couple. 

Jenna and Josh boarded the plane from Miami and a few short hours later landed in the Bahamas. A short taxi ride had them finally at the resort. They checked and found their room. The room was lavish. Highly luxurious gold and red trimmings, a California king bed, and all amenities in room. Kay and Cody would be right next door upon arrival. The bathrooms of the two units were right next to each other, with a door separating the two couples suites for easier access to visit. Jeanna was looking so forward to seeing Kay and Cody. Jeanna had been friends with Kay since middle school, and the friends were always close. 

A few hour passed. To pass the time Josh and Jenna lounged out by the pool right out side of the room. The pool had a swim up bar and the water was about 5 feet deep around the bar. Plenty deep to fully swim up too. Kay and Cody had now arrived and saw the others at the swim up bar. The entered the water and sneakily approached Josh and Jenna from behind. Kay grabbed Jenna scarring her. 

“Oh my god girl!” Jeanna said excitingly. Turning around to see her beloved friend. Kay remained low in the water so Jeanna had to jump in the water to give her a hug. Josh also jumped in and greeted Cody. Jeanna noted something different upon hugging Kay, but thought nothing of it at the time. 

“Come on up and have a drink with us!” Jeanna said. 

Jeanna, Josh, And Cody didn’t hesitate. However Kay remained in the water. 

“Whats wrong? Afraid of a little Rum?” Jeanna asked. 

“Well its just I have a surprise for you.” Kay said. 

“Ummm Ok…..” Jeanna replied confused. 

Kay swam up to the bar stool and pulled herself up only to reveal….. her 8 month pregnant belly. 

“OH MY god!” Jeanna said. “Are you for real?” 

“The evidence speaks for itself!” Cody said. 

“How far along are you, and do you know what you are having?” Jeanna asked. 

“We are 8 months along, and we are having a girl.” Kay said excitedly. “I am due this time next month, and we are excited.” 

“I couldn’t be happier.” Cody said to Josh. “Life really comes into perspective when you have a baby on the way.” 

“I’d bet your excited.” Josh said. “Congratulations.” 

Josh and Jeanna hadn’t really thought about children yet. Jeanna was more convinced then Josh as she grew up with two younger siblings. Josh however was an only child, and a bit nervous about the whole kids topic. 

“Well you won’t be drinking then.” Jeanna said.

“Not this time around!” Kay said. “But it’s ok, it’s for a a dream come true.” 

The couples sat and talked until the sun stated to fade away. Jeanna as very curious about Kay and the pregnancy. She wanted to know all the details, and Kay had no issue explaining it all. Finally it was dark, and it was time to call it a night. The couples headed back to their neighboring rooms, and got ready for bed. 

Jeanna however was an excited ball of energy. 

“Oh my god Josh did you see that belly of hers?” Jeanna said excitedly “Like wow, so cute!” 

“Yeah baby, haha, sure did.” Josh said addressing her but not really wanting to get into this topic.

“I just think that would be amazing.” Jeanna said. “Uggh I want that.” 

“What?” Josh said. 

“I want that.” Jeanna repeated. 

“You want what?” Josh asked again.

“That belly! Ding dong! Jeanna yelped at Josh. “Id look soooooo cute, don’t you agree?” 

“Ummm yeah baby, so cute.” Josh said almost sounding annoyed.

“Wait, you don’t think so?” Jeanna asked.

“No baby, I think so, I…. Just….. Don’t think we are ready.” Josh said. “I know your excited for her, but….” 

“But what? We are getting married, why can’t we?” Jeanna said. 

“True baby.” Josh said as she crashed on the bed. 

Secretly deep down Josh was excited. He didn’t really want to be a dad yet, but he loved the idea of seeing his beautiful wife to be with a pregnant belly. The idea made him desire it…. Just then Jeanna and Josh heard a noise. It was coming from Kay and Codys room. 

“Hmmmm sounds like activity at the neighbors.” Jeanna said. 

Jeanna was getting ready for bed, but decided to skip the rest of the clothing and just wear a bra and panties. Josh was secretly eyeing her up. Wanting her so bad…. 

The noise happened again. It sounded like a moan. 

“Are they doing it?” Jeanna asked. “With a belly like that? Dang!” 

Jeanna could help herself, she went to the bathroom where the two rooms were separated by only a door. Jeanna could hear it all. Kay and Cody were going after it, and it was getting spicy. Excitedly Jeanna ran back into the room where Josh was playing a game on this phone, she anxiously called him over to the bathroom.

“OMG, you gotta hear this!” Jeanna said.

Josh followed her up to the door separating the rooms. Josh could clearly hear Cody and Kay going at it with some hot sex. 

“Jezzzz! They are into it!” Josh said. 

“Is the door locked?” Jeanna asked.

“I haven’t checked.” Josh replied. 

Jeanna reached up and pulled at the door handle, it was unlocked! 

“Omg!” Jeanna whispered. “We gotta take a closer look.” She said. 

Josh didn’t stop her, as he was now curious…. And a bit turned on. The couple opened the door slowly revealing a dark bathroom. The door from on their side was shut, so Josh and Jeanna slowly and quietly moved into Kay and Codys bathroom. The bathroom door had a slotted opening on the bottom for air flow. However this made things inside the room quite visible to Josh and Jeanna. Kay and Cody had left the lights on in the room. Josh and Jeanna moved closer to the door. They could now see Kay and Cody. Kay was naked leaning on the edge of the nightstand, her pregnant belly on full display. Cody was going hard on Kay from the back doggy-style. In the dim lighted bathroom, Jeanna turned and shockingly looked at Josh. She had a wild and shocked look on her face. Josh just chuckled a bit as Jeanna turned around and kept watching. Josh was now at a level of turned on he had never been before. He was hard and trying hard not to show it. He wanted what he saw…. Badly. 

As Jeanna looked on at the show through the bathroom door. Josh turned his attention elsewhere. In the dimly lit room Josh could still see Jeanna very well. He looked at her beautiful body in front of him. Her bra holding her beautiful breasts that he so desperately wanted to touch. Her long flowing hair that he so desperately wanted to play with….. He looked a bit lower. Her perfect butt in those tight panties. Oh Josh wanted more….. Josh could take it no longer. Hearing Kay moan, and seeing his girls beautiful body in front of him…. He had to act. 

Josh reached out… slowly, his hand reaching between Jeannas legs. He reached up and touched her, he could feel her sex as he rubbed his hand on it. He also could feel how wet she was.

“Oooooo!” Jeanna yelped. Quickly covering her mouth. Luckily Kay and Cody were way to into it to hear. 

Jeanna turned and faced Josh with a wild sexy look…. 

“Oh yeah baby?” She whispered. 

“Maybe?” Josh said.

“Do me BadBoy.” Jeanna said with a wild flair. 

The couple slowly backed out of the bathroom and closed the door. They rushed over to the bed. Jeanna ripped off her bra frantically and removed her panties. Josh removed his pants and underwear revealing his super hard dick. 

“Now Josh…… Make me like Kay.” Jeanna said. 

Josh pushed Jeanna into the bed. She fell back and Josh crawled towards her in bed. They frantically began kissing and touching each other. Soon Josh was touching Jeanna in more places, making her wet and ready to receive him. 

“Josh I need you inside me now!” Jeanna said. 

Jeanna pulled back her legs for Josh. Josh entered and began fulfilling her wish. There was no condom to speak of. Josh thrusted for several minutes as Jeanna moaned in pure pleasure.  Finally after a few minutes Josh could last no longer.

“Im gonna!” Josh said. 

“Do it Josh, Put a Baby in me!” Jeanna Yelled out. 

At that moment Josh released in sheer ecstasy. 

“Ahhh ohhh my god!” Josh moaned.

Josh felt Himself releasing into Jeanna, Filling her. 

Jeanna could feel the warmth of his fluids filling her. She was in pure ecstasy. 

Josh withdrew and the couple snuggled together still breathless from the sex. 

“Now baby, That better take.” Jeanna said grinning.

“I hope it does too.” Josh said. 

[junebluues]

Character Intimacy Levels- August

please note: august does not dislike these people! neither do i! it's just their own emotional turmoil and mental issues that keep them from ranking the others in ANAKT higher than a 10 percent. this is also generally much shorter because august doesn't really pay attention to the other students. however, their siblings will have more "normal" intimacy percentages and longer comments because august is closer to them.

CLASSMATES

Akane ( @aakaneeee ) - 5%

generally kind. very smart, understanding. intimidates me. i think akane is nice.

Aoki ( @bluemoonscape ) - 6%

kind to me. i don't often get close to him. honestly? pretty admirable. aoki is okay in my eyes.

Daian ( @apple8ees ) - 3%

difficult to understand. oops.

Ish ( @chevalperd ) - 7%

too sweet... very overwhelming. i don't like it.

Kay ( @rockwgooglyeyes ) - 8%

i know what you are.

Mercury - 3%

weren't they close with nadohan before?... i can't remember. sometimes, i think of the planet instead of the person when people mention her...

MJ ( @subzeromoron ) - 4%

the browned haired twin? hm... he's silly.

Nadohan ( @alien-til-i-stage ) - 2%

weird. why are you so... scared? of me? that's not really the right word, but whatever. i think i know what you're thinking. maybe you're right.

Para ( @solei-eclipse ) - 5%

interesting to me, personally. cool. probably. i wouldn't really know.

Plip ( @awaggaa ) - 4%

off-putting but. whatever. what else is new, haha.

Star ( @starry-skiez ) - 6%

you... i feel... ... i can't put words to it. sorry.

Sun ( @paradisedisconcert ) - 4%

do you also burn like the sun? i don't have much to say.

Syd ( @tsukacchako ) - 5%

cool. don't mind. thumbs up from me.

Toon ( @nottoonedin ) - 6.9(?)%

wow. makes me laugh.

Vant ( @ivanttakethis ) - 4%

smart. nice. cool. fun. i think we're acquainted enough.

Zen ( @verdantlights ) - 2%

eh. odd haircut. is there really anything to comment on?

Airin ( @apriciticreveries ) - 97%

we're close. i don't understand why they care so much. i don't understand why airin chooses to stick around knowing who i am and how i feel. i'm... i'm not ready to let go, but all good things must come to an end, right? surely, when i'm gone, things will be easier without me behind your back.

SIBLINGS, GUARDIAN

January - 51%

jan is a smart girl. she is very self-sufficient and works well under pressure. i'm surprised i went to ANAKT instead of her. she isn't that much younger than i am... maybe she'll be sent after me?

February - 36%

he's so... compassionate. empathetic. to me, he's almost like a dog... it can be annoying, but sometimes he is very good at calming me down.

March - 62%

they are very dedicated to teaching me everything they know. march is very helpful when it comes to time management and helping me plan interviews. you could say that they are my manager, in a way.

April - 45%

assertive. he's much more confrontational than i am. ... can i admit something? sometimes, he gets isolated. on multiple occasions, i broke him out. i've never gotten in trouble for it. no, getting in trouble wasn't on my mind. i just wanted to save him.

May - 81%

my oldest sibling. she's like my mother, if i had one... her warmth is nice.

June Viktor - 72%

guardian gregor changed their name... well, kind of. it was supposed to be victor, like victor frankenstein, since he's a very intelligent person. i mean, vik did go viral because of it, you know. it's just... guardian gregor spelled it wrong. after that, they never changed another pet's name again... viktor makes stuff for me. i like them.

July - 29%

july is... hm. i think they're very hard to describe. she's very clumsy, to say the least. she can get back up again when she's fallen very quickly. i've had to help her a lot over the years, even if she is older. she's really got to get a grip.

September - 15%

you should've listened. look at you now...

October - 56%

whenever our siblings get into arguments, october almost always helps me solve them. i think they should be awarded for their extreme patience...

November - 37%

my youngest sibling. it's hard to form an opinion on november at their young age... but they're sweet to me. they like it when i perform.

December - 49%

jan's twin brother. always striving for something bigger than himself... i think he should know better than to dream in this world. he may never wake up from his fantasy.

Guardian Gregor - 1%

why me?

[darkfictionjude]

All the Nia haters are wild like dang, just say you hate boundaries and move on or whatever. Like my siblings in christ, our Crowny quite literally blacks out and loses control in fits of VIOLENCE!!! We can’t even stop ourselves if we try??? That is concerning???

Also…it is from Crowny’s perspective and we are not reliable narrators y’all 💀 We clearly are not stable, but it’s kinda obvious (for my Crowny) that we’ve got severe self-esteem issues which definitely colors how my Crowny interprets things. It’s so very clear that Nia cares (the extent varies), especially if you’re trying to romance her.

Not to mention we’re in high school, they’ve all seen at least two dead bodies (Crowny has seen more, admittedly), and that’s a little terrifying. Nia has ever right to be scared and upset and furious at us. I, for one, would love the opportunity to grovel in the next chapter & let my Crowny explain that Nia is still the center of their universe.

(This is such an amazing story! Nia is my favorite and I could right essays on her and Crowny’s dynamic!!! I am so normal about Nia Mir!!!!!)

Haha I love how this is said in first person plural it’s great

But yeah my thing is that there is hardly anyone in this story who is entirely evil or entirely good and dividing them up like that misses the point of the story. Like I would like to hear some theories as to why Nia who loved birdie so much (as friends or potential romance), would do this? Was it over night? Was she always planning on doing this? What was the definitive moment that set her off? Did she feel Orla’s death and Crowny’s subsequent institutionalization was a godsend to get rid of them?

[stillchuunya]

Rite Here Rite Now thoughts and reactions (spoilers below)

The performance:

-> Twenties live?? The dancers? loved them! I waited to hear Twenties Live like crazy! I do wish we could hear Swiss louder with the whispers...

-> I need that acoustic rendition of If You hHave Ghosts... the ghoulettes were amazing

-> I refuse to believe that Tutti Frutti nailed that one jump towards the end of the performance, what the heck?!

-> The searchlights in the Watcher in the Sky!

-> the use of lights to accentuate Satan's names! YES! It felt so right, it felt so cool, I loved that! Satanic imagery whenever his name was mentioned? YESSS They play fewer and fewer songs from the early albums so I wish they make some new songs that just go LU-CI-FEEER

-> The ghouls looked so good! But there was so little of Swiss :( I wanted to see him go crazy and move those hips. I caught a glimpse of him once or twice but I believe they never focused on him for long enough to let him shine. It's a pity because I love watching him!

-> I thought there would be a long scene of us getting ciriced but it was just a few moments? still cool, just a bit short

-> People are saying that the skeletons were actually people with body paint, and I fully believed that it was a body suit :0 I noticed their breasts looked good but??? how did I miss this (I do have an eyesight problem but I thought it wasn't that bad haha)

The rest:

-> the sass between Nihil and Seestor was so good? Loved seeing their interactions

-> They EMBRACED the 'Scooby Doom', the 'Scooby Doo Chase Music' allegations, the MOAC animation was surreal as heck. Tobias saw our jokes and said 'hold my communion wine and watch this'

-> We got an exclusive footage of a Papa Sock, do not confuse with the DeFroque Soq. We saw the Obscene Annointed Foot.

-> Papa literally dissociates backstage :')

-> The twins? Seestor having twins?? There were two kiddos frollicking on a field loool and I always thought that Copia felt like he had a sibling or a twin but I thought it was just a crack theory!

-> I want Ashley's job

-> The twins played by Toblerone's kids are dead apparently and I doubt it will ever be explained xD

-> There was only one fart joke and I anticipated like 3 at least

->I remember seeing this meme

and let me tell you it's 100% true he does not, it's just for comedic effect and I love it, people got high fives from him and I was so jealous

-> the balloon part was so confusing and funny and the way he was actually faceplanted on the floor the whole time broke me

-> I made a joke about how maybe they'll get rid of Seestor due to all the issues they had with her actresses but there she is, transparent and glowing. they can't explain further changes with plastic surgery anymore lol

-> Copia in a position of actual power? HUH

-> He has his Cardinal makeup back!! We went to the movie wearing this exact pattern and we were so happy to see it on screen <3 And his whole new outfit is lit, I am forever in love with his Cardinal Era clothes so this one was a Treat

-> Copia was babied so much in this movie and it was just what I needed for my soul, do not @ me

-> The pentagram below Nihil and Seestor gives me hope for a certain theory the fandom likes a lot?? why was it there

-> New song good!!!

-> also, Nihil's speech seems to be a homage to all the dead performers we know and love, especially the ones Tobias looks up to and gets inspiration from and I could feel his sadness in that speech, ok. I think he wishes to be able to entertain people after his own death just like them, he wants people to play Ghost in 50 years when he's most likely dead and feel their taints tickled. I am tearing up. Life is scary and sad but I have ghosts, right?

Overall it was a very sweet and gentle way to ease the fandom into the next stage and a new Papa, which we have been opposing vehemently for the past year or so. Tobias is a softie and knows his fandom better than I expected, tbh.

[jzbnee]

you know what..... i just realized that aquababy has blonde curls,, you know who else has blonde curls??? 😱 and you know what..... garth & joseph wilson is not a tag on ao3 😔 can you make garth and joey interact somehow pls 😻🙏 alternatively, more garth porn is always good uwu

omg hahaha you're SOOOO right

i saw the ampersand so i'll give u some concepts & then i'll probably pick one to elaborate on… but also have some kink ideas too <33

platonic hmmm i think that they could bond just by virtue of being on the titans? but for specifics, i imagine joey playing music & garth enjoying that music?

it's tricky bc they both have 'siblings' sort of that have died, but their trauma doesn't really connect there-- joey is the golden child (sometimes) while garth basically never is… could have something where garth resents joey for that but is trying to hide it and joey picks up on it and is being super nice to compensate and they are both sooo friendly to each other but there's this bizarre tension that all their friends notice & neither of them ever say why haha

could also do some stuff that's more modern where they're dealing with Modern Character issues… but i don't know that much about modern garth beyond him being pretty neglected by canon atm

sexual daddy kink/weird feelings about aquaman-- obviously joey doesn't really look like aquaman, but, as you said, he does have blond curly hair soooo… i could see garth calling joey daddy and doing some roleplay like that??

possession stuff -- joey HAS canonically possessed garth for like 2 seconds lol. HOWEVER, i think that, after the whole uhhh garth joining the church of blood via possession plotline in the comics recently, he has some trauma he could happily process in that way

alternatively, non possession bc i am wondering if joey would still be able to possess garth with all the magical powers he has? so it could also be a thing, rape roleplay or otherwise, where joey is getting off on the fact that he can't possess garth?? very sexy imo

anddd then there could also be this weirdboy friendly energy between them that builds and builds out of control and then they have the freakiest sex imaginable (thinking of garth's line about not being judged as pure of heart due to lewd thoughs & joey's cavalcade of naked ladies he paints idk… now i'm distracted by the thought of garth crossdressing for him uvu)

doomed romantic

catching garth on that tula rebound when he was with the titans right after her death & joey was also there hahaha

wrote a snippet that is included below :) with thanks to some folks on mwse for help brainstorming!

Joey locked eyes with Garth, noting the deep, fascinating purple of his irises. They were gorgeous, though Joey admitted that he was more into the developed swimmer's muscles that Garth had.

'Now?' he signed, mouthing the word in case Garth hadn't learned it.

"Now," Garth confirmed.

With a blink, Joey focused on transitioning from his body into Garth's, shivering as he felt Garth's magic pressing against him. As with most powerful magic users, there was the feeling of resistance, even with Garth's conscious lowering of his defenses. Joey pictured it like gently sliding between them, which made it easier.

He settled in Garth's mind, adjusting his mental presence comfortably. Garth fell back, and Joey flexed his fingers, wondering at the strength in them. If he flexed Garth's arm next, staring down at his biceps, well… only Garth would know.

Garth chuckled, brassy and pleasant, even from this side.

Then, Garth shifted his magic, and Joey felt it as he held on tightly. His consciousness was shackled-- not the way it had been when Raven and Vic had trapped him before, but kept close, with just enough give that he could struggle. At that thought, he tried, testing his bonds.

"Oh," Garth said, delight trilling through his mind. He flopped back on the couch they'd chosen to conduct this experiment on, eyes on the ceiling even as his mind was on Joey.

Joey moved Garth's arm, tugging at his shirt-- starting to, at least. Garth cut him off, seizing control again and pressing Joey down with something that felt like being hit by a surging wave. Joey gasped when Garth let up, but the sound didn't make it out of his throat.

"What do you think?" Garth asked aloud, hand curled on his chest.

Testingly, Joey opened Garth's mouth. Licked his lips slowly, tasting salt.

"I like it."

[hmshermitcraft]

xisuma x grian x doc + grian, jim, lizzie siblings + joel BIL :3 i am a bit sick so idk if this writing is any good BUT i really like this idea

Grian having his brother-in-law (and one of his best friends) join the Hermitcraft server was a great idea! He was so excited for Joel to meet his friends and partners.

The big issue though… was that Joel, Lizzie and Jimmy did not know he was actually dating anyone. And Grian knew if Joel found out that Jimmy and Liz would find out soon after and he would have to face their wrath.

And so when Joel is in a meeting for the first time, Grian requests that he, Lizzie and Jimmy could come for a sibling meeting afterwards.

Lizzie and Jimmy are waiting outside the meeting room when everyone starts filing out. Tango is incredibly excited to see Jimmy by surprise, but understands that siblings come first (although he does make Jimmy promise to grab a quick coffee with him before he leaves the world.)

When Lizzie and Jimmy enter, they see Joel and Grian and arguably the two most intimidating members of the server (Doc and Xisuma) at either side of Grian.

“Haha… sooo, is this where we get our invite to the server too?” Jimmy joked, painfully awkward as he and Lizzie sat beside Joel (at the other end of the long table.) He got huffed out laughs from Joel and Grian and a slight pinch from Lizzie.

“So, um, since you three are rarely on Hermitcraft, you don’t know everything that happens on the server. And you don’t know all of our relationships and such. But with Joel joining us, I have something important to tell you all… Xisuma, Doc and I are in a polyamorous relationship and have been for a while now,” The blonde’s voice broke, “I’m sorry guys. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, I just��� I didn’t know how you’d react, we got together before any of us even came out!”

All five were quite shocked by his out burst. Clearly, this had been weighing on him so much for years now. His sister immediately rushed to hug him from behind as X and Doc took his hands. Grian let himself cry in the comforting touch of his partners, sister and a few moments later his brothers too.

They had a lot they needed to discuss and understand, but for now it was a massive weight off Grian’s shoulders and they were all happy for that.

-🌻

It's just never felt like the right time. Which makes sense because the 'right time' never really exists. Not for something like this, anyway. There's always something - however small - that makes it imperfect. Especially when you're Grian and putting things off is something you are very talented at doing.

He couldn't do that anymore, though. He'd rather tell his family outright than all of them finding out second-hand.

Doc and X knew, of course, but they didn't realise how torn up Grian was feeling about it. It ended up with a lot of emotions in a lot of different ways but they can all agree on one thing. That they all want Grian to be happy.

Jimmy, Lizzie and Joel can also agree that they have several years worth of siblinghood to catch up on too.

[lilywave]

so if i were theoretically writing a fullmetal alchemist umbrella academy au. theoretically. definitely haven’t written 1.7k words of pure worldbuilding for it already. which characters would fit which roles.

(i still need someone for five (probably selim) and dave (probably greed) and some way to squeeze in the rest of team mustang (especially fuery my beloved))

(decided roles + reasoning are below the cut)

roy as luther - ok hear me out. the sense of loyalty, the pressure to be the best, the feeling that they have to be the one to lead the charge bc what will they do with themselves if they’re not, do you feel me here?? roy is just more competent. (yes i am a luther apologist. why do you ask)

ed as diego - i wanna make him and roy fight. i think it’ll be fun. and also i think the anger problems and daddy issues line up nicely and i 100% think that ed would end up as a knockoff vigilante batman in a modern au. amputated limbs be damned, my boy can throw a punch /ref (AND it means he’ll get a nice little chaotic romance arc with winry as lila and i won’t break them up bc tua season 4 didn’t exist to me!)

riza as allison - “haha oh it’s so royai can parallel luther and allison” NO. that’s INCEST and that’s GROSS. as much as i love royai, they would be siblings in this universe so there’s no way it would ever happen. no, this is because of the parallel i noticed - both of them had the chance to get out, to save themselves, and both of them ultimately threw themselves back into the fray at their own expense when it came down to protecting the people they considered family. allison was just more reluctant to do it at first. and i found that so interesting. idk there’s thoughts there that i cant express in words

ling as klaus - ok this one i’m not very sure about so if anyone has a better option i’ll take it, but there’s a vision there for sure, especially when we consider lan fan as ben. i think it would be hilarious, and also it would be a cool chance to explore ling’s character which is always something i love to do! also it would mean ed and ling solidarity which i love and it could mean that greed would be dave 👀

lan fan as ben - they could have left. realistically, they probably should have by now. they’re much too rational to still be around these people. but despite that, they’re still around to protect the person she loves (who seems hell-bent on putting themselves in grave danger whenever they turns their back). now am i talking about ben or lan fan.

al as viktor - i’m sorry i don’t wanna put al through all that either but i wanna see him snap. like absolutely lose it. go absolutely apeshit. he deserves to. i promise the others will be at least a little nicer to him than the siblings were to viktor in canon.

i dont have extended explanations for these next ones but you can see the vision right??

winry as lila

havoc as hazel

lust as cha cha

fuery as agnes

bradley/wrath as the handler

father as the head of the commission

[otokowrecker]

Freed from this unholy sophistry

It's done. My Death Mark longfic, Victims to an Unholy Sophistry, is finally finished!! This is a kinda vent post cuz I needa spew but also a appreciation post! Haha!

Ough. Two years. VUS took me two years to finish and that extended time really made me sour towards it. Plus, I have the instant reflex to hate anything I make, haha!

But unfortunately for VUS, it was being written during the worst part of my life so far - a lot has happened in my life during this time - moving into my own place, forcing myself to be more social, family issues and mainly the BIGGGG continual mental spiral - those things being some of reasons it took so long to finish! But because it is tied to this time in my life I can't bring myself to love it. Right now I’m panicking that I didn't do the ending the Justice the Lonely who started writing it wanted. So I'm sorry, past Lonely. I still feel that Rainwater Coffee is my favourite work, even though VUS had themes which I love.

My inspiration for VUS was the manga Sleeping Dead, which I love! The ending was so powerful and beautiful, portrayed so well, I felt empty once it was finished!

But as I said in my author's notes, I am super, super grateful to all the fishes that gave VUS a chance and stuck around!! It means the whole ocean to me!! Despite that being their job, words can't express the gratitude I feel to anyone who checks out my works!! ❤️ I do have a shorter sequel planned for VUS, only because I wanna use a certain guy as an antagonist! (I'm easy to read, you know who it is!) but I want to get other works out of the way, first!!

So again, thank you so, so much if you read VUS and liked it! Knowing that it gave a handful of people some enjoyment is enough for me! ❤️

As a fun bonus, here's the only physical reference for Lady and Mister I have from a while back. I hate having to design clothing, the whole fic everyone just had basic long robe/cloak get-ups when I was thinking about scenes, even though in my head I pictured certain characters having more detailed clothing!

They were a fun duo, weird siblings Vs normal siblings, haha! They're just big fans of the Kujou family, lol!

[bouncycloud]

Marvelous incredible chapter thank you so much!!!

I just had a reflexion about Barty. He seems to still lack maturity (which is more than understandable considering his age). But it is one of his vices. I don’t think he realizes how much Maddy loves him and trusts him. She is his safe place BUT he is also her safe space. How many time he confided in him, crying in his bed, on his shoulder, loving him so much. I think that he knows that she would do anything for this but he doesn’t understand the implications of it.

He is still hotheaded, having immediately trust issues if she doesn’t tell him something when she already confided about her projects.

I know that he will grow and understand the implications behind Madeline and the dark lord’s actions and the reason behind fighting, I am just concerned about a possible rift between the siblings (which would be heartbreaking)…

You got that right! Barty is immature, no matter how precocious he seemed. And he's very insecure about many things. Remember when he got all worked up when he saw madeline exchanging letters with barty senior?

Well, his issues could stem from the fact that he literally didn't meet anyone except for his family and evan before he went to hogwarts... so he has a tiny bit attachment issue haha. In canon, without madeline there, he was a mama boy who had beef with his neglectful father (i think i remember Sirius said in the fourth book that barty junior was his azkaban cell neighbor and the young boy kept calling for his mother? At least until the night came, because everyone went quiet in the night.)

He will still have his immature episode during madeline's fourth year, though he will get a reality slap real soon :"

Love your observation! Did you see how it made me went off and give you spoilers haha

[papersparrows]

just some musings:

feeling really sad & questioning myself

i think i just reached the age where i start growing apart with ppl that i thought i'll keep in my life for a long time.

ang alam ko lang talaga, i'm out here minding my own business and trying to survive. trying to do the best i can do. i never even speak ill of anybody kahit pa they are people na kinainisan ko or even people who wronged me. then ppl start revealing who they are habang unaware ako. speaking about me and on my behalf, all behind my back habang ako clueless sa nangyayari. worst, closest friends and family ko pa.

ganon ba talaga? canon event ba to? haha. di ko alam. ang hirap niyang iprocess sobra. siguro kasi before mas bawas pa talaga friends ko and mga ganap ko sa buhay. pero siguro andito ako sa stage na maraming nangyayari, marami akong pinagkakaabalahan. nagugulat na lang talaga ako sa mga nalalaman ko and di ko na alam kung pano ako magrereact. do i do anything about it? who has the time and energy for that? or is that just the course of life and tanggapin ko na lang?

im questioning myself a lot kasi within the past few months, 3rd time na to. una, sa family ako nag detach. i disowned my own siblings na. umabot na kasi sa point na binugbog ako at binabastos na ng sarili kong kapatid habang yung isa naman dinefend siya. after everything i have given them and sacrificed for them. pangalawa, yung isa kong best friend na nangibang kumpanya na only to start shit doon and pry on other people's business tapos sakin isasabit yung issue pag nahuli siya when wala naman akong kinalaman doon haha. i got my vindication from that. proven my innocence and showed all the receipts from my end. but syempre, idc too much about being right. i still feel betrayed. i can act like i don't care about sobrang basura na mga tao like her (and i shouldn't! grabe all the patience and help i have given her since last year) but in reality it really cut me deep. and lastly, galing naman sa childhood best friends ko. since birth na bffs ko. who have betrayed me so many times before and yet i forgave them and always showed up for them and treated them like they're my blood.

ang hirap di mag kwestyon ng sarili kasi syempre di lang isang beses nangyari to recently sa buhay ko. can't help but evaluate myself and my actions and my decisions and lahat lahat and find kung ano yung pagkakamali at pagkukulang ko. lalo na to get this kind of treatment. from the very people i trusted with my life. or am i just naive at ganito lang talaga takbo ng buhay?

im 26 now and im a working professional and i have better things to do w my time and i always treat people best as i could. actually, i treat people better than they usually deserve. and i know the sane and mature thing is to dedma the bullshit that's going on. and im trying. and im doing that and i'll keep doing that. but im also a person and i have feelings and it hurts a lot. especially when ppl speak about me or decide on my character as a person without even giving me the space to speak for myself. syempre if yun yung gusto nilang gawin, so be it.

iba yung sakit when the very same ppl you've loved, defended, helped, showed endless grace for, sacrificed things for, are the same exact people who would easily throw u under the bus.

ewan. ang hirap inavigate ng adult life. people will really walk all over u if they think they're allowed to.

[lovelymessybubbly]

Tama-Chan! If you had to rate the Hashira from least threatening, who would be your most frightening ler?

In my personal opinion, in solo, it would have to be Gyomei, but a certain trio would be the scariest for lers, Mitsuri, Tengen, and Rengoku!

I could see Mitsuri having this teasy love for how ticklish the Lee is, Rengoku giving motivational quotes to persevere through it and Tengen stating how flashy the laughter of their prey is.

Though least threatening Hashira? Possibly Giyuu, poor boy is probably the most ticklish to even attack.

ahh thank you for this ask !! i love discussing my demon slayer cuties ヾ(☆'∀'☆)

i love your thoughts ahhh esp of rengoku °₊·ˈ∗♡( ˃̶᷇ ‧̫ ˂̶᷆ )♡∗ˈ‧₊° personally i have always found tengen to be the most frightening ler, BUT with the recent gyomei backstory stuff and considering his physical strength, agility and general power, i am starting to lean more towards him haha |๑˃ ॢ‧̫˂ॢ๑ ).*˚‧♡ growing up as the elected older sibling of so many orphans, it is definitely expected that he would be seasoned in tickled fights and know a technique or too lol. and of course with his quick thinking and honed strength… it would be an execution for sure (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ i would not dare imagine the consequences of challenging him upfront. although i can definitely imagine inosuke making that mistake, and winding up a tickle-destroyed puddle on the ground aha <3

tengen-kun also has always seemed a frightening ler to me, mostly due to his teasing personality and love for taking others down in a showy way lol. also just so many scenes that directly gave me ler vibes lol (like the hashira training arc ofc). and he is with three beautiful girls all the time, i mean… come on (눈_눈)

mitsuri is big brain as a ler too even if i constantly lee her lol ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)˚๐*˟ ♡ since she is so aggressively affectionate lol. she def tickles everyone she becomes friends w at least once; it is one of her fav ways of showing affection <3 but she is always really gentle and lovey with it so i just cannot classify her as scary haha.

and rengoku would surely be a formidable ler, i mean big strong man with playful tendencies is always a dangerous combo lol (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄) i love your thought of him being encouraging while rocking someone’s shit lol. i also feel like he would be the type to accidentally go overboard too haha but he means no harm; honestly even cuter idea, if he is with someone he is close with, he will even have them guide his hands to help him tickle gentler (๑ˊ͈ ॢꇴ ˋ͈)〜♡॰ॱ cute cute

honestly sanemi can be a scary ler too, it is just rare for him to tickle someone. buuut with genya ?? absolutely lol and ofc this only really applied well with like a happy ending au but imagining sanemi waking up his stubborn sleepy brother with merciless tickles is way cute haha, like you can just picture sanemi-kun’s super mean and scary face while laying into genya’s sides with the most playful of tickling (๑॔˃̶ॢ◟◞ ˂̶ॢ๑॓)♡

and shinobu i mean. she has got to be a top ler for me haha (｡・//ε//・｡) and anyone who knows her character even a little bit will know what i mean haha. a soft-spoken dainty girl with secret anger issues, giving her kind of a yandere personality, which imo is a perfect ler recipe haha. it is also canon that a lot of characters that are at least a little afraid of her (even tougher characters lol) and she never holds back when it comes to vengeance. i have drawn her ler-ing a few different times so my stance on her may be obvious lol

and yes, of course muichiro, obanai and giyuu are about as intimidating as a mouse haha; muichiro is so refrained and aloof he surely does not have much experience aha, i think even if he were to attempt (like at tanjiro) it would be very timid and awkward like “am i doing this right..?” hehe ꉂ (′̤ॢ∀ ू‵̤๑))ˉ̞̭♡ and then obanai would never dare haha i could not even imagine. maaaaybe with mitsuri but it would definitely be a gentle scribble or quick goose at most. i could only attest that to his harsh upbringing, which makes him wary of intimacy (๑•́₋•̩̥̀๑) but i should not dampen the mood with angst aha.

and then giyuu you are 100% about hehe my sweet introvert boy (º̩̩́⌣º̩̩̀ʃƪ) he would get flustered as hell trying to tickle anyone hahaha. way too much playfulness for him he just is not used to it hehe  ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ ) and even if he could, any attempt at anyone with a modicum of retaliation tendencies would be instant death for him haha, the poor ticklish thing. he is definitely easy to overwhelm too, whether it be teasing or tickling <3 hang in there, giyuu-kun !!!

anyways, those are my detailed thoughts, but if i had to make a general list of most to least scary hashira lers, it would probably go:

1) gyomei

2) tengen

3) shinobu

4) rengoku

5) sanemi

6) mitsuri

7) obanai

8) muichiro

9) giyuu

sorry for the looong post haha i always get this way when it comes to my demon slaying lovelies ♡✧。 (⋈◍＞◡＜◍)。✧♡

[kelbunny]

Roland and Cordelia for the character ask

:0 the siblings of all time

Roland

How I feel about this character

Completely 100% normal about my beloved princeling haha. He is, at least in my opinion, one of the best written characters in tristrat, and I really like the twist he puts on the rightful heir trope. He clicked with me back with the debut demo (the early one that covered chapters 6 and 7), and I've loved him since. Also he's cute.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Only one that I do, and even that depends how I'm feeling, is Hughette. But to be fair I am the least free thinker when it comes to ships and basically only ship something if the game forces it in my direction, and tristrat seems to suggest that Hughette has something for Roland at the very least. And even then idk if I prefer him paired or not lol.

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Aside from his siblings including Frani probably Maxwell. The father-son mentor-student dynamic of all time. Even after Maxwell is "killed", Roland still tries to follow his mentor, and I am just very normal about it. Add on Maxwell's second character story and just them. The fambly.

My unpopular opinion about this character

Maybe not unpopular on the Tumblr side, but one that's unpopular on the Reddit side that I haven't really spoken about before is I don't think Roland would make a bad king. Maybe I just trust Maxwell too much about what he says in his second character story, but I think saying Roland would make a horrible king just feels off. Like yes he's impulsive, but he's also a much more just person than some people make him out to be, and he's deeply loyal to his own subjects.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

Please let Roland talk to his dad (Maxwell). That would fix him and Roland deserves to know he's okay.

Cordelia

How I feel about this character

2nd favorite female character of all time, only beaten out by Avlora. I love her character arc so much. How she goes from meek little princess to someone willing to fight for her kingdom and avenge her family even if it puts herself at risk. And honestly, even though I like Avlora more, I think Cordelia is the better example of a stong female character, and an example of how a strong female character doesn't need to be kicking butt to be a strong female character.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

No one. I just can't see her with any character in game, nor can I see her being paired in general tbh.

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Avlora!!! Every scene between them is just aughhh I wish I had more. Like the garden scene is great but also the scene where Cordelia is asking Avlora what it means to be free and how Aesfrost views freedom. I just them! It's them! and I seriously need to draw more interactions between them.

My unpopular opinion about this character

Only one I can think off is I don't care for Cordelia x Avlora. Like at absolute minimum there's an 11 year age gap (Cordelia at her absolute oldest would be 19, and Avlora at her absolute youngest 30), and although thats not an issue if it were between older characters, it being between someone in their late teens with someone in their 30s feels iffy to me, especially since my hc put Cordelia at ~17 and Avlora at ~35 means that Avlora is at least twice Cordelia's age.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

Just more post 15 scenes with her in general. Give my girl more screen time she deserves it.

[bulbabutt]

I love you’re little 2003 comic series and Mikey being to queer! Would you ever draw Mikey and Leo (since you did one with Mikey and don and Mikey and raph?)

Or would you do all 4 of the turtles and them taking about Star Trek while being queer?

Also author, I would like to hear you infodumps/rant about Star Trek :)

thank you! and yeah i have more plans for it dont worry haha

in terms of me info dumping or ranting, well im gonna leave my turtles to do any proper star trek takes lmao (donnie shall be my mouth piece, as i am the voyager stan)

but what i can say is star trek to me is not like a thing i ever actively watched as a kid, but something both my parents had an interest in. so i recognized ferengi and klingons before i knew what they were based on my dads graphic tees, i knew what the ships looked like cuz we had model ships. i have memories of watching star trek characters without having any idea what was going on, specifically janeway lol

and ive not finished any show, though i feel like ive seen all events in most shows? because the way star trek was intended to be watched was episodically on television, and thats how i consumed most of it.

and the other thing ill say is me and the editor (my sibling) came up with the idea based on like a silly thing i said which was simply "hey if the turtles love star trek canonically and 03 is the right age for the next gen - ds9 age, i bet they each have a different favorite, what would they be?"

we didnt have to think two seconds about mikey, mikey would love TOS its a classic it fits the vibes of mikeys classic comic book collection.

leo would love next gen because he would see picard as the best captain and want to emulate that. also think its interesting based on the fact 12 leo trys to emulate the picard parody (who is...a bad leader to emulate lmao, if 12 leo had proper star trek so many leadership issues would have been solved /j)

the real discussion came in the form of between raph and donnie whos voy and whos ds9. as im the raph and theyre the donnie, i wanted to offer up the donnie ds9 cuz thats their favorite show and voy is mine, but they said that raph would like ds9. specifically the politics and more intense war plot lines would speak to him. and that (maybe spoiler for something id wanna draw but oh well) during leos depression arc leo would like to sit and watch that with him because it would speak to him too at that time.

and as for donnie we didnt have the best reasoning for him loving voyager most, what else could we say but donnie has rizz (03 donnie is the only one who has a maybe romance in a one off episode, and i just.... yeah) but then i kind of thought about it more, and something about everyones favorite donnie episode same as it never was (and other donnie central plots) something about the crew of voyager trying like hell to get home even if they might be dead before they make it? i think it speaks to him.

but yeah! i have a lot of thoughts about it, kind of cuz of the age 03 is set in and the way that specific family unit is, that star trek speaks to them for a multitude of reasons! so im kind of making this little series thing about representation without knowing thats what youre looking for ? if that makes sense.