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alittleemo · 9 months ago

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mmm not sure if I should cook dinner or have chips and read. leaning towards chips

#also depends if i want to make dinner (Mediterranean turkey meatballs) or microwave smth (Trader Joe’s chicken curry)#bc I’m not sure i have much of the ol’ Effort left in me after going on a three mile crazy girl walk w the dog #had a great time but like. Now im tired.#maybe i have some chips and then make the curry . That sounds good #lee’s bullshit #also the walk was great it’s been cloudy and cool so I didn’t sweat at all. It even was a lil misty which is great

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pennedinblood · 5 months ago

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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Jobless™️. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi

#pennforyourthoughts #personal #someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity #warning: novel-length tags lmfao #THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc #at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it #full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me #1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired #surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months #2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then #MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D #3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident #that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this #she literally went “omg im so sorry...anyways i have bad news”#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned #love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable #also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD #the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like 🤝 fired buddies 🤝 time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni

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ganondoodle · 2 years ago

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as cool as their design is im really starting to dislike the sonau in general, aside from their stuff suddendly being everywhere and everything being about them and how cool(tm) they are now with the mystery stone turning people into dragons and the similarities between the sonau and the three dragons (naydra, eldra, farodra) its actually not an impossibility that they used to be sonaus as alot of people have been theorizing about ..but ...... idk that would very much ruin their otherwordly yet ethereal mystery to me

i probably sound like some hater whos trying to find something more to dislike about totk all the time but i promise im not!!

the three dragons being some unexplained mystery, beings that are there yet few can see them, timeless, nigh untouchable, they dont act on anything, they dont talk, something about them has always made me look at them in awe; if it turned out they were just yet another cool(tm) sonau guy that ate a stone ... :/

not a fan of that one lads, but dont worry, i will keep my thoughts to myself from now on, i dont want to ruin other peoples fun nor seem like i just hate everything ... the three dragons are just really important to me so i had to say something

#ganondoodles talks #tloz #totk #totk spoilers #totk spoiler #besides i have leanred that i tend to have the unpopular opinions and frankly im tired of the hate directed at me #if you disagree thats fine but please dont spam me with why you think its cool actually #bc it just feels like yet another argument starting as to why im wrong and need to be talked down to and also suck actually #sorry its been all over my timeline on twitter so i just had to throw my dumbass opinion out there again #and it was a few times more than id like in a row where my random thought posts where torn apart by arguing people needing to prove im wron #the dragons where something i just absolutely loved in botw #they hold a special place in my heart and i dont like the thought of them too being just yet another sonau thing #i feel more secure posting my thoughts here than on twitter #but still i dont want to sound overly negative so i will hold back from now on #unless im exhausted and overly tired and not feeling that great physically like right now i guess lol #ill just have to grit my teeth and try to ignore everything i dont like but everyone else loves like always #anyway i need some sleep #ill be fine after that i think #and then try to resume work on destiny and a commission i havent had the energy to get to

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stinkrascal · 3 months ago

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i played this game for? so many hours. its actually embarrassing how many hours i played today. its 3am. ok. goodnight

#12 hours........... ok.#as you can tell i was having fun #i took a break to watch the thing with my bf :) it was so scary we had so much fun!! we went in totally blind #neither of us had ever seen it before and we were way off base for what our guesses were lmao #all i knew was that? theres a dog. i thought maybe he'd have rabies... lmao... and he was like i think it's about a murder mystery??#very off base guesses but 10/10 movie would recommend its so fun. idk why this turned into a movie review #ANYWAYS datv is so much fun i had such a great time playing it today :D time for bed zzzzz #i was trying 2 play until i recruited emmrich and taash but im too tired zzzz my bed calls to me #ok now goodnight for real this time

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steampoweredskeleton · 2 months ago

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#delete later #wildly embarrassing meeting today where managers brought up concerns about my work and i had to explain that i cant get my #shit together bc my ocd is being a bitch and i can't think properly. and nearly cried multiple times so thats. embarrassing. and now #i am actually crying bc i cant do shit right atm anf its so frustrating ao so frustrating #fuck im tired of it all. they were so nice aboit it evej though i know ive pissed them off and made them frustrated.#i feel shitty bc it feels like ibe just given an excuse as to why they cant be angry at me when they absolutely should be #but im also terrified of them being angry at me so maybe i dud just use it as an excuse and am terrible and shitty #all while knowing FULL WELL that im feeling like this BC im in an ocd episode and moral scrupulosity is a part of my ocd #its this intense BC my ocd is not great atm. its so frustrating abd exhausting and makes me want to scream. and i know that ive #slipped backwards in terms of my skills. i fycking hate it. i hate it.#i just feel useless atm. and it's miserable. and im making things harder for other ppl and that makes me worse than useless #but at the same time i know why i feel like this and why i cant operate how i usually do but that just makes me more angry

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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I don't think I'll ever reach the peak gender again of wearing a 3 piece suit to prom

#CATIE MOMENT OF ALL TIME ACTUALLY #god i want my own suit so badly #it had suspenders and everything....god....#catie post covid gender is great actually. suit for prom. mens type grad pics #it was all very scary to be like uhhhh yes suit please! and have the workers be like oh okay! np :)#most slayful actually was me picking a tie to match my bestie's dress and we're both like hmmmm idk if its exact #and then the pics its literally exactly the same shade 😎#and gah the other prom w all my male friends and all of our suits is just very :)#i look at those pics prob every month and im like wow :) they're my fav pics ever i think #and then the gender of my friend being tired of wearing her heels so she made us swap shoes 😭#there's no reason now to wear a suit so :/ next grad i guess!#catie.rambling.txt

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orcelito · 4 months ago

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Oh yeah, I forgot to mention it here hfkshfks

So when I was tuning the violins today. Well it was the first time I'd done anything with them in a while. And tbh I should've loosened the strings before leaving them for so long, but I hadn't thought of it.

So I tuned up my main violin. It's always been easy to tune & keeps in tune near perfectly when it's played regularly. So it went by quickly, except... when I'm tuning, I like to check the harmonic notes when cross-checking strings, and for whatever reason, the G string's harmonic was like half a note flat. The string itself was in tune tho, which was weird. So I went to adjust the bridge a little bit, just in case that might help, and then the G string fucking SNAPPED!!!

RIP lmao

Good for me tho I've always kept spares in my case. I had 2 of each string, so I just went and put in the new one. First time stringing a violin in years and years, but it went perfectly fine!!

Back and better than ever!

Then I went to tune my electric violin, and it took me literally 10 minutes bc the pegs DID NOT want to turn. I had to literally grab a blanket to pad my fingers as I put my whole self into that shit. It hurt !!!!! But I got it eventually lol. My main violin is definitely the best one for playing out of the bunch.

#speculation nation #i played my electric violin more than i ever have today.#didnt actually play my main violin like i first intended. bc it was getting late and i felt. bad.#so i played the electric violin. it worked! but i find myself missing my darling #i should try to practice at least a few more times before next semester. to make sure im prepared for returning to orchestra #(which isnt THAT an exciting prospect. take THAT my reoccurring dreams born from orchestra longing)#i actually picked it back up surprisingly well. outside of the um. stiff wrist and finger pains.#my wrist will loosen back up in time. thats the main reason i want to practice some more b4 next semester.#that plus my finger endurance. i still have pretty great dexterity. like it just felt really natural.#but my fingers got tired quicker than they used to and the SKIN. my CALLOUSES. are NOT THERE.#gonna wait until my fingers r recovered before i try taking my violin out again tho #also my wrist is a lil sore. i was demanding a lot from it today too.#not as flexible as it is when im actively playing but i actually managed to overcome it fine.#did my shifting and whatever. vibrato. whatever. really the worst part of the wrist stiffness is the finger positioning.#instead of being straight down on the strings my fingers had a bit of a turn to them #so the sides of the tips are sore now. owie. but oh well i made it work.#certainly wasnt my best playing but i did the best i could considering the circumstances.#in retrospect picking violin back up after Years and practicing and (re)learning a whole song to audition that SAME DAY is kind of insane.#whyd i do this to myself. oh yeah cause im stupid. oh well at least im following my heart.#i hope i hear back from the orchestra professor before too long. now that ive done the rehearsal im like. oughhh. yknow?#we will hope that friday night was good enough to count as 'by the end of the week'. we will hope.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#love that my body decided to incapacitate me the weekend before i have to read 5 different papers for classes #and it would b one thing to just read them but no for 3 of them i have to give detailed interpretation and 1 i have to present on #ive already failed to read one bc i forgot we had to do 2 papers for monday. oops. not that i could have done it anyway. i barely got 1 done #and im on track to fucking up the one due Tomorrow as well #im just fucking tired of reading fucking chemistry driven papers that i dont understand no matter how many times i read them #and everyones like oh itll get easier but no it fucking wont bc i cant fucking read right #its so fucking frustrating. why do i even bother? im so tried #i don't even have the paper im supposed to present on so ill have to do it all tomorrow. cool. great. not that i could do it today anyway #im just. this is gonna b a difficult week #and i misused my whole day by doing extractions bc i scheduled my training a week ago when i thought i would b fine over the weekend #nope. its fucking bullshit. this is y im like. y do i even want to b in academia?#how could i b a prof if i cant read well? its fine to b dyslexic as a math person but im like i have to read so much and so little gets thru #but then what the fuck else am i supposed to do? idk. im just gonna write down something for all these questions and go tf to sleep #ill get up at some horrible time in the morning to finish this. damn the consequences. ill see my therapist tomorrow anyway #and meet with my advisor like 🤪 yo guess what i made zero progress this week #sorry u got stuck with me while im going thru a year of fucking health problems #but whatever cant get rid of me now im already here. here and tired and i wanna go to bed #unrelated

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mewhenifreakit · 5 months ago

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curled up by the fire, tail waggin

#long day puppies in my phone long day #so so tired i dont have class tmr cos lecture not there so i get to sleep in yay but i wake up early anyways woah just dont Have to be up #going to try meet a friend because i feel like i havent seen anyon outside of college in months even tho its been 2 weeks #this old friend if mine kinda lowkey ditched me when he got a bucnh of new friends like 2 yesrs ago and hes been reaching out a lot to try #hangout and like hm im hurt abiut how he dropped me and he like genrally wasnt a great friend anyways:/ but i feel bad being kike i cant #hang but i also amnt even lyin genuinely cant hang i havent seen my best friend in so long i only see college and my home and therapist once #but also like ugh i dont like this guy i need him to not be beggin me to hang he could be reslly mean like too often but he was nice ..ugh #i wish there was a chill bot harsh way to cut domeone out like i dont hate u i just dont love u soz #and i love my friends so so deeply like i only have time for my besties who i would est whole if i could pike the way people talk about #their blorbo from my shows is how i feel talking about my friends like i want to squish them and poke em n kiss em their my little loves #so if i dont even like someone idk like i dont have time for people j dont love or who dont give a shit about me #hashtag being autistic and my 3 close friends are all also auttistic genuinly the 3 of them got diagnosed in the past 4 yesrs..dominos #i miss my friends wailing college too busy i miss my babies #n i feel really bad for not wanting to hang with this guy who litersllybdidnt care if i lived or died like a year ago #but now is all about me strangely #anyways hm will possible rant more ive had such a long day and nowmim currles on pillows in a bjg hoodie and its so good

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moneygoblin04 · 8 months ago

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This week kinda fucking sucks

#idk #maybe it won't feel as bad once im out of it #maybe im just stuck in my head #my great grandma passed away at the beginning of the week #her funeral is over the next two days #ive overall been upset over various things all week #im sore #im tired #my head is fucking killing me #im pissed #im sad #im alone #one of my favorite coworkers had his last day today #good for him i guess #my cousins birthday was this week #by the time i could get there it was so late it was like i missed it #ended up driving home at 2 am #i haven't really given myself a proper break this week either #only just realizing it #any free time has been immediately filled either by myself or someone else #my game night with my friends is most likely not happening this week #and to top it off #three for three on plans with my favorite person being destroyed by fun surprises #having a great time #can't wait for next week #here's hoping it's not worse #im done ranting for now #sorry to those who have to see me like this

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nat-20s · 1 year ago

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I really lost an entire fucking WEEK to being sick huh like hrrrGGGG i had STUFF to DO. also i felt slightly better today so i tried to like gung ho do stuff and honestly im exhausted from doing like two things :(((( AND i have to be at stupid fucking work at 8 am tomorrow DDDDDD:

#yes i am WHINING but i literally had THINGS to DO #i have like three major sewing project to try and get done in uh. seven days. and im still sick. and im working everyday this week #also my paycheck is a good almost $300 less than it should've been bc i was SICK for a WEEK #im genuinely like. angry.#also had to fucking bribe one of my coworkers to fucking go in to work to cover my shift #bc he was like. oh yeah i know i literally promised you less than 12 hours ago to go in but now i like. don't wanna. im tired #FUCK OFF???#im so annoyed im like that's not how any of this works. and this was like. less than an hour before the shift started he was like #well i don't like. want to #and im like cool. great. super cool.#*mentally adds u to my list of entirely unreliable people*#sorry for tag rambling i just feel like garbage #i missed seeing nightvale live because i was sick #this was the first week were i was supposed to have like loads of time and do some fun things and get some stuff done that i had had in lik #over a month?#so i was. excited. for naught.#anyway uhhh bite kill bite bite bite kill

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phagodyke · 9 months ago

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I will say while I've loved most of elden ring I'm really glad I'm down to just 2 more main boss fights (malenia + maliketh) before I start the endgame boss fights... whew 😮‍💨

#really gorgeous world but frankly its unnecessarily long. theyre gonna kill me for saying that but its true..#some areas/bosses just become overly repetitive when the game is THAT massive like its unavoidable #they tried rly hard to distinguish every area + honestly its a great effort but it couldve been half the size and just as good #like i just did the elphael ulcerative tree spirit bc i wanted to finish millicents questline. and come on man we didnt need another one #the design is sick + loooove the animation. but its a bad fight not bc of the difficulty but bc its janky as hell #lock on doesnt work properly bc of its size and the way it moves. u cant see shit on ur screen fighting them melee its just hack n slash #and theyre always in the most dogshit arenas possible for them like spaces w no maneuverability. its just not fuuuun #especially after youve fought 5 or 6 already earlier on in the game..#and its cool to have variations like the scarlet rot ones but we already HAD one of those just before lake of rot!! the gimmicks worn off #i did everything except maliketh in farum azula today as well and again. it didnt need to be that long. killing beastmen gets boring #after like the first 20 combat is just mashing buttons.. even the platforming is getting dull bc ive done 120 hours of it now #and theres only so many combinations of ladders and hallways and so on that u can possibly cram in here..#i say all this with fondness like i truly do love it. but it couldve been a lot tighter! regardless ill still 100% complete it #and i get most ppl dont try to get every single armament and talisman etc so they probably dont waste time FULLY exploring like i am #ahhh. anyway ill probably do malenia and maliketh tmr bc im right outside both of their arenas. and then call it quits this weekend #ill get my first ending next weekend probably... and hopefully by june ill have 100% and then i can play something else 😭#ik the dlc comes out in june but ill probably take a month or two break before i get to that #it doesnt even neeeed a dlc.......its excessive as it is just make a new game by this point ahhhhh #anyway its like 1am i need to SLEEP. i said i would go out to watch for northern lights but its overcast and im tired and my roommate #didnt wanna come with.. so i was gonna go to bed early instead but i guess that didnt happen lol #gonna feel like shit tomorrow bc i have to be up early to take my meds and she'll wake me up anyway.. but cross that bridge #typing is getting difficult bc im so sleepy okay goodnight everyone #.diaries

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caimitos · 10 months ago

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its joever

#had a terrible day at work and cried in front of my dad for the first time maybe idk ever #like it turns out if you force your kid into college and a profession they dont want to have anything to do with...it ends badly #not that hes fully to blame im a dad apologist my extended family is just full of control freaks #but if we want to go Further i can also blame imperial japan for invading my hometown and making my great- and current grandparents #grow up in so much poverty and financial instability that'll 80ish years later i am now in this situation. whatever. i'll live #as soon as i get my resignation letter written #it's so embarrassing that i have to notify the FDA too like hhi hello...if u could detach my license from this pharmacy pls thamk u #shit i could have avoided if i just applied at a hospital where all my coworkers are also registered professionals so my workplace isnt #relying Solely on my license. damn #anyway its 8 PM i am tired out from cruing its bedtime #skl.txt

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danielnelsen · 11 months ago

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always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds

#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one�� THANKS MAN #personal #im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so #im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so.#the energy’s doing Great #and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing #genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed????????#i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then #im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms #usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way #but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with #so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare?#still more sick than i’ve been in……..years?#im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week #this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer #hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!!#and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like—#starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis #im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune #i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months #idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 11 months ago

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#so for the last like. as long as i can remember. ive had a shit sleep schedule #mostly like sleep all day and stay up all night kinda shit #but i got sick/burnt out recently and slept for almost two days straight #and somehow it reset my sleep schedule to something normal #like i went to bed at 10pm and woke up at 5am for the last few days #and i havent had to nap #and the not needing to nap is really fucking with me #like im used to waking up. feeding my dog. and then napping until i go to work #i should be napping rn. but im not tired #i dont have to get ready for work for another four hours and ive already been awake for three hours #i went to the coffee shop and to walgreens. im in real clothes instead of pajamas. i did a load of laundry #im laying in bed (its so hot i might be dying) and i just. dont know what to do with my time #im probably gonna do some cleaning and packing because im moving in two months #idk im just feeling some strange type of way because for the last few days ive been. alive #instead of sleeping my life away #its so strange. i got sick. slept for a few days. and now my biggest problem is just fixed? and i can have a life now?#its 70 degrees today and the world is my oyster. what should i do?#i have a list of chores im gonna do. i might walk to the coinstar machine so ill have money #yeah i want to do that cuz im in the negatives in my bank account but i want to get a cool drink before work today #my dad texted me this morning 'noticed your bank account is overdrawn for the second time this week. whats going on kid?'#which is such a sad text to get because i know im broke. thanks dad. lets pls ignore my financial hardships #if you want to make my dad less sad hmu for my venmo /hj #anyways ill probs do that today. get some cash so i can get a frozen lemonade from wawa or something #yknow that post thats like 'seasonal depression seems fake until its 50 degrees in march and it feels like you took a party drug'#i think thats partially whats happening here. its 70 degrees and sunny and my systems dont know what to do with that #i hope youre all having a great day that you dont sleep through. i love you!!

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im-totally-not-an-alien-3 · 1 year ago

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Dragon quest 4/ dragon quest monster 3: the dark prince au where the heroes find out about a powerful artifact that could turn back time on an object or person and discovered Psaro was after it. They manage to find the cave it was enshrined in only to see that Psaro was already there.

They were about to fight when it was revealed that it was a trap set by another monster trying to kill Psaro and wanted the title of "Master of Monsterkind" for themselves.

The monster used the artifact on Psaro, causing a beam of light to shoot forth from it, forcing the prince to deflect the magic with a barrier. This unfortunately didn't hold, and the artifacts power broke, though, hitting the wall of the cave causing both the walls and the floor beneath their feet to collapse, sending everyone into the dark abyss.

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Kiryl woke slowly, pushing himself up from the cave floor. Once he remembered what had happened, he began to search for his group.

He never expected to find a de-aged Psaro looking up at him, asking where his mother was.

Psaro was confused, and his clothes were now too big for him, but he didn't seem hostile and well... whatever this place was, it was packed with powerful monsters. Kiryl decided to take Psaro with him. This turned out to be a good choice as Psaro had a team of monsters that he could summon at will that helped them fight off the wild ones.

Eventually they made out out of the cave only for the priests face to go pale when he was faced with the open night sky.

Terrestrias stars were not rainbow colored. Nor did they have huge waterfalls coming from seemingly nowhere.

They were in Nadiria.

Aka Kiryls adventures raising a tiny demon lord

#dragon quest #psaro the manslayer #psaro #dq4 kiryl #kiryl #dragon quest 4 #dragon quest monsters #psaro is obsessed with uppies #kiryl has little psaro on his hip constantly #kiryl as a tired single parent just trying to survive #litterally #theyre stuck in nadiria for like a month before Healie calls Psaro to see if he knows what happened to Kiryl and Kiryl is the one who answe #they travel around most of Nadiria before they find a way back to Terrestria. oops #Kyril is immensely greatful that Psaro has his magic bag that is capable of holding so much stuff #most of thier food in this journey came from Psaros bag #psaro gets into the monster muchies and eats so many cookies that he makes himself sick #kyril is having A Time #kyril eventually has the *oh no im a parents now aren't I?!“ panick after he realized he had bonded to the de-aged demon lord #dragon quest iv

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