My first time experiencing a sh00ting threat was when I was eleven, I've lost count up until now. It's been seven years.
A girl behind my school was sh0t by a stray from a pair of men arvuing with gvns on the road. Plenty of f1rearms have been taken to school, plenty of threats have been made. Security was seen as a joke compared to our unease. Last year, my church was sh0t up with all of my family in seperate areas of the building.
My first brother and I were in the fourth floor for kids ages 10-18. My dad and second brother were in the main area. My mom was in the daycare protecting newborns. And my two year old brother was in his own daycare area with other babies his age. My first brother and I were the last ones evacuated by the SWAT team.
Hundreds of people jeered and laughed because it was a megachurch and they thought we were all privileged white leftists (Not that it would make it okay obviously). Some were gay, some were democrats, all of us were hispanic people in the only hispanic service available.
I'm tired of being scared that one angry person will k1ll everyone out of nowhere. I'm afraid of being too naive while in a mall, while walking home, while going to college, and even when going to church.
More school sh00tings are popping up, more people are crying in fear and rage. How much more do the STATISTICS need to grow? How many more NAMES do people need until something is done to correct the law on f1rearms? Who else has to D1E until we can be safe?
So I just read the new CSM chapter and I feel like I wanna km$, re read the last few chapters and IM NOT GONNA SPOIL ANYTHING but a favourite character by the Csm manga community came back and they’re back with laces as their new aesthetic, that made me and my willy happy :3 (I shouldn’t really treat tumblr like TikTok 💀, cuz of those mfs treating me like a baby)
ANYWAYS imagine Sea Serpent! Reader who some reason got dolled up to be a Oiran. Not a Geisha but an Orian (aka the one that brings pleasure to the pleasure district…)
Maybe Sea Serpent! Reader lost a bet from Black Maria and now she’s out her seducing people left to right even if not intentionally.
AND OOOOH BOY imagine if Oiran Sea Serpent! Reader can actually be hired YANDERES WOULD GO CRAZY MAN GRAAGHHH
Your dazzling makeup with the most white foundation on your face, with red lipstick that resembles a heart to kiss you clients with, your kimono being custom-made layered kimono but with laces or trims that show seduction on your gorgeous [colored] skin. Your hair put up into whatever your hair texture is possible off, ribbons and pins making your neck and collar bones more exposed for those who desire for, your tail also decorated with ribbons and all to matched your exotic and unique features.
I can imagine Black Maria showing off Sea Serpent! Reader to the Tobi Roppo and the Calamities THE JAW IS ON THE FLOOR, Black Maria definitely won’t share so most of the time you’re with her, but that doesn’t stop King or anyone to grab their hand on you.
King tricking Black Maria to let you perform for a banquet but that “banquet” was only him….in a very fancy noise blocked bedroom….far away from the base….why is King guiding your hands to his body….
Or how Black Maria swears, that sweetly caressing your shoulders and your tail or legs is beneficial to being an Oiran, the light kisses on your cheek that is very hard to get rid off because she wants to flex you off? Very beneficial for being an Oiran!
Sasaki making you hella drunk and sweet talking his way to you, how he makes his voice much more deeper and sensual just to awaken something inside of you, your body feels hot and for some reason your eyes are dazy and all you can think of is pinning Sasaki down and ravaging him…
Something would definitely go like this….
Yandere King: *sees Oiran Sea Serpent! Reader through the window*
Yandere King: *Goes down and ask one of the girls working at the district* “How strong are the soundproof walls are here.”
Yandere Sasaki/Black Maria: “Where can I find the strongest aphrodisiac.”
SORRY IF ITS A SHORT ONE TODAY 😞😞 ILL SO MOST THE ASK TOMMTOR IF I CAN
PS: Sthenius is getting detained cause they knew that she’s a major cockblocker to them 😞
Your eyes are hazed from arousal as my boot massages your cunt, your mouth drooling over the barrel of my rifle.
Putting all your trust into me, you gracefully look into my eyes, while moving your tongue up and down the barrel slowly—smiling at you in adoration, I pull the trigger anyway. Consumed by lust, you’re not phased by the risk. I pull the trigger again, but this time I can’t stop, and you’re not as lucky. I empty rounds into your throat, your blood sprays on the wall behind you, covering the floor and your beautiful body. The hole in your skull so massive, I can’t help but plunge my rifle deeper and faster into your wound and down into your shredded throat. Losing control, your body falls to the floor while I have your decapitated head impaled by the barrel. Your mouth slides down to my hand, finger still on the trigger, I lift your mutilated face to mine, lick your flesh. The remnants of your brain cover my lips as I give you a kiss for being such a good victim.
ASPD culture is not being able to understand in the slightest how most people will just... show their true emotions to other people. Especially in fights or conflicts. Like... literally why are you doing that?? You might as well just hand the other person a loaded gun, flick the safety off for them, and help them aim it at you.
I tried asking a close friend once why they let their emotions show in fights. I explained that if the thing I want to do or the emotion I feel isn't going to be getting me what I want (like a resolution, an apology, a compromise, A Fucking Break, etc), then I just... don't do the thing or show the emotion.
"So you only show emotions that will help you reach your goal?"
"Yep."
"... what the fuck?"
It's hard for me to understand how this is something that is "weird" or difficult to comprehend... 😭
aspd-culture is
Idek what prosocials are on about half the time tbh. What you said makes perfect sense to me, at least.
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Idek what prosocials are on about half the time tbh. What you said makes perfect sense to me, at least.
Archer abandons the mission again, ends up in a nightclub. Slater finds him on ecstasy.
Not Eternal Heatstroke, but call this my warmup to get back into it. I had a lot of major life stuff I needed to worry about, but I'm excited to get back into writing! Still getting some things squared away but I am soo excited to have motivation & time to write again.