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beetroots-and-murder · 3 years ago

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I posted 150 times in 2021

36 posts created (24%)

114 posts reblogged (76%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 3.2 posts.

I added 64 tags in 2021

#the owl house - 10 posts

#gustholomule - 10 posts

#violetsfavmusicalquotes - 9 posts

#toh - 9 posts

#mattholomule - 5 posts

#hamilton - 5 posts

#gus porter - 5 posts

#lumity - 4 posts

#the owl house gus - 4 posts

#leerens - 3 posts

Longest Tag: 72 characters

#so basically i’m mainly the gus posts and they are mainly the matt posts

My Top Posts in 2021

I just need to say: I hate when people take Amity and make her character “Gay mess lol” like no. Was her arc all for nothing?

(edit: just adding that I don’t hate lumity or think it’s overrated, it’s what got me looking at the owl house in the first place. I just want people to give amity some more personality in fan made media)

45 notes • Posted 2021-06-20 13:18:54 GMT

“Thank you so much!” Gustholomule prompt (kinda) by @pepper1

“Okay, okay, okay, okay. It’s fine, it’s fine. You two are.. friends now! We won’t think it’s weird, unlike that one.. time… ugh.”

I’m standing behind one of the walls of Hexside School of Magic and Demonics. In my hands I held a small box with holes in the top, my heart beating faster every second.

“Just.. give it to him, you don’t have to say anything weird just give him the present, Matt, dammit!!”

“Uh, Mattholomule? Are you alright?”

Speaking of the devil.. well more like angel…

I turned around quickly, almost stumbling as I put the box behind my back.

“U-uhuh..”

“Oh okay, I thought I heard yelling..”

Oh no, hopefully he doesn’t suggest it being me..

“Oh, hm confusing.. I heard it too.. haha…” I laughed, wanting to just disappear into the the uneven ground.

“Well, what’s that?” He pointed to my back, trying to peek around.

Here’s your chance Mattholomule, just give it to him! NOW

“W-well I wanted to…gift you s-something..” Real smooth, huh..

“Hm, really?”

“Uh, yeah!” I nodded a bit too enthusiastically.

I continued. “So.. I happened to h-hear you and Luz talking about how much you love frogs, so I..”

I revealed the box, trying not to force it too aggressively at Augustus.

His eyebrows raised and his teeth stopped biting his lip in anticipation.

“No way! Did you!?”

It hit me, maybe I ready the conversation wrong. Maybe they were speaking some form of human code, agh!

“Wait, are you mad, you probably are.. I’m sorry..”

His face fell slightly but bounced back up.

“No, no! I’m just.. shocked, but please of course and WOW!”

He carefully and gently took the box from me and gave the content of the box an adorable smile after opening it. I felt like I could die.

“Thank you so much, Matt!” He squealed, running up to me as I tried to process everything, including the nickname that came from out of the blue..

Then he hugged me.

OH MY LORD JUST STAY CALM MATTHOLOMULE OR MATT I GUSSS JUST HUG HIM BACK OR IS THAT WEIRD I DONT KNOW JUST STAY CALM-

The End

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“It’s adorable!” - Gustholomule

So you remember those fake artefacts you brought to that H.A.S meeting?”

“Oh yeah, you threw them away didn’t you?”

Gus looked from side to side funnily and let out a small giggle.

“Oh, they’re in my bedroom, on my desk. I can bring them tomorrow if you’d like.”

Mattholomule was touched, and his face reflected this sincerely.

“Oh that’s fine, I was just asking I don’t need them anymore, you can keep them.. in your bedroom, on your.. desk…”

His cheeks were darkened but Gus didn’t notice, he didn’t seem to be saying or hearing anything Matt was saying. His eyes seemed to be fixed on the other boys forehead, his eyes slightly squinted and his face overall being intrigued. The sight was almost too cute for Mattholomule to comprehend.

“W-what are you l-looking at Gus?” He stuttered, swallowing awkwardly.

Saying nothing, Gus extended his arm and reached to his friends head, accidentally touching his cheeks in the process.

“Uh, G-Gus what are you doing?” Mattholomule’s face resembled a really red tomato but he didn’t lean his head or body back at all.

Gus’ arm reached its target and started to curl around and play with the ahoge hidden most of the time underneath Matt’s hood that had been recently revealed in that moment.

“Ooo! Pointy hair!!” He giggled, shuffling closer so he could start bouncing the mentioned ahoge.

“Oh.. that… heh..”

“Why is it always hidden? It’s adorable!”

That almost did it for Matt who gets shrugged, looking at his lap with his eyes widened awkwardly.

Gus read this movement wrong and took his hand away, moving back.

“Sorry, did you not want me to do that? I’m sorry was it uncomfortable?”

Matt made eye contact with the boy, whose eyes were sympathetic and apologetic. He didn’t like that look.

“N-no, you can play w-with it..” Matt confirmed, putting his head up again and bounced his own hair slightly.

“Thanks a lot, Matt! You should stop wearing your hood so often so people can see it!”

“O-okay Gus…”

75 notes • Posted 2021-07-02 20:20:04 GMT

Gus Headcanon:

I feel like Gus would love to learn glyphs since he loves human things and that’s the way humans can perform magic.

89 notes • Posted 2021-06-26 08:42:22 GMT

I found the base but not sure who it’s by, I’ll edit this post when I find out

This is who I’m PAN for!!!“ -Gus

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#my 2021 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

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ghostfungus · 8 years ago

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Tfw u do two tarot readings abt ur transition and both times the future card has the word "disaster" right there in the description

#they can be interpreted as positive further than that but ugh #it was pretty much like WATCH OUT!! THINK ABT IT!! WHAT IF ITS A MISTAKE!!#n it's like bitc I'm alrdy thinking that u don't need to tell me again #I was hoping for a good sign but ehhhuhejehhghh #oh well it's not like I'm not gonna do it lmao #I'm a guy plain and simple #and I'm gonna make sure everyone can see it #even me #rambles #the cards are all abt interpretation but #it still didn't feel too good #I also did one abt art stuff #but the present card was the emperor r #and I #NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT CARD!!!!!#it's one of my more frequently drawn cards and I JUST DONT GET IT #I've read the stuff in my book I've read abt it online and I get NOTHIN #except like masculine energy I gusss #but like #what does that even mean rly #in this instance that isn't even applicable #that card just feels so blank to me somehow #but I keep drawing it!!!!! why!!

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minsungsfork · 6 years ago

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A Plan

Genre: Hybrid!Stray Kids AU, Female!Reader, Fluff

Summary: You were going on a date with someone the boys didn’t like.

Warnings: None

A/N: For the anon who requested this, sorry if it took so long !!! i hope you’d still like this ^^

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In front of the closet, you are seen rummaging through your clothes while standing there; wearing nothing but a towel that draped around your body.

Your colleague, Kiyeon, had set you up on a blind date. Despite your efforts in rejecting her plan, she had made up her mind—besides, she would always tell you to go and enjoy life.

“I swear, you’d like this guy. He’s like, perfect for you!” She would always tell with you grumbling in response. You would have ditched your date and watch netflix all day long with the boys, but you didn’t want to be rude.

“Is this okay?” You stared at your reflection for the past 5 minutes, struggling to pick a decent outfit. The outfit you had on was a blue sleeveless dress, an outfit you didn’t know you had and popped from your closet of black and grey.

Looking at the clock, you realize you’ve spent too much time deciding and staring at your reflection. At last you made up your mind, choosing to wear the royal blue dress.

Quickly painting your lips a light pink of color, you grabbed a brown sling bag, which you rarely use, and headed down the stairs.

You caught the boys chilling on the living room, all dressed up and seemed to have been waiting for you. “Sorry for the wait,” you apologized, hopping down the staircase which made your dress flow in a pretty manner.

“Wow, Y/N knows how to dress well,” Jisung joked that earned a light hit from Hyunjin. “Yah, at least she has a fashion sense, unlike you.” Hyunjin stuck his tongue out just to annoy the boy.

“Are you sure you’d go on this date? You could just join us roaming around,” Minho suggested with a grin. “I could always call anyone of you if this guy is some sort of creep or something,” you laughed in response.

“Shall we go?” The boys all cheered, tailing behind you to your van—mind that this was brand new and you were proud to call it yours since it came from your own hard work.

Minho offered to drive in which you agreed too. They all climbed on the back seat while you sat on the passenger’s seat.

“Let’s go!”

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Everyone had gotten off the van, including you. Somewhere near the restaurant, which is where you and your date was supposed to meet, the car was seen parked. “You all can go roam around, but be back in 3 hours or so,” you told, each one of them nodding in reply. “Then I’ll be on my way.”

You parted ways with the boys and made way to meet the guy you were paired up with. Kiyeon had sent you a photo of the man to help you in spotting him. You stared at the picture, taking in the features of the man you were going to meet.

You’d be lying if you said he wasn’t handsome. You only had a picture of his face. He had jet black hair, sharp eyes and a contagious, happy smile that balanced well with his intimidating stare. Kiyeon also mentioned that his name was Woohyun and that he was a friend of her.

While walking, your mind keeps popping thoughts of how the man would be like. Would he be nice? Maybe rude? What if he’s a creep? What if he’s actually plotting to kill me and I wouldn’t know?

You shook those thoughts off, your feet finding its way in front of the restaurant. You mentally slapped yourself and took a deep breath. “Here goes nothing,” you whispered to yourself as you pushed the glass door open.

As you went right inside, you scanned around to hopefully see the man. Then, you spotted him on a booth beside the window. You tightly clutched your phone, obviously nervous and tense. But nonetheless, you approached him with the best smile you could muster.

“Um, hi?” You sounded a bit awkward that made the boy chuckle. “Hello, you must be Y/N?” You nodded to his question before sitting across him.

“Nice to meet you, I’m Woohyun but I think Kiyeon had already mentioned that?” He stared at you, smiling. “Ah, she did,” you replied with a giggle.

“She also said that she has never seen you on a date before?” He continued to ask, trying to keep the conversation going without making you feel uncomfortable. “Yeah, the last date I had was back in highschool with some random dude I don’t remember,” you stated, looking down on your lap, “didn’t work out though.”

He nodded before calling out for the waiter. “Well, you can choose whatever you like, the food’s on me,” Woohyun said as he scanned the menu before looking at you, “it’s the least I can do to at least make you enjoy your time here.”

You smiled. This small gesture is making your heart flutter as pink dusted your cheeks. You didn’t expect him to be this kind, but you appreciated it.

You could say you were a girl that gets easily swayed.

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After you have left, the boys have decided to split into three groups, agreeing to meet up by the parking lot after 3 hours.

Minho was paired with Jisung and Hyunjin, which Minho mentally cursed at Chan for giving him the noisy kids while he gets Jeongin and Changbin.

Now the three of them walked down the pavement, looking around for a said arcade that was around the area. Jisung and Hyunjin hopped ahead, leaving Minho trailing behind them with an unamused look on his face.

Hyunjin abruptly stop, making Jisung stop as well while Minho almost collided with Hyunjin’s back. “What the hell Hyunjin?” Minho hissed as he walked past the boy.

“Hey, it’s Y/N!” Hyunjin pointed out making Jisung stare at where Hyunjin was pointing. Minho then stopped at his tracks and looked to the restaurant that made Hyunjin stop.

“Her date is giving off bad vibes, I don’t like him,” Jisung grumbled as he stared at you and the, laughing and seemingly having fun. “She’s having fun though,” Minho mentioned and grabbed both of their arms, but they resisted.

“Hyung!” Hyunjin glared at the older boy. “I don’t like him too, there’s something off about him.” Hyunjin jabbed Jisung on his side then scowled when the squirrel was seen typing away on his phone.

“Jisung! Focus!” Hyunjin shook Jisung, making the boy stare up at him. “I called back up! The others are coming,” Jisung stated as he backed away from Hyunjin.

“Hold on. You texted Chan?” Minho stared at the young boy in disbelief. “And the others too,” Jisung added that caused more stress to the jaguar. Minho could only rub his temples as he waited the others to come and get scolded by Chan and maybe Woojin.

As in on cue, Minho’s phone rang. He answered it, knowing who would speak on the other line and prepared himself. “Minho.”

There it was. Chan’s annoyed voice. Minho glared at the two young boys that he was forced to accompany.

‘I would have clawed these two to death by now’

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“Okay captain Hyunjin, what’s the plan?” The boys are now all gathered up in an alleyway where you wouldn’t see them.

“This is ridiculous,” Chan sighed, crossing his arms, “Y/N looks so happy! I’ve never seen her this happy with anyone but us before.”

Woojin only chuckled, finding the situation amusing—so he decided to join the kids. “Aye, aye captain Hyunjin, we’re waiting for your command,” Woojin joked, even saluting to the younger boy.

Everyone seemed on board except for Chan amd Minho, who both still thought the whole situation was ridiculous and childish. Minho’s face says it all.

“So, this is what I got,” Hyunjin gestured them to come closer, “we call Y/N and tell her Jeongin had ate something and now he had a nasty tummy ache.”

“Why me?” Jeongin whined as his name was mentioned in the said plan. “Everyone adores you, especially Y/N. I’m sure she’d leave her date for us, right Hyunjin?” Felix looked at Hyunjin who nodded in agreement.

“Fine, fine, but you owe me,” Jeongin agreed and Hyunjin now seemed more determined than ever. “Let’s go save Y/N from the suspicious boy!” The rest roared in approval and excitement, except Chan and Minho, who wanted nothing but some peace.

With the plan set, they started walking to the parking lot where they would call you. Hyunjin and Jeongin led the boys, the pair talking over the plan to hopefully not mess up. Once they reached your car, Hyunjin had whipped his phone out.

“I’m calling her,” Hyunjin announced as he pressed the dial button on his phone. They all stood in silence, only rings from the mobile could be heard.

Minho leaned to Chan and whispered, “You think this is ridiculous, right?” Chan nodded and the jaguar could only puff a short, discontented breath.

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Inside the restaurant, you were still happily chatting Woohyun when you were cut off by your phone ringing. “Sorry, I gotta take this call,” you apologized before answering the call and turning away from him.

“Hello?”

“Y/N!!” Hyunjin’s sudden scream made you push the device away slightly. “Y/N! Emergency!”

“Why? What’s wrong?” You asked, your mind going on full alert mode. “Hyunjin! Are you guys ok?” You ask once more.

“It’s Jeongin! He’s having a terrible tummy ache and wants to go home,” he quickly explained. You looked at the boy seated across you who stared back, his eyes tinted with concern.

“I’m coming quick,” you answered and dropped the call. “I’m terribly sorry but I have to go. There’s an emergency and I need to go back home.” You packed your things and stood up, Woohyun following after.

“Well I have your number, I gusss I could text you,” Woohyun mentioned in which made you softly smile. “Ok then. Sorry again and have a nice day!” You then made a run to the parking lot, obviously worried about Jeongin’s health. M

On the side of the boys, they all had celebrated like they received such great achievement. “Jeongin, you have to pretend your hurt now,” Seungmin mentioned to the fox that acted out the pain. “Not bad,” Changbin honestly said and patted the back of Jeongin.

They didn’t wait very long until your figure was seen running towards the boys. This is the signal that Jeongin now needed ro act. “Jeongin!! Are you ok!?” Jeongin had been rhe first you approached, obviously worried.

Jeongin pretended his was in pain as he clutched his tummy. “I’m okay, just...just need to rest,” Jeongin blurted out and you unlocked the car, immediately pushing the fox inside.

“C’mon, chop chop, the sooner we’re home, the better,” you told as you watch them get inside the van one by one. Now you volunteered to take over the wheel with Minho sitting beside you.

You started the engine and quickly took off, the boys silently rejoicing in victory.

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bipeterparker · 5 years ago

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i really like you and i agree with your spiderman opinions but i do still like the mcu (it’s the thing where i enjoy it but i know it’s trash) so sometimes i feel unwelcome in a way? like i know you never intend to make it seem that way but idk i gusss i just overthink it? but idk yeah!! you’re super funny and we have a lot of similar interests and i genuinely think you’re an awesome person

thank you that is kind 😤 also i get what you’re saying i’m still involved in mcu too 😔 i like three of the movies and i still love a lot of the characters so i get it. i just think it’s important to acknowledge the flaws and the stuff that’s actually really bad, which is why i talk about mcu spiderman a lot because what they did is really inexcusable lmao. but that being said there’s other movies in the mcu that are really good so like!

go anon and say whatever you'd like to me!

#i know a lot of mcu peter blogs follow me and tbh some of my mutuals still like the movies too #i just think its important to acknowledge their flaws !!#ask games

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thundersstruck · 5 years ago

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Mob ties- Auston Matthews AU

A/N: well hello! This is an alt. universe fic based on the weirdest fucking dream I’ve ever had... next to one where all of my friends and I were fish hooks characters. Anyways it’s gonna be epic and possibly a series and in third person POV like a normal book I gusss. It’s also loosely based on the song mob ties by drake I’m also changing it to where they all live in Toronto and they’re all in high school

Masterlist of normal writings not based off of my weird ass dreams

Requested: uhh by my brain ig

Warnings: swearing, blood, killing, fluff (?) angst, the usual bullshit also mature themes...

Word count: 1769

Gif credit: @anzekopistar

Enjoy!!

(Y/N)'s life was perfect. Perfect grades, perfect house, perfect family, perfect everything, that is until Auston walked into her life and changed it all. Between Auston's I'm only here for the good times attitude and mob ties he hid, her life would never be the same perfect life she had when she fell for him.

(Y/N) sat in the busy cafeteria, listening to music and looking to see where her next class was when a voice spoke up from in front of her. "What's a pretty girl like you doing alone in a place like this?" The voice asked as (Y/N) brought her eyes up to a talk, built boy with beautiful brown hair and eyes. "Trying to get an education I suppose" she responds taking her earbuds out, giving the boy her full attention. "You must be new here, I'm Auston." He says sticking his hand out to have her shake it, (Y/N) extends her hand towards his and shakes his hand, it's oddly soft yet strong, but it was almost as if he was afraid he was going to break her hand. "I am, in fact new here, I just moved from Quebec. I'm (Y/N) by the way." She smiles. He smiles back and helps her up "come sit with me and my friends, were cool I promise." He says with a wink and butterflies erupted in (Y/N)'s stomach. "Sure thanks that sounds nice." She says as he guides her to the table full of boys. They come to a stop at a table full of boys built just like Auston. "Let me introduce you to everyone. Everyone this is (Y/N) she's new and now she's part of our crew." Auston says and the group nods. "So this is Mitch, my ride or die, Freddie, Naz, and the three blonde brothers aka Willy, Kappy and Willy's actual brother Alex, oh and you've got Morgan but we call him Mo and uhh yeah that's kinda it." He says looking over at (Y/N) with a small smile "Hi guys" (Y/N) says quietly. "Hey Aus how'd you snag this girl she's a beauty, definitely too smart for you." Mitch chirps at Auston, a wave of anger and shock washes over Auston, "listen Mitchell, first off we have chem together and second, it's called being nice, that comment right there is the exact reason you're still chasing Steph. Five years later." Auston says crossing his arms as everyone laughs and Mitch starts pouting. (Y/N) hides a laugh as she sits down in one of the open seats next to Morgan and Auston sits on the other side of her. The group makes small talk but (Y/N) just listens to the conversation glancing at Auston until he hands her his phone. "Give me your number, so we can ya know talk" He says and she accepts the phone and types in her number. He sends her a text and her phone bings. “It’s Aus the boss” the text read and then another came through “are you busy tonight?” It says and (Y/N) is quick to respond “I literally just moved here and have no friends so yes yes I am free” she smiles as he responds back “wanna hangout?” The text reads “like a date?” She responds as a light blush dusts her cheeks. “Yes like a date, so I’ll meet you out in the parking lot after school?” He sends back “sounds great :)” he says looking up from her phone towards Auston. “Are you two in your own world or something jeez participate in the conversation.” Willy says “Say (Y/N) whats your favorite pizza topping?” Willy asks her “um pepperoni” she answers puzzled. “Thoughts on pineapple on pizza?” Mo asks “ew no who does that?” She responds making a face of disgust. “Atta girl, she can stay.” Alex says. The bell rings and the group gets up. “Hey I have class down the hall from you so let me just walk you to class.” Auston says striding next to (Y/N) to keep up with her. “That would be nice thank you.” (Y/N) smiles at him. The pair walk up the stairs and a group of boys give (Y/N) looks, looks that we’re almost like they were undressing her with their eyes, and Auston sees it too. He quickly grabs her hand and the boys stop staring. “Thank you.” Shes says quietly as they reach (Y/N)’s class “you’re welcome, no girl should be looked at like that, especially since you roll with me now.” He says with a smile, he quickly bends down and kisses her cheek and whispers “I’ll see ya later ok?” Before running down the hall to his class before the bell rings.

The end of the day couldn’t come soon enough. (Y/N) struts into the cold Toronto air clad in here blue Maple Leafs sweatshirt, skinny jeans and converse. She quickly spots Auston leaning against the hood of a black Camero. “There you are!” He exclaims looking up from his phone and opening up his arms, throwing them around her. His embrace is warm and smells like sandalwood and vanilla. “This is gonna sound crazy weird but um you smell like vanilla and it’s nice” He says into the hug, swaying a bit before letting go. “Coco Chanel, my dad bought it for my birthday.” She says with a smile, “well I like it so you should keep wearing it.” He says with a wink while unlocking the car. The pair get into the car and pull out of the parking lot, the hum of the car fills the silence until Auston starts talking. “So my family is out of town this weekend so you really never have to go home if you want.” He says putting his hand on (Y/N)’s leg, giving a light squeeze and then a small smile before looking back at the road. “Let me text my mom hold on” (Y/N) says while composing a text to her mom. Shortly after sending it she gets a response, “that’s fine with me honey just make sure to check in with us. Have fun!” The text says. “My mom said it’s cool, since I said I’m staying at a friends house.” (Y/N) smirks and looks at Auston as he pulls into the driveway of a huge home, with a gate that closes the driveway in. “Wow ok, you literally live in a mansion.” She says in awe. “I wouldn’t say that but okay I guess.” Auston says parking the car and getting out to open (Y/N)’s door. “Wow chivalry isn’t dead.” (Y/N) giggles.

They spend the evening watching movies and eating pizza while laughing about childhood stories. They’re pulled close to each other at the end of the night and share a sweet kiss that causes butterflies in both of them. “I think I could get used to this.” Auston says “me too.” (Y/N) smiles at him.

Days turn into weeks and the weeks quickly become a month and a half and a half. What (Y/N) doesn’t realize is this is where shit gets deep.

“Guess who?” Auston says wrapping his arms around (Y/N)’s waist while she puts books in her locker. “Mm is it my loving and wonderful boyfriend?” She asks spinning around to face him. “Why yes yes it is.” She says as he pulls out a bag from his backpack. “What’s this?” She asks taking the bag from him. “Just something special, for being the best person ever.” Auston says his hands still on her waist as she opens the box that was inside the bag. Inside the box was a beautiful necklace with a lion charm and a crown on it. “Aus, it’s beautiful.” (Y/N) says taking it out of the box and handing it to Auston to put it on her. “I’m gonna wear it forever.” She says kissing him. “I’m glad you like it.” He says kissing her again before pulling away, “so wanna hang out tonight?” He asks with his signature smile. “Obviously.” She says with a giggle.

*time jump because I wanna get to the good shit*

Auston and (Y/N) were parked outside of Willy’s house but instead of going in they currently had other plans. (Y/N) was straddled across Auston’s lap passionately making out with him and grinding down on his lap. “Jesus (Y/N)” Auston groans “sorry. I’m impatient.” She says in between kisses. “I get that but like I don’t wanna go into will’s house post cumming in my pants that’s so awkward” Auston says grabbing her waist and pulling him closer to him. “Later then?” She says with a devilish grin, he places a kiss on her lips that’s rough and passionate. “Most definitely.” He says while getting a text from Freddie. “I have to go in, I’ll be right back, stay here.” He says while getting out of the car and strutting towards Will’s front door and the disappearing. After a few minutes (Y/N) got bored and decided to go into the house and get Auston. She creeps into the house and sees the boys and hears them whispering. Soon there’s yelling and footsteps towards where she is, so she makes a break for it, slipping in a puddle of what she hopes is water on the way. Making it outside out of breath, in the light of the streetlight (Y/N) realizes she didn’t slip in water, she slipped in blood and now it’s all over her hands, jeans and sweatshirt and the soles of her shoes. Fear takes over her body and she’s instantly crying and shaking. Auston comes out and sees her standing by the car and fear, panic and worry washes over him. “What happened?” He asks coming over to her, “I told you to stay in the car, why didn’t you listen, I don’t want you mixed up in this shit.” He whisper yells “who’s blood am I covered in?” Shes asks quietly. “(Y/N)... did you go in the house?” He asks her as her eyes fill with fear “hey I’m not gonna yell at you just tell me ok.” He reassures and she nods. “Oh god, just get in the car ok, everything is gonna be fine okay, we’re gonna go back to my house.” He says opening the door and helping her in, buckling (Y/N) up before running over to his side and starting the car, speeding off.

#hockey #nhl #toronto maple leafs #auston matthews #auston matthews imagine #hockey imagines #not hockey #but kinda hockey #nhl imagines #thundersstruck masterlist #auston matthews au imagine

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dogboytits · 6 years ago

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2 3 4? 👀

2- what does your name mean to you (either literally, or to you personally)

I actually still use my birth name and I don’t wanna say what it is haha,,, but the reason that I’ve kept it is bc like. I like it. It’s MY name. It’s a rather “feminine” name, but that doesn’t really bother me. I know who I am, and my friends know who I am. They know I’m a boy and so do I! I don’t want to stop using a name I like just bc it might be “feminine”. It feels like a rebellion I guess!

3- when and how did you realize you were trans?

My friends have probably heard this story a million times but! I love telling it. Up to 4th grade like. I was a boy. I never really told anyone that, bc I didn’t feel like I had to. I didn’t really know that being trans was a thing, and I didn’t consider myself trans. I was a boy. All my friends were boys. I liked “boy” things. One of my greatest joys was when my peers couldn’t tell if I was “a boy or a girl”. In 4th grade I switched schools, and my new school was a lot more gender conforming that my old one. I started hanging out with girls, but I never enjoyed the things they did. I would much rather run around and play warrior cats than sit and chat about drama and such. But my friends liked “girl things” so I kinda went along with it. In 7th grade, I went to the school that I stayed at until 12th grade. This school was very accepting of lgbt kids, and this is when I started learning about different genders and sexualities. I started questioning my gender in... 9th grade I gusss. I tried lots of different labels. For awhile, I was just “not cis”. I identified as genderfluid for a decent amount of time, and only really started experimenting with pronouns in 10th or 11th grade with encouragement from my two best friends. At first I used any pronouns, but when people just kept calling me “she”, I switched to “they/them”. I liked that better, but it still wasn’t quite right, so I tried “they/them and he/him”, and identified as “genderqueer/trans”. At some point, I drew my fursona with a flat chest, and I REALLY liked the way it looked and felt to represent myself that way. This really helped me with realizing that I was a boy through and through, and I realized I loved the way he/him sounded best, so I stuck with that, and started to id as “trans” and dropped the “genderqueer”. :) sorry for going off lol

4- what was most helpful in figuring out and accepting yourself as trans?

I think that the school I went to really helped. Learning about different genders p much immediately sparked my attention! Encouragement and acceptance from my friends was certainly key too! I don’t know what I’d do without them! And really, playing with labels, expression, and pronouns is, I think, the best way to figure yourself out. When I started to realize one label didn’t really fit, I went to another one. For me, I think, drawing my fursona with a flat chest and realizing I liked he/him pronouns best were the two things that sealed the deal. And they both began on a random whim, of like “hm what if I did this? How would that feel?” And then being like “oh yeah that feels awesome!!”

#asky #long post #arcanineprince #thank you i love you sm #sorry if i talked too much difjnfaindfj

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anoptimisticsnarker · 6 years ago

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Hopper’s group is on their way to find the kids. Meanwhile, they’re trying to get whatever is in El’s leg out of there. Turns out s but if the beast was festering under there. How gross. They got it out and now all the groups are together. It’s go time!

They are formulating a plan. Erica and Dustin will be most valuable getting them through the lab since they made it out conscious of what was going on. They’re going to Dustin’s device to get a signal to Hopper, Joyce, and Murray.

Billy found El’s group and ruined the car they were going to use to get out of there. Oh, shit. They have to hide in the mall now.

Hopper’s group made it to the lab, where Hopper proceeded shoot up a bunch of guards. At least they can sneak in as operatives, now. And Dustin’s group has made contact with them after battling a tall hill.

The Mindflayer has found El’s group. El is looking rather weak power-wise, so I guess the plan right now is to book it. Good thing they found the ignition cable they need.

El’s group is currently trapped in the mall, trying to hide for their lives. An escape plan failed, so now El, Mike, and Max are hiding out in The Gap. Lucas same through in the clutch with his slingshot. Got the whole group hopefully away.

Murray’s code didn’t work because he doesn’t fully know Planck’s Constant. Dustin knows someone who knows. Looks like Mr. Clarke might come through in the clutch. Hurry though, the mission is at stake here!

I can’t believe Dustin and Suzie (who is real by the way) sung a song to get the code. This show really is the freaking best. Everyone’s faces during the whole affair really sold the situation at hand.

So, Hopper and Joyce got in, and Murray is trying his best to stall for them I think. Seeing the gate again probably opened up some bad memories for Joyce. Let’s hope this time is the end.

Billy knocked Max and Mike the duck out and is taking Sl to the Mindflayer. Meanwhile, Steve’s group is trying to make it back to them. They made it, and the fireworks came in handy in the clutch.

Hopper has to fight the person stalking them all season, while Joyce is trying desperately to turn both keys at once. Meanwhile, El’s group is trying to stall the monster taking El, but they are running out of fireworks and time.

Oh my God, El got through to Billy using the memories she saw. It gave that extra boost of time needed, but at the cost of Billy’s life. I never liked Billy, and I know he and Max has their issues, but hearing Max scream out hurt my heart so. Max lost her brother through all of this, and my heart goes out to her.

I don’t think Hopper survived the explosion that machine caused. Damn, that’s two people she liked gone two seasons in a row. I feel so bad for her for real. And I’m pissed Hopper is probably gone. I feel hurt and lied to. She and Murray got out, but Hopper likely did not. Ugh, this sucks!

Oh my God, the resolution to everything was so sad. The military got there far too late to be of much help, but the Russians left before they arrived. Seeing El have to deal with the realization Hopper didn’t make it almost broke me. I feel so sorry for her honestly. She lost a parent again, and I don’t know where she will go.

I gusss the Byers really are moving. Their house is packed up and everything. Lucas and Max are mocking Dustin having sung to Susie over the walkie talkie.

I guess El really did become one of the Byers. I just wish Hopper had gotten to join her in becoming on family. Seeing El confess to Mike was sweet, and now we get to Hopper’s letter.

This letter, oh my God, this scene is sad enough. Don’t make me break down! The fact we see everyone saying goodbye while it’s being read, ugh, my heart is in pain! Despite everything that happened, Hopper really did come to love El as a daughter. It makes El crying over reading the letter much sadder.

This honestly goes beyond that. Will and El leaving means they lost two members of their group and Max lost one of the few female friends she might have had. Nancy and Jonathan have to deal with being separated now, and I know it’ll be hard for everyone to move on from this.

That last scene... The Russians have something from the Upside Down. They are fucking persistent. They sent a prisoner to what looks like an evolved Demodog. This one can stand on two legs though. Holy shit.

My brother mentioned an American was brought up, and is hoping it’s Jim. I won’t lie, writing this liveblog made me miss that part, but I don’t want to believe Hopper is really gone. I need to keep hope alive because God, this scene had such a sad ending. I’m tearing up right now.

#Yoshi Watches Stranger Things #ST Spoilers #Spoilers #I cannot believe I finished the season this quickly #I guess watching with someone else sped things up #I will miss liveblogging this show though #And now that I am caught up the waiting game begins for me #Will I survive?#I have no idea #This season has ruined me emotionally #End my suffering

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cryinggameff · 7 years ago

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Fifty seven

Cayden

Today was the day of some house warming party Randi had planned 2 weeks ago, before our disagreement. But people were already invited so there was no cancelling. She had done a lot to the house and it actually looked good, I had to admit. We had new furniture and appliances, she even changed the colour of the kitchen cabinets from brown to white which I liked much better. When she started all the decorating she had scheduled this day so now I had to have people up in my house. The crew would be there, contractors she had used here and at the salon, a bunch of people.

I went to play some ball with Cole first before I had to go back home.

“So what’s the deal?” Cole asked.

“About what?” I grunted, jumping up and releasing the ball. It circled the rim before going inside the net. I made a mean mug.

“You and Randi. She won’t tell me,” he said.

“Really?” I was genuinely shocked. But then again I hadn’t told Ty or anyone. This shit felt oddly personal.

“Yeah. It must be pretty deep then,” he said. I nodded. He stole the ball from me and dribbled between his legs. “You know, if you told me maybe I could help. I hate seeing Yall like this. We all do.”

“All?” I asked.

“It was pretty obvious since my party, everyone caught on,” he said. I blew out a breath. We weren’t slick then.

“Oh.”

“So lemme help,” he said. I chuckled.

“So how that gonna work if you and Randi best friends? You’re biased. That’s like me getting Ty,” I scoffed. He chuckled.

“That ain’t true. Unlike Ty I spend a lotta time with both of you. We playing ball now, just us. Ty and Randi don’t chill like that,” he pointed out. I paused for a moment. He made a good point. But I didn’t know if it was right to spill our business. But Randi trusted Cole like no one, except maybe me. I decided there was no harm in telling him. I stole the ball from him.

“We fighting about kids. Randi don’t want none,” I said simply. He paused, looking down for a second.

“I kinda thought that this was coming,” he said. I stopped dribbling.

“How?” I asked, confused. He paused again.

“Aight imma tell you even though she told me not to tell you but this gotta stay between us. I don’t wanna go behind her back but this fight needs to end,” he said. I nodded, jaw locked. "She took a test at my house once, and she seemed Hella relieved when it was negative so I knew she wasn’t down. Then when we played ball you was taking about getting a lil you soon and I knew mess was gonna follow.“

I didn’t know what to say. This was the first I was hearing she even thought she was pregnant.

“When she take the test?” I growled.

“Before Yall got married, a bit ago. Don’t be mad or saying anything bout it to her. She was pretty scared, and she’d kill me,” he came closer to me. “Ain’t no point in being mad, it’s already passed.”

“So the fuck you think I should do?”

“Yall need to sit and talk. I don’t mind being in the middle to keep it civil, help Yall communicate,” he shrugged.

“How we gonna do that when we not talking,” I mumbled.

“One of Yall gonna have to give in,” he said.

“Not me.”

“You and I both know Randi. It’s not gonna be her,” he chuckled. “When Yall stop being petty let me know and we can have that talk.” He grabbed the ball, ran up to the net and dunked.

I thought about something Randi’s dad had said to me a while back. That when things went too far it was my job to bring things back together since I’m the man and she’s my woman otherwise we would end up separating. But that time I had been in the wrong, I didn’t see why I had to surrender in this situation.

When I got home I hopped in the shower quick then changed into pants and a dress shirt. Randi came out of the closet wearing a dress that must have been new because I certainly hadn’t seen it before. I stared openly. The dress was tight, plunging neck, with a slit coming up all the way to her hip. I wasn’t a fan.

Once the party started I immediately got a drink and chilled by the living area. Me and Ty plus some other guys were checking the game score on the TV occasionally.

“So Pat told me you wanna start dealing with new people,” he said, I could tell he wasn’t happy. I shrugged.

“It’s not set,” I said simply.

“Still, I gotta find out through Pat?” He chuckled.

“If you wanna be first to know shit you should have taken the position when I offered it to you,” I said, looking from the TV to him. He ground his teeth.

“Yeah, I guess you right,” he said, leaving his spot against the wall and walking into the kitchen. I kissed my teeth.

I looked around the room then and landed on Randi talking to a guy in paint splattered jeans and a plaid shirt. He had a beard and low cut hair on the sides with one of those stupid man buns. I assumed he was a contractor. Randi was focused on some picture she was discussing with him but the nigga’s eyes were else where. He eyed her exposed chest and traveled down to that fucking slit. I balled my hand into a fist and my face went hot.

I was conflicted because I didn’t wanna pay her any attention but this dude was eyeing my wife in my own house. My jealousy won out over my stubbornness.

“Randi,” i said, gritting my teeth. She looked up at me in shock, i gusss that i was saying something to her. “Come here.” She put her drink down and came to see what was up. She looked at me unsure as I grabbed her hip firmly.

“What…?” She asked.

“Go change,” i said. She scoffed and stepped back.

“The fuck you mean go change,” she said, irritated.

“I ain’t okay with that dress. Got slits and cleavage and shit. Niggas staring,” i locked my jaw looking at the contractor guy she had been talking to.

“Why is that your business? This the first word you said to me in days.” I was shaking at this point.

“Still. As your husband some things are for me and not for everyone else,” i said through gritted teeth.

“If that’s all you have to say to me Cay, I’m leaving,” she said, turning to walk away. I grabbed her arm.

“Imma give you 10 minutes to change. Dead ass Randi, I’ll kick all these people out” i said tightening my grip on her arm. She left my grip and stormed upstairs.

When she returned a few minutes later she had changed to a new black dress. She cut me a side eye and I mean mugged her. I knew we were going right back to not talking.

**two days later** Randi

Cayden and i had gone several days with this cold interaction and it was starting to get to me, affecting my confidence. Was Cayden really gonna stop loving me over a child? Was I horrible person for the way I felt about the topic. I just had to get out of there.

I knew it was hypocritical to leave when I has cussed him out over sleeping in a spare room but i couldn’t go on with him treating me like this. I wasn’t just mad, I was loosing my mind and if I felt this way for much longer I’d do something stupid. I was also generally on edge from days of nightmares and I was mad because Cayden was probably sleeping like a baby. I went to the closet, still in my skirt and heels from work and started hastily making a bag.

“I just need a couple of days,” I said to myself, throwing more clothes into the bag. “Things will tide over by then…they have to.”

I threw a couple more things in, then the bag was done. I didn’t move though. I just stood there in a frenzy clutching the bag. If I left this could be the end of everything. Cayden had made me promise to stop running when we got married and so far I had kept it. I didn’t wanna go against that but I also couldn’t ignore the screaming in my head. ‘Run, run and don’t come back’. I shook my head willing the voice to stop. When it wouldn’t I dropped the bag and grabbed my head with both my hands.

“Shut up, shut up, shut up!” I yelled. I closed my eyes tight and went somewhere else.

“Randi!” Cayden yelled, grabbing a hold of my arms. I must have been hitting my head because now it hurt. I struggled in his arms trying to get free flailing about. “It’s me, it’s Cay,” he said not letting go. I tried to kick him and he spun me around so that my back was against his chest. He pinned my arns to my own chest. “Breathe,” he said, “breathe Ran.” I panted for several minutes, gasping for air. After a while my breathing was close to normal. He loosened his grip a little bit.

“I’m not insane,” I said, breathing hard.

“I know you’re not,” he said. So I let him hold me for a few more minutes. When he was convinced I was back on planet earth he said,

“Okay. I’m gonna let go now,” cautiously. I nodded. He let me loose and I immediately went red with embarrassment and shame.

“I have to go,” I said, turning for the closet door. My arm was quickly grabbed.

“I’m not letting you go anywhere,” he said, shaking his head.

“I need to be alone to think,” I said.

“You can think right here, with me,” he said sternly. He loomed over me watching my every move and I regretted my outburst. He was never gonna let me out of his sight. I stood in front of him stubbornly for a while before I got tired and gave in. I slumped into his chest and was quickly encircled by his strong arms.

“I’m insane,” I said, accepting my fate.

“No. You are not.”

“I don’t know why you want me to have your kids, I’ll screw them up,” I mumbled.

“This is all my fault. I pushed you to this,” he said. I sighed. “I won’t bring up the topic again. I didn’t know how deep it affects you.”

“It’s not so much that Cayden. You can want what you want and disagree with me but I can’t handle you being angry with me. When you don’t talk to me…it literally drives me insane. ”

“I shouldn’t have gone about any of this the way I did. Its…not fair to be angry and guilt you because you don’t want kids,” he sighed. “If I’m being honest, I knew before we got married. I just thought you’d change your mind,” he said, giving me a small smile. Guilt started to build up in me.

“And someday I could,” I said. “I blew things up. I should have at least been open to a full on conversation. I shut you down pretty quickly,” I admitted, wrapping my arms tighter around his torso, remembering the plate he had thrown.

“Yeah you kinda did,” he chuckled. We hugged each other silently for a while. “We’ll talk about all that another time. For now, are you okay?”

He gripped both sides of my face.

“I think so,” I sighed. He led me to the bedroom and we sat on the bed.

“What’s going on with you baby?” He asked, tapping my forehead meaningfully.

“I was panicking,” I started, “the usual. But usually I can suppress the irking panicky thoughts, today I couldn’t.”

“That’s the voice?” He asked. I nodded. “Continue.”

“The panic voice was saying to pack up and leave to avoid facing the issue, but I remembered my promise to you,” I looked up at him through my lashes, “so I tried to make the voice stop.”

“You scared the shit out of me,” he admitted.

“Sorry I went asylum on you,” I smiled slightly. He took my hand.

“Tell you what. If you feel like you really need to get away and be alone…just go to the apartment and let me know so I don’t think you’re missing.”

“But Cay-” I started. He shook his head.

“I’d rather that than see you like that again,” he explained I nodded. I looked down at our intertwined hands for a while. I thought about how Cay had calmed me down like no one else could when I was the most vulnerable. He saw me for everything I was, dark corners and all, and it didn’t scare him away.

“I guess we need to have a real discussion,” I said finally, putting a hand to his perfect jaw. He simply nodded and turned to kiss my hand.

“Later, when we both in a better place.”

“We were stupid to get married without having these conversations weren’t we?” I murmured. He shook his head.

“Love makes us do stupid things. But I don’t regret it…do you?” He looked vulnerable. I shook my head.

“Of course not baby,” I assured him.

I stretched out of sleep, lifting my arms over my head and turning over on to my back. My arm brushed against warm skin and I looked over at the other side of the bed where Cole was still sleep. I slid out of the bed and went to get my clothes off the floor. I stepped into my jeans and put my shirt over my head.

I had come over late last night to chill and of course one thing led to another, and i eventually fell asleep after a lot of making out and stuff.

“You ain’t always gotta run out on niggas. You can stay if you want…eat, chill, whatever,” came a voice from behind me. I was caught. I turned around with a slight smirk.

“Ain’t nobody running out, I got shit to do,” I said.

“Right now? At 7am,” he asked, skeptical. I paused. He was right. I was just trying to get out before he was awake and we had to do the whole morning after thing. I had never done that with anyone, chick or dude. I never stayed the night and I for sure never stayed the morning after. That was a level of commitment i never had…until now. This was also weird because unlike girls who would ask me to stay, Cole acted like he was cool with whatever. I was never quite sure what he was thinking.

“I guess not right now,” I said. He looked over at me and we made eye contact. I glanced briefly at his bare chest which showed the hours of training he did.

“If you don’t want to that’s cool though,” he said, breaking eye contact. I realised then that he was….upset? I realised he didn’t want me to go.

“Nah I can chill for a bit,” I said, sitting on the bed.

“Imma take a shower, you tryna hop in?” He said, removing the blankets and standing up. Seeing him in absolutely nothing was distracting but I was pretty sure he knew that. He came over and gripped my shoulders. Then he moved his hands down to the hem of my shirt and lifted it up. I raised my arms to help. He went for my jeans next and then turned to go the bathroom. I followed.

“So what are you gonna do with this place when you go to Dallas?” I asked, pulling my shirt back on.

“Imma keep it. Imma be here weekends and stuff, days off,” he shrugged.

“You think you gon be back a lot?” I asked, indirectly asking what I actually wanted which was ‘will we still see each other’.

“I’ll be back quite a bit, it’s only a few hours away.”

“I’m sure you gon miss Randi a lot,” I chuckled. He smiled.

“I will,” he nodded. “And you too,” he added. I paused and I swear my heart stopped. I really was gonna miss him though, and things were just starting to work with us.

“I guess Imma miss our 2k games,” I said, meaning I’d miss him. He chuckled and now I smiled. I grabbed his chin and licked my lips. He gripped my sides and moved in to put his lips on mine.

Hours later after eating and watching some shows I finally put my shoes on by the door. I said bye to him and he watched me as i made my way down the stairs. I looked back and he grinned, i smirked back.

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