#gurl i'm such a procrastinator

[omnipotent-omnicube]

act.ually.. what if i watched. a silly little anime instead

what if i finished tuning this one part tonight

[amber-isnt-a-precious-stone]

sorry but how the hell didn't these pics of this photoshoot from June 2021 not reach my internet circle

[arisuworld]

| CLEARING SOME DOUBTS + MOTIVATION FOR VOID AND MANIFESTATION |

DISCLAIMERS:

1. Strong language (i swear a lot), sarcasm ahead, tough love typa shit. This is meant to be helpful and reassuring but I'm not going to treat y'all like you're made of sugar and talk like I'm from 50 years ago. Deal with it or not.

2. English is not my first language. So, there can be many grammatical mistakes.

So, lately I see a lot of people questioning law of assumption and void like "is this even real?" "I saw this post on reddit and they say manifestation is not real" "void isn't real, it never worked for me"

well guys, rather than sending hundreds asks to bloggers, just try to manifest once in your life? It's not like you're doing this for someone else. You're doing this for YOU, for YOUR OWN SELF. THEN WHY THE PROCRASTINATION?

Secondly, use your own fcking mind okay? Why do you even listen to people who are judgemental and just always shittin around? Do what benefits you!! If reddit doesn't benefit you then delete it.

Thirdly, VOID IS REAL!! 100% tested and proven by hundreds and thousands people but you still chose to believe one of those who don't believe in void. Great, right? Also, just because you failed to enter void once or twice doesn't declares that 'void isn't real'. It's okay to doubt after a failure, it's human nature but get your shit together alright? Get right back on track because IF YOU WON'T, THEN WHO WILL DO IT FOR YOU? Only you can change your life girlie!!

Now, look this is on you. If you want to have your dream life, you can have it right now but you choose to waste your time reading anonymous's success stories rather than making your own. Why don't you take it upon yourself? AND JUST DO IT? WHY NOT? IF THEY CAN THEN WHY CAN'T YOU? WHAT'S STOPPING YOU? The method is not the problem, swallowing or staying still is not the problem. It's you!! If only you could have some faith in yourself, then you would be living your dream life rather than crying over your shitty life right now. Believe me or not, but only you can change your life. ONLY YOU! No one will do it for you, not even your favourite goddess blogger. (Also, they have their own personal life so please stop spamming asks and disturbing them with your stupid annoying questions which has been already answered millions times. Yes, they've been answered millions times!!!)

All you have to do is change your mindset , affirm and get that dream life. THEN WHAT'S STOPPING YOU FOR FCKS SAKE? YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THAT MUCH? IT'S JUST SO EASY. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO OVER COMPLICATE IT? Manifesting is just like breathing = Natural, easy and effortless. But you still choose to over complicate it and then be like "Why it's not working, pls help" Listen gurl, the bloggers don't know what is going through your head 24/7, only you do. Only you can point out your own mistakes and work on your self concept.

I mean I get it, really. Your whole life, you've been told that ONLY hard work can make you achieve great things but suddenly you get to know that you're the god of the reality and that you can get THAT BIG ASS MANSION, MERCEDES AND KIM TAEHYUNG IN YOUR ARMS JUST BY AFFIRMING. Yes it's hard to believe sometimes but shouldn't you be happy? That all you have to do is sit back and relax. Shouldn't you be happy that you don't have to work 24/7 to earn good money? SHOULDN'T YOU BE HAPPY THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS JUST CHILL?? Yes, you should be but you silly goose choose to procrastinate.

"The cost of procrastination is THE LIFE YOU COULD'VE LIVED" (LET THAT SINK IN)

So what are you even waiting for? You already know how void and law of assumption works then why are you lurking on Tumblr 24/7? Why don't you take a break and show up on Tumblr with your own success story? Just go and get THAT LIFE BABY. TRUST ME IT'S SO EASY. Once you get it, you'll understand how stupid you were to procrastinate.

So the conclusion is, chill and relax babe and get that dream life. It's just so easy. You don't need to stress over it. It's just so fun and effortless. You can have a great journey ahead but only if you put some efforts in. i Hope to see y'all spamming some good ass success stories, alright? Good luck y'all <3

[saintspeils]

Hi girl ! Saw Ur shifting post and felt so motivated Reading it ☺️ i swear it's like Ur an Angel from heaven that went to give me a sign to finally stop procrastinate 😭 anyways , i love Ur blog and Ur aesthetic and was wondering if i could PM u pls , and if u ok of course becomes Friends who knows 🙃! Anyways gurl love ya and bye bye (PS: I LOVE WHAT U DO,SO NEVER STOP TO BE OUR GUIDE AND TO SHINE THROUGHT THE DARK💜🙏)!!!!!

hello omg!! ahhh i'm so happy my post made you feel that way!! PM me anytime you want and thank youuu so much 😭😭

[imaginespazzi]

Gurl where was this Ucla fic? Pls spare me some link 😭😭

You imagined it, it doesn't exist, don't read it, you'll want an update and I'm procrastinating.

It's in my pinned babes but here you go lol 😭

[conkreetmonkey]

Why I was banned from r/curatedtumblr: a very belated explanation/apology post

Before migrating here from Reddit, I used to be a regular participant in r/tumblr as a commenter, then r/curatedtumblr when r/tumblr became unusably bloated with repost bots, and the useless mods did nothing because Reddit's leadership system is dumb and broken. Hence the name, curated tumblr; an r/tumblr replacement that was actually moderated. All of the regulars, including me, migrated there, and now r/tumblr is like 90% karma-farming bots endlessly upvoting each other, presumably so the accounts can later be sold for advertising or political astroturfing purposes. Happens all the time.

I explain this because it's important to understand that a) I was a part of the community for quite a while, and b) r/curatedtumblr was heavily moderated, so as to avoid the mistakes of its predecessor. Fine and dandy.

I was a high schooler at the time, terminally online and working a shitty fast food job to save up for the PC I'm typing this on. Thus, I'd spend the days endlessly interacting with the people on r/curatedtumblr, and the evenings working at a Taco Bell, unable to use my phone until breaktime.

One day, I forget the exact context, but the subject of r/FDS came up, which for those of you who are unaware is a hive of femcels. Named as an acronym for Female Dating Strategy, the sub was infamously sexist towards men, going on about things like "high/low value males" and how men below 6' were inhuman scum and basically doing everything incels do but with the gender roles flipped. And just like incels, everyone there was unaware the real reason The sub featured a nauseating glittery pink colour scheme a la Claire's, and everybody there talked like a popular high school girl in a Nickelodeon movie, all "yaaaaaass queen" "you go girl!" and shit like that.

So this sub comes up, and if memory serves we were shitting on it, or at least I was? Again, the context has been lost to memory, and since the sitewide search tools you used to be able to use to find multiple year old comments have all kicked the bucket, and the Reddit UI for finding old content is stupid and requires you to trudge through the entire histroy of a user chronologically until you find what you're looking for with no option to jump to the desired time period, I'm probably never going to be able to find it. I was making fun of the kind of shit they said on that sub, and I said something like "yass kween dump his low-value ass he only makes 800k a year ur worth more gurl," and then went to work.

Now, I didn't know it at the time, but as I worked, somebody saw the comment and thought I was mocking AAVE. They accused me of being a "4 Chan Nazi." Things kind of snowballed from there. Now, and this is embarassing and I've been hesitant to admit to it, but I'm here to explain and apologize, so:

when I was in high school, I did not know what AAVE meant.

I took offense to being accused of being a Nazi, and I forget what my reply was, but it was snarky towards the accuser, which made me look like a POS. Since I did not know what AAVE was, I did not refute the claim that I was making fun of it, and this made me look really, really bad to anybody who did.

I was then banned for this alleged racism. I looked up what AAVE was, realized I totally did look like a racist in that situation, but rather than fight the allegations, me, being an anxious teenager, instead eternally procrastinated on doing so, afraid of further anger directed at me.

It was a dumb choice to make, because now I'm afraid anybody on here from r/curatedtumblr who remembers those days might still think of me as "that guy who turned racist out of nowhere and then ran off." It's been eating at me for years, so I've decided it's time to rip the bandaid off and finally clear the air. I should have done this a very long time ago.

tl;dr, I made a string of bad decisions that made me look like a racist piece of shit. I could have easily undid this by immediately explaining the situation, but being an anxious, then-internet-inexperienced kid at the time, the sudden social rejection scared me, and I hid from the problem.

I'm sorry. It was a bad move. I never intended to mock AAVE, nor appear as if I was doing so. It's a valid English dialect, it's culturally important, and I respect it and those who speak in it. I apologize to anybody I may have offended by accidentally appearing to imply otherwise.

I hope anybody from those days who still remembers me can find it in their hearts to forgive me. Or they can choose not to, as is their right. I'm not here to beg for forgiveness, I'm here to finally explain things and put them to rest. This is what happened, I am sorry, and I hope you also see it as a poorly-handled misunderstanding and nothing more. I just needed to finally move on from this.

[jacobmybeloved]

ooooooo babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I've literally been procrastinating working on UWBL since god, the beginning of summer. i'm just so lucky i had a backlog of chapters to post but i'm back in my groove babyyyyy

just finished chapter 146 yesterday and 147 today. if i do my math correctly that means two to three more chapters until I can begin the next arc ^^

i have to at least have this fic done before far cry 7 comes out LMAO cause then you know ya gurl is gonna be writing fan fics for that tooooooo

[firewoodfigs]

🥳 🦈 💛 for the ask game!! 👀✨️

🥳 Why did you start writing fanfic?

If I'm being brutally honest it really was because of covid LOL. 2020 was a real shitshow because my country (and pretty much the rest of the world) went into a really strict lockdown the day I graduated university and effectively thwarted all my hopes of celebrating with friends and going on grad trips. my bf and I were especially bummed because he'd gotten a fully-sponsored 3-month internship at The Hague and it would've been my first time in Europe, so I ended up coping by writing fic and making friends here -- which, in hindsight, turned out to be the best thing ever because everyone here has been nothing but lovely, especially you!!! 💛💛💛

🦈 Which character is the toughest to write?

HMMM probably Riza tbh. at risk of oversharing I can deeply relate to the whole daddy/mommy (?) issues thing but also I am anything but disciplined and strict irl. like if Riza could appear irl and whoop my ass into waking up and getting to work and completing what needs to be done on time I would be eternally grateful. ya gurl here has zero discipline and should literally be studying instead of lurking around on this hellsite but alas... here I am, a master at procrastination!!

💛 What is the most impactful lesson you’ve learned about writing?

"We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect." (Anais Nin)

if anything, writing is free therapy -- it has helped me so much in processing grief and unravelling entangled memories that I don't speak much about, and also appreciating the present. I live for those moments where I can amble leisurely along rusted leaves and sit on a bench and write about how lucky I am to simply be alive :'')

thanks for the ask, my friend!! I hope you have the loveliest weekend ahead *hugs* sending you all my love 💛💛💛 (yellow hearts for the most radiant ray of sunshine!!!)

[vidkid20ssimblrlair]

Hi again. Just a small update. Good and Bad News.

Sorry my return to sims is a slow one. I haven't had a chance to sit and play. Work drains the crap out of me and I've been extremely busy this week.

I usually would start with the bad news but good news first.

GOOD NEWS: I got my learners permit after 1000 years of procrastinating. I was embarrassed to admit I couldn't drive tbh. Well, your gurl passed the test on the first try. I will be taking driving lessons from my dad and driving school very soon. So yes, I may be burning rubber on a road near you. Apologies in advance. 🤪

BAD NEWS: OK Roxie (my dog) went to the vet. She's OK, sort of. She came home with us and is on meds, but we found out some stuff. She has a heart murmur and has been put on two meds for her heart. Doc also felt her abdomen and said her spleen appeared to be enlarged. Said she may have a mass on her spleen. Basically, it could be cancer. He didn't say the C word, but mass usually means the c word. At less it's benign, which I doubt since she rapidly lost 10 pounds and is usually a chunk. They sent out blood work, and I'm waiting to hear back. I'm scared out of my mind. I know her time is coming eventually, but my heart will break if I have to do the E word. I will do what's best for her, though, if I have to. I just hope I'm wrong and it just migrated fat or something.

[m333myselfandiii]

Awww you're welcome! I have a bad aesthetic problem, I try to be it so bad but it turns out bland. You, on the other hand, made an amazing blog aesthetic. Great job ^^

NONO actually good thing! I stopped watching anime because I got into TV series more! Do u have animes you would recommend?

For the manga question,, well, i kind of like to read some out of WebToon or illegally on some website I find. I love some popular choices like Death Note, My Hero Academia, Assassination Classroom, Tokyo Ghoul, Haikyuu (very cute, and im not into sports, just grew up with those silly volleyball players), Black Butler, but uhhh not a great fan of Dragon Ball or One Piece unfortunately. Kind of liking the hype on Jojo but I didnt got into it. I also like to shop but rarely since they cost a lot. Love me some random, unknown shōjo mangas. Come on, soft romance stories are amazing sometimes,,,,, Oh! Plus!!! There are Mahwas (i probably spelt it wrong) which are basically mangas but korean. And that's where I get very ignorant <3 i would recommend going through many lists online!!! People share very underrated mangas you don't know existed haha.

Thank u for replying to me.

-🪩anon

AWW thank you sm I'm so happy you say that cos I spent hours on Pinterest for HOURS to make it look good yk but it still looks kinda bland to me, im glad you think otherwise 😭 and also, I'm pretty sure yours isn't bad at all :33

GURL BYE-

WHY IS YOUR TASTE EXACTLY LIKE MINE OMG? I've never seen anyone else like assassination classroom (not anyone I've personally interacted with 😭), N THT MAKES ME SO HAPPY HHHHHHHH. I've watched Death Note, Black Butler and My Hero Academia, and Haikyuu's been on my watch list since forEVERR I just keep procrastinating lol :') as for Tokyo Ghoul, I really did try to get into it but it js... wasn't my type sadly 😭 I've heard of dragon ball and have dipped a little here and there into One Piece but I'm not rlly attached to it lol :') n same with Jojo lol!! I've heard the hype but I've never checked it out for myself lmao

Nd tbh where I live buying Mangas n other stuff sadly isn't available :') so online shopping it is that I hv to resort to lmao. And you're totally right bout the soft romantic shojo Mangas that somehow nobody seems to know about lol 😭 like,, they're SO SWEEETTTTT <3 they're like,, so random- but somehow manage to be the best pieces of literature that bless my eyes lol ✨️😔 there was this one I rlly liked a while back- tho the name was kinda odd. It went smth like "is long term employment possible - my pre-employment life with an unsociable magician" n I rlly liked it lol cos it was js so SWEETT ugh :33

Ngl I've been looking to get into Manhwas for a while- do you have any recommendations? Also with the movies since you mentioned you like TV series :3

Also also also- for the anime recommendations- I don't think I have good taste, but there are some rlly precious ones you can check out if ur not too busy lol :3 there's "horimiya" which is a short n sweet high-school romance, and "ancient magus's bride" which I don't see get talked abt a lot, but is still just as cute and sweet lol :33

And thank you so much for the ask, I'm rlly happy to get to interact wth you!! I'm so sorry for the late reply btw I was kinda busy 😭😭

Hope you have a great day, anon!! :3

[liliallowed]

by my previous statement over mental health I diagnose myself as mildly disturbed by the number of dark intrusive thoughts per hour.

huh.

I'm not okay am I...

that's unfortunate. I don't want to be not okay how to I okay myself if I don't even know what's wrong?

like yes subconscious I hear you screaming in agony over whatever trauma or emotional outburst i suppressed involuntary and out of unhealthy habit by distracting myself.

I can't just unbury and UNFORGET what past me threw at future me to deal with!

PAST LILI YOUR BRAIN IS SO TANGLED WHYYY I mean I get you're procrastinating on a mental break down and had to keep your shit tougher... and now that the tense moment is gone I can finally fall apart in peace...

but like

gurl. dude. my dudette.

my sub-braincell in Christ please. I can't be left to clean up the mess you made for future me destroying yourself to this extent...

and I know. I know I'm not okay and that these are a cry for help from the depths of my subconscious telling me BRO YOU ARE NOT OKAY.

it's like there's a fire alarm in my brain going off but I don't know where the fire is or how to put it out.

and it's probably caused by overworking myself and ignoring the safety measures taken not to overheat the small computers in my brain.

I smell the burnt papers and I smell the hidden collapse of the structural integrity of my mind but... I don't feel it.

I don't know whats wrong. what's wrong?

everyone around me tells me I'm not acting normal.

they s is clearly a sign I'm slipping again right?

you'd THINK I'D KNOW what's wrong and why it's happening right?

nope. this lil silly goober is so obsessed with hiding her flaws she decides it's NOT IMPORTANT! just forgeeeet about the building that's on fire! push it under the rug...

[normystical]

fucking headcanons

(the sexuality and identity type shit i mean)

(LWYS! btw if that wasn't clear)

♡♡♡

todd

ADHD. impulsiveness, procrastination, *maybe* a bit of rejection sensitivity, AND you CANNOT tell me that all those repetitive story arcs where Tomo forces Todd to do a basic task DOESN'T resemble executive dysfunction. we all wanna kick ourselves for not doing the thing later on, but tomo has the power to actually do that.

...as for everything else, though...

(it's just the vibe he gives off to me idk.)

(the chill kind tho. skinny white male listens to california gurls twice daily kinda guy. slay)

♡♡♡

hattie

aromantic bisexual.

uhh. no further commentary lol;;

hattie my beloved

♡♡♡

e6/5f

nonbinary + autosexual(/autoromantic).

..not entirely sure if it even counts as a headcanon or not tho. does it??? am i just figuring out the proper labels and everyone else is just misinterpreting things?? they literally use they/them IN SINGULAR FORM and also i .. don't think i even need elaborate much as for orientation :P

♡♡♡

bernard

okay i am SO sorry for this but i cannot be the only one who feels he just RADIATES "uhm akshully paimon is 6000 years old, so TECHNICALLY if w-" energy

♡♡♡

prof. fixit

uhh so he is DEFINITELYi think it's time for you to know the awful truth the truth about me and the truth about you 'cause you're a brand new species big cat oh oh space nazis robert stack oh oh god damn it gonna snap oh oh oh oh leanord nemoy call me back call me back i try to call you every day i'm rehearsing what to say when the truth comes out of my very own mouth i've been working on a unified theory if i make it through tonight everybody's gonna hear me out 'cause i'm the right one on my touch-tone touch-tone telephone i'm the only one on your a.m. a.m. radio oh i'm crying now authenti

[arisuworld]

SHUT THE FUCK UP AND START PERSISTING !!!

DISCLAIMERS :

1. Strong language (i swear a lot), sarcasm ahead, tough love typa shit. This is meant to be helpful and reassuring but I'm not going to treat y'all like you're made of sugar and talk like I'm from 50 years ago. Deal with it or not.

2. English is not my first language so there can be many grammatical mistakes.

No, why don't you just start persisting and stop complaining? When are you gonna stop whining? When? After a decade or more? When more than half of your life is spent? When are you gonna start taking action for your dream life? When are you gonna get that dream car? And that dream house? WHEN? Is persisting that hard for you? I mean, all you have to do is flip your negative thoughts in positive thoughts which benifits you, which favours YOU. Then why do you still procrastinate? Fliping thoughts is hard for you? Pathetic. If you can't even manage to robotically affirm 10 minutes a day to have your dream life then, you're so hopeless.

If you start affirming now and persist in them then you'll see the highest version of yourself in no time. I bet. Imagine seeing yourself, living in a luxurious mansion with a big ass pool, unlimited money, having a partner who loves you to death, fame and like 10 luxury cars in the backyard of your mansion. Damn gurl, lucky you.

So why don't you just do it? It's not that hard. Yes, it feel unnatural in starting but it will start feeling better in no time. Just AFFIRM AND PERSIST!!! And the most important part, BELIEVE in yourself. YOU CAN DO IT!!! HAVE SOME FAITH IN YOURSELF GIRL AND SLAY! I BELIEVE IN YOU!!

Good luck <3

{@arisuworld}

[aria0fgold]

Getting dragged into Mahoyaku 3-4 days ago and being pulled by 2 characters that are supposedly mortal enemies while I procrastinate the main story of it is an experience, and quite frankly a good way of deflecting the horrors.

I don't mind not so detailed spoilers but like WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE STORY GETS DARKER??!?!???!? I'm seeing red flags, death flags, FULL ON AGONY FLAGS, and like gurl, I got here 4 days ago, I'm vibing, losing my mind with one of the insane pairs of the game wdym the story gets worse, I'm at chapter 10 of main story 1.

MS1 has 21 chapters, MS2 is ongoing and it's also speeding through a landslide of angst WHY

I'm going through the tags of mahoyaku and sprinkled in between the funny memes and pretty drawings and translated stories are the horrors leaking out and like GURL I DONT THINK ILL BE PREPARED?!?!???!?

Pls im part of 2 other games with agonizingly painful stories (2nd is a maybe cuz its still early on but the SIGNS are there), i have ptsd from honkai impact 3rd's angst filled story and im keeping close watch of honkai star rail cuz i aint about to see someone die a 2nd time and the death flags are rising for a different character in it and MAHOYAKU IS SPEEDING THROUGH AN ANGST FILLED STORY TOO AM I CURSED WHY AM I PLAYING GAMES WITH THE MOST HEARTWRENCHINGLY PAINFUL ANGST

Me, a person too sensitive and way too weak for angst and yet here I am... obssessing over a game with angst. OH BOOOOIIII I'm preparing my heart, im preparing my heart, im going to procrastinate the main story the same way im doing with hi3 i aint ready yet for the angst train yall.

LIKE! i get attached easily! And right now I'm attached with everyone in mahoyaku! (esp cain and owen, mostly cain and owen) I. Am. Not. Ready. to see them hurt! Pls theres like character stories and event stories including cain and owens past and i saw bits and pieces of it and its like, mmm, painful. im reading that when im better prepared.

[wickedhawtwexler]

weeeellllp after majorly fucking up some shit i have finally been forced to acknowledge that, even tho i am not depressed like i was as a teenager, i’m still a literal human disaster and need 2 see a therapist sooooo i guess ya girl is gonna spend the next few weeks finding a therapist!!! and shelling out that $25/session copay woohooooo