jacobmybeloved

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Hi hi just quick update I’m not dead though my mental health sure is trying to kill me LOL

I’m so sorry I haven’t updated UWBL in so long. Lots of things happening. My MOTHER is moving in and my job is literally making me have a mental breakdown on top of a brief hospitalization LOL

I am chugging along on my school work though and the school year is almost over so I think before the end of February I should have a chapter update for UWBL 😭

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While texting a friend I misspelled John's name essentially turning it into a female one, and it created a whole new world in my head lol Didn't want to just draw women in Seed's clothes. Still let's say I just tried my hand in it.

Couldn't come up with anything special for Jacob, but for Joseph or rather Josie I was aiming for an image that is more motherly and somewhat feminine, but still reminiscent of original design.

Joanne and Faith post.

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Addition to the "family of all boys" Joanne and Faith Seed

Despite Faith looking quite long I guess, he is supposed to be a shorter young lad, just to keep that innocent non-htreatning aura about him.

Older sisters' post

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untitled goose game

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Literally crying/screaming rn 😭😭 I’m so glad you’re enjoying the fic! I absolutely love the mention of the tangerine moon it is its own character wink wink 😉

Me deciding to post after 18 thousand years bc I'm bored. Wow, such a shocker!

I just recently finished Farcry 6 and found a fic over on AO3. 134 chapters. Over 300,000 words.

I'm only on chapter 5 (I've still go sm to read and it only keeps getting better) but it definitely inspired this and js me overall.

Not sure if it came out how I really intended for it too (or if i even rlly like it), but I've been meaning to make any sort of connection to Dani and lions sworn enemies, the Leopard.

Tried to make everything as kinda "tangerine" as I could get it but the moon still seems way too bright and large to me.

Literally nowhere done working on this playlist but the whole thing is the like 5 songs I've been listening to while I read. It'll probably get happier eventually (if we're lucky)

Anyways ik I'm just typing to type now so here's the creator of the fic that's been genuinely consuming my brain for days, the writing is incredible.

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Hit or miss I draw the dinner scene with her and Anton bc it genuinely changed my brain chemistry

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These are 100% canon and legit.

On a sidenote I drew all these within a month and my artstyle can't make up its mind

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I worship the chaos.

My close mates have long been familiar with Santana Caballero, my own character I put in Far Cry 6 by creating personal AU. And now, I’ve finally mustered the courage to share something more openly about her with this artwork, since I like how it came out!

She even has a backstory, though for now, it’s tucked away in my private notes. But if anyone’s curious, here’s a brief overview: Santana is an FND (FDA) captain. A cunning manipulator, she keeps her ruthlessness and bitterness hidden, reserving them for special moments. Santana is unwaveringly and fanatically loyal to Yara’s current regime, even during the most controversial times. I absolutely adore her hhhhhhhh <3

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I’ll take your confession, now.

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The drawing I did for the far cry 5 fanzine c:

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Cyberpunk Jacob

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Just a little update to show proof of life LOL

I have not been working on the fic like I was hoping to on this holiday break, but I do still plan on updating once the new year comes around. ^^

I'm also hoping that with my dnd groups being busy over the next few weeks and alternating schedules i'll be more motivated to write so fingers crossed! anyway, hope you all have a safe holiday season!

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I kinda promised to my buddies that I'll draw some hot stuff, but my mood took a ride to a bit of an unexpected direction.

If you were not familiar yet, let me introduce you to another definition of "hot" - tactical shit.

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I did this for school and i kinda like it even if I’m not a fan of watercolor paint