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And when I write about making out with the cute, shy art major while you're drunk at a party that sucks? What then?
#ems i blame you#you put university student hyunjin in my head and now i feel insane#the vodka probably isn't helping lmao#jesus he looks so good#why am i not messily making out with him while in his lap and feeling him get hard underneath me#why is life cruel and unfair#why did he have to do this TODAY#i am just trying to LIVE#LIKE THE HAIR???? THE FUCKING GLASSES????? HIS NAILS?????#guess I'll fucking die#rj talks
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>message friend to add me on new account
>wait 2 days, finally they log on and accept my friend request
>sends me a message saying hi
>i respond back within 30 minutes
>message fails to deliver because i am no longer friends with the recipient
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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Random poll because i was curious about other people's headcanons about Yuuji's feelings. Personally I'm inclined towards either chapter 143 or Yuuji realizing he loved Megumi just as (or after) he lost him (temporarily. He will be back), because i like the angst of it. But idk, what are your thoughts?
#tbh at first i was just planning to have chapter 143. the possesion and then the oblivious or has always known options#but the while thinking about it i wondered if it could have been that way back in the detention center#like I'm thinking of yuuji coming back. hearing megumi say that he doesn't regret saving him and spontaneously thinking “i want to kiss him”#but he doesn't say anything because he is gonna die anyways so what he wants doesn't really matter anymore#itafushi#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga#jjk manga spoilers#if you die I'll kill you is there because i see it as yuuji realizing megumi loves him and thinking “i love him too”#that “i guess i can't die on you then” was gay as fuck#and the fact he said those words again? you can't tell me yuuji hasn't thought about that moment since
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i should be allowed to kill people for the amount of time i spend on the internet patiently explaining why you're not allowed to kill people.
#fighting for my life on the doordash drivers subreddit to patiently explain that no actually you can't murder people for stealing your car.#it's bad to murder people for stealing your car. we don't have the death penalty for stealing cars. even in america.#i hope everyone arguing with me on the thread gets shot with their own gun. thanks#('are you being mean and argumentative though' NO. I SWEAR TO GOD)#(I'M LEGITIMATELY USING CALMING EMOTIONALLY MANIPULATIVE EMPATHETIC INFORMATION SCIENCE TACTICS.)#(AND STILL THEY ARE ARGUING WITH ME. ABOUT HOW BAD THEY WANT TO KILL PEOPLE.)#(YOU CAN'T KILL PEOPLE!!!!! YOU JUST CANNOT DO IT!!!!! I'M SORRY!!! I KNOW IT WOULD BE FUN AND THIS MAKES YOU SAD!!)#(OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!)#i deserve more credit than other people for being nice because it's harder for me!!!! EVERYONE SHOULD DIE!!!! HORRIBLY!!!!!#thank you. this has been my allotted daily bitching. i'll be a nice blogger now.#negative#murder#i guess
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My head is in my hands, and all I want is for Solas Dragon Age to acknowledge the harm he has done, own his mistakes, make amends to those he has harmed, and seek atonement through restorative justice.
Stupid egg and his crimes will be the undoing of me - 15k words, jfc. THIS IS ONE CHAPTER (tis shall be broken in twain, probably)
#solas#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#It's not that I hate the redemption ending#it's that it was no different from 'oops I fucked up#guess I'll die die then endings that I HATE#What about blight left in the world you motherfucker?#why does a random group of women get to absolve you#if I am kicking a hornets nest I do not see it#for I suffer for the craft#fanfic#dreadrook#solrook#solas x rook#i love solas to be clear
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Man like. I really hope the theories about 'redeeming Solas' ending being to die/mirror his friend wisdom where he dies but will eventually get respawned as a 'new' him, aren't true. Because ngl that's. A very unappealing ending imo. Like that isn't worth the 10 year wait at all.
#its no different to me than if he were to just die permanently.#bc he explains that his friend wont remember him and will come back similar but not necessarily even the same personality#like it just wont be him. the solas we knew would be dead. and im so fucking bored of that#like im just. im gonna be mean hang on#solas redemption arc being 'he dies and respawns' is so. fucking. lazy?#like idk i guess i find it more compelling to have a character learn to Want to live. learn How to live. etc especially when its an immortal#not to mention. like. solas personal quest w wisdom dying is like. im sorry i didnt cry? it wasnt That Emotional.#someone died. happens in like every fucking dragon age quest ever.#the emotional part of solas' quest was how He felt and dealt with it.#and even then. he just disappeared until you fast traveled back to skyhold next.#like am i making sense?#the emotional part was seeing how broken up HE was about it. but wisdom dying was no sadder than when duke bastien dies in Viv's quest#it was just a death with a little *essence may reform later and be a new spirit note#anyway I'll be like. incredibly disappointed if that's what happens to solas no matter what
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rafayel: i love her and i think she loves me
the sea: love is to die for someone and you do not need to earn her love. you may only love me, but a special eternal way
rafayel: that sounds wrong
the sea: guess i'll die then
rafayel: what the hell hold on
the sea: okay then kill the unnecessary bindings you made with her
rafayel: guess i'll die then
the sea: what the hell hold on
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Nobuhiko Okamoto really out there promoting his BL manga that is basically a bkdk au and you people here are just... NOT TALKING ABOUT IT?????
#bakudeku#bkdk#he really said: FINE if no one else is gonna do it i guess i'll have to do it myself#'this is a work of pure love 🥹'#one of the characters is a crybaby called uzuki and he was bullied as a kid and the other one is blond and he's uzuki's hero#and they're childhood friends whose relationship got strained over the years but now they're in high school together and they get kidnapped#and forced into some...survival game(?) where they have to fuck or die and it's called 'boku no spirited away'#like????? SIR????? EXPLAIN YOURSELF?!?!?!?#can't believe no one here is talking about it and i had to find out when i randomly saw it mentioned by someone from a different fandom#you're all on twitter and get these interesting news every day yet you choose to leave us all here in the dark. NOT FAIR
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(minors dni) someone said subtop!hazel in my asks and i cannot shake this vision of riding that girl's strap while she has a bullet vibe in the pocket of the harness until she actually falls apart, but the "composition" i actually wrote to that ask in question involves her fucking you from the back with a bullet vibe in her strap and her progressively losing her shit and getting subbier so what the hell do i do now
#hazel callahan x reader#hazel callahan#i guess i'll just fucking die#i mean the og concept is solid but i wanna ride#lesbian
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I hate getting excited about something and accidentally sharing it with someone when they're in the wrong mood to hear it. Makes me feel like a dog trying to play with their human in an antidepressant commercial and ruins my entire mood
#and it's not like they don't care they're just in an off mood and don't match the energy you give and it's just so#deflating and uncomfortable sgjdhkdhk#like ''isn't that so cool????'' ''yeah.''#makes me wanna die#and then it's like well now I can't tell them again and I just wasted sharing that with them AND I feel shitty about it#guess I'll just fuck off this plane of existence#unfortunately it happens to me too often because people in my life are just busier than me and I don't hold it against them#but it still feels bad man!!#I'm also just feeling fragile cause I've been isolated lately and don't have a lot going on so the things I do have to share#aren't like. things people generally view as very important I don't have shit going on right now#I've just been feeling lately like everyone's got Important Life Stuff tm going on and are often not as present with me because they're Busy#again I'm fragile rn so it's probably not as bad as it feels like it is#I'm just sad lol
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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ok, so- @kpen-draws forced me to draw stucky in the year 2023 and she's going to fight me if I don't post it
#gopher art#stucky#marvel mcu#bucky barnes#captain america#steve rogers#I didn't wanna put this in the main tags but shes required it of me#on the bright side 12 year old gopher is so fucking hyped#I shipped them so hard#and I'm admittedly kinda proud of how this looks#guess I'll die now luv yall
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Well fuck
#COME ONNNNNN#I just wanted to read definitely-not-poolverine fics#Because I definitely haven't been reading about them for the past 3 days lol#But like#I was about to click into one :((#fucking sad#sad times#No more ao3 for now#ao3#guess i'll die
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come back to konoha kris
#naruto#naruto shippuden#deltarune#uchiha madara#senju hashirama#uchiha sasuke#uzumaki naruto#kris deltarune#susie deltarune#valley of the end#shuumatsu no tani#kris where the fuck are we#i'll bear the burden of your hate and die with you kris#krusie#i guess#i think ralsei is sakura in this metaphor#...''metaphor'' is an. odd choice of words
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Looking back at the "severe" social anxiety diagnosis I got as a teen ..
It's like, if I went to a therapist and said: "I do not like being stabbed with knives. I do activly avoid situations that involve me being stabbed with knives. When I have to face a situation where I can expect to be stabbed with knives, I dread it and can sometimes not bring myself to pull through, no matter how much I want to reap the benefit I am after, that requires the situation."
And the therapist went: "Oh, so you're irrationally afraid of people. Got it."
#this is about being trans mostly#have you considered that avoidance is the most normal response to hurtfull things#I am so mad about the medical gegligence and malpractice I had to endure throughout my life.#negligence#fuck#but then again; people like me along with out pain and sorrow are invisible and don't matter#transmasc#transandrophobia#fuck capitalism#nonbinary#non binary#genderqueer#people are always 'doctors are important' and shit but I have yet to meet one doctor that even isn't activly awful. The bar is on the#fucking ground#yet among the 20-30 Doctors I have met#none could clear it. there were like 2 who I didn't interact long enought with to determine anything#whe rest quickly proved themselves.#and trans issues is only the littelest part here. the outright treating me as a second class human and basically sa take the cake for worst#but the systemic apathy and not doing anything to help me#a child that has expressed urgent help needed#abusive teachers and family and not a single support person in my life and they ignored me#now I'm still stuck with my 'parents' (not that they ever did that job) who continue their abuse unchanged to this day but now I'm also#severly burnt out (untreated for years now)#and compleatly unable to do literally anything beyond some! hygene and getting food from the kitchen as needed. but yeah#i totally don't need help.#idek why I am writing this. just venting into a new void I guess. whatever. i'll die soon anyways. my body is telling me. the extended#isolation#and unhealthy lifestyle is gonna kill me and then noone will care either
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