#grrr normal about them

[blotb0x]

he let her infodump and he regrets it SO hard it’s been three hours

[phantom--brainz]

10 hours.......

I'm gona explode..... /silly

@thatsthat24

[raynastar03]

Silly sonic stuff to practice shading :333

Ft. @moo--milk Evan and Maxi!

[faunandfloraas]

fansites that blur the other members faces are so funny to me. like why. we know who he's standing next to.

[icewindandboringhorror]

recent things

[rileys-basement]

The Ride the Cyclone hyperfixation is coming back and stronger than it ever has been and is going to eat away at my brain I fear

[beast-feast]

The add-ons to my f/o list would would go crazy if I included the complexities of some of these bitches!

[ragingtwilight]

Lost note #1 made me cry for like 20 mins I had to put the game down

Cherry on top I made Leshy a damned follower first and I was so upset I had to restart the whole day I'm so sorry babygirl I didn't know there was a limit

Also Heket asked me to marry her let's fucking go

[navysealt4t]

staring at you with my eyes. transfem percy jackson you say? i am. willing to hear more. <- guy who has started shaking at a normal and regular speed

SHAKING TOO I HAVE LIKE. ZERO COHERENT THOUGHTS ABOUT IT IT JUST MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. AND AND AND T4T PERCABETH !!!!!! HELLLLOOOOOOOoooo OH AND AND AND PERCY FUCKING FIGURE ALL THAT SHIT OUT FOR HIMSELF AND LEADING HIM TO FIND AN IDENTITY OUTSIDE OF BEING A HLAFBLOOD AND POSEDINS KID .

[visionkept]

Watched the rest of TGCF'S S1 with @geleum again ! Last time we got up to ep.7, today we finally watched the rest. Did I like it ? Heck yeah, to the point that those 20 minutes episodes felt barely around the 10 minutes mark. Berry's not immune to dumb couples that take forever to get together tho their friendship is indeed, the gayest thing ever.

[d0d0-b0i]

AUGHH I AM INCAPABLE OF BEING NORMAL ABOUT THEM

[angy-grrr]

thank you for being an izch hater in these trying times 😔

these are trying times indeed, but I'll gladly remind dudebros that they have as much confirmation as us, and I put us on the same level exclusively because this is a shonen -and still, they have even less than what's usual.

Shame.

[falsementor]

thinking about blackquill again. dude,,,, peng and macaque would be SO bad for each other fr.

[browzerhistory]

Whomst is this yanny and also 🍀

OKAY so i had to wait until i got home from school to respond to this because hoo boy. hot dog.

so in order to properly explain who yanny is i need to go back a couple months when I started hyperfixating on a semi-popular video game... except i hated it. hated the concept, the creators, the fandom, everything (i won't say what game it is bc that would be swinging a bat at a hornet's nest). but my brain kept going back to it because one can't control the hyperfix. i ended up making a couple of characters in the universe of the game, one of whom was yanny (though the others got abandoned rip).

at first they just sort of existed and i didn't really do much with them besides doodle them on homework on occasion. they were sort of like a punching bag because the video game wasn't very well written and a lot of the effects of some in-universe events were either downplayed or ignored completely and i was like "well i could totally do better here's what would actually happen to a person going through this". and as it goes, i ended up liking their design more than i meant to (since they were sort of just made on a whim). however, by the time i realized the potential they had, the hyperfix was finally fading and i was more than ready to abandon all memory of that game existing. i was kind of sad to let yanny go but i really didn't want to continue interacting with the game or its fandom because it had an actual affect on my mental health.

then i realized "hey! i don't have to forget about them, i can just shove them into my oc universe!" and oh boy that's where it got out of hand.

removed from the context of the game, yanny lost a lot of their character and at first i was worried it wasn't worth keeping them if they were just going to be an entirely different person. but i tried reverse-engineering my way through a backstory and ended up making them more well-developed and interesting than they had been before. in turn, i also ended up fleshing out a huge chunk of my ocverse! there's a lot of world building there that would just not have existed if i wasn't so determined to put this poor guy through the Horrors.

that's the backstory out of the way. I'll tell you about who they actually are now (christ on a bike this post is long)

so yanny was originally a placeholder name, but it ended up sticking, and eventually evolved into their current full name, which is yanahel owens. they're a demon/fallen angel getting used to life outside of heaven (which is more like a hive mind in my ocverse and is currently referred to just as THE HIVE or THE SINGULARITY). they were roped into joining THE HIVE when they were very young and ended up spending seven or eight years as a drone (18 to roughly 25 or 26). once they break free, they're basically lost since they remember very little of their life before or during their time in THE HIVE. through sheer dumb luck, they meet up with someone they knew before, stella, and she offers to help them get back on their feet. she lets them move in with her and gets them a job at a café near her apartment. there, they make two more friends: tea and hanna, coworkers who are generally worried about their well-being but enjoy their company. they also meet up with more old friends there, vivienne and adam, who are currently in college.

their story overall is going to be about them making a place for themself in the world and recovering from the debilitating paranoia that comes with escaping a situation like that. THE HIVE is like a high-control group on steroids, so healing is going to be difficult and painful, but yanny perseveres because they want to find joy in life again and they want, above all, to live. it's more than a little bit of vent writing for me, but in a good way, because in the end, they're able to carve a place in the world for themself while making peace with what they went through and eventually finding joy in life again.

good lord this got long. can you tell they're my favorite oc right about now? have a drawing of them as a treat for reading this lengthy ass post. thanks so much for the ask!

[circus-k]

i think i have to kill someone.

[sponxersbonkers]

I love being part of game fandoms and this is nothing against them. But I SWEAR TO GOD IT CARRIES PRESSURE. ESPECIALLY when there is a second game. And ESPECIALLY when I want to be just as insane as everyone else who is completely caught up and finished the game. I love playing games and I want to indulge in them so bad but I have very hard time doing things already. I sometimes just like to take breaks from games and play others or do other things but that adds more time and space between me and understanding/relevance in the fandom/community. And my main enemy is SPOILERS.

It's the equivalent of being told to frolick with a blindfold on. I ain't gonna do that, what if you told me to frolick in a field of sharp rocks(spoilers). I am gonna sit here and enjoy what I'm confident is grass.