#im so normal about them GRRR

[phantom--brainz]

10 hours.......

I'm gona explode..... /silly

@thatsthat24

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

ive been listening to pacific on loop for the past hour or so and exploring artists with lots of music is kinda intimidating so do u have any other chase petra song recs 👉👈

YAYYY !!! ofc :33 they are my fav ever (after tnc) and pacific is probably my favorite song ever and i cried in concert hearing it <33 anyways

from the liminal album i really like in an emergency such as the end of the world and quicksand or laws of physics

reliable narrator- i love this songg <333

lullabies for dogs (album) sorta just came out and i havent had enough time to choose favorite songs yet but !!

the needle- and subsequently the suture gah i love them <33

and yeah !!!! theres more but i didn't want to do too much i love their music so much :) <3

[ragingtwilight]

Lost note #1 made me cry for like 20 mins I had to put the game down

Cherry on top I made Leshy a damned follower first and I was so upset I had to restart the whole day I'm so sorry babygirl I didn't know there was a limit

Also Heket asked me to marry her let's fucking go

[navysealt4t]

staring at you with my eyes. transfem percy jackson you say? i am. willing to hear more. <- guy who has started shaking at a normal and regular speed

SHAKING TOO I HAVE LIKE. ZERO COHERENT THOUGHTS ABOUT IT IT JUST MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. AND AND AND T4T PERCABETH !!!!!! HELLLLOOOOOOOoooo OH AND AND AND PERCY FUCKING FIGURE ALL THAT SHIT OUT FOR HIMSELF AND LEADING HIM TO FIND AN IDENTITY OUTSIDE OF BEING A HLAFBLOOD AND POSEDINS KID .

[sponxersbonkers]

I love being part of game fandoms and this is nothing against them. But I SWEAR TO GOD IT CARRIES PRESSURE. ESPECIALLY when there is a second game. And ESPECIALLY when I want to be just as insane as everyone else who is completely caught up and finished the game. I love playing games and I want to indulge in them so bad but I have very hard time doing things already. I sometimes just like to take breaks from games and play others or do other things but that adds more time and space between me and understanding/relevance in the fandom/community. And my main enemy is SPOILERS.

It's the equivalent of being told to frolick with a blindfold on. I ain't gonna do that, what if you told me to frolick in a field of sharp rocks(spoilers). I am gonna sit here and enjoy what I'm confident is grass.

[skekthesilly]

there's like. ONE headmate in here that SUCKS ASS!!!!!! they suck so much ass we dont need more headmates that suck ass. type of bitch to encourage self harm and saying shit we shouldn't and just egging everyone on to act on their impulsive thoughts. they're a badly drawn brain and fucking. GRRR. slams them against the wall. just realized talking about them might summon them byt who cares. lets try to make this cheerful sùnday-⭐️

whoopie!!! cheerful sunday i say very normally while proton angst looms behind me (im going to post it today once i finish. ha. ha. h)

[aaaaaaaaaaaa-hey-its-jude-or-bee]

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Updated COD persona art // more detailed lore.

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Judicial wasn’t something that appeared by himself, friends and others called him it and said the name fit him, he didn’t understand completely why he was being called such a name, nor did he understand, (he is like a judge, and goes by justice and law stuff grrr) and I guess he’s judicial, even if he was apart of his old team they called him that because he did things and acted like a judge but never really realized, he was still nice to them but if they did something wrong like damn… but Orchid surely cannot be Judicial for that long yeah, things often change, for the best, and for the worst, nothing ever stays the same.

He has to run away and hide of his past eventually of course! so, that’s what he does, he left everything he had, everything he made and built all behind, he soon changed a lot about himself and made sure he got rid of the people from his past even if it was hard and he didn’t want to, but even if he tried to get rid of some people he just simply couldn’t get rid of them, even if he was held at gun point,

But soon this man somehow ended up being in a taskforce he thought he’d never even be in, he didn’t understand how but he did soon realize why after he heard a lot about the captain and how Laswell knew him well, and he heard from the whispers around base how captain price picked up a new stray, they talked as if it was so normal, either way he was placed into work so quickly, not that he cared, a lot. It was better than orchid sitting in absolute silence, in his dark room, having old memories replaying in his head, sounds replaying, some he wanted to try and at least remember but honestly? He couldn’t.

But during one of the missions, the team and him were walking throughout the forest, the wilderness of all things for said mission yeah, but when they were walking through flowers, orchids. He started screaming and panicking, his screams were filled with terror and they didn’t know what was going on with him, with orchid, he has a heavy phobia of bugs, and there were bugs on the flowers, and on him, the others couldn’t see it of course but orchid could. And he tweaked the fuck out completely, afterwards they started calling him orchid, because all they seen was orchid, screaming and being terrified of the orchid flowers, and every single time he tried telling them it was the stupid damn bugs, they were just “Yeah totally uh-huh, yeah we hear you.” And so every time they bring it up (they even go as far as pretending there is a flying bug near him or coming at him) and it tweaks him the fuck out completely, and mind you, he’s a grown man rounding up to his late 20s to early 30s. He’s just, special. (Literally he literally had AuADHD because I say so!!! *I like giving my persona characters traits of myself*)

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Obviously the art style WILL NOT STAY THE SAME BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE TIME I DRAW IT CHANGES BUT IM UPDATING THE ART SO PLS WISJEJD

He still doesn’t know what he’s doing but he’s making friends, new friends, meeting new people, he does suffer from a lot of issues and mental health stuff but he’s trying his hardest to work on himself, and well if you read the tags (OK SOME I PUT BC I NEED PEOPLE TO SEE THIS) and look at the last one you see very well what I have in store for him (who knows I might change the outcome for roach and him, but yeah it says he is a love interest, but I might plan to kill him off so Orchid continues to suffer and be alone, Makarov is involved in this a lot.)

I also tried the texts somewhat faded but not too faded so you are able to read what it says, I might make a docs abt him soon but I like drawing and talking abt lore for him when I do so, since it’s more fun but I will definitely do more stuff that includes my stardew valley farmer oc and this oc of mine (I’m getting good with the mark)

And also he was like young when he loses his spouse because it was like years ago so when he joins the 141 he’s like, in his late 20s to early 30s and this is basically getting into his backstory, also he has sessions where he has to basically talk to Laswell about Makarov and everything he knows abt him because, (listen even if he’s apart of the team he still has to because it’s Makarov? It’d be weird to hold out information of knowing him) but he still knew Makarov nonetheless, having him talk and tell them stuff abt Makarov, but not almost everything, some of it is just too personal for him to share with the team.

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[corvidarcana]

I cant believe this has as many notes as it does??? Yall like my blorbos or smth??? 😳😳😳

Anyone know of any good picrews? I want to make my ocs in them to distract myself from The Thoughts

[prentissluvr]

need sam to crush me (in an sfw way) but i just want him to like flex his biceps while my face is between them (idk how to explain it but those tiktok’s where the girls get crushed between their bf’s arms is what i mean) or like i want his arms around my shoulders/neck (im 5’3 so thats where they’d go to i think) and i wanna lick his abs and feel his hands on me AHAHAHAAAAA HE MAKES ME FERAL IM GNAWING AT MY PILLOW like i need him fr

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BLERGH ME TOO BESTIE AKHFSKJDLA yeah ik what you mean that that with sam would literally cure me

hehe. short JK LOL SORRY compared to sam well. you are lol but so am i hehe (i'm only two inches taller than you lmao) but um yeah they would pretty much go right around there i believe LOL

we took a jump on the licking his abs part LMAOOO BUT SAMEEE GRRR i just need him so bad, all of him. wanna feel his big ass hands on my waist and wrists like. actually i'm pretty sure he could wrap his hand around my bicep LOL (i need to start doing arm workouts HELP) need him oh god. i can't be normal about him fr get me out please i- help save me lord (sam winchester)

also i just moved blogs!! i might miss asks on here in the near future, so send all your thoughts to my new main @sammyluvr !

[sillyrandomwriter]

i feel like we got stollencream/strawberrybread content from the new update. if u dont know what im talking about im talking abt the tanghulu line from strawberry cream my baby. he says its tasty, like stollen cookie said. like?? are u srs?? theyre so cutie patooties grrr. my personal headcanon for this is that they shared one tanghulu and to eat, AND JUST HOW CUTE IS THAT ASJSJJSJDJS.

i love them so so much. devsis is not even trying to hide them at this point i swear. theyre defo canon bc im devsis computer. (im so normal about them)

[sulfur1c-4cid]

GRRR I HATE FIVE PEBBLES (I LOVE ALL OF THEM SO MUCH I KINDA WANT FP BUT I KNOW I CANT)

I MIGHT BE GETTING INV !!!!! IM NORMAL ABOUT IT I SWEAR (LIE)

[hermitsandcrafts]

*thinkin abt my favorite block people* grrr im so normal about them i promise

[random-crk-ships]

hey im that one anon that asked to yap abt kudeleine ::3:33333 HOLY SHIT I WANNA SEND SOME ART I MADE OF THEM BUT TUMBLR DOESNT ALLOW ANONS TO SHOW PHOTOS GRRR

anywyas wgat if madleien was the only person kumiho like genuinely liked bc shes known for attracting ppl and real kumihos do it to just eat them but like she actually likes madeleine uhh yeah imegoin insane UEHFHWKSKDJWIIW I LOVE THEM (i have nowhere else to yap)

If you want to send some art, you can do it normally and I will crop your username out so you can still stay anonymous on here! (But yeah I agree it sucks that anons cant send media :/)

Also thats a really good idea for them! Feel free to yap here, I love hearing about peoples ships! <3

[sakitenmaenjoyer]

ruikasa (???) fic idea im never doing. tw for cannibalism and ooc rui. it's not what it sounds like

ive always loved the idea of aus meeting canon so. canon wondershow meeting cannibal toxic yaoi ruikasa. i dont like it when people make rui, tsukasa, or both cannibals, but i do like poking fun at ooc tropes

it'd be a subversion of the yandere cannibal ruikasa Genre. it could be a spoof where canon is simply horrified, or it could be a horror where canon has to deal with unnerving versions of Themselves. everyone thinks it's just doppelgangers of themselves at first; yandere cannibal rui/ruikasa acts like normal at first. but there's something Off.

(and honestly, canon would start off bothered just by the idea of rui + tsukasa dating LOL. the comedy aspect would be canon tsukasa/rui being 🧍🧍‍♂️ at lovey dovey versions of themselves)

but no yeah, in my head the fic is rui centric bc 1) of course it is and 2) rui gets to meet both fandom interpretations of himself in one guy (flirt and Cannibal Murder)

he'd be intrigued at first, but he'd get bothered by how...different his doppelganger is. it's not obvious at first, but his doppelganger is clingy, possessive, jealous, unempathetic- all while putting on a smile on his face. it's the same smile canon rui himself wears, but it never slips off. rui doppleganger completely ignores emu and nene. and if he does talk to them, it's only when theyre in a pair (unsubtle commentary about emunene only being put in ruikasa fics to give them something to do) his attention is on tsukasa at all times

(the horror aspects could come from him wanting to eat canon tsukasa or something idfk. since it's cannibal yandere rui he's like 'grrr i NEED tsukasa!!' and he sees canon rui as a threat.

he might give a scary monologue to him like "i know myself, we're one in the same, i know u have tsukasa to urself but i Need him, i need him more than i need to breathe, i need to experience him, ive been gifted a version another version of him, a vresion i can maim. im selfish that way-"

meanwhile canon rui's like "um." )

anyways the fic ends with the au versions of themselves fucking off/getting blasted by lasers. or something.

also the whole fic hinges on how rui sees himself/how others may see him. he's sick to his stomach that someone who looked/talked like him wanted to hurt another human being. someone who looked and talked like him was dangerous. someone who looked and talked like him said they were one and the same.

this fic wouldnt even ruikasa tbh, itd just be canon rui, canon tsukasa and the ocs people call rui and tsukasa

[hangingoffence]

a birdie (winter. it's winter) said that you have Opinions about Konig, care to share with the class?

do i? DO I?! *cracks my knuckles and my neck*

my biggest issue with the character is the fandom interpretation of him(like in most characters i like the ppl just dont see dont hear grrr makes me feral). It all stems from the fact that König has social anxiety and as we all know all people who suffer from anxiety are all alike and they are shy people pleasers who pick flowers and blush constantly. These people do not know how anxiety affect people in different ways and that its not a fucking one-size fits all. Shyness is a personality trait and social anxiety is a disorder that affects people on day to day life. This might be a surprise for some people but people with social anxiety might love to interact with other people, but their anxiety prevents them from doing it. The fear of being in front of people and the possibility of being humiliated causes people to stay away and not engage in social situations no matter how much they actually would want to. Social anxiety is NOT a personalty trait stop making it one!!!

König's biography in the game stated: König suffered from severe social anxiety throughout his life, often being bullied during his childhood. At the age of 17, he volunteered for the military./ However, his sniper hood terrified the Urzik hostages who had to be convinced by the rest of his team to follow König to safety.

His bio has also stated: Bullied throughout childhood, König found acceptance only when fighting - an activity in which he excelled./ While the sniper hood concealing his face makes him a terrifying figure. It's rumored what's under that hood is even scarier.

His voicelines do not suggest he's shy at all either. He's exited to get into the action and doesn't hint into any kind of insecurity. He also says things very straight forwardly and doesn't hesitate (though that's most just for the player experience but you can convey a lot of personality from just voicelines and he's nowhere near to a shy or insecure person.)

He certainly does not fit into the normal life due to his enormous size which makes it hard for him to go unnoticed. Him being bullied too feeds into the anxiety and the fear of humiliation. But him joining the military gives a set in stone power structure and certain scripted social situations you follow. He thrives in that kind of environment. He's good at fighting and through that he can feel like he fits in.

The sniper hood may even enforces that experience. Not having to show other's his face helps with the anxiety. It is certainly much easier to face and confront things without a noticeable face. It also helps with the scare factor. Other people are scared of him which means people do not want to confront him.

He's a high ranking military specialist. He does not act like a fucking child like the fandom portrays him. He's violent. He's capable. He's scary and he revels in that.

so tldr: STOP making him be the owo >////< *sweats* im so shy uwu baby ill kill you and your whole fucking family

[misty-wisp]

I ront know your oc but your new art popped up on the p5 tag and scratches my brain right, it might be the composition but its giving me "She is gonna make the 3rd semester even more psycological horror :)" energy, loving her hair color too

Also, about your Kasumi's post, i don't deny that Atlus tropped the ball about Sumire's arc at some point but I think Kasumi was a good sister, but also flawed. She probably had more pressure on her shoulders for being the 'oldest one' due japanese's standards, despite being just some minutes older than Sumi, so she probably also wore a mask of perfection to trick society she was what they wanted. Plus instead of just being insensitive, i read her last moment more as her being one of those people coping with humor 'my sister is sad im gonna say a joke to cheer her up :)' and it went BAD. And when Sumi belives to be her sister, she is not a 1:1 copy of the real Kasumi, she is Sumire's own cognition of Kasumi.

Tldr: i think both twins loved eachother deeply but there was a huge lack of comunication a bit due the fact they were 14 at the time and a bit due japanese norms. Also sorry for the ramble 😅

hey!!! first off i am so sorry for answering so late, i've been going through it a little as of recent😭

secondly EEEE TYYYYY i'm really normal about my oc and i can and will talk about her a LOT!!! if you're interested it should be really easy to get a good grasp on her character if you check out her ref and my many posts abt her chronicled in this tag

okok onto the sumi thing--gonna put that under the cut bc of royal spoilers

i think a lot of projection went into my post talking about the sumis tbh bc i have a LOT of issues regarding jealousy and self worth and hoo boy do i project all that onto sumi. so i end up going "grrr everyone better than me is actually awful grrr" as like this weird but natural reaction.

i do think kasumi really did love her sister!! she was just caught up in both fame, praise, and possibly expectations like you suggested. and abt her treating sumire in an insensitive way, while i'm sure she didn't intend anything malicious behind any of her actions, i'd still read what she said as fairly insensitive, albeit unintentionally. she knows sumire's got issues with self worth comparing herself to her but doesn't really try to listen and understand--sumire even points that out.

and while i also think sumire did love her sister, i still stand by my opinion that she should've bore some kind of anger or grudge toward her out of jealousy. and naturally, because she thinks kasumi's so perfect (and out of love), she'd internalize that grudge onto herself just to further her own self loathing. but even with that, i think it's okay if she did harbor that grudge--it only makes sense for you to be mad at someone you constantly compare yourself to, even if you love them with all your heart. it's really something else for her to work through and feel emotions about, bc i really don't think ATLUS let her be emotional enough in third sem.

tl;dr, i'm sure both sisters did love each other very much, one's just unaware of how to handle someone with a crumbling mental health and the other has jealousy issues she internalizes as self-loathing