#greysexual!reader

[luxthestrange]

WHB Incorrect quotes#65 Yes to all those three-

Asmodeus: What is it like to be aspec? I don't really get it~

Ace!Mc: Ok, listen up. Mentally I'm very romantic...

Ace!Mc: Physically I'm asexual...

Ace!Mc: Spiritually I'm a fucking slut...

Asmodeus: Yep, that makes sense~

RAGING Demisexual here...2X' years going hard on just being me-

[makethiscanon]

Happy Pride, everyone! 🖤⚪💜

Special shoutout to my fellow autistic ace peeps who took extra long to figure out they were ace because they were too busy masking💟

[newpathwrites]

Arms Wide Open - Chapter 7

His breath subtly deepened a bit more, and you could imagine his eyes darkening with desire.  For the first time in your adult life, that wanting image felt safe and even comforting - not taking or pressing…

“Please?”  He asked - he didn’t demand.  How different this was from your past dalliances.

Series Masterlist Main Masterlist

Summary: Intimacy in the dark…

Notes: Let’s assume that all safe sexual practices are being employed here, whatever they may be in the Star Wars universe.

Also we’re going to pretend that Din owns a real shower, not a sonic.

Warnings: Non-explicit sex (minimally descriptive), vague allusions to past sexual trauma.  Rating on AO3 is now updated to Mature.  Minors DNI.

Word count: 1.8k

Read on AO3

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You kissed and simply explored for a very long time.  How was it that you could be so damned aroused and yet so patient?  

But as it turned out, it wasn’t so much the sex that you wanted but rather to know this man intimately - all of the parts he wouldn’t share with anyone else… 

His face… his hair… his mouth… whatever skin you could reach…  You had never had intimacy like this - earned in exchange for real trust and affection. 

Of course, that certainly didn’t mean you wouldn’t like to explore his other parts, too.

You would not take any agency away from Din to decide when or if to cross that barrier, but you could demonstrate your willingness and leave it for him to pursue if he so desired.

And that’s how your shirt came off, tossed to the side on the floor behind you.

Din froze momentarily, not having expected this development so abruptly, but his want to proceed became clear as his hands moved up to cup your breasts over the fabric of your chest bindings.

“Can I?” he asked in a strained whisper.

Oh, stars… you could feel his arousal now.  This was happening.

“Yes.”  The word barely made it out of your mouth before his lips were on the swell of your breast, moving along each inch of newly exposed skin as his fingers pulled the fabric down and off achingly slowly until it was tossed to the floor, as well.

Your breath caught in your throat as he took one nipple in his mouth and used a hand to grope the other before moving to the other side.  Your heart was beating wildly with anticipation, and your breath was erratic due to the building arousal.  It was embarrassingly difficult to control the motion of your hips.  

His hardness was pressed right up against you in this position, and he seemed to be struggling, too, breath heavy.

Bless him for not making you ask out loud because, no sooner did you reach that point of desperation, were his hands traveling down to the waist of your leggings and tugging them slightly down for better access.  

“This is okay?”

“Please, Din…” you begged, bringing his fingers yourself to slip inside of your underwear, guiding him to precisely where you needed him.

And boy, did he remember what to do once he got there.  It didn’t take all that long before you were shaking in his lap and holding on to his neck for dear life.  

Instead of the self-serving dirty-talk other men had offered in this scenario, Din whispered the sweetest words of quiet encouragement in your ear - and of all things, that was what put you over the edge.

It took several long seconds, collapsed against his chest and catching your breath, to recover from the most long-awaited and hard-earned orgasm of your entire life.  It had never felt quite like this with anyone else before, and you desperately wanted to find this pleasure with him…

You lifted your head to kiss him one more time before asking the ultimate question, taking a small risk and laying your fingers lightly over his erection, still confined under the fabric of his pants.

“Do you want to?”

His breath subtly deepened a bit more, and you could imagine his eyes darkening with desire.  For the first time in your adult life, that wanting image felt safe and even comforting - not taking or pressing…

“Please?”  He asked - he didn’t demand.  How different this was from your past dalliances.

He hissed into your mouth as your hand palmed him a few times with more intention while dropping off his lap to kneel between his legs for a moment, giving you more space to fumble in the dark for his zipper and help him pull his pants and underclothes down his thighs.  

You took the liberty of touching him, too, for just a minute, rewarded with a few small whimpers of quiet pleasure.  But this was not what you both really wanted, now was it?

Standing to remove your remaining clothes, you climbed back over to straddle his thighs.

“Ready?” you asked, caressing the back of his neck affectionately.

He huffed and leaned forward to kiss you lightly, though his voice betrayed his need.  “Very.”

You sunk down on him exceedingly slowly - it had been a very long time, and while it felt absolutely amazing, it was a bit intense at first.  Gods, he was so sweet about it, nevermind his own pressing arousal, making sure you were alright when you paused partway to adjust and gently encouraging you to relax.  

“You’ve got me in a death grip, mesh’la.  Just take a few deep breaths.  We can stop if you need to.”

You did not want to stop.

Eventually, after some calming breaths and a concerted effort to relax your pelvic floor as he rubbed your shoulders comfortingly, you were able to settle on him fully.

And after that, it was fireworks.

You moved against each other slowly this first time, likely an effort on his part to ensure you weren’t injured, but that was okay because the position allowed a very satisfying depth.  

Stars, it felt amazing and connected and safe… and just so good…

There was little talking, your mouth continuously occupied - kissing anywhere and everywhere possible as your hands roamed under the shirt he was still wearing before moving to wrap around his neck, keeping close as he neared the end.

Still, you broke the silence to reassure him before he would have to ask, putting his mind at ease: 

“It’s safe if you want to…”

He swore under his breath - as if this wasn’t already incredible enough, he was allowed to finish right here inside of you.  

Gods, he realized in the haze of pleasure, he might love you…

Your patience… your kindness… just everything about you… you… you…

He came with a muffled groan, face buried in your neck, and you rode out the aftershocks with him, staying put while he recovered his faculties, rubbing circles on his back soothingly.

“I think that went well…”

He laughed against your collarbone before lifting his head to kiss you properly.

“That was downright incredible… and it was just the first try…”

“Hmmm…” you hummed, smiling against his cheek.  “I hope there will be many more… You’re still in your clothes - that must be remedied next time.”

Truthfully, he was thankful that you didn’t push him tonight, and it was part of what he’d grown to love about you - you simply accepted all of his limits, no questions asked.  He felt naked as it was without the beskar, and skin on skin might have been too overwhelming with all of the other unfamiliar sensations of this sort of intimacy, at least this first time.

“Do you… want to stay the night…?”

This felt like a full circle moment.  You’d accidentally spent a night on his couch the first day you met - and now you would spend the night in his bed with full intention.

“You’re pretty serious about me, huh?”

He paused before responding to that.  “Yeah, I am.  Is that okay?”

“More than okay, Din.  The feeling’s mutual.”

He released the breath he hadn’t realized he was holding and encouraged you to stand up before securing his pants and doing the same.  His hand tangled with yours.

“Come on.  I’ll guide you.”

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You woke up the next morning in a panic, a warm hand clamped over your eyes.

But a familiar and soothing voice brought you quickly back to reality. 

“Hey, hey… I’m sorry… it’s just too bright in here now that the sun is up.”

Oh, yes.  You sighed happily in remembrance of the previous night’s events.

“I’ll keep my eyes closed.  Promise.”

His hand lifted off your eyes to smooth over your forehead while his mouth met yours.

“I’ll never tire of this,” he murmured between kisses.  “Stars, you’re beautiful, Flora.  I couldn’t see any of you last night.”

Oh, gosh, you were still naked.  

You’d never believed any part of you was particularly beautiful, especially as age had started to gray and wrinkle what few decent attributes you possessed.  But the honesty in his voice almost made you believe it.

“I have yet to see any of you, though.  It’s a little unfair - don’t you think?”

“Well,” Din started, running his hand over your breast and traveling down to the apex of your thighs.  “I could put on my helmet, and we could remedy that right now.”

“I…” you struggled to respond, old fears suddenly resurfacing unexpectedly.  “I don’t think I can… I’m a little sore… I’m sorry…”

“Flora, no…” he responded immediately to your tone, moving his hands away from your body and instead cupping the side of your face.  “You never have to apologize for that.  I hope I didn’t hurt you.”

The relief you felt in that moment, the confirmation that this man was not like the others, brought you to tears.  You cleared your throat and quickly wiped them from your closed eyelids, praying he didn’t notice.  It wasn’t his fault.

“No, it’s just been a long time,” you replied with a sniff.  “I trust you not to hurt me.  Please know that, Din.”

He observed you for a moment, puzzled by your subtle emotional outburst.  Had others been unkind to you in such intimate encounters?  He’d murder those men if you asked.

“I have another idea if you’re up for it.”

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You were perpetually intrigued by this man.

Here you were standing naked in the shower… with an equally naked man… in the pitch black dark of the locked fresher…

And there was no groping… no begging or coercing… no expecting you’d do anything but actually shower with him in the dark.

In fact, despite the banality of it, it was exhilarating to know that he was willing to be so vulnerable with you - more than he’d been with anyone else in many, many years.

You couldn’t see him of course, but he didn’t turn you away when you pressed your body against his in an affectionate embrace - skin on skin.  Maybe it was easier for him this way - easing into it… no pressure to push his limits with this new intimacy.  It must be overstimulating when you normally walk around covered in multiple layers of canvas and metal.

You stayed like that until your skin started to prune.  You really wished this night-turned-morning didn’t have to end.

But alas, Grogu needed to be retrieved, and you had duties to attend to at the greenhouses.

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After the armor and helmet went back on, you walked hand in hand to your cabin so that you could change your clothes and share a quick breakfast before heading to Karga’s home in the town center.

Greef winked knowingly at you as he placed Grogu back into his father’s arms and gave Din a little jab in the ribs, whispering to find him later for a chat… ‘about business matters, of course’...

You couldn’t help but wonder if perhaps you’d found more than love and companionship here on this little backwater planet.  

Maybe you’d walked right into an empty place in this little makeshift family… 

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 Epilogue

[missindig0]

Soft, eloquent, British gay seeking love of her life (also known as totally done with the hell of dating apps)

[bad-and-drawn-that-way]

Can you do Angel Dust with asexual s/o headcanons? Thank you)

Absolutely!

Headcanons: Angel Dust with an Asexual Reader

At first, he's confused. Like so unbelievably confused. What do you mean you're attracted to him and want to give him unconditional love but you aren't interested in him sucking your dick?

Angel has the self-awareness to know he's more than just a bag of holes and a good time. But he's not used to others in Hell realizing it. It's refreshing

He absolutely loves cuddles. Touch is his love language and is a big reason he fell down the path that he did, both in life and after

To be with Angel, you have to be okay with his line of work though. He is more than happy to be in a relationship with you that doesn't involve sex, but you have to respect his needs and that he's proud of his work

For as much as he hates being under Valentino's control, he genuinely does have a love for working in porn. When he isn't being fed awful scripts, he believes he has a level of quality that deserves appreciation

Speaking of scripts, the two of you will bond over laughing over the awful scripts he's given. One of his favorite ways to pass the time when he knows he's about to have a particularly rough day in the studio is to cuddle with you on his bed with Fat Nuggets curled up between the two of you while you rant over how bad the scripts are and make fun of them together

He's big on communication. Whether you're sex repulsed, greysexual, whatever it be, he asks if you're comfortable with things often. Even if you've already talked about your boundaries, he likes to check in before doing anything he worries may be crossing a line

He also just likes the reassurance

[thegirlwhorideslikeasamurai]

Writing aspec!Yuuri

Following my meta On no getting Eros and the latest chapter of my YOI novelisation this seems the perfect time to talk about my choice to write Yuuri as ace.

The concept of asexuality is still new to me, so I was surprised when earlier this year a reader told me that they related to my Yuuri so much due to being aspec. That comment made me aware what I had been doing subconsciously all along because at that time it had finally registered with me that I was ace myself, thanks to my dear friend @cecebeanie.

By that time, the first few chapters of Yuuri and Viktor dating were out, but nothing else had happened between them so far. The opportunity to revise the chapters I hadn't yet published and scan those already on AO3 for inconsistencies in my portrayal of Yuuri's queer representation couldn't have been any better. Now that I had become aware of the fact that Yuuri in the anime is indeed ace-coded (albeit unintentionally!), I had to fix that in my story because writing true to canon is my Prime Directive.

Let it be suffice to say that my attempts at making Yuuri sexually interested in Viktor was a total mess. As a writer, I can fake experiences that are not my own and portray them believably. I can write about my own experiences, but what I had tried here was an unhinged mix of both. That reader comment had been a blessing because thanks to it I was able to fix the mess before it would see the light of day.

When it comes to the ace-coding of Yuuri, there are three microlabels that are equally compatible with canon:

demisexual Yuuri, greysexual Yuuri, and sex-favourable ace Yuuri.

For all I know, the first one of the three is the most popular. Many aspec fans interpret Yuuri finding his Eros in ep. 6 as the onset of his sexual attraction towards Viktor. However, I have a hard time picturing Yuuri as lusting after Viktor's body at any point in the story. Due to the abovementioned reasons, I didn't trust myself to do the label demisexual justice anyway (same for greysexual). To me, Eros!Yuuri has more the vibe of a kink than of actual sexual attraction. Writing Yuuri as a kinky ace thus made the most sense to me.

Until that chapter last night, I didn't make a fuss about this whole thing because writing an ace character who enjoys sex has the potential to get you hate from both the allos ("ace characters are boring!1!!1!") as well as the ace community ("how dare you make him enjoy sex! Not every ace wants to have sex!"), but so far, the only hate I got was from two aphobic people in the YOI fandom, which are on my blocklist now.

However, I feel like this subject is worth discussing because of the beautiful possibilties it provides:

Introducing readers to a queer label they know little-to-nothing about and dispelling some common misconceptions on the way without throwing around with labels and definitions.

Helping other sex-favourable aces figure themselves out. For four decades, I had no idea I was ace myself because I believed those common misconceptions ("you can't be ace if you like sex").

Deepening the relationship of Viktuuri by having the boys explore their sexualities as a couple.

Rather a headcanon, but not unlikely given Viktor's celebrity status: Viktor gets to marry the only man who doesn't want him for his body.

Having analysed the story of YOI on an academic level for my novelisation over the last 3 years, I have come to the conclusion that aspec!Yuuri is more compatible with canon than any other label I've seen fans slap on him. That Viktor is his first love further suggests that he's a gay demi-romantic as discussed here. Yuuri's entire character-arc wouldn't make sense without either label.

Of course, the YOI creators might have had something totally different in mind. But as a canon writer, I can only work with the finished result and all the meta infos surrounding it, and opt for the explanations that make the most sense in order to create a story with characters that 100% feel like the YOI characters. In Yuuri's case, I am lucky to share a queer experience, which enables me to write him even more authentically. And so far, that has been a lot of fun.

[sharkboywrites]

Hi!

Could I req Halsin with a male ace s/o (not aro) who’s insecure about not wanting to like get intimate (more than like cuddles) and clashing with halsin’s “love the gifts of nature” life style and maybe suggesting an open relationship (from the nsfw point of view) or ways to face his boundary without making Halsin feel restricted? Or maybe be comforted for his insecurity? Sorry if it wasn’t clear English is not my first language.

Thxxxxx even if u don’t do this! Happy new year btw! Love your blog!

Halsin with a Male Asexual S/O

A/N: Okay I'm back to writing again, I know I haven't done a lot lately, I'm trying my best. I've had a lot going on, getting horribly harassed if you saw that, but I'm moving on and trying to get this acc back on track. I myself use the asexual label, I may be greysexual but I'm not really sure I don't really have the experience to know lol. Basically what I'm getting at is I'm writing off my experience with asexuality, it might not fit everyone, sorry.

Male reader, Asexual reader, mentions of sex

Your relationship with Halsin was very tentative at the beginning

He's a kind man, always making sure you're comfortable

The both of you took time building your relationship, stating boundaries and what you were or weren't comfortable with

He was always respectful, and you felt safe with him

You didn't tell him about asexuality or your relationship with sex until later into the relationship

When you're relationship was getting to that point, him dropping subtle hints and holding you for a bit longer than normal, you knew you had to tell him about it

You were scared, obviously, Halsin is a very nature centric man, and is very open about sex and how it's natural

You weren't exactly sure how he'd react

When you did finally open up to him, it was a quiet night by the campfire, and the two of you were alone

When he made a suggestive comment, you decided that was the best opener to talk about it

You laughed, but started to nervously explain how you really felt, your asexuality and how you didn't want to have that type of relationship

Halsin was a bit surprised, but in no ways upset

It's true that he does a have an "embrace nature" mindset, but that doesn't mean he thinks you have to have sex

While he knows its natural to want to do it, he knows it's equally as natural to not want to

He assures you of this, letting you know it isn't something he'd leave you over

Your next steps depend on what the two of you are comfortable with

He would take up the offer to open your relationship, but only if it was something you wanted, not something you felt like you had to do

He makes it a pint that it's not something the two of you need to do if it's just you wanting him to be satisfied

The two of you would do your best to make a compromise, Halsin isn't the type to do something you don't want or aren't fully comfortable with, even if it means he gets what he wants

Once you both agree on something, whatever that may be, he holds you close

He comforts you, telling that what you feel is as equally natural as what he feels, and that he loves you

You're the man he loves, and your sexual relationship won't change that to him

Love comes in all different ways, and he apricates every type that may come his way

That night you fall asleep in his arms, in his tent, feeling safe, with no worries, knowing that he still loves you, no matter what way you express it

Trying to get back to writing, don't know how many reqs I'll get to but please have mercy I'm doing my best I just had to take a big test :(

[lananakay]

Have you been watching AMC's adaptation of "Interview With the Vampire?" Have you read the book(s)? If not, you may not know that Anne's vampires are on the Asexual spectrum! You also may have noticed that in AMC's adaptation...them vampires be F***in on the regs! This is one part of the adaptation that I don't mind, but don't necessarily love. You may be thinking "but Lana! I read the books and those vampires are NOT asexual, they have sex all the time!" Are you sure about that? Are. You. Sure. About. That?

Like everything in this world, asexuality is on a spectrum. Different orientations fall under the asexual umbrella. If you are interested, here is a short introduction. If you would like to see a more in-depth list of orientations, you can find it HERE.

Pictured Above: Lestat Rejecting the sexual advances of groupies before draining them. (Circa the 2002 adaptation of "Queen Of The Damned")

I am Graysexual.

Sometimes referred to as “gray ace” people who are greysexual are primarily asexual. However, these members of the asexual community may enjoy sexual behavior under very specific circumstances, or they might experience sexual interest on rare occasions.

IMPORTANT: Please Read Below

“Asexuality is different from abstinence, where someone chooses to not have sexual contact regardless of their sexual urges. Someone with an asexual identity is not necessarily someone who has never engaged in sex...(asexuality)is also considered a type of sexual orientation. It is important to clarify that asexuality is not a medical or mental condition or diagnosis. It is a sexual orientation in the same way that homosexuality, bisexuality, and pansexuality are.” – Talkspace therapist Bisma Anwar, LMHC

I've gotta work on having long ass intros. Anyway...I've always loved that Anne's vampires were on the spectrum. I loved how the connections, romances, and intimacies weren't predicated on sex.

I find it surprising whenever I run into VC readers who've missed or not picked up on the asexual themes in the series because 1. it's explicitly stated in almost all the books in one form or another, and 2. It makes me realize how many people don't fully understand what Asexuality is as an orientation.

May times people will cite that there is sex in the books and thus negates that the vampires are Asexual. What they are forgetting is that not having sexual desire does not mean you can not or do not have sex. I know we've all heard of people having sex when they don't feel like it. Just because you consent and willingly participate does not mean you are aroused or even want to.

Some asexual people have allosexual partners and engage in physical intimacies up to and including intercourse to satisfy their partners. On the flip side of that, others may not enjoy intercourse but enjoy other forms of physical intimacy that don't include genitalia. Again, it's a spectrum. I like the idea of sex but don't like engaging in it. I enjoy watching, reading, and listening to porn, and any sexual satisfaction need I'd prefer to address on my own.

It also seems that a lot of people don't know the difference between sex and romance. Sexual orientation and romantic orientation are two different things. Just because a person is asexual does not mean that they aromantic. I am Hetero-romantic. Most of the vampires in the books are Bi/Pan-romantic.

Romantic Orientation: also called affectional orientation, is the classification of the sex or gender which a person experiences romantic attraction towards.

Romantic Attraction: attraction that makes people desire romantic contact or interaction with another person or persons.

Going back to people not knowing the difference between sex and romance, this is one of the reasons why I loved the asexuality of the vampires in this world. For me, when reading the books there was an extra layer of truth in their emotions knowing they weren't forged in lust, but something deeper. It made them seem that much more non-human. More, in control. More above a mortal life. It also deeply enhanced the physical displays of affection that did happen.

Also, It really frustrated me soooo much when Claudia was raped by Bruce. It broke some of the fantasy of the VC world in my view...That there was at least one thing you wouldn't have to worry about with a vampire. Yeh, they might kill you, but they would never violate you. Plus it's lazy writing. You can have a female character go out into the world and be traumatize without raping her. It reinforces the whole "you need a man around to stop other men from hurting you" thing and it's kindaicky.

It also kind of...cheapened the love between Lestat and Louis. At times it made Lestat's actions seem sexually motivated, which isn't how he operates. Especially when he did the whole "Let's have an open relationship so I can screw who I want but when you do it I'm going to get jealous and have a problem with it." thing. It reduced Lestat to a stereotypical asshole that thinks with his dick. Mixing love and sex always leaves you wondering if the love is true.

Now that last statement has gotten me in trouble a in the past so uh...

I do not think that relationships are diminished, illegitimate, or otherwise untrue inherently because they are sexual. I say this from an asexual point of view where I've regularly heard people say/post the following:

"if you're not having sex with them, then why are you with them?"

"If you're not having sex then you're nothing more than friends."

"if they stop having sex with me (or if the sex isn't good) I'll just divorce them or cheat."

"if you're not having sex with me, you don't love me"

As a person (specifically a woman) who has very low sexual interest but still has romantic interest, it makes me side-eye people a LOT. Movies/books/TV and even real life put sooo much emphasis on sex in relationships that it makes one question their authenticity. The books were a nice departure from that.

Now some people have suggested that there hasn't actually been any sex in the series thus far and that I'm just assuming there is based on context. But, no. It was said several times. Here are 3 examples:

annnnnd everybody's favorite!

Now, to cite my sources! Here are several references that brought me to my conclusion of asexuality in the books.

After drinking Akasha's blood in QOTD Lestat looks himself over and notes the following-

"And the organ, the organ we don't need poised as if ready for what it would never again know how to do, or want to do, marble, a Priapus at a gate."

Which means one of two things to me. Either strong vampires always have an erection 24/7 or it just happens after they feed because of the blood flowing through them...either way, it explains this quote from chapter 2 of "The Vampire Armand".

"I put my hand between his legs. Oh, he was so wonderfully hard." -(Human Armand about Marius) 

Then in chapter 3: when human Armand tries engaging in intercourse with the vampire Marius, Marius says:

"haven't you lain with me enough to know what I can and cannot enjoy?"

When first brining this up online, several people pointed out that in the book "Pandora", Marius and Pandora have penetrative sex, and thus dispelling the asexual theory. However, Anne Rice is quite consistent, even this novel. During this scene Pandora asks Marius to:

"Fill me and hold me".

Marius responds with

"This is stupid and superstitious"

She then very clearly states that it is not for pleasure but the symbolism of connection.

"it is symbolic and comforting"...our bodies were one, connected by this sterile organ which was no more to him now than his arm.

Others also point out that in "Tale of the Body Thief" one of the first things Lestat does is have sex. He also eats. lmao! My point is that the whole reason for switching bodies was to be mortal again and do mortal things. Sex for pleasure is a very mortal thing.

In conclusion. I'm ace and I think that's one reason why I loved Anne's vampires so much. I was a little disappointed that they didn't stick with that in the adapted series but whatevs, it doesn't ruin the show for me.!

[the-s1lly-corner]

Which of the creepypastas would be okay with an asexual s/o?

Creepypastas w/ an ace!reader!

yahoo!! sorry for taking so long to get to this!! i kinda had a small lil slump for a few days but im back!! sorry for any typos or if these seem... bllluguuguh!!! im still trying to get through that lil slump so my brains still a lil... boo!!! obligatory these are with characters that i think would be compatible with an ace reader so this isnt going to follow my base/go to list of characters! a lot of these are going to dip into admins experience as someone on the ace spectrum (asexual/aegosexual!) reader is written as vague ace identity but like. mostly involved to be ace. admittedly this leans more into most of this being ace hcs since i think for the most part they dont care/dont find issue with your identity

Characters: Slenderman, Trenderman, Eyeless Jack, Masky

CWs: mentions of sex but like. nothing too bad mostly just vague sex drives and that sort of thing, really!

Slenderman;

honestly i think he might be on the ace spectrum, or maybe thats because i dont think he really knows what sex /is/

okay well he does know what it is but he only understands it on a surface level, but otherwise he doesnt really care much for it in an everyday setting

yeah i think hes on the spectrum; i also think he might be on the aro spectrum!

only really initiates intimacy if you want it (reminder that not all aces dont have sex! attraction stuff is the main thing) but otherwise i would write him the same way as i do with a non-asexual reader!

extra headannon since his is kinda short but really hes probably the most supportive out of any creepypasta simply because i like to write him as this entity that doesnt interact much with others but is still. curious. this man does not know what lgbtphobia is (and thinks its dumb when he does find out!)

Trenderman;

very similar with slenderman but more in tuned with identity stuff and things like that

personally i hc him to be greysexual, or demisexual! i think trender is like. the only one out of the 3 brothers (that i claim) that i dont see being ready to get down and dirty? like unlike slender he KNOWS what it is and understands attraction and all that but just doesnt. feel it

so he gets it! he interacts with people more than slender but like. not openly, i mean like not as himsef?! this is kind of a side tangent but i like to think that slender beings can create false human bodies and trender is the main one who uses it

anyways! im kind of getting off topic

he understands the stigma and hate ace people can get so out of the four characters today i think he would be the most likely to offer an ear when youre getting flack

i wish i had more for trender as well but this is genuinely the first time ive written for him so im still all OWOWOOOUGH!! with how i wanna portray him

speaking of i need to do like a catch up post for him, and some other characters so i might do that soon^^

Eyeless Jack;

okay so! the two above characters are fine with it because theyre on the spectrum above but i feel like eyeless jack just outright doesnt care if your ace or not since he has a fairly low sex drive 99% of the time

sappy man, one of those "i prefer people based on their personality rather than their looks" but not in the "im so deep for this and im lying through my teeth" way i (personally) see people say (school was ROUGH man) but in a "im literally turning into a monster my skin is fucking blue and starting to rot i have no place to say anything" way

anyways

he adores you so so much and he really feels like he doesnt deserve you, bro could not care

probably tries to find flowers around his cabin that make up the ace flag/which ever flag you use

though im not sure how many grey flowers there are... hes trying his best!

Masky;

similar to eyeless jack he has a low sex drive imo so it isnt too much of a big deal to him, plus i think hes graysexual? at least i feel like he would if he knew about the label

i think asides slender and trender, he doesnt know much about this sort of thing so youre probably going to explain it to him

he mostly gets it! he gets things mixed up but hes trying his best!

overall supportive bf!! probably steals a pride pin from somewhere (dont ask)

imagine he grabs the wrong pin/j

wweoeoeohh! i hope this post is okay! admittedly i wasnt sure how this was going to turn out since, as stated above, i feel that a lot of the characters wouldnt mind/are on the spectrum themselves im not gonna lie this couldve been better but im so out of it rn that my brain is all scattered n stuff :( regardless i hope this is sufficient, and once again im so sorry for the wait TToTT

[mthofferings2023]

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Work Description: This is for a podfic of a fic voiced by me. I have a lower tenor-range androgynous voice that can lean masculine or feminine if the character or pov calls for it. My default accent is midwestern American, and have good proficiency in RP British, Heightened RP British, Mancunian and other north country British accents, and US Southern, and am currently working on perfecting Kiwi and Maori. I can often listen and study an accent from a specific character or person and learn to replicate it. I love longer works or bigger series that are plot and/or character development heavy. Along with the podfic, I can do sound effects, and have cover album art (all of which I would love ideas for if you have any). I love to try accents and voices that I haven't done. I also love working with non-standard formats (texts/messages, script, letters/emails), utilizing sound effects (phone calls/facetime/zoom, conversations in echo-y places, voices thru doors or across rooms) as well as foley-type sounds (footsteps, door creaks, things that make a piece more believable and real) and atmospheric sounds (things you'd hear in a restaurant or store or outside, people chatting, birds and bug noises outside or in a forest, etc). I'm most familiar with the MCU, but am more than willing to work in any universe. I prefer to do works pre-snap, though I do love me fix-it content. Ship and character info: Bucky/Steve - you can look at other stucky content i've made. So far I have not done their Boston or Brooklyn accents, but I'd be willing to give it a go this year. Super here for friends to lovers, but also works dealing with Bucky's arm, Jewish content, and both of their mental issues (PTSD, anxiety, flashbacks, etc) from their past. Bruce/Thor - I adore them, especially Ragnarok-era. I do a Heightened RP British voice for Thor. Again, you can refer to podfics I've done of them Bucky/Clint - I've loved everything I've come across with these boys. Bonding over trauma and being there for each other post Hydra. Clint - will gladly do content more comic based for him. I LOVE how the comics portrayed his hearing disability and love to see the MCU fandom add it. Any and all iterations of him I'd love to do. I'm newer to his side of the fandom, and have delved into few ships for him, but would love to work on ASL, sign, HOH, and deaf content for him in gen fic Steve, Bucky, Clint, Thor, Bruce, Matt - I'm aware that the other iterations of ships with these guys are in the VERY rare pair ship side, but I'd love to work with them! This also includes poly ships with them. I've got some fics marked for later to read. Again bonding and healing from trauma, being there after the big events. Peter Parker - with romantic fics, unless aged up/future au content, I don't want to do Tom Holland Spidey Deadpool - MY GUY! All good with the usual shenanigans for him, as well as any violence and profanity that come with it. I'm EXTRA for discussion, angst, and dealing with his scars, pain, physical appearance. Matt Murdock - I love fics dealing with his blindness, aids, and how he moves around in the world (extra fun with deaf or hoh clint, but fun regardless). I also love all the versions of him I've come across, more than willing to do non MCU Daredevil. I'm newer to Matt/Foggy, but SO here for it. If you have a fic in mind you'd like me to read, great. If you have a selection of stories (or a whole AO3 account, or your bookmarks, etc) and would like me to take my pick from those and discuss further, also great. If you’re asking me to record a work that you didn’t write, I might need a bit of time to get permission from the author, so if you can find a fic that has a permission statement on podfics (check their ao3 profile page or fpslist.org) that would make the process way quicker! Do reach out to me and ask about particular works and/or ships if you're not sure. I'd be happy to confirm my willingness to read something. You can check theorose.carrd.co/#podficcing for more in depths loves and hates $10 for the first 5000 words. $10 for each additional 5k words. Final word count can be divided into more than one work. No max word count

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[newpathwrites]

Arms Wide Open - Chapter 6

For once your mind was blissfully blank, no pulls or whispers from that intrusive and annoyingly useless force energy you carried around with you.  

This was just him and you sharing the same space and having one hell of a pleasurable time doing it.  Even if you stopped right here, your intimate needs could be satisfied for another decade. 

Series Masterlist Main Masterlist

Summary: Din takes a leap of faith.

Notes: Regarding reader - there is a reference to her hair in this chapter which you can imagine as any length in this scenario (but she does have hair).

Warnings: Sexual themes and references, intimate situations.  Rating will be updated to mature for chapter 7.

Word count: 1.6k

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To say Din’s invitation to come over for a night alone was titillating would be a massive understatement.  As the day’s work wrapped up, you were buzzing with an odd mixture of nerves, excitement, arousal… 

And a healthy dose of caution…

You’d been a bit overly eager from the beginning on account of your years-long state of touch starvation, while Din had needed quite a bit more time to warm up to physical contact.  You would need to keep your expectations in check here.  Maybe he wanted nothing more than to cuddle on the couch, and that would be perfectly satisfying, too.

Should you pack an overnight bag just in case?  No - that would be presumptuous and put undue pressure on the situation.  Your own cabin was only minutes away, after all.

You tried to relax, calling on some calming energy.  It was best to just go with the flow tonight and follow his lead, free of expectation.

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You were shocked to find Din already completely armorless, save for the helmet, when you arrived at his cabin.  

He was wearing a simple thin compression shirt and plain black pants, likely the attire he normally wore under his flight suit.  The material clung to his form, highlighting his solid physique, and his neck was bare, freed from the cowl.  You’d never seen so much of him before.

He was letting you in….

The desire was creeping up on you despite your sincere intention to remain even-keeled.  Why did he have to be so kriffing sexy?

Those ideas were pushed by sheer will to the back of your mind.  No assumptions tonight… no expectations…

“You look different without the armor,” you said warmly as you wrapped your arms around him in a tight embrace which he returned without hesitation, relishing in this now familiar gesture.  

“Do you approve?  Or do I look like a fool in only the helmet?”  There was an uncharacteristic lightness to his voice today that gave you butterflies.

“Oh, I very much approve, Din,” you replied, looking him up and down in a mock suggestive manner.  “I told you I wanted to get you out of the armor, did I not?”

“Yeah, you did...” he huffed a bit nervously before clearing his throat.  “Uhhh… I attempted dinner if you’d like to eat.  Grogu’s not here, so we won’t have to inhale our food before he snatches it.”

You chuckled - Grogu’s endless pit had become a nightly amusement.  “Let’s eat.  I brought a holovid I think you’d like for later.”

It appeared that Din’s plans were of a more casual nature tonight.  

And that was fine.

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The holovid would remain unwatched.

As you stepped into the living room area after dinner, Din suddenly stopped you with a hand on your wrist before you could reach for your bag to retrieve the disk.

“Flora, could we just… talk… instead?”

You nodded, a little concerned by his anxious tone.  “Yeah, of course.”

He never let go of your hand as he took his seat on the couch, tugging you lightly down toward him.  It became clear what he was silently asking you to do.

Okay… so maybe not so casual after all… This was a crystal clear signal that he was sending you right now.

You grinned and sunk down on his lap, your hips straddling his blessedly unarmored thighs and hands on his shoulders, settling into the same position that had overwhelmed him on the day you first met.

Make no assumptions, you reminded yourself.  You would take each advance at surface level - he was comfortable having you on his lap, and that’s all you knew right now.

Still, the air between you felt charged.

He took a calming breath before bringing the visor to your forehead.  His gloveless hand came to your cheek and then curved around the back of your neck, threading into your hair.  Maker… he’d never touched you quite like this before, and it was exhilarating.

“Thank you for being so patient with me…” he finally spoke in a genuine and hushed tone, bringing his other hand to take yours.

“Of course, Din.  I enjoy spending time with you regard-... oh…” 

You gasped in shock as he slid your hand under the lip of his helmet, allowing your palm to rest against his face, his beard coarse against your fingers.

“It’s been a very long time since I’ve done… anything like this…” he told you honestly, making you gasp again as he twisted your hand a bit to kiss your wrist before letting go.  “But I want to… I’m just… anxious…”

Who was this man touching you with such intention?  How did he know exactly what to do?

You suddenly recalled that he’d mentioned off-hand that very first night being briefly married as a much younger man.  So of course, you supposed, he’d done all of this plenty of times before and likely sans helmet.  But had he not been with anyone since then?  

If so, offering his face to you in this way was an incredibly significant thing.

And you realized with a thrill that despite your early assumptions about his hesitant nature, this man was not inexperienced - but rather unaccustomed after apparently many years alone.  Oh, if this actually happened, it was going to be even better than you had imagined.

Calm your jets, Flora.  Breathe in, breathe out.

“Tell me what you’re worried about, Din,” you whispered, trailing your fingers over as much of his face as you could reach under the metal, mapping out his features.  His eyes fluttered closed under your touch, and he released a contented sigh.  “We don’t have to do anything if you’re not ready.”

He exhaled long and slow.  “I’m ready.  But what if it’s just… bad…?  I don’t know that I was ever good at this to begin with… and it’s been such a long time…”

Your hand slipped back to run through his hair as you offered reassurance, rewarded with a subtle groan of pleasure as it continued out the backside of the helmet to smooth over the exposed skin of his neck and collar bones.

“You’re doing just fine so far, Din,” you said with a fond smile, desperately trying to keep your own body’s reactions under control.  “And there hasn’t been a single moment spent with you that I haven’t enjoyed.  So… clumsy and awkward or not… I have no doubt I’ll enjoy this, too.”

He nodded against your forehead.

You were both quiet then, just breathing together for a moment, mentally preparing to begin this new adventure, when he suddenly shifted and moved you off his lap, rising to his feet.

“Let’s do it right, then.  Hold on.”

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Din moved about the small cabin, securing all of the window shades and methodically shutting off the overhead lighting.  You could only make out his silhouette now.  It was otherwise pitch black, though he moved with ease, probably aided by night vision.

Finally, he took a seat again next to you, and before you had the time to question the necessity of such complete darkness, he was bringing his hands to each side of his helmet and pulling it off his head.

“Oh, kriff!” you exclaimed in panic, turning your back to him.  “No, Din… Don’t do that.  Your creed…”

“…is only broken if you see my face,” he replied calmly, turning you back around with a hand to your shoulder.  “It’s okay.  I got permission from the Manda’lor, anyway.”

Ah, he must have confided in Bo-Katan about your relationship.  

Despite your lingering worry about his creed, you couldn’t help a smile.  His dry humor knew no bounds.

“You’re sure?” you questioned, keeping your eyes downcast just in case.

“Completely.”

Okay, then.

You finally turned toward him fully and lifted your eyes to his face.  Just a shadow - safe for now, at least.

Dank farrik, you could kiss him.  Why else would he take off his helmet?  In none of your fantasies did you even consider that possibility.  

Those thoughts had you eagerly scrambling back on to his lap.  But, you reminded yourself, there were to be no assumptions tonight.

So instead of kissing him as you desired, you continued what he’d started himself, wordlessly bringing your hands back to his face and exploring his features more freely than you were able under the metal of his visor.  “What color are your eyes, Din?  Is it okay to ask?”

His hands were busy, too, finally taking the liberty of really touching you, however innocently, running up your arms, over your shoulders and down your back, and up and down your sides.  Oh, he had been yearning for this, too.

“You can ask me whatever you want,” he replied softly.  “They’re brown.”

“You’re very handsome,” you whispered, hands coming to rest on his shoulders.

He huffed but didn’t respond, forehead coming to rest on yours.  Stars, he was so close, nothing at all between you now.  His nose nuzzled yours, and you could feel his breath hot against your neck.  It would be so easy - maybe you should just ask.

But you didn’t get the chance because suddenly he was closing the gap, and his mouth was on yours.

The first kiss was light and chaste and brief - you were both very out of practice here.  But it didn’t stay that way for long.  

Soon his mouth was pressing more firmly and insistently against yours… and then lips were parting… and tongues were meeting… and hands were caressing faces and tangling in hair and slipping under clothing…

For once your mind was blissfully blank, no pulls or whispers from that intrusive and annoyingly useless force energy you carried around with you.  

This was just him and you sharing the same space and having one hell of a pleasurable time doing it.  Even if you stopped right here, your intimate needs could be satisfied for another decade. 

This was the kind of kiss you had dreamed about - one based first in true affection and companionship and familiarity before anything else.

Oh, Maker… you were falling in love with this man…

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Next chapter

[spokenvessel]

I wanted to introduce myself.

My name is Lucian. I am male. (He.His.Him)

I'm 27 years old..

I'm Pansexual, Polyamorous, and Greysexual.

I am engaged.

I'm also very much neurodivergent.

Please note I'm a writer and reader.

And very timid ans very odd. I can be an asshole.

If you wanna know more just ask..

[brimfire-and-hellstone]

Real Name: Neoma Nassry

Other Aliases: n/a

Fandom: n/a

FC: Greta Onieogou 

Age: 27 

Gender: Female

D.O.B: 20 February, 1995

P.O.B: Luxor, Egypt

Current Location: Montpellier, France

Nationality: French

Languages spoken: French, Spanish, Basque, Arabic, Darija, English, Sign Language (ArSL, ASL, LSF, LSFB), Greek, Somali, Zulu, Xhosa, Oromo, Portuguese

Relatives: 

Séraphine Deforest (adopted mother), Nima Nassry-Deforest (adopted mother)

Haemon Nassry ( adopted brother)

Athénaïs Deforest (adopted aunt)

Thibaut Deforest (adopted cousin)

Bihotz Etura Deforest (adopted grandmother), Florent Deforest (adopted grandfather +)

Romantic/Sexual orientation: Biromantic Greysexual

Significant other(s): n/a

Marital Status: Single

Affiliation: Nassry-Deforest family

Alignment: Neutral Good

Identity: Secret

Species: Elemental

Abilities: geokinesis, longevity

Skills: certified first-aid/cpr, knowledgeable in Botany & Ethnobotany, fast-reader, experienced climber

Occupation: Anthropologist

Religion: Agnostic

Height: 5’5”, 165.10cm

Eyes: Dark brown

Hair: Dark brown

Notable physical trait(s): stitch scars on her back, thighs, and stomach; dark circles under her eyes

Phobia(s): n/a

Mental Disease(s): n/a

Physical Disease(s): n/a

When/How was this diagnosed? n/a

One positive trait: studious

One negative trait: passive-aggressive

Miscellaneous:

She collects old pens and rings

Her most common phrase is “fascinating”, but she says “interesting” to be polite when she doesn’t actually care about what she’s hearing, reading, etc.

History: Neoma doesn’t remember any of the couple of years she spent with her real family, only having been told she is the oldest of three siblings; she was taken to Biarritz, France, when she was 2 and ½ years old, and left at an adoption center, where her younger brother, Haemon was

The two spent 6 months at the center before being adopted by Séraphine and Nima, and the new siblings lived first in Italy, in a community of small Elementals, for several years until they moved back to France, growing up in the city of Nice

While Haemon was ready to take on any challenge from any kid who tried to give the two trouble, Neoma took on the role of the negotiator, keeping her and her brother out of trouble with adults and the schools they attended; she made it a goal to stay in the favor of the adults around them because she, as well as her brother, knew people were weary of non-humans living in the community and the last thing she wanted was to be suspected 

This practice, along with the history of the cities she lived in, gave Neoma the inspiration to become an anthropologist, as human behavior, culture, etc fascinated her.

[ezrasarm]

Coming Out As Asexual/Aspec

Pairings: Javier Pena x reader, Marcus Pike x reader, Din Djarin x reader, Ezra x reader, Frankie Morales x reader

Word count: 2.3K (oops)

Warnings: discussions of sexuality, depictions of main characters as Aspec

A/n: I apologize these were meant to be head canons and a few of them wound up turning into mini fics. I would like to thank @dishonouringmycow for supplying many ideas and helping me concoct these for you and @kiss-evans for her insight as well. These were a lot of fun to write! We’ve written these HCs in hopes that they will be inclusive and relatable to most ace/demi-/greysexual folks and anyone in between. We hope you like them!

[masterlist]

Javier Peña

Telling Javi is a little tricky.

Given the time period, and the fact that asexuality was hardly a word let alone a widely accepted concept, Javier didn’t stand a chance when you went about explaining to him your “unconventional” relationship with sexual attraction.

You didn’t even fully understand it yourself at that point which is why you were terrified when you felt you owed him an explanation for turning him down.

You and Javi had been dancing around each other since pretty much the moment you landed in Bogata.

You knew you cared about him more than the average coworker and Steve didn’t hesitate to tease either of you mercilessly for it with every chance he got.

But there was a reason you had been avoiding acting on those feelings you harboured for him and a reason you were so terrified when he reciprocated them.

Silence overwhelms the small stakeout vehicle when you tell him.

He doesn’t get it.

“Oh.”

The disappointment that pours off of him is palpable.

This really wasn’t the reaction he was expecting to the heartfelt confession he had mustered up the courage for only moments ago.

“Javi,” You sigh, “It’s not like that. It’s not personal. I don’t feel attracted to anyone that way.” You reiterate but he still seems convinced that this is just an elaborate attempt to spare his feelings.

“You don’t have to do that, you know? You don’t have to let me down easy.”

“That’s not what this is. I really just don’t operate that way.”

You had seen the girls coming and going from his apartment across the hall. You knew how he chose to blow off steam after stressful days at work and you knew you couldn’t keep up with that.

“I don’t think I can be there for you like you want me to.”

It takes a moment for it to dawn on him what you mean and you think he finally takes the hint when another ‘oh’ escapes him.

“I don’t need-“ He starts up but cuts himself off when you give him a pointed look.

“I really, really wanted this to work.” He says after what feels like hours of you discussing all the reasons you would wind up resenting each other if you went down that path. All the fears you had of starting something up with him.

“Me too.” You hum solemnly when you deflate to lean into his side and rest your head on his shoulder. “I’m sorry.”

He’s quick to shake his head and whisper a quiet “Don’t apologize.” When he wraps an arm around you and places a kiss to the top of your head.

You both walk away from that stakeout with heavy hearts but lighter shoulders and although it takes some time to heal you learn to show how much you care about each other in different ways.

Now he slings an arm around your shoulders when you’re getting unwanted attention on a night out.

You stay up drinking with him so he doesn’t have to brood alone after a particularly tiring day.

Soft touches and reassuring words come easier between you two.

Most importantly you’re both happy and you haven’t lost each other.

Marcus Pike

Marcus is a little less clueless.

He knows Asexuality exists and has a vague sense of what it is, he just doesn’t know a whole lot about it.

There’s not much pressure when you tell him.

It comes as a bit of a disclaimer early in your relationship and you try not to make a big deal of it. You just want to make sure that he’s aware as your relationship progresses.

Marcus, ever the sweet and compassionate boyfriend is attentive and understanding as you speak.

The words that seem to stick out in his mind come at the only point when the slightest bit of doubt weens it’s way into your voice, “I just wanted to make sure that that’s- that I’m enough for you.”

His heart stops and he’s overcome by a feeling of both shock and sorrow that you could ever think such a thing of yourself.

“Of course. Of course, you’re enough.”

“You’re more than enough. You’re… you’re everything.”

What you don’t see is the way that after this conversation he finds himself wracking up more and more questions that he’s too scared to ask you. Not because he’s afraid of the answer but because he doesn’t want to overstep or make you uncomfortable.

So naturally, he turns to the next best thing.

The internet.

What he fails to realize is how broad a spectrum of asexuality there is and all he gets is more and more confused.

Marcus accidentally develops a following on Aspec Reddit forums for trying to ask people questions and them all just going “aww, Hun” at this poor clueless bean and swooning over how much he cares about you.

Despite the enthusiasm and volume of their responses, they don’t really add much clarity beyond “Hey, maybe you should ask your SO”

Instead, he runs around treating you like glass while he tries to buck up the courage to actually talk to you about it until on a movie night as he awkwardly tries to contort himself around you so he’s cuddling you… without touching you, you finally snap.

“Marcus! What is going on?”

That’s when he finally and rather sheepishly admits that he wants you to tell him more about your sexuality.

“Oh.”

You pause the movie and give him your full attention as you try and talk him through as much as you’re able to explain until suddenly you’re stuck for an answer and you look up at him with rather watery eyes as you admit you have no idea and suddenly you’re the one having the existential crisis.

“Oh, oh no. It’s alright, we can figure it out together! Shhh, it’s all fine. Please don’t cry! Reddit didn’t tell me this would happen!”

“Who-ddit?”

Din Djarin

Coming out to Din is rather anticlimactic.

He doesn’t have much to say beyond “Okay.”

You’re a little confused at first.

That went… too well.

It’s a while later when he brings it up again that you begin to realize why.

There’s no hesitation or taboo, he’s quite straight forward when he asks why you were so nervous.

At first, you’re not so sure what to say. Wasn’t that kind of obvious?

“Not everyone takes it so well.” You shrug thinking back to past relationships where your partners seemed to expect you to give them more than you were willing to.

You could practically see the gears turning behind his visor and it’s only now that you connect the dots and his reaction from before seems to add up.

To him, that was the norm.

It makes sense the more you think about it.

In all the time you had spent travelling with him, all the objectively beautiful women, men and everyone else in between that had crossed your paths, all the slurs that had been thrown at him by drunkards in cantinas about how he fucks with all that armour on, all the rather compromising situations you had found yourself in with him before and you had never caught his gaze wander or heard him express any indication of interest in yourself or anyone in that way.

You had always put it down to his creed. As far as you were aware such things were forbidden for people of his faith but you’re left with an odd sense of comfort as you realized that wasn’t the case.

Perhaps this was his strange little way of letting you know you weren’t alone.

Ezra

When you met Ezra you were prepared for the worst.

A guy as cocky and loquacious as him and you just trying to keep your head down in the busy bar and enjoy your drink in peace after a rough day.

You didn’t have high hopes when he swung into the booth across from you and started down whatever elaborate story he had decided would impress you enough to get you into bed.

“It’s my missing appendage, isn’t it?” he asks when you quite clearly don’t bite.

He’s already moving to leave you be when your eyebrows knit together in confusion and your eyes blow wide as you’re hit with a sudden wave of guilt.

You had grown used to deflecting advances like this but something about the way he said it, the bold, charismatic man suddenly looking like a kicked puppy made your guts churn.

You didn’t normally give an explanation, you didn’t feel you owed anyone that, especially not a stranger and yet here you were.

“What? No! No, I actually think you’re very good looking and charming and all those things people look for in a partner, I’m just not particularly one for casual hookups.” You say looking around the room where you now felt wildly out of place with just about all of its inhabitants presumably looking to get laid or trying to forget someone they couldn’t do so with.

“...Or any hookups really.” You correct yourself and watch as the disappointed look on his face morphs into a glint of curiosity.

“You a uh- a spade?” He asks resettling into the booth, an oblivious smile settling on his cheeks when you laugh at him.

You spend until last-call deeply enthralled in conversation and comforted by one another’s company.

That’s all either of you were here for in the first place, to feel a little less lonely.

You’re only pried apart by the closing of the bar, the nag of sleep hot on your heels and the promise that this wouldn’t be the last you saw of each other.

Frankie Morales

Frankie knew you were asexual.

You had told him before, he just didn’t entirely understand what that meant until much later on.

He seemed familiar with the term but his knowledge of the concept didn’t seem to extend beyond a basic definition.

Frankie’s first wife was his first for a lot of things. First girlfriend, first kiss, first love, first lover, first breakup.

He took the divorce pretty hard, as anyone would.

They’d gotten married so young, before he was deployed, that the guys had never seen him single before and neither had he really.

It took a long time for him to recover and by then he was content. ‘not in a particularly big rush to start down the relationship path and get hurt again’ is how he had phrased it to you once in confidence.

But another factor that he failed to recognize fully at the time was that he just hadn’t found anyone he was interested in in that way.

He’d tried going on a couple of dates but none of them clicked and it just left him feeling more alone.

It was after Tom died, almost five years after his divorce that the guys finally called him on it.

At first they just assumed the way he had been acting was about Tom and in a sense it was, Tom was the only one who had been through a divorce before, he was the only one who really understood and talked him through it when the going got tough.

Will was the one to put the pieces together and realize that the issue wasn’t Tom so much as Frankie getting more and more tired of being on his own.

His intentions were well meaning. They were just trying to help.

All they wanted was to see him happy but the more the boys seemed to try and set him up, the more resistance they were met with and even Frankie couldn’t figure out why until he was sat, venting to you about it one night.

“How did you know you were ace?” He blurts out suddenly and you’re a little lost for words, you weren’t really expecting this conversation to go this way but it was obviously something he had been considering for a while.

“Sorry that wasn’t a fair question,” He says when he notices you’re struggling, “I just- they keep trying to set me up with, who I’m sure are some really great people, but it’s all on this little tiny screen and all you see are a couple photos and maybe a blurb if you’re lucky and there’s just no…”

“Connection?” You suggest. Those big puppy eyes shoot up to you from where they were fixed on the counter in front of him and he gives you a slight nod.

“I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” He sighs and your heart breaks a little looking at him like that before you round the counter and pull him into a hug. “I’ve felt attraction before but I look at the guys and it feels like it takes so much more for me to get to that point than them.”

“There’s nothing wrong with you.” You assure him gently, brushing your fingers through his hair when you pull away to give him a reassuring smile. “Sounds like you could be on the asexuality spectrum.”

“There’s a spectrum?”

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