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Is it weird to cry over your own love poetry?
Asking for a friend.
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Scarr'd Love
Your fear, my love, is drowning your desire
I can sense it
I know it of old
Like a childhood friend
Nostalgia has buried within our play that it was an escape
from torment elsewhere
But we are not children any longer
We've met our abusers to face
and called them
by name
The scars still linger
The fear still washes cold
through our gut
But come play with me, my love
No flood of nostalgia;
only the tumbling raucous
brook'd truth
of our love
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Me checking if y'all are properly appreciating my poetic genius:
#poetry#poem#poets on tumblr#original poem#asking for a friend#library of alexandria#i'm in love#lovers#love#trauma#metaphor#fear#fearnot#this shit is wild#great for my creativity though#whoops i mean my friend#my friend's creativity#lgbtqia#ofmd#ofmd 2#i am half agony#half hope#fuck abusers
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MSR & Hand Holding
THE X FILES (1993-2018)
#isn't peer pressure just great#also I was gonna do something more creative but then I just couldn't get the moments I'd chosen to work for what I wanted#and then I couldn't narrow the ones I'd chosen down#there are so many other moments though that I wanted to use as well#but a) I have to get ready for work soon#and b) I didn't want this to be too long#but ugh I just love the way they hold hands#txf#x files#msr#the x files#txfedit#my gifs#xf gifs#GA gifs#cinematv#filmtvcentral#chewieblog#smallscreensource#usercreate#userthing#fox mulder#dana scully#dailytvwomen#popcultureds#mediagifs#usertvfilm#tvedit#tvcentric#tvfilmsource
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forever obsessed w the fact that in bh lore vampires do actually die and stay dead for a short bit and then come back wrong. something that sadly never really gets elaborated on but that i find deeply fascinating bc it is implied that they remember the afterlife! which is such a cool and insane nugget of lore to give ur vampires like hello. also the implication that it scared the shit out of them, or at least out of mitchell..... can we talk about it!
mitchell eating his stupid fucking noodle box as hes waiting w the newly turned vamp to make sure he doesnt wake up alone and scared even though lauren mocks him for it!
mitchell making sure to remind george to NOT look at what's beyond the threshold when they are preparing to say goodbye to annie when her door shows up!
that little moment when annie decides to tell owen the secrets of the dead to drive him insane and george asks what that was all about and mitchell shakes his head so annie goes ahaha lol i was just improvising even though both her and mitchell know better!!!! thats their best friend who they will protect from the horrors of death as long as (in)humanly possible! they love you alive boy ♡
#me trying to make any post abt a single member of the og trio: ok btw did u notice that all 3 of them loved each other so so much#being human#being human uk#john mitchell#i wish the fact that mitchell remembered Death was used beyond s1 bc it is one of my favourite creative decisions wrt supernatural lore tbh#its not really super prominent and they do keep his fear of death in the later seasons but that specific angle was sooo delicious#especially if u take into account the whole Guilt sitiation george has got going on that hes the only 'alive' member of the household#and as such the only one w a chance to Do Something More w his life and get out of there (he cannot. and hes never getting away from them.)#and how hes torn between wanting A Life bc he still has a chance however flimsy and The House (but it was never going to be human was it?)#and how as much as both annie and mitchell want him to stay bc they belong together (and it is heavily implied that a wolf/vamp/ghost trio#is actually the only truly stable environment for all three categories which is what has kempp and co so freaked out)#they also want him to seize life bc even though they cant he still can and he Should!!! and thats such a great element of tension imo#that sadly gets lost in s4 &5 a bit bc toms relationship to the mortal world is entirely different since he was never a normie so to speak#but yeah. i would make a webweave abt this except i lost all of my fucking episodes Plus my poetry collection when my pc died so#u get this 3 am ramble and if uve read this far u will also get the reminder to fucking make backups of ur stuff!!! do it for me pls!!!#the wise one learns from his mistakes but the genius learns from others mistakes or wtv ...... please learn from my mistakes lol#cavetext
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Nathaniel Benedict/Ledroptha Curtain (TMBS) and Count Olaf (ASOUE) are proof that mentally unstable former theater kids with sad backstories make the most entertaining villains, especially when their main adversaries are genius children they lose to every episode. And one of them is canonically a literal toddler/baby.
#This has been in the drafts since 2022#Feel like I should dump it out though I'll keep the OG tags on which are about how I could never write fic. Hahahahahahaha#Past Bods had no idea. She was a fool. A clown. I'm still a clown arguably a worse clown but the irony is not lost on me#anyway here are the OG tags:#They're both so dramatic#i REALLY want to write a female villain like this guys I have so many ideas#Too bad I can’t write original content#But oh if I could write#Sadly my creativity stops short of the good idea#or maybe I'm just tired#but seriously this would be fantastic#Back to new tags: Nerissa Benedict#And I have others as well that would be great#But we really need more silly female villains#Give the people (me) what they want#The female version of Dr. Doofenshmirtz#Just a woman with ADHD no social awareness and a dramatic backstory and evil plans that are mildly annoying at best#Tmbs#ASOUE#the mysterious benedict society
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ngl i've been kinda surprised by the lack of veilguard stuff i've seen on my dash since it released - i've very thoroughly given up on it, but even ppl who seemed hyped about it have largely just... not been posting abt veilguard at all.
then i looked in the da critical tag and, uh, yeah. i can understand why. it's not an actively bad game, but it sounds to be very... shallow and mcu-ified? i'll admit i had basically given up on veilguard, but i did kinda want bioware to prove me wrong. not that i would've bought it anyway given the way they've treated their company veterans. it's just such a shame.
#weirdly though reading ppl's thoughts on veilguard makes me want to continue my da:o replaythrough even more#origins is *so* good#it may have its issues and god knows i've spoken about them#but you can see the creativity seeping out from the limitations of 2009 tech#bioware#dragon age critical#da2 did its damn best too given how quickly they had to crunch that game to release#inquisition even had its moments as much as i don't care for it#anyway. thank fuck i still have obsidian inxile larian and owlcat for great rpgs#see i want to add logic artists to that list bc i've been playing expeditions rome recently#and my god. i'd guess the budget is a bit/fair bit below owlcat's typical budget for their games#but it's still really fun and playing as a female character is a delightfully (and sometimes depressingly) impactful choice#BUT the studio got fucking dissolved by the founders so they could create a new studio focused on the goddamn blockchain#zero points for the founders all the points to the actual employees who clearly loved the setting they were working with
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quick and loose (24 hours and counting) thing i tried to finish before move-in i'm calling it here i was defeated 😔 let's see if i can finish it before classes actually start (no) featurnig partial view of my krita setup (default) god be with ye all i need to be doing last minute packing in five-odd hours and then i will not sleep for four entire months god be with y'all
#ian beale#mira ramachandran#wip#art wip#look guys if i finish this it'll usurp what i think is the what a creep animation as my longest finished ian project#if things go to plan my other project will dwarf this#has already dwarfed it at least threefold i think#my courseload last semester was so light that i had like twenty hours free each week to do rb art#and do other responsibilities and have a social life i think i only turned down social activities once for it#i'm expecting to get obliterated this semester though so if i don't finish this#and i don't want to flunk out and i'm not wrong#and if i actually have self control#like 50/50 may not have art for a while. but maybe not look guys i'm so good at not getting sleep#man idk how to write dialogue is been a hot minute#will i delete this wip later maybe idk i'm frazzled and tired i really shouldn't be on this rn#anyways it was a great summer with all of you!!!!#had a great time pushing myself creatively and artistically#very inspired#thank you all
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Guys should I write a Dracula musical. Should I???
#BUT I NEED TO FINISH MY ROBIN HOOD ALBUM TOO#it’s going well!! I think!#but I’ve just listened to the Jekyll & Hyde musical soundtrack it was pretty good#a couple really great songs#so currently I’m kind of obsessed with like old gothic horror stories? something like that?#but like. retellings#because I am still sooo in love with The Glass Scientists#in love in love in love#and then I listened to the Dracula musical soundtrack#I reeeally did not like it#I only listened to the soundtrack though I didn’t watch it#but there was barely anything on Arthur and Jack and Quincey????#the three suitors??? hello????#where did they go :(#AND MINA ENDS UP WITH DRACULA???#EXCUSE YOU SHE WOULD NEVER#I love Jon and Mina so much why would you do this to them :(#anyway I want to write my own Dracula musical now#I can do that right? how hard can it be?#I’ve already written two episodes of a musical TV show for my creative writing class#and I’m actually quite proud of those#I also need to catch up on my Dracula Daily!! I’m a few days behind#also if I write a Dracula musical I will absolutely be imagining the songs with the voices of the Re: Dracula cast#dracula daily#re dracula#robin hood mechs au#<- tagging that so someone can tell me NOOO FINISH YOUR ROBIN HOOD MECHS ALBUM FIRST!! YOU LITTLE SILLY!!#if you actually read through all these tags wow! thanks for your time :)#dracula the (other) musical#<- my tag for this now I guess
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anyone else ever feel like a bit of a fraud for their creative creations?
#having one of those moments#when it's like#am I doing creativity wrong???#alternatively: why does my head keep telling me I am doing creativity wrong when. in fact. I find the same things GREAT when other people d#them? huge fan 10/10 only love. but then when I wanna do the same thing the head goes: not you though#*sigh*#the troubles and tribulations of “art”#simon.out.#tales from the google docs#I'm currently trying to get back into writing and also reading and it's.... a mixed bag
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the thing about louis playing in so many festivals is that his music will finally reach more audiences that don’t necessarily know about him or his music. he deserves it. his music deserves it.
#faith in the future is a great example#every song is a hit#and it’s thanks to his creativity and his talents#my friends who aren’t in the fandom loved it#i’ve seen the gp love waoyf#he’s growing and even though there’s a part of me who wants to keep him in this little space we’ve created i’m so happy for him#logan.txt
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i don't have to be unwell about religion anymore i got into crochet
#and also started doing better in general i think. except for the way that i'm not#not sleeping! that is! too many little crochet projects to do!!#my sleep schedule this week is so fucked...#left the house today without my saint sebastian medallion on purpose today though#didn't need it. didn't want it. huge step for fans of bracken being normal#(<— guy who nearly had a breakdown when he didn't have that necklace at the beginning of the month)#now to be able to do my other creative endeavors...#in other news my little crochet creatures are looking great#valentine notes
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Sometimes I wish I was born in October. That way I would always host a Halloween-themed birthday party 🤩🎃
#I just love Halloween so much#even though I live in Mexico#I've always loved the concept of dressing up because you could literally be anyone or anything#besides the costumes are a way to show off people's creativity#also being born in October could have been great because that way I would have had more chances of my friends being here#being born during summer vacations is a curse because then everyone else is out of town on trips#and it always rains no matter what day I celebrate my birthday#halloween#october#birthday
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I enjoy both genshin and honkai star rail but I feel like people vastly overestimate why hsr is more 'generous'. giving out a free 5 star is great but they would not have done that if the playerbase hadn't declined since it first launched. they're not just doing it out of the goodness of their hearts. it's a business decision. and it worked on me, to an extent - i booted up hsr for the first time in months because I wanted dr ratio.
the reason genshin has always had pretty crappy rewards is because they can get away with it. the game blew up without them needing to be generous, so they aren't. I'd like them to give a free 5 star, and I think it's dumb as fuck that they don't have a standard banner character selector like hsr does (I'm coming up on 4 years with no jean), but the hsr devs don't do these things to be nice
while it does drive me mad that hsr has added so many good endgame combat modes while genshin never has, i think it's important to compare the relative effort that goes into both games. genshin requires way more investment. the combat system is far, far more complex and the development of the character animations is a lot more involved. the world design is also way more complex - hsr is nothing in comparison.
I do wish genshin would add proper endgame content, but there's enough going on in genshin that it's not essential. hsr does not have much going for it outside of combat. It's fun in short bursts, but it's never managed to get a grip on me like genshin did when i first played it
my interest in genshin has waned a lot, but that's mostly because I've got so many fucking characters now and my account is really highly invested. there's not the same incentive or need to improve, and I was always going to reach that point eventually. but I do think it's quite telling that genshin was so many people's first gacha game, because it shows that what drew most people to it was not the rewards. it was the features of the game itself. by contrast, I tend to stay interested in hsr only for as long as I'm pulling for characters and getting new stuff, so my enjoyment of the game is a lot shallower
they're fundamentally quite different games and there's a lot they could learn from each other. but I think a lot of people ignore that hsr isn't just....a nicer game with nicer devs or whatever. they're both predatory gachas, they're just relying on different tactics to get their players spending money
#it's the powercreep in hsr that puts me off in the long term#the fact that genshin finds creative ways to keep old characters relevant#or give them synergies with new units#makes a character feel like a good investment#whereas a lot of the time in hsr I'm like hmmm how long until my current dps is powercrept by the Next Great Thing#I fucking wish genshin would add a mode like pure fiction though#genshin impact#honkai star rail
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Humble request to other John Uskglass fans
So, I wanted to do some more art of the one and only Raven King but! I don't feel particularly inspired to work on the 666 ideas I have right now.
So! I came up with an alternative plan!
I'm gonna unite my desire to make fanart of the Raven King with my need to exercise with realistic drawing and recreate photos/ realistic paintings/ etc. while inserting Uskglass in them!
And this is the part where I humbly ask a favour to other Uskglass fans: do y'all have some cool (sfw because I want to post them when I'm done and tumblr will cuck me) reference pics you want me to Uskglassify? I'm thinking stuff like the other pieces of Uskglass art I made recently, but also something with more challenging poses/ composition (I really need to challenge myself more to improve).
If you do, you can share them in the reblog of this post, thus gaining my eternal gratitude! And when I'm done I will post the result here, so you get my eternal gratitude and a (hopefully cool) drawing! Yay! :)
(obviously, if other jsamn artists want to join me in The Great Uskglassification, you are more than welcome! See ya!)
#jsamn#john uskglass#john uskglass brainrot hours#<-like to an extreme degree#the great uskglassification#asking for art references and inspiration like a beggar because my mind is a fucking desert right now#so much creative energy though#if other fans want to do a similar thing with other characters also be my guest#<- don't be shy I'm not gonna gatekeep funsies
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I just think it’s silly that so many people complain about Villain Amaya as “wasted potential” and that “we were robbed” like-
My pals, post canon fan fiction is right there. The desire to free her husband is right there. Either by touching an evil book while being too eager to remember the obsidian oil, or being possessed by contact (ie what she believes is true loves kiss) when trying to reason with him in the dungeon.
We don’t need a rewrite, we can have a continuation. Both can be true. Amaya is a complex character, she can handle it.
#Wish#Queen Amaya#I assume I'm going to get hate for this but like#I know it's not store bought and you have to still make it yourself but also#I'm kind of just tired of seeing a lot of people sh*tting on Wish because it's not the concept art#And I'm kind of over here like how about we love it recognize it has flaws and THEN try to make something new without bashing the OG?#I just love Amaya and she definitely deserves more#but her good character is so interesting and complex#she still knows how to have fun. She still can be sassy or bite.#Like she's still Magnifico's perfect partner you know? and Magnifico isn't perfect?#A truly pure person wouldn't click with Magnifico the way Amaya does...?#I would rather build on Amaya's character than say she can only be good and boring or a villain?#Amaya is so smart yall. I know you can't see it all just on the movie but like she's read every magic book in Magnifico's library#THOUSANDS OF BOOKS.#And knows basic protection spells#She's a devoted leader.#Like.#Idk#She both loves her husband and recognizes that she has to go against him.#She doesn't /turn/ on him. She addresses his flaws and tells him that it's not okay?#She still jokes with him even though she has to put him in time out. She's complex and strong and wise and kind.#And I just hate seeing so many people so quick to just say 'the concept art was better' when like... the idea might be more appealing to yo#But I hate the level of cynicism and pretentiousness I see of people saying their personal ideas of what Wish should be-#-Is better than the piece of media they claim to care about?#Like their personal vision of Wish based exclusively off the concept art is somehow intellectually superior?#And I'm not saying stop doing your rewrites or AU's or anything! Like there's definitely beautiful creativity happening!#I just hate seeing people so negative and like honestly mean. It hurts my heart to see everyone calling Wish garbage?#It's not great but I really really dont think it's as bad as everyone is saying. Like its no like Oppenheimer but it's a children's movie..#Like I personally love the Teens and Amaya#And everyone saying they stink makes me sad... Because they're just great characters?
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Tumblr user Milan, I need your complete and honest opinion on robot balls.
from a pratical standpoint, they're redundant, but i'm not opposed to them. i've let them slip into my fantasies a few times.
#not a lot of creative things u can do with robot balls though i'm afraid#but i like balls. i wanted to give an insecticon in my fic balls#i didnt do it in the end but it would have been great if i did#valveplug
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My king! My king!
Character belongs to Myself and @vondieerde!
#The Gods Marble#Lenidas#Dodecatheon#My art#My OCs#Fighting an uphill battle with depression and art block (and writing and rp and honestly anything creative block) these past several months#Apologies for the lapse in uploading anything#Drew this one a while ago though and was just looking through my folders and spotted it again now#Yet another Garble god#Lenidas appears most often as a Lion-headed man but his form can tend to shift quite dramatically depending on his mood#He also takes on the shapes and forms of kings and sometimes even queens and great leaders throughout the marble's history
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