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gorepill · 3 months
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ok tumblr is being a bitch and wont let me see if i posted this here agan or not so. im jjust gonna. post this. again
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megumi-fm · 3 months
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catoinette · 9 months
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🌊🪸kokomi!!!🪸🌊
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macroglossus · 8 months
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being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED
#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right?????#this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh.#when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like#two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that#time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore#is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and#when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up#and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not#that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on#listening. if that makes sense#IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive#like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!!#idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that#im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy.#epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍
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teknikolor-walters · 6 months
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im so scared for school tomorrow smiley emoji
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okaioh · 1 year
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BAGHERA GOT 17TH IN THE GPA EXPLORER TOURNAMENT/RACE !!! THAT'S MY STREAMER AND RACER !!
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benetnvsch · 2 years
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i love how bones always animates Kunikida with pointy lil teeths- that's so cool and sexy of them - so have this,,, crooked pointy teeth Kunikida,,,, ough yea :sadthumbsup:
(not sure if i actually like this or am just Used To It after staring at it for hours until 5 am - the sketch did not look like him SOLELY bc I couldn't draw his hair right and the smile threw me off LOL - also also,, my requests,,, are open as always- even if u sent before and haven't gotten to it yet I prommy I read and appreciate and will get to them when I have more time )
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scopop08 · 2 years
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Last night I made this affirmation for finals with a vaguely threatening aura
(I just got my final back a few minutes ago and was 1 point away from failing calculus, so uh. It worked. I guess. Thank you Etho)
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lesbianboyfriend · 9 months
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i love the performing arts so much but more and more i am realizing that the sort of run-yourself-into-the-ground rehearsing mentality in these spaces is not sustainable for me…and it’s like i get it because i understand how much hard work goes into those performances!!! i know how important it is to be at every rehearsal!!! and i know no one ever intends to make it an exhausting endeavor on a huge time crunch but the reality of it is that that’s the only way to get it done sometimes with the limited resources most artists are working with….still as a disabled performer this kind of behavior is even less viable for me than my able-bodied peers and i’m increasingly faced with the choice between my health and my passion. and the unfortunate matter is the groups/spaces that are more accommodating aren’t ever the ones that are offering opportunities at the level i want and enjoy. i don’t know how to grapple with this without compromising something important to me.
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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gorepill · 5 months
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hi guys
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popponn · 7 months
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sae as sugar daddy but not in sexy way but in asian parent "it hurts my eyes to see you as a failure because tf are you a bug go study" way
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literally right in the middle of learning about environmental doomism too and the fear and hopelessness of the people trying desperately to fix it and impart the skills to do so on the next generation too. like do i get a fucking break
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johnmalevolent · 2 months
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@epicdogymoment making a separate post as to not clog your notifs
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this is from the data collection section: "retrieved from an anime pirating site"👍
the paper isnt specific on gintama itself (the writer seems to be inspired by another paper of the same subject but with kimi ni todoke as the source material)
a lot of speech act discussions (i was expecting analysis of the manzai format from the title lol) and just explaining different ways of apologizing/blaming (gomennasai/moushiwakearimasen/etc) by using lines from gintama
all things considered i hope the writer enjoyed rewatching gintama as they write this thesis. familiar names makes it fun to read
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scholarhect · 5 months
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LMFAO we got a 39 out of 40 and the one lost point was for two little bad details in the report, both of which i am solely responsible for. oops. i feel kind of bad but also i assume nobody cares because it’s almost perfect. and i personally only needed a 38/40 for a flat B
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teknikolor-walters · 13 days
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Things it feels like college is required for:
- job that isn't grocery store employee
- not wanting to kill yourself 24/7
- parent's respect and pride
- not being consumed by loneliness
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