being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED
i love how bones always animates Kunikida with pointy lil teeths- that's so cool and sexy of them - so have this,,, crooked pointy teeth Kunikida,,,, ough yea :sadthumbsup:
(not sure if i actually like this or am just Used To It after staring at it for hours until 5 am - the sketch did not look like him SOLELY bc I couldn't draw his hair right and the smile threw me off LOL - also also,, my requests,,, are open as always- even if u sent before and haven't gotten to it yet I prommy I read and appreciate and will get to them when I have more time )
i love the performing arts so much but more and more i am realizing that the sort of run-yourself-into-the-ground rehearsing mentality in these spaces is not sustainable for me…and it’s like i get it because i understand how much hard work goes into those performances!!! i know how important it is to be at every rehearsal!!! and i know no one ever intends to make it an exhausting endeavor on a huge time crunch but the reality of it is that that’s the only way to get it done sometimes with the limited resources most artists are working with….still as a disabled performer this kind of behavior is even less viable for me than my able-bodied peers and i’m increasingly faced with the choice between my health and my passion. and the unfortunate matter is the groups/spaces that are more accommodating aren’t ever the ones that are offering opportunities at the level i want and enjoy. i don’t know how to grapple with this without compromising something important to me.
one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
literally right in the middle of learning about environmental doomism too and the fear and hopelessness of the people trying desperately to fix it and impart the skills to do so on the next generation too. like do i get a fucking break
@epicdogymoment making a separate post as to not clog your notifs
this is from the data collection section: "retrieved from an anime pirating site"👍
the paper isnt specific on gintama itself (the writer seems to be inspired by another paper of the same subject but with kimi ni todoke as the source material)
a lot of speech act discussions (i was expecting analysis of the manzai format from the title lol) and just explaining different ways of apologizing/blaming (gomennasai/moushiwakearimasen/etc) by using lines from gintama
all things considered i hope the writer enjoyed rewatching gintama as they write this thesis. familiar names makes it fun to read
LMFAO we got a 39 out of 40 and the one lost point was for two little bad details in the report, both of which i am solely responsible for. oops. i feel kind of bad but also i assume nobody cares because it’s almost perfect. and i personally only needed a 38/40 for a flat B