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last line tag
i think i haven't done one of these in ages so it's about time i dare to show my writing again x) thank you to @dustylovelyrun for the tag! i am currently editing the first half of the new five senses draft so here are the last lines i added under the cut :)
It was the first time she spoke it out loud and she hated herself for how her voice broke. She refused to cry in front of Ms Hoferland, bit her tongue strongly.
The gaze of the Soulguard of Hearing was soft and pitying and for this, Lietje hated her nearly more than she hated herself.
the original:
Es war das erste Mal, dass sie es laut aussprach und sie hasste sich dafür, dass ihre Stimme brach. Sie weigerte sich vor Frau Hoferland zu weinen, biss sich fest auf die Zunge.
Der Blick der Seelenwächterin des Hörens war sanft und mitleidig und dafür hasste Lietje sie fast noch mehr als sich selbst.
i'm tagging @somealienquill @rexxles @gailynovelry and @byjillianmaria only if you want to of course!
#writeblr#last line tag#tag game#yes i renamed all the characters x) one day i will start a wip and all names will stick until the end#but today is not that day#also under the readmore because this is starting to get actually polished and with that i am getting paranoid 😌#gotta keep it deletable
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Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.
And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’
#solarpunk#anti pesticides#ani rambles#this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like#I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though#my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to#keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida.#if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense)#theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches#and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays#we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any#like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like#thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet)#idk man I’m going to bed.#might delete later#house pest saga
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#jjk#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#sugusato#gego#satosugu#I gotta put this in here bc I keep deleting everything off twt so I have to preserve it
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Slides my crack ship across the table for your approval
#lyle the art guy#hal jordan#green lantern#jim kirk#dc comics#star trek#strange new worlds#star trek snw#(cause thats the him i drew)#(but I’m not picky)#this drawing was giving me HELL#it took all day and I still kinda hate it#but I’m not gonna keep trying and deleting backgrounds forever#at some point you gotta admit defeat#and one day I’ll be good enough at backgrounds to draw them in a proper scene
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HOGAN AFK JOURNEY IM GONNA THROW UP YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT.
#he he he he he he he cares for merlin so much that everything that reminds him of merlin is dear to him#i can’t. i’m going to defenestrate myself#afk journey#hogan afk journey#yeo talks too much#prob delete later#but keeping this here for now bc you KNOW i gotta draw something for this
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checking in early with my yearly benny doodles brought to you by doritos & fritos by 100 gecs
#hlvrai#hlvrai benry#hlvrai benrey#meej#i know i deleted my art sideblog but tbh i dont really care anymore about my art being in ai or whatever#i also gotta keep my streak up of posting benny doodles every year#(even though i kinda broke it by deleting all my art lol)#ill probably just keep posting my art here on main whenever
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#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#javier escuella#john marston#jovier#uhhh its implied i guess#im working on other stuff but ill leave this here in the meantime#sorry for only ever drawing these two im not normal about them#thank my social anxiety for not letting me act crazy on here bc otherwise id be so annoying 🙏#ive been taking it all out on my notes app it looks fucking BAD in there#anyway#john is so hard to draw I hate him and his stupid giant eyes </3#gotta get better at drawing then both tbh#thats why its taking me so long to post#I keep drawing shit and then deleting it#ok weird rant over if anyone reads my tags im sorry#my art
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ALRIGHT I MOVED.
if you want to see more of me go to @carnivalcarrion!
#i feel as though i picked up the entire blog and just. gently set it down in a new spot...#im reblogging some of my stuff over there!#gotta keep the fridge stocked....#absolutely unprompted#in time i may delete this side blog entirely.... i need to save everything first!#that will take time and effort
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Thinking about the Don Suave scene and what it means in terms of LGBTQ+ representation because my brain does nothing if not torment me with random topics to ramble about on the regular.
Anyway, I just wanted to ramble about why I like the scene but to get it out of the way - the scene can very easily be interpreted in so many different ways, and all of them are valid. I personally see it as Leo having at least some attraction to a man. And the following is an explanation of my own interpretation and thoughts on it and what it means especially for Leo’s portrayal in the grand scheme of things.
Long-winded interpretation under the cut!
Now, to start with, it’s important to me that in the scene Leo looks at Don Suave in the very beginning and then for the entirety of the rest of the time the man is on screen, Leo’s eyes are closed. Yet, in the end, he is still visibly enamored with Don Suave, happily cuddling up to him as he’s being carried away.
You can very easily interpret this as Leo being spellbound and that’s honestly super valid and I believe he likely was at least somewhat in the beginning, but considering how fast he looked away and how he never looked again, I personally think it makes more sense to read it as Leo just finding the man attractive, at least somewhat. (For the record, I personally headcanon Rise Leo as bisexual with a heavy preference for men, but I want to be blunt when I say that any interpretation is valid. Literally any. Ace, pan, gay, bi, none of the above or a mixture of something new literally all of it is more than okay and fair. Hell you could even interpret this entire scene as more romantic attraction than physical and it would still work. Anything goes!! Don’t bother people, guys, really.)
The main reason I take this scene to be at the very least LGBTQ+ adjacent isn’t just because of how it’s portrayed, but because of who Leonardo is. Not in terms of Rise of the TMNT, but in terms of the entire Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles™️ franchise.
Leo’s a character who, while changing with each iteration, has still at his core been around for decades upon decades as “the blue one”. One fourth of the team. He’s the one most are going to look at as the Leader, and oftentimes he is the one closest to having the title of Main Character. Not to say the others aren’t just as important, but Leo’s presence in the A plots of basically all TMNT media is often something very main character-esque.
And that’s very, very important to note. Here we have a Main Character of a prolific and decades long-running franchise distributed by a children’s television network. You can play around with his and his brothers’ characters all you like, but there is always going to be challenges to dodge around, especially since this was still in 2018-2019.
For example, you can play around with their designs so long as they’re color coded turtles, but their sexualities? Now that’s tricky.
“But what about Hypno and Warren?” Not main characters and also they’re Rise originals. They have a lot more room to play around with than a character like Leo does. But even talking about main characters in the franchise, you could arguably have an easier time playing around with Donnie or Mikey’s sexualities than Leo or even Raph, as (unfortunately) the former two tend to get more B plots, so they’d likely have had a little more leeway (still not a lot though.)
So, where does this leave us?
It leaves us in a place where outright stating and/or showing undeniable proof of Leo’s attraction to men is very, very difficult. So, workarounds!
Workarounds like the entire Don Suave situation.
To be honest, as left up to interpretation and lowkey and deniable as it is, this whole scene means a lot to me because of who Leo is as a character. It’s just nice when we get so see even the bare bones of representation with characters that have been such a large part of pop culture for decades, y’know? Even if more would be so much nicer, this is better than I thought we’d ever get for these boys.
And, again, literally nothing I’ve said is the only way to interpret it, I’m more than happy when people interpret media on their own honestly, it’s just something I’ve been thinking of lately and I was wondering if others felt the same way.
Whatever you think when you interpret this scene or Rise Leo as a whole, I just thought this would be interesting to think about, even if it was ramble-y, haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise don suave#rottmnt don suave#I lied I’m back to ramble because I’m just#so bad at keeping my mouth shut#or uh#not typing word vomit#anyway- yeah this is my personal interpretation#I believe Leo was legitimately mesmerized by Don Suave’s powers…in the beginning#but even the series’ creator says it was ‘at least PART of what was going on with Leo’ so#idk it’s something that’s been on my mind and I was wondering if anyone else felt the same??#may delete this later who knowssss#pleaaaase feel free to disagree I just like to talk lol#but yeah sometimes I look around at how much media has LGBTQ+ rep in it now and it honestly makes me emotional??#(we always always ALWAYS could use more but)#we did not have even a crumb of this as kids#but also like most of that rep is new properties#and I just was thinking about what that could mean#idk man idk#once again please don’t take this as facts it is VERY MUCH NOT#man I was looking around for good images to use and found jack all#anyway tho did you know Donnie often has bi colors around him and Leo is often dressed in the colors of the trans flag-#okay anyway back to the caves I go this comic won’t draw itself#I gotta spray myself with water any time I go to type long winded essays because they’re not great for the mental health fr
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Ok since Monika still has her admin powers in the side stories you think she could just discover them accidentally or use them without realizing
Anyways au where Monika and friends discover her admin powers but dont know about the wider context of what it means. So they just go around thinking Monika has magic and try practicing with a bunch of silly fun shenanigans because they figure it’s some chosen one bloodline stuff and not like. A product of their reality being a constricted digital science experiment.
This au will not end well
#yeah she probably needs the epiphany to consciously use it but hypothetical aus are fun and the angst potential it plentiful#the beauty of this au is that it contains potential for both wacky slice of life escapades and soul crushing angst#they’re like doing a dumb 3am ghost summoning ritual and Monika accidentally does some admin stuff and they’re like ‘woah your magic’#and they research a bunch of other dumb stupid rituals and nearly set the carpet on fire#they like try to rob a bank or cheat on a test and nearly delete half a building#and then at some point Monika suddenly extends her admin powers too far and acts real despondent for no reason#because she ends up epiphany beaming herself and is even more conflicted than base game because she grows so much more connected to the club#it’s even worse because they were her whole world and she knows so much she sees how human they are but they just aren’t apparently?????#and while she can’t pull a base game and kill everyone for a nonexistent player she still goes through so much angst and like#the girls notice and want to help but don’t know how because she won’t tell anyone and she keeps avoiding them and like aauughhh#it would probably end with Monika doing something drastic and trying to reach out for anyone out there who understands#and idk maybe she’ll find base game Monika post act 4 and she’s like ‘what the heck why did you abandon your friends don’t to what I did???’#and maybe she could fix her mistakes???? maybe not??????? whatever’s narratively fulfilling#shoot this was supposed to be a short post for a silly au what have I done#this feels like the plot of a kids tv show where the plot randomly gets really dark on its fifth season#also realizing al lot of the same plot points happen in my fantasy au so I really gotta get to that too#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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Look, I just think it's VERY funny and on brand that I thought of an entire premise of colorful characters for half the cast and immediately drew the only one void of color.
#my characters#i will not bore you all too much in the main post but now its story time in the tags so yeefuckinghaw#noll is a fae and is distinctly the only one that just lacks colors#at first he was like well surely i can wear colorful stuff to make up for my dark hair and eyes !#and then he overhears some of the fae talking about how hes a blemish to the fae and hes like well fuck#guess its time to go all in baby! and decks himself out in all black and jagged clothing#and he tries to play it off as hes an idiot and a lot of the fae actually believe its not ALL an act#like they can tell he thinks about stuff but he normally does it staring into space so they dont care to ask#cause surely it isnt important enough to brood about hes just thinking about stuff#and he really REALLY has a lot of confidence issues and worries that more fae are disturbed by his darkness than let on#but then the other fae that like to hang out with him are like#YOOOOOO THATS OUR LIL VOID! THATS OUR LIL GUY! our lil black spot look at him hes so edgy and cute!#and treat him like a pet cat at times giving him head pats even if he bats their hands away#and the plot premise is that some of the fae are bored and decide they should go play with some humans! give THEM enrichment too!#and noll gets roped into it and The Game is basically go find a human partner and convince them to be an ally#then the fae give the humans cool lil toys (weapons) and are like GO FORTH MY CHAMPION!#so noll keeps like ... not picking anyone to participate because its not just A Game to him#if he can prove victorious in A Game with outside factors such as humans then he can prove hes not#an absolute disappointment to the fae like he has a lot riding on this in his mind#and his friends are just like buddy you cant even play if you dont pick a human you gotta#anyway here is noll and then i have ideas for two other fae and also a veeeery vague idea for two of the humans though not as sure yet#rae if you read all this you should know the cobalt is a fae thanks bye#i am so stressed posting ocs every single time and i am incredibly depressed and anxious#so good lord please let me not just delete all the tags in an hour bc im ashamed
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"Speed. I. Am. Speed."
*cue several race car engine sounds*
Little occasional gift to my dear friend @blues-hub-blog because I felt like it XD
#blues-hub-blog#Paw Patrol#Mighty Pups#Paw Patrol Mighty Pups#Chase#Paw Patrol Chase#Chase Paw Patrol#Paw Patrol Fanart#My Art#Fun fact once I literally had just finished the sketch the job tablet I've been using to draw lately literally went:#“Bitch you gotta free up some storage space otherwise I won't let you keep editing this artwork lol”#The plot twist: THERE'S NOTHING MORE FOR ME TO DELETE AT ALL how am I supposed to free storage space#This is getting troublesome I want my computer back aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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OH SHIT I HAVE POLLS
#phaseposting#homestuck#karkalicious#fergie#fergalicious#honestly just making this for the fuck of it. i got polls bro i gotta do smth abt it#also did you know? if you want to edit a post w a poll you cant. you have to delete and remake it. so everyone keep an eye on them typos
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Things are going to be tough for the next few days in the US, I hope everyone stays safe and no matter how bleak this seems please keep moving forward
If you need to take a break, take one, if you need to escape from it by engaging in content you like, do it, if you need to rant, rage, cry, etc, do it
All of these are completely reasonable, valid responses, and no one should judge you for how you choose to handle things, I certainly won’t
do what you need to in order to not give up and keep moving forward, it feels like the world is ending for a lot of people but it’s not, because you won’t let it, because none of us are going to let that happen
this blog always has and always will be a safe space, please use it if you need it, I’ll be here chugging along as usual, because that’s what helps me to cope and keep moving forward
also if you’re seeing this, stop doom-scrolling (I know you are, so was I before I wrote this), go do what you need to do to help you get through this, we’re in for it but that doesn’t mean we’re out, not yet, not ever
#may delete later#i know it’s bad#and I’m in no means an expert on anything at all#But stewing in horrific what ifs that have not happened yet is not good for my health#And it’s probably not for yours either#It may seem impossible but you gotta keep going#Just do it in the way that’s best for you
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who the hell thought that changing the save menu from custom save name + screencap + lil summary blurb to generic save name + generic save image, no extra text was a good idea
yes. thank you dai for giving me Relevant Information with which i can easily discern exactly which save this is 👍
#it looks clean rn bc at some point i deleted most in-between saves to make space on my old pc#(& entirely forgot to keep a pre-trespasser save except for the start of game one ToT )#gotta love when your saves are all called Skyhold - Skyhold - Hinterlands - Skyhold - Sk--#lay rambles#or actually#laya plays dragon age#<- here we go again xD#the new tag btw is because i started from the same old save file instead of making a brand new one lol
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You should definitely upload your old fics to ao3, even if they're older and less polished. <3
I guess i should get on to it haha. It would be good, wouldnt it?
Not gonna lie it also annoys me a little that they will be at the top of my list at first haha
#not sure if i would delet them on ff.net#gotta think that through#maybe i get around to it when i have a week off next week#keep the old fanfic around#fanfic#ao3#ff.net#asks
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