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Jealousy is haunting me
So bad I'm biting my tongue
It gets so hard to breathe
Wish you were mine from day one
Don't mention any other name
That doesn't sound like mine, yeah
I don't ever wanna know who you've been with before
Burn all your old photos, they don't exist anymore
You know I'll never be replaced 'cause I satisfy, yeah
'Cause your smile tells me everything I need to know
You need to know that
It never ends
Look at the shade of my eyes
And I won't pretend
And I won't apologize
I gotta have you, gotta have you to myself
Why would I want anybody else?
In my defense, jealousy's my best friend
People like to shame me
You think that I care at all?
So bad at sharing
You know you infect my soul
Don't want it any other way 'cause it gets you high, yeah
I know I can't change your past
Better believe that I tried
Never meant to last
Makes me so happy inside
Come on, my baby, time to play
'Cause you set me on fire, yeah
It never ends
Look at the shade of my eyes
And I won't pretend
And I won't apologize
I gotta have you, gotta have you to myself
Why would I want anybody else?
In my defense, jealousy's my best friend
It never ends
Look at the shade of my eyes
And I won't pretend
And I won't apologize
I gotta have you, gotta have you to myself
Why would I want anybody else?
In my defense, jealousy's my best friend
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AUGHH CLASS ASSIGNMENT YIPPEEE!!! Had to make cut out silhouette designs for 3 of our characters!!!
#i havent drawn for myself in so lonng AUGH#and i also had to learn to use photoshop which was. interesting but i got comfortable with it eventually#i couldve did this so much faster but alas growing pains on a new software#csp i miss u ill always love you#ANYWAY YA!! We had to choose a fairytale to adapt and have a twist and that will be the story well be making concept art for the entire ter#i chose the little red riding hood and my twist is that its set in the victorian era and also its toxic yuri HEHEEE#So yeah first pic is the the little red riding hood girlie (Scarlette) all grown up and became a huntress#second pic is Wolf woman who Killed said gramma long ago but tricked scarlette to thinking that she didnt#(they have a tense enemies to lovers to enemies kind of arc HEHE)#And third pic is the hunter/woodsman!!! He is gonna be the one that tells scarlette that the wolf lady IS the one shes been hunting#all her LIFE#and so girlies gonna get SO mad like FUCK I FELL IN LOVE HER BUT I STILL GOTTA KILL HER BECAUSE I SWORE TO MY GRANDMA I WOULD#and ya they both fight to the death. stabbed via hearts. HEEHEE#god im so tired all the time I HAVE NO FREE TIME AAAAA#I HATE YOU TWO HOUR COMMUTES
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once again thinking of opening a patreon to draw the sus
#im like not super interested but i gotta make food for the rin fans ya know#i dont think i would have enough content but maybe it would motivate me#also ig i would post psds but idk of anyone would be interested in that#im going thru all the ways to sustain myself from art now that im gonna have to start working soon 😭#rin#doodle#my art
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28/01/2024
stars don't twinkle moon doesn't shine
big thanks to @nahrgles for finishing this for me after i hit a wall with colors bg and effects- chromatic aberration blew my fkn mind
pre edit transparent version under cut because i spent too much time cleaning it loll
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#shadow#sonic adventure 2#sa2#admin draws#fanart#not intended as ship theyre kinda just There but like if ya wanna tag it i aint stopping you#never played sa2 myself but ive been insane about these two for saur long now and thats like half the reason i even finished this#finished sonic generations though and i replayed this fight like three times omgfgghgh its so fun. i love them so much#those who follow my main blog mightve seen the piece by a long deactivated artist that inspired this#queue spat it out just around the time i finished this#sitting down to complete a piece that i dont finish in one sitting is rare let alone 2 (it took 3) and im pretty happy with it#still not ttoooottally happy but you just gotta let mistakes be and not ruin ur perception of a thing thats on the whole. pretty good#ive still got a bg3 wip in the works but i might have to doodle these 2 for sanity rather than sitting down after a long day#of studying infectious diseases for a final. and then making myself work on something ive wrung of most of its initial creative dopamine#MORNING EDIT WOW. THAT TRAILER HUH. 20 YEARS OF SHADOW RETROSPECTIVE HOW WE FEELING.#BC I KNOW IM ON CLOUD NINE NOW
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hehe~~ i am soooooo sleepy and tired right now :3 i’m all cuddled up in all my blankets🥰 so warm and comfy hehe…..oh and also my past is haunting me😐
#girl help i tried to go to sleep but remembered the Anger™️#experienced a Situation recently that i have been very bravely and sexily ignoring#and - literally WHO would have known - ignoring it is not making it better lol#so now i lay down all comfy to sleep and my brain is just like: the thing😦#and then i gotta stay AWAKE😒 so i can distract myself from the thing#until im tired enough to sleep BEFORE my brain remembers the thing#smh#it sucks#also im good mostly!#it’s just hitting me worse rn because my period always puts my emotions out of whack😪#but im getting proper sleep and everything#and hope to take action to lessen the impact of the thing soon it just takes time ya know#like sometimes things ARE going to hurt you and bother you for a while#and that’s just how it is#but life will move on eventually and good things will come to steal some of the space those bad things take up#just gotta be patient😪#sorry for my nonsense rambles again#i just found it really funny#because tonight i really was legitimately more annoyed by the disruption to my sleep than i was about the life changing situation lol#sleep is my number one priority at any given moment fr#to be fair though i WAS so comfy and tired from cramps and really looking forward to sleep#so i think i was justified😤😤
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I have no fucking clue what my ultimate goals are and what I’m going to do with my life so I’m just going to be Gettin Silly With It until further notice
#there’s gotta be SOMETHING I’ll actually feel novitiates and care about enough to devote myself to right?#after all isn’t that what people are meant to do with their life? find Their Thing?#shitpost#I probably should have SOME sembelance of an idea#but so far nothings TRULY clicked (pun not intended) yet ya know?#text post
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Can't wait to go to work and have all the joy sucked out of me 🤩
#em speaks#ya girl is having a rough time at the moment#gotta love january#im so in my head at the moment and i hate feeling like this and i hate myself for not being more outgoing on here#idk what im doing wrong#im sorry guys this is dumb i know#i might disappear idk sorry guys
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More Inktowbew yay. Most of these are really quick since class has been stressful lately
Day 14 - Strong Badia - I actually didn’t do this one sorry. And I didn’t really wanna go back to it
Day 15 - Rejected Characters - Preshy and Rafferty my beloved
Day 16 - 4 Gregs - I didn’t know what to do for this one so I just drew them because I hadn’t drawn most of em before
Day 17 - Puppet Stuff - Puppet jams are so fun and I always liked that bit. So cool
Day 18 - Dangeresque - I LOVE SULTRY BUTTONS she is so cool. If I were Dangeresque I simply wouldn’t have broken up with her
Day 19 - Swap AU - I like this one actually. I wanna expand on this maybe and come up with better designs for Strong Bad and Marzipan
Day 20 - Senor Cardgage Appreciation - I don’t like him all that much but it was kinda nice to draw him
Day 21 - Favorite Ship - I don’t really ship anything… like there’s ships I like but don’t really actively ship yknow, so I just drew FCUSA’s 1st gay marriage
#homestar runner#h*r#inktowbew#ya yay yay#really when I saw the swap AU prompt I thought about Homestar bein a hippie#and I was like ooh. I gotta#but the other two were not so fleshed out. I really like Marzi in SB’s place though#I like when women are kind of mean#if anyone has ideas for designs or other character swaps maybe lmk… I wanna think about this more#also yeah I don’t really ship things in Homestar Runner#or like most ships#Most of the ones I like are Marzi related cause I’m biased and I love her and did you know I love her (/p)#but I also kinda like CZ and Bubs. I considered drawing them but also I wanted to draw more characters I’ve never drawn before#I don’t think most people read my tag ramblings and I like that. Just me and myself. if you’re here you’re cool though I guess#have a good night#probably will only do 1 more Inktowbew post
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having this weird phase where if some stranger asks me what my occupation is i just throw some random shit like i’m sorry Carlo but i don’t actually work at yankee candle as a candle sniffer
#it’s too boring to say i’m working part time as a cashier#gotta spice shit up#it’s not like we’ll see eachother again 🤸#anyway#the real reason. is bcs i’m tired of the look of disappointment on peoples faces that I don’t have some magnificent career#its the life i chose for myself and i’m very comfortable with my job atm#mind ya business#ya know#next time i’ll say i’m a serial scammer#however I don’t think I could keep a straight face if someone took it seriously#ok bye! 👋💗#much love! and live your life as you please! ✨#chatter#nonsims
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I hate not being able to put my thoughts onto paper drawing wise cause like I HAVE SO MANY ANIMATIC IDEAS I WANNA MAKE BUT I CANT DRAW IT HOW I WANT IT TO LIKE GRRR NOOO I DONT HAVE TIME TO GO THRU A TRAINING ARC TO MAKE IT HAPPEN I WANT MY THE REMEDY ABANDONED POOLS TOMTORD ANIMATION NOWWWW
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#im not gonna get over that idea bro I BEED TO MAKE IT HAPPEN#IT WORKS GUYS IT WORKS#ITS THEM ITS LITERALLY THEM#I have a vision i have a vision i cannot share rn cause i have to take it first before anyone else#also the hoodwinked one i gotta do but like#idk priorities#im so close to even like doing a real life recording to refranxe off of cause ive always been better with doing dhit like#myself??? physically??? yeahhh#i take doing the same face you’re drawing to the next level I gotta act shit out#its so bad i forget my face isnt that expressive as a animated character so i end up making weird faces and looking like a idiot#tomtord#tordtom#affing cause like i referenced them so ya know
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Challenging myself to finish the scene I've been longing to write in the most recent chapter of TWFTP so I can share it for WIP wednesday...
#ik like hardly anyone is online rn but had to post so I can hold myself accountable#I GOT A WHOLE WEEK LETS GO BRAIN WE CAN DO THIS!!!#and ill be sharing my first song for a (late) music monday!#ive started it so!! thats progress! gonna work on it a bit tonight i think#but i kinda gotta work out a few kinks with the scene that i didnt realize would pop up... i just had a grand idea & was like#'HELL YA GONNA WRITE THAT!!'#but now that im getting to the scene and i have to work out details for it im like 'heh... well... I didnt think of that 😅'#but on a plus side in this next chapter grace & boomer finally make an appearance AND we get to see Hudson & Mary May again!
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Pst tell me your favorite pump up song?
#cleaning#getting ready#working out#any type of pump up feel good song you can think of#doesn’t have to even be your favorite just a favorite of yours or one you can think of#a song that makes you smile#I’m trying to get in the mood to clean and rearrange my room#while I have the house to myself#need to get properly pumped#and ya know….. with how today is going it’s not been the best pump up day#need to somehow forget that for like an hour or two? not sure how#but it’s super rare I have energy and I have the house to myself so I gotta roll with it somehow#shut up rosie
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do i smell a new drabble series? a witchy one? one inspired by @callivich's brilliant ideas about a crystal ball weed bong? MAYBE!
pspsps @galladrabbles & @smokey-mickey: here's another one for the current prompt -- gamble.
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If you’d have told Mickey Milkovich that by eighteen, he’d be Terry-free and running a drug-fueled, fortune-telling business out of the spare room, he would’ve said, “fuck off and eat shit.”
But here he is.
And here’s Ian Gallagher: lanky, alien-lookin’, and back for the third time to ask about his bootlicking future.
Mickey settles in, the snick of the lighter flooding his body with endorphins, and takes a hit. Breathes in deep, blows out slow. Avoids glowing green eyes that remind him just how big of a gamble this whole thing is.
“See anything yet?”
#calli i couldn't help myself!#askkghlasgkhsghk#i hope you like it so far!#i also can't believe that i'm starting another series so soon after the last one....#but when an idea sparks you gotta just go with it ya know?#anyway my brain's online apparently so HAVE ALL THE DRABBLES#crystal ball weed bong mickey ily#bright eyed bootlicker ian you are so precious#shameless#galladrabbles#ian x mickey#bee writes 🐝 ✍🏼
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finally hit the emotional intelligence point of Removing hanae mori butterfly edt in the red rollerball from my ebay searches because sis... my seesta... me... the olfactory memories from the ages of 22-25 truly... TRULY are best left behind us at this point
#need a new signature scent bc phewwwwrrr I picked one early 2024 but ha ha early 2024 had plannnnns for me baby so issa no on that#i'm consistent so ofc I'm on fragrantica like ''yeah all these scent notes still go hard as fuck''#but ya girl (moi) can't do that to herself (myself) again#I've got a few ole reliables kickin around in rollers like mugler and parfums de marly#but once my car is fixed I gotta hit a dept store at some pt & sample new stuff bc I don't have funds to blind buy dupe oils like I used to
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I've got like 5+ other creative projects i want/need to do, but holiday cookies gotta be made, lol. Started with almond cloud cookies <3
Ft. A lump of soon to be choc chip cookies
#frankly. id love to have my shit together enough to do those baking challenges through Dec#but uh... yeah. i dont have enough people to bake for yet to justify it to myself anyways lol#i need a baking/cooking tag in case anyone doesnt want to see these. uhhhhh#[teles cooks]#that'll do perhaps. for now at least#idk. technically this is a interests/hobby blog thing. and baking counts as both. so??#was thinking about the folks that come around for rbs or art. and instead get the odd ramble and baking stuff. like. welp :/#ya get what ya get ig. tis an everything blog. theres gonna be a bit of everything :]#also also. this is super totally unrelated but its been bothering me all day-#whyyyyyy do some of these younger queer kids wanna put everyone in a box againnnn#witnessed a debate about the validity of he/him lesbians again. and i wanted to claw my eyes out#like. augh. 1. read your history. 2. why does it matter so much?#maybe its part of the journey now or smth. idfk. back when i was in my early teens i just worried about going to hell and stuff#now its like. you gotta become a little gender cop to justify yourself to yourself now or smth#its wack. and as a technical he/him lesbian. whenever the fancy takes me. who gives a shit?? dont be an ass. too many of those these days#it makes me feel old somehow. like christ. chill out. theres so many other far more important problems than lesboys. stfu#its tiktok tho. aint it :/ usually is. augh#...anywho. uh? yay for the holidays? one last hurrah before we all have to buckle down for who knows what? yippee?#ok oven beeped. chit chat time over
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trust me, i'm mixed but decidedly am nonetheless Not Black in said mix, and i know what person gets awkward "chuckles" and whose "childish" usage of language (mine) gets actual laughter
#i just saw a tiktok of non-Black people using Very Evident AAVE and like. idk if theyre fluent in AAVE or not bc im not fluent#and i know growing up by proxy of those communities (even if you yourself are Non-Black) can lead to fluency and Black people#tend to welcome those fluent speakers. im not talking to those people. but anyone who is not fluent?? stop it#youre missing the real comedy gold here buckaroo for that racist poppycock and fiddlesticks. the fuck#...but yeah im not fluent in AAVE at all and even i was p sure the people in that tiktok were not fluent either like ew yucky#last time i experienced people being uncool like that was at a party where a white dude whose background implied he was#definitely appropriating AAVE ''because the word just sounds funnier'' (i wonder why. ask yourself why an AAVE word sounds ''funny'')#bc bro went to private school in a largely white neighborhood and he kept being baffled that people found me funnier than him#like gee its almost comedy is funnier when it is thoughtful about why you are using the words youre using to what end#but the guy was BEFUDDLED like he wanted the social currency i was getting but he didnt want to be seen as ''lame'' for#using words that were ''uncool and babyish'' like. yeah. thats the comedy. thats the point. its that juxtaposition of that#with me being super rad and tubular you silly-billy. i dont feel babied at all for using the words i do#in fact i think itd be eVEN FUNNIER if some manly man started using ''smoochy-smooch'' and ''lickety-split''#anyway. that tiktok brought me unwelcome flashbacks. fuck that party-guy. ugh#(for the record: i did try to correct him. but he kept insisting ''its not AAVE; it's internet slang'' and id be like ''yeah okay but where#do you it came from before the internet?? have you even looked it up?'' and hed say ''i dont need to. shit came from twitter. i saw it#happen myself'' like?? ''nO YOU DIDNT. YOU JUST SAW WHEN IT ENTERED YOUR SPHERE OF THE INTERNET. THAT DOESNT#MEAN IT WAS BORN THERE YA GOOFY-GOOBER'' smh i tried)#(ps. i have since learned you gotta google that shit FOR THEM and IN FRONT OF THEM. and even then its a 50/50. god damn it)#me
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