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girl surgery!
#you’ve heard of girl dinner get ready for girl surgery#so much pain#hysteroscopy#dnc#endometriosis#women’s health week#endo awareness#got my compression socks on lol#endone got me covered
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Crafting update: I had the day off work, so I ran some errands and overdid it enough that my heart rate was acting up, so I decided it was a "sit and crochet" kind of day, except I overdid that too so now I have an almost-finished crocheted cauldron and a blister attempting to form on my finger, so no more crochet for me for a few days lol
#the person behind the yarn#crafting update#when I am sitting still I am mostly fine#but when I stand up my heart rate is in the high 140s#and gets in the 150s if I try to do such ambitious things as “walking” or “lift my computer”#this is not abnormal for me (POTS and salt wasting syndrome like to cheer each other on) but is inconvenient#I wore my compression socks doing errands and everything! I took salt pills before and after!#but it was one store too many and by the end I had to steal the shopping cart from my dad to lean on#oh well. sometimes you learn your limits the hard way#and this wasn't the worst way I could have learned I didn't pass out or even get close!#my new meds don't fix my health problems exactly but they do mean on days like this my blood pressure stays functional#like. my heart rate may be in the 150s but my bp is still >100/>60!!#which is a huge improvement on what used to happen on flare up days!#and I got a cheap paint by numbers kit from five below to try out#it is not good quality but that's okay I don't know what I'm doing anyway lol
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The eternal struggle between my hiking shoes chafing specific spots but my work shoes making me generally sore af...
#tbf my hiking shoes would prob be fine if i had halfway decent socks and also my work shoes could prob handle the walk to campus#if i got halfway decent insoles#but good socks cost money and this brand/model of work shoe seems to blow out *much* faster with aftermarket insoles for some reason :/#like if i swap them the sole rips off after like 4 months whereas current pair i haven't changed and while i might as well be#walking right on the damn pavement the insoles have compressed so thin the shoes themselves at least stayed intact for like 8 months#vimes boot theory at literal work i guess but yeah such is life when I'm actively on my last grace day for rent bc literally neither of#my jobs have bothered to pay on time lol 🙃🙃#anyway
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maybe paige is on her period and a hormonal wreck and crampy but didn’t tell azzi because she didn’t want to worry her and the next day in practice she missed an easy layup or geno yelled at her and she burst into tears and everyone was shocked and azzi didn’t know why paige was so upset and then paige cried again when she forgot extra stuff and then everyone made fun of her after practice or something (lightheartedly ofc) especially nika or ice and then the next day at practice she cried again and geno was confused and then nika or ice or whoever you choose laughed at her (they still cared for her) and then they get their period as well and paige cried to azzi obv lol
Hormones And Huskies
Note: I think I got it all. I also think this one’s pretty funny ngl😂
It starts with the cramps.
Not the kind Paige can ignore, either — not the dull ache she usually powers through with Advil and a heating pad and pure stubbornness. No, these are gnarly. The kind that make her curl up in bed and go, “Is this what dying feels like?”
But there’s a game this weekend. Film to study. Practice to run. Expectations to meet. So she takes three ibuprofen, pretends she’s fine, and doesn’t tell Azzi. She knows Azzi would worry, or hover, or pull her out of drills, and Paige doesn’t want any of that. She just wants to be a functioning human being.
Unfortunately, her body has other plans.
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Day 1: The Meltdown
Practice is intense. Full-speed scrimmage, Geno yelling, girls diving for loose balls like it’s the Final Four.
Paige is playing fine, considering. But then she misses a layup. A bunny. Wide open. Her bread and butter.
She hears Geno’s voice before she even lands. “PAIGE! That’s a layup! A LAYUP! What are we doing?!”
Normally she’d nod, shake it off, and lock in. But today?
Her throat tightens. Her chest caves.
Before she can stop it, tears are sliding down her cheeks.
And not like, discreet watery eyes. No. Full-on red-faced, silent-crying, why am I sobbing tears.
The gym goes quiet.
“Uh…” Ice mutters. “Did someone just break Paige?”
Nika, confused and mildly alarmed, lowers her water bottle. “Is she crying? Is this real? Is this a prank?”
Azzi’s halfway across the court before anyone else can move, eyes wide, worried but calm. She doesn’t say anything, just touches Paige’s elbow gently.
Paige sniffles. “I’m fine.”
“You’re definitely not,” Azzi says, voice low and even.
Paige wipes her face with her jersey, which only makes it worse. Now she looks blotchy and like she has a toddler’s level of emotional regulation.
“Y-you’re gonna think I’m being stupid.”
Azzi shakes her head. “I literally never think that.”
Paige opens her mouth to respond — and bursts into tears again.
KK leans over to Ice. “This is above our pay grade.”
Ice nods solemnly. “I think we broke the golden retriever.”
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Later that day
After practice, Paige opens her locker and realizes she left her extra compression shorts and backup socks in her dorm.
She stares into the empty space.
And starts crying again.
Azzi turns from her own locker, alarmed. “Paige?! What happened?!”
Paige wails, “I FORGOT MY SECOND PAIR OF SOCKS!”
Nika chokes on her protein shake. “No shot you’re crying over socks.”
“I’m emotionally fragile!” Paige shouts through her tears. “I don’t know what’s happening to me!”
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Day 2: The Chaos Multiplies
The next morning, Paige wakes up still crampy, bloated, and emotionally unstable. She considers faking sick. But that’s not who she is.
Unfortunately, that means she’s crying on the court again. This time because Geno raised his voice while giving her a defensive assignment.
He doesn’t even yell. Just talks firmly.
Cue: Tears.
Geno stares at her, lost.
“What — are you crying again?!”
Paige sniffles. “I don’t know whyyyyy.”
KK hides behind Nika, whispering, “She’s been hacked. We need a factory reset.”
Ice looks around. “We should get a medic.”
Even Azzi, usually calm in the face of Paige-related madness, is speechless. “Okay, babe. What is going on?”
And that’s when Paige finally breaks.
“I’m on my period and I feel like a walking hormone and I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to worry and now I can’t stop crying and I’m sorry if I’m annoying but I really needed my second pair of socks yesterday and I miss my heating pad and I—”
Azzi puts her hands on Paige’s shoulders. “Breathe.”
“I am breathing,” Paige whimpers. “I’m just also dying.”
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Team Chaos: Fully Activated
Once the truth’s out, the floodgates open.
Azzi wraps her up in a hug and kisses her forehead. “You should’ve told me. I would’ve helped.”
“I didn’t wanna be weak.”
“You’re not. You’re just hormonal. There’s a difference.”
Nika, hearing the last part, nods solemnly. “Yup. Been there. I once cried over a grilled cheese.”
KK pipes up, “I cried watching a turtle cross the road.”
Ice shrugs. “I cried in Target because I couldn’t decide between two brands of deodorant.”
“Wait…” KK frowns, rubbing her stomach. “Why do I kinda feel like…”
Ice squints. “Oh no. No, no, no.”
Nika’s eyes widen. “Wait. You guys—?”
“NOOOOOO,” Ice groans. “It’s happening.”
Paige stares at them in horror. “Did I… start the wave?!”
KK collapses dramatically on the bench. “You contaminated us!”
Azzi is dying laughing now, Paige buried in her shoulder, sniffling but giggling through it.
Geno walks by, sees four girls laying on the floor and Paige being spooned by Azzi in the corner.
He pauses. Blinks. Keeps walking.
“I don’t want to know,” he mutters.
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Post-Practice: Team Roast Session
In the locker room, the mood’s lighter. Paige has fully embraced the fact that she’s now the emotional mascot of the team.
She sits curled up next to Azzi, sipping Gatorade, while Nika sits across from her smirking.
“You really cried over socks?”
“Yes.”
KK adds, “And a missed layup.”
“And Geno’s tone of voice,” Ice contributes.
Azzi, lovingly rubbing Paige’s back: “Let’s not forget the great heating pad monologue.”
“Shut up,” Paige groans, shoving her face into Azzi’s shoulder.
Nika pulls out her phone. “I’m writing a memoir. ’The Period Chronicles: Week of Tears.’ You’re chapter one.”
Paige mutters, “I hate all of you.”
Azzi kisses her temple. “You love us.”
“Only you,” Paige mumbles, pouting harder. “And maybe the heating pad.”
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Day 3: It’s All Downhill from Here
By the third day, it’s officially team-wide.
KK and Ice are dragging through warmups, groaning every five minutes. Nika’s got a heating pack tucked into the waistband of her shorts. Geno looks haunted.
Paige? Still crying occasionally. But now it’s funny.
Like when she got misty-eyed because Azzi passed her a water bottle and said “you’re doing amazing, sweetie.”
Or when Ice said “nice cut” and Paige got overwhelmed by the support.
She sniffled, “I love us.”
KK yelled, “WE’RE LITERALLY JUST PRACTICING.”
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Final Scene: Softness Overload
That night, Paige is curled up in Azzi’s bed, a heating pad on her stomach, a blanket around her shoulders, and a bag of chocolate chips in her lap.
“I’m sorry I was a hormonal disaster,” she mumbles.
Azzi smiles and tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. “You were adorable.”
“I cried like… seven times.”
“You’re human.”
“I also started a period chain reaction.”
Azzi laughs softly. “You’re a leader, remember?”
Paige snorts and buries her face in Azzi’s neck. “You’re so annoying for loving me this much.”
Azzi holds her tighter. “You can cry every day for the rest of our lives and I’ll still love you.”
Paige lets out a choked laugh. “Don’t say that or I will cry again.”
Azzi just kisses her cheek and whispers, “Bring it on.”
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Can you draw Shellie waking up dazed after fainting since you gave my boy POTS
idk how accurate this would be but basically its shellington tryna say "hey do NOT try to help me sit up I will feel worse" after dashi did a mad sprint through the octopods hallway to him (she didn't know) 💀
Some thoughts and headcanons about it below the cut ^v^
I'm still learning more about the condition btw,but from what I could tell (pls correct me if I'm wrong I dont have POTS) standing and sitting upright for more than a few minutes is what can cause the episodes. Because all the blood kinda stays at the bottom of the body and ur brain doesn't get enough air? So thats why the dizziness, vision darkening, possible fainting, and other symptoms occur. There's other symptoms as well but I'm just talking about in regards to fainting.
This got me thinking though, in my au shellington came from a sea otter town, and half the town was basically floating above the kelp forest while other parts (like family spaces, social areas, and etc) were in the water. Apparently (correct me if I'm wrong) swimming is a common treatment for developing strength for people with pots since you don't have to be standing up. Not to mention apparently the cool water eases pain and the blood vessels are compressed by the water pressure?
Even so its still alot harder for him to do missions, especially since well... not only is there ALOT of swimming for extended periods of time- but...the GUPS (most of them, not including the gup d) dont.. have seats for the steering wheels...
Shellie has a seat folding cane chair
I was thinking maybe tweak make him one that folds even better or something so he can fit it in his satchel? Ik sitting up for a while can cause issues but a mobile chair, electrolyte drinks, mobility aids, and compression socks are all things I think he would use. They're all probably pretty used to him just sitting anywhere and everywhere too. I'll probably start drawing him with a cane more often as well.
I do wonder if when the vegimals were little(like verryyy little), if they misunderstood his condition, maybe thinking he got scared sometimes and fainted kinda JUST LIKE THEM (altho theirs is def more of a playing dead survival response lol) ? I'm sure once they got old enough they could understand his explanation though lol. In my au they're just as intelligent as people, but very much are Just Kids.
Having POTS definitely would've made leaving his swimming sea otter community like.. really hard...
Anyways over time they definitely do their best to accommodate whatever needs he has (like with what he can and cant do on the job or just in the octopod) and are very chill and accepting about it 👍it can suck for him sometimes but no one gives him any flack about it.. its not a big deal to the octonauts cuz its just part of his life and they accept him entirely
again if anyone wants to share any additional thoughts or corrections lmk!
#octonauts#my art#Octonauts shellington#Shellington sea otter#Misty memories au#Octo headcanons#octonauts art#Wistie responds <3
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ok detailed surgery experience
i made this schedule (?) of the major events as soon as I left while I cld still remember (and still kinda forgot!) i like knowing the Times of stuff so I asked my dad to take note of Times for me, and tried to ask for the time where i could
surgery I got was a laproscopic bilateral salpingectomy, full removal of the fallopian tubes only!
Misc details off of dis, obviously TMI territory as its a medical procedure.
The second blood draw (they took blood from me yesterday tooooo) hurt less and more somehow. Nasty nasty bruise forming.
IV really was the worst part of it ! I'd get weird throbs of frustrating pain long after it was in
I was given compression stockings that went right up to my crotch. Your toes stick out, and they put hospital socks over your feet. Some additional compress wraps were placed above my knees.
Pre op/prep didnt take too long at all. I know I have it listed as over an hour of waiting, which always made me nervous to read in other people's experiences, but it doesn't really feel like waiting. The TV helps pass the time, as do the people who are with you if any, and the nurses popping in with help or instructions or updates. The prep room was small and the bathroom was next door. The double doors open to wheel you out. Remote was given toe to control the TV and also call the nurses via a speaker.
The nurse who wheeled me in was nicest, she pronounced my name Correctly and was also really funny and friendly...
In general I knew this surgery was going to go well because I was actually able to fall asleep last night. I've stayed awake/tossed and turned for events far less stressful. Dis was also due to part of it kind of not feeling real for me! And being wheeled into surgery room added to that! It didnt feel real, it felt like watching one of many scenes from medical media of the same point of view.
I did start quaking and shaking once in the surgery room (also small, I did not look around much in fear of it making me panic last minute!)
They had me scoot from the prep bed to the surgery table. There was a pink foam headrest for me to slot the back of my head into. They strap you in with arms out like ur being crucified and thats when it became more Real for me so i started shaking a lot, but I can't tell how bad it was under the heavy blankets. I think I shook more and for longer when I went for my MRI (which also isnt/wasnt scary but the body freaks out for no reason). Im surprised at myself for being so Calm ykwim
Anyway, strapped in, had monitoring stuff stickered onto my body: my sternum, side of body under chest/armpits, and another pair I cant remember where. Hair was put up in hair net. My hospital gown was untied as the tie starts halfway across your body and goes under, but this was not done in an invasive-to-privacy way, and I was still fully covered by it (and then recovered by blankets)
(3 separate people asked me how many kids I had throughout this whole venture, and were Shocked at my response. This was the other most nerve wracking part as I started to get weirdly anxious that someone wouldn't like this and cancel my surgery or something. One of the Askers was the anesthesiologist.) Doctor/surgeon came in and asked if i was ready and talked about how he loved being under anesthesia LOL. Everybody was speaking about their opinions about childbirth and sterilization and parenthood, but amongst each other and not to influence my decision, along with telling each other to set up XYZ. Once again everybody is charmed by Cheye's usage of the word "yay"
Ive never had surgery before, so I was worried about anesthesia. In my mind i was imagining it to be being fully lucid and then your vision darkens and takes you, which was scary to me like i dont wanna be freaking out and then immediately KNOCKED out!
But it was gradual which actually made it more calming for me...the funny nurse put the oxygen mask over me, I got very nervous bc she said to take deep breaths and honestly i couldnt even breath much at all in it, and breathing out also felt very restricting and like I was going to choke, but it wasn't Distressing. I just breathed slowly and it worked anyway.
In a few seconds I felt a cool tingle in my arm that then sort of burst into my torso, and my whole body felt really light and my eyelids draggggggged half closed, but it felt very mechanical and involuntarily (like slowly closing window blinds...or like how the brightness options on a 3DS are numbered buttons ykwim? Like, Closing 1, Closing 2, Closing 3, Closed Halfway, all pressed in quick succession). Heavy heavy heavy. I stayed in that half closed state for a while! (Probably not even a full minute, but it also wasn't instant...i still had time to think and Hear conversation etc, as well as feel that there was some mechanical thing tightening around my spread arms along with the hand adjusted straps)
The funny nurse was telling me to relax and have sweet dreams and that they wld take care of me and such. And then I was out. I do not remember my vision fully fading or eyes fully closing, in my mind they stayed in that half closed state.
Ive heard ppl say it feels like blinking and waking up, but it did feel like sleep to me!!!! I know dreaming under anesthesia isn't really a thing, but waking up felt like....i was really waking up like normal and trying to remember traces of a dream after several hours of sleep.
I always thought it was silly seeing ppl ask if the surgery was over when they come out of it, but I did that. But like i swear it came out involuntarily??? Like i knew it was over....i think it was because I couldnt really SEE anything when i woke up, I could only hear staff speaking to me, and I can barely remember what they said. Vision was VERY very blurred. So I guess that question came out as substitute for Where Am I, and Who's Here With Me? Speaking felt like when audio unsyncs from a video, with my voice trailing far behind my words. I also remember being really bewildered bc there was some sort of residue on my lips, like when they're chapped and dry and cracking. I learned later this was bc of the intubation but i Didnt Know That Yet so i was just scared and thirsty.
Adding another "pain was less bad than the average period which has one Doubled Over" statement to the pile. Pain was at 3/10 or 4/10, which is to say if period pain is a whole abdomen event, this pain was small little bruises occasionally being brushed up against, just small throbs of sore pain in the 3 incision spots. I got an incision inside my belly button and that was the most present sensation, but that might also be bc I hate anything having to do with that area in general 😭 always feels weird.
My throat felt very DRY. It wasn't pain yet, it felt like when you're thirsty + dehydrated and your lips stick together at any slight moisture, but in the throat. Kept trying to look around and wiggle my fingers and toes in hopes that'd help me Come Out Of It sooner bc not being able to see was really frustrating me. I could not make out the face of the person watching over me for some time. I really wanted water !
HORROR when the person looking over me said i had a catheter still in me. Nightmare I wasnt counting on actually happening and wasnt mentally prepared for. I was told I would have one placed (make sure to ask if this is a concern for you!) but i thought they'd take it out before I woke up... I cldnt even feel it in me when I was told this! Which is good.
The staff of course had to remove blankets and open my gown a bit to access the area. But I did not feel any distress about this at the time.
Had a very funny slow motion distress response bracing self for removal. It did not hurt or sting at all, it just felt like [something I cant describe here]. Just pressure! It was pulled out gently but quickly of course.
After 1 hr i was wheeled to a separate private recovery room. The nurse uncovered my lower area to check if incisions were doing good so far as well as to check if I had been provided with a pad/underwear, as some patients have blood or other fluids come out as a result of the surgery.
parents came in, was so grateful for juice but in dismay over my food item being orange (i dont like citrus flavor) jello (i dont like jello 😭) i consumed all of both.
I also worried I'd feel weird about throwing my body parts away. But I dont feel anything ^_^ just feels very awesome and natural
Sore throat started further developing. Nurse came in after some time here, taught me how to Get Up. Was scary! I was worried about it hurting, but it was just more soreness.
Was able to go to the bathroom, went a very little bit but it was enough. I was very scared about seeing my incisions and being disgusted by them....but I caught a glance and it was Okey Yey. They are covered in surgical Glue and dont look gnarly, swollen, red or anything they look very cool ^_^ got dressed in stages as there was nothing to set clothes down on and sat back down on the bed. The bathroom connected to another room where somebody else was preparing for surgery.
Nurse came in with final post op instructions, upon describing nausea to me my skin got cold, stomach activated and krusty krab exploded with it. She was just barely able to get me a bag to throw up in. This exacerbated the throat pain. She encouraged me to get it all out especially since I also expelled gas, which is a good thing.
IV removal didnt hurt! Same level of pain as the tape around it being yanked off. I couldn't even tell it was over. I was wheeled out of the hospital. ^_^ i wore an oversized dress my sister lent me, and cheap target sandals so I wouldnt have to bend to tie shoes. My dad pulled up the car right outside. I brought a pillow to be a barrier in between the seat belt and my stomach.
Its 6:48 neow and I am laying down, but the pain is (currently) the same. I had another nausea (and release. Also exacerbated throat pain.) spell (while in walmart picking up the pain meds), was boiling alive in my very hot room, and was a bit dehydrated which may have contributed to some misery and nausea but as of right now I'm ok, i changed into lighter clothes, drank water, ate a bit, and situated self in a room with ac....i worry about getting up and becoming nauseous again 😭 i hate throwing up.
People are right about it being more discomfort than pain! You have to walk around every few hours, and it doesnt hurt but every step feels like my bellybutton is kinda pinching inward. Being tugged at from the inside. Ive gotten to a point where even chuckling makes me feel this very Sour soreness (not regular dull soreness) so maybe ill start the meds soon if necessary.... Squatting to sit doesnt hurt in a debilitating way, neither does actually sitting or putting on/stepping into clothing.
I couldnt nap because laying on my side doesnt hurt the incisions or anything, BUT its just the strange discomfort again. The weight of gravity on the body makes the incision sites feel very very weird in an abstract way i cant describe. It isnt pain. It feels like a mismatched sensation of some sort. Like if you touched your nose and somehow felt the touch on your knee. Adjacent to this. A very specific sensation sits in all the incision sites and drags down through your mattress to the ground and it feels Weird.
If you get up properly it really doesn't hurt to do so! Use your leg to get yourself fully onto your side, then use your arm to push yourself up into a sitting position.
I am very nervous from when all the good strong hospital meds wear off t_t i heard the day after is a struggle because of dis. but ive got the prescribed pain management on hand (extra strength ibuprofen and tylenol with codeine!! O_O) neow at least ^_^;
OH, AND THE DOCTOR TOOK FOTOS OF MY INSIDES LIKE I ASKED! ^_^ 🫶 I have glossy printed souvenir now! I dont exactly know wtf im looking at but its awesum LOL maybe i will ask for details at the follow up!
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Guess who took forever to post because college is a thing, and so is work, lol. But I got it done anyway, and I'm pretty happy with it, so here is my version of Babe~, who I've named Ember or E for short :]
‧₊˚✧ ☆ Babe headcannons because they are silly ☆ ✧˚₊‧
☆ Any pronouns but prefer more neutral or fem terms
☆ Bisexual/Demiromantic and genderqueer
☆ Trilingual (English, Filipino, Spanish)
☆ Love language: words of affirmation (won't say no to a snuggle, tho)
☆ Alt/romantic/fairy/mall goth ⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆
☆ Is a tattoo artist and cosplays for fun (taught herself how to sew and embroider)
☆ Surprisingly bubbly but quiet
☆ Made and has worn a Miku bender
☆ Plushie collector (Asher gave them plague doctor couple plushies
☆ Them, Amanda and Darlin love doing each other's nails :]
☆ Wears a pronoun bracelet with swappable beads (pink for she/her, purple for they/them, blue he/him, and yellow for any)
☆ Always has candy on her person.
☆ Learned ASL/FSL as his mom is deaf, and they have auditory processing issues (They are learning SSL)
☆ goth gf (partner) x golden retriever gamer bf
˚☽˚。⋆‧₊˚✧ Design Notes ✧˚₊‧ ˚☽˚。⋆
☆ Has an undercut and purple box dye
☆ freckles and moles galore *ੈ✩‧₊˚
☆ Piercings: nipple piercings (bars), navel pricing, septum piercing, snake bites, orbital, lobe/upper lobe, and helix.
☆ They have two half sleeves and a handful of small individual tattoos.
☆ The jade choker collar is a birthday gift from Asher. The moon necklace is a gift from Angel.
☆ Wedding ring is a moon in a gold sun with a star in the middle set with a small amethyst set in silver
☆ Wears glasses and has a cane and compression socks as a mobility aids because joint pain is a bitch
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#my art <3#ahhhh my pookie#Goth babbie babe 😌#redacted babe#goth gf to Ashers golden retriever gamer bf#genderqueer babe my beloved#redacted audio babe#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted verse#black artist#queer artist#digital art#poc artist#artists on tumblr#commissions open#redacted fandom#redacted audio fanart#redacted headcanons#disabled oc#queer oc#genderfluid oc#demi speaks#i love yapping#you can pry these lil guys from my cold dead hands :]#:]
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Hiii!!!!!! How has your day been? And could you please write Kate laswell with a s/o who has chronic pain? It’s understandable if not, and I hope you have a lovely day!
Sorry for the wait. It's been hectic the last week, but I totally got you, boo-boos <3
Here's my thing with Laswell. She has her shit together to like the nth degree (I think that's the phrase i'm looking for lol) Like she's so collected and efficient that it has to bleed into her personal life.
Now what does that have to do with you, her darling partner?
A lot, actually. Because once you open up about your pain, Kate's looking up your ailment, and if you're not officially diagnosed, then she's still looking into ways to help you regardless. She's doing everything that she can to help ease your pain however she can.
I'm talking heating pads, hot water bottles, a back massager, a shower stool, compression socks, all types of braces and wraps. If you need adaptive kitchen utensils, she'll get that. Anything to make your life easier is worth however much she's got to spend.
Early in your relationship, before you start living together, she's doing what she can to make her place more comfortable for you. And when you decide to move in together? She's buying and remodeling a house to adapt it to your needs.
Laswell's not babying you, of course. She understands having your own independence is important. But she is trying to make that independence easier on you and whatever chronic pain you have. But when you do ask her for help, she's right there to offer whatever assistance you might need.
#kate laswell x reader#call of duty imagine#laswell x reader#idk what kind of pain we're talking about so i tried be inclusive as possible#my writing#ask box
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compression socks are literally the best thing i have ever experienced. a while ago i saw your post about them and was like "huh. okay, i'll add them to my List Of Things"
i finally got some tonight (first time i went shopping in a while, lol). i finally feel fucking warm. my legs and feet are always freezing. its 54 degrees where i am rn and usually this shit would be agonizing. it doesn't even hurt. i feel warm for the first time in so goddamn long.
thank you and please keep doing what you do. i'm genuinely about to cry out of joy. much love, and hope you're doing well.
!!!! Omg this makes me so happy 💜 I remember wearing two pairs of thick leggings trying to keep my legs warm but it never worked. Compression socks are the best! It's so wonderful they can help you, I love those moments when you find something that works for you.
Thank you <33
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Not warhammer just life rambles-
Finally got compression socks for my fall over get dizzy problems, and turns out when literally everyone suggests a thing they might be on to something lol
Put them on and now I'm less tired, weirdly. Gonna go to a hot ren faire so I'll see if they help me stay upright and conscious 👍 would be real embarrassing if the solution to my issues was "better socks" but like, whatever works
Update: didn't pass out ✨️🎉 still had to take a lot of breaks and got dizzy but improvement!
#not warhammer#my ramblings#got a drs appointment in like 2 months to ask about POTS cause my sibling got diagnosed#so like realistically its probably that so I'm just following advice for that stuff#cause 2 months is a long time of accidental floor napping when i get up or take a shower or do dishes and stuff
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Hello! If you're still doing them, could I please get a Baldur's Gate 3 matchup? I'm bedridden right now from joint pain and need a pick-me-up, but if they're closed feel free to ignore this.
Gender: Genderfluid, but leans towards feminine
Pronouns: Any, but I tend to use she/her because it's honestly just more convenient
Sexuality: Any gender is fine. I might slightly prefer a man but if you think a girl would fit better don't let that stop you ☺️
Appearance: I am a 4’ 10” (147 cm) tall fem-aligned person with long wavy auburn hair, glasses and a fashion sense that varies widely from masc to fem. I'm almost never seen without my compression braces on because I have pretty terrible joint pain, so I've got compression socks, knee braces, shorts for hip pain, gloves for finger joint pain and am generally carrying quite a lot of medical equipment on me at all times lol. That being said, I try to work out when I can so I am getting pretty muscular and enjoy impressing people with my muscles because nobody really expects it.
MBTI: INFJ-T
Personality: I'm a very kind, friendly person but I still have a bit of fiery energy. I'm very passionate and will stand up and verbally smackdown anyone if I feel it's deserved, though generally I'm quite polite. I know tons of random trivia because I research and take notes obsessively. I have autism so the main way I communicate is by infodumping, and I can get easily thrown off in conversation when someone says something I don't expect. I love debating people respectfully, but I really do try to be very nice and as helpful as I possibly can be. I also kind of struggle to ask for help when I need it because I get embarrassed. Plus I am a very stubborn person in general. But most of all I'm very dedicated to self improvement and always strive to be a better version of myself.
Likes: Books and researching, Plants, Witchcraft and occultism, Mythology and religious studies, Linguistics, Exercising and working out and especially Science in general
Dislikes: My chronic illnesses, Heights, Being teased or made fun of (I make a point of not doing this to others either and even when debating I never go for personal jabs), People who are obviously misinformed but refuse to change, Rude and toxic people (If you're going to waste my time being a jerk you're not worth my time at all)
Extra Fun Fact: I currently work at a library and am hoping to become both a researcher and spirit medium
Race: Given my height, probably a halfling or dwarf of some kind
Class: Probably a Paladin or Cleric, maybe with a Wizard multiclass because I'm such a nerd lol
D&D Alignment: Neutral Good. I'm committed to doing good but not too strictly. Basically the “Yeah, but it would be funny” type of morality
Thanks so so much, I hope you have a fantastic day! Take care of yourself!
I hope this helps you feel better! I wish you nothing but a speedy healing process. You seem like a fantastic person. Thank you for letting me write to you!
~~~~~ MATCHUPS ~~~~~
BG3
Wyll Ravengaurd
~~~~~ HEADCANONS ~~~~~
Wyll is a gentleman with you, always seeking to get to know you and respect the newfound leader.
He was a lone wolf for so long that now, having a crew of friends and someone he holds near and dear is a fresh summer's breath for him.
He is afraid of Mizora, though. Not that she would hurt him; she wouldn't get anything out of that. He fears the restrictions, rules, and stipulations she would put on him if he sought you out.
Due to this, Wyll tried so hard to keep you at arm's length, only letting you know small fragments of him.
When Mizor made her debut, he felt better about his chances with you. He knew having someone as kind, understanding, and warm as you by his side was just what he needed.
Wyll courted you properly, asking if you would like to explore romance with him, go on small dates, and even take a dance lesson here and there.
No matter how badly he wanted to kiss you, though, he kept refraining until you asked him.
Once you two were past courting and officially together, he made it a point to get explicit permission from Mizora to tell you about Avernus and the Demons who inhabited the other planes.
He may have had to do a shady thing or two to earn this privilege, but it was worth seeing your eyes light up when sharing this limited knowledge.
When freed of the illithid, he would happily give up galivanting across the sword coast to settle down with you. He would only leave because Mizora asked him for assistance.
Wyll watched you flourish as a shopkeeper for books and magical resources, things only your humble shop could attain because of Wyll's Connections and adventures.
If you ever had a tough day or became bedridden, Wyll would drop everything to assist you. He would be your personal nurse. He'd even call Halsin or Shadowheart to help if he was worried about his lack of skill.
~~~~~ BLURB ~~~~~
It was a cold day in Faerun; snow had just coated the land and would soon fall again. You were seated in the foyer of your new home, watching the outdoors grow colder. You, however, were quite warm. A hand-knitted blanket was wrapped around you, and a warm fur pelt Mizora gifted you adorned your shoulders. Wyll was by the fire, tending to it. Today was tough for your body; everything was sore and hurting. Wyll did everything he could to help, even utilizing the books and notes Shadowheart and Halsin left for him.
As soon as the warmth was at its peak in the home, Wyll kissed you atop your head and made his way to the kitchen. He would prepare a meal for you two and ensure you had some sustenance. While still staring out at the beautiful white blanket of snow, the thought occurred to you that you were the fearless leader of the band that killed the neatherbrain. The illithid gave you an extraordinary gift of no more pain for the price of being turned. To think you almost took that risk but instead knew your humanity was far more a gift. Plus, you would have lost all the amazing friends you made.
Now, by your partner's side, you were even more confident in your choices because you wouldn't have him. Wyll returned some food and assisted you when you needed it. Once satisfied, you two decide some more rest would do you both well. Wyll had just returned a day or two ago from a grueling task from Mizora. Wyll gently picked you up and walked you back to your room. He knew just as well as you that you could take care of yourself, as you have done this time and time before, but his help was always so warm and appreciated. Once in bed, Wyll curled in behind you, holding you close. With one final kiss on your head, you both fell into a simple slumber. You might feel well enough to build a snowman when you wake.
~~~~~ EXTRA ~~~~~
(Just after the freedom of the shadow fell, your group was looking over the security tower at the beginnings of Baldur's Gate. Taking camp before continuing on to your final destination.)
Y/N: Wyll, look at this someone left an enchanted Rapier!
Astarion: ooooh, and quite the liquor selection.
Shadowheart: Please share that with the rest of us.
Wyll: Why don't you all head to the fire and celebrate our accomplishments? Heard Gale cooked quite the feast.
(You walked up to Wyll and leaned your head on his shoulder)
Y/N: What do you think will come of us?
Wyll: Whatever you desire, my love, whatever you desire.
#x reader#bg3#match up#baulders gate 3#headcanon#bg3 x reader#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate wyll#baldur's gate iii#lunarwritings#moons
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i felt like doing something so imma do this for the month! i’ll put all my answers below the cut because it’ll probably get quite long lol

1. Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (aka POTS)
2. well, it’s pretty complicated 😭 i’ve had some symptoms for probably like a year, but around late april/early may this year i couldn’t even shower or stand up too long from how bad it got. the uk healthcare system is absolute shit though, so even tho i’ve been a&e multiple times and tried to explain how much it’s all been affecting me, i still don’t get to see a cardiologist until february 2024 :( but we’ve ruled out other options of what it could be, and my mum’s cardiologist friend agreed when i said i thought i had POTS, and my GP agrees, and my potsie friends agree so i’m kinda like unofficially diagnosed as of now?
3. relating to the last point, i am not officially diagnosed yet because of the slow asf NHS so yeah :,) but i mean to figure out what i was experiencing was POTS, it did take me like 8 months? but probably around 10 for me to accept the fact that i most likely have it too 😭 an official diagnosis unless i can rack up the money to go private is probably gonna take me like another year at this rate, but hopefully it won’t be that long
4. i have to pick just one? LOL uhh probably the blood pooling! it’s so annoying because especially when im out and about, i can’t be with my legs in the air 24/7 so it’s always bound to happen. compression socks help but only to an extent, and it stops me from doing so muchhhh :( it means that queueing for things and standing for more than a couple minutes is so so much harder, and if i have too much blood pooling in one day then my can legs ache for DAYS after that. it’s so painful and annoying and just aaghhh i hate it
5. on a regular day: i wake up, chug water which i leave by my bed for the mornings, get out of bed slowly and walk downstairs to make breakfast. i chug electrolytes and go for a short dog walk, then come home to do schoolwork and my family make lunch/dinner so i don’t have to stand around too long. i’ll make sure i get any chores done that i can, and i’ll try to chill in the evening
on a bad day/flareup: i wake up a lot later, have my electrolytes with water and only get out of bed when i need to. i’ll do schoolwork from my bed (if i feel well enough to concentrate), and have salty snacks rather than proper meals, unless my family make me anything. i stretch from bed to combat deconditioning, and if i feel decent enough i can have a bath
6. i don’t have access to any specific medication unfortunately, so i currently just manage with painkillers when my chronic pain is extra bitchy + anti-nausea meds when i feel sicky
7. salt sachets (the little ones you get at like mcdonald’s and stuff) to shove in my purse/pocket in case symptoms flare while i’m out, compression garments, electrolyte tablets, and a recliner bed so i can raise my legs more when resting
8. electrolyte drinks!! not the tablets though (i hate the taste of all the tablets except like 1 lol) - my fav is making electrolyte drinks from scratch! at the moment i really love iced lemon water with honey and salt. i also saw smth about this fancy coconut water drink to make so i may try that and it may become my favourite :0
9. salty crackers, salt and vinegar/ready salted crisps, mcdonalds fries (stfu i know these aren’t healthy but they’re my favs 😭), pretzels, nuts
+ my fav foods to dump a bunch of salt on: pasta, veggies and dips (SALTED CUCUMBER IS SO GOOD), pizza, chips, soup, risotto, probs almost anything i eat tbh
10. i’ve only got one pair but i love them so shoutout to my knee-length black compression socks <3
11. i don’t have any 🥲 i really wish i could have a cane or maybe even a rollator but my family make fun of me and i can’t afford one lolsies
12. i try to do some stretching in bed so that i can safely work against deconditioning, keeping very hydrated, trying to stay upstairs as much as possible so i don’t have to suffer my staircase, asking family to make food for me so i can save energy, taking pain meds when needed, having a cold bath (if possible), trying to keep preoccupied with work if i can, but if not i’ll watch movies on my ipad and stuff
fun fact: i wrote this on a flare LOL so oddly fitting and now i’ve already made myself a plan for the next few days!
13. the thing that’s helped me most is accepting that something is wrong and remembering to listen to my body. going through life pretending that i’m perfectly abled and don’t have anything wrong causes much more harm to me than letting myself rest a few days. it definitely isn’t easy though - i still find myself getting stressed over work deadlines don’t get me wrong, but i’d like to think i’m getting better at adapting to things and noticing when a flare is coming on so i can be prepared to take the time for my body to rest.
14. chairs are your best friends now. i steal the chairs/stools from the kitchen table whenever i’m doing chores standing up for more than 30 seconds. compression socks also help! OOH and if you’re using hot water/heated stuff and struggle with temperature dysreg, i usually grab myself a cup of ice to munch on or an icepack to hold on my chest so that i don’t overheat :)
15. i’m afraid i don’t have much input for this as i left school for health reasons 😭 but i suppose keeping hydrated, getting accommodations such as not too many stairs + being allowed to take more days off to rest for flares, compression gear where possible, staying high on sodium + electrolytes, and extended deadlines would be good!
16. i’m gonna sound so silly for this but i love rewatching my comfort stuff. i’ve got my fav youtubers + fav films/series all compiled in a list, and i spin a wheel to decide which one i’m gonna watch! other activities i enjoy though are reading, playing video games, doing goofy quizzes online, chatting with friends, and going on pinterest sprees!
17. leading on from the last prompt, my fav is a marvel movie - tbh all of them bring me so much comfort but my favs are avengers, black widow, loki and any of the thor films <3
18. my main support system is my wonderful boyfriend, kurtis @agere-tomhiddleston-imagines 💚💛 he’s helped me through so much and he’s so supportive of me no matter what, and i love him dearly for that (and how awesome he is in general ofc) <3 other than that, my parents are semi-supportive! they still get things wrong sometimes but overall they’ll help if i need things and they handle all the shitty healthcare workers for me so i truly appreciate them for that 😭🙏 ooh and definitely just the general online community of chronically ill people/potsies!! i love y’all so much 🫶
19. okay i don’t know if this counts because she was an orthodontist rather than a doctor/nurse, but when discussing me getting braces she asked about my medical history and i explained it all but said i haven’t been diagnosed so i understand if she can’t accommodate me. then she said to me, “hun.. just because you don’t have a piece of paper with a few words on it, doesn’t mean you aren’t ill. if you’ve got symptoms but no confirmed cause, you’ve still got the symptoms, and i’m not gonna ignore those unless you want me to” - the validation was so relieving after years of fighting for doctors to listen to me and believe me :,) ❤️
(i’ll update this throughout the month! <3)
#vitassium challenge#potsawareness#chronically ill#dysautonomia#potsie#spoonie#chronic illness#pots syndrome#disabled
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wehn i first got my giggles plushie she was compressed like a sock in this bag. i searched up giggles htf inflation to try and fix it but ummmmm?
LOL
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hello, hello! it’s already a busy start to the week, but i’m really hoping that i’ll be able to get a lot done so i can have a free, relaxing weekend (not that i’m looking that far ahead…jk i’m actually looking even farther ahead lol). i wasn’t able to sleep super well last night, as it took me a while to fall asleep, but i did make it through the day without a nap! not really of my own choice, but it is what it is. college life beckons!
what i did today:
✅ attended ballet class! unfortunately my ankle was hurting since i haven’t been wearing my compression sock consistently (it got lost in the laundry but i found it!) but i did have a lot of fun with what i was able to do
✅ attended public health where we mostly talked about analyzing data and practiced making fishbone charts to recognize determinants of public health problems
✅ changed out of my leotard and tights and had a little snack
✅ attended german and we learned a new modal verb today! but unfortunately we have a quiz on friday 😵
✅ had lunch with some friends. didn’t know eat a ton but i did get in some vegetables and protein
✅ started and finished my POUNDS of laundry. i wasn’t able to run it last week since i was still sick, so i had two weeks worth of laundry to do. i did have to run it for an extra dry cycle, as i think there were too many clothes in the dryer to fully dry everything the first go (it was pretty damp). but fun fact: my laundry lint from the dryer is pink instead of gray! kind of tells you how much pink i wear, lol
✅ while doing laundry, i completed:
german homework (listening and finishing sentences)
reading for cultural anthropology about the sapir-whorf hypothesis
writing my short story for workshop tomorrow (which ended up being 5 pages)
✅ got dinner with my friends (pasta night!)
✅ took a shower, gettin all nice and clean
✅ changed out my pillowcase for a clean one, which i should have done before doing my laundry so i could wash the dirty one, but oh well, that’s next week’s problem
what i need to do tomorrow:
public health current event #2
cultural anthropology readings for next class
fiction writing short stories
study german grammar and vocabulary
tomorrow is a later day for me, but perhaps with enough motivation in the morning, i’ll be able to get one or two things done before my first class.
upcoming this week:
german conversation table (tomorrow)
attending a dance show (friday)
watching kpop music videos with my friends (wednesday)
also, fun fact, i applied for a summer job! it’s on campus and it runs for only a few weeks in june. i’m really interested in the position, as it’s kind of like a pre-orientation situation to make sure incoming students can find roommates, meet other people before the fall, and of course, register for their classes! i went last year and it was a really great experience, so i’m hoping i can return the favor :)
that’s all for today! sleep well whenever you do and have a lovely day! 💕
#studyblr#study aesthetic#study blog#study motivation#studyspo#college#university#productivity#spring 24
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Laundry research
I've been diligent with my shoes so I thought maybe I needed to boost the laundry power.
Just now I washed everything in the towel/sock basket on hot, with OxyClean, except for my Smartwool socks. (According to Reddit: "Oxiclean, in the powdered form, is an oxygen bleach, which is different than chlorine bleach in that it breaks up in warm water into what's essentially soda ash and hydrogen peroxide. Both are good for stain removal in their own way but both are damaging to protein-based fibers.")
I have been pre-soaking in white vinegar until this point. (Except the socks at my parents' house; those were ACV soaked.) Going forward, I'll try a pre-soak with OxyClean for everything. (And maybe in the wash too lol.) I'm going to get some laundry Lysol as well. Both options require a longish soak. Lysol can go in the rinse cycle but probably not effective on its own. Vinegar is OK in the rinse cycle as well, post-Oxy, as long as you do a second rinse. OxyClean website recommends 30 minutes soak for fungi.
Will also wash my wool dryer balls before next use (soak hot in a mesh bag with disinfectant, then wash hot on gentle cycle alongside other laundry and dry hot) just in case, though presumably by the time things got to the dryer the fungi ought to have been gone.
Other possible options:
Bleach
Ammonia (never mix w/bleach)
Eradisil
Cannesten (Australia)
Dettol laundry sanitizer (is it antifungal?)
Borax (did not work on its own for my compression stockings last time, which are washed cold)
Pinesol (probably also only effective when soaking, but can be added to the wash for an extra boost WITHOUT oxyclean)
Someone online recommended the following:
OxyClean soak in bucket for 30 mins-6 hours
Add to washing machine with detergent
Clear ammonia in the chute
Wash on hottest recommended cycle.
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7/9/24
Lesson learned: ALWAYS shit before going out to run
I keep peaking my HR at the second 5 min run...I think because I see the finish line and I want to be done already lol
Still can't tell if the 3 min runs are getting easier or if I'm just going way slow
Also: running in this sticky, humid, no wind weather ain't it (but it's all we got sadly)
Funnily enough, now my left knee is giving me problems as I run instead of my right! I need to be better about taking care of both!!
Upd8: iced both down and then both had some time in the mentholated compression sleeve...might buy a second one 😑
Fuck baby camel pose
I cannot do dancer's pose on my left (standing foot) side anymore 🥲 or at least the knee braces + my lack of sock/friction/too much sweat stopped me from getting a good foothold. But also I couldn't keep balance really at all on my left foot, whyyyy 😭
Gotta review my dumbbell workout videos and get rid of the ones that also throw in cardio because...i'm already doing cardio lol, I just want strength training pls (like some of the older ones)
Learn how to make proper use of the hand grip strengthener?
First time ending the day in a (supposed) calorie deficit, let's go!!!
(Supposed because I just kind of guessed for some of my entries...I really ought to try and enter in some of these regular recipes of mine)
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