#my jobs have bothered to pay on time lol 🙃🙃

[ereh-emanresu-tresni]

The eternal struggle between my hiking shoes chafing specific spots but my work shoes making me generally sore af...

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[theflyingfeeling]

give up before you suffocate (literally) ✌️

tried to get a doctor's/nurse's apppointment for my throat because it's been aching since Sunday and I haven't been able to speak properly since Wednesday and I can't sleep at night because the pain is unbearable and NOTHING HELPS but the nurse I was talking with online said 'nah just try this painkiller mix and some disinfective tablets and warm honey water' (okay fair enough I haven't tried that) but I don't have those exact painkillers at home and the tablets I've been using haven't done shit so I'd have to go to pharmacy but I'm scared because when I tried to do that earlier today I ended up having to turning back home (the pharmacy is like 50 m from where I live) because I got a terrible coughing fit that brought tears to my eyes and sometimes these coughing fits even alert my gag reflex which kind sucks you know because it's as if I'm about to throw up but nothing actually comes out 💀 but I also can't order the stuff from the online pharmacy that offers consulting online because I've already ordered from them yesterday and today (when my trip to the pharmacy failed) and I'm just too embarrassed to order from them AGAIN?? 😭🙈 (yes this is a problem shut up)

so yeah, when BC said give up before you suffocate I took that personally because lol everytime I try to speak (just to see if I'm able to yet), every other syllable is just wheezing while every other syllable is completely soundless, and I can only speak until I either run out of breath or get a coughing fit, so even if I made it to the pharmacy alive, I'd have to either write down what I need or idk fucking pantomime it I guess 😑 the throat situation is even worse because during the day it doesn't bother me that much because I don't pay attention to it (I can feel the most pain when I swallow) so I THINK it's getting better, but then the night comes and I go to bed and have too much time to focus on the way and how often I swallow and how much more it hurts every time and 😩😩😩😩😩

at least I don't have fever anymore and my leggies haven't been achy since Wednesday, but I've got a runny nose, which is honestly the LEAST of my worries right now, although my right ear being completely blocked because of it is a bit of a bummer (btw is it normal to hear your own pulse in your ear? been too scared to google this ahaha if it's something serious pls don't tell me I want to go swiftly)

welp, since I can't do anything useful like prepare for my upcoming new job (🙃) or write my fic (😭), I'm gonna project the remains of my sanity on rant posts like this I guess lol I hope you enjoyed I'm off to die on my way to the pharmacy now 💅

[berlinini]

If you are complaining that a celebrity is actually deceiving the public for money, you must not understand the concept of celebrity in the first place. That's literally the job. That's literally what being a public figure IS. All celebrities mispresent themselves, that's what a celebrity IS. Leonardo Dicaprico isn't going to go on Fallon and talk about his explosive diarrhea he had last night. LOL. No, he's gonna talk about the fun glamourous shit he does. I have some bad news for you about every single politician that has ever existed. If Harry seems fake to you and you can see the truth and it bothers you that much, just ignore him lol you (or anybody) dont the right to make him act in any other way that he acts now. Free will is real. I see the deception sometimes, but it doesn't bother me too much anymore. This man isn't giving out politican and Lance Armstrong levels of deception out here. Who cares? He is only fooling the willing.

Thanks, I think I'm familiar with the concept of celebrity!!!

The thing is, Harry hasn't reached the stage of being famous just for being Harry Styles. He's supposed to be a singer first and foremost, and now a ~serious~ actor. So it's realistic to expect him to be able to talk about his craft, without just saying "the cover is pink because I love pink" and "WS has a nice rythm" and let everyone else from Kid Harpoon to Rob Stinger tell us why Harry is the next "rockstar" of the decade. Can't he tell us himself why we should be paying attention to him? Or is it because he isn't bothered because it doesn't matter what makes him famous as long as it does? And with machine behind him is pushing him, he knows it's just a matter of time?

But I'm not worried, soon he's gonna be the male Kim Kardashian, from the Calm app to the Manchester arena to the cosmetics line, from the Gucci cringe ads to the movies he worked so hard to get cast in (pun intended). He'll be famous for being famous. Maybe then he can do whatever the hell he wants like have an affair with a woman who's in a relationship and also his boss and breaking up families and...oups. Oh no, what will he do then???

As you said, he'll be fooling the willing. Doesn't mean we can't call him out on that. In the meantime, I will try to ignore him (which becomes difficult as he's being pushed down everyone's throat) and I will also use my free will to both dislike him and voice my opinion about him. 🙃