#gosh my writing sucks

[lavenderspence]

thinking i could write the reality of what depression looks like for me, to indulge myself and maybe make myself feel better, but for me, depression is an emptiness. the inability to understand and to express what I feel, if I even feel anything, beyond a deep-seated sadness I can't grasp.

[autism-corner]

Sin and blood.3

ll 550 words ll ft. Belphie comforting you after you show up filthy and bloody on the steps of the HOL ll angst/comfort ll x reader ll Levi's version ll Asmo's version ll

Your first mess-up was awkward. None of the brothers had expected you to ever snap. But you did, and it was only natural. Living with literal demons only made the clock tick closer to your eventual sins.

It wasn't like you hadn't 'sinned' before, according to the vague moral lines that were set by human societies. You've sneaked items past check-outs, looked upon others with hatred, and lied to those with power. None of that makes you less human.

What you did however, was demon-worthy. You returned to the House of Lamentation with shame and the remaining anger, now mostly pointed at yourself. You didn't mean to break. You didn't mean to break anything. You didn't want to harm them.

Red-faced, with blood still dripping from your fingers, clothing drenched with however many liquids, you stood in front of them. There was no sound other than the drips, slowly creating a puddle on the ground. As the puddle grew, he was the first one to move.

Belphie understood it. Sometimes things become to much. Sometimes there's only one thing you're able to do. None of that makes you less deserving of love. He hurried to your side, and hugged you tightly.

"How about I get you washed up, huh?" He looked at you. His eyes weren't filled with resent or hate, but with the utmost care and love. You softly nod, and feel his hand take yours. Carefully you two walk to the shared bathroom. Nothing was nor has to be said as the uncomfortable air was slowly thinned by Belphegors fingers caressing yours.

Upon arrival, Belphegor headed to the shower, placing a stool just shy of the waters stream. While you unclothed, he made sure to check the waters temperature to your liking, and grabbed some shampoo and conditioner that'd make your hair soft and proper again. While getting everything he'd think was needed, he also put on some music on his DDD. It was a soft and calming nature sound, making the place feel all that more comfortable and at rest.

Finally naked, you approached the still clothed Belphie in the shower. "These clothes can get wet, no need to worry your pretty head." He said smiling, clearly already having picked up on your confusion. "I just want to take care of you, so don't worry about me right now."

As you sat on the stool, Belphegor grabbed the showerhead and started wetting your hair. Holding the head with one hand and slowly massaging your hair with the other, most of the filth began to wash away. It was rare to see Belphie this focused, and especially on such an admittedly active task. As he continued washing the rest of your body, placing a few kisses here and there while carefully scrubbing away everything that was unpleasant, you felt more and more of his love.

Once he was happy with your state, he also began to towel you dry. "I can't cuddle with you if you're still all wet, now can I?" To some, this might've looked like he was just using your misfortune to get in bed with you, but you knew better. This Belphie, caring and soft, was as true as he could be. You knew that whenever you need him, he'll be there. If it's genuinely a serious case, he'll do anything to help you. Plus, getting to spend time together in bed afterwards wasn't a punishment at all. He'll pepper you with kisses and you get to do the same to him, once again filling the room, and your heart, with love and peace.

[mishosoupy]

hundreth post wahoo

anyways making a mini comic series/webtoon(??) thingy and settled on the name: dying is for losers

will NOT have any relations to the eve-verse (shocking) and will feature exactly TWO characters I made for my knk au (they migrated)

from my plans it'll be less of a story driven sorta thing until I get my shit together and actually think of one (so more slapstick/weird humor ig)

In the middle of writing + character designs will go byebye until further notice people

but yeah don't expect it to be good because i'm very stupid and I hate my life (I'm also not expecting anybody to read it except me lmao)

[themyscirah]

Can feel my brain chemicals bubbling as I think about Artemis

[tittysuckersworld]

am fine

[michi-chelle]

“but i fear that they already got all the best parts of me” goes so hard

[sochilll]

🌀 and ❄️ and also ☔ for the wip ask<3

🌀Post the fic summary for a fic you haven't written/published yet. It can be hypothetical or something you really plan on releasing...

Ok I’m not good at actual summaries but I have one that’s like half written about Jared and Evan post canon and Evan unwittingly gets a job at the ice cream shop that Jared has worked at for like 3 years (making Jared his boss). Silly goofy ice cream shenanigans ensue ofc also Jared is still capital a Angry so angst also ensues

❄️Share a snippet from a WIP of your choosing.

Back on my kleinsen exes bullshit:

Jared went pale. He swallowed and motioned to the guy. “Evan, this is Francis. Francis, this is Evan, we’re old friends.”

Old friends. That’s what Evan was reduced to. Their whole relationship, everything they were to each other, whittled down to “old friends.”

☔Is there a fic concept you have that you'd like to just explain and share because you're not sure you'll ever write it? If so, what is it?

I have a like 13 Going on 30 esque fic in my head where Evan and Jared are in a huge fight and then Evan suddenly finds himself a few years into a future where he and Jared are happily dating and he’s trying to decide if he even wants to go back to his own time (also 13 Going on 30 rules that like he is also in his older body and such) but there’s just too much to work out and so many holes that I feel like I will never get to it lmao

WIP asks!

[ravenquingvax]

Seeing people like posts about the Briarvax AU that I'm still working on the first chapter of after a year.

Ahahah. Ha. Ha...

I'm still trying to make it work, it's not abandoned, I'm just struggling to make the words word 😭

I really want to write this one!!

[dogmomwrites]

my computer updated and now i have no access to mine own writing. once i sort this out, i'll get back to catching up on the tag games and maybe actually do that wip intro i still haven't started on...

[cursingtoji]

we talk a lot about writers frustrations when not receiving encouragement but can we talk about readers frustration when leaving an ask trying to engage and praise a story and never being answered??

[floral-hex]

I’m out of town for a couple of days for my brother’s chess tournament and the internet in this hotel sucks butts and I only brought one book with me 😓

[kalpasio]

WAH CHRISTMAS BREAK IS FINALLY HERE FOR ME !!!! that means I might end up rereading all of your works in one day then do it again the next week or smth 💀 to be fair I've already done that at the expense of listening in class 😭 also im sorry for the person I'll become when that flamechasers anime gets released next year 😔✋

anyways how've you been? I wanted to check up on you but I've been too busy to do that lol but now I can :D I honestly wrote this for no particular reason hehe I just wanted to check up on you 🥹

- herrscher anon <33 💖💖💖💖✨✨✨✨✨

AYYYYY ME TOO! just got home last night for winter break and I'm so happy 😭😭

that is so much reading oh no I'm so sorry I'd say you shouldn't read in class but I definitely wrote some of these in lecture so I'm not any better lol

I SAW THE ANIME ANNOUNCEMENT (I'm behind on everything) AND IMMEDIATELY OPENED TUMBLR TO BE LIKE "OH IM SO EXCITED" AND ALREADY HAD TWO ASKS MENTIONING IT 😭😭 I cannot tell you how excited I am but also if they fuck it up I will riot. storm the writers office and demand they let me write it the show would never get done 😔😔

I'm alive! (I know j said that and then wasn't but I'm actually alive this time lol) gonna try to finish writing the story I've had sitting for like a month now lol since break has started I should be moving through requests a lot quicker and I'm excited to be writing again!!!

I hope you have a good break! and hopefully you'll have more stories to read than the same 5 I wrote before! 🧡🧡

[revvywevvy]

...I was bored and was rewatching all of the scv cutscenes to see if I missed any Pyrrha frames since ik im missing a few and like. i was wondering 'wow im feeling this huge pit in my chest i wonder why' and.

i just realized why.

seeing pat/rok/los anywhere near Pyrrha when she's got so/ul ed/ge and he's got so/ul ca/li/bur is giving me anxiety. i had to pause and close the tab bc my brain still doesn't trust his bitchass even if it's the part of the story where he tries to save Pyrrha instead of killing her,,,,,,,, but like- i've never forgotten about or forgiven him for killing Pyrrha the first time before that weird ass time travel retcon that happened immediately after 😭 i'm going to beat him with a giant fucking stick

[ultimatefangirl225]

Yes. This is what we need. The art, the story, the bonding and the fucking unconditional love! We stan the trans Dreamtale siblings! Love them until the day you die! This is perfect in everyway. If i don't get an entire baby bones fic about transmasc Nightmare and transfem Dream then I will not be sleeping at night!

Here she is! Our transfem baby <3

[kavehater]

Hmm maybe if I like kaveh enough he will come home ? I’ve tried reverse psychology and it doesn’t work so maybe this is the best bet

[dolyx]

(in a normal, non-dolville au i think. syd and "tala" would get along pretty well but only during their childhood... "tala's" "parent" oc/the oc i based them on has a religious background, so syd and "tala" would've met in a church or a temple. i can see xem getting along well with kylar too whose lore i can't unlock now bc i made the mistake of dismissing her, and opportunities to be closer to either of them are equal since this "tala" doesn't have the best parent/s. despite their good relationship as a trio of friends, i think they'd fall out if/once syd starts avoiding kylar unfortunately. xe dislikes conflict. both being in one and being stuck between people who are in one. xe might try to get along with them separately, but once one or both confront xem about it, xe'd start avoiding them both lol. avoidance beloved.

other than that i still think they'd have a good relationship though! just not romantic, unlike what syd and "tala" have in dol. and not something that'd look like it'll last a long time.

in the q&a's it was mentioned that syd would secretly enjoy metal/rock music, so i kinda like imagining syd watching "tala's" band whenever they perform once they grow older. maybe inviting kylar to watch xem too if their relationship is better. but syd and "tala" interacting once they're both adults? hmm. hard to imagine. this is making me think of a fan x rockstar au for them tho aaa? maybe once i can get a better grasp of sydney's character...)