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YOUR ORIGIN: PROFILE INFO
important info! ‘Your Origin’ are originally characters that I used to play with in my past years with the sims!
sooo I had this idea to bring back all of my favourite unique sims and put them all in a one universe together!
(there is some sims who are related and some who are not! they also from different times like 2015-17-20! so there is going to be some interesting cross-over between my characters skssksjs)
DANTE QUEEN!!! (2018-2024)
THEO WOOD!!! (2020-2024)
IRIS WOOD!!! (2021-2024)
#your origin: facts#theo wood#dante queen#iris wood#sims 4#ts4#simblr#ts4 portrait#yes theo & iris are siblings hehe andddd#dante is their grandpa from their moms side#just thought I write it here since i may never bring that info out ever lmao#gosh I really missed them so much its insane how I used to obsess w them my whole teenage years#found family trope#im weak#also sorry if the quality sucks or shi. cuz this was supposed to be for insta story lmao
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Unpopular opinion: I really think Inanimate Insanity should've ended off on ep 17 rather than tacking on its final episode, S2E18.
(Going on a small ramble under cut)
Also note I'm writing this at 5am cuz I'm bored and cannot sleep lol take it with a grain of salt here.
Also I'm open to discussion but please no hate, I'm sharing an opinion here not meant to outright provoke people, I just want to share my opinions and feelings, and I'll respect everyone else's ideas on it as well./gen/nm
I mean don't get me wrong, S2E18 really went to wrap up any loose ends. The mysterious life force placed into Mephone4, and to give everyone their happy ending, but to be fair before the release of II S2E18, I LOVED the idea of everything being left up to interpretation on S2E17. The emotional impact and hype everyone went through on their more recent episodes 16 and 17 REALLY hit it off, and truthfully not all stories need to end happy. When II 18 dropped, it was mid to say the least. Unnecessary deaths (looking at you MePad) and the not-that-engaging final fight really just left people with the feeling of "what the fuck was that". Doesn't live up to NEARLY the hype of the previous episodes. And for II17 to stand as an end to the series, putting a stop to Cobs plan.. Mephone4 losing everything he cared about, Cobs reaching out to him.. REAAALLY could've left fans plenty of opportunity to wonder "would Mephone persevere?" "What truly is part of Mephone4 that sets him apart?" "Whats Cobs going to do now?" "Is everyone permanently gone or are they coming back??". For the end of ep17 to just.. end in that blank silence and leave everyone to wonder, while sorting through their own feelings seems it would've been way more engaging than the end they set out for us tbh. And don't get me started on the weird revival thing?? That race thing?? Like come on, there's hardly any suspense to that. Ooo don't touch the red line or you're dead forever. None of those losses at the line nearly compare to the execution of the previous deaths in the season when it came to MephoneX's suspenseful knocking everyone down one by one. Because then you're on the edge of your seat like "what's going to happen to the characters I love most??" Like just LOOK at what happened when we lost Lightbulb, and that emotion Paintbrush went through!! Compared to "damn they ain't running fast so they're gone *shrug*" like come on. Mayyybe sure it demonstrates the bonds between the characters a bit but ep18 was just borderline "ooo cliche villain fight scene" like Mephone got SUPER damaged in the first hit and then.. nothing else??? Kept getting punched and took no more damage. I swear if they needed to fill in time for the others to revive it could've been better than that. That fight scene was outright boring. Cobs blew up into popcorn, so he's dead, MePad died even though he could've just teleported both Mephone4 and himself, and ep18 really just went to showcase all the ships and whatnot. Like okay cool bad guy dead unnecessary deaths and now here's a bunch of ships to make yall happy! Like wh-
I swear ep17 would've made II go out with a BANG compared to how mid ep18 was.
#inanimate insanity#kichispeaks#rambles#gosh im gonna wake up in the morning and forget I posted this lol#hoping there aint weird typos in it either#my phone sucks and the autocorrect kept having borderline strokes while i was trying to write everything#tried to correct something into what looked like a keyboard smash lol#but yeah please take all this with a grain of salt im bored and tired lol#but hey tbh if yall like ep 18 then honestly im glad yall enjoyed it/lh/gen#all replies to this dont have to be negative if anyone wants to kinda stick up for ep18 then im interested#probably shouldve also put all this in the post if im rambling THIS MUCH lmao
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thinking i could write the reality of what depression looks like for me, to indulge myself and maybe make myself feel better, but for me, depression is an emptiness. the inability to understand and to express what I feel, if I even feel anything, beyond a deep-seated sadness I can't grasp.
#tina talks#gosh i suck if you didn't know#if i can't even write about my own feelings#how do i write about anything else..?
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Sin and blood.3
ll 550 words ll ft. Belphie comforting you after you show up filthy and bloody on the steps of the HOL ll angst/comfort ll x reader ll Levi's version ll Asmo's version ll
Your first mess-up was awkward. None of the brothers had expected you to ever snap. But you did, and it was only natural. Living with literal demons only made the clock tick closer to your eventual sins.
It wasn't like you hadn't 'sinned' before, according to the vague moral lines that were set by human societies. You've sneaked items past check-outs, looked upon others with hatred, and lied to those with power. None of that makes you less human.
What you did however, was demon-worthy. You returned to the House of Lamentation with shame and the remaining anger, now mostly pointed at yourself. You didn't mean to break. You didn't mean to break anything. You didn't want to harm them.
Red-faced, with blood still dripping from your fingers, clothing drenched with however many liquids, you stood in front of them. There was no sound other than the drips, slowly creating a puddle on the ground. As the puddle grew, he was the first one to move.
Belphie understood it. Sometimes things become to much. Sometimes there's only one thing you're able to do. None of that makes you less deserving of love. He hurried to your side, and hugged you tightly.
"How about I get you washed up, huh?" He looked at you. His eyes weren't filled with resent or hate, but with the utmost care and love. You softly nod, and feel his hand take yours. Carefully you two walk to the shared bathroom. Nothing was nor has to be said as the uncomfortable air was slowly thinned by Belphegors fingers caressing yours.
Upon arrival, Belphegor headed to the shower, placing a stool just shy of the waters stream. While you unclothed, he made sure to check the waters temperature to your liking, and grabbed some shampoo and conditioner that'd make your hair soft and proper again. While getting everything he'd think was needed, he also put on some music on his DDD. It was a soft and calming nature sound, making the place feel all that more comfortable and at rest.
Finally naked, you approached the still clothed Belphie in the shower. "These clothes can get wet, no need to worry your pretty head." He said smiling, clearly already having picked up on your confusion. "I just want to take care of you, so don't worry about me right now."
As you sat on the stool, Belphegor grabbed the showerhead and started wetting your hair. Holding the head with one hand and slowly massaging your hair with the other, most of the filth began to wash away. It was rare to see Belphie this focused, and especially on such an admittedly active task. As he continued washing the rest of your body, placing a few kisses here and there while carefully scrubbing away everything that was unpleasant, you felt more and more of his love.
Once he was happy with your state, he also began to towel you dry. "I can't cuddle with you if you're still all wet, now can I?" To some, this might've looked like he was just using your misfortune to get in bed with you, but you knew better. This Belphie, caring and soft, was as true as he could be. You knew that whenever you need him, he'll be there. If it's genuinely a serious case, he'll do anything to help you. Plus, getting to spend time together in bed afterwards wasn't a punishment at all. He'll pepper you with kisses and you get to do the same to him, once again filling the room, and your heart, with love and peace.
#hey#belphie time =w=b#man what i wouldnt give to shower with that guy oml.#obey me belphegor#obey me belphegor x reader#obey me fluff#obey me#x reader#my work#sillyposting#also please dont mention anything about 'lesson 16' i do not care. he is a better man and if you fail to recognize that suck my dick ig.#belphie my love <3#i have nothing more to say#hopefully mephisto will be here soon aswell but i wouldnt know. i only write this whenever im sad (gosh why might that be)#i am doing fine btw =w=b
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hundreth post wahoo
anyways making a mini comic series/webtoon(??) thingy and settled on the name: dying is for losers
will NOT have any relations to the eve-verse (shocking) and will feature exactly TWO characters I made for my knk au (they migrated)
from my plans it'll be less of a story driven sorta thing until I get my shit together and actually think of one (so more slapstick/weird humor ig)
In the middle of writing + character designs will go byebye until further notice people
but yeah don't expect it to be good because i'm very stupid and I hate my life (I'm also not expecting anybody to read it except me lmao)
#100 posts#webtoon???#idk man...#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#designing characters is okay ig#but writing#goddamn#I do not have the motivation for this my gosh#man..#doubt anybody will see this post but if you are then hi#will put your character into the story#might set up a google form for that idk#but yeah#imma try to get my friends to help#if they don't help then sucks to suck I guess#surprisingly not eve posting#but ehhhh#see you in a year#or five#or 14
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Can feel my brain chemicals bubbling as I think about Artemis
#shes been here for FOUR issues and i adore her already you dont understanddddd#also the ginger bit does NOT help lmao. i mean okay her ginger is one i headcanon into like a ginger/brown kind of mix that would maybe just#get more sunbleached and stuff as opposed to being like. traditional ginger etc#but IM ginger so it is one of the ingredients in making my brain bubble teehee. we're twinning fr.#i dont cosplay but i could be her. get me a wondy costume and ill do it ahdjahdhs#what am i saying. oh yeah i think shes neat : )#paying off my pain at the first half of the messner loebs run by finally getting to the bit i care abt#anyways shes ticking a few of my special character boxes. some that havent been seen with dc comics for me yet. that being redheaded woman#with at least one of my major character flaws.#gosh what was i saying. i dont remember. anyways the art sucks and the writing isnt how i think most characters would behave at all#but by god does she compel me. <3333333#blah
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am fine
#fecking no i aint in tags lol#gosh i love my friends but man do i have a inferiority complex- and they dont exactly help with it-#like. today tryed join in with smth with making ocs cause friends already did that#was having a lil bit of fun trying mojo#and then another friend joined in and idk#i dont wanna sound mean but took it?#i was gonna make a charscter or smth planned out with heizou but they sorta took over my channel and made smth with him#which is fine im fine i just gosh#i feel so dumb and bad when others sorta take my spot#all my friends are so so good at character creation and figuring out lore fast and i just#i suck at it. i struggle so hard with writing and trying to get into characters heads#i suck at roleplay and usually go with whats funniest to me#i feel like a joke. they only just moved channels and its been an hour.#i know what i would have made wouldnt be half as good but i wanted to make something#and that got trampled. it really dosent help that i was sorta the art one and then a way better artist joined the server#i just- i know it dosent make sence but with it all i just feel useless? is that ok??#i want to make things and be as good as my friends with it but i alwase feel like im just worse. i wish my head worked right like all of#theirs do. i know i make good ideas and things. but thats after months and months of working out and revising#they make a whole coherant story in an hour. wile multitasking. how am i supposed to keep up with that??#i also just feel pathetic cause they are my only super close friends. one being only irl friend that dosent just feel like my brothers#and even then that friend is moving away soon. damn it i just wish i could be as good as them with something. anything#i dont wanna just be the silly younger sibling friend all the time. i dont wanna help just make jokes. i wanna make cool stuff like them#they all have their stuff so much more together and i just want to be decent compared to then on one thing#i just want one please.
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“but i fear that they already got all the best parts of me” goes so hard
#if only this song came out like 6 years ago lol#i’m also nearing the end of season 2 of my free! rewatch and gosh haru’s conflict hits closer to home than ever#and idk if i’m just getting more emotional lately but makoto and haru’s fight in ep 11 deadass made me tear up#when will i stop relating to teenagers real or fictional lmao#part of me wishes i was still a teenager just because being a teenager would explain my sense of purposelessness in everything i do#like taking things one day at a time with a blurry future on a road leading to nowhere#but others having high expectations from you and being sad seeing you so lost#but you just don’t want to let go of what you have now#you don’t want to box your passions in what other people want from you#and going back to the lyrics of the song#you feel like there’s not much you can offer anymore ‘cause you were a ‘gifted’ kid and now you’re just an ordinary person#whose gone complacent to the disappointment of everyone who wants to see you succeed but you feel you don’t have it in you#so again you’re just floating through life trying to enjoy the blessings each day brings again with no clear goal#anyway idk what i’m writing#at the same time i’m glad i’m not a teenager anymore ‘cause that shit sucked#but being a grown adult sucks ass too#i know there doesn’t need to be any purpose in life but#i feel like things’ll be easier if i did have a dream#guess i need a best friend to take me to another country or something to inspire me or something#in other words i’m about to watch one of my fave free eps where rin and haru go to australia#anyway i’m rambling#michi yaps
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🌀 and ❄️ and also ☔ for the wip ask<3
🌀Post the fic summary for a fic you haven't written/published yet. It can be hypothetical or something you really plan on releasing...
Ok I’m not good at actual summaries but I have one that’s like half written about Jared and Evan post canon and Evan unwittingly gets a job at the ice cream shop that Jared has worked at for like 3 years (making Jared his boss). Silly goofy ice cream shenanigans ensue ofc also Jared is still capital a Angry so angst also ensues
❄️Share a snippet from a WIP of your choosing.
Back on my kleinsen exes bullshit:
Jared went pale. He swallowed and motioned to the guy. “Evan, this is Francis. Francis, this is Evan, we’re old friends.”
Old friends. That’s what Evan was reduced to. Their whole relationship, everything they were to each other, whittled down to “old friends.”
☔Is there a fic concept you have that you'd like to just explain and share because you're not sure you'll ever write it? If so, what is it?
I have a like 13 Going on 30 esque fic in my head where Evan and Jared are in a huge fight and then Evan suddenly finds himself a few years into a future where he and Jared are happily dating and he’s trying to decide if he even wants to go back to his own time (also 13 Going on 30 rules that like he is also in his older body and such) but there’s just too much to work out and so many holes that I feel like I will never get to it lmao
WIP asks!
#I think I’ve shared another excerpt from that fic but Jared’s bf had a different name lol#I ended up using it for smth else so I changed his to Francis#anyway thank u zoe <333 I did forget I reblogged this so at first glance I thought u were putting a weather themed curse on me 😌#gosh have not opened my fic wips in so long 😔 school has sucked up all my reading and writing energy this semester#I was scrolling through like ‘omg! oh yeah that one! OH YEAH! ooh I forgot that one!’#ask game
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Seeing people like posts about the Briarvax AU that I'm still working on the first chapter of after a year.
Ahahah. Ha. Ha...
I'm still trying to make it work, it's not abandoned, I'm just struggling to make the words word 😭
I really want to write this one!!
#im trying my best 😭#they're my dark ot3 for forever#i just suck at writing 😭#ot3: 'i broke the world for you' 'gosh you guys are good looking' 'dont worry you look delicious'#critical role#cr#the legend of vox machina#tlovm#vax'ildan#sylas briarwood#delilah briarwood#the briarwoods#syvax#delivax#briarvax#vax x the briarwoods#vax x sylas briarwood#vax x delilah briarwood#delilah x vax x sylas#lynias is trying#lynias shut up challenge
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my computer updated and now i have no access to mine own writing. once i sort this out, i'll get back to catching up on the tag games and maybe actually do that wip intro i still haven't started on...
#update#tag games#i'm so slow when i have to write in notebooks i really need my laptop for writing oof#and my penmanship sucks#i dont wanna have to manuscribe everything#and my tablet is so slow#and my phone is not for writing stories on#gosh i've gotten spoiled#found out i couldn't do writing and rearranged my living room#as one does
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we talk a lot about writers frustrations when not receiving encouragement but can we talk about readers frustration when leaving an ask trying to engage and praise a story and never being answered??
#totally demotivates readers to keep doing tgat#which sucks cause i love to receive such comments in my inbox#and if i haven’t answered it yet it’s cause i plan to write something as a reply#but gosh it’s tiring to be in this system sometimes#wether as a writer or reader#i don’t even blame people who don’t interact#sometimes that’s for the best#— chatting break 💬
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I’m out of town for a couple of days for my brother’s chess tournament and the internet in this hotel sucks butts and I only brought one book with me 😓
#sucks butts IN A BAD WAY#this is the same hotel that held the last couple of big chess tournaments my brother entered#so I’ve been here a few times but this is the first time I’m actually renting a room instead of driving back and forth each day#so positive: got a room and don’t have to drive a bunch. negative: no continental breakfast 😒#they have a little tiny starbucks but no free breakfast which is bullshit!#also all of my books are stilled packed up from moving bc I’m lazy so I couldn’t grabbed any one I really wanted to read#but I did get a free copy of Stephen King’s ‘On Writing’ the other day so I brought that#and yeah I am kinda pumped to peruse that. Mr King is a pretty cool dude and I def want his writing tips#but also… I just kinda would rather read something about a fucked up wizard or something ya know?#anyway I always feel weird or annoying saying this but if you want to send me any asks or anything to help pass my time then by all means#or not. it’s cool. really. I hate bugging people and I hate coming off as desperate & needy outside of the bedroom#im going to be mushy and say im kind of excited to spend the night sleepover style with my little bro here#he’s getting older and it’s getting harder to convince him to hang out with me#love this little dude so gosh darn much#oh man what if we get a pizza and watch a movie together? would that be cool? is that something teenagers like to do with their older bros?#i’m so lame#being like 18 years older than your younger brother means you get to fulfill your cool uncle/dad vibes without actually having kids#ok I have to stop myself from filling this with tags about wishing I was a dad or being whatever#what was I saying before?… did I even have a point?#oh yeah… bad internet… only one book… I’m hungry… yeah…#this isn’t important#you can ignore this#text
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Yes. This is what we need. The art, the story, the bonding and the fucking unconditional love! We stan the trans Dreamtale siblings! Love them until the day you die! This is perfect in everyway. If i don't get an entire baby bones fic about transmasc Nightmare and transfem Dream then I will not be sleeping at night!
Here she is! Our transfem baby <3
#Transfem#Transmasc#Transgender dreamtale twins feed my soul#They are genderless in canon so fight canon bitches!#They are trans#Oh my gosh I love this#Seriously#make this into a fic#someone write this#One Small Dream can suck it!#MY HEART#undertale au#sans aus#dreamtale#nightmare sans#dream sans
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Hmm maybe if I like kaveh enough he will come home ? I’ve tried reverse psychology and it doesn’t work so maybe this is the best bet
#reverse psychology is horrible for me too and we are very similar so#maybe that means I have to love him a whole lot#but bro I’m so attached to my kavehater url :(#I’m so sad yall I want kavehater nation#wait I’ll change it to kavehayati again after exams#bro about exams I have reached the stage I just don’t want to do anything except sit down until the exam date and just write my name on the#paper and sit for 2 hrs 10 minutes in protest#I don’t care about this subject I am worn so thin rn#so so thin#I keep having sm paracetamol I’m literally gonna od atp and become a statistic from the ppl who OD with paracetamol just like they#explained in my pharm notes 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂#gosh#dora daily#kidding#I’m too rational for this because if I want to off myself I want to guaranteee the offery not have any chance of coming out disabled and#surviving#statistically that chance is never zero so I guess I have to live now#but I don’t want to do these things anymore 😭#I don’t want to study ever again nor does talking to people have the same ring to it#people suck tremendously#and he doesn’t exist 🤨#I don’t like so many things#even though I love a lot#and I don’t like my friends either#I want to bedrot but bed rotting won’t make me happy either#euesbaiwoems#for now I want to just sit that exam and not open the paper in protest because bro give me a freaking break I hate all of this 😭
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(in a normal, non-dolville au i think. syd and "tala" would get along pretty well but only during their childhood... "tala's" "parent" oc/the oc i based them on has a religious background, so syd and "tala" would've met in a church or a temple. i can see xem getting along well with kylar too whose lore i can't unlock now bc i made the mistake of dismissing her, and opportunities to be closer to either of them are equal since this "tala" doesn't have the best parent/s. despite their good relationship as a trio of friends, i think they'd fall out if/once syd starts avoiding kylar unfortunately. xe dislikes conflict. both being in one and being stuck between people who are in one. xe might try to get along with them separately, but once one or both confront xem about it, xe'd start avoiding them both lol. avoidance beloved.
other than that i still think they'd have a good relationship though! just not romantic, unlike what syd and "tala" have in dol. and not something that'd look like it'll last a long time.
in the q&a's it was mentioned that syd would secretly enjoy metal/rock music, so i kinda like imagining syd watching "tala's" band whenever they perform once they grow older. maybe inviting kylar to watch xem too if their relationship is better. but syd and "tala" interacting once they're both adults? hmm. hard to imagine. this is making me think of a fan x rockstar au for them tho aaa? maybe once i can get a better grasp of sydney's character...)
#goshe dol rambles#“tala” the reaper#liwanag ng sinagtala#fan x rockstar au but make it a religious god-loving(?) fan x god-hating rockstar with religious trauma au#SYDNEY FEELING GUILTY OF LISTENING TO XYR SONGS SINCE XYR LYRICS ARE CONSIDERED BLASPHEMOUS BY THE TEMPLE BUT STILL LISTENING TO THEM???#conflicted whether or not syd would anonymously try to tell xem off#xe'd just tell him to suck xyr dick if he calls xem out anyw so#childhood friends to strangers to (one-sided) enemies shit#both sides assume it's one-sided with the other being actively against them while they're “chill”#ok this is kinda cute#i need to write it#freud is beating my ass atm#someday......
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