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Some only turn towards the heavens when the end Is feeling desperate, have the overwhelming feeling That there's nobody who's looking down (Looking down) At least I'm looking down
Notre Dame -- Paris Paloma
#the barking artist#redstone and skulk#tanguish#gothic church#gothic architecture#helsmets#gosh my eyes hurt#but its done!#very proud of this
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I promised Kiana I'd let her win if she comes home. Keeping my promise :>
#gosh my eyes hurt#this is just my procrastination#rkgk? always wanted to say that#Kiana Kaslana#Raiden Mei#KiaMei#MeiKia#Honkai Impact 3rd#HI3
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Pls tell me more abt your divorced dad AU Ozai!! And his relationship with Ursa and his kids and how it all went down etc.! If you wanna :'D!
I’ll be completely honest I don’t have a full grasp on it I just apply my experiences with my dad and plaster ozai on it 😭 but I’ll try just for u PLS ADD IF YALL THINK ANYONES OOC OR LIKE ANY IDEAS YALL HAVE BC I SUCK AT WRITING
I ALSO HAVENT READ THE SEARCH SO BARE WITH ME
incoming yap sesh 🎉🎉
How Ursa and Ozai met and divorced (and Ozais side of things post divorce)
Ozai was in a completely different major to Ursa the fact they even saw each other in the cafe was a rare occurrence but Ursa caught Ozais eye
Being the kind of guy he is he would linger and watch her because he is cooked in terms of romance
Ursa made the first approach
Seeing Ozai and Ursa interact made Ikem uneasy because of the weird energy Ozai had but he let it slide after Ursa reassured him Ozai was normal (WATCH OUT IKEM HES MR STEAL UR GIRL)
Eventually, it came down to Ozai and Ursa becoming closer and Ozai finally growing some balls and asking her out (“Go out with me” “what”)
Since Ikem and Ursa still weren’t official but they had something Ursa asked Ozai to give her time and she chose to distance herself from Ikem and go out with Ozai ( NOOOOO URSA RUN)
it eventually became an official relationship with the whole meeting parents and family fun stuff (Ursa's family thought Ozai was ominous asf but they accepted their daughter's choices with a couple of complaints)
Ursa and Ozai's years before kids were pretty good until after they got married and Azulon started to pressure Ozai into his business (politics or whatever y’all want it to be) and the pressure to have kids
Ursa could see the way it was affecting Ozai but she made no comment because Ozai was impossible to get to talk about his emotions
When they finally had Zuko it changed them both Ursa looked at Zuko with love; Ozai looked at him looking for potential (despite the fact Ozai told Ursa he wouldn't be like his father)
On Ozai's part his mental health was lowkey in the gutter (but he never acknowledged that mental health is for losers not alphas like him) and he continued to compete for Azulons position in the company with Iroh
Iroh could give less of a shit btw he’s chilling with his kid
Ozai picked up smoking/vaping but he never did it in front of Ursa because he knew she would throw a hissy fit (in his eyes)
If anything by now Ozai and Ursa were drifting but Ursa decided to have another kid to see if that would bring them together and they could be a happy family
So when Zuko was 2 they had Azula and Zuko loved his new baby sister. As the kids grew up Ozai put pressure on them regarding school, martial arts, etc…
This made them grow distant and Ursa was becoming nervous because not only were her kids constantly fighting but her husband encouraged it
She tried to give Zuko as much love as she could to combat the harsh words he would get from Ozai and Azula, but in doing that she was losing Azula
She realized the source of the issue was Azulon and Ozai. She considered maybe killing Azulon but nowadays there’s forensic science so she just filed for divorce in hopes her kids can grow up without having Ozais influence
Ozai was sure she was divorcing him because she was cheating on him with Ikem. He signed the papers but the days leading up to the divorce were him arguing and trying to make her more miserable as “revenge”
Azula was angry with Ursa because she thought she was trying to take her away from her dad and she would ignore Ursa and latch onto Ozai (Zuko would latch onto Ursa but he was still hurt that they were going to leave Ozai because that's still his dad)
When they finally divorced Ursa took her kids to live in her parent's home and Ozai would drunkenly call her yelling abt how she’s Ikem's bitch and this and that
Eventually, things calmed down as time passed and Ursa was able to kindle some sort of relationship with Azula but Zuko was a mommas boy through and through
OH I FORGOT the whole Azulon dying thing doesn't really happen bro just dies of like falling down some stairs without his cane IDK LMAOOO and Iroh recently lost Lu Ten to a car crash so he just gave Ozai the company
Ozai's side of things post divorce
Ozai continued to live in the original families house but he would pick up Zuko and Azula on weekends.
He fought for weekend custody because like hell was Ursa gonna strip him of his company heirs
His nicotine habits worsened but when the kids came he would only smoke in the car (nicotine patches inside the home)
He continued to nurture the rivalry between his kids and let them do whatever they wanted as long as they didn't burn down the house (unlimited access to everything i wonder how bad that could go)
By the time the kids reached their tween/teen years Ozai just stopped picking them up as much; Zuko would feel so much relief when Ozai would call saying he was busy that weekend (also disappointment he wanted to prove himself to daddy dearest)
Zuko gaining his scar from Ozai was more of a Ozai going into a angry fit from being talked back to while he was by a source of fire (idk a candle i rlly dont know how a hand print would appear without magic fire powers)
When Ursa found out she immediately reported Ozai to CPS but as usual CPS lets Ozai off because he is a successful man (hush money...)
Ozai isn't allowed to have either kids over at his house because Ursa does not trust him in the slightest, but Azula still asks Ozai to pick her up for the weekends (she argues with her mom on this because in her eyes Ursa is trying to isolate her)
He stays awake at night wondering what he could’ve done better but then argues with himself that he was the best Ursa was ever gonna get (pov when your insecure but full of yourself at the same time)
I have nothing more to say sooo YEA sorry if its not like peak writing but ive never written a fic i just pace around my room and half of this stuff was made up on the spot
#atla#avatar the last airbender#ozai#atla ozai#fire lord ozai#zuko#azula#ursa#btw like a disclaimer my dad was never like ozai#unlike that bum#my dad tries to be there#idk i feel corny posting this#asks#also erm idk how iroh and zukos whole little adventure would fit in this au#maybe iroh lives with ursa to help her out after she moves into her own house#IDK IDK IM FREEBALLING THIS#This post hurts my eyes to look at im sorry yall the format is so bad#OH MY GOSH THIS ISINT APEARRING IN TAGS WHY TUMBLR
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Hello! :o)
I am back again!! Our Winter Break has started, and I decided to mess around with my style! (again...) I have more time to Draw things! Yay!! I wish I spent more time on this rather than rushing to finish it, but Oh well! Here you go! A Snow Day! Yippee!!
#my art#welcome home#welcome home arg#welcome home fanart#wally darling#wally darling fanart#frank frankly#frank frankly fanart#julie joyful#julie joyful fanart#poppy partridge#poppy partridge fanart#eddie dear#eddie dear fanart#eye strain#I think??#fhyew! that is a lot of tags!#Gosh my back hurts#I am going to have a nice lie down#It's currently 3:42AM#yikes..#have a lovely day!
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Macaque drawing for contest @ school in April uhhhhh lol
#wowwie#idk how to tag this#yippee#lego monkie kid#art#lmk macaque#artists on tumblr#lmk#digital art#omg look at that!#my spine hurts#random shizz#lmk liu er mihou#lego monkie kid macaque#lego monkie kid liu er mihou#oh my gosh i’m actually proud of some thing for once#my eyes are dry rn#my draws#help i can’t draw i’m passing away#my brain cage hurts#aaaaaerfghjvjhgvgcjygvugvjghvjghvjhgvkhgvkhgvkhgvvjgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjjgvkjgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvmhgvjhgvmhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvjhgvj
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thinking about that scene in the fnaf movie where after abby got electrocuted she wakes up and mike reaches his hands out to hold her but she immediately goes to hug vanessa instead and you can just see mike's heart break as he lowers his hands
#im gonna be real w you#i kinda have beef with vanessa#and the scene is kinda dark#so i think that vanessa moreso pulled abby towards her when she was helping her up#and abbys just woken up so ofc shes dazed and confused and is kinda going along w whatever comfort she can get#but my GOSH does that scene hurt#mikes eyes as he watches somebody else comfort his little sister#screaming crying throwing up#kitty.twt#fnaf#fnaf movie#mike schmidt#abby schmidt#vanessa shelly#vanessa afton
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
no home spoilers
IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT AND IM SO FULL OF LOVE AAAAGHHHHH
#NOW HE CAN DO THATTTTT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#GOSH IM CRYING SO HARD MY EYES HURT#no home#no home manhwa#no home spoilers#haejoon goh#eunyung baek
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okay.. so here it is (not so) blonde leehan <3 💝🫧
peep his cute neck mole :'( ♡ (click on the pic for better quality)
#inin draws! .·˚#marsmetallica#🕸️☄️*.·✶#GOSH DO MY EYES HURT RN..#guys. idk how to draw hair i wanna kms#spent my whole day on drawing him but dont regret a thing#pretty baby deserves all my time <3#anyway.... i hope it turned out well cuz if not#I'll disappear into a black hole :'p#boynextdoor#boynextdoor leehan#leehan#kim leehan#kim donghyun#boynextdoor fanart#leehan fanart#bnd leehan#bnd fanart#kim leehan fanart#kpop bg fanart#kpop fanart#traditional art#sketch
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Oh look, my favorite flavor of ships. Gay, head over heels in love, and sure to end in tragedy✨
#i had more ships to add but tumblr had maximum of 10 pics#so here are my top tier tragedy ships#gosh akiangel is still hurting my heart#only adding drarry here coz seeing the epilogue made me want to claw my eyes out#you cannot convince me that draco is straight#look at that man#merthur's tragedy is their inability to talk about feelings lmao#and don't get me started on yumihisu#THEY COULD'VE HAD IT ALL#instead they kill ymir OFFSCREEN#the fucking disrespect#ok imma stop ranting on the tags lol#soukoku#akiangel#yumihisu#drarry#wolfstar#merthur#ekkojinx#caitvi#dabihawks#levihan#apparently there's a 30 tag limit#i did not know that
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so fucking upset. i looked up what's considered concerning weight loss and got a statistic. i looked up the same question but specified teens and i got a bunch of articles about how to lose weight. what the fuck
#tw weight loss#? idk if that tags necessary but better safe than sorry#past this point there is discussion of ARFID and stuff#LMFAO also ive had a medium to mild case of ARFID my entire life and no one noticed past concern for my pickiness#i say medium to mild because ive gotten better recently#i even ate half a bowl of the noodles i dont like the other day. AND they had been touched by shrimp & cabbage juice & soft peanuts#i mean i did drown them in soy sauce first and got nauseous thinking about it the rest of the day. but progress#i mean. im the type of person to skip a meal or barely eat because i dont like the food available or its too loud where i am#my adhd impacts it too like sometimes ill forget to eat or wont be able to make anything that day#but like goddamn. a growing child should be gaining weight. 'we should keep an eye on that' every single time and then no action#you know maybe thats part of why my body hurts sometimes and feels weird and shaky other times#its hard to tell based on how bony i am or whatever because i also naturally am a string bean and im not. like. starving myself#i get the same comments about how i should eat more and how im so skinny when im healthy and when im not#or i used to. people are generally less intrusive now that im older#gosh i need to flex my metaphorical brain muscles more i put way too much thought into the wording of this
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old animation, liek really really old
#a hat in time#ahit cut contents#ahit tim's friend#hat kid#KArts#you can tell that this is from way back based on how i drew hk here#gosh#this kinda hurting my eyes#apparently. according to the name of the file. i was trying to draw tf transferring hk to somewhere
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"The Moon looks beautiful tonight doesn't It....?"
#(🚂) *.✧ — Valentine Grantz#(♡) 。.゚— Eli Clark#taking a little break from my project to talk about them bc my brain is FRIED and my back is BROKEN#just gotta say. ehem#THANK YOU SO MUCH MILO FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL ART OMFG I LITERALLY WOKE UP AND SAW THIS WITH MY EYES ALMOST CLOSED. STILL ASLEEP AND JUMPED#MAN IT GOT ME SO EXCITED ALL DAY. THINKING ABOUT THE MOMENT TO POST IT#I'M SO PROUD OF U MAN. THE SHADONG IT'S SO SOFT AND BEAUTIFUL#AND. I ALREADY SAID IT. BUT IDC. YOU DRAW VALENTINE SO HANDSOME MAN#THW HAIR LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL AND HIS FAAAAACEEEE. HIS EEYEEEESSSS#man you did so much justice to him THANK YOU SO NUCH I'M SO GRATEFUL#eli..... omfg#he looks so sweet and cute... that little smile of his ARGH#I LOVE HOW HIS HAIR IS POKES THROUGH THE ROBE AND THE#WHAT IS IT CALLED#MY ENGLISH IS FAILING ME#DAMN IT#YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.#BUT HE LOOKS SO CUTE ARGGHHH I wanna kiss him so bad I need to k#the way he holds his hand.... looking at the moon#oh gosh you knew exactly what to do I'm so.#gotta make a confession but#I completly fell in love with Eli the moment we were watching stageplay and he went to visit Aesop to talk to him and. watch. thw. mmmmmmoon#AGRHHRGGRHGRVRVRHHR#I'm not a hater I'm just#I love him so much it makes my brain hurt#now gotta continue with this thing#I'll talk more about them tomorrow#THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN MIWO#🩵 — Milo!!!#(🔮)*.♡ — Valeli
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I am still firmly of the opinion that DNIs are not particularly useful for the most part, particularly in warding off people who would actually want to hurt you.
However, I will still try to respect DNIs if I run across them.
IF I RUN ACROSS THEM.
If you do insist on having a DNI then at LEAST make it accessible. Put it in an obvious place, not under a vague, nondescriptive link that leads to an overly-stylized, hard-to-navigate website, written with very confusing wording.
signed, someone who was reading through posts in someone’s blog and nearly reblogged one only to realize “oh those things on their header are links” and then spend several minutes poking around them before realizing “…….oh they have ‘adults dni’ on here. oops.”
#some nonsense#‘adults dni’ always gets a block because someone got mad at me for missing that once#gosh just pleeeaaaAAASE make it obvious and don’t put it on some hyper-stylized website that hurts my eyes
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Robin's ult song is literally plaguing my mind and it's nOT FUNNY-
#reli-rambles#the 'if i can stop one heart from breaking' is ALSO SO GOOD#AAAAAA#penacony ur literally a hellspawn with how u hurt my eyes sm but gosh udgjwjs ur songs are good GOOD
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mum and i were almost not able to buy our house because a real estate lawyer heard us casually say i'm autistic and alarm bells went off in her head, because she believed that meant i wasn't mentally capable of understanding what i was signing up for
#and she demanded a doctors note. which not how any of this works#theres no policy that works like that AND gps are not the people who are like#''yup this person sure is a person alright''#she just had heaps of prejudice and she let it affect her job#so a lady from one of those places that advocates for ND and disabled people tore her apart#she lost the 4000 dollars she was gonna be paid. and she got fired#and everybody else from that company that we spoke to was either appalled or pretending to be appalled about this#either way it worked out#i was so upset at the time because it was literally a week before it was time to move???#and i was so afraid of us losing all our progress#plus. yeah i was hurt by the insinuations and the attempted disrespect to my agency#also even if i was cognitively disabled... i think cognitively disabled people deserve to own houses too#i was a fucking adult and i managed to get to every gosh forsaken appointment to sign forms#and then do it all again because what i was signing didn't match what was on my birth certificate!#...not my fault - turns out the nurse wrote my fucking name wrong#anyways. i was exhausted but i did it damn it. so that bitch trying to rob us of our home??? fuck her#6 years later and the house is now 100% mine instead of 50%#and im gonna assume that bitch never got a job in real estate again#she was totally cool with me until she heard the word ''autistic''#and clearly pictured somebody... how do i put this... somebody with vacant eyes who smacks the side of their head when they're upset#not a bad thing by the way! hell i've been that flavour of autistic plenty of times. we contain multitudes!!!!#don't mean we don't deserve to own property. we live in a society!!! let us be a part of it#but yeah that was the most serious case of me being dehumanized due to what i am
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noooooo i have a black eye
#this only gets better n better :|#can u give urself vision impairment ...... my mom said that i could possibly not hit myself hard enough to cause severe injury#but i am worried#bc if im being honest i hit hard but it didnt hurt so i kept hitting#.... gosh im so over this can it just go away im gonna go blind and my eye is ruined forever i am insabe#insane* fuck u B#also luv that my sister's graduation is on thursday so imma go there beat up black n blue#what is going on why did i do this T-T so stupiiiiiiid m'aide s'il vous plaît fkn help mich
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