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So something about me is that I really like puppets. I grew up on puppet shows. My puppet interest comes in phases, but it always comes back.
I also really like to write!! Currently, I have two big stories in the works. There's Ollie and Lucky Against the World, which I posted about before. I deleted the side-blog for it, because I kept changing it. That one has a bit of puppetry.
My other is No Flash Photography Please, and that one is completely puppets! It actually crosses over with Against the World at one point! This one was really made to expand upon the secondary world I'm making.
One thing I'm historically bad at is character design. I can make stories and personalities all day long, but the designs give me lots of trouble. I'd love to share them here if I had them. But I'm working on it!! Trying my best!
I want to post about the stories more, but I'm worried about spoilers, but I also just really wanna ramble about it, haha! Maybe someday I'll tell you about it.
#aahdjabdishjd i lobv themm soooooooo muuuuuuch#rambles#mackerel posts#ill probably give in and ramble about it later#ive talked about it a little#to my friends#but im a bit nervous about boring them with it#they already sit through my puppet dumping#ill spam pictures and links and songs for hours on end and go like#thank you for sitting though that <3 i love yall!!#oh right#i should probably add proper tags#puppet#writing#but also not really#because its just talking about it#gosh im awful at this#haha!!
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No but can we talk about how fantastic Yamaguchi Kappei's voice acting here is. How we simply know - with eyes closed and on the first drop of 'ORE WA' - that this is Kuroba Kaito and NOT Kudou Shinichi doing the usual movie intro.
#detective conan#magic kaito#dcmk#kudou shinichi#kuroba kaito#kaito kid#yamaguchi kappei#gosh he's so goddamn good at his job#im in awe
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SwiFT, WE CAN SEE YOU.
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Part 1: Friend and Family
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#gosh the response to rhe last page set genuinely made me cry#im so blown away by your guys' support#like i try really hard not to directly reference too many specific cultures/histories because i dont feel it would be my place to do so??#tiger's tyranny is inspired by a LOT both real and fictional and its a bit scary to write given his soft spot for his family#i dont want him to seem too relatable hes still awful#gonna stop talking i feel like im probably making no sense#or worse making sense but not saying things right#hhhh okay#swifthawk's chance#blood and bone#implied racism#ask to tag#comic pages#in case its not clear swift is only half joking but tiger assumes its all a joke lol#featherpaw#feathertail#leopardfur#leopardstar#swiftpaw#swifthawk#tigerclaw#tigerstar#tawnypaw#tawnypelt#brick#bloodclan#they just sittin there like 'man this is fun to watch lol'
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LOOK AT MY BACK PATCH BOY
#oh my gosh they were all so amazing#dustin was so cute when i asked him to sign it he was looking all over for it then when he realized it was the centerpiece he was like#'front and center! hell yeah!'#they all kept complimenting my jacket which made me so 🥰🥰🥰#especially siobhan she was completely in awe of it and was impressed when i told her i painted most of the patches myself :)#anyway#yesterday was good :)#our plane is super fucking delayed but idk im still so happy#starset#ari screams into the void#battle jacket saga#omg i almost forgot! they all kept pointing out my breaking benjamin patch too and being like 'aw ben's here too!'
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Dude the 'take attention away from Scott' immediately makes me think of abusive situations, not even mentioning the fact these kids are so worried about the mental state of their professor. like guys thats not supposed to be your problem.
And its not like charles doesnt know about these kids pasts and like experiences with abuse, in the same fucking issue is cyclops backstory in which he is being manipulated and abused by Jack, who he actively was given orders by in a similar sense to Charles.
"He's still as dangerous as ever" LIKE BRO THAT IS A CHILD. How is he supposed to know Charles wont treat him similarly? Especially since Jack has moments where it looks like he could care for him, when actually its for personal gain. The kids gotta be fucked up, treat them with care, Charles.
And yeah, not all the kids have it the same way, like Jean has a mostly happy family at home by this point, why is she acting the same way?
Shes been told to trust the adults her whole life abd living in this perfectionist situation with stakes as high as her own life, of course shes gonna act without question. And he tells her his reasons (only her) but theyre stupid bullshit reasons.
Like the 'you have to be perfect in training so youre alive on the field' is fine in hypotheticals, but youre working the kids to the bone and also dont have to send them?? THEYRE KIDS??? Fight your battles on your own or with adults dipshit.
Anyways, my point is that its a dangerous message to hold Charles to this moral hoity toityness when hes so morally questionable all the time. Let these kids live at the school like its a boarding school and not military quarters and have real relationships and stuff. Provide a safe space for mutants, but dont make them fistfight dangerous criminals in the street. This us common sense I fear.
#charles is a little bitch#as always#Its weird cause obviously he does so much good#is a symbol for peace and all that#but also while doing that being so fucking weird about everything#im not forgetting the sentient danger room#like that shut was really fucked#Charles Xavier#Scott summers#jean grey#warren worthington iii#gosh#and poor warren too#one awful father figure to the next#what could possibly go wrong in his future#:|#xmen#the uncanny x men
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did ya hear that poor dice fella’s fallen in with the DEVIL?????
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redraws of my fav @askcupsandcasinos devildice asks from 2019
#cuphead: dont deal with the devil#cuphead devil#king dice#devildice#snake eyes#gOSH this video game is just a work of art#im still in awe of the sheer level of dedication#rubberhose my love <333#ive seen the first season of the show and maybe the second i forgot lol#its a fun show i like it but the GAME#THE GAME!!!#the MARRIED EVIL CASINO MANAGERS!!!!#ah the good old days of sketchy hand drawn 2d of weird little guys
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i got a tennis skirt yesterday and it was green!! im in love
#its em again ₊˚ෆ#no because im gonna go on a mini rant abt tennis rq just ignore this#so i think it was thursday that we played last and i was playing doubles with my brother and we weren't awful (which was surprising)#and like idk i think ive finally worked out my technique?#like i was serving and it was actually good??#and i dont mean thst in a “oh my gosh im so good at tennis everyone else sucks” way i mean it in like a “wtf? when did that happen?”#kinda way because i was serving aces? (FIRST TIME EVER!!!) and making decent shots#and it made me think that ive like#gotten decent even at tennis that i can now focus on putting more power behind my shots#and like im not constantly owrrying if its gonna go into the net or go out#and it made me pause and think how 7yr old emma would be so happy to see me playing this way#anyway#i had a moment
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(one of) my toxic writer trait(s) is that i TELL myself i can skip around and only write the good bits, especially when it's just for fun because Who Cares??, but then i Actually Get To A Place Where It'd Be Fine To Skip and i simply cannot do it, and this is how i keep accidentally turning short stories into short novels
#text#personal#writing#aw#lucius#jorge#alces#listen im up to five pages of JUST ALCES in this jorge short story what the fuck am i doing 💀💀#anyway plan for evening is to crush this alces bit and call it#i know where i want it to End#i think im p close#if i can get lina and vanya outside im basically golden#and then tomorrow ljorge :)#maybe ljorge and njeri comforting xandra we'll see#then so much sleeping and then lucius sends the Signal to njeri#then some sansa stuff maybe? or maybe do the sansa stuff out of order so we can end with jorge#GASP AND JORGE AND NIKOLAI SOON!!!!#GOSH WHAT A TIME#idk if ill finish it by tuesday but. we'll see.
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Every day, it's a-gettin' closer
RUN ME OVER WITH A ROLLERCOASTER
#SHE SAID TWO WEEKS DOES THAT INCLUDE THIS WEEK#BECAUSE IF IT DOES IT MEANS I HAVE EIGHT MORE DAYS OF DEALING WITH HER#THATS EIGHT DAYS TOO MANY BUT AAAUG#also whenever i look at her im like. gosh you look so uncomfortable#just go on that vacation already you genuinely look awful#and im not saying that in a mean way. youre about to have a kid. like SOON#just GO ALREADY#the cake doth speak
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For the writer ask game, #4, #23, #25?
4. How many WIPs do you have right now?
Technically, just one! All the little sidefics I've started are currently wrapped up and complete (tho there's more I wanna do still) so TMWN is the only WIP!
23. How do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)?
Oh lord. Shrug emoji. IDK, just where it... feels good! Like it feels like things have been wrapped up and we're at a good settling point! I do like cliffhangers, but I usually try not to leave anything too crazy as an unknown for a week, either. Sometimes I end a chapter because I realize I've written like almost thirty pages and I should probably figure out a stopping point and split things up, lmao. Chapter Twenty and Twenty-One were originally one chapter, but then I realized it was, like... almost fifty pages... so I went back and found a good place to split it up, lmao.
25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing?
Oh yeah. For sure. Sometimes I'll, like... tap into something sad by accident. Like, I'll be writing something sad/emotional/upsetting, and then I'll think about it too hard and get really upset (usually it's less something I've experienced and more something that someone else has experienced. Like. There've been times I've written about Yoshi being scared about his children's safety, and then thought about my mom losing her son, and then I'll suddenly be really fucked up about it.) I also have a tendency of, like... giving the TMWN boys things I don't have? Like. A lot of their experiences, especially childhood memories and aspects of their relationships, are things that I wish I had. I am, quite frankly, not close with any of my living family members. Part of the story, for me, is giving them the stuff I want but never got and will likely never have. And then sometimes I'll get kind of sad about it? But usually, it's okay. I like giving them good things. <3
#im like#you know how idiot-mushroom and tm(n)t take their kinda fucked up childhoods#and process it by kicking fantasy turtles?#which is so valid and cool#i take my kinda fucked up childhood and i process it by giving these turtles everything i didnt get#like a good relationship with their parent#like! dont get me wrong my childhood was not. like. AWFUL or anything but the one thing ive learned so far in therapy is#well gosh it maybe wasnt. good either lmao#sometimes ill just be sayin shit and my therapist will squint at me lmao#tho i do put actual memories and experiences in there too#aslitheryprinx#asks#ask games
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I’m once again reminded that I’m followed my cool ppl on twitter
#txt#I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY FOLLOW ME IM LIKE. wow. in awe. little old me????#crazy….#like I can remember why I followed all of them but gosh. I think they’re so cool.
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After I think two months of not drawing, I return.
✨ Her ✨ She's consumed my thoughts /silly
Gray background and transparent
I forgot to sign it but I have been doodling and neglecting my responsibilities for far too long to go back and edit.
Do I know how to draw hats and hair? No. That's why my persona is a frog. But I tried my darndest!
And a version of my silly little doodles!
I definitely wanna draw her again sometime, after I have a proper warm up and don't just wing it, but for how, here I am, hehe!!
Miss Fiona belongs to @dreammeiser
#mackerel posts#my art#fanart#??#does this qualify as fanart?#gosh i feel silly tagging them#i dont wanna be a bother cause i already sent an ask and then reblogged that with feral noises#AW I SHOULD HAVE DRAWN HER LITTLE PAL#next time#anyway im gonna go throw my phone in the other room for the rest of the night#like a normal person#(i was gonna add my little notepad sketch but it looks so wonky.. hehe!!)#ok this is just sitting in my drafts cause im really nervous about posting#this is getting ridiculous i should just post#but it would be the third time i interact today#aaaaaa ok cool it mack#mackerel draws
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every scene with aveline in da2 is like oh wow aveline woudl be so fucking cool. if we explored this in deep. wouldnt it
#replaying da2#its just.... im playing a rivalry with her wich is pretty cool#beginning with my hawke killing her husband in a “it would be awful for a wife to kill his beloved let me do it instead”#in a well intentional fucked up way#and then they just disagreeing on stuff#(i love the idea of rivalry paths but sometimes u have to be a huge asshole so i tried to do the rivalry without being full jerk to her dfo#anyways its pretty cool you can also blame her for what happens in All That Remains#its a cool moment i love that they let you just be angry even if its just for the sake of being angry#but gosh she acts like It Couldnt Be Avoided in Any Way hawke ú_ù girl you are the leader of the guard#at least i dont know tell me things are gonna improve dfggdfdgfji#tbf her idea of improvement would be like. yeah we should support the templars more#i also went with her to the fade so she could get a bit of understandment about the mages#and she was just like wow mages are not people . like girlllll#learn from isabela and varric pls#its like she doubles down on the awful#wich could be cool and interesting but it just goes nowhere#and then again the qunari getting 2 elves problem like girllll whats going on in the guard#it would had been nice to see her deal with these with like a Feeling IDK or a narrative not like. well she is there#i saw someone talking about how isabela merrill and fenris can end up so badly depending on players choice#while aveline worst outcome is that she doesnt get remarried#and like idk man da2 is this huge tragedy everyone is having a terrible time#she has the worst time at the beginning but then thats it#like the material IS THERE
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Matty, baby, do not go after Kirill. I love you but I will fight you
#my babies are fighting#im gonna cry#i hate this#awful#timeout for both of you#gosh#matthew tkachuk#matty tkachuk#kirill kaprizov#minnesota wild#wild#florida panthers#panthers#nhl#hockey#2.13.23
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honestly, the barbie movie came out exactly when i needed it most.
for a while now I've felt really sad and ugly and hollow. and this movie comes out and i feel . loved and wanted. and heard. and understood.
and i can look at my own reflection and admire my face without feeling repulsed. and i love my cheeks and my wrinkles and my acne. and it all takes time and effort but im willing to do it to love myself more .
#im quitting my department soon and moving to a different one#where im loved and appreciated and thanked to. and where i feel safe .#im gonna start going to the gym soon . try to improve my diet .#slowly gather up the courage to. finally. see a therapist about all this lmao.#animal crossing sigh. ive been really exhausted lately.#im gonna take a break tomorrow#god. sidenote.#ive been feeling kind of awful about my eyes lately. how they look#i looked into buying brown contacts becuz i couldnt stand how they looked#and i look at margot robbie. and gosh she is so so so beautiful.#and her eyes are big and bright . like mine#and idk it made me feel good about myself#ok this post is too long. see ya guys#OK ONE LAST THING. GOT A DND SESH TODAY :3 VERY HAPPY I MISSED MY GROUP. we barely got anything done last session 😭😭😭 glad we're back lol#chris noises#misc
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I'm a big advocate of just blocking and moving on when seeing bad takes about your interests but that's mostly because I rarely travel outside the small circle of artists and mutuals I follow and ohhhh boy after having seen the worst take about a beloved blorbo I suddenly understand everything, it was like a redditer overtook my body and I almost went into a rage as I resisted the urge to "um actually" and type up an entire essay in ops comment section but I persevered. Are you all proud of me.
#im mostly being hyperbolic but gosh#it's still eating me up inside so i will continue to complain about it here in the tags lol#so just scroll away if you don't wanna see me complain about things that don't matter<3#anyway i just saw someone say how karlach worked dorna slaver and would still be working for him if he hadn't betrayed her#implying she was only against gortash because his actions directly affected her#when FIRST IF ALL SHE WAS AN ORPHANED CHILD WHO WAS MANIPULATED BY HIM#AND SHE EVEN SAID IN HER OWN WORDS THAT SHE NEVER WOULD HAVE WORKED FOR GORTASG IS SHE HAD KNOWN WHO HE TRULY WAS#SHE WAS A KID AND WORKED FOR AN AWFUL MAN AND MOST LIKELY DID SOME PRETTY MESSED UP THINGS FOR HIM THIS IS TRUE#BUT SHE WAS A CHILD AND SHE LOOKED UP TO HIM WHILE HE MANIPULATED HER SO SHE WOULD ALWAYS PROTECT HIM AND DO WHAT HE SAID WITHOUT QUESTION#then he sold her to zariel and it wasn't until it was too late did she realize how evil gortash was#im unsure if she new he was a slaver when working for him but since she was a kid with nothing it's not like she's going to fully commit to#being a morally upstanding citizen when she literally couldn't afford it#saying karlach was only against gortash because his action affected her is BLATANTLY WRONG#she has flaws and is a deeply written characters and she cares so much about other people thats on of the reasons she worked with gortash#she cared about him and he used that to his advantage#okay rant over i love u karlach im sorry people refuse to look into your charcter beyond surface level assumptions </3#babbles#dear god there are so many typos. i aint retyping all that shit tho good luck deciphering that#i say as if anyone is gonna read it sjkdkf
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