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So something about me is that I really like puppets. I grew up on puppet shows. My puppet interest comes in phases, but it always comes back.
I also really like to write!! Currently, I have two big stories in the works. There's Ollie and Lucky Against the World, which I posted about before. I deleted the side-blog for it, because I kept changing it. That one has a bit of puppetry.
My other is No Flash Photography Please, and that one is completely puppets! It actually crosses over with Against the World at one point! This one was really made to expand upon the secondary world I'm making.
One thing I'm historically bad at is character design. I can make stories and personalities all day long, but the designs give me lots of trouble. I'd love to share them here if I had them. But I'm working on it!! Trying my best!
I want to post about the stories more, but I'm worried about spoilers, but I also just really wanna ramble about it, haha! Maybe someday I'll tell you about it.
#aahdjabdishjd i lobv themm soooooooo muuuuuuch#rambles#mackerel posts#ill probably give in and ramble about it later#ive talked about it a little#to my friends#but im a bit nervous about boring them with it#they already sit through my puppet dumping#ill spam pictures and links and songs for hours on end and go like#thank you for sitting though that <3 i love yall!!#oh right#i should probably add proper tags#puppet#writing#but also not really#because its just talking about it#gosh im awful at this#haha!!
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Did you know that in an earlier version of Twilight Princess you have to steal the Ordon Sword from Rusl by pouncing on him from behind?
Unused Dialogue from Midna:
That guy has a sword, doesn't he? Just steal it from him!
Watch him closely. If he lets his guard down even for a moment, pounce on him from behind!
Oh, don't worry! He'll be just fine. You jumping up on a guy isn't going to do him any harm!
Hey! What are you doing picking on some poor injured guy?
You just have to watch him carefully. As soon as he lets his guard down, you have to pounce!
Just pounce on him from behind and swipe that sword!
(From the Cutting Room Floor Website)
There are even three unused animations that use Rusl's injured model! You can find them by searching "The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess/Unused NPC Animations".
OH MY GOSH??????
#THE POOR GUY 😭😭😭😭😭#I’m so glad we didn’t actually have to jump the guy cuz DANG#HIT HIM WHILE HES DOWN#brb while I go feral over the unused animations#the poor guy he tried to get up 😭😭😭#Nintendo really put that man through it DANG#thanks for this information I greatly appreciate it#GOSH IM SO SHOCKED???#I didn’t know that 😭#poor guy Aw#that just makes me sad the poor guy 😭#I’ve said that three times already but aaaugh
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No but can we talk about how fantastic Yamaguchi Kappei's voice acting here is. How we simply know - with eyes closed and on the first drop of 'ORE WA' - that this is Kuroba Kaito and NOT Kudou Shinichi doing the usual movie intro.
#detective conan#magic kaito#dcmk#kudou shinichi#kuroba kaito#kaito kid#yamaguchi kappei#gosh he's so goddamn good at his job#im in awe
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Man.
#just discovered another old (and i mean OLD) moot of mine had blocked me#and im so. freaking sad about that#not sure if its bc of a thing i posted but also i.#gosh.#this year has been AWFUL for me in regards of mutuals#i love all the ones i have because i. i have lost so many this year#deom deactivation to blocking to something else. and im#I'm just#i feel like im losing all the mutuals i once had and loved and i#its not fun#im so happy for the ones i have now because#ive lost so many#like I'm sorry for anything ive done but also like#ik its also for comfort reasons and that still hurts#come back please..... im so sick and tired of losing people#vent
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SwiFT, WE CAN SEE YOU.
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Part 1: Friend and Family
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#gosh the response to rhe last page set genuinely made me cry#im so blown away by your guys' support#like i try really hard not to directly reference too many specific cultures/histories because i dont feel it would be my place to do so??#tiger's tyranny is inspired by a LOT both real and fictional and its a bit scary to write given his soft spot for his family#i dont want him to seem too relatable hes still awful#gonna stop talking i feel like im probably making no sense#or worse making sense but not saying things right#hhhh okay#swifthawk's chance#blood and bone#implied racism#ask to tag#comic pages#in case its not clear swift is only half joking but tiger assumes its all a joke lol#featherpaw#feathertail#leopardfur#leopardstar#swiftpaw#swifthawk#tigerclaw#tigerstar#tawnypaw#tawnypelt#brick#bloodclan#they just sittin there like 'man this is fun to watch lol'
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I feel like a terrified animal on Bluesky and I just found out you can't make your profile private so WELP
#i gave it my best shot....#this sounds weird i know but the formst of twt and bsky feels so#idk its not Great for my autism#like on twt/bsky i feel so exposed and awful and self conscious#like it feels like theres a social etiquette that i just can never seem to succeed with#and due to everything being public its as if thats more shameful of me#i just feel so stupid and weird and out of the loop socially in that format#though to be fair it doesnt help with other issues such as like#being stalked irl and online and have everything monitored for a decade and then psychotic paranoia for years might not help either#tumblr feels like i have a barrier between myself and other people#where i can interact with others but on my terms#and where i feel more secure in that i'm not missing cues that im too much or overstepping#it makes people as a whole feel less daunting and scary#combined with no character limit + better archive and viewing images and i just#idk for all its flaws i think tumblr is the best place for me online#i'm not deleting my bsky account but im seriously considering if i should just. remove everything ive posted thus far#idk though maybe ill just stop posting anything new for the time being and leave it at that#if i didnt know people there who id like to keep up with i mightve deleted the whole thing but yeah#i guess we'll see#DHSADHGDFJ i feel so stupid typing all this but gosh#silvi talks
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LOOK AT MY BACK PATCH BOY
#oh my gosh they were all so amazing#dustin was so cute when i asked him to sign it he was looking all over for it then when he realized it was the centerpiece he was like#'front and center! hell yeah!'#they all kept complimenting my jacket which made me so 🥰🥰🥰#especially siobhan she was completely in awe of it and was impressed when i told her i painted most of the patches myself :)#anyway#yesterday was good :)#our plane is super fucking delayed but idk im still so happy#starset#ari screams into the void#battle jacket saga#omg i almost forgot! they all kept pointing out my breaking benjamin patch too and being like 'aw ben's here too!'
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Dude the 'take attention away from Scott' immediately makes me think of abusive situations, not even mentioning the fact these kids are so worried about the mental state of their professor. like guys thats not supposed to be your problem.
And its not like charles doesnt know about these kids pasts and like experiences with abuse, in the same fucking issue is cyclops backstory in which he is being manipulated and abused by Jack, who he actively was given orders by in a similar sense to Charles.
"He's still as dangerous as ever" LIKE BRO THAT IS A CHILD. How is he supposed to know Charles wont treat him similarly? Especially since Jack has moments where it looks like he could care for him, when actually its for personal gain. The kids gotta be fucked up, treat them with care, Charles.
And yeah, not all the kids have it the same way, like Jean has a mostly happy family at home by this point, why is she acting the same way?
Shes been told to trust the adults her whole life abd living in this perfectionist situation with stakes as high as her own life, of course shes gonna act without question. And he tells her his reasons (only her) but theyre stupid bullshit reasons.
Like the 'you have to be perfect in training so youre alive on the field' is fine in hypotheticals, but youre working the kids to the bone and also dont have to send them?? THEYRE KIDS??? Fight your battles on your own or with adults dipshit.
Anyways, my point is that its a dangerous message to hold Charles to this moral hoity toityness when hes so morally questionable all the time. Let these kids live at the school like its a boarding school and not military quarters and have real relationships and stuff. Provide a safe space for mutants, but dont make them fistfight dangerous criminals in the street. This us common sense I fear.
#charles is a little bitch#as always#Its weird cause obviously he does so much good#is a symbol for peace and all that#but also while doing that being so fucking weird about everything#im not forgetting the sentient danger room#like that shut was really fucked#Charles Xavier#Scott summers#jean grey#warren worthington iii#gosh#and poor warren too#one awful father figure to the next#what could possibly go wrong in his future#:|#xmen#the uncanny x men
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i'm sorry it's like killing me bumblebee is a grown ass man with cock and bolts what are we doing
#TTHE TFORMERS DONT EVEN HAVE CHILDREN AND CANT BE CHILDREN THEY'RE LIKE CRYSTAL GEMS 😭 WHTS GOING ON!!#iits just like goodness. gracious. the way he's treated for being an autistic shawty its so awful#not to even mention the way th ppl around him r treates. elita isnt his mom why is one of the few girl charas only a mom to you people 😭#especially in tfone like ohhmy gosh he's not a moron he isn't stupid he makes joke ON PURPOSE. the joke at the end abt him working for the#government is 100% him making a bit he knows wht the goverment is he knows the system their in he's just making a lil jest w his friends#whts going on....like hve yr hcs hve yr whatever who cares but unpacking is so free it's so so so so free and of no cost to you#huri.txt#discourse#<- ig? this is el heich i just gets me a lil smtimes but im not like malding or anything#edit: im not fixing the spelling errors its fine if you complain you hate mexicans so think twic e 🤨 before you speak
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did ya hear that poor dice fella’s fallen in with the DEVIL?????
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redraws of my fav @askcupsandcasinos devildice asks from 2019
#cuphead: dont deal with the devil#cuphead devil#king dice#devildice#snake eyes#gOSH this video game is just a work of art#im still in awe of the sheer level of dedication#rubberhose my love <333#ive seen the first season of the show and maybe the second i forgot lol#its a fun show i like it but the GAME#THE GAME!!!#the MARRIED EVIL CASINO MANAGERS!!!!#ah the good old days of sketchy hand drawn 2d of weird little guys
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i got a tennis skirt yesterday and it was green!! im in love
#its em again ₊˚ෆ#no because im gonna go on a mini rant abt tennis rq just ignore this#so i think it was thursday that we played last and i was playing doubles with my brother and we weren't awful (which was surprising)#and like idk i think ive finally worked out my technique?#like i was serving and it was actually good??#and i dont mean thst in a “oh my gosh im so good at tennis everyone else sucks” way i mean it in like a “wtf? when did that happen?”#kinda way because i was serving aces? (FIRST TIME EVER!!!) and making decent shots#and it made me think that ive like#gotten decent even at tennis that i can now focus on putting more power behind my shots#and like im not constantly owrrying if its gonna go into the net or go out#and it made me pause and think how 7yr old emma would be so happy to see me playing this way#anyway#i had a moment
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(one of) my toxic writer trait(s) is that i TELL myself i can skip around and only write the good bits, especially when it's just for fun because Who Cares??, but then i Actually Get To A Place Where It'd Be Fine To Skip and i simply cannot do it, and this is how i keep accidentally turning short stories into short novels
#text#personal#writing#aw#lucius#jorge#alces#listen im up to five pages of JUST ALCES in this jorge short story what the fuck am i doing 💀💀#anyway plan for evening is to crush this alces bit and call it#i know where i want it to End#i think im p close#if i can get lina and vanya outside im basically golden#and then tomorrow ljorge :)#maybe ljorge and njeri comforting xandra we'll see#then so much sleeping and then lucius sends the Signal to njeri#then some sansa stuff maybe? or maybe do the sansa stuff out of order so we can end with jorge#GASP AND JORGE AND NIKOLAI SOON!!!!#GOSH WHAT A TIME#idk if ill finish it by tuesday but. we'll see.
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After I think two months of not drawing, I return.
✨ Her ✨ She's consumed my thoughts /silly
Gray background and transparent
I forgot to sign it but I have been doodling and neglecting my responsibilities for far too long to go back and edit.
Do I know how to draw hats and hair? No. That's why my persona is a frog. But I tried my darndest!
And a version of my silly little doodles!
I definitely wanna draw her again sometime, after I have a proper warm up and don't just wing it, but for how, here I am, hehe!!
Miss Fiona belongs to @dreammeiser
#mackerel posts#my art#fanart#??#does this qualify as fanart?#gosh i feel silly tagging them#i dont wanna be a bother cause i already sent an ask and then reblogged that with feral noises#AW I SHOULD HAVE DRAWN HER LITTLE PAL#next time#anyway im gonna go throw my phone in the other room for the rest of the night#like a normal person#(i was gonna add my little notepad sketch but it looks so wonky.. hehe!!)#ok this is just sitting in my drafts cause im really nervous about posting#this is getting ridiculous i should just post#but it would be the third time i interact today#aaaaaa ok cool it mack#mackerel draws
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For the writer ask game, #4, #23, #25?
4. How many WIPs do you have right now?
Technically, just one! All the little sidefics I've started are currently wrapped up and complete (tho there's more I wanna do still) so TMWN is the only WIP!
23. How do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)?
Oh lord. Shrug emoji. IDK, just where it... feels good! Like it feels like things have been wrapped up and we're at a good settling point! I do like cliffhangers, but I usually try not to leave anything too crazy as an unknown for a week, either. Sometimes I end a chapter because I realize I've written like almost thirty pages and I should probably figure out a stopping point and split things up, lmao. Chapter Twenty and Twenty-One were originally one chapter, but then I realized it was, like... almost fifty pages... so I went back and found a good place to split it up, lmao.
25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing?
Oh yeah. For sure. Sometimes I'll, like... tap into something sad by accident. Like, I'll be writing something sad/emotional/upsetting, and then I'll think about it too hard and get really upset (usually it's less something I've experienced and more something that someone else has experienced. Like. There've been times I've written about Yoshi being scared about his children's safety, and then thought about my mom losing her son, and then I'll suddenly be really fucked up about it.) I also have a tendency of, like... giving the TMWN boys things I don't have? Like. A lot of their experiences, especially childhood memories and aspects of their relationships, are things that I wish I had. I am, quite frankly, not close with any of my living family members. Part of the story, for me, is giving them the stuff I want but never got and will likely never have. And then sometimes I'll get kind of sad about it? But usually, it's okay. I like giving them good things. <3
#im like#you know how idiot-mushroom and tm(n)t take their kinda fucked up childhoods#and process it by kicking fantasy turtles?#which is so valid and cool#i take my kinda fucked up childhood and i process it by giving these turtles everything i didnt get#like a good relationship with their parent#like! dont get me wrong my childhood was not. like. AWFUL or anything but the one thing ive learned so far in therapy is#well gosh it maybe wasnt. good either lmao#sometimes ill just be sayin shit and my therapist will squint at me lmao#tho i do put actual memories and experiences in there too#aslitheryprinx#asks#ask games
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Every day, it's a-gettin' closer
RUN ME OVER WITH A ROLLERCOASTER
#SHE SAID TWO WEEKS DOES THAT INCLUDE THIS WEEK#BECAUSE IF IT DOES IT MEANS I HAVE EIGHT MORE DAYS OF DEALING WITH HER#THATS EIGHT DAYS TOO MANY BUT AAAUG#also whenever i look at her im like. gosh you look so uncomfortable#just go on that vacation already you genuinely look awful#and im not saying that in a mean way. youre about to have a kid. like SOON#just GO ALREADY#the cake doth speak
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I’m once again reminded that I’m followed my cool ppl on twitter
#txt#I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THEY FOLLOW ME IM LIKE. wow. in awe. little old me????#crazy….#like I can remember why I followed all of them but gosh. I think they’re so cool.
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