#gosh i read SO MUCH that week
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#max verstappen#autumn posts#he is so gosh dang CUTE#ahhhh I gotta go again!! this work week is bananas busy here ���#I wanna insta dive so much alas!! hopefully I can be back soon!!#hope everyone is well and sending lots of good energy y'all's way if you're reading this!!! ✨💖
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i nearly anon'd the thorki non-con fic out of SHAME but in two weeks it's become my third most clicked-on fic of the year, behind only a multichapter fic and a bit of angsty sifki porn lololol
#this is about 560 hits btw which i know is not much for bigger fandoms and it's just that i tend to be in some weird niche but gosh!#i'd written thorki before but it wasn't e-rated so if the non-con tag really did work against it then wow no wonder ppl write this pairing!#you ever been to reddit where someone posts about how their latest fic only got 20k hits in a week and you're like “WTF”?#and it turns out they're in some hugely popular fandom and that's the least read fic for that pairing on the entire site by a mile.#that's like glimpsing a parallel universe. what a strange place. why would any fic ever have more than 1000 hits omg!#and 1000 would be for if you wrote something Surprisingly Popular. like e-rated thorki non-con apparently is.#meanwhile 'cockroboros' may only have 35 hits but every one of those 35 people agrees that i was right to write that thing!!#and me and the other 86 people who wanted to see missy interact with jamie moriarty are besties now <3#SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I TURN THE NUMBERS BACK ON OH NOOOOOO THIS WAY LIES MADNESS!!!#the sifki one had a bump recently which i must assume came from one of those 'recced it in a discord but never said a word' incidents.#those are increasingly common and i hope i am not alone in finding them ever so slightly creepy#if you're going to look at me you need to at least pat me on the head to cancel out the anxiety of that damn it!#*flashes back to when i hid that one ten'n'donna fic because nobody would tell me where all the readers were coming from*#fic related#anyway i think it's important to mention i wrote thorki non-con fic in case anyone following me thinks i am Unproblematic in some way.
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It's been a few years since I latched onto a media, but I definitely rapidly gained the Murderbot Diaries as a special interest
#i listened to the first 5 books last week and now its all i want to think about#i am struggling so much because I cant listen to the next two until next month#i listened to them through hoopla and my library only gives out 5 chech outs a month#so im just over here vibrating with the excitement of 2 more books to read but no way to read them#ive been reading fanfic that i can confirm doesn't have spoilers for the next 2 books and replaying the first 5 books#i just really love secunit#the murderbot diaries#ive also been trying to come up with what I think murderbot looks like based on its descriptions in the dramatized audiobook#after i finish listening to the last 2 books i want to read the books with my eyes not my ears#itll make fanfic easier because ive been like ??? thats how that name is spelled??? i guess#gosh its been so enjoyable having a new special interest again
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Having company for a month now:
Me on the outside:
Me on the inside:
#ghost posts#I CANNOT JUGGLE 4 SEPARATE NEUROSISES LIVING HERE#I HAVE BEEN FOR 6 WEEKS BUT THERES ONLY SO MUCH I CAN TAKE WITH NOT GETTING OUT#THERE IS BIOHAZARD MATERIAL AND PEOPLE EXPECTING ME TO READ MINDS#LOSIKGNMY MARVLES#it’s not just the company it’s my own fam too it’s a value menu combo#okay okay I’m chill I’m good I’m calm#..OH MY GOSH I NEED TO BECORM A FISH OR SMTH I NEED TO BE UNDERWATER#BURY MYSLER UNDER THR SAND AT SEASIDE#but I will persist and survive 😌#did it for 10+ years I can do it for 2months#and then just deal with the ones that live with me 24/7/365#daily responsibility: damage control#not happy things
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hey hey it's okay, just think about domestic fruk montage with Love Grows by Edison Lighthouse playing
#fruk#really returning to 2019 ships tonight#i had an ameripan breakdown a few weeks ago#i read so much fic oh my gosh#pray i don't return to rusame#hetalia
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so i maaaaaay have fallen deep into spirk suddenly 👉👈 without warning i don't even know how i got here sent help
#havoc updates#no i am no kidding#no worries! this will pass though! i won't forget the other stuff i've been working on. this is just a pattern with me#did not predict this out of all things would happen though#it's not like i'm only now into this btw as i watched the show as a kid. grew up with it even though i had no media literacy at all#everything flew over my head. probably cus it's dialogue heavy and subtext wasn't even close to being in my vocabulary#it's just so strange tho cus it's not like i'm even THAT into it but the old man yaoi's now got me on a bit of a choke hold rn#like damn it! they easily fit in the dynamics i like with characters. they also just have such immaculate dialogue together. peak material#i yearn to write characters with that level of chemistry#also a part of my soul yearns to draw fanart but also like... what would i draw? just them holding hands?? maybe???#i mean... there's no harm in it but also i'm so shy about it atm -///- i've never drawn these two losers before and i'm nervous!!#also it just hit me that all my other interests are either games or animated and this is the only life action show out of them all#think i'm also unsure what to due cus it's been ages since i've touched the franchise as a whole and i'd have to do SO much catch up T-T#the most i remember is that i watched the stuff but not the nitty gritty. also my brain is a bit occupied hyperfocusing on another franchis#soooo yeah... that doesn't help at all. darn you brain! why can't you just hyperfocus on more than one thing at a time!#and why must you suddenly hyperfocus on one thing for a week or a whole month before going back to the same old ;-;#gosh. am blabbering so hard rn. my bad#no clue what this post even is#hope my incoherent ramblings were entertaining for those who read this far :D
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ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni
#the salt just caught up with me and now im pissed#hi welcome to what i like to call a friendly reminder that hanging out with someone just because its convenient is kind of shitty#and a less friendly reminder that talking about yourself to connect with people is an autistic trait#and an even less friendly reminder that not telling someone if theyve done you wrong and then proceeding to blow up on them is ALSO SHITTY#ESPECIALLY. WHEN. THEY THINK. YOU'RE ON GOOD TERMS. BECAUSE YOU ACTED LIKE IT AND THEY CAN'T READ YOU.#IM REALLY FUCKING MAD#I THINK I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE.#the people who actually somewhat knew me and hung out with me and were on good terms with me think the same#so like BLEH MYEH :PPPPPPPPP#like okay youre entitled to your opinions but sometimes you need to keep those to yourself#did u see me insulting u to ur face#nope i have not done even once#and thats on getting better communication skills instead of lashing out at someone for trying to fit in with your own vibes#like yeah oversharing is my deal. anybody who sees me here knows that#i bond by being open with people about who i am and what i like in the hopes that theyll do the same#if u think im just around for gaming and making silly jokes u would be wrong.#but of course nobody told me people weren't there to bond like that which in my opinion shouldnt be on me#and once again i am outcasted over something honestly kind of fucking stupid#some of the jokes i made were stupid yes but thats solely because i severely misjudged the vibes#and checks notes oh yeah nobody pulled me up for it even once.#okay so let me get this straight you barely know me and have been making assumptions about me since day one#pretty much let me believe you liked me for two whole weeks instead of asking me about things or cutting me off#and im the one who gets treated like im in the wrong? okay#this miscommunication was not my fault in the slightest and i KNOW that#if you hadve just talked to me things would be fine but theyre NOT.#if you hadve just looked at my gosh darn profile and seen im the queerest fucker around making gay and homophobic type jokes maybe you woul#have had half the mind to ask me if i could stop making those jokes!!!!!!!!!#i am not transphobic!!!!!!! I AM TRANS!! I WAS MAKING A MOCKERY OF SOME TRANSPHOBIC CULTURE I HATE!!!!#i mightve vented on main ONE TIME under the guise of a silly joke but oh my god guess what?? that was an attempt to see if anybody related.#you never liked me in the first place dont lie to yourself
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🥀🍯 TEMPORARILY LOW ACTIVITY. hello, everyone ! I hope today has been kind to you 🌼 recently I’ve been feeling quite overwhelmed with life in general ( to be clear, no one has made me feel this way. I promise ! this is just the unfortunate result of a pesky brain 😔 … ) & I just feel like … words aren’t my friends no matter where I’m using them. I have muse, I have motivation, but when I sit down to put things on the page ? quite literally nothing makes sense 👀 I’m sure you all understand that a child must be written a certain way in order to sound like a child, and … yeah, that’s not the way things are coming out 🥴
so ! I’m putting Ari’s blog on a temporary low activity status, & I’m going to try my best to step away from online stuff in general. this includes ooc conversations ( discord & tumblr ). I think I just need a break from it all—I’m hoping this is the right balm !
I won’t be inactive—you may see me pop in here from time to time, or you may even hear from me in the im’s—just doing other things with my time ! I think this should set things right 🌷 so, in case my silence worries anyone, I promise I’m alright ! &, again, trust me when I say that no one has done anything wrong 🌼 as always, much lava 😊
#( ❀ | psa )#( tbh? I really just want to lock myself in my house & read#read & read & read#& I'm chatting with some dear friends this week & GOSH I am sooo excited for that! so I'd like to preserve#social energy for these moments 🌷 my friends & I are watching a movie tonight &#I'm very much looking forward to it 😭 )
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The night is young and I am free to do whatever my heart desires but unfortunately I have once again found myself trapped in the Time Prison and so I
#the good old 'I don't feel like doing anything including doing nothing and I want to go to bed but I know I'm not tired'#WEH.#I'm enjoying typing but I don't want to commit to practicing typing for real so I'm just making excuses to type more#I was looking at custom ESC keycaps because I was thinking about that whole community of ppl obsessed with keyboards and like I get it I#like the clicky clacking and keyboards can look so pretty but some of those key caps man wtf.#why would you want 3D transparent donald duck ESC key from temu what is wrong with you#saw a set of key caps that were little kittys with little kitty ears n I was like fuuuuuuuuuck#49.00 USD probably 100000 CAD+shipping goto helllll#I was thinking about what if I had like confetti keycaps and a custom kittycake esc key or like an actual little cake and matching desk mat#or even just a new cute mousepad cuz mine is old as fuck and I spilled vegetable cream stew on it once#and then I was thinking like sighhh and wouldn't it be cool to have arcade carpet on the stairs leading down to my basement hovel and#rainbow lights along the ceiling corners and what if I painting my bedroom like I wanted to do and sighhhhh#I haven't been wasting my money buying shit like that but I'm thinking about it again.#but the same thing stopping me from doing anything at all is stopping me from wasting my money which like that's good I guess???????#gosh I really like typing why did I stop doing daily typing practice#oh yea The Thing Stopping Me From Doing Anything At All#meow meowm meow meow meow#ok I really gotta tear myself away from my computer and brush my teethses and try going to bed#I already played minecraft earlier it's fine I didn't do NOTHING tonight it just feels like I did#and tomorrow is another day#and next week is a short work week thank fucking christ almighty#literally cuz its easter sunday and he was in that tomb but he escaped or whatever he did#thanks jeezy boy#you maybe shoulda milked it for like half a week at least#moved the big ass boulder like have an inch at a time#*pause for laughter*#that s from my new stand up comedy routine do uiuop like it djfskll;askjdgflksjdflksajdflksjdf the dsjalkjfolidasfgjoiweljsdalkjflskdjflak#meowww#I am the only one I know on here who 'talks' this fucking much about absolutely nothing#I do all this and my poor followers can click read more and spend time reading alllllll this garbage
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#hellooooo 😍❤️#i wanted to start by sending out the biggest ever virtual hugs to everyone who left me 99+ activity to come back to here lmao#that was definitely quite a way to log back onto tumblr this fine friday night 🤭👌 you'll make me smile and blush; guys. gosh#and in that vein!! EXTRA big hugs to everyone who's sent me an ask or a dm in the past week#i've seen them and read them and i appreciate them all SO MUCH 🥺❤️❤️#and i will be replying as soon as i can/have caught up on some sleep (am running on 14hrs since monday night. fun times.)#anyways yes. I LOVE YOU ALL#that's the core of this#i am still on semi hiatus but i just needed to pop on and say that#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️🔥#OH ALSO WHILE I'M SENDING A FIRE HEART AND THINKING OF FIRE#dragon riders au#GUYS 🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️ my heart... thank you so so much for the unbelievably kind words about it#and *also* an apology bcs i've finally had time to read it over as it's posted to AO3 and oh my fucking god#*head in hands* apparently AO3 formatter fucked up one of my sex scenes!! i'm so cross#but it's all fixed now AND i've added an extra little bit to my A/N so 🥺🥺👉👈#<33333#love you alllll#katie rambles#k
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[theres a few reasons why i dont start conversations, one of them being idk how tf to explain what i mean ever, and people just keep assuming i mean other things, and like, no. that's not what i was going for.]
#ooc#mun is very bad at conversation and other people make me not want to try more#like i sort of had this problem earlier this week with fam too when i was trying to explain why i dont read so much anymore kfjsdfs#and today just feels like this too#also kinda what my bad dream was like too gosh#from this morning
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Dang.
Resurrection day and cc!Tommy’s birthday and a good writing day and getting to spend time with baby cousins?? All on the same day???
#this was a very fun day :D#THE KING IS RISEN!!!!!!! YES!!!!!#listened to Christ And Christ Crucified earlier today—absolutely amazing song fantastic just wonderful just incredible one of my favorites#I actually heard it for the first time a year ago exactly! it was during the Easter service my church does :)#but yes amazing song amazing DAY Jesus is ALIVE!!!!#I actually didn’t realize it was Tommy’s birthday until today XD#can’t believe he’s 19 now oh my gosh :0#hope he had a good day :)#and writing okayokay; this past week has been pretty busy for me so I didn’t have as much time to write as I usually do#which has been a little frustrating#but I ended up writing over 1K words in about an hour (which was surprising sjsvsjdbwksvsi) and it felt… really really good#especially because I worked on two stories that I’ve been stuck with for a while. it was soooo nice to have inspiration for those again#me and a ton of family members all met up today to celebrate easter/hang out#MY BABY COUSINS I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM 😭😭 I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#the youngest wanted me to read him a book (twice!!) and held onto my finger as he looked for plastic eggs outside and he just apsgsiagsskshw#and the oldest wanted me to play with her and she gave me a flower and said it was a BFF flower 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#my heart exploded#I love my baby cousins SO DARN MUCH#but anyway allll this to say: today has been good. really fun and kinda busy but really really good#my post#rambling in tags#I AM FILLED WITH SO MUCH HAPPINESS AND LOVE AND JOY
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Oh boy, time for me to stealth get back into Kagerou Project for the uhhhhhh (counts on hands) third time? Is it the third time?
#oh my gosh krou shut up#krou rambles#holy fuck! an original post! ...... there's nothing to this.#if any of the folks I interacted with on my first go around are still here – hi! Guess who’s back.#A friend got me back into Outer Science – which ofc my brain decided to spin for a week straight#– and now I’m back for the content I never read and to see what the fandom’s been up to while I was gone.#Now with 80% less crackhead takes! because my muse for basically anything fricking died#who knows maybe this will flood my brain with so much dopamine that I make something for once.
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[text ID: Black image with purple text showing the tags from Tumblr user lyriumrain. The tags read as follows: #i’ve been thinking a lot about how you really can just tell whatever story you want #there are components that your story *can* include if you want to #but you don’t have to #there’s a billion trillion stories out there #might as well tell the one you want to tell how you want to tell it. End ID]
Every 21st century piece of writing advice: Make us CARE about the character from page 1! Make us empathize with them! Make them interesting and different but still relatable and likable!
Every piece of classic literature: Hi. It's me. The bland everyman whose only purpose is to tell you this story. I have no actual personality. Here's the story of the time I encountered the worst people I ever met in my life. But first, ten pages of description about the place in which I met them.
#reading this post the first thing to come to mind was wuthering heights#the main characters arrives gets so angry he has a nose bleed and spend like two weeks in bed#he was so forgettable that i forgot he existed and with it i forgot the entire setup of the story#for those who dont know a story from the past is being told to him by the maid while he recovers in bed#it cuts to him occasionally for his input buts its quite rare and doesnt really happen much until the second half#i should reread wuthering heights i think id enjoy it much more if i read it as a comedy#i should also mention that i read it back around the same time i started watching anime. and i started with older anime obviously#like ouran high school host club and fairy tale and soul eater. things with ridiculous nose bleeds#so to crack open a literary classic and the main character immediately getting a nose bleed. i laughed my head off#i still havent finished crime and punishment (i am a cringefail girl sorry) but i love it so much because#the main character is also so very cringefail. hes a nasty stinky boy the wettest of unhatched men#like his views on depression and the way change can restructure our entire lives is poetic mastery dont get me wrong#but only in crime and punishment do you get statements like 'stop you queer fish' and 'if you were a baked onion id buy two of you'#i got that second quote wrong but shhhhh let me have this#but honestly part of why i love fanfic and have started preferring it over regular books is exactly for this reason#you dont have to follow the rules of regular modern writing. you dont have to have a beginning end and climax#you dont have to end on a happy note. you dont have to redeem your main characters foul actions#it can just be sex or just be pain or just be love and theres no need to justify your decisions on it#you really can tell the story EXACTLY as you want to tell it without any filler. and likewise you can read it the same way#its like rereading your favorite part of a book that you lovingly dogearred and getting to ignore the rest of the book again and again <3#gosh i should get back into reading classic literature and finally finishing macbeth and crime and punishment#they really bring me such joy. my brain is just anti-book-dopamine at the moment#writing#classic literature#charles dickens#as always i am brand new to adding id text captions please be gentle with me
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Feeling so tired and lazy I might just indulge myself and take these last couple days of my freedom to do absolutely nothing. I think a deserve it. As a treat
#personal#after spending pretty much two weeks writing my thesis almost everyday#I think I can get some rest right?#and since I know for a fact I won’t be able to finish this chapter#since I have a whole damn section to write and only a couple of days before my freedom ends#I might as well use it to rest and indulge myself with smth fun for my last days of freedom#technically classes start at the beginninf of october#but this weekend will prob be filled with my visiting family#I love them but also uggghhhhh#nothing will be done while they're here#and then next week I have a job lined up#which is 10h a day everyday for a whole week and into october starting tuesday soooo#yeah these feel like my last couple of days just for myself#and I might be a bit burnout on my thesis ;/#I will have to go back to writing it regularly when classes start so I might as well enjoy my freedom while it still lasts right? right#I might do somwle reading today tho#some reading*#just to calm down the anxiety#and to prime my brain for that last chapter section#also need to find my sources that I lost when I accidently closed down my browser with all the tabs open ;_;#so it'll still be working towards my thesis but easier I guess#gosh but Im so sleepy
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#sabi's words#today is the very last day of summer and.#i hate it here#I hate how it passed I hate how I felt the entire time I hate what I did with it which was. Nothing#I wasted it totally and entirely#Just lying in bed playing games reading shit#I shouldve been preparing for my ma program but I did jack shit#Well I did study for 4 weeks but. Let me not get into that#I hate myself so much rn gosh I've had so much hatred in me today
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