#gorgeous but disgusting

[introspectivememories]

[eruptedinlight]

Saru + T’Rina’s Wedding Reception | BTS

[theotherbuckley]

Okay but Tommy drops out of high school — he told his father he was gay and he told him he could either be homeless or go to military school. He goes to military school and joins the army and he likes flying the helicopters because it means he doesn’t have to do any of the killing himself. And he makes some friends.

There's one guy who's like the squad leader who's a few years old and built like a Greek god and Tommy's young and a little bit in love. And they're friends maybe even family because this whole group of people spend every waking (and sleeping) moment together. And they all talk like a family and they all say they love each other and tease each other and it's nice. And one night it's just the two of them trading a flask of some sort of alcohol that Tommy doesn't know the name of and the man asks Tommy why he joined the army and where he wants to be in five years and Tommy trusts this man. He's half way in love with him so he doesn't even think twice before he tells the story about the time he came out to his family and his father nearly beat him to death before sending him here. And the conversation tapers off after that and he doesn’t register the change in the air but when he wakes up the next morning he’s being dishonourably discharged because he poses “unacceptable risk to the high standards of morale, good order and discipline, and unit cohesion that are the essence of military capability”. He knows what that means.

Tommy joins the fire department because he doesn’t know what else to do. He represses anything regarding his sexuality because he knows now that it’s wrong. He almost feels like he has a family again because his captain seems to like him and some of the guys are cool even if they say things he doesn’t agree with. And then he starts agreeing because maybe they’re right and he’s wrong and he’s just inherently wrong. So he follows their leads and is just straight racist because that’s how he can fit in.

And then a black lesbian woman joins and says she’s a black lesbian woman and Tommy doesn’t understand that either because you can’t be queer you just can’t be because it’s wrong.

But he nearly dies and and an Asian man saves his life and a black lesbian woman comes up with a better idea than any of them had and she tells them she’s no different and she is just as capable. So he improves himself he does and he tries to be better but he still can’t be who he is because the last 2 times he was honest about that he was betrayed.

Tommy leaves the 118 and “don’t ask, don’t tell” is lifted and he meets this guy he likes who likes him back and the 217 don’t seem to have a problem with the gender neutral pronouns and he slowly but surely lets himself open up again and be who he is and when the thing with that guy doesn’t work out because he’s moving to New York and Tommy’s not sure he’s ready to leave, it’s okay because his crew is there and they support him and he can still be himself.

[thighguys]

ykw the good thing about tumblr phannies is that i dont think i could describe how i feel about them at gunpoint, but yall just get it

[akkivee]

TO THE ABSOLUTE KING!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMATOKI-SAMA!!!!!!!!!!!

[eumenisz]

ah, what a day to be alive and browse through tumblr🤙🏻

i can sense someone feeling very hurted.

the poor little thing lives in a dream world. and to change yout blog to a hater thing, after you "liked" Ewan... i can only laugh at how pathetic this is. maybe, when their frontal lobe develops, they'll realize how stupid they were but i think there's no hope for that. i hope Ewan never sees this side of the "fans".

this is just simply disgust me.

[lolathepeacocklord]

dude i love that one tfa episode where henry masterson gets a red 40 vape and is like duuude im str8 geekin rn and then stops breathing for a whole minute

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

happy late bday gakupookie

[gaymerasmus]

Uuuhhhhh. Nobody talks about this panel even though it's So Good.

[talentforlying]

the fact that the "golden boy" is a canonical figure in hellblazer who simultaneously represents both constantine's twin who was never born (thus becoming a spectre of the death of john's mother, a crime he was judged for without cause that poisoned his entire childhood) and also the expectation of who he would be in his father's eyes that was never met and thus subsequently killed........chewing glass would make me happier than these comics sometimes.

[heycarrots]

The fuck is wrong with people??

[bhaalsdeepbat]

I AM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP and needed to share this beautiful fucking portrait that @cleric4vampire surprised me with of my Durge, Mercy. They're so fucking perfect I'm screeching.

[ashtonsunshine]

via Ashton's instagram stories. 22nd October 2023

[raekiez]

Snake and Otacon in my post mgs4 hcs/au :)

[immamapletreekid]

every day I wake up and pray to whichever deity is out there blessing demon slayer and bnha with a gazillion seasons for haikyuu season 5, haikyuu movies, and haikyuu post-timeskip full adaptation

[wokelander]

such. A cute lehenga going to waste on my body im gonna kms