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babygray · 8 months

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A sketch before bed.

#gintama #hijikata toushirou #rough sketch #my art #it’s not the thank you doodle I drew by hand earlier #but it’s kinda based on it.#it’s past midnight #good thing tomorrow is a holiday

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justanechoflower · 9 months

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Merry Christmas!!!!! (if you celebrate!!)

Our gifts! Flowey’s is on the right and mine on the left. Hope you like them:

Merry Christmas!

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camgoloud · 10 months

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who else up feeling the soul-numbing empty hopelessness for absolutely no reason this friday night

#literally nothing bad even happened to me personally today cannot emphasize this enough #i just read one too many of the Wrong wikipedia articles during the period after the sun went down at fucking 4 pm or whatever and then #my brain just decided it was time to replay the biggest hits of the great 2020-2022 depressive episode for fun i guess #and now i’m having. a series of moments. over a series of ridiculous things #again not even specific things that have actually happened to me just the whole vague existential dread deal i guess #truly i haven’t felt this shitty without some kind of direct cause for a year and half at this point #which is having the semi-beneficial side effect of reminding me to appreciate just how good my mental health has been recently #like. remember how i used to just feel like this all the time for. actually most of my life Until a year and a half ago? damn that’s crazy #i hope i snap out of this lmao i really cannot deal with walking into the holidays as a hollow shell of a person #but i think i’ll be fine tomorrow actually pretty sure i’m just kind of sleep deprived after this week #caseyposting

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discoreptile · 2 months

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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!

#soundtrack #music #indiegamedev #Youtube #beasties of greenhollow #indiegame #chiptune #elphame #hey again gang. Another scream into the void #Things have been getting more interesting tbh #I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao #I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed #we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love #For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha #work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue #I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over #Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha #Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 months

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Second day of running off of coffee and spite only

#this week of camp is always the busiest. i have something that goes late into the night every night #im exhausted and want to spend time with friends and other people #especially because this is my last year. but its fine!#theyre good and important things that i love im just tired #tonight im telling the pegend of our camp's beginnings #i used to tell it and then passed it on to someone #but since this is my last year he asked if i want to do it one last time #and i really fucking do. so ive been practicing and im excited but its also bittersweet and kinda difficult #idk. the woman that passed it on to me was super important to me but is now no longer in my life #so im feeling some weird things about that #also tomorrow is Christmas in July (a secret santa we do with staff) and im so fucking excited #x in j is my favorite holiday ever in the world #and i have a good friend of mine. i just hope the person that has me actually cares #its my last year at camp and i just really want a nice x in j as my last #im so tired i resorted to the black coffee in the dining hall. i drank it so fast #i wiuld love to go to sleep but after i tell the legend tonight i have to work on x inj #and i love to procrastinate so i cant work on it until my gf comes back to camp with the materials that i need #(im just gonna vent now. even though thats all ive been doing)#its my last year and im so burnt out but i love it here so its hard #and everyone keeps trying to convince me to come back next year. its hard. its not easy. im tired and want to go home #but i also want to be here and i want to be enjoying myself here and i wish i ciuld come back forever #but also coming back forever sounds like hell #im just tired and wanted to yap idk goodbye

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zantedeschia-praesul · 4 months

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//im in the mood to reply stuff BUT IM ALREADY EEPY QAQ

#good thing its public holiday tomorrow

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airxn · 24 days

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having the unexpected urge to write at midnight but choosing sleep...

#ooc. local tangerine spawn #tbd.#( which is a good thing!!#bc my weekend was so unexpectedly hectic #tomorrow- despite the holiday #will be way more on my typical schedule for me )

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likeawolfatthemoon · 10 months

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just told my not-boyfriend whatever person that ive been referring to him as my partner at work bc i was not about to explain our weird fwb situation to professional office company, especially when it includes 50 something year old men

and he.......was okay with it..........

not sure what to make of this

#like i specifically spent the majority of my therapy session this week deciding NOT to inform him of this #bc of the potential for it to blow up into a ~thing #which would be very inopportune bc im in a really good place rn and WE are trending very positive in our interactions and he's been #very much leaning in lately #and historically if i push a boundary that makes him pull back HARD #and there was this whole other layer of our office holiday party being tomorrow and him having offered to go (a shock in and of itself!!!)#but before he was able to go i would have to tell him this and it just wasnt worth it to mess up the place we're at #but my therapist told me i still have to go to the party bc being a big girl and learning how to socialize without a crutch (booooo!!!!)#but even after i told him i had decided to go on my own i still felt sooooooooo guilty #its not even like its a lie!!!! but its enough of a lie to not REALLY be the truth and i couldnt stand it ssbbhfdsdgjjjjj #so i told him and he's just like 'eh that's what everyone thinks anyway thats what they all would have assumed if i went to the party 🤷'#and like!!!!! so true bestie!!!!!! but if thats nbd for everyone to think that then why isnt it just........true.......yknow #walks like a duck talks like a duck looks like a duck CAN CALL IT A DUCK???? whats left to it not being a duck

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opportunity-strikes · 1 year

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I am manifesting a good week for myself. I am manifesting a good week for myself. I am manifesting a good week for myself.

#sara speaks #there is work i can do tomorrow #one step at a time. i can do it all one step at a time. you climb a mountain one step at a time #this weekend was nice. i cleaned. i made cookies. i spent time with my husband. we went on a walk. i saw a cardinal and some turkey vultures #and heard a black capped chickadee #good things happened even if i slept terribly and am feeling wobbly now #i am scheduling my work anxiety for 8:25 am tomorrow #slot it away for a time and place when something can be done about it.#this week will be at bare minimum manageable.#holiday weekend coming up. i am going to play BG3 and rest. i will have early departure from work on friday #i have spelljammies tomorrow #i can do this i can do this i can do this

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justfriendsbestthings · 9 months

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merry crisis babes hope you have a good one <3

#I’ll be home all holidays so if anyone wants to talk shit and giggles hit me up #probably gonna squeeze in a rewatch tomorrow because that’s good for the heart and soul hehe #just mimi things #can you tell I’m a millennial #i think its hilarious #and I’ll say it until the day I die probably #merry crisis!!

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weebsinstash · 2 years

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So there's a friend I've reconnected with over the last month and am visiting relatively soon and something he and I have been discussing a lot is how we've been kind of unsatisfied with our overall lives and how we've been trying to put our energy towards things that are actually emotionally fulfilling and life-enrichening and it's made me think about how important writing and sharing things with all of you has become to me

I may not be talented in the more technical senses. I'm not always good at identifying symbolism. My metaphors are often unsubtle. My titles usually feel a little cheesy or too literal because I think its lowkey funny/cute when shows and stuff outright say the name of the show/episode title within dialogue between characters. I don't actually really understand what prose is and sometimes when other authors in my same circles and ones younger than I am are talking about the more I guess leveled aspects of their work they're often using terms or explanations that can confuse me completely

But. I can make things that make people feel. I can make things people can relate to. I can get an idea in my head and say "hey wouldn't this be fun if--" and I often get great feedback from you guys which, I know is not always indicative of quality, but isn't quality itself subjective? Is it not enough that I can tell stories that can make people laugh and cry and even seethe in anger at someone's absolute bullshittery?

I guess I just really feel a sense of loss that i haven't been able to concentrate and contribute to writing as much as I'd like and am like FOR REAL THIS TIME recently been putting so much thought into why I haven't been and I think it just boils down to being depressed? I just haven't had the energy? But I WANT to. I NEED to. I YEARN to 😩

Anyways uh. Thank you guys for sticking around and being so cool all the time. This may just be a hobby for me but it's a lot of fun and it's cool getting to, not to sound cheesy but, connect to people/the world like this is really fulfilling ❤

#actually i um may need to borrow money for this trip while i am waiting on a refund #but may is the word in that sentence. jm gonna donate plasma tomorrow but being able to uh do the thing i need tonight would help #but yeah i just wanted to say. idk. thank you guys and i hope you all have a good holiday

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silversoulstardust · 9 months

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the bulb in my living room blew up over the weekend but I can't find the specific replacement for it yet so now after a hectic day at work I just sit here in my dark living room accompanied by the street lamp. An incredibly calm moment. I feel recharged. All the chaos has left my brain. I can hear the clock hand ticking in the kitchen reminding me to go to bed

#but i don't want it to be tomorrow just yet #it's gonna be another crazy day bc ali is off for holiday and im getting my slots filled up to the brim bc of his absence :(#i mean good for him but gosh it's mad out here #all the partners in the practice aren't working full time so they're fine with full load when they're working #anyway. finding little things to romanticize in my life so i dont go down the slump #the cold long nights is getting to me folks ngl #chrmz.txt

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spaghett-onaplate · 1 year

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not gonna lie man it is not all good in the neighbourhood rn

#i was getting homesick when i was on holiday but now that im home its just so. ugh.#The Darkness Creeps Forth Once More #the food is shit im annoyed at my family im annoyed at myself the house is always messy #i dont get anything done i just rot in bed forever and ever #except now at least i have work #which is either a good or bad thing #good for money and getting out of the house but kind of. ugh.#im sleeping too much but im always so tired all the food tastes the same and makes me feel nauseous #the cats don't have any food and it's stressing me out and it's like i don't recognise them anymore #after being away for less than a week ?? but still #my sense of time is so skewed im fucked in the head i just want to go to school again #my dysphoria is so bad and my dad is so fucking unsupportive but cant admit it #hrrrrrrvhvhbdj its fine it will be okay I Will Persevere #at least im seeing my friends tomorrow :(#i just want my depression to fuck off #for one goddamn minute

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jewishcissiekj · 1 year

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Sorry Rosh HaShana brought up a lot for me then going online and seeing DC's upcoming stuff was... not nice

#at least i told my mom i don't believe in judaism #she keeps going with the “you're just 15 don't make any decisions you'll regret” thing #which is true to a certain extent #but i tried to explain the faith just isn't there so do i keep pretending #apparently yeah mostly for now but just on the practicing side #and there isn't too much pressure #but two days of jewish holiday sure are something #good night tomorrow we fast

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