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A sketch before bed.
#gintama#hijikata toushirou#rough sketch#my art#it’s not the thank you doodle I drew by hand earlier#but it’s kinda based on it.#it’s past midnight#good thing tomorrow is a holiday
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horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story 💔💔 dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)
horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEd🙏🙏 they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (≧ω≦) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)
#something something all three of them have their fates determined by an outside force#ermmmm but horror doesn't- yeah he does. what aliza does decides EVERYTHING for horror and horrortale#just because its not direct like dust or killer doesn't mean theyre all subject to the same community x3#PARALLELS MTT PARALLELS FOR THE 500TH TIME THEY HAVE SOOOO MANY PARALLELS OHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD#mtt going to visit horrortale would just be dust eying aliza (out of paranoia. he knows shes a good kid)#and then killer knowing in his head that the poor kid aliza that horror weirdly seems to like doesn't have control over her actions#she doesn't know horror doesn't know nobody knows except killer. is that a bit sad?#theyre all living in the dark unaware of the reality of their world. i mean thats how its meant to be after all thats what the players want#but....... it would be tempting to tell horror...... hehehehehe- and then he's interrupted by horror and dust#(theyre trying to get killer to eat papyrus's spaghetti in their place. he's the only one that can stomach it even though there's no human)#mtt i love thee SOOOOO much. theyre back in horrortale for the holidays ✨✨ coming back to visit the family ✨✨ WHAT horror's visiting.......#not dust or killer of course. this isnt their world noooope thats not papyrus. but that doesn't stop dust from having everyone like him#its just like the good old days :333 except now there's three sanses and triple the insanity :333 almost like nothing's changed!!!!!#oh killer??? yeah he's there. probably won't try taking up the sansish type of role horror and dust do but he'll find a way to get used 2 i#after all the point of this is whatever he wants it to be now ;33333 were these tags all just a reference to my mtt fic. yes. yes they were#LMAOOOO i forgot that aliza didn't fall into horrortale yet in my fic. still a fun thing to imagine tho!!!#i think it would be fun having aliza be the first of humans for horrortale to deal with that they won't instantly kill#itll be hard but really rewarding for all of them........ especially horror i believe!!! man he didnt even go through therapy but#just being away from horrortale and out doing new and FUN and NOT MURDEROUS things has done wonders for him :3#i need to get to writing smh..... winter break is the day after tomorrow (TECHNICALLY AT 2:32 PM SINCE THSYS WHEN SCHOOL ENDS SO HAHAHA)#so ill probably work on it more over break since i'll have nothing to do hehe.......#today was an amazing day for me ✨ TWO mtt angst death related hcs..... some work on my latest chapter i've yet to post..... SWAPINVERSE FAN#ARE YOU KIDDING ME MORR SWAPINVERSE ART THIS IS SOOOO AMAZING THABK YOU UNTITLED29876011111 I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DO THIS!!!!!#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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i've been having an absolutely Hateful time lately but there are still some good things in life namely !!!!!!
-> my housemates in general but specifically them on the balcony with one of them cutting the other's hair which i can both hear a little bit (like in the background) but am also getting picture updates of on whatsapp -> having good interactions with people in stores. LOVE that shit. when u & the cashier r both in a good mood and you feel that connection 10/10 -> new pair of second hand jeans that i love. WITH an absolute slay belt. -> planning on making pancakes tonight (roommate birthday). slay.
#i dont have class tomorrow which im SO bummed out about bc i didnt have class last week bc of the holiday#but now the prof's got some family issues to attend to so obviously good for him that class is canceled#but i only have 2 classes a week and im quite dying to be honest like ok it doesnt matter its all fine#but its all adding up to my Hateful Time Lately. the strugglerrrrrrrr#i Need to do more things in mylife. somebody give me a job PLEAK#actually i will also go work on firday this week so slay at least theres that#ive got a tiny shift at the most well paying job ive ever had that is also fun to do (its at a theatre)#so im happy about that. i hope they tell me to come work for them the entire season#idec about the money i just need stuff to do (i AM also doing volunteer work btw its just not entirely what i want to be doing)#(i need to go to the oxfam bookstore on thursday and see if they need help bc i feel like that will be more fun that what im doing now)
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#ive been stressing all day about a purchase i'm not even making lol#i have mental problems sjfmsjg#no but for real i was reviewing the tablet i had decided on to buy in the distant future#and found out it's actually not very good for drawing which is the sole reason i want to get a tablet#and i got physical symptoms of anxiety and dread as if i had wasted money#on a thing I DIDN'T BUY#but then i found another tablet which is good for drawing and it's a bit more expensive#and once again i got the anxiety levels of someone being hunted for sport#for another product I DIDN'T BUY#but it's just this horrible timing thing that's making me anxious#because it's a lot of money that i have to spend on this#and I don't have a regular income#and my country's economy is hell to the point that by tomorrow the price could double without warning#and there's also there's some sales coming so maybe i should wait til then#but then also i have to catch the sale and the product i want#and also the holidays are coming so the price might spike up#and i never know when the correct time to buy anything is!!#and this folks is why I don't gamble lol#no but for real... i have been panicking all day and I don't even have a proper reason#i could also live without the tablet very well so it feels like a waste of money in general#so...#i have issues with spending money...#especially because I don't know when it's gonna be the next time i get work#could be next week... could be in six months... could be never again...#if i just could get hired for a proper project woth a decent pay...#ahhh the dream :')#ok i'm gonna go to bed now (if my stupid ear '''''infection'''''' lets me...)#life is hell but at least i got to boop people today <3#angel talks#personal
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2024 was one heck of a year, but hey, at least I started 2025 right by finally watching Masters of the Air! Literally can't believe it finally happened, I remember when it was just a whisper on the horizon. I watched Band of Brothers and The Pacific for the first time in like... 2013, and even at that point they were talking about it, but it just never happened.
#spilling the peaches#Hello it is I I'm still alive#Barely tbh but still alive#But yeah#2024 was honestly such a mix of a year both good and bad#Started it in New Zealand at the end of my big exchange and trip abroad and then back home to start my first big job as a qualified teacher#Had an amazing time getting to know so many wonderful colleagues and kids and parents#Found out in April they were cutting budgets and saving due to low birth rates so hey guess who was gonna be jobless#Got offered a position at a different school but same principal#Ended up with some more cool colleagues and kids and parents but my two closest colleagues were not... great#Adult bullying and all that jazz happened#Which ended up with me reporting them to the principal and HR and I had to leave that position#Got put on part time sick leave and worked part time at my old place. Found out two days before I went on Christmas holidays that I wasn't#going to get to stay on in any capacity and no other principals had any jobs for me#So guess who's unemployed starting literally tomorrow.#Honestly bad year and I don't think I've felt this bad in a long time#BUT#I did get my first own flat this year#I got a freaking cat!!!!#(He is the best he's a rescue at 7 years old and the sweetest bean. Been with me for two months now)#Made some great friends and kept a lot of old ones#So good things too but the autumn semester really took it out of me#But hey! Reloading with some new Hanks and Spielberg stuff and cat snuggles has been great#Now just waiting to hear back from places where I've applied for jobs and hope for the best#Hope y'all are good just popping on to say hi
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#bro i go back to work tomorrow from holiday break and the only thing i did was watch a 9 season show [133 43 minute episodes#and one 86 minute episode#to be fair i started it 18 days ago#and break started december 21#so i had a little head start#but if you enjoy suits watch the newsroom and if you enjoy the newsroom watch suits#this is completely irrelevant to the content of this blog#but i implied that i would stop watching suits and watch the good wife first on twitter and i did not#so i have not been able to tweet about suits as i did not want to misrepresent#but now i can start the year#and i know it is technically january 1 today
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blows kisses, happy holidays to anyone celebrating & a fuck load of good vibes to you all. and reminder that if all you do today is exist, that is more than enough. <33
#christmas for me is notoriously a Not Good time bc trauma and Stuff so i tend to take a far more relaxed approach and just#partially ignore the holiday#todays plan so far has been a slow self care/get ready before my flatmate and i do a big ass dinner later and watch the 3rd hobbit movie#and probably get drunk and/or high#bc we both have Issues with this time of the year so self care always!!#also to anyone working through today/tomorrow ur a special kinda fucking superstar okay <33#mwuah i wish you all the best things and again:#it's okay to feel any kinda way rn you dont owe anyone shit <33#✞ — this place is fancy & i don't know which fork to kill myself with. // ooc.
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Went with my classmate to get ice-cream with some friend and he said he liked them which made me happy. He also joked about getting dinner tonight in response to something someone else had said and for a minute I got super excited 🙃
#the more I know about people the less I like them (in a romantic sense). always happens. when I don’t know someone and can imagine them to#be what I want them to be I always have what if fantasies. but the more I learn about my classmate the more I like him. I feel very silly.#I’m taking him out for a soecial birthday treat tomorrow and he just asked if I want to get lunch first which made me excited. but now I’m#worried about not impressing with my food choice.#I’m also worried once the holidays are over we won’t have reason to see each other. our longest not seeing each other stretch has been two#days. so no there’s tomorrows birthday treat and a party and then nothing :(#also things seem good with the girl I accidentally???? went on a date with? we’re still talking like it’s no prob.
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If I throw up today I'm just gonna tell my boss I'm starving and see what happens
#i feel so bad i thought i was late and left early but now i dont have any food in me#so i have half an hour to kill before work on an empty stomach#this sucks i wanna go to sleep#words cannot describe how much i dont wanna go in today bc im not doing my normal work#no#she wants me to help her bake Christmas cookies#i just dont think i have it in me#lady was a chef and has insanely high standards I don't want her to see me struggling to roll out cookie dough!!!#i dont want. bonding activities i dont LIKE it#it makes me very uncomfortable#not to mention tomorrow i have to do a fancy holiday dinner with her AND go to an art museum#this sounds like im complaining about a good thing but she is so invasive and always pushes my boundaries and i cant relax around her#vile-wizard.txt
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kinda funny when ur brain’s gut instinct is repression so you just kinda watch while your stress and emotions get bottled and corked and the whole time ur just like “that is going to bite me in the ass so bad later but i can’t seem to open the damn bottles without getting glass everywhere so! guess we’ll wait”
#marzi speaks#marzivents#<- not super but this is more negative than i like to be#sorry folks i’ve been mental illness posting a lot#maybe i should get checked for seasonal affective disorder. or maybe this is a trauma response? i DID nearly die this year#i dunno. the trauma stuff in particular is tricky bc if i try to unpack it before i’m ready i could basically just retraumatize myself#but if i wait too long then it’ll do some damage that way too. so i gotta time it right#what i really gotta do is actually contact one of these psychologists i got referred#i think i wanna go for a psychologist instead of a therapist bc i’d like the opportunity for medication/diagnosis if possible#i keep like. almost crying but every time it happens i’m like ‘YESSS CATHARSIS’ and then it goes away. fuckass brain#sighhh. i’m tired. i’m tired of resting too#but tomorrow is a holiday celebrated by eating good food with your family#so i’m gonna try to just enjoy myself and enjoy the day#and it’ll be nice#i’ll probably help cook which i always like doing#i got to chop chocolate tonight. it was really fun i like working with knives#didn’t even get any intrusive thoughts. just focused on making chocolate chunks#it’s satisfying to feel like you’ve made something. chopping things makes me feel like i’ve made something#i want to make more things. i’m really tired all the time lately (different from blood loss tired (i’m relieved i can tell the difference))#and being tired makes it harder to make things#but i’m at my happiest when i’m creating in some way. if you believe in purposes i’d say that was mine#i need to make things i need to put myself out into the world. that way i can look and say i existed. i did something tangible#sigh okay i’m gonna . stop here before this turns into mars shares all of her thoughtfeelings on public website tumblr.com#i know i literally liveblogged my colonoscopy prep to you all (thx again ppl who supported me then btw that was an awful night)#buuuuut i still wanna leave some parts of me a little mysterious. (<- is an open book)
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I finished my first week at my new job and I'm curious as to how training is going to go. I'm having a pretty good time so far but we haven't actually gotten into the work.
#good thing abt a government job tho is I get paid for federal holidays#I am going to make stuff tomorrow!
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Merry Christmas!!!!! (if you celebrate!!)
Our gifts! Flowey’s is on the right and mine on the left. Hope you like them:
Merry Christmas!
#undertale#flowey#art#small artist#ask flowey#ask blog#ask undertale#undertale art#paper art#undertale fanart#nyanthenyan#nyan#Christmas#gifts#good art#art exchange#thank you very much#happy holidays#break from the main blog stream#probably the only thing I’m doing today but I’ll answer more holiday related questions tomorrow
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life lifes hard when your birthday aligns with the busiest days of the school year that celebrating feels really awkward and time-consuming. Your friends would like to, but they're also busy so you have to figure out how to mention it. Your family drags it out for too long that you end up being irritated about the 5 full assignments due in 3 hours. You get weirdly existential but you can't mention it to anyone, really, so you're feeling all that as you go through the day.
Then life lifes harder when you look back to see the fading magic of your birthday from your childhood. You wish it to return, really.
#life lifes hard#birthday#its been a day#it's gonna get longer since i have to be up by 6:30am tomorrow#and i actually have so many assignments and emails to send that i will be up for a while#I haven't even eaten dinner because it's stressful and i'm not hungry as well#vent post#There's a weird preconception that you have to have a good day on your birthday#every birthday (or days before that)#something has gone wrong for me#and it's hilarious that people want me to be so happy when they're actively making situations so much harder#I'm just tired of it yk#i appreciate everyone who's celebrating and helping out... pls don't get me wrong#but it's just been so so hard when it feels like my birthday is a holiday that i need to accommodate for others#idk if you relate feel free to talk on the tags#it's better to talk about things than not at all#long tags#school#academia#academics#college#writeblr
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well it's been awhile since i last reached a point of crying from pain - less from the actual pain itself and more the frustration over it not going away - but it's nice to see that things always reach the point of me leaning on the wall in the shower half screaming half groaning bc what else do i even have left to do abt this shit.
#took another ibuprofen but it's probably too much but idk what else to do bc i need to go to sleep soon#already took a sleeping pill but i don't think it can work when the pain's filling me with adrenaline and is also very annoying#i hate this sm#this isn't even the same type of pain i used to have#this is a temporary thing for sure#but i can't treat it bc i don't actually have time to go to the doctor tomorrow#and wednesday is a holiday#thursday too. only at friday would i be able to. but the clinic closes super early that day bc sabbath#i was hoping it'll go away by today bc it usually does atp but it didn't. and i'm so mad.#bc realistically speaking i'll have to put up with this until after monday#bc only on monday i'd be able to actually see a doctor. if there's even any available. bc my doctor recently left this clinic too#i hate this sm i truly hate it here (my shitty ass body that should've died and gotten swallowed by nature years ago)#Anyway.#vent#medical //#ask to tag#sorry for all the vent posts lately. as you can see. things are not good
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שִׁמְע֤וּ דְבַר־יְהֹוָה֙ גּוֹיִ֔ם וְהַגִּ֥ידוּ בָאִיִּ֖ים מִמֶּרְחָ֑ק וְאִמְר֗וּ מְזָרֵ֤ה יִשְׂרָאֵל֙ יְקַבְּצֶ֔נּוּ וּשְׁמָר֖וֹ כְּרֹעֶ֥ה עֶדְרֽוֹ׃
כֹּ֣ה ׀ אָמַ֣ר יְהֹוָ֗ה ק֣וֹל בְּרָמָ֤ה נִשְׁמָע֙ נְהִי֙ בְּכִ֣י תַמְרוּרִ֔ים רָחֵ֖ל מְבַכָּ֣ה עַל־בָּנֶ֑יהָ מֵאֲנָ֛ה לְהִנָּחֵ֥ם עַל־בָּנֶ֖יהָ כִּ֥י אֵינֶֽנּוּ׃
כֹּ֣ה ׀ אָמַ֣ר יְהֹוָ֗ה מִנְעִ֤י קוֹלֵךְ֙ מִבֶּ֔כִי וְעֵינַ֖יִךְ מִדִּמְעָ֑ה כִּי֩ יֵ֨שׁ שָׂכָ֤ר לִפְעֻלָּתֵךְ֙ נְאֻם־יְהֹוָ֔ה וְשָׁ֖בוּ מֵאֶ֥רֶץ אוֹיֵֽב׃
וְיֵשׁ־תִּקְוָ֥ה לְאַחֲר��יתֵ֖ךְ נְאֻם־יְהֹוָ֑ה וְשָׁ֥בוּ בָנִ֖ים לִגְבוּלָֽם׃
(הפתרה לראש השנה יום שני) ירמיהו ל״א
✡️✡️ !!שנה טובה!! עם ישראל חי🍎🍯📜
#good stuff from tomorrows haftarah#jeremy baby you just get me :')#shanah tova#torah torah torah!#rosh hashanah#jewish holidays#jewish things#jumblr#uch the 10 day cleanse has begun. time for follow through :/
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who else up feeling the soul-numbing empty hopelessness for absolutely no reason this friday night
#literally nothing bad even happened to me personally today cannot emphasize this enough#i just read one too many of the Wrong wikipedia articles during the period after the sun went down at fucking 4 pm or whatever and then#my brain just decided it was time to replay the biggest hits of the great 2020-2022 depressive episode for fun i guess#and now i’m having. a series of moments. over a series of ridiculous things#again not even specific things that have actually happened to me just the whole vague existential dread deal i guess#truly i haven’t felt this shitty without some kind of direct cause for a year and half at this point#which is having the semi-beneficial side effect of reminding me to appreciate just how good my mental health has been recently#like. remember how i used to just feel like this all the time for. actually most of my life Until a year and a half ago? damn that’s crazy#i hope i snap out of this lmao i really cannot deal with walking into the holidays as a hollow shell of a person#but i think i’ll be fine tomorrow actually pretty sure i’m just kind of sleep deprived after this week#caseyposting
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