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spencers-renaissance · 3 years ago

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you know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy

Summary: Spencer's gay. He joins the BAU and befriends the team, but it is 2003. It's a secret he has to keep. He just didn't expect it to be this hard.

Tags: gay!spencer, coming out, hurt/comfort, insecure!spencer, misunderstandings, angst with a happy ending, dad hotch, protective!hotch, protective!derek, childhood trauma TW: one instance of explicit homophobia, but it is referenced a lot, as is Spencer's internalised homophobia at the start of this fic. A shit ton of heteronormativity but tbh that's just canon lol

Pairing: Spencer Reid/OMC, Spencer Reid & Derek Morgan, Spencer Reid & Aaron Hotchner, The BAU Team & Spencer Reid

Word Count: 6k

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Consider this my contribution to pride month 😌 I've waited so long to post it and I'm so glad I'm finally doing it because it's definitely one of my all time favourites <3 Gideon is here somewhere but just like with all my early season fics he's not really part of the plot I combined my moreid and gen taglists bc it was hard to know the audience for this, but just ignore it if you're not interested!

you know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy, unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn’t do, because you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore. — richard siken, a primer for the small weird loves

Spencer has only told one person in his whole life.

His mother guessed. For as long as he can remember, she’s used gender neutral pronouns when talking about his future partner, read him all the gay literature she could find, promised him that he’s perfect just the way he is.

The trouble is that Spencer only believes her until the first grade, when Ryan Sampson shoves him over in the playground and calls him gay. His mom had only ever used that term in a sweet, loving way, taking care to associate such words with positivity, as long as his dad wasn’t around to hear. When that word comes out of Ryan Sampson’s mouth, it is not said with sweetness and love; it is said with venom, and Spencer learns quickly that his mom is wrong. He is not perfect just the way he is.

And so, he keeps it a secret. When his mom notices him getting uncomfortable at the mention of future partners, she stops bringing it up, though she refuses to give up the diverse education she provides for him outside of school. His dad tells him that one day he’ll be a strapping young man and marry a nice girl in a church, and Spencer nods along. He ignores the way his stomach turns with anxiety at the thought. Ignores the screaming match his parents have that night. Ignores the fact that it started because Diana chipped in with ‘or boy’.

He’s in high school by the time he’s twelve, and the only part he’s grateful for is the absence of pressure to get a girlfriend. His dad’s out of the picture now, and Spencer tries not to let himself think that maybe if he wasn’t like this he might have stayed. Diana’s so out of it most days that she doesn’t remember what she noticed about him when he was a child, only recalling the last few years of shoving himself so far back in the closet he can hardly see the door anymore.

It feels like he’s lost his last ally.

(He hates that a small part of him feels relieved she doesn’t remember; that he almost feels assured by the fact that the last person to know who he really is has forgotten. There is only this version of Spencer Reid now. No other exists.)

He makes the mistake during his second undergraduate degree. He’s just turned eighteen but he is already a doctor and, fortunately, this alienates him from most of his peers, but someone manages to slide past his defences. Ethan Miller is twenty, in the second year of his (first) undergraduate degree in Chemical Engineering, and he’s nice. Spencer doesn’t have a lot of experience with friendship, but they get on well and Ethan makes him laugh. For the first time, he feels comfortable in the presence of anyone other than his mother.

They slip into an easy friendship: waiting for each other after class — Spencer back in the undergraduate buildings now he has his first PhD under his belt — and going out for ice cream and pizza and Thai food. Ethan goes to parties while Spencer studies, and then they reconvene to watch Doctor Who and play cards.

For almost a year, Spencer keeps his secret carefully locked up, hidden behind the mask he’s perfected after so many years. Even though he’s eighteen, nearly nineteen now, he doesn’t try and explore that side of himself. No, that’s far too risky. He doesn’t try and pretend any other way either, he just stays silent and lets people’s assumptions lie for him, but he can’t help the longing that claws up his throat when he locks eyes with a passing guy on campus. One time, he’d seen two men kiss on a bench in the city, and he’d run back to his dorm and had a panic attack. Why couldn’t he have that?

The feelings don’t stop, and he doesn’t know how to make them. He hates that he isn’t normal, but still longs for the touch of a man, the feeling of being wrapped up in strong arms, of being kissed by dry, chapped lips, and falling asleep to a heartbeat approximately 11% slower than that of a woman’s.

It’s a constant battle inside him, emotions raging, and he struggles to control it, suppress it, tame it.

He pays a sorry price.

Ethan makes him feel comfortable, and that turns out to be a detriment. He relaxes around the other boy: he tells him about growing up as a pre-teen in a high school, about how a child feels living 260 miles away from home, even about his mother’s illness.

And one day, it slips out. They’re on the beach, lying on towels as they look up at the blue sky, talking about what their futures will look like: Ethan will be a successful chemical engineer in Berlin, and Spencer will work for the FBI, profiling serial killers.

“You’ll have to marry a German girl,” he tells Ethan. “It’ll be tough to convince an American girl to move all the way to Germany as soon as you graduate.”

“Yeah, and what about you? You’ll be off fighting crime around the country, not much of a life for a family.”

“Oh, I imagine my husband will be the type to—”

“Husband?”

Spencer freezes. It shocks him as much as it shocks Ethan. He doesn’t even pay much attention to Ethan’s disgusted face and his outraged tirade. He hears slurs and insults, hears him say that he can’t believe Spencer tricked him like this, that he was probably waiting to make a move on him, that he was never to look in Ethan’s direction again, but Spencer is frozen in time.

He’s never allowed him to think much about what his personal life might look like in the future, but he’d said ‘husband’ on instinct, without thinking, and it’s clearly something he actually wants. Ethan’s words sting, but the moment brings about a realisation Spencer is thankful for; it instigates a journey of self-discovery and self-expression, of the joy of living as your true self.

He loses his first and only friend, but he gains something much more valuable. He visits gay bars — nervously sipping a non-alcoholic drink in the corner at first, before soon becoming confident enough to respond to the men who sidle up to him and ask for his name. He lets go and dances the night away, sometimes going home with one of the many dance partners he acquires during the night, sometimes heading back to his own dorm happily alone.

Makeup and dresses and skirts and heels make their way into his wardrobe, and he befriends girls and drag queens and other gay men who encourage him to be exactly the way he is. And the best part is, he never has to come out to any of them. All of them know, and that’s good enough for everyone.

The fun comes to a sad sort of slow, however, when he joins the BAU. Everyone knows law enforcement’s relationship with the LGBT community is less than adequate — Spencer’s seen it with his own eyes: butch lesbians and men in dresses getting roughed up by angry police officers for ‘lewd behaviour’ or ‘drunkenness’ when they’re just being themselves. It’s not safe for him to tell anyone, so he doesn’t.

He still goes out with his friends when he’s in town and wears makeup and dresses and crop tops when he’s at home, but presents as rigidly straight Dr Spencer Reid to his team at the BAU.

The hardest part about it is that he loves his team. He’s known Gideon for years — and he wouldn’t be surprised if he suspects something after coming over to his house unannounced one night, only to have a man other than Spencer open the door — but he settles into a comforting dynamic with Hotch. He can’t help but see him as something of a father figure, and he knows Hotch has a soft spot for him, always looking out for him and taking him under his wing without a moment’s hesitation.

Elle, JJ, and Penelope all take a shine to him, too, teasing him without a hint of malice in their tones, only the kind of playful kindness that reminds him of his mother. He forms a special bond with Penelope and they spend hours watching Doctor Who together and geeking out on all the areas their interests overlap, and the comfort he feels with her matches the comfort he’s found with his new group of queer friends.

(She doesn’t hold a candle to Ethan, he decides one night, after he’d cried at a movie she’d made him watch and she felt so bad she made him hot chocolate and jam toast and cuddled him until he felt better.)

Derek becomes a brother to him. He puts him in a headlock at least once a day — which Spencer has been reliably informed by multiple sources is a very brotherly thing to do — and teases him relentlessly, while simultaneously being fiercely protective of him. Enough so, that Spencer sometimes wonders if he even has Hotch beat in that department.

He loves his team and his team loves him. It should be simple. It is still 2003.

He comes in one morning late for a briefing, his shirt buttoned wrong and his hair is a mess, and he’s fairly sure that his attempt to cover the hickey at the base of his neck with concealer has been ultimately unsuccessful. It’s obvious why he’s late. Gideon is too engrossed in the case file to notice, but Hotch raises an eyebrow, an amused look on his face as everyone else immediately takes to teasing him.

“Who’s the lucky lady, pretty boy?”

Elle raises an eyebrow to match Derek’s shit-eating grin, “Someone definitely got some strange last night.”

“When do we get to meet her, Spence?” JJ asks, smirking as he takes a seat.

He’s bright red — as if he needed to look any more debauched — and Spencer tries to ignore the hurt that seizes his chest at the reminder of his need to stay quiet. This team respects him, and he can’t throw that away just because Spencer gets too comfortable.

God, he wishes Penelope was here.

“None of your business,” he mutters, trying to keep his tone light. He fails.

Naturally, Hotch notices and swiftly moves the briefing on, and Spencer keeps his gaze locked on the case file, not missing the absence of a reprimand from his superior. He’s constantly thankful for the older man, but in this moment, he wishes he could hug him.

(A voice that sounds dangerously close to Ethan’s rises up and taunts him in his ear: he wouldn’t want a dirty homo like you anywhere near him—)

Derek doesn’t let up on the case, continuing to bug him about the special lady in his life. He does concede that it could’ve been a one night stand, which is one front he’s right on, but a couple more concessions are necessary before Derek comes close to the truth of last night.

Eventually, Derek stops, and Spencer notes that the cessation of comments comes suspiciously close to the last time Derek and Hotch were alone together. He doesn’t have it in him to feel angry at Hotch for stepping in when he had it handled; doesn’t have the energy to act as though his pride is wounded, because really, neither of those things are true, and he doesn’t need to add another item to ‘Spencer Reid’s List of Things He Pretends to Be.’

The situation is forgotten, and time moves on.

Things change when he finds his first proper boyfriend. He doesn’t know what he was expecting, but it certainly wasn’t the giddying rush of emotions it turns out to be, and Spencer spends his days smiling as he daydreams his time away.

His name is Oscar Wilkins, a History professor at Georgetown University, and Spencer falls quickly in love with him. Ever since their mutual friend had introduced them at a gay bar one evening, they’d spent all their free time together. He’s kind and gentle and understanding of Spencer’s hectic and unpredictable job, and he finally has the chance to experience everything he quietly and shamefully longed for as a teenager.

The only downside is the silent breaking of Spencer’s heart that the most important people in his life can’t meet his boyfriend. He longs to show Oscar off, to hold hands in front of his team, lean up to press a tender kiss to Oscar’s lips. He wants to put a framed picture of the two of them at the Washington Monument on his desk to remind him of why he needs to get through the hard days; he doesn’t want to have to sneak out of the hotel room he shares with Derek to whisper hushed, loving goodnights over the phone.

But he’s too scared. Too cowardly.

It’s different being who he is with his gay group of friends littered with wlws and drag queens and other gay and bisexual guys. They understand.

But Derek and Hotch are two extremely masculine, alpha men: Derek’s a ladies’ man and Hotch is married to a woman he met in college with a baby on the way and both have a strong and dominant energy that still sometimes manages to intimidate Spencer even after all these years. And Elle and JJ are lovely — some of his closest friends, really — but sometimes they remind him a little too much of the mean girls he went to high school with.

The hardest person to keep his secret from, though, is Penelope. She’s his best friend and he desperately wants to give her all of him, but he’s so scared. He’s lost a best friend to this secret before, and even though he’s certain she’d be fine with it, what if she accidentally let it slip to Derek? What if Hotch found out and didn’t see him in the same light anymore? What if the girls started teasing him? What if Gideon didn’t want to mentor him anymore?

The fear paralyses him. And it’s a cycle he doesn’t know how to break.

Fear, though, doesn't stop everyone from noticing his daydreaming, his dopey smile when he checks his messages, his urgency to get home where he would’ve stayed until the small hours of the morning before. As excellent as he is at hiding his sexuality, he’s fucking terrible at hiding the fact that he’s in love: it was easy enough to pretend he was straight, but hiding something this all-consuming is an impossible ask.

Derek comes over to perch on the edge of his desk one afternoon, sighing as he sits down. “Pretty boy, this is getting ridiculous,” he says, snatching Spencer’s attention away from his phone. “You’ve been grinning like an idiot for the last twenty minutes as you’ve texted Future Mrs Reid. When are we going to meet her?”

(He hates the new nickname the team has given his mystery significant other, although Oscar had found it hilarious. “It’s funny because when we get married, we’ll hardly be able to tell,” he’d argued through his laughter. “Neither of us will change our name because of our academic profiles, and we’ll both still be ‘Dr’. Our wedding rings will be the only indicator.”

Spencer hadn’t argued back, because he’d been too tongue-tied and flushed pink at Oscar’s use of ‘when’ in regards to their hypothetical nuptials. It was only made bearable by Oscar kissing him gently and tucking him under his arm, not embarrassing him any further as Spencer had sort of anticipated, warmth settling over his chest at the thought of their future together.)

“You won’t,” he replies, perhaps a little too curtly.

Derek starts at that, clearly not expecting it. He definitely should’ve tried to play it off as a joke. “What— should I be offended, pretty boy?”

You wouldn’t call me that if you knew who I really am.

“That’s up to you, Derek,” he says calmly, although he still can’t meet his eyes, “but you won’t meet the ‘Future Mrs Reid, so I think it would probably be best if you left it alone.”

“Damn,” Derek mutters under his breath, clearly pissed off and probably more hurt than Spencer ever intended. “Suit yourself.”

And with that, he gets up and leaves his desk. Spencer’s only solace is the text message he sees on his phone when he picks it back up: I love you so much. You know that, right?

The light-hearted ridicule comes to an abrupt halt after the incident with Derek, and it’s clear that he had been the biggest contributor to the teasing. He’s thankful that the jokes have stopped, but he wishes desperately that it didn’t come with the growing distance between him and his team. Loneliness takes the place of his previous irritated anxiety, and he isn’t sure what’s worse.

It all comes to a head at the end of a case in Michigan. They’re stuck in the lounge of the small inn they’d stayed in the last few days, a snowstorm having blocked them in and grounded the jet, although Gideon had long since retreated to his room. The fire’s going and they’re the only guests around, so it’s cosy enough, but Spencer can’t help but feel sick at the idea of another night away from home.

It’s only been two weeks since he’d snapped at Derek, but the chasm between him and the team is only widening with each passing day. He knows it’s not a case of ‘pick a side’, but the team’s morale relies on light-hearted banter and teasing, and him not being a part of that anymore has only brewed awkwardness. Everyone’s trying to give him space when space is the last thing he wants.

Oscar’s keeping him company over the phone at least, but it’s not quite enough to quell the loneliness swimming around his stomach, and the 'discrete' sideways looks he gets from the team only make him feel worse.

“At least it’s nice and toasty in here,” JJ sighs as she takes a sip of the hot chocolate the kindly inn owner had made for them all.

Elle hums in agreement. “There are worse places to be grounded.”

“I dunno, man, I just wanna get home,” Derek says, not taking his eyes off the fire. Spencer can’t help but agree.

“Oh, come on,” Hotch muses, considerably more jovial now the case is over, “we’re here, and that’s not going to change any time soon. We should make the most of it.”

“It’s at least nice to be somewhere sort-of Christmassy now it’s December,” Elle points out. “We could be stuck in a dingy police station like we probably will be next week.”

“Ooh, I noticed that Jemimah and Kiran started planning the Christmas party last week,” JJ says, smiling at them. “I offered my help, but they seem to have it covered.”

Hotch raises an eyebrow“That’s probably a good thing. You don’t need more work on your plate.”

“Not gonna argue with that,” she murmurs, smiling as she brings her mug to her lips again.

Spencer doesn’t miss that Derek is still stewing on the opposite side of the room.

“Are you looking forward to the Christmas party, Spencer? Will you come?” Hotch asks, clearly trying to rope him into the conversation, which he appreciates. He’s been making a lot of effort with him the past few weeks, and it’s just about the only thing that’s getting him through each day.

Before he can reply, though, Derek erupts from the other side of the room; an already pissed-off man being pushed over the edge. “He won’t even let us meet his fucking girlfriend, Hotch, he’s not gonna want to come to the Christmas party!” he yells, throwing his hands in the air as he glares at Spencer with a stormy expression raging across his face.

Suddenly, Spencer can’t stay silent anymore, and his retort shocks himself just as much as it does everyone else. “I don’t have a girlfriend!”

It might be the loudest he’s ever shouted in his whole life. He’s always been quiet and restrained, the type to state his feelings as calmly as possible no matter how he’s feeling on the inside. Even in the biggest fight he’s had with Oscar, his voice was barely loud enough to qualify as a shout.

There’s a brief stunned silence, but Derek quickly slices his way through it, voice raising to meet Spencer’s fiery emotion, fierce and loud. “Oh, don’t even go there, Reid, you’re really gonna try and argue that? You’re gonna lie about her as well as not let us meet her? What a boyfriend you are.”

“I don’t! I don’t have a girlfriend!” he repeats, voice catching this time as tears rise unbidden to the backs of his eyes and all the emotions of the journey he’s taken with his sexuality over the years flood him in a wave of intensity he’s not prepared for.

“You’re fucking lying—!”

“I have a boyfriend!” he yells. “Alright? I have a boyfriend. I’m gay.”

The anger and emotion quickly dissipates, and he’s left standing alone in front of the team he’s put so much effort into hiding this from, watching shock spell out across everyone’s expressions. He’s never felt smaller than he does in that moment, and he quickly grabs his phone before running upstairs to his room, locking the door behind him.

“Oh God, Oscar, I fucked up so bad,” he cries over the phone as soon as his boyfriend picks up.

“Hey, hey, breathe, baby,” Oscar says gently, but Spencer can hear the anxious concern in his voice, “it’s gonna be okay, I promise. I’m here. Do you want to tell me what happened?”

“I just— Oh God, I just told the team.” A new wave of horror rolls over him as he realises what he’s done. Times might be changing, but it’s still only 2006, and he doesn’t know each and every nuance of his team members’ political positions and, fuck, he hates that his existence is a fucking political position.

Oscar’s been so understanding of his reluctance to not tell the team, even though Spencer’s met pretty much everyone in his life. He isn’t sure what he’s done to earn such a gracious and understanding boyfriend, but he’s not about to question it.

“Baby, I know it’s scary, and I know you’re really worked up right now,” he counsels, voice soft and reassuring, using the nickname he knows Spencer loves the most to make him feel as safe as he can from 700 miles away, “but it’s probably not as bad as you think. From what you’ve told me about the team, they love you so much, and even in the case that in the past they've had some issue with gay people, I can't imagine they’d ever actually think of you any differently when it comes down to it, Spencer.”

He’s crying too hard to reply, and Oscar understands immediately, gently transitioning into a story about his day that slowly starts to calm him down, and by the time he’s wrapping it up, his tears are starting to subside.

“Thank you, Ozzy,” he whispers into the phone, lifting himself up off the floor and making his way to sit on the bed instead.

“You know I’d do anything for you, sweetheart,” he murmurs warmly. “Do you want me to stay on the phone for a bit?”

“Yes please,” he whispers again, holding it as close to himself as possible, drawing all the comfort he can from his boyfriend’s voice.

He lies there listening to Oscar’s voice and trying not to think about the disaster downstairs for a good ten minutes before there’s a tap at the door.

“Oz, there’s someone here,” he says, voice panicked.

“I think you should probably speak to them, baby,” he urges. “I’ll stay on the phone with you while you do, if you like?”

“Please.” He gets up from the bed gingerly, keeping his phone tightly gripped in his right hand as he slowly unlocks the door with his left, revealing Hotch on the other side.

“Hey, Spencer. Do you mind if I come in?”

He’s riddled with nerves, but Hotch is smiling warmly, and he’s never said a harsh word to Spencer, so he steps aside and lets him into his room.

Hotch quickly notices the phone in his hand, visibly still on a call. “Is that your boyfriend?”

Spencer nods.

“Do you mind if I talk to him?”

His brows knit in confusion and his lips part slightly in surprise, but it’s all he can do to hand the phone over, watching Hotch carefully.

“Hi, Spencer tells me this is his boyfriend?” Hotch inquires politely into the phone, his tone still warm. “I’m Hotch, Spencer’s boss.”

He can vaguely hear Oscar speaking on the other end of the line, and he worries slightly that Oscar will somehow give away the familial feelings he holds for Hotch, but the conversation doesn’t last long enough for the anxiety to really take over.

“Everything’s fine here, I just want to have a conversation with Spencer, so is it alright if we hang up and I talk to him alone for a minute? He can call you straight back afterwards.” After a brief pause in which Oscar says something, Hotch looks back up at him. “Are you okay with that, Spencer?”

He nods hesitantly, and Hotch says a quick goodbye to Oscar before surging forwards and wrapping Spencer in a hug. It catches him off guard, but he doesn’t waste any time in burying his face into Hotch’s neck and soaking in the comfort and warmth that always radiates from his father figure.

“Come on,” Hotch says softly as they pull away a good minute or so later, “let’s sit down, shall we?”

“You’re not mad?” Spencer can’t help but ask, the question burning his tongue as anxiety — however quietened from Hotch’s hug — still swims around in his stomach.

“There are many things that could make me mad, Spencer,” he says earnestly, “but this is not one of them. I would never be angry at you for being who you are, okay? I might… I might be overstepping here, and if I am, then tell me and I’ll back off, but I’ve always seen you as a mentee, and over the years that’s developed— well, I see you more as a son these days. And part of that is wanting to protect and support you no matter what you do or say or who you are.”

Spencer wastes no time in diving back in for a hug, clinging onto Hotch for dear life as he hugs back, rubbing his back gently.

“I’m so sorry you didn’t feel like you could tell us sooner, Spencer,” he says in a voice soft with affection and regret. “But I’m so glad you’ve told us now.”

He only presses closer at that, tears springing back to his eyes. “I didn’t want to lose you.” He knows what he’s implying, and even in a roundabout way, he’s glad he’s telling Hotch.

“Oh, Spence,” he sighs sadly, “you couldn’t do a single thing to lose me. I’m in it for the long haul.”

“Really?” he asks, hating how insecure he sounds.

“Really,” Hotch promises, pulling away as Spencer does. “Now, you have a whole team of agents downstairs who are feeling very sorry for themselves and really want to see you.”

Nausea rolls in his stomach and panic springs back up as he looks at Hotch, desperate for some sort of grounding. “Are they angry at me? Do they hate me now?”

“No one hates you, Spencer,” he says firmly. “I promise you that. Everyone just wishes that they’d made you feel more welcome and comfortable. We all hate that you felt you had to lock up something so integral to who you are, and we can’t help but feel we played a part in it.”

“No,” he protests — the last thing he wants is family blaming themselves when it has nothing to do with them, “it’s not your fault, it’s just…”

Hotch nods. “I understand, it’s okay. Now, do you want to go down and see them? You don’t have to if you don’t want to, but it might help ease your mind to see that they really don’t hate you.”

Spencer pauses, taking a moment to think. “Can I see Derek first?”

“Of course,” Hotch says understandingly, and the comforting smile that crosses his face makes Spencer feel safe and taken care of. “I’ll send him up?”

Spencer nods and Hotch hugs him once more before leaving the room almost reluctantly. He wastes no time in picking up his phone and sending a text to Oscar. You were right. Hotch is fine. He’s just sending Derek up before I go and see the team but he says that no one’s angry and I think I believe him. Thank you, Oscar. I love you.

Not even half a minute goes past before his phone lights up with a text back. I’m so glad, baby. Call me later, okay? I want to make sure you’re okay before I go to bed. I love you more.

Before Spencer can argue that actually, he is the one more in love with the other, a hesitant knock sounds on his door. Nerves suddenly flip his stomach, and he clenches and unclenches his fists a couple of times before forcing himself to cross the room, revealing a very worried and regretful-looking Derek.

“Oh, pretty boy,” he says sadly, before crushing Spencer in a warm and tender hug. Immediately, he relaxes into the arms of one of his best friends, and relief courses through his blood at Derek’s reaction. “I am so sorry that I ever made you feel like you couldn’t tell me that you were gay or had a boyfriend. That’s completely on me. I don’t care who you love, Spencer, I just want you to be happy, okay? And if this guy makes you happy, then that’s fine by me. But if he ever lays a hand on you or—”

“Derek, Derek,” he laughs, “it’s fine I get it. Thank you, though, I’m… I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you earlier and for snapping at you in the bullpen that time…”

“I understand, Spence,” he promises. “It’s in the past, okay? And I’m sorry for pushing so hard. I mean, I’d love to meet him but if you don’t feel comfortable or you don’t want to, that’s fine, too. It’s your life, man.”

“No, I… I think I want you guys to meet him. It’s been so hard to keep him away from the people I consider my family, you know?”

“Yeah, I know. Maybe after Christmas, we can all have dinner or something.”

Spencer smiles shyly. “Well, Oscar’s a great cook, so I reckon we could work something out.”

Derek grins, throwing an arm around his shoulders as he immediately jumps back into teasing him as they make their way to the door to go downstairs and see the rest of the team. “Ooh, lover boy’s got him a chef, hey? What else does this Oscar have going for him?”

Spencer chatters eagerly about his boyfriend to Derek, barely skipping a beat when he joins everyone downstairs, his friends taking his cues and joining in with the conversation seamlessly. He’s had enough fuss for one night, and the warmth and understanding on everyone’s faces tells him everything he needs to know.

“Do you have any pictures of him?” JJ asks, raising an eyebrow with eager expectancy as they all settle back into their seats by the fire, a warm and unbelievably happy feeling settling in Spencer’s stomach.

He blushes, digging out his phone from his pocket and unlocking it. “More than a few, I think.”

He finds the most recent picture of his boyfriend — a candid shot of him cooking in the kitchen, spatula aloft, and a huge grin on his face — and hands the phone around.

“Oh wow, you like them buff, huh, pretty boy?” Derek teases as soon as he gets his hands on it, and Spencer’s stomach twists in a sudden bout of fear, expecting to see some hesitancy or even disgust on his friend’s face. What if he thinks that Spencer has a crush on him? What if he’s uncomfortable around him now?

But if Derek’s having any of those thoughts, they don’t show on his face. He’s smiling widely and openly, all the pent-up anxiety and frustration borne from hurt gone from his body language, and he looks completely comfortable sat next to Spencer, his arm stretched out behind him on the back of the sofa.

They sit happily around the fire for a couple of hours, settling into a happy, intimate familiarity Spencer hadn’t realised was missing when he was hiding something so integral to his being from his family, and he’s still smiling when they finally part ways to head to bed, the clock ticking closer and closer to 1 am.

He gets ready for bed quickly, brushing his teeth and throwing on the top he’d stolen from Oscar the first time he’d stayed at his place; a welcome change from his worn and wrinkled suit. As soon as his teeth are brushed and the lights are all off except for his bedside lamp, he pulls out his phone, knowing there’s one more thing he has to do before he goes to sleep.

“Spencer?” Penelope’s voice sounds down the line, clearly concerned. “It’s almost 2 am here, are you okay?”

“I’m gay,” he says, getting straight to the point. The main reason he ever kept it from her was because of his fear of it accidentally getting out to the team rather than fear over her reaction. After all, multiple of his drag queen friends are also hers.

“Oh my God,” she says in that small voice she uses when she’s not actually talking to you, before finally actually replying to me. “Spencer, I’m so happy you told me!”

He doesn’t miss her choice of words, or the way she says them and he tilts his head suspiciously. “You already knew, didn’t you?”

She sighs. “Yeah. I’m sorry, a couple of months ago I saw a text from Oscar on your phone when you went to the bathroom during one of our Doctor Who marathons, and it wasn’t hard to figure out the relationship.”

“And… wait, you’re not mad at me for not telling you sooner?”

“Spencer! Of course not. I was waiting for you to be comfortable enough to share it with me. I felt awful that I knew without your consent but I didn’t want to tell you because I didn’t want to catch you off guard or make you feel uncomfortable. It’s fine that you waited, baby genius, I’m just so happy you told me now. What finally gave you the courage?”

“Well, it might have slipped out in front of the team this evening,” he admits sheepishly, “and the only reason I never told you was because I was scared that it would slip out somehow — accidentally, of course, I didn’t think you’d tell anyone on purpose — and now everyone knows. It’s been killing me not to tell you, Penelope, it really has because I love you so much and you’re my best friend and I trust you with my life, it’s just…”

“Whoa, slow down, Spence,” she laughs fondly, “you don’t have to explain yourself to me, I understand. But I’m glad you finally told everyone and you can be yourself completely with us, now. We all love you no matter what, you know that right?”

“I do now.”

“Good. You should get some sleep, baby boy, it’s late and you’ve had an emotional evening.”

Spencer smiles. “Yeah, I know. You should, too, Pen. I’ll see you when we can finally make it home, okay? Love you.”

“Love you, too, 187,” she says softly, and Spencer can hear the smile in her voice. “Goodnight.”

As soon as he hangs up, he settles down into the bed, turning off the light and pulling the duvet up over his shoulders before dialling one more number.

“Hey, baby,” Oscar says, voice as gentle and caring as it always is, although thicker with tiredness now. “I take it everything went okay?”

“Yeah,” Spencer murmurs, already feeling tired as the safety he always feels at the sound of Oscar’s voice settles into the fibres of his being. “It went so well. I can’t wait for you to meet everyone.”

“I can’t wait either, sweetheart. Are you in bed now?”

“Yeah,” he sighs. “Can you talk to me as I fall asleep?”

“Anything for you, Spence,” he says softly, before transitioning seamlessly into a story about the professors on campus, and his gentle comfort and the knowledge of the unconditional love his family has for him finally lulls Spencer into the best sleep he’s had in weeks.

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what-a-messsss · 4 years ago

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2x3 rewatch

I keep forgetting that Brach is still in S2. Oops. Also, I apparently went to check something in S6 last time I watched something, so it started at 6x2 instead of 2x3 and I yelled. But anyway, on with this mess. “Death Came in Like Thunder” apparently. It sure did.

Ah yes, let us not forget that Branch is MANLEH. This shall be proven to us by him murdering his cousin, Trunk, with big ax. Chop chop, Branch, kill Trunk. But oh no, must also show that he is People Smart, so must also lose because this makes him likable. And many white people clap. Yaaaay. But be sure to say, “I let him win, Ferg,” while your competitor is right next to you, so he almost surely heard you. Good good.

Oh Ferg. Could you look more gormless if you tried? (I mean, probably not, since presumably that was the goal of the actor, so he would have been trying. But still.) Bb.

Heh, nice thematic cut to Walt also chopping wood. And YAY, Henry’s gorgeous truck (and gorgeous self). I’m just going to take a moment to appreciate the fact that Henry rolls up and just helps himself to some of Walt’s thermos of coffee. Because of course he does. But I do so love these touches that they put in that do underline the fact that they are married have been besties for going on 40 years. Also, I love this jacket of Henry’s. The woven top, jean jacket sort of one? Yeah, top 5 costume pieces of his for me. (Also on that list, all basically tied with each other, basically any pants he wears. I am reminded, when they cut back out to a full body shot. Because I am very shallow, and he is very pretty.)

Haaaaaa. And of course Cady talked to Henry before she talked to Walt. Walt is a butthead. And, yeah yeah, she just found out that he’d been lying to her for over a year, but that just proves my point that Walt is a butthead. And we’re back to this whole idea that she left her phone, which just... ugh. No. But Henry’s face when he says that she said that she is safe, and he’s so worried, but still willing to respect her boundaries.

“She is an adult, Walt.” “She’s my daughter.” For fuck’s sake, you jackass, your ADULT daughter; that’s the whole flipping point! Also, that little emphasis on my daughter, pfft. If you didn’t want to feel like she preferred her cool dad to you, maybe try being less of an AAAAAAASSHOLE. And, like, respecting her. Even a weensy little bit.

“Etta Place” I don’t remember if we find out why that’s the ‘assumed name’ that Cady chose, but I’m intrigued. Wait, I just googled. Looooool. She spent years with Butch and Sundance. Nice.

Walt is such a soft touch with teens. *snack crackle pop* that kneecap back into place. Vic starts this scene saying, “The 911 operator,” though, which is interesting, because I was kind of under the impression that Ruby was the main dispatcher, so it would be kind of heartening if she actually had back up with that. ...Or maybe they’re just far enough out that a cell call made would be picked up by a tower farther out and have to be routed back in to the station/them. I have no idea how that actually works. Another rabbit hole for me to totally not go down. Hopefully. Shit. They’ve apparently upped the fine for trespass since the show, though, because it’s $750 (or 6 months in jail) now and Walt says it’s $500.

And once again, we see Vic actually wearing gloves while investigating a suspicious death, and Walt just squinting into the distance helpfully. I suppose “things got bad” in Basque country around WWII, but there has been friction there that dates back before the Spanish Civil War, or even the Carlist Wars the previous century. It did get gnarly with the dictatorship of Franco, and the formation of the ETA in retaliation, though, so yeah. (Francisco Franco is also on the list of people who anybody with a time machine should go back and beat the shit out of.)

Shit, I forgot about the animal death.

Knock knock, no answer. Better just wander in without a warrant. I know that the guy who they know lives there is dead, but still, no fricking warrant; I suppose the worry of a poisoning could count as probably cause?

Gods, but there are moments when I do absolutely adore Vic, and they are usually when she’s taking the piss out of Walt. “Reclusive bachelor chic; you and Marco have the same decorator.” Looool. But also, sad, because Martha has only been gone for a little over a year, and Walt is not the kind of person who would, like, change stuff and get rid of her things, so that’s kind of odd. Maybe Henry and/or Cady went though and put away some of her things to try to help Walt move on? But damn, the ‘excuse you’ look on Walt’s face when she does say it, pffft.

AND AGAIN, Vic wearing gloves, Walt with his bare ass hands picking up the picture of Picasso’s Guernica; can you at least *pretend* you’re a cop, *some* of the time, buddy?

Lol at the barrabilak; they are pretty well by the Rocky Mountains, so it’s probably not all that surprising that Walt’s had some “Rocky Mountain oysters” before.

I had forgotten that Vic had four brothers. But her comment about Sal going off to look after the sheep and how if someone had told her that one of her brothers were dead she “wouldn’t care about any damn sheep,” I don’t know. It kind of annoys me. It’s totally in character for her, which is good, but I think it’s part of what can annoy me about her character. Different people grieve differently, but also, I know she’s only been in Wyoming for a year or two, tops, but how is it so hard to fathom that someone one would be concerned about their livelihood, even in the face of personal tragedy? Just, seeing beyond her own very narrow experience doesn’t seem like something she’s very good at. It would be one thing if she’d framed it as “this is suspicious, and here’s why I think so as a cop,” but it was, “I wouldn’t react that way personally, so it’s sus.”

Sure, be suspicious because there’s a suspicious death and family members are always suspects until ruled out, but approach it like a cop. Or at least think about it from more angles than just your own, not terribly similar experience. You’re a white city cop who can’t (or won’t) adjust to being in BF rural-ville, but these are immigrant shepherds whose family come from a homeland where the cops were just as likely to kill you as answer questions, and you’re side-eying a guy for going to make sure that their meal ticket doesn’t get obliterated?

I need to keep reminding myself that I really did want to like Vic. I really did. She just... they don’t make it easy for me. Maybe she’s serving as an avatar for audience who don’t know about some of the culture stuff, and the audience get answers from her ignorance? But honestly, I wish they’d picked a different way to handle that, if that’s what they were trying to do. Her response to Henry being salty about Thanksgiving still really pisses me off. Because it was shitty and racist, and... do we really need a character basically rolling their eyes and saying, “It was so long ago, why don’t you just get over it,” about something that is intrinsically tied to the genocide of so many people? Why are Indigenous people just supposed to “get over it” but “Remember the Alamo” and “Southern Pride,” and shit? Fuck’s sake. Honestly, that might have been the moment when they lost me on her character. She has moments where she’s awesome, but they never really address her being fucking racist or give her a chance to grow into a better person. Which sucks a lot. Fuck. Ok, that was a lot. Sorry. Back to the actual ep.

AH, nice of you to beam in from the campaign trail, Brancheroo!

Uh, so I paused it to look at pic in the newspaper, and then being me, started to look at the articles surrounding the pic. And the one with the headline “Fans Injured At Local Game” is actually about the Stewart case? From 1x3? I’m guessing that somebody went to the trouble of writing up an article for that for some S1 ep after it and they just plugged it in because when not paused, you might catch “Sheriff Longmire” there and that’s all they need. Especially since the text starts to repeat after the first paragraph. (I am the worst pedantic little shit.) Ooooor, maybe even though it’s S2, it’s hardly been any time since 1x3? The date on the newspaper is March 31, 2012, so there’s a timeline hint.

Awwwwww, once Walt points out the bird, Ferg knows exactly what it is. Occasional twitcher, are we, my lad? “A red-tip meadowlark,” indeed. Oh bb; Ferg’s face when he sees Walt looking at the pic of him with Branch in the paper.

“You go too fast, you miss the little things.” Every once in a while, he actually sort of mentors Ferg. I wish he did more of that, especially since we see later how capable Ferg can be.

Go suck an egg, Branch. Why does she get all the “good” assignments? Maybe because she was actually on the job when they found the body, not campaigning.

OPE. Lizzie’s gift. Yeah, I’d probably choke on that coffee if I were you, too, girl. Better hope that there wasn’t perishable food stuffs in that gift, because that has been in there for a whiiiiiile, hasn’t it. Wait, was Ferg in the office when Lizzie dropped off the gift? Because his face said more than just “Did somebody give Vic a present?” Suuuuper subtle with that whole pushing the drawer closed with your foot there, Vic. Pfffft.

“Cyrano Caballero” How daaaare that skeeve take Cyrano’s name in vain?!?! (I have a thing about Cyrano de Bergerac. It’s quite possibly my favourite play, and I adore the character, and have exactly 0 chill about it at all. I find Brian Hooker’s translation of “The Ballade of the duel at the Hotel Bourgogne Between de Bergerac and a Boeotian” with “Then, as I end the refrian, thrust home,” vastly superior to any other translation that I’ve heard or read, though for the rest of it, I will grant that there are others to be preferred. But that version of his Ballade is exquisite, and I will not be swayed. Holy shit, FOCUS. That is so very much not the point.) It’s not even a throw away line in this ep, it’s just a random, very well chosen, if utterly appallingly insulting, company name. It’s actually incredibly clever for what the business is, and if it didn’t make me so stomping mad, I would applaud whoever came up with it heartily.

Vic’s face listening to this jackass’ spiel is a thing of beauty. “A good woman goes a long way of easing the obvious stresses of your daily life,” the jackass says, cutting his eyes at Vic when he says “obvious stresses,” and I caaaackle.

What is it about this guys’ horrible glasses that just makes him so much more hate-able? I’m not entirely sure, but kudos to whatever costumer put those on him, because they are perfect. In the ‘I want to punch him’ way of perfection.

And after all of that about Walt’s “lady friend,” Vic brings Lizzie’s present. Womp womp. That went super well. Yuuuup, run while you can.

Poor Ferg. Branch manipulates him, Vic ignores him, Walt shuts him down... Poor guy just can’t get a break.

I actually kind of like this motel manager--the one who “doesn’t judge people” and is a stickler for warrants? At least somebody in this county cares about warrants. Also, those doors are actually really pretty. Nice colour, and the carved scrollwork designs are nice.

What an odd shot: the one when they’re coming out of Walt’s office after talking to Skeevy McGrossFace and Rosa. It’s a weird sort of shaky-cam stepping back, just preceding Branch walking, and then turns to follow him when he sit’s on his desk. But it’s a really different style of shot than I can remember, so much so that it’s a bit jarring, especially after the series of nearly stationary close ups that we just had. Weird. [18:42-18-50]

Cady! I haven’t made much note of her costuming before this, but it seems notable that’s she’s only in monocromatics. Especially next to Fales in muted tones, but still some colour, and surrounded by the colourful grafitti of the alley where her mother was stabbed. Nice way of setting her apart from everything.

SHEEPIES! Ooooo, that wagon is so cool. Ah dang, the way that Sal corrects Walt’s pronunciation of his brother’s name is so gloriously passive aggressive. Good for you, my dude. Names are important, and people should have the respect to make the effort to get them right.

Aaaaaand Walt, the definition of Do, Don’t Tell, just shoves the guy to keep him from drinking the possibly dangerous water, rather than, like, using his words. Walt’s gonna Walt.

Iiiiiiiii am a mess, truly. It cuts to an architectural model and I start giggling like a 6th grader, because I know it’s going to be a Jacob scene. He’s not even on screen yet, ffs. HANDS. I’m fine. Totally fine. (That’s totally a lie. I just rewound to the beginning of the scene because I kept giggling too much to pay attention. What the hell.) First time we’ve seen one of the chips, which at this point must be a marketing mock-up, since nothing is built yet. And he actually types, not just doing the hunt-and-peck thing that is sometimes easier on a tablet.

Looking at the weaving that is up on his wall (maybe a rug?) I’m hoping that the prop people actually did buy from Northern Cheyenne artisans. They apparently did most of their filming in New Mexico, so I hope they made the effort to get the patterns right, and buy from the actual tribe they’re supposed to be portraying, I guess? And now I’m distracted by the fact that the random hanging light behind Jacob is at a weird angle?

Look, ever since I realized that the “Hey,” that Jacob does is apparently just A (thanks to it also happening in That Damned Xmas Movie) I am endlessly amused (and charmed) whenever Jacob does it. I don’t know why it makes me so happy, but it does. (This is legitimately embarrassing. How much trouble I am having focusing. Beyond my normal focus issues, which, as shown above, are already impressive. Because thiiiiirst.)

“My boys at the lumber yard did just throw you a campaign rally.” I love how Jacob is basically apparently not just his secret angel-investor, but also a sneaky campaign manager. Did Branch just think shit like the rally just happened? He’s not fricking Ferris Bueller; somebody organizes those. And apparently it’s either Jacob himself, or someone who Jacob appointed to do so.

“I thought you were just a casino developer.” You have noooo clue, Brancheroo. “I prefer to remain a silent partner. White people get nervous when Indians start taking back their land.” Oooooope. Especially interesting because there are previsions for the Tribal Council to purchase land to be Tribal land (Section 6 of Article IX of the Tribal Constitution), but this seems more along the lines of personal acquisition. Though maybe not, because “on the board” doesn’t necessarily equate to being the owner.

The set up of Jacob’s office is so interesting. Functionally for the show, it’s probably for better shooting angles, so that we can see more of Jacob behind the desk while Branch is sitting in front of it, but from an in-the-verse decorating standpoint, bit’s fascinating. He has this focal wall with the gorgeous wall hanging, flanked by floor to ceiling window, but instead of having his desk centered on that wall and directly facing the bulk of the room, it’s at an almost 45 degree angle on a huge rug, and it’s so unexpected. I kind of love it, and want to analyze it for days. Also worth noting is that pride of place is given to the Hotamétaneo’o headdress which is on a stand centered in front of the wall hanging.

How fucking tired must Jacob be. He’s used to Walt... Walting, but then Branch comes in, who he is literally spending his own money to support in his bid for sheriff, and he pulls the same shit of assuming that he’s behind Bad Shit. And then Branch frames it as “bad P.R,” so he’s there to “discuss it with [him] privately.” And then basically threatens him with Walt. I swear. ...there is something a little amusing about Walt being used as the stick in the carrot and a stick method of negotiating. He certainly is enough of a blunt object most of the time.

Oh fuck you so much, Branch. Playing the “can’t give you details about an ongoing investigation” card as though you have some professional or moral leg to stand on after basically blackmailing Jacob with Walt’s vendetta is just such shit. You don’t get to look down your nose at Jacob’s quid pro quo pragmatism when you were the one who came to him for financial backing. You sanctimonious little shitheel. If you didn’t want to deal with Jacob, you shouldn’t have taken his $100k. He’s a business man, and you’re an investment, and not a quixotic one.

“He’s probably the only person to have died from [hemlock] since Socrates.” And then Walt’s incredulous look and her, “Alright, I googled it,” were subtle comedic gold.

Ooooooo, that was a nice little shot. Not quite foreshadowing, but showing Branch’s suspicions and sort of inviting the audience to share them. Walt says his bit about the Army poisoning “Indian wells” to kill them off and get their land, and then we see Branch fiddling with the Four Arrows chip and narrow his eyes considering and slip the chip into his pocket, looking suspicious. It’s a really neat little moment of visual storytelling, no lines, literally three seconds long, just sort of snuck in there, but super effective. Really nicely done.

And again, Cady is in monochromatics. And, shit, just gave Fales Henry’s name. Aaaaaand right after, she realizes that the junkie was killed and realizes that it had to have been one of her dads (or so she thinks).

Sal’s monologue in the cell is a good emotional payoff that plays off of Vic’s comments towards the beginning of the episode. I see the narrative worth of her making them, and how the structure of the episode benefits from it; but seeing those writing elements from the outside of the show doesn’t make me able to like her as a character who said them in-universe. And then the threat Sal makes of vengeance on someone who killed one he loves also underscores the stuff with Cady’s investigation into her mother’s death very well. As much as I gripe about the writing *cough S6 cough finale cough* there really is some damn good writing in this show, and I don’t show enough appreciation for it.

Huh, and now there’s a sort of inverse of that weird shot preceding Branch from earlier, but this one is much more effective and less off-putting. This one [33:00] precedes Walt as he walks back into his office, still a medium close up, but it’s much steadier, and the way it is framed, it does quite a bit to convey his mindset, and he walks out of the shot and we see the three deputies following him in like baffled ducklings, making the shot serve another purpose, too. Which honestly makes that earlier shaky follow shot of Branch even weirder, because this one was so much better.

And then Walt has his creepy little speech about how someone would want to watch the light go out of their eyes and not caring if you get caught. I do appreciate that when he’s talking about the psychology of killing with poison he doesn’t just call it a “woman’s method” which media so often does. It might have been the writers keeping who the killer was abstruse, but it was still more gender neutral. Especially since according to The U. S. Department of Justice's report on Homicide Trends in the United States (1980 to 2008) of all poison killers in that time period, 60.5 percent were male and 39.5 percent female. (Table 5 on page 10.) So that long held idea that even Sherlock Holmes was written to have that poison is “of course” a woman’s weapon is pretty crap.

Awwww, the good old days when Walt paid attention to animals. ...I am still bizarrely salty about the fact that he never named his horse. What a good pupper!

And then we have a classic example of Sneaky!Walt, which always takes people quite by surprise, because he’s usually as subtle as Miley Cyrus.

Also because when he does this, it tends to be pretty fucked up, in a Make Someone Think They’re About To Die way. And then he does His Thing, where he just lays out all of his suppositions, with no proof, only the terror of her thinking that she’s been poisoned and you’re withholding medical intervention to get her to confess. And is, irritatingly, correct about his theories. But I’m pretty sure this qualifies as coercing a confession? She thinks she’s fucking dying. Even Vic looks at him like it’s fucked up, and her moral compass where he’s concerned is... skewed.

They way this reveal was played out, (”How’d they find her so fast?” “Hard to say...”) is somewhat ambiguous as to whether it’s supposed to be that Branch went there to tell Jacob or not, but I kind of doubt it? I kind of figure that the meeting that Jacob was having when Branch rambled in was already with Rosa signing the paperwork. Jacob is smart. So, HAH. Little good your “can’t comment on an ongoing investigation” schtick did.

And then the news that someone in law enforcement has been asking after Henry.

“Lizzie was waiting for you here tonight. You should talk to her, Walt. She seems to think she is in a relationship with you.” ....omgs. The tone. I mean, yes, the blisteringly glorious SASS, but how does one not read that as incredibly shippy? Howwwww?

“You are an honest man, Walt. I would like you to stay that way.” Oh Henry. When did you decide that you weren’t? Was it when you hired Hector? Or was there something before? ...I feel like there were things before that. Hello darkness my old friend.

“It is not your job to protect me.” “It is my job...” THOSE WERE THE DAYS. Those were the fucking daaaaaays. And the emotions on Henry’s face after Walt says, “That was my right,” as though Henry cheated him of something. I am so deep in OT3 feels I cannot even see daylight here. The feels of them having been an OT3 and then Walt pulling this shit, and Henry having to defend his own “right” to avenge Martha? It wrecks me. “A good woman was murdered. A bad man is dead. End of story.”

#Longmire #Walt Longmire #Cady Longmire #Henry Standing Bear #Branch is such a tool #Jacob Nighthorse #The Ferg #Victoria Moretti #Episode commentary #How many tangents did I manage to go on this time?#so many #Martha Longmire #I ramble about shots and framing and narrative too.#It took me so long to do this.#I am such a mess.

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nicostolemybones · 5 years ago

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Please share some of your favorite head canons

This is a question I have been dying to be asked for so so long now! I don't always use every one of these headcanons in my fics, bc I like to explore different possibilities and ideas, but these are headcanons that I have anyways! Imma categorise them, this might get long:

Lgbtq+

Trans Will Clarisse and Annabeth

Bi Percy Annabeth Jason Clarisse and Will

Pansexual, genderqueer Piper

Oriented aroace lesbian Reyna

Lesbian Thalia

Oriented aroace gay Leo Valdez

Gay asexual Nico

Angst

Nico being triggered by pink triangles (like imagine him at some party and there's pink bunting and he just starts panicking and having flashbacks, or seeing them on a notebook pattern, and most people don't understand why he has such an 'obscure' trigger

Will who suffers from compassion fatigue and existential meltdowns and who believes he has blood on his hands

Leo with a lung disease from all the smoke and chemicals and dust he works with (I know a fair bit about lung issues due to family having them)

Nico's trauma actually having an impact on him in general (I refuse to believe his trauma stopped manifesting when he got a boyfriend), like the insomnia and flashbacks and fading and the whispering shadows and phobia of the dark

Will being an all year round camper because either his mom is homophobic or neglectful, or he doesn't feel safe in the area he grew up in

Jason who is constantly afraid of his own strength and of becoming a weapon, or worse, being just like his father

Reyna who worries that she's unapproachable and unloveable because she has so many barriers up

Percy who slowly becomes so scared of water and of drowning that he's afraid to use his powers in case he hurts someone, and who struggles to shower sometimes because some days he's too scared he'll drown

Piper who is so scared of losing who she is that she has to ask her friends to tell her things about herself sometimes. She writes it all down on post it notes so she doesn't forget who she is

Piper who, after her claiming, constantly feels like she's too curvy, too pretty, looks to grown up, who doesn't feel comfortable to wear certain clothes she likes in case their too tight, because she's absolutely terrified of being sexualised she's just a teen

Hazel who develops the Midas touch, perhaps a curse, who can't even hug her own brother lest he turn to gold. She's terrified that she'll wake up one day and she'll truly have a heart of gold

Frank who struggles with body dysmorphia. Frank who used to be perfectly okay with his chubbiness until his transformation, Frank who doesn't understand what was wrong with his body, Frank who sees himself as a muscled freak, Frank who, when he starts to gain weight again, is terrified that he won't be good enough for anyone else. Frank who shapeshifts because it's harder to feel bad about a body that isn't even human.

Annabeth who is so scared of losing her intelligence that she revises way past her limitations. Annabeth who gets addicted to energy drinks and studying because not only does sleep give her nightmares, but she's terrified of not waking up, or waking up and forgetting. Annabeth with superstitious rituals to stave off dementia. Annabeth who can recite the periodic table backwards and can multiply triple digit numbers in her head because she's overworking herself because she's scared that if she stops she will forget

Thaila who gets such bad nightmares she sleep floats and wakes up terrified because she's so high up so she bolts down all her windows out of the fear she'll fly away and fall to her death

Fluff and miscellany

Nico and Hazel swing dancing to records played on a gramophone

Will teaching Nico to read and sharing music with him

Nico playing clarinet or violin and drawing

Will cannot sing but he tries dammit

Percy who rescues baby seals and turtles and volunteers at the local conservation centre and adopts a tiny baby shark that turns out to be not so tiny that he puts in the lake

Annabeth who loves kids and becomes a teacher and a writer, writing dyslexia-friendly books

Will who teaches at camp but the learning style is completely individualised

There's a big box of stim toys in the infirmary

Jason who rediscovers how to have fun, who picks up so many hobbies and interests he can't count and damn it's fun to not be a soldier and just be a kid

Knitting club

Autistic Solangelo

Multilingual campers teaching each other their native languages

Workshops at camp to help campers reconnect with their culture (Piper's idea)

Reyna and Thalia being the lesbian aunts of camp, who everybody thinks are cool af. Thalia being an edgy butch punk and Reyna being a badass femme with a sword

Clarisse who goes to bars just to spot creeps and keep people safe (nobody argues with her)

Hazel and Nico playing mythomagic and being close siblings

Nico who slips into Italian when excited, who forgets words in English and just uses the Italian word, who sometimes gets the grammar wrong, and nobody makes him feel bad about it

Nico who can cook because his mama taught him, and Will who once managed to melt a plastic plate on the hob, tried to make toast and caused a fire, and once ate a tub of slime because he was hungry

Nico sewing

Will knitting

Piper running body confidence and fashion workshops, but rather than just instagram make up and branded clothes, she also encourages campers to wear whatever the hell they want. Jumper with 100 patches on it? Valid. Boys in skirts? Valid. Girls in suits? Valid. Enbies experimenting with gender presentation? Valid. Wanna look like a feral forest dwelling cryptid? Valid. Want to look like a princess at a ball? Valid.

Will and Piper and Clarisse as friends who run an adventurecore blog and go hiking and cause general chaos together

Nico and Leo being close friends who make edgy jokes and talk about their moms and talk to each other in a weird mix of Spanish and Italian from what they've taught each other.

Frank who runs self defence classes and offers to pretend to be people's boyfriend to help them escape creeps. He doesn't care if he has to pretend to be gay, or if he has to pretend to be a girl, he'll do anything to protect people from creeps.

Will has a pet chicken

Nico hisses at people

Everybody respects that Nico is touch averse

Clarisse and Drew, who used to be bullies, who have genuinely changed and genuinely do good. They help people to recognise patterns of bullying in both themselves and others, they talk to the bullies and help them to reform, they help people to realise that bullying can be traumatic and you don't have to forgive a bully. Clarisse and Drew who open a Safe Space corner

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the-mandalorian-clone-lover · 4 years ago

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Aces in Spaces Chapter 26 Pt. 3

Well here it is lovies, I can’t believe it but I promise its good!

Warnings for more singing (this song) and Roman being a sap as well as Butcher

Tags: @rentskenobi @sunshinepascal @princessxkenobi @agent-450 @maybege @obaby-wan

Masterlist

Excessive use of outfit photos below

(these are purely references for outfits for Butch (picture is tie purple instead), Hannah (picture the red being more purple as well), Roman, and Erica respectively, their face claims still apply)

(Butch, Roman, Hannah, and Erica)

Butch is standing under two trees that form an arch that looks like something out of a Disney movie and he’s determined to do this right (right meaning that he doesn’t faint at the sight of Hannah the same way he coached Roman about Erica in the car). They’re both nervous, he knows, its reminding him of when they were waiting for these same ladies at his own wedding. He sees the car pull into the parking lot before Roman does and clears his throat. Roman starts to turn but aborts the action before he can see anything, Butch had taken great care to position him with his back to the lot, he won’t see Erica until she’s almost next to him (because while he isn’t superstitious, he is a little stitious and he isn’t leaving this to chance). Roman had acquiesced to his suggestions, wearing the white suit coat as directed and (as he predicted originally) has a tie on in Erica’s accent color of dark purple, pocket scarf to match and black pants to finish. Butch has gone for a black jacket and pants but keeps the purple accent in his tie as well, it’s the greatest thing he’s ever seen. He catches sight of Hannah first, she’s come around the car to stand next to Greene as he offers Ms. Erica a hand and—oh God. Roman really is gonna faint. He’s going to be absolutely done in. Butch starts patting himself down to be sure he has tissues but doesn’t find any he looks up in a panic to find Hannah staring at him- holding a pack of them. God he loves that woman.

“So obviously they’re both to die for.” Butch snaps his eyes back to Roman in horror before finding the other mans gaze resolutely in front of him and he sighs in relief. “I haven’t forgotten the lecture about looking you needn’t worry.” Roman adds dryly but Butch understands, he wanted to hit Roman for this same conversation three years ago. The girls walking towards them now, and Butch is straightening his tie, nearly reaching for Roman’s too before the man does it himself, albeit needlessly. He makes eye contact then and Roman smiles.

“Been a long time Butch.” Butch feels it again. That complete ecstasy at knowing he gets to be the one to bring them together, complete inability to wait to brag that he knew it’d come to this from the start, and complete pride in Roman for having grown together with Erica. Butch is younger, but always having the job to protect Roman has made him feel like much more of an older brother. No time for that now his mind interjects, Hannah is bringing Erica to the end of their makeshift aisle (which is really just a lane of grass that they raked the leaves away from) and he’s about to tell Roman he can look (his eyes have been closed the last few seconds upon hearing the footsteps of the girls) before he hears his voice, flowing into the space that suddenly feels small despite the fact they have the whole sky as a ceiling.

“Never knew, I could feel like this.” Erica’s pausing in shock “Like I’ve never seen the sky before.” its soft, and Butch hasn’t heard Roman sing in years, not openly like this but he knows the song and it almost has him panicking. “Want to vanish inside your kiss. Everyday I love you more and more.” Roman’s getting more sincere, and Butch can’t let this go on.

“Absolutely no one is dying at this wedding. I am security and I am also presiding so I make the rules.”

It has Erica giggling before she starts walking again and Roman pouting before he goes on as well “Listen to my heart can you hear it sing, telling me to give you everything.” His eyes are open now, but he hasn’t turned his head yet, Erica still walking slowly toward him, arm linked with Hannah’s, smile splitting her face.

“Seasons may change, winter to spring.” He turns now “But I love you. Until the end of time.” His voice is wavering, shaking even and then he sniffs, Erica’s reaching towards him as she closes the last few steps, Hannah taking her bouquet without a word.

Erica’s hands are cradling his face then, brushing her thumbs along his cheeks though the tears haven’t fallen. She’s whispering, her own voice choked with emotion, “Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place. Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace.” She pauses and Roman joins in “Suddenly my life doesn’t seem such a waste, it all revolves around you.”

They’re singing together now, and Butch cannot fathom why in God’s name they don’t sing out loud, all the time because it’s so beautiful he could cry more than he already is.

“And there’s no mountain too high, no river too wide, sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side.”

Their voices are strong now, the tears may still be brimming but they know, they know how they feel, and they know it’ll stretch through a hundred lifetimes, across any battlefield, and certainly beyond the trashcan of rotten potatoes.

“Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide.” They take a breath together and sing the last in an echo before finishing together, “But I love you, until the end, of time.”

Butch is waiting for the chorus but surprisingly enough both of them turn to him before a smiling Roman speaks, “I think we’re ready to go on now”.

Butch smiles at Erica before feeling Hannah press a tissue into his hand, Erica’s turning then, grabbing two and passing one to Roman before muttering out a ‘thank God for waterproof mascara’.

Once everyone’s collected themselves (Hannah excluded, she’s looking on like a proud parent), Butch begins. “Is there any preference on who I ask first this time?”

They both laugh at this before shaking their heads, glancing to one another and Butch knows what’s coming

“You can start with Erica, Ladies first.”

“Age before beauty Butch”

“Ouch. Well, no I take it back, you are the most beautiful person here so by that logic I’ll have to marry everyone else before I finally get to you—”

Erica is leaning into Romans personal space, the close proximity rending him speechless and Butch is about to roll his eyes because literally, its only been a month since the last time he lectured them about not kissing till the end before Erica talks over his thoughts.

“If you don’t, hush up, and marry me, I’m going to kiss you, to shut you up, and then Butch’ll get all feisty and we’ll have to do this all over again” She drags out the l sound and Butch is quite relived she’s taken his side.

“Yes. Well.” Roman’s eyes are full of wonder, sounding slightly breathless while his eyes are dancing all over her face, and lingering much too long at her lips in Butcher’s opinion before going on “Better let him start with you, wife.” He finishes with a cocky smile and now Erica looks lovestruck and if Butch wasn’t so obsessed with the idea of them finally getting to live happily ever after he’s sure he’d be getting annoyed.

“So, I suppose now’s a good time to say that renewal of vows in my training is just the two of you waxing poetic about each other and then me saying your still married. Do we want to count the singing?”

Butch is nothing if not pragmatic (much like the man he protects) and Erica’s never been more grateful because while this is the greatest day of her life, she also knows someone else who’s about to be over the moon, and she’d like to move that along. Roman seems to be of the same mind (though not for the same reason) because he’s affirming with a ‘Works for me’ before turning back to her, spinning her into a dip and kissing her long and slow. She’s still holding his face, gradually sliding her arms down and around his shoulders, not so much for her own security, she knows he’d never drop her, but more to feel him close. Let him know she treasures him beyond anything. He pulls away to look at her without standing just yet and she smiles, breathing out “Come what may.”

“BANG!!!!”

It’s Hannah shouting, and for the split second of panic and prep to fight they all felt and did, the three of them are laughing as Roman stands up with Erica still in his grasp.

“What?” She shrugs to the three of them “They should have gotten a happy ending. I’m living vivaciously through you.”

This only causes Erica to laugh harder before sighing, giving Roman a squeeze and mumbling out a ‘just a moment’ before going to hold both of Hannah’s hands. Both Roman and Butch give each other a confused look.

“We,” the girls exchange a glance that is trepidatious but also giddy and hopeful, as Hannah speaks “have some news. For both of you.” She’s white knuckling Erica’s hands and now Roman’s worried, what could possibly be wrong? He moves closer to Butch, if the girls feel the need to be close in order to process whatever this is, he plans to support Butch the best he can.

“I—” Hannah takes another breath before locking eyes with Butch, who looks distraught beyond belief at this moment, “I’m pregnant.”

Stunned silence follows. No one can move. Roman looks to Erica, she’s grinning at him, to Hannah, she’s looking at Butcher, to Butcher, his eyes haven’t left hers but his face looks completely vacant. The lights are on but nobody’s home. Roman looks to Erica again, about to give her his ‘what now?’ face before he’s nearly scared out of his skin by Butcher’s blood curdling whoop and his lunge toward the girls, Erica letting go just in time for him to swing Hannah up and into his arms before spinning around and laughing.

Erica moves to find her home in Roman’s arms again, brushing her nose with his as she looks back to their friends. “I knew this morning, I wanted to do it soon so we could have our big moments together.” Roman’s looking at her now, loving the way the loose strands are framing her face as they fall from the twists that she’d probably done herself, her hair is almost back down to the middle of her neck again. Then she’s looking at him-

“At first I wanted us to renew our vows together,” she pauses, taking him in as well before jerking her head to the other couple, who are no longer spinning but are still locked in an embrace that Roman is certain Butch is crying inside of, “but this is better”.

He nods, taking a moment to brush his hand along her hair before looking back to their friends. “It is.”

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#ewan mcgregor #aces in spaces #asexual #new chapter #original characters #original fic #original story #ace character

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powerpuff-ali · 5 years ago

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Ok, so here's my first official drabble I'm posting ever. I'm just tired of rereading it at this point and too nervous to post.

I really just needed some wholesome, slightly domestic greens... Trigger warnings: none

Rating: teen and up? Nothing explicit and very moderate language.

Edit: trying to figure out how to shorten this post.... Also word count is 3,054

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Buttercup growled to herself as she left the gym. Pounding the pavement as the sun beamed down on her already overheated body. It had been another grueling day at work and she was beyond her limit. Anything that could go wrong, did go wrong.

First, the ellipticals needed to be regreased, then the dance rooms weren't properly stocked or cleaned, some of the lockers were dented and therefore stuck, and on top of all of that, one of her clients tried lifting the heavier weights despite her suggestion not to. Of course, the man then blew his back out. Truthfully, the list could go on but she was done thinking about work. What she really needed was food, a shower, and a nap. Desperately, in that order.

Buttercup quickly raced to her boyfriend's apartment. Butch usually hid the good snacks in his room away from his brothers. She attempted to take a discreet sniff of herself while waiting for the light to change. Eh, she's definitely smelled better. Maybe a shower before eating would be best.

She greeted the doorman with a weak smile as he opened the lobby doors for her. Once in the elevator, she looked down at the key. Butch had forced the key on her in an attempt to be romantic. She chuckled to herself, remembering how flustered he was and just how oblivious she was to what he meant.

He kissed her hands, biting her left pointer finger, " I love you so much."

She giggled at the gesture, " Yeah, yeah. I love you too."

He turned on his side, propping himself up slightly, " No, really. I mean it, I do. A lot." He leaned in, kissing her nose softly.

" What? You think I don't mean it?" Buttercup squeezed his jaw affectionately.

" I didn't say that. I'm just saying, y'know, you have the key to my heart," Butch had slipped a metal object into her hand. His eyes fluttered to the hand he was holding before looking up again.

Buttercup locked onto his forest green eyes, unaware of the object, " Alright, something's up. What stupid shit did you do?"

" I put something in your hands. Look," Butch pressed the key into her palm.

" A key? Like an actual key to your heart? That's nice," Buttercup used her entire will not to laugh. She didn't make an attempt to take hold of the key. Did he get this idea from Boomer?

" Ugh, no! I'm just saying since you have the key to my heart, you should finally have the key to the apartment," he pressed the key harder in her palm to get her to grip it.

" What do I need this for? You're always here anyway so you'll just let me in, " the blank stare in her face was infuriating for him.

" Yeah but it'd be easier if you had your own key. Maybe moved some more of your things here since the gym is close by," he cooed at her.

She cocked her head and met his eyes, " But then I wouldn't have my things at home where I need them."

" Yes but then you'd get to be with me more," his eyes widened at her trying to get her to take the hint.

She watched him, narrowing her eyes, " Do you get high before I got here?"

"Ugh, woman! I can never be romantic with you! I'm asking you to start moving in with me," he covered his face, hiding his exasperation, " God, you make it fucking impossible to be romantic."

Buttercup grinned foolishly to herself. She wasn't too caught up on being romantic and neither was he but when he was, he could usually ease her into it. She stepped into the apartment and made a beeline to his door, "Butch."

Butch briefly turned his face to her before settling back on his screen, " Hey beautiful. No not you, jackass."

" You playing with Boomer?" She tossed her equipment bag to the side and kicked off her shoes. She stretched, flexing her legs to get that extra stretch.

" More like beating his ass. How was work?" Butch smashed at the buttons on his keyboard furiously, dodging shots from Boomer's character.

Buttercup sighed, " I don't even want to think about it right now."

" Hold on, Boomer," Butch gave her his full attention. A sigh wasn't good. It was never good, " Everything okay?"

" Yeah, I just need a shower first, " she pulled a fresh set of clothes and her towel into the bathroom.

" Alright," he turned back to his game and yelled expletives at his brother for trying to steal his loot.

The cold water cascading through her hair felt like heaven. Her scalp tingled, rinsing away the heat of her stress. She questioned whether or not she should head back home to the Professor today. No, I open tomorrow so I should just spend the night here.

Although she was 22, she chose to stay at home to live in her childhood home to have proper space from Butch. They had gone from enemies to lovers in highschool and since they both decided against college, they had seen each other almost every day since then. Ugh, how am I not sick of him? Smiling to herself, she knew she couldn't get enough of him.

The water shut off and she dried herself. Wrapping her shoulder length ebony hair in the towel, she tossed on his shirt and her briefs. Her stomach growled in protest. Right, I need food. I could really go for a-

A grilled ham and cheddar cheese sandwich, chips and an ice cold cola were plated for her next to Butch's half eaten sandwich, " Babe, I put mustard in yours already. Boomer, shut up. I've heard the shit you call Bubbles." He had actually taken the time to make her food while she showered.

" If he's home too, why didn't you two just sit on the couch and play?" Buttercup's mouth was full, munching away at her food. She loved sitting together with Blossom and Bubbles for game nights. It made gloating about their wins so much more enjoyable.

" And actually spend time with him? I don't think so. Shut up, Bubbles is with you in there too," Butch smashed his mouse down, the plastic cracked under the pressure.

Buttercup watched as the keyboard clacked under Butch's excitement for a while. She finished off the last of her cola as the exhaustion set in. She lifted herself off of the bed and straddled his lap. Burying her face in his neck, her left hand pulled at his raven hair slightly. She could feel him swallow faintly.

Butch kissed her temple. Muting his mic he pressed his cheek to hers, " Wanna talk about it now?"

" Fred blew out his back and nearly his rectum too while doing squat lifts after I told him he wasn't ready," She breathed out.

Butch bit back a laugh, " This isn't the first time. Why does that old man think he knows better than you? A literal trained professional."

" I don't know. I still don't like seeing my clients get hurt," Buttercup could hear Boomer yelling through Butch's headphones.

" Boomer, stop yelling. I can hear you," he muted his mic again, " Well, you're home now so just relax."

" That's what I'm doing," Buttercup closed her eyes and breathed in his scent. He smelled like her green apple shampoo. Something that he had once considered too girly to exist in his bathroom was now his favorite scent. Mostly because it reminded him of her but he claimed it actual smelled edible.

Butch cradled her so she could position herself better on his lap, " I'm logging off now. Yes I am. Because something way more important requires my attention." He tossed his head set to the side and squeezed her hips.

" You didn't have to end the game," she hummed into his neck giving him instant goosebumps.

" I wanted to. I missed you today," His fingers traced down her spine. Butch loved that she wore his shirts. According to him, that's when she looked "the hottest".

" Hey, how long have we been together for?" Buttercup opened an eye and stared at the bed, the sheets beckoned for her muscles to rest against them.

He hummed for a moment, " If we want to get technical, we've been officially dating since I turned 18 but if you want to count all the other fun shit we used to do, then we got together when we were 15."

" No way," Buttercup recounted the years in her head, " Weren't we 17?"

" No, we were definitely 15. Remember it was at the homecoming dance? Bubbles dressed you in that god awful neon green puffy dress and black knee high converse sneakers. We ended up slow dancing and I kissed you. Then we were making out regularly, we started fooling around and then during the summer before senior year, we finally started hooking up but then I had to actually ask you out because you were completely clueless that we were already together."

She scoffed," You were always playing games, that's why. Some days you didn't look twice at me and other days you had me cutting class so we could go hang out."

" Dates. Those were dates. Also, I was trying to play it cool that you would ignore me by ignoring you," He squeezed her tight, kissing her right shoulder blade.

" You needed to be more direct," her shoulders shook with laughter.

" Woman," he sighed out softly, he knew she was pressing his buttons, " if you're asking me how long I think we've been together, my answer is since we were 15. We've been together for seven, almost eight years."

" I've seen your stupid face almost everyday for eight years," she sat up to kiss his cheek, " Eight years well spent."

Butch was grateful she had settled down against him because she would've teased him for the blush on his face, " I'm glad you think so. You'd see me a lot more if you lived with me full time." That was what the key was for!

" I already see you everyday," she leaned back to get a good look at him, her eyes heavy and forearms aching.

" I'm convinced you don't love me by any means," he shook his head, grinning at her.

" So tell me what you want from me and I'll tell you yes or no but first, carry me to the bed. I feel like I'm about to pass out," she pointed to the bed and pouted, something she knew he couldn't resist.

Butch rolled his eyes and tossed her onto the comforter. He turned off the lights and snuggled underneath it with her, " Okay so I want you to move in full time and actually live with me."

" Live with you and both your brothers while also having to deal with my sisters being here? That's a lot to ask for," she felt his hand wrap around, fingers toying with her stomach lightly.

" Then maybe you move in and we can save up for our own place. It's not like we don't have money saved up," Butch traced her abs. He loved how strong she was, how passionate she was about pushing herself to do more. She was the reason he stayed motivated.

" I like that idea better. Okay, I'll move in then. What's next on your list?" Buttercup adored when he traced her abs. She could feel it in the top of her head and trickle down her spine which made it all the more relaxing. When was the last time I got him in the gym?

" Hmm, let's see, we should get married," he felt her core tense up. It was an idea he had flirted with for a while. Originally, he just didn't understand why it was so important. After overhearing Blossom and Bubbles talk about what they would want their weddings to be like, he didn't want to wait any longer with Buttercup. I know I want her forever. Why put it off any longer?

Buttercup's big picture never included marriage. Was it really that big of a deal? What was all the hype about? Was he going to expect her to be a stay at home wife? He knew better, right? " Not if you're expecting me to be like a stay at home wife. I don't mind caring for you but I'm also not going to be waiting on you hand and foot."

"No! Of course not! That isn't who I got with. That's not who you are and that's not what I'm expecting," he kissed her ear gingerly.

" As long as we're on the same page then yes," she could feel his grip tighten.

" Okay, I want kids too. At least," he squinted his eyes, thinking for a moment, " Five."

She flipped over and glared at him, " I want kids too but I hope you're planning on carrying the other three because the most I'm giving you is two. Are you seriously insane? You want me to have five? Five pregnancies?"

" Babe, if I could I would. Aren't you tired? You said you would only say yes or no but I'm getting back talk for everything!" His fingers glided down her spine, resting at the small of her back. Those lime green eyes lit something up in him he was never able to explain.

" I am tired but you keep saying ridiculous things," she hooked her leg over his to pull him in closer.

" Fine, you're right," he closed his eyes. A nap definitely sounded good. Between his programming job and playing online with Boomer, his eyes were sore.

Except for his humidifier, the room went silent. Soft sounds from the living room thrummed through the walls, " So when are we getting married?"

Butch's eyes shot open, "Huh?"

" I was thinking when we were closer to our thirties but," she paused for a moment, " eight years is a pretty long time to be together."

He pulled back to watch her face, " Are you awake or asleep?"

Buttercup opened one eye and met his, " I'm awake. You have me thinking now though. Maybe you have a point and we should get married sooner."

" Don't say it like that though! Do you want to be married to me? Is this what you want?" Butch positioned his arm under him to sit up.

Buttercup toyed with the idea of marriage. She loved him. She wanted no one else but him. Her mind wandered for a moment. Two moments and she smiled, " I want us to get married so you can be my housewife."

Butch pulled her on top of him, " I want to be your house wife too."

" I only want to get married under one condition though," Her muscles throbbed each time he moved her.

" Name it."

" We get married in Vegas. I don't want frills and whatever other crap. I want us to do the whole drive through wedding officiated by an Elvis impersonator in a '65 green Ford convertible. We check into a nice hotel, hit up the casinos and have our drunken wedding pictures taken by our siblings and a photo booth," her eyes lit up, speech sped up. She was definitely awake now.

Truthfully, Butch hadn't pictured her the type to want a classic wedding anyways so knowing she had actually somewhat thought this through was comforting to him, " Bubbles might want to kill you. Hell, your father might want to kill me. Both. Both Bubbles and your old man would kill me if I agreed to this but this does sound so much better than some stupid big wedding."

" Doesn't it sound like fun though?" She nudged him, " Come on, this is, like, our dream wedding! This suits us!"

Damn it, she's right. " How about this, we book a trip to Vegas, all of us, and we get married like you just described without telling them. Then Bubbles can plan you some princessy wedding and we satisfy everyone."

" Ugh, I don't want a princess wedding! I'm not a princess!" She sat fully up now, crossing her arms over her chest like some overgrown child.

" You're my badass princess but I'm scared of your sister so you'll either be a young widow or you suffer in silence for a day to keep me alive," he treasured seeing her so electrified.

Her cheeks burned slightly, " Not a princess and yeah, okay. We'll have two weddings then."

" Fine then you are my queen. So how about we do something even crazier?" Butch pushed against her knee to lift himself up, " Let's get everyone to drive out to Vegas and we get married this weekend?"

Buttercup smiled deviously, " Are you asking me what I think you're asking me?"

" Buttercup Utonium, I'm asking you to do me the honor of being my amazing partner, beautiful wife and take on the burden of having me as your dashing husband," her hand in his, he matched the spark in her eyes he had fallen for all those years ago.

Oh wow. Her breathing unexpectedly hitched at the flicker in his eyes. Hearing it really was a different experience like Bubbles had tried to explain to her numerous times. She squealed, jumping on him, " Yes! Of course, I will!" Her heart lightened, stomach fluttered. She didn't imagine that him asking would be a big deal but somehow it felt amazing hearing the words.

Butch wrapped his arms around her tight, " Alright so after our nap, we can make more plans, okay?"

Buttercup kissed him sweetly, " I love you."

All the blood in his body rushed to his face, " I love you too." How did I end up so lucky? Maybe that should be the theme. Lucky cards, lucky life.

With that, Buttercup settled her cheek against his chest, listening to his heart surge. There were so many things to think about now, so much to plan. The air was cool and comforting. It cradled them. Marriage! Before their siblings at that! Who'd have thought the greens would have an actually successful relationship?

" I think I still need to mature before we have kids though so maybe we save that for our thirties?" Butch broke the silence, his eyes focusing on their posters.

" It's funny you thought I would have it any other way."

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Hope you enjoyed. I'm sorry if it's messy or lacking detail.

#powerpuff girls #ppg #ppg buttercup #ppg butch #ppg x rrb #buttercup #rrb butch

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garbage-empress · 4 years ago

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hey guys did you know that super mario bros 2 for the nintendo entertainment system wasn’t really a mario game originally it was part of government mind control program MKUltra II?

The Super Mario Bros. Super Show! quotes This is a list of quotes from the television show The Super Mario Bros. Super Show!. They are listed by character. Contents 1 Mario 2 Luigi 3 King Koopa 4 Toad 5 Princess Toadstool Mario"Hey paisanos! It's The Super Mario Bros. Super Show!" - Opening Credits "Do the Mario!" - Closing Credits "Don't worry, Princess! Luigi and me'll climb that mountain before you can say "Spaghetti and Meatballs"! -"The Bird! The Bird!" "Okay, wait here! And if you become lunch for a polar bear, don't blame us! -"The Bird! The Bird!" "I hate to run on an empty stomach!" - "The Bird! The Bird!" "Must be a beehive nearby, and when there's bees; there's raviolis smothered with honey" - "King Mario of Cramalot" "If Toad doesn't get us outta here soon, I'm gonna eat this mattress!" - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "Wake up, Luigi! The only time plumbers sleep on the job, is when we're working by the hour!" - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "Catfish pizza? This may be a first, but I'm not hungry!" - "Rolling Down the River" "Excuse my brother, he gets nervous around guys six times bigger than him." - "The Great Gladiator Gig" "We can fix anything if there's spaghetti involved!" - "The Great Gladiator Gig" "Hey, Koopa! I hope your Big and Tall shop blows up, with you in it!" - "Mario and the Beanstalk" "Those ain't wedding bells in your tower! They're bats in your belfry!" - "Love 'Em and Leave 'Em" "Hey! Where'd you learn how to ride a bike!?" - "The Great BMX Race" "Get back here, Koopa! Don't you know vegetables are good for you?" - "The Great BMX Race" "Not on my melted mozzarella! - "Stars in Their Eyes" "If food isn't pasta, it doesn't count!" - "Jungle Fever" "Unstoppable? We're plumbers! If we can unstop a stop, we can stop the unstoppable!" - "The Fire of Hercufleas" "Magnifico! You're stronger than Grandma Mia's garlic chip cookies!" - "The Fire of Hercufleas" "Faster than a vanishing clog! More powerful than an electric drainsnake! It's Super Mario!" - "Pirates of Koopa" "She's not much, but she sure beats swimmin'!" - "Pirates of the Koopa" "If you can't beat 'em, join 'em! Then beat 'em!" - "Pirates of the Koopa" "Remember, Luigi, you gotta act tough!" - "Pirates of the Koopa" *singing* "Hush, little Princess, don't you cry. I'm gonna buy you a pizza pie. And if that pizza pie gets ate, Luigi'll buy you a New York steak." - "Two Plumbers and a Baby" "This is the first time my lunch ever took a bite out of me!" - "The Adventures of Sherlock Mario" "I just love food that's spicy!" - "On Her Majesty's Sewer Service" "I always cry at wedding feasts!" - "Mario and Joliet" "Koopa's gonna take a trip he didn't plan on!" - "Too Hot to Handle" "I hope the food's better than the furniture!" - "Mighty McMario and the Pot of Gold" "As we say in Brooklyn; Banzai!" - "Mario Meets Koop-zilla" "Save the spaghetti! Save the spaghetti!" - "Mario and the Red Baron Koopa" "Koopone, you've Kooped your last Koop!" - "The Unzappables" "It doesn't look good for the good guys, Luigi!" - "The Mark of Zero" "I guess Mexican food doesn't agree with El Koopitan!" - "The Mark of Zero" "When Luigi's unfrozen, he's goin' on a diet!" - "The Koopas Are Coming! The Koopas Are Coming!" "It's ugly, but it floats!" - "The Trojan Koopa" "What? Only one pizza?" - "Quest for Pizza" "The Mushroom People get the mine, and Koopa gets the shaft!" - "The Great Gold Coin Rush" "When the plumbing gets tough, the tough get plumbing!" - "Plummers Academy" "I can't quit now, Luigi! I was born with a plunger in my hand!" - "Plummers Academy" "Me Marzan! King of the jungle!" - "Mario of the Apes" "Can't we discuss this man to Mouser?" - "Princess, I Shrunk the Mario Brothers" "First, we'd better get inside by a fire, before we turn into pasta-sicles!" - "Little Red Riding Princess" "The Provolone Ranger is ready to ride. High ho, Ostro, away!" - "The Provolone Ranger" "Help, help! There's a big, ugly spider in here! Help! My yelling's gonna keep you up all night, unless you get this spider outta here!" - "Escape from Koopatraz" "Luigi, are you a man or a Mouser?" - "Mario of the Deep" "I guess somedays, even Super Mario can't think of everything!" - "Flatbush Koopa" "Don't count your reptiles before they're hatched, lizard lips!" - "Raiders of the Lost Mushroom" "I was hoping we'd have lunch, not be lunch!" - "Crocodile Mario" "I just love playin' Koopa in the middle!" - "Crocodile Mario" "I just had the strangest dream. I was a TV dinner!" - "Star Koopa" "He's showing a plumber how a garbage disposal works?" - "Star Koopa" "Watch it, gang! His toes are loaded!" - "Robo Koopa"Luigi"I can't! I'm allergic to mountains!" - "The Bird! The Bird!" "P-polar bear? Lunch!?" - "The Bird! The Bird!" "Hey, Super Mario! Super-cook their goose!" - "The Bird! The Bird!" (*sobs*) He was the nicest little fungus I ever knew!" - "The Bird! The Bird!" "Who could forget? Don't take chances or you'll go down the drain!" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "C-c-crama's here in-in Koopalot? Uh, I mean, uh, Koopa's here in Cramalot? I mean, uh, shee, let's split this place!" - "King Mario of Cramalot" "Me? B-b-but I can't swim across the moat! I'm, uh, gonna have a baby!" - "King Mario of Cramalot" "Fellons? Yo, I never fell on nobody! I'm uh..." - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "Oh no! End dend! I mean, dend dead! I mean shee, we're trapped!" - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "I've had it! I've had it, I've had it! I'm tired of Koopa chasing us from world to world! I wanna go home!" - "Brooklyn Bound" "Guess we're stayin' in Mushroom Land." - "Brooklyn Bound" "Mama mia! We shoulda rented a camel with air conditioning!" - "Mario's Magic Carpet" "Look at that loot! Diamonds, gold, rubies! It must be worth over a hundred bucks!" - "Mario's Magic Carpet" "I told him that he wants really yummy carpet to head for Koopa." - Mario's Magic Carpet "So, what do we do now, Mr. Big Time Gambler?" - "Rolling Down the River" "Okay, Mario. One all ya got, coming up!" - "Rolling Down the River" "He's too busy eating, Mario! He's your kind of horse." - "The Great Gladiator Gig" "Hey! That's my brother Mario, you three-faced double-crosser!" - "The Great Gladiator Gig" "Leapin' lasagna! This room's bigger than the Brooklyn Public Library!" - "Mario and the Beanstalk" "I th-think I liked it better when we outnumbered them!" - "The Great BMX Race" "I'd feel better if we went back and got my stomach." - "The Great BMX Race" "That's what I call Shower Power!" - "Stars in Their Eyes" "Yo, my brother: the pasta vampire." - "Count Koopula" "Gee, that Mario. He can pulverize a pasta factory and still have room for dessert!" - "The Adventures of Sherlock Mario" "Gee. Mario gets the brainstorms, and I get the backaches!" - "Do You Princess Toadstool Take This Koopa...?" "You got 'em!" - "Koopenstein" "You don't got 'em." - "Koopenstein" "Let's really keep it a secret that we're agents, uhh, by stayin' here"! - "On Her Majesty's Sewer Service" "Eh, it was nothin'! Danger is our business!" - "On Her Majesty's Sewer Service" "Annette Funicello? Where?" - "Mario and Joliet" "Pluggin' up pipes goes against everythin' we stand for!" - "Too Hot to Handle" "Zelda of Legend! Next the from scenes! Some me show halfwit you!" - "Time Out Luigi" "The dungeon? I'm allergic to dungeons!" - "Hooded Robin and His Mario Men" "Better make that "The more for Mario"!" - "Hooded Robin and His Mario Men" "We're stuck here like hairballs in a drainpipe!" - "Mario Meets Koop-zilla" "Hey! I may be crazy, but I'm not dumb!" - "Mario and the Red Baron Koopa" "This place is emptier than a flushed drainpipe!" - "The Ten Koopmandments" "I want my mommy!" - "The Ten Koopmandments" "The Koopas are coming! The Koopas are coming!" "When our soldiers thaw out, we're gonna throw your tea in the harbor!" - "The Koopas Are Coming! The Koopas Are Coming!" "But I get seasick on a horse!" - "The Koopas Are Coming! The Koopas Are Coming!" "Aww, Toad. Did'ya hafta say dead?" - "The Trojan Koopa" "How ooga bugga-mugga wa-ooga-ma!" - "Quest for Pizza" "Ouch! Someone's standin' on my toe, and it's not me!" - "The Great Gold Coin Rush" "Mario's mind was where it always is: on pasta." - "Karate Koopa" "Relax, princess! He knows who he is! Mario's always gone ape for meatballs!" - "Mario of the Apes" "I'm a chicken of the sea!" - "Mario of the Deep" "The only good thing so far is: we got to ride the roller coaster without a ticket!" - "Flatbush Koopa" "Stop him, Mario! Tell him Italian food is not on his diet!" - "Crocodile Mario" "I knew we should've built this raft with brakes!" - "Crocodile Mario" "Bein' garbage really makes a guy feel down in the dumps!" - "Star Koopa" "Koopa was scary enough when he was just a slimy reptile!" - "Robo Koopa"King Koopa"Koopa Pack, attack!" - Various episodes "He who koops and runs away lives to koop another day!" - Various episodes "Watch it soldier, when I want my feet licked, I'll ask for it! {quickly} I want my feet licked." - "The Bird! The Bird!" "Like my grandfather Poopa La Koopa always said: "Cheat, beat, and be merry!" - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "Don't know what I'd do without my carpet phone!" - "Mario's Magic Carpet" "I'll get you for this, you pesky plumbers! A Koopa never forgets!" - "Mario's Magic Carpet" "Happy? Imposter! I never use the H word." - "Rolling Down the River" "Fool! Those pinhead plumbers are bound to try to rescue Princess Toadstool, and I intend to capture them before they do." - "Rolling Down the River" "Don't question my orders, you rotten rodent! Just do it!" - "Rolling Down the River" "Don't interrupt me, not while I'm boasting and gloating!" - "Rolling Down the River" "Stop wisecracking, mushroom, or I'll turn you into soap!" - "Rolling Down the River" "One of the nice things about being evil is... you get to lie a lot. Ha ha." - "The Great Gladiator Gig" "Fum fee fi fo! I smell the brothers Mario!" - "Mario and the Beanstalk" "That goose is gonna smother you brothers!" - "Mario and the Beanstalk" "OK, that does it! You're all gonna be Koopatized!" - "The Great BMX Race" "There'll be other crooked races and other ways to cheat!" - "The Great BMX Race" "You're breaking my heart, princess! Now, get to work! Now that you and these Quirks are my slaves, I got other planets to plunder! *laughs*" - "Stars in Their Eyes" "You call that music? Stop that racket! I hate that music! I hate spaghetti! I hate Quirks! I hate those faucet freaks!" - "Stars in Their Eyes" "Alright! Which one of you messed up? Who ruined all my sneaky underhanded plans?" - "Jungle Fever" "Thank you, princess! You saved me all the trouble of hunting you down! You're so nice to me!" - "Jungle Fever" "The courage beyond compare, the bravery beyond description, I praise this great hero, the superior fiend... me. Koopa Khan the magnificent. If I didn't deserve this, I wouldn't give it to me." - "Brooklyn Bound" "Last one into the cave is a goodie-goodie!" - "Brooklyn Bound" "Goodbye, jerkos! And don't come back!" - "Brooklyn Bound" "Those annoying wrench-heads won’t ruin my evil plan! Prepare an ambush, Mouser! Make road pizzas out of them!" - "Toad Warriors" "These fireballs are fantastic! Think of the destruction; think of the wreckage; think of how much this'll lower my heating bill!" - "The Fire of Hercufleas" "Mouser! More marshmallows!" - "The Fire of Hercufleas" "Say ciao to your friends, Princess Toadstool. That's goodbye in Italian, because when you see 'em again, you'll be a tomato sauce sucking vampire, just like me! - "Count Koopula" "Fire a warning shot! ... On second thought, blow the plumber-boys and the Princess right off the boat!" - "Pirates of Koopa" "Listen up, you reptile retches! It's time to play 'Auction the Princess'! Do I hear one-thousand gold coins? Remember, the money goes to my favorite charity... Me." - "Pirates of Koopa "I'm rich! I'm filthy, stinkin', mouth-watering rich!" - "Pirates of Koopa" "Ga ga goo goo! Now you terrible tots will do all my chores, while I play!" - "Two Plumbers and a Baby" "Stop, or I'll tell on you!" - "Two Plumbers and a Baby" "I'll be back to get you! When I grow up!" - "Two Plumbers and a Baby" "Rotten reptiles! It's that pasta-eatin' plumber!" - "The Adventures of Sherlock Mario" "You don't scare me, you linguini-lickin' losers!" - "The Adventures of Sherlock Mario" "I'm gonna turn these two fat little plumbers into two flat little plumbers." - "Do You Princess Toadstool Take This Koopa...?" "Keep your crown on! You want people to think I'm marrying a nag?" - "Do You Princess Toadstool Take This Koopa...?" "Boogie with Koopa, you fungus brats! Boogie right into my double-dealing clutches! Gwa-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha! (playing flute)" - "The Pied Koopa" "Mouser, this is not a nursery school! This is an evil castle!" - "The Pied Koopa" "No one is that stupid!" - "Koopenstein" "Oh, goody-goody! The Tunnel of Doom! My favorite!" - "On Her Majesty's Sewer Service" "When I get my mitts on you, you're gonna be creamed, Mushroom!" - "Too Hot to Handle" "I'm always ready for sneaky badness!" - "Too Hot to Handle" "I love being rotten!" - "Too Hot to Handle" "Just because I said it doesn't mean I meant it!" - "Too Hot to Handle" "You mean I can't destroy the island? I hate those Marios! They always spoil my fun!" - "Too Hot to Handle" "You were hoodwinked by Hooded Robin! I'm gonna pluck that bird nerd wing from wing!" - "Hooded Robin and His Mario Men" "Kiss Koopa's feet and I'll gladly get rid of the sea monster for ya!" - "20,000 Koopas Under the Sea" "Let's ram 'em, slam 'em, and ruin their day!" - "20,000 Koopas Under the Sea" "Pesky persnickety plumbers! I wish they'd never been invented!" - "20,000 Koopas Under the Sea" "Mouser, if anything happens to the princess, I'll turn you into Swiss cheese!" - "Mighty McMario and the Pot of Gold" "Too late! His gorgeous self is here!" - "Mighty McMario and the Pot of Gold" "Run, you teensy tempura tasters! I'm gonna squash this city flatter than a tofu pancake!" - "Mario Meets Koop-zilla" "Scram, pests, or I'll call an exterminator!!" - "Mario Meets Koop-zilla" "'"Stand still so I can squash ya, you little vermin!" - "Mario Meets Koop-zilla" "Ba humkoop!" - "Koopa Klaus" "Plug your ears and watch your rears! We're goin' Bob-Omb bowlin'" - "The Unzappables" "Let's stash this cash and dash!" - "The Unzappables" "Gosh, this tyrant business is hard work! I'm too pooped to Koop! Think I'll take a Koopa catnap." - "The Ten Koopmandments" "Lousy lizards! This is enough to make a grown Koopa cry!" - "The Ten Koopmandments" "You call yourself an army, you miserable misfits? Why am I cursed with such incompetents?!" - "The Koopas Are Coming! The Koopas Are Coming!" "It's those dumber plumbers, the Mario Bros.!" - "The Trojan Koopa" "It's... it's... it's horrible! It's disgusting! It's me!" - "The Trojan Koopa" "And you're gonna spend the rest of your life digging for it! Hahahahaha!" - "The Great Gold Coin Rush" "More! I want more! More!" - "The Great Gold Coin Rush" "Make way for the big daddio, the headman, the new king of Sock Hop Land: Koopa, the Kool!" "Elvin Lives" "Come back here! We got a date for the prom!" "Elvin Lives" "No way, José! They'll never catch the Koopilac! I got dual carbs! I got four on the floor!" "Elvin Lives" "When you hurt Koopa's nose, you've blown it!" - "Plummers Academy" "In just a few minutes, the bidding for Princess Toadstool and her slimy friend Toad will begin! So drink up your Koopa Kola!" - "Karate Koopa" "Welcome aboard Air Albatoss. This is your Koopa speaking. This flight is non-stop 'til ya drop!" - "Mario of the Apes" "We're gonna celebrate the capture of those faucet freaks by letting me win a baseball game." - "Princess, I Shrunk the Mario Brothers" "Now is plumber squashing time!" - "Princess, I Shrunk the Mario Brothers" "OW! I hate plumbers! OW! I hate... OW! Why can't they pick on... OW! Someone their own size?" - "Princess, I Shrunk the Mario Brothers" "It makes me feel so warm, to be so cold!" - "Little Red Riding Princess" "I want that ranger in danger! Now!" - "The Provolone Ranger" "Koopa Court is now in session! Bailiff Mouser, read those phony charges you and I cooked up!" - "Escape from Koopatraz" "Congratulations! You've won a five-hundred year all-expense paid trip to Club Koopatraz!" - "Escape from Koopatraz" "It was so much fun being your crooked judge, I decided to become your cruel warden!" - "Escape from Koopatraz" "This better be a bad dream, plumber, 'cause if it's not, you're in deep fettuccine!" - "Escape from Koopatraz" "What the Koop are you talkin' about?" "Mario of the Deep" "You mean this is all?! There ain't enough gold here to bother Kooping about!" - "Mario of the Deep" "You Mario Bros. ruined my evil schemes, so I'm gonna ruin the burg that you love best!" - "Flatbush Koopa" "Hold your applause! I know it's a genius idea, but I have them all the time!" - "Flatbush Koopa" "Fan-kooping-tastic, it worked!" - "Raiders of the Lost Mushroom" "I love Down Under Land! It's where Mario Bros. went down- and under!" - "Crocodile Mario" "Go to Warp 10, Mouser!" "Star Koopa" "If you want something wrong done right, you gotta wrong-do it yourself!" - "Star Koopa" "I am the mighty Robo Koopa! Half Koopa, half machine. Built for destruction! And I'm gonna destroy you miserable little meddlers! (fiddles on his control panel) Drat! Where is that 'destroy-you-miserable-little-meddlers' button!" - "Robo Koopa" "The fun's not over yet! I've got Super-vision; Super-hearing; Super-strength; And yes, even... Super-toes!" - "Robo Koopa". "If it isn't... Robo-Rooter!" - "Robo Koopa".Toad"Hey! Let me go!" -'"The Bird! The Bird!" "I'm warning you, I get airsick. Heeeelp!" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "What're ya trying' to do, ya wacko bird, drown me?" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "Mommy? You're not my mommy!" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "I can't be your little Cheepy, lady! I don't have wings! Look! No wings, no feathers. I'm just a mushroom that can't stand heights!" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "Flyin' lessons!? Are you outta your mind!?" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "The least that featherbrain could've done was lend me a parachute. Hey! That's it! A parachute!" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "Hey! It's me! I mean, him! It's little Cheepy! The Birdo's real lost baby!" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "Oh no! I'm not going back up there! Never!" -"The Bird! The Bird!" "When I get my hands on that King Koopa, I'll fix his wagon!" - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "I'm no frog. I can't even swim." - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "Bombs awaaaaaaaaaaaayyy!!" - "Butch Mario & the Luigi Kid" "What did you tell him?" - "Mario's Magic Carpet" "Who did you expect? Pee-wee Herman?" - "Rolling Down the River" "Looks like you guys saved the day again! Almost." - "Rolling Down the River" "By the power of the shining star, I am the...Toad Warrior!"-Toad Warriors "Hey, man, I’m the Fantastic Fungus! The supercharged Mushroom of Might! I’m the Toad Warrior!" - "Toad Warriors" "Give me five. NO! Give me five bomb plants!" - "Toad Warriors" "Whoever slows down first, loses!" - "Toad Warriors" "Whoa! No more Toad Warrior!" (After turning back to normal) - "Toad Warriors" "Y'all made it!" - "Toad Warriors" "You blew that one, Koopa Stoopa!" - "Pirates of Koopa" "Some Mushroom Retainer I turned out to be... I was so close! I couldn't save her..." - "The Trojan Koopa" "Naughty turtle, you've been hittin' the sauce again, well, have some more!" - "Count Koopula" "Let's make like eggs and SCRAMBLE!!!" - "Mario of the Deep" "So much for hope." - "Stars in Their Eyes" "Don't do it, Princess! Don't marry Koopa! I'd rather be a rock!" - "Do You Princess Toadstool Take This Koopa...?" "Koopa you stoopa! Watch it with the Bob-Ombs!" - "The Great Gold Coin Rush" "By order of his most royal repulsiveness, the reptile Sheriff of Koopingham! The castle road shall require a toll! In the amount of: One wagon full of gold coins!" - "Hooded Robin and His Mario Men"Princess Toadstool" “Milled uranium ore—U3O8 or "yellowcake"—is dissolved in nitric acid, yielding a solution of uranyl nitrate UO2(NO3)2. Pure uranyl nitrate is obtained by solvent extraction, then treated with ammonia to produce ammonium diuranate ("ADU", (NH4)2U2O7). Reduction with hydrogen gives UO2, which is converted with hydrofluoric acid (HF) to uranium tetrafluoride, UF4. Oxidation with fluorine yields UF6." - "The Bird! The Bird!" "Look! The Birdo took Toad to the highest peak! Please, Mario! Toad saved my life a hundred times! We've got to save his!" - "The Bird! The Bird!" "(*Teary eyed*) Goodbye Mario, goodbye Luigi." (About to watch Mario and Luigi leave) - "Brooklyn Bound" "Mario! {Kisses him} Luigi! {Kisses him} You came back!" (After being rescued from Koopa and realizing that the brothers went back for her and Toad) - "Brooklyn Bound" "Oh, dear. I think he wants Toad for an appetizer." - "Crocodile Mario" "(*sobs*) I always cry at weddings!" - "Mario and Joliet" "What was that about pancakes and maple syrup?" - "Quest for Pizza"

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Tortured Souls. (9)

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader.

Warnings: Mention of sex, language.

Word Count: 3,544

The prior days were amazing.

The cliche love story was happening and everything was calm and serene.

Yet you were still worried about the crimes so you tried to call your friends seeking for new information,

Fury said it was better to wait a few days, before going back home. Just to have the opportunity to intercept another video or phone call by Artem or “you”.

Bucky made sure you were happy and treated you like a princess.

You two spent days doing nothing and everything all together. In one moment you two were taking care of the animals giving Jordan some free time, and on the other inside the house dancing, relaxing, training to make sure both bodies burned some steam without training or having sex.

Along with the worry about Artem you were also worried about Tony's reaction, he surely wouldn’t take well you being with Bucky. And you couldn’t blame him, Bucky was a victim and used as a marionette to commit murder, yes, but you wouldn’t act differently if he had killed your parents. Well, that if you had lovely parents.

Nor Tony or Fury appeared again, the only visitor you had was Thor apologizing saying he had a big problem to deal with in Asgard and you couldn’t make him stay, it was his kingdom after all.

He apologized like he was really sad he couldn’t help you, but he would keep an eye.

You just hugged the tall god and said it wasn’t a problem and everything was okay, you wished him luck on his issue and he smiled seeing you actually taking the information well, he nodded his head to Bucky saying for him take care of you, Bucky agreed with a smile and Thor summoned some lightning leaving the place and a black circle with runes around the floor in the process.

After dawn, you were in the pool with Bucky, swimming and talking, when your phone rang.

You ran to its reach and saw Clint's name on the screen, Clint said he found another video coming from an old Stark Industry where two men were discussing over the phone and the voice on it belonged to Artem. He told you he wouldn’t tell Everett because it would be better to make sure if anyone was compromised inside the SHIELD they wouldn’t know.

You thanked him, and walked back to the pool. Sitting on the floor and placing your legs in the water, Buck swam to your reach and asked what was wrong.

"Clint intercepted a call and he saw two men talking in an old industry of Tony, and... and hopefully that story will end soon."

Buck looked confused. "And that is a good thing right?"

"It is, but, I don't know what will happen when we get back home."

His eyes filled with understanding, he knew you meant not only to whole Artem thing, but your relationship with him.

"It will be okay." He gave you a smile and you held his hand giving a kiss on his palm. You entered the pool again and swam until you got tired enough to sleep.

…

Fury gave you the green signal to go back to New York.

Steve came with the quinjet to pick you and Bucky, and while leaving, you gave the house a second look memorizing the amazing moments you spent there in the last days with Bucky.

You said goodbye to Jordan, his father and brother. And took care of the animals for the last time, the dogs almost felt like you were leaving, their eyes were sad.

Bucky and Jordan said goodbye as well, somehow both got real friendly with each other and you felt good about it, Bucky wasn’t the type of making friends easily, he ended up being yours and the rest of the Compound because of the routine, but if it wasn’t the living together situation, surely he would only be Steve’s friend.

So it was nice seeing him speaking with someone new. Someone... normal.

Steve landed the quinjet and the intensity of the turbines caused a massive wind swinging in the trees in the process.

Steve smiled and came to hug you, you surely missed your dear friend, he hugged Bucky as well and looked at you like he knew something you didn’t. You hadn’t said any intimate detail to Steve, just a text when he asked how things were going and you answered. ’Pretty good, we are okay.’

Although you have no idea if Bucky texted him or called, either way, the priority was going back home, grab some evidence and head to Washington to SHIELD and finish the whole soap opera drama.

In the Compound you were smiling seeing the big place up while the jet was still in the clouds, Wanda and Sam were in the hangar and you ran to their reach.

Steve didn’t even fully land the quinjet when you jumped out of it and ran to your friend’s approach, you hugged Sam almost knocking him to his ass. “I missed you guys so much! How are you? Any news?” You asked excitedly and sensed Steve and Bucky walking past you carrying the bags you and Bucky had taken to the house.

Sam opened his mouth and something told you he was going to say something about your situation, but it wasn’t that you wanted to know, not yet. “Please news about you guys, I feel terrible for running away and leaving the mess for you guys deal with, please feel free to curse me.” You laughed and Wanda hugged you, it wasn’t the same thing without you in the Compound.

“Actually everything is okay, no news I guess,” Sam said.

You nodded and walked inside happy to be home.

You texted Tony, Clint, and Fury saying you got back into the City and were in the Compound.

Tony texted saying he was in the physiotherapy with Rhodey and he would head there at the moment the session finished, and Clint texted you back saying he went home to spend a few days with his family but he would be back in a couple of days.

You went to your room and saw your personal belongings there, you tried to not get much hold in objects but a few things that adorned the place always brought you good memories, you opened the safe box you had under your closet and saw a few things around.

Inside had the picture of you and Tony back in 2008, the first picture together, a drawing Steve made years back which you adored so he gave it to you.

And then you saw your favorite creation over the years, the perfect replica of a lightsaber, you grabbed the thing clicking on the button making the hot light appears.

You loved Star Wars and one day you were in Tony’s lab helping him with the suits and you saw how his repulsor held energy, you tried to make a lightsaber and with the help of Tony -and at least twenty fails- you two created the perfect Anakin’s lightsaber the world could ever dream off.

As the repulsors of the suit’s, you made the unit connected through Tony’s Arc Reactor so the plasma blade could be powered just like in the movies. You used some material that conducts energy, like an electrostaff, Z6 riot control baton, and some rare metals that could be considered as the kyber crystals, the junction of the materials concentrated the reactor’s energy in a unique manner resonating with it. You thought of doing one like Kylo’s since the last movie was released -and his lightsaber was pretty awesome- but Tony said it would be unnecessary which was true.

You couldn’t go on a mission with a lightsaber and cut people’s hands and necks with it, too many politicians laws around the missions protocols, so the thing was almost... a toy.

A deadly one as that.

Someone knocked on the door and you looked at Bucky, he saw the dangerous weapon in your hand and remembered when you made him watch the whole saga. “I still can’t believe you made one of these.”

“Well, nothing is impossible.” You replied and he sat beside you on the floor, he looked at the picture and sighed almost soundless, you knew what he was anxious about, Tony would never allow the two of you together.

Bucky knew you could not keep a secret from Tony so it was just a matter of time. “Don’t worry, we don’t have to tell him yet.”

He propped his arm encompassing your shoulder and kissed your hairline retaining you adjacent his chest, you kept looking at the things.

Bucky wondered about your words previously, the words that explained you were scared that you two were just some ‘vacation thing’ that in real life you two would go in separate ways and ignore each other again like in the day you get hurt on a mission.

“Tony is here." Sam yelled from the halls and stepped into your quarters seeing you and Bucky snuggled. “I knew it!” He shouted with an ear to ear smile.

You smiled at his reaction. “Okay okay but spare Tony’s anxiety a few more please, let’s fix this whole Artem thing first and then we tell him.” You kissed Bucky’s cheek, making the tough big super soldier blush, and stood up storing your things inside the safe box. “Let’s go.”

Bucky stood at your room, he couldn’t see Tony so he would hide until he left.

Tony was wearing one of his expensive suits you wondered where he was earlier. “Finally!” Tony said and hugged you. “I can’t wait to kill the bastard and have you back home again.” You lived in the Compound but also in the houses around the world, and when Tony needed some time to breathe you always went with him. So ’home’ meant whenever he was.

“It’s good to see you. Tell me how is Rhodey?”

“He is okay, doing well… but he won’t be able to walk alone ever again, just with the midsection part of the suit we created for him.” You could sense Sam tensing in the corner of your eyes, the poor man blamed himself for Rhodey’s paraplegia, but it was just an unfortunate accident. “Fury told me you two fixed everything, I’m glad he finally realized.” He let an exaggerated sigh of relief.

You smirked. “Yeah, me too. But okay, what do we do now?” You wanted to take your gear or maybe one of the Iron Man’s suits designed for you and end it all.

“Calm down Butch Cassidy, can we spend some peaceful moment for now?”

“No.” You answered immediately and Sam chuckled. “I just want to finish this.”

“Trust me kid, me too,” Tony said. “But we can't go look for them and finish it all we can’t go all Peter on them.”

You looked at him surprised and confused, “Peter? As Peter Parker?” He nodded and shook his head biting his tongue surely regretting his words. “What Peter had to do with all of this?"

“He might or might not have gone after Artem and spoke with him.” Tony replied staring downward, you kept quiet and he looked at you and scoffed. “I got mad too okay?! But I wasn’t the one told him.” He looked to his right seeing Sam.

You followed Tony’s gaze and shouted at Sam, who had a very guilty face. “You told Peter?”

“Okay calm down, he saw in the news and came here looking for you. I didn’t actually tell him anything.”

It was true, the boy had seen the news on the TV and got crazy worried about you. “Okay it makes sense, but what do you mean he talked with Artem? When had that happened? Artem hurt him?”

“No and no. Don’t worry, he is okay.” Tony replied.

Sam shook his head. “Apparently the kid saw his face in the news and started webbing around the town searching him, he found him talking with other two men and a blond woman.”

“Blond? Maybe it was the bitch that is pretending to be me.”

“Probably,” Tony answered but saw how your face lightened up probably planning to call Peter and grab the information. “Calm down.” He warned.

You sighed in frustration. “Come on I need to fix this! I love you all but I hate feeling like people are doing things for me, please please let me fix this.” You stated.

Tony nodded but sucked his upper lip. “Tomorrow. Tomorrow we call Fury and plan an attack. But now let’s eat something and talk.” He said and invited Sam too.

You waited for Tony to walk a few steps ahead and looked at Sam silently imploring him to not let any sort of information related to Bucky escape.

Bucky.

The man was in your room looking at the cozy place that screamed your name in every aspect. Steve walked in and saw the worry on his friend’s face. “What happened in Oregon?” He asked fully aware something had occurred, crossing his arms and giving the known look.

Bucky chuckled and looked down before darting his eyes at Steve. “What I ever wanted.”

Steve smiled knowing you two would take care of each other, but Bucky’s face remained sad. “What is the matter then?”

“I don’t deserve her Steve. I feel like she is pitying me.”

“Y/N? I’m sure she would never pity you especially like that.” He answered but Bucky didn’t show a reaction, just quietness, and gazes over the room. “I know you worry about our friendship, that I expect you to be the same Bucky of the 40’s and not the Bucky of now.” Bucky stood silent, it was truly what he feared, that Steve wouldn’t like the new Bucky, just the remembrance of the old one that died the moment he fell off the train's wagon. “But you’re my best friend. You were the friend of the skinny troublemaker Steve Rogers and of the Captain America. We both changed Buck, but we are still friends and we always will be.” He sincerely said and Bucky smiled at him. The words held a giant meaning for him.

“She told you that right?” It would surely be one assumption of yours.

“A time ago yes, I just didn’t know what to say.” Steve replied honestly. “What I’m trying to say its that she really likes you and I know you feel the same way. If the hidden on her house made it real then make sure it won’t end, I know Y/N from years now, and I know she doesn’t let people in, and if she let you in making sure to take good care of her.” Steve gave him the speech.

Bucky would surely take care of you, he would do anything to keep you safe. And leaving, was one of them. “What about Tony?”

“Give him time.” Steve answered and both walked out of the place to spare and train. Nothing like two supersoldiers fighting to get a good amount of endorphin.

Y/N.

The following day you received a message from Clint ordering you to wait for him come back before you tried anything, you asked if Tony had said something and his answer was ‘No, I just really know you.’

So you waited for him and made strategies over your head while tried to spend some time with your beloved friends.

You kept the video Clint had tracked and followed his instructions. You thought about the possibility of having an ear-bug in the Compound and someone listening what was happening, at least you wanted to believe that was the explanation and not that someone close to you was betraying you so wickedly.

When Clint arrived you two met out of the Compound or any other place someone would presume, Bucky was confused why you left the bed so early but you just said you needed some time and asked him to trust you.

You texted Tony saying you would hang out with Bucky so in that way he wouldn’t come and worry about your whereabouts.

Clint met you on a bench in the central park, that way you two could blend into the crowd and make sure no one else was listening or watching. You wearing jeans, black t-shirt, white converse and a baseball team hat. He was wearing sunglasses and a walking stick trying to pass himself as a blind man.

You two made sure the place was safe and started to talk. Clint smiled at you and you wondered what he was thinking about. “I missed you, the kids do too.”

“I missed you too, man.“ You replied truthfully, Clint was a good friend and a great partner on missions. “I hate that I ran off and let all the stress to you guys, is not you guy’s responsibility to protect me.“ When Steve and Tony told you it was better to hide and let Artem show his face again you grew mad because it wasn’t fair letting people clean up your mess, but you did so and gladly Steve was right after all.

“We are family, of course it’s. But let’s talk about strategies. Me and Sam have been tracking some cameras and keeping an eye on anything that could lead us to Artem or the fake you. The video I sent you gave me a lead. Sam was busy with Steve so I made sure no one else knew about that.”

“I believe someone planted a bug inside the Compound, I mean I rather believe that than consider one of you guys are betraying me.” You sighed.

“I would prefer too kid, but try not to get your expectations up. It will hurt, yes, but let’s keep our heads up.” He said calmly.

Clint was a grown man that lived great adventures over the years of his life, but could he be the one behind all of this? You shook your head and blinked trying to erase those thoughts. “My plan is, we prepare and go to that place and analyze their agents and if Artem is there.”

A dog passed by you and you caressed the big animal, Clint smiled and the girl asked if you two had any, assuming you were a couple. “Yeah, she chooses the dog, of course, but he is the best creature, he actually it’s a great guide when I need him;” Clint said and the girl believed completely he was a visually impaired, you two smiled and saw the girl leaving, the people around were busy with their own worlds and with that addition you and Clint made the best cover.

“Do you know where is Nat?”

“She and Bruce traveled somewhere, I truly don’t know where. Why? Do you think she is the one behind it?” He asked not fully blaming you for assuming things, after all, it could be anyone.

You took a deep breath. “I choose not too, but there is a chance. Peter said a blond woman was talking with Artem but… I don’t know.” The woman was surely wearing a Y/H/C wig on the footage, it wouldn’t be hard to buy a blond one.

“I don’t believe she would do so Y/N. But whoever it’s we will make sure will pay for all of this.” He promised.

A smile adorned your features, your friends were surely the bests. “Thank you, friend. So, you said the place was an old Stark factory?”

“Do you remember when Tony shut down a lot of fabrics around the world?! So that one is located in Greenbelt-Maryland close to-”

“To Washington.” You replied by cutting his words. “So he is not only here but in Maryland too… Actually, it makes sense, if someone of SHIELD is working with him it makes complete sense, but why is he here too?”

He shrugged. “To make people believe you’re actually behind this? To privately attack us.” He suggested, but he knew what you were thinking. “Or because someone from here is doing so.”

You laughed in mockery, you were so tired of all the mess. “You know what Clint? Let’s invade that place and travel to Maryland if necessary. I won’t let some stupid guy and some crazy bitch screw my life. I’m scared of who is behind all of this? Maybe. But I can’t live with that doubt anymore. I won’t.”

Clint closed his eyes and nodded positively. “Yes! That is what I like to hear! So what do we do first?”

You looked at the green place surrounding you two and glanced at him with a smile. “We attack the old factory.”

…

Sorry if the allusion of the lightsaber wasn’t something you related to, ignore it if you want. And to anyone who liked please agree with me that Tony is completely capable to create one. Thank you for reading and leave a comment if you fancy. ^^

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky x reader #bucky x me

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whoareyouandwhyshouldicare · 5 years ago

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To all my fellow LoVe shippers who are feeling down I have one thing to say.

I can’t make the last 8 minute of season 4 disappear but I can recommend some really great LoVe fanfiction that will make you feel at least a little bit better. So without further ado here are a few of my favorite LoVe fics!

A Hard Habit to Break by mskatej Nothing gets Veronica over her failed relationships better than Logan Echolls.

...And Long For You by AbsolutelyIris It was moments like those Veronica wished she could be like Lilly- storm into his house and curse and yell and damn him to hell before demanding he fuck her...and like with Lilly, he would gladly, if reluctantly, do so.

“Any Love Is Good Love, Baby” by wily_one24 Apparently, Hollywood was wrong, the devil did not wear Prada, the devil wore butch black boots and tiny little skirts.

The Best (and Only) Kept Secret in Neptune by vixleonard Even when they hated each other, Logan and Veronica just couldn't stay away from each other.

The Burdened Vessel by vixleonard Veronica needs a favor only Logan can help her with.

Every Belt That Ever Hit Someone (Is Still Made to Hold Something Up) by igrockspock Logan doesn't get any votes for Most Changed at the ten-year reunion, which is bullshit when you think about it. In the past ten years, everything in his life has changed. He's joined the Navy, dated a pop star, and figured out that Dick Casablancas can occasionally behave like a real human being. Only one thing hasn't changed: he's still in love with Veronica Mars. Oh, and he's suspected of murdering his girlfriend.

"Fear and Loathing in Neptune" by wily_one24 Veronica Mars was going to get herself laid. Series Part 1 of Any Love

A Fine and Endless Cycle by kartography A freshman year at Hearst and the cyclical nature of love

Fireworks by AliLamba Veronica is technically not a virgin, and awkward results ensue. An AU version of LoVe's first time.

For the Sake of a Friend by jacedesbff What if Logan and Veronica were involved in a secret relationship throughout the events of Season 1?

The Game of Trust by Kantayra of Yore (Kantayra) This time Veronica really did trust him, and she knew how to prove it...

Getcha, Getcha, Getcha, Getcha by Kantayra of Yore (Kantayra) Veronica and Logan prank each other. Really, it's shameless the way they flirt...

Give Me The Ocean by scandalpants Post Season 3 AU. Veronica decides what she really wants. Spoiler: it's not Piz.

Home Is Where The Heart Is by: lv63 AU preseries and forward, begins in season 1. this story is all about veronica and her friends. angst, mystery, humor and romance, LoVe and MaDi. summary in prologue.

I Hate You Because by: SilverLining2k6 Mid 1X3 - Meet John Smith. Logan, Veronica, a pool, snark, and a made up drinking game.

i knew you were trouble when you walked in by youcallitwinter And, it's just— Logan had always been her intense high-school romance, sure. But she had, somewhere along the way, in some secret corner of her mind, convinced herself that was all he was; a high-school romance. Explosive, powerful, passionate, and bound to burn itself out eventually

(Im)Perfection by AbsolutelyIris The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing.

In a World by: my shangri-la A/U! Exploring the 'what ifs' that could have happened if Lilly Kane hadn't been murdered, and her secrets – and others – had come out anyway. Pairings: Lilly/Logan, past Duncan/Veronica, eventual Logan/Veronica. (Story begins with Lilly as a senior, the rest are juniors.)

In the kind of world where we belong by Anonymous There was always something missing. A Lilly Kane sized hole in both their hearts. Instead of going to see Aaron Echolls on October 3rd Lilly decides to comfort a friend and their lives change forever.A very smutty OT3 take on what might have happened if Lilly had lived.

Kid Things by sowell 5 years after graduation, Logan comes back to Neptune to ask Veronica for help.

King of Mars by: HGRising AU. In which everyone has a story to tell but not everyone gets the chance. And, things make more sense from a different perspective. Ever wonder why Veronica Mars was Lilly Kane's best friend? There's redemption for some and condemnation for others when the secrets come out. And everyone's got a good one.

Landmine by AbsolutelyIris It needed to be forgotten, and quick.

The Long Way Home by AbsolutelyIris "We should take the long way home."

Matching Pink Bikinis by Anonymous Veronica and Lilly wear matching pink bikinis to Logan's for a pool day. This is pure threesome smut, folks.

Pink Lemonade (Logan/Veronica/Lilly) On a trip to Honolulu, Lilly manages to bring Veronica out of her pink, frosty shell. Spoilers/Warnings: This is a threesome fic and therefore includes some femslash.

Playing Hide and Seek With the Truth by: jenwin23 Continuation of the Truth series. The kids go back to school. Old issues remain while more secrets will be revealed, relationships will change and lives will crumble.

The Real Thing by: Josielynn AU. Logan and Lilly are off again/on again. Duncan is dating Meg. Veronica was never friends with Lilly. Logan sees Veronica in her soccer uniform and wants to date her.

Scotch on the Rocks (A FanFic Tribute) by kmd0107 A long time ago...there was an incredibly hot LoVeLy trilogy fic (Pink Lemonade & Sex on the Beach) started over on Live Journal that never got its third part. This is a tribute to what that might have been. Logan POV of the evolving sexual and emotional relationship between himself, Veronica, and Lilly.

Scourging Fire, Blazing Soul by Nerdyesque What if Veronica didn't grow up with the 09ers, but came into their lives prior to Lilly's death? How would her presence affect Duncan, Lilly, Logan, the Kanes, and the Echolls? Also, who is Veronica without Keith Mars' loving protection?

Sex on the Beach (Logan/Veronica/Lilly) NC-17 Lilly's chapter in my Drinks Series. Nobody wants to talk about what happened in Hawaii, and it's driving Lilly crazy. How could she possibly make what happened less awkward? By making it happen again, of course!

Some Truths Hurt by: jenwin23 Jumping off point: V gets Duncan's journal in Echolls' Family Xmas. AU from there but many canon events happen too. All characters in the VM-verse make an appearance, but it is a LoVe story. In script format-but give it a try, it's well written.

The Third Kane by: Mac-alicious Lilly, Duncan and Veronica Kane rule the social scene in Neptune. The three are loyal and inseparable. They once believed there was nothing that could come between them. They didn't count on Logan Echolls.

Time, Make It Go Faster Or Just Rewind by kmd0107 Logan being ‘the real-Logan’ is so familiar that she almost can’t help but give in to it, even if it’s just a one night pass. She’ll embrace this moment out of time and the walls and armor can go back up tomorrow.AU from 1x4 Wrath of Con

Truths Too Big to be Told by: jenwin23 Sequel to Some Truths Hurt. It's summer time and more than the weather is hot. Neptune is embroiled in class warfare, Veronica is looking into the mystery of another dead girl, the fallout from Lilly's case continues, and more secrets will be revealed.

I’m also throwing in some of my favorite MaDi (Mac and Dick) fics because Dick needs a hug too.

The ABCs of Mac and Dick by: jenwin23 The ABC challenge with Mac and Dick. Created for Madi lover at VM Santa 2010 at livejournal. Cross-posted. In letter order, not in chronological order.

Bodycount by: BIFF1 Cassidy and Mac meet a little earlier and a little blood-lust gives him an entirely different problem when it comes to forming a real relationship with Mac. AU with MAJOR season two SPOILERS! Mac/Cass, Mac/Dick, Mac/Cass/Dick

Casablancas Kryptonite By: BIFF1 "You just don't get it. She's like kryptonite or something." Dick looked at his brother and thought about those blue eyes that cut and the way her mouth twisted around insults. Yeah maybe she was kyptonite. Casablancas kyptonite because isn't he just as weak.

Casual? By: BIFF1 It's just sex. Casual sex. no attachments, just good hot sex. But that was the summer and now school is about to start up again and Veronica's back from Virginia and can tell that something is up. They can stop, no problem...

The Charm Bracelet by: DalWriter Future Fic. Who Knew Prince Charming Would be Dick Casablancas? Mac reminisces as she looks at a charm bracelet Dick gave her.

Commitment Buffers by: BIFF1 Dick and Mac live with Logan and Veronica in their attempt to have some sort of commitment buffer between them. Only problem with the arrangement is that Mac and Dick tolerate each other at best which is a big improvement as far as their concerned. However living in such close quarters may prove difficult when it becomes obvious that they may actually sort of like each other.

Dark Day by: BIFF1 It's Cassidy Casablancas' birthday and the two people closest to him are falling apart. She just wants to hide away from the world for the rest of the week, just drink and cry and be with someone who gets it and no one gets it more than Dick. Not as angsty as it sounds, promise. Now complete with happy ending!

Electrify by: BIFF1 A guilt trip from Logan has landed Dick in a crowded tent with Mac. With a lightening storm raging outside he can't sleep and it appears neither can she.

Rendezvous by: BIFF1 A collection of one-shots. In which Dick and Mac are forced together by fate or friends and hook up. Because I apparently really like writing them hooking up.

Secret Santa By: BIFF1 Saw this homemade sweater from hell prompt from VMficRec. It's a November challenge but I couldn't help myself. Just some fun when Mac pulls Dick's name for Secret Santa. She figures a six pack and porn until he makes a big deal about not wanting anything handmade. She can't really help herself, she spends the month knitting Dick a sweater.

#veronica mars #LoVe #Logan Echolls #logan x veronica #fanfiction #fan fiction #season 4 fix it #veronica mars fanfiction #fanfic #logan deserved better

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aclosetfan · 4 years ago

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“It’s just so difficult. Everytime we face him and his brothers, it’s a grueling battle of wits.” Blossom sighed, dunking her tea bag into her mug, “I don’t know how much more I can take sometimes.”

Bubbles frowned and really looked at her sister. It was a rare thing to hear her admit. Placing a hand on Blossom’s, she tried smiling, “Blossom, he’s nothing more than just a another bad guy. We’ll figure out how to defeat him. All three of them! We can’t give up hope yet!”

Blossom glared at her mug, and Bubbles bit back a sigh. It wasn’t like Bubbles didn’t love being there for her sisters. She wanted them to come to her for every problem. But Blossom had been sulking about their last fight for a week, and, frankly, Bubbles was getting a little worn down hearing how powerful, and almighty, and impossible her sister’s counterpart was. Blossom obviously didn’t want any advice; she didn’t want her problems solved or thought out. No, Bloss just wanted to...gab and complain in an effort to drown in her sorrows. And Bubbles was the one (always the one) to hear it.

Brick had apparently outsmarted her in a...puzzle? Bubbles didn’t really know exactly. Her eyes had glazed over by the time Blossom had finally gotten around to explaining what the actual issue was. She would have probably paid better attention if Brick had actually been flirting with Blossom. Who knew though, maybe he was in his own special nerdy way, but Bubbles certainly couldn’t parse out anything romantic about the interaction. Knowing the two of them though, Brick’s offense was more likely akin to some odd riddle or clever word play as the two were oftened engaged in doing, instead of physically fighting.

Of course, her and Buttercup had walked away with bruises galore because their counterparts had no need for idle chit-chat, but Bubbles pushed that small annoyance down, down, down. It was getting harder and harder though to shove the idea away. Because if Blossom and Brick one day decided to keep the word play consice and to the point, maybe, just maybe, the fights with the boys would be quicker, and her and Buttercup wouldn’t be so...on the brink of death all the time?

“Ease for you to say!” Blossom finally snorted and Bubbles eyebrows shot up—had she said any of that outloud?

“S-sorry, what?” Bubbles stuttered out, trying not to meet Blossom’s eyes. Guilt flared in her chest. She hadn’t meant to be mean. It was just that when Blossom and Brick got going, Boomer and Butch had more time to fight.

“Defeating Brick is impossible!” Blossom huffed and Bubbles realized, after a moment, that Blossom was referring to her pep talk and not her inner monologue. A small relief in some ways, a bit disappointing in others.

“That’s not true, Blossom.” She countered, “Everyone has a weak spot. You know, I’ve been thinking, we get more flies with honey, right? I think there’s still hope for the three of them, if we just kill’em with kindness!”

Blossom stared at her for a moment, her eyes turning into icy stone, “Brick isn’t Boomer, Bubbles.”

Bubbles couldn’t stop herself from bristling, “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Kindness won’t work with him, like it may with Boomer—” She spat and Bubbles raised a finger to protest because kindness didn’t work on Boomer. He just laughed and continued to push her into the concrete, or the brick wall, or whatever he had her pinned down on as she expressed a desire for his betterment. He’d press against her in funny little ways and say odd little things hotly against her ear like good boys can’t do this, though, can they? And, embarrassingly, while Bubbles would rapidly and outwardly disagree with his actions, a hot kernel of something would explode inside of her that, as of late, made her and Boomer’s fights very concerning.

A kind of concerning that she was desperately trying to ignore. But Blossom didn’t know that. Blossom never asked about her or Boomer. She hardly even asked about Butch and Buttercup, and those fights worried Bubbles more then her own.

And Blossom didn’t allow Bubbles to express this once again, as she ignored her hesitant finger of protest.

“—Brick is a challenge—” Blossom explained in a way that implied Boomer was not, “His intellect is no joke.”

Bubbles could feel her cheeks reddening. While she loathed the idea that she felt the urge to jump to Boomer’s defense so quickly, it felt like he wasn’t the only one being insulted at that moment. Boomer wasn’t the smartest, sure, but he talked in ways Brick could never. She had never seen another villian threaten a citizen’s life so easily and then walk away with their number in hand, like Boomer could, in her life. He was dastardly charming. Truly the young man the Professor had warned them about. Hearts were just play things to him. She knew it. He knew it. He knew she knew it. Everyone knew it. And no one but her seemed to care.

“—honestly, you two should count yourselves lucky. I’m the one stuck fighting the toughest of the brothers everytime!” Blossom ranted on and all her thoughts of Boomer instantly dissipated. She regarded her sister and the ridiculous comment for a moment before something clicked in her head.

Because, oh, everything made sense now! All her building anger was for nothing! Blossom had just been joking!

“Yeah, right, Brick’s the toughest!” She giggled along, “You had me going there for a second Blossy! You need to work on your set-up, I thought you were being serious!”

This time Blossom bristled, “I am being serious.”

Her giggling died and she blinked, “Wait, what?”

“Brick is the toughest out of the three of them. The way he thinks, the way he fights...it’s pure precision! ‘Killing him with kindness’—” Blossom finger-quoted “—won’t work.”

Bubbles continued to blink. Her eyebrows furrowed and her lips pursed as she thought it over, and then she shook her head in disagreement, “No he’s not.”

“I’m sorry?”

“Brick’s not the toughest fighter.”

Blossom rolled her eyes, “Obviously, I’m not counting Buttercup. Just out of the three of—”

“Yeah, out of the three of them he’s not the toughest. It’s Butch, duh.”

“Well, he’s strong,” Blossom conceded, “but—”

The ugly feeling from before flared in her again.

“But nothing! He’s Buttercup’s counterpart! By default that makes him the toughest!” She argued, interrupting Blossom.

“Muscle mass doesn’t make you the toughest.” Blossom sighed, rolling her eyes again, like she was the one acting ridiculous! Like she was the one elevating her dumb counterpart to the level of an undefeatable god!

“Blossom! Seriously?” She gapped, “you haven’t fought him like I have—like Buttercup does! He’s the toughest. No talk, just do with him. He doesn’t let you breathe, he doesn’t give you an edge, he draws a line in the sand and he’d be damned if you pass it!”

“Brute force, brute strength does not make you the most skilled—”

“Oh my gosh! You can not be serious right now!” Her voice going a smidge shrill, “You cannot seriously think Brick—Blossom! Yes! Butch has that brute force, but Butch is skilled. He doesn’t have to overthink like you and Brick. He has a goal, he accomplishes that goal, there’s no persuading him.”

Blossom opened her mouth to respond, but Bubbles couldn’t stop herself and kept going.

“Like sure, sure!” She conceded, “He’s not playing mental chess with you but that’s because in his mind he’s already won! You’re just in the way! He’s—he’s feral! He fights to win! He—Buttercup!” She called out.

“Yo!” Buttercup called back from somewhere in the house, “Sup?”

“Who’s the toughest brother out of the rowdyruffs to fight?”

There was pregnant pause before Buttercup asked back, “Is this like a trick question or something?”

“Blossom thinks it’s Brick!”

Another pause before Buttercup’s laughter shook the house.

“That twig!” She cried back, “That’s amazing! Good one, Bloss!”

She stared Blossom down across the table and called back to Buttercup, “How’d your last fight with Butch go again, BC?”

Her sister’s laughter died down and she could hear her hum in thought, “Well, I mean, the left side of my rib cage was completely shattered and I pissed blood for about five days, but all in all, I’d say pretty average!”

“Did our favorite green bean let you talk him down?”

Buttercup’s laughter rang through the house again. She was in a good mood.

“Butch? No!” Buttercup snorted, “I couldn’t get a word in edge wise. He couldn’t either. Sort of be distressing if he had, though, given the fact that I broke his jaw! You should have seen how pissed he got!” Buttercup exclaimed, “Right before he killed my ribs.”

Blossom winced, but Buttercup either couldn’t hear it or didn’t bother to pay attention to it as she kept babbling on. The last fight they had with the boys certainly did do a pretty number on their sister, at least Bubbles was comforted by the fact that Blossom would readily agree to that much.

“Oh, well,” Buttercup chirped from the other room, “not the most harrowing victory for side of good, but I’ll get’em next time! Going to break his shins! Can’t kick with no shins!”

Blossom’s frown intensified. She wasn’t one for unnecessary violence. An irony not lost on Bubbles.

“Gotta be quick though!” Buttercup continued out loud, but mostly for her own benefit, “Last time I tried, I lost an arm!” There was a deep sigh and Buttercup spoke up again with a groan, “Wish I knew what was going on in that head of his. Make everything easier!”

“Like remember—” Buttercup continued exceeding her word limit for the day, but talking through a good fight was one of her favorite pastimes “—that one time when I thought he was going for throat, but he dropped last minute and got my knee! What was with that? It opened up his back though, so I was able to—”

Bubbles tuned Buttercup out and turned back to Blossom, “Jeez, Blossy! When was the last time Brick made you piss blood again?

Blossom gave her the driest of looks, “I think you’ve made your point.”

Bubbles shrugged and giggled, “Hey, maybe next time you can fight Butch and give Butters a break, yeah?”

“—and the last time I did that he gouged my eye out! But that’s okay because I ripped something off of him too, I don’t know what, but it was definitely a piece of something. Then I thought, hey why not go for his shoulders! That worked out more or less, less at the time though, helps more now—”

Blossom grimaced, “I’ll stick with the arrogant one, thanks.”

“Now arrogant—” Bubbles tapped her chin in thought, “—arrogant is a good word! Brick certainly is arrogant.”

“Right!?” Blossom’s eyes widened as she nodded her head in agreement and launched right back into it all over again.

#ppg fic drabble #i actually write sometime I don’t just make shit posts #it’s not edited #it’s not original #probs delete and fix later #but later may not come around so here ya go!#slight blues #but this one’s for butch #knocks brick down because I like bullying him #tw: violence #tw: body horror #(very slight though not terribly graphic)#I feel like it goes without saying but just in case they’re aged up in this fic! like young adult #my writing

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Training Time

#SL #TrainingTime

Written by @DamagedBrother and @PanwerePredator

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Zsadist:

[As I sat at the dining room table for first meal, I couldn’t help but notice my twin looking at me every now and then. The fucker has been up my ass since my little break down the other day. Well lucky for him I was supposed to meet the shifter tonight for some training. Nothing too intense so he wouldn’t have to worry about me out on the field with the enemy. Fuck I must of won the lottery cause the other Brother that offered to come help was Rhage. Rolling my eyes as I gaze over at the fucker who currently was trying to see how many pieces of bacon he could stuff in his mouth.

Hell so much craziness has been going on that I almost forgot about this training session that I had set up. It was a good thing my mental breakdown helped me get back to reality. Scrubbing a hand over my scarred face as I thought about the male who left the mansion the other day. The one who pulled away as we got too close while sparing. The one that I refused to even say goodbye to. Yeah. That guy. Fuck. I’m glad as hell that I was able to get out some of my frustration with Hadrian tonight. And maybe I could even throw a few punches at Rhage. Smirking wide at the thought of making Hollywood bleed.

After the Brother manages to shove every last piece of bacon down his throat. He runs off to the bathroom and I swear to Scribe the male must of fell in cause almost thirty minutes later he arrived outside. Glaring at Rhage as I put my phone away.]

We are going to be late. I don’t want Hadrian showing up to the building then wondering why the fuck he isn’t getting let inside. [My eyes close as I hear the Brother burp. What the fuck did Mary see in this fool? Though I couldn’t help but smirk as I eyed him. He rubbed his belly with a big ol’ grin. “My bad. I was challenged by V to see how much bacon I could fit in my mouth. And that is something that I could not just pass up.” Rolling my golden eyes with the smirk still in place.]

Yeah, yeah. Just don’t puke on me tonight. If you are going to hurl aim for the shifter, true? [He cackles loud then I watch as his molecules scatter and I soon do the same. When we both take form downtown I hear another burp from the Brother. Holding my breath as I enter the security code to the building we were meeting the Shifter at.]

Scribe. That smells fucking awful. Eat a tootsie or something, will ya? [The male practically beams as he pulls out a grape one. “Don’t have to ask me twice!” Once we are inside I move over to the mats that Vishous had set up. The place looked like a mini version of the mansion’s gym. Minus the treadmills and machines. Lots of mats, and a few shelves of weapons. Not bad. My attention is drawn to the door as Rhage messes with the security cam. “Yo. He’s here!” Nodding as I move to check out the guns that Vishous stocked us with.]

Great. Don’t just stand there. Fucking let him in. [Mumbling to myself as I load a gun then holds it up to the wall. My demons were out to play tonight and I was struggling to keep them at bay. Come on Z. You got this. Deep breaths. I lower the gun before eyeing the shifter as he enters.]

Long time no see. Sorry this got delayed. You wouldn’t believe the fucking week we had. [Snorts watching Rhage unwrap another pop. I nod towards the Brother.] Rhage is with us tonight. Seems he was eager to train with you. I think Butch talked about coming out next. [Rolling at my shoulders before I set down the weapon.] You know how to shoot, yes?

Hadrian:

I’d been beginning to wonder if I’d imagined the vampire Brotherhood and the night I’d been injured, but the small, faint silver scar over my heart proved me wrong every time I looked in the mirror. Finally hearing from Zsadist had my shoulders relaxing, a fresh kind of excitement brewing inside me that I hadn’t had in years. Learning to train ‘with’ vampires to face off against vampires and demons? This was what I needed to survive.

As I stalked down the street toward the address messaged to me, I barely had to pause at the door before it opened, one of the huge male’s standing inside and grinning around a sweet treat. Rhage, if I remembered correctly. The blonde beef bus was a walking wet dream, and I grinned as I clapped hands with the guy and stepped past.

Zsadist stood further inside, handling weapons with long practiced ease, like they were simply an extension of his body. I waved away his apologies for the delay, moving closer as I breathed in his scent and got a whole whack of… angst? I faltered mid step, the scent not one I’d previously associated with the male, but it was there, part of a mix of darkness and frustration that gave the vampire an almost bitter flavor as I stopped at his side.

“I’ll train with whoever you trust me to train with,” I said easily, not letting my concern show in the slightest as I put my eyes on the weapons. “As for shooting… I’m no ace marksman by any means, but I can hit a target. Is that on the menu for today?”

I looked sideways, taking in the male, those golden eyes, and trying to register this change. A busy week indeed if whatever had happened had set the male so ill at ease. A part of me wanted to ask, but not in front of Rhage, and not while everything was so… ‘let me reintroduce myself and find that easy camaraderie of the other night’. Instead I took a breath and hitched a grin.

“I’m looking forward to the hand to hand. Or hand to claw,” I quip, winking, trying to bring the male with sparkling golden eyes back.

Zsadist:

[Shaking my head at the weapons.] Nah. We will save that for when Cop is here. He lives for the weapons. Besides it’s probably best to start with hand to hand. [Nods watching Rhage finish off his second lollipop. My eyes flicker back to Hadrian and I can’t help but notice a different look he gave me. Almost like he wanted to ask me something but didn’t know how. I raise a dark brow but push the thoughts away. Tonight I didn’t want to think. No. I did enough of that the past few nights.

Stepping back off the mats as I watch Rhage stretch and get on them. I figured I’d like Hollywood have a go at the male before I took a shot. Besides it would be interesting as fuck to watch. Rhage and I fought completely different. He was all over the place but packed a strong punch. The male could just sit on you and you’d be down for the count. My lips twitch slightly then I nod at my Brother.]

We all have a different approach to fighting and yet we are like a well oiled machine. I want you to be able to know how to fight with us all. [My brows drawn in slightly.] Because one wrong move out there could end a life. [Looking up to the fade for a slight moment as I think of our departed Brother Darius. Anything could happen out there and the shifter needed to be ready for it. Hell...look what happened that night with Malys.

As I think of the male my whole body stiffens. Quickly I turn away to gather myself. Not wanting the others to notice. Luckily I heard grunts and shuffling on the mats which lead me to believe the match had started. In this moment I wish I had one of Vishous’s hand rolled blunts. Maybe that would calm me down. Yeah right.

Turning back to watch Rhage practically barrel the guy down. Hollywood knew how to hit hard but I always saw the pattern he did and I wondered if Hadrian would pick up on it. Lessers were normally too crazed to even realize his techniques. Every now and then I noticed the shifter give me a look. Shaking my head ever so slightly so he would stop paying attention to me and put all his focus into this fight. This was important to me. The Brotherhood trusted me with this. Trusted me with the shifter and I couldn’t let them down. But why didn’t Malys want to join the program? Because of his Mahmen? Or was it the fact that he didn’t want to see my disgusting mug anymore. Most likely that. My demons were teasing me now.]

Hadrian:

I inclined my head in acknowledgment of his words; the last thing I wanted to do was cost anyone in the Brotherhood their life by being unprepared. But I’d been a survivalist for a long time. I knew the value of life.

Stopping at the edge of the mats, I roll my neck and crack a few things as Rhage squares up opposite. His size alone would make a body builder wet themself, but size didn’t always mean speed, strength or agility. I was definitely smaller than the vampire, but I was hoping that actually worked for me; that he’d underestimate me. Cause that’d be fun.

A sharp scent caught my nose just as the male launched toward me. My gaze flicked to Zsadist almost without my control, concern spiking at the acrid tang of loss and pain, before I forced myself back to Rhage. The male charged like a bull and I was the china shop, and I let my mind relax, the predator coming to the fore as I moved to embrace his attack rather than avoid it. I needed to gauge the strength of these males as much as they needed to gauge me.

Rhage and I moved. Fought. We weren’t like dancers; far from it, but we moved like we’d been doing this before. Like it was a muscle memory coming back after years of being absent. It felt good to twist, bend, flip and dart my way around his larger body; to take advantage of every gap, every moment that only feline grace or flexibility would allow me to get through. The Brother couldn’t hope to match it, not with his size, but he was still faster than any human could hope to be, and every punch was like an anvil swung at my head. A few hits had me making sure I didn’t cop anymore, and when I returned the favor, I could see the pleased surprise in the male’s face that it ‘hurt’. Not like he wanted to be hurt, mind you, just that I was as strong as he’d hoped. I was a challenge.

And fuck, doesn’t that just puff up the old ego quite nicely.

As the male caught me in a flip and brought me back to the mat, I twisted to lock myself around his limb, even as he applied a hard lock to one of mine. Stalemate. We both panted at each other, grinning at the exertion like two kids who’ve just played a rousing game of football. Only with less bloodshed. I could feel a split lip healing as I watched a cut on the male’s cheek seal over.

“Gonna tap out?”

“I will if you will,” I retorted, flashing my own fangs and shifting my eyes from deep brown to feline green and gold. “I mean, we’re basically even.”

Zsadist:

[Shaking the dark thoughts from my head and turning my attention towards the males on the mats. When they end up like a pretzel on the floor I smirked. Hadrian was impressing me and it was safe to say he would do well with the Brotherhood. His moves countered each one of Rhage’s which caused them to move seamlessly together with minimum bloodshed. Hollywood finally gives and I watch as they two separate. My brother already digging into his pocket for another tootsie as he stands up.

I didn’t know what came over me but all of a sudden I was attacking Hadrian. He needed to be prepared for anything when out in the field and this was a good way of showing him exactly that. Lessers loved the sneak attack and what happened to Malys with the Chosen was just that. My brows drawn in as I think of the male once again. Fuck. What was wrong with me?

That’s when all I see is that pit of blackness and I can’t help it but start to hit at the male hard. I punched him square in the jaw watching his head snap back. But before I could do another one he blocks me and shifts out of my hold. That doesn’t stop me though. A powerful growl falls from my lips as I lunge after him. Pushing him back down onto the mats causing us to roll back and forth. My knee lifts to his gut so I can gain power once again.

I lost control. Completely lost it. I barely heard Rhage in the background asking if Hadrian was alright. Why wouldn’t the shifter be okay? Cause he was around me? The monster? The disgusting freak who never deserved to be rescued from that hell hole? I should of died a slave. Internally I was screaming on the inside and once again my fist came down hard on the male, but he got smart and moved. My knuckles crushed into the mat causing pain to form, creeping up the length of my arm. But it didn’t matter. Hell it felt good. I wanted to feel that all over until I was a pile of nothing.

When he twisted his body away from me my hand landed on his arm. Tugging him back so I could pin him down face first onto the mat. Only problem was in my sudden rage of acting like a fucking psychopath, I managed to pull back his arm with such a tight grip that I heard a snap. Just like that I was brought back to reality once again. Fuck. Rhage rushed over and I quickly pushed off of the male. Practically crawling away from them as I take in the scene before me. What the hell did I just do?]

Hadrian...I…[Gritting my teeth as I hear those friendly demons laugh in my head. My hands cover my ears and I lean forward and lets out a growl. Closing my eyes as I shake my head. No. The fuck did I just do? What the hell was wrong with me?]

Hadrian:

One minute Zsadist was there, watching us get back to our feet. Then he was moving. His speed, his aggression, so sudden I almost didn’t react. Almost. Even as I fought my own shock, my body trying to dance away and maintain it’s stealth after the furious encounter with Rhage, Z’s intensity was too great.

The hit to my jaw almost broke it. My ears were ringing as I rolled my body with the hit, blocking the next one then countering with my own. The Beasts roared, their anger a kindling to my own as it threatened to take over. Fighting for control with the Beasts inside me and Zsadist before me, I missed the move he made to bring us both back to the floor. His greater strength came into play, but my flexibility saved me the worst of it, the pair of us rolling and moving as Rhage watched on, his tootsie pop forgotten.

As the hits came I ducked or blocked, trying to avoid another ringer that would guaranteed knock me into next week. All the while I panted and gasped, trying to maintain some semblance of even footing with the vampire that… wasn’t the one I’d met. His smell was all wrong, that acrid, bitter tang now all over him as he vented whatever hell, whatever fury, was occupying his mind.

An opening appeared and I moved for it, desperate to be up off the mat, to put some distance and some space between the hits, but for once, I was too slow. The male locked onto my wrist and pulled me back, twisting as he did to put me face first to the mat. I swallowed a cry at the loud ‘SNAP’ that echoed through the space. Pain rocketed up my arm. The male vanished from above me.

“Shit! Hadrian, you okay?”

Rhage was there to help me sit up, examining the break of my arm, but I had eyes only for Zsadist. He clutched at his head, the smell of regret a new aroma to the mix. I tried to reach for him, then hissed as a fresh bolt of agony hit me. Rhage gave me an apologetic look.

“It’s a pretty bad break man. I’m no doctor but we could get you one, yeah? It might need to be reset~”

“Leave it,” I muttered, shaking my head. “I’ll just have to shift. But I’ll be tired after I change back,” I let him know, cradling the arm to my chest and getting to my feet. With another glance at Rhage, I shake my head and the male wisely backs off as I moved toward Zsadist.

“Z?” I murmur, frowning. The scent of his pain is so strong it rivals my own, but so long as the arm stays broken, I suspect he’ll be like this; guilt ridden and miserable. Taking a breath, I glance at Rhage then mumble a hasty ‘don’t shoot me’, before I close my eyes and shift. My leopard padded forward within, and the Change was effortless bar the burst of pain as my arm shifted, the bone re-breaking itself to align and elongate for my leopard form. I growled a complaint then shook myself free of the debris of a change, the shreds of my clothes.

Then I padded forward, sniffing at the male vampire and nudging in against him. I could sense Rhage behind us, watching carefully, but I was gentle with the male as I nosed at him to be seen, to be known. So he could see my arm was fine. That I was fine. Now… I needed to figure out why ‘he’ wasn’t fine.

Zsadist:

[With all the screaming and laughing from the demons in my head I didn’t even realize that Hadrian shifted. When I heard a growl, I figured it had to be Rhage. He was probably so mad at what I did. And why wouldn’t he be? I’m fucked up. What I did was so messed up and I didn’t even know how I could apologize for it all.

When I felt someone nudging me I shook my head. No. No, don’t try to bring me back from this. I don’t deserve it. I felt it again, blinking as it feels wet. The hell? My head lifts, eyes going wide as I see a fucking leopard. What?! Rhage was standing behind the shifter, he was just as shocked as I was. I swear this was the first time I’ve ever seen him speechless.]

Hadrian…? [The leopard nudged again and I couldn’t help but reach for him. A shaky hand rested on his head, staring into those big eyes that didn’t break away from me. So...the fucker was talented. Not only could he turn into a tiger but also apparently a fucking leopard. Shit. Wonder what else he could turn into.

Pushing those thoughts away as I remember what just took place. My brows draw in as I eyed his...paw. My free hand dragged over it, Rhage shifts closer as if the shifter was going to attack me at any moment. And no offense I understood his reasoning behind it. The Brother lived with a beast inside of him that didn’t recognize us when out in the field. Well...other than Mary. For some reason that thing loved her. I bet Rhage had so many questions for him.

My attention is drawn back to Hadrian. Parting my scarred lips as I try to think of what to say. But nothing came out. I wanted to scream. My vision goes blurry and I close my eyes tightly. I couldn’t look at him right now. Knowing what I just did to him. No. My whole body tenses, shaking before him. Why was I like this? Finally I speak, though my voice sounded weak.]

I’m so sorry. I...fuck...if you don’t want to continue on with this I would understand. [My hands dropping from the animal. A tight pain in my chest caused me to shift forward. My legs pulling up and into my torso. I tried to breathe evenly as my eyes opened, finally meeting the shifter’s in front of me.]

Hadrian:

As aware as I was of Zsadist’s pain and anguish, I was equally aware of Rhage sizing me up like he needed to worry about what calibre of bullet would bring me down. Probably should’ve gone for the Tiger shift again, but when in pain I couldn’t always choose the Beast - sometimes it chose me. Oh well… Looking over my shoulder at the male, I purred, the sound like the rumble of an engine before I turned my attention back to Z.

He was sorry, but I didn’t need him to say it to know it. His regret was sincere, almost a flavor on my tongue the scent was so strong around him. But it wasn’t the only one, and as he finally met my gaze, I tried to let him see that everything was fine. There was no judgement from me; no condemnation or rejection. Whatever was eating the male was clearly winning the battle - I wanted to help him fight.

Moving slowly, I paced around behind him, curling my body around his and sitting to create a feline wall of warmth and fur at his back. In my Beast form, I was almost as big as these males, though they’d get a bite if they dared try to ride me like He Man. But my size meant that creating a fur cocoon for Zsadist was easy enough, and as I rubbed my head against his I purred again, long and low.

I didn’t know what was twisting the male up, but I did know that I wouldn’t forsake him for his demons. We all had them. And they always emerged when we least expected or needed them. Meeting Rhage’s gaze from across the room, I could see he’d relaxed a smidge - enough that I wasn’t worried about being shot any more. In fact, he looked almost… grateful.

With my huge sandpaper tongue, I licked at the scarred warrior I was wrapped around, trying to let him know that as long as he needed this warmth, this comfort, I was here. And when he was ready, I’d change back. Sometimes though? Something soft and warm to hold on to was the best comfort, and I had all fucking day.

Zsadist:

[The shifter did something totally unexpected. He was like a giant cat. Circling around me in a playful manner before curling around my entire body. The thing was massive. Larger than me, which was hard to comprehend. Somehow I felt...protected by him. This weird thing was happening to me. Suddenly the demons stopped. Everything went quiet and I just listened to the leopard purr. The sound was hypnotic and I couldn’t help but lean into him.

My golden eyes lifted to Rhage. The Brother was just watching with wide eyes and a hint of a smile. I watched as he unwrapped a tootsie pop and moved away from me and the shifter. Like he was giving us space. My thoughts are cut off by a large rough tongue that drags up the length of my scarred face. The fuck? Turning my head to eye the leopard. Images of what just took place fill my head and I can’t help but reach out to pet his head.]

I’m fucked up...and...that’s something that is never going to change when it comes to me no matter how hard I try. Know that it wasn’t me back there I...I just lost control. [I slump forward, eyes closing as my head pressed into his fur. Taking a deep breath as my body tries to calm down again. How do I explain to Hadrian what was doing with me? I couldn’t. Though in this moment it felt good to just feel something that wasn’t so fucked up.

Slowly I leaned against him, lost in his fur and warmth. Everything started to just drift away. I lost track of time for a bit. Just enjoying the peacefulness of my head for once. No demons. None. Finally when I hear Rhage unwrap another pop I open my eyes. I didn’t know how to say thank you to the shifter. So I simply pressed my forehead to his own before I sat up. My eyes met my Brother’s as he made his way back over to us.]

Do we have any extra clothes in here? We are going to need them.

Hadrian:

Nuzzled into the male as I was, I let the time pass as I relaxed and purred. When he finally lifted his head, stroked at my fur and admitted he’d lost control, I only blinked, nosing into him in reassurance. Everyone lost control at one point or another; I’d learned that lesson with blood and teeth and claws. It was why I’d worked so hard to master my Beasts - losing control of them meant someone else lost their life.

As the male came back to himself and looked to Rhage, who was munching on yet another treat (how fortunate for vampires that diabetes wasn’t a thing…) I slowly rose from my curled position and stretched. Shaking my head, then the rest of me, I gave a yawn that showed off every one of my lethal teeth, then looked to Zsadist.

He was back, more calm and centered than the entire time he’d been here. The anguished scent had faded, though it lingered on the periphery, and as he mentioned clothes I gave a toothy grin and reached for the human part of me.

The Change rippled over me, the fur vanishing as my bones popped and cracked, lengthened or shortened, and my muscles stretched into all manner of shapes. When it was done, I sat on my haunches on the floor, naked as the day I was born, and panted. I was tired, but not weakened. Pushing myself up, I stood tall as I shot the warrior a grin and saluted with the formerly broken, now totally healed, arm.

“Yeah, the clothes thing is gonna be important if I’m gonna be walking home. Don’t really wanna advertise all… this,” I gestured to myself absently. For shifters, nudity was rarely a big thing - we all had to get naked for the moon, so my self consciousness was fairly low. But that didn’t mean I wasn’t aware that it was a thing for just about everyone else.

Stepping away from the puddle of water and goo that came with the Shift, I cracked my neck then clapped Zsadist on the shoulder with a grin. “Unless you wanna drive me home. Didn’t think you lot came with a car though.”

Zsadist:

[I expected Hadrian to shift the same way he did like that time at the hospital. Shaking on the floor and naked. He was naked all right. All in my face as well as my Brother’s. Though he didn’t seem to be as weak as before. Nope. His cocky attitude was here and he seemed to have healed just fine. My golden eyes meet Rhage. He narrows his eyes slightly. “What?” I smirk wide.]

I’ll give him my jacket...you give him your pants. [The Brother coughs on the remnants of his lollipop. Looking at me like I had six heads. I couldn’t help but let out a low chuckle.] Come on brother. We materialized here and can do the same right back to the manse. This fucker has to walk his ass home on the streets of Caldwell.

[Rhage quickly makes his way over to me. He eyes the shifter then leans in to whisper. “You know I don’t have underwear on man.” Snorting as I start to remove my jacket] I don’t either but come on man everyone in the manse has seen your naked ass. Now give Hadrian your pants. [Giving an evil laugh as I toss the leather coat over to the shifter. This was going to be a good one that I couldn’t wait to tell the Brothers about.

My head turns to watch as Rhage tries to take his leathers off without anyone catching a glimpse of his junk. The male covered his frontal region with one hand as he tossed the pants at Hadrian with his other. I couldn’t help but laugh through the whole thing. Especially when the Brother almost tripped himself taking off his clothes. This was what I needed. Not to be in my head so much. And for that I was grateful for meeting Hadrian that one night. Who knew that he would become a friend.]

Hadrian:

Watching the Brothers debate about which of them was going to dress me was entertaining, but not half as entertaining as the model male trying to subtly slip out of his leathers and pass them over.

Not sure what he was worried about. The male had ‘nothing’ to be ashamed of, in any stretch of the imagination. As he shuffled back from us, I pulled on the leathers with a grin, giving the male a chance to make his excuses and GTFO if he wanted. Which I’m pretty sure he did.

Looking to Zsadist, my smile dipped slightly as I took a step toward him.

“Hey… if you want to talk, m’ fine with listening, y’know? N’ if not… the Beasts are always up for a cuddle.”

No judgment, no critique - no bullshit stereotypes on the definitions of ‘masculinity’ either. This male was a straight up warrior, and if he wanted to take a nap against a Tiger or a Leopard as it purred, he damn well fucking would.

“I know I haven’t known you long… but I can smell that something is twisting you up. That back there?” I gestured toward the mats, never taking my eyes from his. “It wasn’t who I met. But if he needs to come out once in a while to throw down… I’m available. I heal. If you need it.”

An odd thing to offer, but a part of me knew where the male was standing, what he was going through, and the worst thing about being in the dark was having no one to shine a light.

Zsadist:

[When Rhage dematerialized, I focused my attention on Hadrian. I’ve only ever talked to my Brother’s mate Mary before. And even then I didn’t give her all the details of my life and the shit I dealt with. Could I talk to Hadrian about that? Maybe in a different form. Which reminds me.]

So you can turn into a leopard and a tiger? [Lips twitch.] Something tells me there is a lot more to you…[Shaking my head as I scrub a hand over my skull trim.] As for me...just been a weird week. Things were going so well and then it was like I was reminded of who I am. Of how people see me and should see me. [Lifts shoulders slightly.]

So the demons won. Though you made them quiet tonight and I thank you for that. Pretty cool that my Brother got to witness that as well. Except for the part of me breaking your arm. [Wincing at the thought of that. It’s like I could still hear that snapping sound in my head. Fuck. This male deserved a better friend than me. Then again maybe he’s been through some shit too and isn’t one to run from people who were misunderstood. Though sometimes I wondered if that was the case for me. My eyes lifted to the shifter’s.]

Hadrian...I don’t know why you entered my life but I’m sure glad you did. I think you are going to be a great addition to the team. [My eyes flickered to his arm. I had to keep checking to make sure he was alright. Slowly I head for the door, opening it up.] And I’m totally a cat person. But if you tell anyone I’ll kill ya. [Smirks as I let him in on that fact before I wave a hand for him to exit. Needing to lock up once Hadrian was gone before I can dematz myself.]

Hadrian:

“Mmm, you noticed that huh?” I muttered ruefully, shaking my head. “Yeah. I have… a few aces up my sleeve. Tiger. Leopard. Maybe more,” I admit, looking away. “It’s one of the reasons I’ve tried so hard to stay away from other vampires. There… there aren’t a lot of shifters like me. I’m a freak amongst freaks,” I managed, my tone light as I shrugged.

Listening to the male gloss over whatever had triggered him, I nonetheless frowned and turned my gaze back to him. Without thinking about it, I reached out to clasp his shoulder, even as we moved toward the door.

“If you need my cats, we’re here for you. But Zsadist…” I paused, considering my words with care. “No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. I don’t know what someone did to make you think you’re… ‘less than’ anyone or anything, but you’re not,” I said simply, trying to meet those golden eyes as we paused at the door. “You’ve survived more than most people would be willing to endure. You’re a warrior that protects people. You’ve earned any good thing you have. And fuck anybody that would make you think otherwise,” I murmur. “Remember that. Remember that you are more than old wounds or past nightmares.”

I squeezed his shoulder again, needing him to feel it, to hear every word outta my mouth and that it was true. Because we all had demons, but the measure of a person wasn’t in the demons they had, but how they fought them. And the male had proven he was a fighter.

Zsadist:

[When the male’s hand landed on my shoulder I didn’t stiffen. His embrace is what had me hanging on tonight. Kept me from jumping off the edge. His words bring some light into my eyes. Wondering if he enjoyed literature just as much as me. Not that I was going to admit that I knew that Eleanor Roosevelt said some of his words. The male had a lot of tricks up his sleeves. My hand slowly lifts to land on his arm. Giving it a nice squeeze as my eyes search his own.]

You...are not a freak Hadrian. And believe me, I know a thing or two about being a freak. [Snorts loudly then looks down at my shitkickers.] Sometimes though I get to this place where I feel like…[Pauses as I struggle to find my words. I knew what I wanted to say though. That I thought things might go different for me. That maybe someone saw something in me like my Brother’s mates did in them. Though I should know by now that it wasn’t in my cards. So why did I think anything would ever be different? Realizing that I got way too lost in my own thoughts and left the male hanging.]

I ah...I don’t know what I feel. Feelings are not my thing. Hell...I was raised into slavery so why the fuck would I know how to do anything right. [My brows draw in and I quickly dropped my hand from his arm and opens the door. Waiting for him to walk right on out. I needed to get back to the mansion. Though the thought of going to bed sounded fucking terrible to me when I knew nightmares would come. When the shifter steps out, I pull the door shut and punches in the code that Vishous provided me with to lock up. Blowing out a breath as I felt him linger. Like he couldn’t leave me until he knew I was somewhat okay. Who was this male? My lips twitch as I eye him.]

Thank you. For being you. I know I’m not the easiest person to be around, but...even then you don’t see…[Waves my hand over my scarred face.] All of this. You see other things and that is more than I can say for others. Now…[Snorts and scrubs a hand over my nape.] Get out of here and I’ll see you soon for another session. One that doesn’t involve me breaking any of your bones. Well...unless you ask nicely. [Smirks wide, flashing my fangs as I dematerialize into the night.]

#sls #black dagger brotherhood

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thewritingstar · 4 years ago

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Until My Heart Stops Racing

Pairing: Mitch x Mike (or Bitch as I like to call them, ya know cause Believe x Mitch.....nvm lol)

Fandom: The Powerpuff Girls

Note: This was a commission for the wonderful @lisathefan who gave me the cutest prompt and I know she loves her crack ships. I hope you enjoy my dear and thanks to my beta, Faxx for helping me!

Word count: 5538

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The car whipped into the parking space, dirt flying around us and I felt my heart rate finally go back to its normal beating. I looked over to Butch who had a goofy grin and ignoring everything he just did.

“Butch your driving is terrible. Now I get why you fly everywhere.” I groaned as I finally got out of the car. “I swear if Brick saw how you drove this thing... actually I don’t want to think about it.” I thought that speeding was illegal but apparently if the cops can’t even see your car, it's a free pass. And being in touch with the puffs might be a bonus we all have.

Butch let out a laugh before locking the car. “Relaxe Mike, what Brick doesn’t know won’t hurt him.” He shrugged and sometimes I wondered how he could even say that. Brick could kill someone with just a glance but when you are a superhuman, and his brother, maybe the effect doesn’t work.

Maybe I should ask Blossom about that.

The beeping of other cars brought me out of my trance as I followed him on the dirt path.

“Anyways, why did you drag me all the way out here?” I turned to see the lights and the signs. “The fair?”

In front of me was the entrance to what could only be deemed as a somehow legal way to make people shell out three hundred dollars on cheap food and even cheaper ride systems. Every kid wanted to go to the fair and, yeah, it was fun when you were five, but now that we had just graduated high school, it seemed more dangerous than fun.

“Yeah, why not?”

I glanced at him and he only smiled widely but something in his eyes had mischief written all over it. “What's the deal?”

He sighed and smirked.

“A little birdy told me you got heart eyes for a certain someone.” Butch threw his arm around my shoulder. “And as the king of romance, I’m gonna help you out.”

Theres always a small tinge of fear whenever Butch gets an idea. It either ends badly where someone gets hurt, usually him or bad in the way that we all get in trouble and the notorious Powerpuff Girls have to get us out of it. But this...this was much worse.

“Butch, what did you do?” I said through gritted teeth. He only laughed at me instead of answering and pushed up towards the gates.

“Relax. Look they are here.” He pointed.

I followed his sight and walking up towards us was Buttercup, Robin and Mitch. Butch let out another laugh, probably because he could hear my heartbeat. Fuck superhearing. Of course Robin opened her mouth. You tell a girl while you’re throwing up that you have the biggest crush on your best friend who wears dark leather, has piercings and makes your heart swoon and think that she can keep her mouth shut. But no, she can’t.

“Hey guys.” Butch waves to him before leaving me to wrap his arms around Buttercup and ignore the public by kissing her square on the lips. PDA is always gross unless you’re the one doing it, so I can’t blame them. Also it's funny to watch her smack his arm.

“Sup Mikey.” Robin smiles smugly. Little demon.

“Hey. Hi Mitch.” He gives me a wave and a nod of the head and I have to mentally tell myself not to blush. Stupid hormons.

“Come on you two.” Robin says and grabs my arm and Mitch’s and forces us towards the carnival’s entrance. “Lets go!”

One of the perks to being besties with the puffs is the mass amount of freebies. Buttercup swiftly pulled out a ticket for each of us and handed it to the ticket collector.

“Sweet, free entrance.” Mitch smiled at me and held up his hand for a fist bump.

I gladly returned the gesture and every time I did so, I wondered if he could feel the electric spark between us. God, I need to stop reading romance novels.

“Alright losers. We’ll see you all later tonight, meet up for fireworks at 9?” Buttercup said and apparently everyone already had a plan that I was not aware of.

“Sounds good to me!” Butch smirked. “BC and I are going to do coupley stuff no one wants to see and Robin said something about henna soooooo.” He looked at me. “Guess Mitchy boy and Mikey are on their own.” I didn’t miss his wink and before I could protest, everyone was walking away.

My mind was now racing as I tried to comprehend what was happening. I realized in this moment that the group had ganged up on us, well specifically me. Mitch probably didn’t even think twice as the group broke up but they were out of their minds if they thought something was going to happen.

“Wanna hit the rides?” He asked.

I take a breath before nodding. We turn into the direction of the ride area and I have to remind myself that he is just a friend. A friend. Nothing more, nothing less. I usually have my emotions in check but for some reason, they want to act up now. All I have to do is get through tonight without embarrassing myself or giving Butch the satisfation of him being the king of romance. As if that were possible.

The area is buzzing with so much energy. There’s little kids whining and screams coming from the various rides. The smells of corn dogs, popcorn and, oddly enough, waffles mixed in the air and I can’t tell if it smells good or not but I know my pockets are gonna be much lighter by the end of the night.

We get into the shortest line for the tickets and it's truly a scam that each ride is a separate cost.

“I don’t feel like dying tonight so I think two rides is good for me.” Mitch says and I laugh a little because it's true. Just watching the swings makes me feel like one of them unhinge and plummet to the ground but that's what I get for being a paranoid person.

“I feel you. How about the rollercoaster and ummm... the spinning ride?” I suggest.

“Sounds good to me.” He smiles and god fucking dammit, those damn dimples.

The line moves as we chat about the newest horror movie coming into theaters and how Mitch saw a certain pair of redheads making out in a car.

“Wait for real?”

“I swear to god dude.” He raised his hand. “Unless some other chick wears a big ass bow, it has to be them.”

“Interesting.” I smile and soon we get called next.

“Hi there boys, how many tickets can I get ya?” the older woman asks.

“Ten.” Mitch says and I reach into my pocket to grab my wallet, that may or may not have a photo of all of our friends and definitely not for the reason that I can see his face at any given time, but Mitch stops me and places the cash in the tin. “I got it.” he says casually and something inside me felt all warm and fuzzy as the row of blue tickets was handed to him.

“Have a nice date night.” The woman says as we walk away and I almost do a double take thinking I heard her wrong. But when I look over to Mitch, he seems unaffected by the words so I just let it slide.

The rollercoaster isn’t as grand or cool as the ones at the theme park, it doesn’t even go upside down but it has a good bit of hills and bumps to give some air time so i guess it will do. The only problem is that these workers don’t care and make Mitch and I sit in the same cart as these two younger kids.

After we get the bars onto us, the ride starts to go. In front of us the girl grabs the boy's arm and I give a small eye roll as we start to climb the lift hill.

“Babe I'm scared.” She cries and he wraps an arm around her shoulders and I’ve never been so jealous of middle schoolers before.

“These carts are so damn small.” Mitch complains. And it's true. The two of us squished in this together leaves no space for our arms. The pressure of our shoulders touching isn’t too bad but it's to the point it almost hurts. “Hold on.” He says and I feel him pull his right arm away from mine and throw it behind us. “Sorry this is better.”

“No, it's cool bro.” I say even though I realize that this boy really just made it ten times harder to breath now.

I can barely grasp my surroundings as the rollercoaster takes its first turn before the drop. I can see the ending of the track as we go down but the only thing my brain is processing is the fingers tightening on my shoulder.

“Holy shit.” I mumble hoping that Mitch doesn’t know how he's affecting me.

We let out screams and shouts as we go up and down, flying around on the track and I try to enjoy myself, I really do. Before long, it's over and Mitch reaches his hand out to help me up and I take it with silence.

“That was fun.” He smiles and I am really happy he ignored his moms protests and got that lip piercing. It suits him.

“Yeah.” Is all I can muster and he gives me a look before walking towards the next ride.

Luckily as we enter this ride, there’s more room. Only our knees touch as we buckle in the seatbelt and I feel myself being able to breathe better.

“Good thing we didn’t eat before getting on here.” I laugh as the lights start to flash.

He snorts and nods. “Robin would have blown chunks either way.”

The ride is a simple circular track with small hills. All it does is follow the path and goes around pretty fast. Simple but a classic. The music begins and soon we feel the cart shift. I'm sitting on the right while Mitch is on the left, next to the exit and he wiggles off his black beanie just for good measure. His light brown hair, slightly damaged from dying it black back in freshman year, is ruffled from hat hair and my god is it cute.

“Fucking love this ride.” Mitch smiles and it begins to pick up the pace.

Soon, we are at full speed, which is fine. Perfectly fine. Except for the fact that the gravity from the ride is pulling me towards Mitch and no matter how tight I hold on, I end up smacked against him. Shoulders touching and I can clearly smell his cologne. It's the scent of sandalwood and campfire and my god does it smell heavenly. Men just smell like nature and I am more than okay with that.

But Mitch doesn’t mind, because why would he? Instead he's laughing and truly enjoying the ride. I smile and laugh too because honestly, it's just fun to spend time with him. The ride is over faster than I wanted and we hop off, slightly dizzy and I walk a little out of line but he catches my arm and pulls me to him.

“Easy dude.” He chuckles and I nudge him playfully and ruffle his hair before he plops on his beanie. Goodbye cute hat hair.

All of a sudden, my shoulder is hit. It was a pretty hard smack and my body jolted to the side as Mitch grabbed me from falling.

“Look a bunch of homos.” I look up and realize that it's some assholes from our school.

Duke Jones and Mark Dalton. Some of the few people who actually try to be douchebags on the regular.

My eyes do heavy eye rolls and I want to scream at them but I've never been a confronting person. My voice is in my throat but Mitch takes a step forward, his hand never leaving my arm.

“And what of it? Really dudes? You think some lame insult is gonna hurt our feelings. You’re lucky I don’t just kick your ass, better enough I can call Buttercup in a second and have your bodies all the way across this place. Grow the fuck up and maybe don’t choke on your toxic masculanity.” He sneered and sometimes I forget that Mitch can be pretty intimidating.

Their eyes widened as Mitch pulled out his phone to show BC’s number. They mutter something before turning and rushing off in a hurry.

“You okay?” He asks me.

“Yeah.” I say. “Sorry you got caught in that.”

“It's not a big deal.”

But it is. It's not a secret that I'm out and proud. Yeah its cool and all to not have to be closeted, even Princess came out last year so its nice to know that someone higher up won’t pick on me, but even then, it sucks. No matter where I go in life, someone will be there with a flame thrower of slurs or anger for something I didn’t choose. As for Mitch, theres something about him being called gay and him not having a hissy fit about it that makes me feel safe. Uhh fuck.

I take a second to recollect myself and Mitch just pulls me from the herds of eyes that saw that fiasco.

“Lets go here.” He points to the hall of mirrors and for some reason it's beginning to get extremely hard to be around him.

But I take a deep breath and push those feelings to the side once again.

The hall of mirrors was by far the lamest thing the fair could have done. Sure, as a little kid it was cool and slightly scary but now, all of our heads could see just above the tips of the mirrors making it lose the effect. It probably would have been more fun if the others were there. Butch would hide behind the mirros trying to scare us before Buttercup sent some lasers his way causing them to bounce everywhere and making us duck and cover. Good times. However, it was just Mitch and me.

While Mitch was walking, I couldn’t stop thinking about those jerks just now. Of course everyone already knew about my preference but Mitch seemed unbothered by being referred to as gay. Probably because he's not some asshole that thinks it's a bad thing, I mean if he did, why would he be friends with me for all this time? He’s just a good person, that's all.

Not to sound like the coming of age kid, but I knew I was into dudes before I could comprehend the idea of love or romance, I just thought they were pretty to look at. Moving to a new city at such a young age was hard for me, not to mention the whole invisible friend that tried to kill everyone. But after everything was said and done, I did in fact make some friends.

The famous superheroes had become my pals and when Buttercup introduced me to Mitch, I think that's when it all went downhill. We became the dynamic duo and everyone always paired us as the best friends, which is true but...it makes me feel guilty.

He turned a corner and I stopped walking. All of a sudden I was lost and staring at a mirror. Just me in my beat up sneakers and the uncertain face I seem to be wearing a lot lately. There's always a time in your life where you stop and contemplate everything, question all your decisions and how nothing truly matters.

“Hey you stopped walking?” Mitch said to me and I looked at him with a shaky smile.

“Sorry. Lost in thought I guess.”

“Care to share?” He asked and leaned against one of the mirrors.

I laughed to myself thinking about what I could possibly say. “Yeah sure Mitch, why don’t I just tell you that I’m in love with you and how it pains me to wake up to know that you will only see me as just a friend. Why don’t I just rip out my heart and put it on a silver platter for you to squash or just confess and kiss you here, ignoring all the states and hopefully pissing off some people?”

“...What?”

My eyes shot open and my eyes met his. He looked at me with confusion and shock. His mouth hung open slightly and it took me a solid three seconds to relaize that my dumb ass had just blurted that all out.

Panic. That's all I could feel as he stared like a deer caught in headlights. I could feel myself on the verge of tears and suddenly the air was too thick as I turned and ran, not caring about the employee telling me I was going the wrong way.

Mitch’s voice echoed behind me but I couldn’t stand to turn and look towards him. To hear the pure rejection and probably the disgust. Throwing away years of friendship for some stupid feelings? What was I thinking?

After nearly hitting my head several times, I made it out and ignored the weird stares and glances people were giving me. All I wanted to do was find Butch and get out of here and hope that I can just pack up and move away for college. Maybe even change my name.

Instead I found myself pushing my way into the bathroom stall and biting my arm to stifle my sobs. I felt like my heart was about to shatter, that all my nightmares where coming true all thanks to my stupid mouth. I was a fool to think that someone like him would even consider me as something more, a complete and utter fool.

“Mike?” A voice called and of course the sneakers peaking outside the stall belonged to Butch.

“What?” I spat bitterly. “Go away.”

I barely heard his sigh. “Dude, I don’t know what happened but suddenly Buttercup saw you burst into here. Really dude, is everything fine? At least come out and talk to us. Plus it smells really bad in here and there's a line of dudes.”

There's some truth to the matter and I wiped my face and pushed open the stall with a little too much force but luckily he grabbed it and just nodded towards the exit.

Robin and Buttercup are standing outside and luckily, I don’t see Mitch.

“Wanna explain what happened?” Robin asks as she hands me a tissue from her purse.

“No. I just wanna go home.”

Buttercup looks arounds then back to me. “Where's Mitch.”

“Probably somewhere and never wants to see me again.” I mumble.

“What?” She asks and looks towards Butch then back to me.

Butch raised his brow. “Mike, did you tell him?”

“Tell him what?” Buttercup asked.

It was at that moment that Buttercup didn’t know that I was practically in love with her best friend. Maybe Robin and Butch planned this together but it didn’t matter, not anymore. I would be losing two friends after this. Great.

“Look. It doesn’t matter. He doesn’t feel the same way.” My throat is dry and it hurts and there's no doubt that my face is red and flushed with tears. “I'm just gonna call my mom to come get me.”

“Come on Mike don’t go.” Robin asked and she padded my arm.

“You don’t get it, Robin.” I spat. “You don’t understand what I just did. Thanks to someone’s dumb idea, I now lost my best friend. And for what? Did we really think he would like me back? That he could even see me in such a way? I don’t even know if he’s gay or let alone into dudes. But who gives fuck? I don’t.”

Butch took a step towards me but my anger only rose. “C’mon Mike I'm sure-”

“This was a stupid idea Butch!” I yelled and at that moment I didn’t care what anyone thought. I was embarrassed and hurt. “I just want to be alone.” I pushed past him and the others, ignoring everything they were saying because it didn’t matter any more.

It didn’t matter that my friends tried to help something that shouldn’t have even been considered. It was just a stupid crush. Nothing more, nothing less. Hopefully by the new semester, it would be gone and out of my system…. hopefully. A stupid crush that I’d been harboring for years and titling on a scale of something more.

It wasn’t long until my tears dried and I found myself among the section of carnival games. All of the rigged and hard to win and if you did win, it would be a small sappy prize that you would toss into a garbage bag or try to sell for a nickel at a garage sale.

There were darts and guessing the weight of a small pig. The basketball tossing and hitting the giant hammer looked tempting but instead I walked to the game that no one had ever won. Ring toss. A game of chance and so incredibly rigged, it's a miracle if one prize is won in a year.

Without a second thought, I gave up a fresh twenty dollar bill and the girl working, who clearly hated her job, handed me the biggest bucket of rings. Enough to keep me entertained until I call my mom or muster up enough courage to ask Butch for a ride back like a dog with its tail inbetween its legs.

I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I could be okay with this. But I was stupid. Stupid to think that the boy I had a crush on, one of my best friends, would like me back, or even be into dudes for that matter. But no, instead of having my secret crush kept, ya know, a secret, the one person who shouldn’t know, did.

I tossed another ring into the sea of bottles, the high pitched clinking echoed for just a moment as another was tossed. Maybe this was pointless. Maybe trying to figure out feelings was a waste of time because in all honesty, I never knew.

Like the plastic rings people pay way too much for, you jump and you think you’ll land on that bottle, secure the prize and show everyone up. Prove that you can do the impossible.

But then you miss and reality comes back. The bucket dwindles down and soon you’re left with nothing but regret for trying and shorting eight bucks.

“Hey.”

I turned, of course he would follow me. Why wouldn’t he? He was probably here just to tell me to let it go and sweep it under the rug, and say it's not weird when it totally is. Or he was going to come out and say that maybe our friendship has come to its expiration date.

“Oh. Hey.” I threw another one, missing again.

I tried not to care as he stood next to me but I passed him the bucket and he took his own shot, missing, just like me.

“Have you been crying?” He asked and there was no way around it.

“Yep.” I popped the p and threw another ring. “Look Mitch, I’m sorry what I said-”

“Don’t be.”.

“Most guys would just push someone like me away if that happened.”

He hummed and tossed a ring, missing. “Well, I’m not like most guys and I thought that was pretty clear. Especially after those jerks. I value your friendship too much to get worried or upset.”

I looked over at him, and that in itself was a mistake, because it would be just my luck that the other carnival games with their bright flashing lights would surround him and make it seem like he was glowing. The lights soften his features, a small twinkle on the black orb of his earring and making those very so light freckles appear.

Almost like a painting hung up in a museum. You think the trip is boring, and for the most part it is. A few interesting things here and there but just as you are about to leave, you find a room you hadn’t explored. It could be nothing and you could leave, forgetting everything in the last three hours and moving on with your life.

Or it could be life changing. As if when you walked in there, the most captivating painting was on that wall and you wonder how you skipped it in the first place. You stare at it, taking in the picture itself and the meaning. Stepping closer and looking at the paint strokes, the time taken to make this is clear and it's full of questions and mystery. The small plaque on the wall fails to answer.

He picked up the last ring. It twirled in his fingertips unsure of where to go.

“I kept thinking, you know.” He said. “I remember watching a show, a random cartoon and an ad for a pride festival popped up. I thought nothing of it, didn’t know what it meant at the time but my father did. He was outraged and changed the channel, screamed and shouted saying that if his son ever was caught doing something like that…” Mitch paused and closed his palm.

I could see the hurt in his eyes as he sighed.

“Then he would have no son. So when I found out what it all meant and learned about myself....I thought it would be best to never act on it. No matter how much I wanted to look towards another guy, I couldn’t.”

“I’m sorry Mitch, I didn’t know.” And it was the truth. I wanted to mentally slap myself for not realizing that he was, in fact, gay as well. Way to go Mike, your gay-dar is broken. But then again, you can’t just tell a sexuality clear as day. I can’t blame him for hiding it, after everything with his dad.

He sighed again. “But when you told me that. Told me you wanted me, I think I started to realize that I would rather have something I want no matter what others think of me. I envy how you can just come out and be proud, as you should, but I wish I was that brave instead of a coward.”

“Mitch.” I slid my hand on top of his cautiously. He didn’t flinch or have any indication of pulling away. “I’m scared every day. Scared that someone might yell something offensive or even try to hurt me. Just like those assholes did earlier.But I can’t stop those things from happening but I can choose to not let them affect me. It's hard but you know you’re surrounded by people who care about you. Plus your best friend is an actual superhero.”

“I know, I’m sorry. You probably don’t want to date such a fuck up like me.”

Fuck up? Did this boy really think that?

“I would never see you as that.” I said honestly. “It's normal for us to have conflicting feelings when someone in our life isn't supportive. It's never gonna be a walk in the park or smooth sailing but when you're with someone who cares about you, it makes it easier.”

He sighed for the hundredth time. It was clear the gears in his mind were running at full steam and he looked at the ring in his hand then to the bottles.

“I guess you’re right Mike. I guess I was thrown off that the dude I've liked since kindergarten likes me back.” He looked towards me and tossed the ring, not bothering to pay attention. “I just hope you haven't changed you mind-”

The next thing I know, my hand is tugging on his worn leather collar and his lips are pressed to mine.

I never thought that my first kiss would be as enchanting as this. You always think it's magical and fulfilling but in reality it's probably a mess of lips that don’t move quite as well and somehow there's a tongue doing whatever it wants. I guess I can’t count this as my first kiss because Robin had peaked me on the lips in third grade, also giving me the clear sexual awakening of how I never want another woman to come near me again, but this was different.

He tasted like cotton candy which I should find gross and oddly weird but I didn’t mind one bit. At the beginning there was a bit of hesitation, or maybe he was caught off guard since I did interrupt him but I couldn’t help myself. Stupid hormones. He wasted no time kissing me back and I even felt a hand on my waist pulling towards him. Although it lasted only a few mere seconds, it was like a lifetime of waiting had lifted.

When we pulled apart, loud speakers and alarms went off above us. I looked towards the game, I noticed one single plastic ring was stuck on the bottle. The worker smiled at us before nodding.

“Wow, I can’t believe you made it, especially without looking.” She said and I looked to Mitch who just shrugged.

“What? You kissed me, I just threw it.” He smiled brightly and I hugged him.

“So what will it be?” I asked him and he turned towards the prizes.

“Well, what about that dinosaur?”

“I love dinosaurs.”

Mitch smiled. “I know.”

The worker used a ladder to climb and retrieve the massive blue dinosaur prize. As a kid, i used to dream of winning such a cool thing but know, I think I got something better. Mitch handed it to me with a blush and I looked at it with just as much pink on my cheeks.

“Ya know.” Mitch started. “I have enough tickets for one last ride. Maybe the ferris wheel?”

“That sounds good.” He reached out his hand and I took it. Before I could blink, I felt his lips press against my cheek.

“I don’t like to see you cry.” He said.

I simply hummed and we walked hand in hand to the ferris wheel before deciding to give the prize to some kids. He handed the tickets to the worker as we climbed into the cart and began to go up. He threw his arm over my shoulder like he did on the rollercoaster, but this time, I leaned against him and let those emotions I tried to keep at bay, run wild.

“I’m really glad Butch dragged me here.” I said honestly and Mitch only laughed and silenced me with his lips pressed against mine.

“Me too.”

When we pulled apart, a few questions still lingered in my mind.

“You mean, you’ve liked me this entire time? And you knew I was gay?” I asked hesitantly. It wasn’t a secret, the last part at least.

He scratched the back of his neck, a nervous tick he's had since he was little. “I mean I wasn’t hundred percent sure, I thought maybe it was a one time thing or just happened occasionally. But as we got older, more specifically high school, I think that's when it hit me.” He sighed. “All I knew was that I wanted to be with you until my heart stopped racing.”

His eyes met mine. I’ve always hated when people didn’t see the beauty in brown eyes. They think they are dull and lifeless, only one hue but that's far from the truth. Mitch’s eyes had spots of gold and a slight tint of green, breathtaking to say the least.

“I mean it’s a shame we spent our high school years just as friends.” My hand went on top of his. “But I’d rather have you as my friend instead of losing you so I understand. But what about your dad? Will be okay with us dating-or well I assume we should-”

“I don’t care about his opinion of us. Plus we would be idiots not to date at this point. If he doesn’t accept. That's his loss not mine.” His gaze went to the sky where a firework exploded.

The colors lit up in the sky and we realized we got lucky as our cart stopped at the very top. It felt unreal to be sitting next to my best friend and now, boyfriend. There's always moments in your life that you feel like were meant to be. Maybe it's the career you chose or the person you marry. Milestones that are already set in stone and fate just happens to bring you together, all that stuff. And as I looked at him through heavy lashes I thought that maybe, just maybe, the stars aligned on this one.

That or I would have to admit that Butch is the king of romance, even though he did literally nothing today and this was all me. Either way, Mikey boy’s got a man.

I hope you enjoyed love!!

#Mitch x mike #mike x Mitch ppg #ppg #ppg fic #fanfic commissions

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viewfromthevault · 5 years ago

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Fallout OC Interview

Thanks to the lovely @tarberrymentats for the tag 💜

Rules

Choose an oc

Answer the questions as that oc

Tag 5 people to do the same

I’ll tag @nonbinaryrobot @rogue-lavellan @drneverland @commonwealthcommoner and whoever else wants to do it because I never know if I’m bugging people by tagging them or not 🤣

Gonna do this with Lesley

Okay so I got waaayy carried away and thought maybe I should throw this under a read more for the sake of your dashboards.

1. What is you’re name?

“Lesley Elvira Mathews. Not a real fan of Elvira so don’t call me that unless you wanna get whacked.”

2. How old are you?

“Shit, I dunno. I was nineteen when I got the boot. How many years ago was that now?”

(Lesley’s timeline is a bit funky at the moment. I wanna say this takes place after main story stuff and before fo4, so she’ll be in her early twenties)

3. What do you look like?

“A fucking legend.”

4. Where are you from? Where do you live now?

“See, I thought I was born in Vault 101, but actually I was born somewhere in the wasteland then grew up in the vault. Not a fun environment to grow up in, to tell you the truth. A lotta assholes livin’ there, except Amata.

“I’m happy to say that now I live in my very own house in Megaton. It’s not a super private place, though. Gotta few couch surfers.”

5. What was your childhood like?

“Could’ve been better, actually. Like I said before, there were a lot of assholes in 101. Had a real hard time making friends. People liked to call me the problem kid because I got in a lot of fights, but I didn’t start all of them and those fuckers had it coming. Grown-ups complained about me all the time and the Overseer hated my guts, but that’s ok because I hated his about the same.

“I guess it wasn’t all bad, though. My dads were pretty great, even when James was too busy being James. Granny Palmer used to look after me when they were both busy, she was really nice. And then there’s my best friend, Amata. If it weren’t for her I probably would have went nuts in there.”

6. What groups are you friendly with? Are you allied with any factions?

“I currently do work with Reilly’s Rangers and the Regulators. I get to run around the wastes and kill bad guys for money?? They had me at ‘caps.’

“I used to be part of the Brotherhood of Steel, though I don’t remember actually signing up or anything. They dropped my sorry ass as soon as they thought I wasn’t useful anymore. Bastards.

“This one lady also said I could be part of this Railroad group if I didn’t tell this fancy suit where this android person went. Still waiting for them to call me back.”

7. Tell me about your best friend.

“It used to be Amata, but we went our separate ways. Good terms, though. The fella that fills that role now is the bee’s fuckin’ knees. Tall, knows his way around a gun, kinda cranky, but he has a secret softy side.”

8. Do you have a family? Tell me about them!

“Well, the family I told you about earlier kinda fell in on itself when James fucked off. Jonas was murdered and I got stuck with the blame, James zapped himself with enough radiation to ghoulify a super mutant. Last I checked, Granny Palmer was ok, as okay as you can be when your only grandson is killed. I don’t know if she’s still around. I also had a mom once, she died about five minutes after I was born.

“The family I got now? Pretty bomb. There’s aunt Cross, though I don’t get to see her much anymore, Butch who surprisingly is like a brother to me, Fawkes the coolest meta human around, Dogmeat the goodest boy, that little urchin from Lamplight that shows up now and then to drink all my Nuka-Cola, and Charon of course. I’d say Wadsworth, too, but he’d take offense to that.”

9. What about partner or partners?

“Oh man he’s fuckin’ great. Lots of people are scared of him, but he’s real sweet when you take the time to know him. A complete badass that I would absolutely die for. A lot smarter and funnier than people give him credit for. He’s one of the few people who actually listens to me and doesn’t get mad when I get to yakking too much. Is willing to stick his neck out for me, not that I want him to do that, mind you, but it’s real nice to know he’d never throw me to the wolves like others would. Nice ass... what were we talking about?”

10. Have you ever heard of the Brotherhood of Steel? What do you think about them?

“Uh, yeah? I just told you I was with them once. To be honest, though, they’re far from perfect. Sarah and the old man are pretty great, and Cross of course. But there’s a lot of shit that goes down without the old man knowing about it. I wouldn’t be surprised to hear the guy died under ‘mysterious circumstances’ and they put up some wet mop in his place.”

11. Who are your enemies, and why?

“Jeeze who isn’t? I don’t know who’s paying them, but the Talon Company is dead set on killing my ass. Their client could be slavers since they hate me with a passion. Arefu doesn’t like me for some reason (ooc: thanks for the gitch, game). I don’t have enough fingers to count this shit out.

12. What about the Enclave?

“Those motherfuckers are lucky I wasn’t at Adams Airforce Base. I’d teach them the meaning of the word slaughter.”

13. How do you feel about super mutants?

“They’re real fun to fight with, but it’d be nice if they didn’t always try to shoot you on sight you know? Why can’t they be more chill like Fawkes?”

14. Have you ever fought a deathclaw?

*points at stump* “The fuck do you think?”

15. What’s the craziest fight you’ve ever been in?

“Me and a bunch of folks took over a spaceship once.”

16. Do you like fighting?

“Does a yao guai shit in a landfill?”

17. What’s your weapon of choice?

“I’m a real fan of stabbing shit, so I mostly work with swords. I have this neat ass one I made myself from schematics I got from vampires, don’t ask, I like to call Shishkebab. That baby has a funky little function where the blade catches fire, which is pretty damn cool if you ask me. I also got a neat sword with an electrified blade from a weird pre-war bunker thing.”

18. How do you survive? Your wits, your charm, your skills, brute force, some combination? (a.k.a. what’s your S.P.E.C.I.A.L.?)

“I’m fast, strong and I talk real good.”

[S-7 P-5 E-7 C-7 I-5 A-6 L-5]

19. Have you ever been in a vault? What do you think of them?

“Yes, I grew up in one. Keep up! As for the others I’ve seen, I guess I should consider myself lucky that I was stuck with the one I was. Vault-Tec is fucked, man.”

20. How do you beat all the radiation around here? Has it effected you?

“Rad-X and Radaway are pretty expensive, so for the most part I just try to stay away from it. I did intentionally get super sick from radiation once, but as far as I know it didn’t have any lasting effects.”

21. What’s your favourite wasteland critter?

“Dogmeat. He hasn’t tried to eat me yet.”

22. What’s your least favourite wastelad critter?

“Fucking mirelurks. With their big meaty claws and their gross shells, swimming arounf waiting to get you by the ankle. I hear they have more legs in other parts of the country.”

23. How do you feel about robots?

“I guess they’re ok. I wouldn’t put a whole lot of trust in them, but if they don’t bother me then I won’t bother them.”

24. How many caps do you have on you right now?

“Not enough for you to wanna mug me for after this wraps up if that’s what you’re asking.” (she’s fucking broke)

25. Nuka-Cola or Sunset Sasparilla?

“Sunset Saspawhat?”

26. Do you do chems?

“Only when I need to, they’re too expensive otherwise.”

27. Do you ever think about the pre-war world?

“What is there to think about? They fucked up the world and now we have to deal with the consequences.”

28. What’s your deepest regret? What would you do differently?

“Maybe if I got to Dad sooner he wouldn’t have died. Maybe neither of them would have died. I don’t know.”

29. What’s your biggest achievement? Or what do you hope to achieve?

“I guess my biggest achievement would be getting to where I am now, finding a place and people who like me because I’m me. Learning that I can be loved. Mushy shit.”

30. What do you want for the future? For yourself? Your friends? The world?

“To be able to live freely and happily no matter how you look or act. To always have an adventure waiting around the corner. I just want us all to have a good time, you know?”

#fallout #fallout ocs #lesley #fallout oc interview #oc tag game #myart

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captainlordauditor · 5 years ago

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300x3 1:01

I’ve decided to attempt to join @klaineharmony in the 300x3 challenge! The idea is to write at least 900 words a week in 3 spurts of at least 300, and share them to encourage others to do the same and hold yourself accountable for actually writing. I know myself well enough to know that I won’t be working on the same work, or even the same fandom, all the time, but progress is still progress.

This is my first day of my first week (thus 1:01 in the title) and it’s for my Spot backstory fic, “In Hell I’ll Be In Good Company”. Word count of this wip is 486, which I’m very proud of!

Important notes about language used in this fic:

I’m using what I can trace as period terms for members of the queer community. I don’t know for sure how many of these were in use in 1892 specifically, or how specific these words got, so I am taking a rather broad definition of “period”, for the sake of communication. Many of these terms have since fallen out of favor, and are considered insults or slurs today, but I can tell you that none of them are being used as slurs within the context of this fic. So proceed with caution if that bothers you.

Jumping off of that, I can’t totally speak for the accuracy of the specifics of the term dyke here. My understanding is that it hasn’t changed use as much as the word queer has (beyond the separation of wlw and transmasc communities), and I know that Jonathan Green has traced it to around 1890. What I don’t know is if it always referred to someone who was butch, where it originated, or how common it was - if anyone knows of any terms that were definite, please let me know.

The word “lovemaking” here is also used in its period context, in the same way we might use “canoodling” or “PDA”.

Dotty had to think about it. “There’s dykes, I guess,” she said after a while. “I don’t know much about them, though. The ones I’ve met don’t mind being women, they just mind the skirts and the men. Not like me.”

“Is that what other fairies thinks? They doesn’t mind the being men parts, just the girls?”

Dotty made a face. “No, not really. I mean there are fairies that don’t mind being men and just want to be with them but- there’s fairies that like girls, or at least fairies that like other fairies, same as there’s ones that like trade. I guess maybe there’s dykes like that, but I haven’t heard about any of them yet. Look, kid - Finnegan - how old are you?”

“Ten?”

“How old are you really?”

Finnegan hesitated. “Nine.”

“Not looking at anyone else yet?”

“You mean -”

“For kissing. Or handholding, or any lovemaking, really.”

Finnegan frowned. “No. And I ain’t looking at anyone for sex, neither.”

Dotty made another face, then shook it off. “Then don’t worry about it just yet. Keep to your pants, though. You’re working with the newsies, selling papes, right? Girls can’t sell them until they’re twelve. Kid, you can pass as a lot of things, but twelve sure as hell isn’t one of them. And don’t say you’re ten. Did the others teach you anything?”

Finnegan shrugged. “Not really. One of ‘em showed me to a spot, and he said not to let no one take it from me and if someone did to find him and he’d help me soaks ‘em. And someone read me the headline.”

Dotty stared at him. “Can’t you read?”

“Ma made sure I could read Ave Maria but I don’t practice much.”

She sighed and dragged her hand down her face. “Look, I - God. Fuck. I can’t believe I’m doing this. First, dress in boys clothes, like I said. Most bulls don’t care, but some do. And it keeps you safer from other folks, too. You’ll get beat up more, but you’ll keep your freedom longer. Got it?”

He nodded. “I doesn’t want girls clothes, anyway. That’s why I ain’t with my Ma.”

Her face softened. “She didn’t like it?”

He shook his head. “My Ma doesn’t like lots of things.”

Dotty looked like she was about to reach out and hug him but stopped herself. “Right. Well, that makes things easier. Second - learn to lie. Don’t sound so unsure when you say you’re ten, and don’t say you’re ten at all. When in doubt go younger, got it? That way people think you’re more innocent than you are.”

“My brothers said to say I was older,” he tells her. “So people don’t get upset that I’m out alone.”

“That might be right when you were a girl, but it matters less when you’re a boy.” She barked a bitter laugh. “I guess it does if you’re a fairy.”

#300x3 #dendarii.orig #dendarii.txt #1st #September #2019 #September 1st 2019 #fic writing #neu #newsies #92sies

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sculptorofbeginningslibrary · 6 years ago

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Gladiators Don’t Run

My Masterlist

Summary: After a bad date and too much tequila, Dean takes you back to the bunker.

Characters: SamxReader, Dean

Warnings: Being drunk, throwing up, hurt/comfort, bad date cliche, a little bit of self-hate I guess?

Word Count: ~3000

A/N: Written for @georgialouisea‘a 2k Quote Challenge!

My prompt was

“You don’t get to run. You’re a gladiator. Gladiators don’t run. They fight. They slay dragons. They wipe off the blood, they stitch up their wounds and they live to fight another day.”

No beta, all mistakes are mine

(though I did edit the crap out of it)

AS ALWAYS,

ENJOY!

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“S’bullshit, Dean,” you slurred, clutching desperately to the hunter’s jacket as he corralled you toward the Impala. Your steps were unsteady, every other one taking you on a wide arc and almost pulling you from his grasp. The world spun as you tried to help him aim your stumbling body toward the car.

“I know sweetheart, but he was a douche anyway. Fuck that guy.”

“Mm’yeah, iknowright?” You mumbled, bracing thankfully against the fender while Dean swung the back door open. “You--”a hiccup interrupted your speech, and your hand covered your mouth as everything you’d drank threatened to make a re-appearance.

“No,no, no. You better let that go in the bushes over there because if you throw up in my baby…”

“Blah blah, I know, Dean,” you dismissed, pushing away from the car to stumble to the edge of the bushes. Tiny rocks from the asphalt bit into your palms as you knelt, but you didn’t feel them. You couldn’t feel anything anymore, the tequila had taken care of that.

As your stomach rejected everything you’d consumed in the last hour, you heard the car door slam shut again, then felt Dean’s calloused hands grab your hair back and out of the way. Every heave of your stomach was accompanied by the soothing caress of his large hand across the top of your head, making you smile through the grossness.

Dean had been two hours away from Lebanon when you’d called him, already tipsy, pissed beyond reason and ranting over everything your date had said. You hadn’t wanted to call Sam, figuring he was in bed after an exhausting day of research. Yeah, that was why. It had nothing to do with worrying he’d think you were gross or feel the same as your douchebag date. Nothing at all.

By the time Dean arrived the bartender had already cut you off, citing that you couldn’t even sit upright on your bar stool, much less consume more alcohol. The woman had taken pity on you after watching the quick spiral you’d fallen into and let you sit on the floor behind the bar until Dean got there. Perks of being a regular, you guessed.

“You alright down there?” Dean asked, stepping away when it seemed like you were done. The world was still tilted, but you had to admit you felt better as you sat up and inhaled the crisp night air.

“Think so,” you mumbled, dusting your hands off on your jeans and clumsily stripping off your top shirt. You used it to clean your face off before tossing it to the ground and taking Dean’s offered hand.

You were too busy congratulating yourself on not falling over to notice the sad smile on Dean’s face as he led you back to the car. He knew you were lonely, hell, you all were, but the last few months had been especially hard and this was your first real date in over a year. He had high hopes for you to at least get laid, and it broke his heart it had ended this way. “You feelin’ good enough for a drive? Because if you puke on, in or around my baby you’re on detail duty for at least a month.” You snickered. The man really had a thing for his car.

“Yeah I’m good. Sam wouldn’t happen to have any water bottles stashed in the trunk would he?”

The drive was uneventful, save for your hand playing in the wind through the open window. The cool air rushing against your face and sipping the water Dean had provided gave you enough clarity to contemplate the evening’s choices.

The details were as fuzzy as the street lights whizzing by, but you knew that your date for the night had called you “too rough around the edges,” and asked multiple times if you were sure you weren’t a lesbian before you decided he just wasn’t worth the time and skipped out on dinner to head to the nearest bar.

Replaying the asshole’s careless words stung, and before you knew it silent tears were running down your face. You were a hunter, and that meant you had to be strong in more ways than one. You should have been brushing him off like the strong independent woman you were, but the alcohol wouldn’t let you. Not that you’d taken it so well sober. Dean was quiet for once, sensing your mood and letting AC/DC do all the talking for the both of you. The ride was quick and before you knew it you were headed through the bunker hallways with only minimal help from Dean and the stone walls. Sam peeked his head out from the kitchen as you passed noisily by, a frown on his face as he saw the state of you.

“Y/N, what’s wrong?” The concern in his voice made you smile and you waved a dismissive hand at him.

“Just some tequila, Sammy-boy. Nothing to worry about.”

Dean shot his brother a pointed look, telling Sam everything he needed to know and deepening his frown. As Dean got you settled into one of the least-used guest rooms, Sam prepped a chilled bottle of water and some asprin.

___

“Think she’s capable of eating yet?” Sam asked as Dean entered the kitchen. “I dunno Sammy. She threw up just about everything before she got in the car but she’s probably passed out already. Don’t worry I tucked her in tight for you.”

Sam’s jaw clenched at the jab, and he chewed on the inside of his cheek in annoyance. He dismissed Dean’s comment in favor of wondering if he wanted to know the reason for the devastated look on your face. He’d harbored more-than-friendly feelings toward you for a long time, but elected to keep them to himself because of the life you both lived. Seeing you look so sad was hitting him harder than he expected and making him re-think that decision. He studied his cup of coffee for a moment as Dean poured himself a nightcap.

“So what happened?” Sam ventured, trying to sound less worried than he really was. “She doesn’t usually…”

“Get wasted and cry?” Sam flinched at the crass description.

“Yeah, that.” Dean sighed heavily as he sat down, eyeing his brother.

“Bad date.”

“That bad?” Sam felt his gut clench, wondering what could have happened to make such a strong woman feel the need to drown her sorrows that deep.

“Guess so. The asshole decided to tell her she was butch, and uh…” Dean chuckled in disbelief of the words he was about to say, “...asked if she was sure she wasn’t a lesbian because of it.”

“What?!” Sam was flabbergasted. “Dean she’s not--”

“I know Sammy, you don’t gotta tell me. She’s all twisted up about it though.”

“Well she cried, so I can imagine.”

“It was weird, man. I’ve never seen her so…” Dean gestured vaguely, unsure of the word he was looking for.

“Vulnerable?” Sam asked, his eyebrows rising. Dean snapped his fingers.

“Yep, vulnerable. First date in God knows how long and some asshole ruins it like that? Man, I’d love to sock that dude right in the jaw.” Sam chuckled.

“Yeah, me too. I just wonder why she didn’t call me, she knew you weren’t home.”

“She said she figured you were sleeping but I dunno. Felt like bullshit to me.”

“What? What do you mean?” Dean finished his drink with a shrug and dropped his tumbler in the sink while Sam watched expectantly.

“I dunno. Just a feelin’. Night Sammy!”

“Dean!” Sam called out, annoyed as Dean rounded the corner and disappeared into his room. Sam dragged his bottom lip between his teeth as he contemplated checking on you.

For safety reasons, of course.

What if you’d rolled onto your back and threw up again? That was a thing that could happen, and it was all the motivation he needed to get his feet moving towards the room Dean had put you in.

Halfway to your room he had to rush back to the kitchen, almost forgetting the water and aspirin he’d set out.

The tile felt like heaven on your heated cheek and side as you lay mostly naked on the bathroom floor. Dean wasn’t lying when he said he’d tucked you in, but the instant he’d shut the door your stomach lurched and you were worried for the fluffy comforter covering you so you’d moved to the bathroom. Distantly, you were grateful for the room Dean had chosen. No one ever used it, so there was extra-clean feel to it you just couldn’t find in a normal bathroom. There was none of the typical urine stench, no stray pubic hairs lining the floor, and no musty motel germs invading your nose reminding you of the thousands of people who’d trampled through before you.

Not that it mattered in your state. A cool floor was a cool floor, but it was nice all the same.

The shower was running from where you’d left it on, loudly mocking your intentions to get up and climb inside. The walls were dancing, but it was a wonderful distraction from the cruel words doing their own tango across your ego.

“Too butch.” You mumbled to yourself, “Pfft.” Lying on your side was starting to make your shoulder hurt, but the physical pain was another welcome distraction you didn’t want to let go of. “Shower, Y/N,” you scolded yourself, “Shower.” Groaning, you rolled over to your stomach. Your intentions to climb onto all-fours was sidetracked by the refreshing feel of the tile against your rolling stomach.

A soft knock stole your attention, and you looked toward the main door of the room through the open bathroom door. It silently swung open, casting the hallway light into the darkness by the bed as Sam popped his shadowed head inside.

“Y/N?” His worried voice called out when he noticed the empty but disheveled bed. The door swung open and his silhouette entered cautiously. The running shower caught his attention first and you chuckled at his soft gasp when he noticed you lying on the floor.

“Dun worry Sam, m’ok.” As he came into the light you rolled over, your breasts falling flat and leaving the cups of your bra empty. You giggled at yourself and poked at the foam cup on your chest. “Look Sam, no boobs.” Your eyes met his and he didn’t miss the pain behind the humor. “Guess I really am butch after all.”

Sam’s sigh was louder than the shower as he stepped inside and shut it off. He smiled down at you when he turned back around. “You’re not butch, Y/N. Even if you had no boobs you still wouldn’t be butch.”

“Pfft. You’re jus’ sayin that. S’ok Sammy,” you threw your arms out and they landed beside you with a hard thunk, “secrets out. ‘M a butch ass bitch!” Your eyes tried to focus on his face, but between the fluorescent lights, the alcohol, and your awkward positioning on the floor, he was fuzzy. “Hey Sammy, did you know you’re like, really tall? I can’t even see you up there.” You giggled again as he bent down to scoop you into his arms.

“How about now?” His tone was playful as his face finally came into focus. You peeked at the floor and closed your eyes as the world tilted.

“Now I’m tall. Oh god Sammy, feels gross up here.” You groaned and stuffed your face into his shirt as he carried you back into the cool darkness of the bedroom proper. When he laid you on the top of the comforter you snuggled into it without actually covering up. It was too hot. You wanted to complain as he walked away, but he was only gone for a moment, returning with the small trashcan from the bathroom. “So nice,” you murmured, “You’re so nice Sammy. Why can’t a guy like you like me?” Your eyes were closed now, so you missed the hurt look that crossed his face.

“I do like you, Y/N.”

“Mmm,” was your noncommittal response as you rolled to your side to look up at his wavering form. He cleared his throat awkwardly under your scrutiny.

“There’s some water and asprin on the table there for the morning. You need anything else?”

You shook your head sloppily and pulled a pillow to your chest. “Nah Sam, I’m good.” As everything settled again the tears threatened to make a return, but you sniffled them back, hoping Sam wouldn’t notice. The bed dipped under his weight as he sat on the edge by your feet.

“You know Y/N…” You shifted cross-ways on the bed to get a better look at him when you realized he wasn’t leaving. “...you’re not too butch. That guy was just an asshole.”

“S’what Dean said, too.” Your voice was a whisper as you watched him, and you felt curiosity start to bubble up as you dimly realized he looked like he was wrestling with something mentally.

“Even if you were everything that guy said you are, you would still be perfect. There’s nothing wrong with being strong, physically or mentally. And that’s what you are. Strong.” His large hand came to rest on your knee, squeezing reassuringly. Heat blossomed in your gut at his touch and for the first time since you’d left dinner you smiled. Sam and his big heart would be the death of you. You were drunk, but you weren’t stupid enough to think he was being anything more than friendly. His words were nice, and you were feeling like shit.

Maybe it was the feelings you’d been holding back. Maybe it was the warmth of his chaotically beautiful hazel eyes in soft light. Maybe it was the alcohol or the raw feeling of rejection, or just the desperate need to feel a warm body pressed against you that prompted your next question. You knew you’d probably feel like a jackass the next day for asking, but in the moment it seemed like a good idea.

“Sammy?”

“Yeah, Y/N?”

“Will you lay with me tonight?” Sam’s gut clenched with nerves as your soft, unsure, voice stole over him. You clutched the pillow tighter as one side of his mouth quirked into a small grin.

“You sure? I don’t wanna--”

“I’m not asking you to fuck me Sam.” you interrupted hastily, not wanting to feel the sting of rejection again. “Just lay with me.” He nodded softly and rose, moving out of your view. You closed your eyes and braced yourself for the sound of the door clicking shut, but your ears were met instead with the soft rustling of his clothes as he climbed into bed behind you. You were genuinely surprised when the bed dipped in the center and his strong arms pulled your back flush to his chest. Without speaking you scooted back until his large frame was slotted perfectly against yours. The sound that left your chest could have been a purr, and Sam chuckled. He allowed himself to nuzzle the back of your head with his nose, inhaling the familiar scent of your shampoo. It was an unexpected turn of events having you so close, and he was glad you’d chosen him to stay instead of Dean.

“I didn’t think you were asking me to fuck you, Y/N,” he said softly, feeling the tension in your body drain away as the vibrations of his voice traveled through his chest into the naked skin of your back, “I just wanted to make sure cuddling with me is something you actually wanted to do.”

“Who wouldn’t wanna snuggle a Winchester?” You asked cheekily. He smiled against the back of your head, taking a risk and planting a soft kiss there.

“Yeah, cuz’ we’re so cuddly.”

“Feelin’ pretty cuddly right now,” you mumbled, closing your eyes and wiggling back into his embrace. Sam clenched his jaw as your ass nudged right into his crotch, willing himself to think about anything other than the soft feel of your skin. The last thing he wanted was for ‘Little Sam’ to ruin the moment.

The room descended into silence, leaving only the ambient noise of the air conditioning system and the soft breathing of two hard-headed hunters who didn’t know how to express their feelings for one another.

Sam was half asleep when you spoke again, feeling warm and fuzzy and hoping against all hope you wouldn’t apologize for this in the morning.

“Think I’mma give up.”

“Hm?” He asked groggily, slowly coming back to consciousness as your words registered.

“On dating. On men.” Sam’s arm tightened around your waist, pulling you tight to him.

“Don’t say that.”

“Why not? Next time I see someone that makes me think about trying I’ll just run the other direction.” How you could be so drunk yet so insolent would forever be a mystery to Sam as he sighed deeply and mumbled into your shoulder.

“You don’t get to run. You’re a gladiator. Gladiators don’t run. They fight. They slay dragons. They wipe off the blood, they stitch up their wounds and they live to fight another day.”

Your eyes stayed closed but you erupted into an almost silent fit of giggles. Sam felt your body jumping and sat up slightly to look at you, thinking you’d started crying.

“Did you just quote ‘Scandal’ to me?” He saw the soft smile on your face and dropped back down with a huff. He wanted to act cranky with your teasing but he couldn’t deny the butterflies soaring in his stomach.

“Shut up, I was being inspirational,” he grumbled. Your giggles died down as you snuggled back into him and his arm tightened around your waist. His embrace felt like home, and you decided that he was right.

You were a hunter. A gladiator fighting all the wrong battles with all the wrong people. The right one was there with you, and if it was still wrapped around you in the morning it would be worth the risk to find out if he felt the same. It was time to stop running.

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