I'm not broken, I'm ruined. Protecting the race while trying to survive myself. Member of the Black Dagger Brotherhood. {Roleplay Account 18+ Mature content}
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Class Is In
#SL #ClassIsIn
Written by @DamagedBrother and @OfFeatherNFangĀ
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Mal:Ā
I shifted uncomfortably. It wasnāt even the first time, but thank fuck, none of my new āstudentsā seemed to notice. As each of the Brothers filed in, taking various seats at the front of the room, I resisted the urge to up and fucking leave. Instead I clenched the black dry erase marker, my eyes straying to Zsadist, who watched me with a small, reassuring smile. My free hand absently brushed over the new scar beneath my shirt, reminding me of what I was doing, and why.Ā
My most recent hospital stay had ended only a few days earlier, and while Iād been approved to teach a classroom full of muscle clad, would-kick-the-shit-out-of-satan killers, I was still black listed from actually leaving the manse to go on rotation. So I had to take what I could get I guess.
As silence crept in with everyone settling the fuck down, I felt the even more uncomfortable weight of eyes on me, waiting for how I was going to wow them. I mean, this wasnāt a class on explosives, firearms, or the 52 ways you could kill a guy with your thumb. This was on the supernatural. Or, I guess, everything ELSE that was supernatural other than⦠well, us.
āRight, shit, well⦠here we go. Never been a public speaker, so bear the fuck with me while I figure this shit out,ā I mutter, tapping the marker against my free hand. Rhage, helpfully, grinned and said āhere, hereā.Ā
āWell, letās start by cutting straight to the whyās of being here,ā I say firmly, looking to Zsadist and giving a small nod. āZ had a demon hitch a ride. He was possessed,ā I say flatly. āAnd demons gossip around the lava water cooler worse than chicks in a high school. If we donāt start taking precautions now, we could be seeing more of them. Or more of what happenedā¦ā
I managed to keep myself from brushing the scar this time, but nothing could quell the furious fire burning in me to ensure Zsadist would never, ever have to go through that shit again.Ā
Zsadist:
I couldnāt help but keep my eyes locked onto my male. I mean letās face it, I always wanted my eyes on him. But even more lately with what had gone down recently. I could have lost him. Lost the most important person in life at the hands of myself. Well technically not myself, but still, this meeting was important. It was important for the Brotherhood to learn some knowledge on a new threat we had.
Demons.
Shaking the thought from my head as I give my male an encouraging smile. He looked nervous as hell to be in front of the Brotherhood right now, about to teach them a thing or two of his enemies. Though I wanted to believe that my Brothers would behave and give them his full attention.Ā
I couldnāt help but notice Malās hand as it crept closer to the new scar that I helped make on his body. Yes, this wasnāt my doing completely, but my hand was the one wielding the dagger. I had to stop letting myself believe this was all my fault, because it wasnāt.Ā
The demons were another enemy that we needed to take down. So I made sure everyone was paying attention before my eyes landed on Mal once again.Ā
Mal:
āI can honestly say Iāve never dealt with a demon possessing a vampire before, but then again, I donāt think the regular vampires theyāre used to quite cut itā¦ā
I frowned at that thought, but shrugged and kept going.Ā
āAnyway, weāll deal with the other breeds of vampires in another lesson,ā I say absently, shaking my head. āAnd ghouls⦠werewolves⦠wendigos⦠poltergeists⦠well, you get the idea.ā I waved my hand as if it would dismiss all the other breeds of supernatural beasties Iād just thrown out there. āDemons are our most pressing issue. How to identify oneā¦ā
Turning to the white board, I popped the top on my marker and started to write as I spoke.Ā
āFlickering lights. While also a sign of a malevolent spirit, it can be an indicator that a strong demon is nearby. In their raw form, they look like dark black smoke. That smoke will seek access to your body through your nose and mouth,ā I instruct, turning to look back at the Brothers.Ā
All of whom were staring at me, wide eyed and⦠damn, I wasnāt sure. Angry? Disbelieving? Incredulous? I couldnāt pin it. But this shit was definitely not what they were used to dealing with, and I was going to need to give them a minute to absorb.
āUh⦠ask questions, if you want. If it⦠makes it easier.ā
Zsadist:
Whoa okay. That was a lot of knowledge my male just spilled. I was just accepting the fact that demons had entered our world, but all those other things? Hell no.Ā
As I looked around the room I couldnāt help but notice my Brothers with the same blank look on their faces. Vishous was the first one to recover. I watched carefully as he lit a blunt then leaned across his desk.Ā
āWell shit. Always figured there was more to life than just us and the humans.ā Vishous said with a shrug.Ā
Rhageās brows drew in as he raised his hand. I couldnāt help but laugh as he played the role as a student. Once called on, by the very sexy teacher, he drops his hand and unwraps a lollipop.
āSo...like all those things you are saying is bad? But how can that be true? I mean...Hadrian is a shifter and he isnāt bad. Used for bad things, sure, but that isnāt his fault. I guess what Iām saying is, what is trying to come for us currently? Do the demons work with the other parties that were mentioned?ā
Ah yes, Hadrian.
Even though we were connected, I had a weird feeling that Rhage was tight with the male as well. Rhage once told me that he can relate to Hadrian in some way and hopes that they would get the chance to spend more time together.Ā
Speaking of, I needed to check in with the shifter and make sure he was doing alright. We did manage to be on rotation together every now and then, but rarely did we have the time to chit chat. Maybe next time Mal was out fighting and I was at home I could see if Hadrian wanted to grab a beer. Couldnāt hurt.
Mal:
āNot all shifters are bad the way not all vampires are bad,ā I conceded, nodding my head. āHadrian is a special example too. Even in his world, being able to shift into more than one creature is rare. Most shifters, like werewolves, are bound to one animal.ā
Pausing, I took in a breath, trying not to let myself be distracted by thoughts of Hadrian. The shifter being metaphysically bound to my mate was still a raw point for me, but I was working through it. Yāknow. Slowly.
āBut back to demonsā¦ā Lifting a hand to my shirt, I tugged down the collar just enough to reveal the pentacle tattoo across my chest. I also tried to ignore the quick way Zās golden eyes narrowed at my potentially showing skin to his Brothers, but in this instance he was definitely going to have to breathe. āThere are ways of ensuring a demon canāt possess you,ā I explain. āThis symbol is a protective one that repels demons. They canāt possess me. You can also wear the symbol, or other various amulets and protective talismans, to prevent it.ā
Letting go of the shirt, I start a list.
āSo, symbols. Talismans. Holy water,ā I add, my tone rueful as I figured some of them were, undoubtedly, rolling their eyes. After all, holy water was also a mythical vampire repellent. āIf a demon has already possessed a body, you can sometimes provoke them into revealing themselves by saying the name of God in latin.ā I glance back at all of them. āTheir eyes will turn a complete and glossy black with no iris at all. If they turn any other colour⦠well. Run like hell while screaming my name,ā I say dryly.Ā
Zsadist:
My eyes narrowed dangerously low when I watched Mal reveal his chest to my Brothers. Sure, theyāve seen his bare torso, but that doesnāt mean I wanted them sneaking a peek.Ā
Quickly my head snaps in Vishousās direction when he starts sketching in the notebook he brought to Malās class. Leaning over my desk to look over his shoulder only to reveal a drawing of the tattoo my male wore on his chest. Vishous continued to underline the shape as I leaned back into my seat. He probably had a plan of making some amulets for us to wear while out on rotation.
Everything Mal described sounded...insane. But I knew first hand that this was serious, and everything that he was saying was true.
āI canāt believe we are going to turn into demon hunters!āĀ Rhage chimes in with a goofy smile.
I hold back a snort, turning my attention towards Tohrment as he clears his throat. All heads turn towards his direction.
āSo...do these demons have a main purpose? Or do they just run around trying to find people to possess. Like we know what the lessers want...I was just wondering if these demons had an end goal.ā Tohr murmurs as he crosses his arms.Ā
Mal:
āWoah, hold your horses dragon boy,ā I snort, shaking my head. āI donāt want to turn the Brotherhood into hunters. Believe it or not, there are hunters out there ready to track down demons and the like when they pop up and send them back to Hell. The āonlyā reason I am teaching āanythingā right now is because⦠well, me being here could bring more of the nasties into our radar, and I want everyone at least prepared to handle it.ā
Yeah. Fuck. I āsoā did not need to lead these leather clad killers into metaphysical battles. They were all about the bang bang motherfuckers, and you couldnāt waste a ghost or half the things Iād fought with just lead and blades alone.
āCase in point,ā I continue, arching a brow. āHalf the shit I deal with canāt be snuffed out with a few bullets or a well placed knife to the heart cavity, yeah? Banishing demons requires the seal of solomon and exorcism chants and a whole whack of shit. In the case of possession? Prevention is so much better than cure, so I just want everyone able to avoid it. Depending on who excels at these classes, I may go further to teach exorcisms.ā
My eyes flicked to Zsadist, then to Vishous, the two Iād already pegged as most likely to be taught an exorcism. If Vishous didnāt go ahead and research the latin for it without me Iād be shocked.
āAs far as a demonās purposeā¦ā I trailed off, sighed then shrugged. āReally, they want mayhem. They want souls. They donāt want to be in hell. So, all of the above and then some. The better their vessel, the more situated they are to get other demons up and included. So, a breed of rich, powerful vampires with all manner of weapons at their disposal would be āveryā appealing,ā I add dryly. āSo, to reiterate⦠demons flinch at the latin name of God, burn at the touch of holy water, have dark eyes and look like dark clouds of smoke when they come at you in raw form. Any questions?ā
Zsadist:
Ā Everyone kinda stayed quiet, some shook their heads as Mal asked if anyone had questions. Which honestly I was a little relieved at. That means that my Brothers were taking this seriously. Then again after they discovered Hadrian, and learned about shifters, they must believe that anything is possible at this point.Ā
āThink this is a good starting point. We need to continue on and train to be able to handle the demons. Mal is right in a sense where we donāt need to go out and look for demons to destroy, but more so be equipped to handle them if they get in the way from our main goal.āĀ
I couldnāt help but chuckle slightly as Rhageās face fell. Maybe one day Rhage could go on a mission if any of Malās hunter friends ever needs a hand. Then again Hollywood actually might cause more damage.
Snorting at the thought as I look up to watch them file out slowly. Vishous stops in front of my mate to show him some things he wrote down then bumps his shoulder before following out after Butch. Figures V would be all about this. Iām sure he would be up all night doing research.Ā
I lean back in my desk, keeping my eyes on my mate as a private smile slowly forms on my face. Something that my Brothers wouldnāt get to see. Slowly I move to get up, the wooden chair creaking beneath me as I shift my weight off of it.Ā
āWell, that went...well.ā I rumbled as I made my way over to the very handsome teacher. āWhat do you think?ā My arms cross over my broad chest.Ā
Mal:
With everyone getting the basics down and with no further questions, class seemed to be dismissed. As Vishous stopped to show me his mockup of the tattoo on my chest, I nodded, agreeing with his ideas of necklaces and arm bands bearing the symbol to protect the Brothers. They needed things that were easy to put on or keep close that wouldnāt get in the way of the fight.Ā
Waiting for Z to come up, I felt myself relaxing the closer he got, until he was right there and I was leaning over to steal a kiss.
āYou think it went well?ā I murmur, grateful to hear it. āCould you tell I was nervous? Teaching classes is not really my schtick, but everyone seemed to⦠take it well.ā
Sighing, I leant against the desk at the front and gestured backward at the board and the notes Iād made.Ā
āI know this is new to everyone, but⦠I appreciate the enthusiasm.ā Pausing, I looked my male over and felt a familiar and welcome rush of affection. āYou okay?ā
Zsadist:
The kiss was soft and I welcomed it by sliding my arms around Malās waist. Holding my mate against me as my hand lifted to graze his cheek.
āYeah, now that everything's okay and you are healed.ā I murmur as I avoid his gaze for a moment. Trying not to picture the moment I stabbed my own mate in the chest.Ā
Clears my throat. āThis is good. We needed this done in case we came in contact with another demon. It seems like everyone took it serious for the most part.ā I snort thinking of Rhage then shrugs. āDo you feel good about continuing the lessons? I want to make sure every Brother is well equipped to take care of a demon if we come across one. Scribe, donāt need anyone else getting possessed and stabbing people in the manse.ā
Mal could have died. So we needed to take this seriously and make sure everyone in the mansion was safe at all times. To think that we let a threat in, that I let a threat in, was unsettling.
Mal:
Nodding, I rubbed a hand down my mateās arm reassuringly, looking at the empty classroom. Iād already started to take precautions of my own. The second Iād been released from the med wing Iād sought out, of all people, Fritz, asking for a layout of the grounds and every entrance. From there, Iād gone to each one and set up holy seals - wards to keep out demons and trap any that tried to enter.Ā
āIāve spoken with Vishous,ā I murmur, still thinking about the wards. āI let him know about the wards I put near the entrances - asked him to figure out more permanent solutions to my chalk and salt displays. I think Fritz almost had a coronary when I drew on everything, threw salt everywhere, and told him he couldnāt clean it,ā I add ruefully, flashing Z a smile. āBut at least thatās a start. I shouldāve thought of that when I moved inā¦ā
The admission tasted sour on my tongue, and I looked away from the intensity of that golden gaze to better process my guilt. If Iād had devilās traps set when I moved in, Zsadist and the demon hitching a ride wouldnāt have got past the door. Heād have been trapped, but performing an exorcism at that point wouldāve been a lot fucking easier. But instead Iād been naive, thinking the demons and all the beasties Iād hunted would never find me in Caldwell. And Z had almost paid the price.
āIām good with continuing lessons, not just on demons,ā I said finally, letting out a breath. āAnd while I was honest when I said I donāt want the Brothers going hunting if I can help it, there is a perk to knowing I have back up if something goes down in our backyard.ā
Zsadist:
āDonāt beat yourself up about that. Hell, Iām surprised this is the first time we have come in contact with them. With all the shit we dabble in you would have thought we would have seen them beforeā I shrug before reaching for my male. My hand cups his nape, forcing his gaze back to mine.Ā
āHey. You canāt beat yourself up over this, just like you told me that I canāt even though I do.ā I snorted. āItās done and you are safe in my arms.ā My voice cracks slightly at that, holding him a little tighter in my arms.Ā
āEverything is going well, and Iām grateful to have you teach us how to handle these demons.ā I nod before slowly pulling away.Ā
āNow...come on, letās head back upstairsā¦āĀ
My scarred lips turn up into a playful smirk as I start down the hallway. I couldnāt wait to have my male in our bed and to know that he was safe with me.Ā
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