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“i wish you could be kissed, jane.”
#good lord they make me lose it#maggie who gave you the RIGHT#bluesey#blue sargent#richard campbell gansey iii#trc#the raven cycle#trc fanart#my art
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actually I love Tentoo and he is the Doctor and it was the only ending for Rose that worked and it is a huge gift to be able to have the man she loves grow old with her, they were always heading for that, y'all be quiet. I 100% understand the angst but it's okay, they're okay, good ending-
#did you want her to...not end up with the doctor?#she ended up with the doctor. she ended up with the doctor and they get to AGE together#they get to have a real honest relationship the way they both always genuinely wanted#it's hard that the full time lord version has to carry on without her but that is the way that character's story ALWAYS goes#the doctor does not get to keep ANYONE. it would be a different show if he did#meanwhile there is a version of that same face of his - the one that was MADE for love? particularly born out of love for ROSE? the one 1/2#2/2 that always wanted a FAMILY? and stability? and a normal life? the tenth doctor longed for that specifically because of rose#now he gets to have it AND be part-human so he doesn't have to watch her get old. he gets old WITH HER#and they're canonically growing their own Tardis so you don't even have to be sad that they're not adventuring in time and space as usual#because they ARE. it's the kindest ending for either character. and if the full time lord hadn't left without either of them-#-he would have had to lose them eventually. lose Rose because she's human? hello? painful? but instead he was selfless and left her-#-with a proper happy ending. which she CHOSE to have so you can't be like “he tricked her!” she chose to kiss one of them and it was Tentoo#they are the same man. Rose won in this scenario.#and I GET IT I am with Billie Piper I think it will always feel a little off that she was left with Tentoo and not the full time lord#I understand. it still makes me a little sad. but I know it's a good ending writing-wise. really the ONLY ending.#yes I know about the popular idea of Immortal!Rose or Bad Wolf Rose or whatever and that's cute and all BUT - it's not a GOOD thing#it's not PREFERABLE to be immortal. Rose doesn't want to live forever. she wants to be with the man she LOVES forever.#she doesn't want to not die or adventure for all time. she wants to be there to hold his hand. and when Tentoo is born she gets THAT!#Immortal!Rose is tragic. the Doctor would not wish the burden of immortality on the woman he loves HELLO#anyway#I ship timepetals. that includes Tentoo/Rose. because he is the doctor#so there#I have more thoughts on Tentoo specifically but I digress#maybe if provoked in an Ask or something idk#doctorrose#timepetals#opinion piece#tenrose#tentoo#handy
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I'm getting tired of forgiving i'll just start fighting people to death like a gladiator in the colosseum
#being a good person is so exhausting#lord please stop putting me through these hardships#or else ill lose it#im such a nice girl#female hysteria#girlblogging#im just a girl#diary#this is what makes us girls#girlblog#girlblogger#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted syndrome#this is a girlblog#just girly things#female rage#girly stuff#girl interrupted#i'm just a girl#i'm losing my mind#this is what it feels like#i cant do this#girlhood#im going insane#girl gone crazy#girl rage
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nancy drew parallels
the confession of the long night (3x10) ⇾ the dilemma of the lover's curse (4x01)
#nancy drew#nancy drew cw#nancydrewedit#nace#naceedit#teendramaedit#tvedit#cwedit#JUST SAY YOU WANTED TO BE WITH NANCY GOOD LORD#they're honestly insane#they make me insane#creations: gifs#tv: nancy drew#otp: i couldn't lose you#spoilers: nancy drew season 4#edits: nancy drew parallels
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there's no world in which the ghosts watch dimension 20 I know that but just. imagining cap reacting to ricky "mr march" matsui is frankly sending me right now.
#when he gets fully naked in the titania fight. the captain would lose his mind#the 'good lords' would be too many to count#bbc ghosts#d20#dimension 20#the unsleeping city#posts that only make sense to me. and ace maybe
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Mmmhm. Yeah thats what I was figuring, so as you were saying about blue's awareness- so we knew where he was and what he was doing, my question is, what went wrong?
And. Well, followup question because I don't think you'd mind a two-in-one
Why do you think that about him? Bet it's a long story but I can sit and listen to the list of complaints you have about the boy you fostered.
[ He disappears, and the screen goes black. ]
.....
BLUE feels a grin cross his face as he completes the trip to Cinnabar. Yes! He had taught his Blastoise SURF, and now he had finally been able to get to the island—and more specifically, to Blaine.
He watches eyes linger on him as he passes by, but even though his thoughts lead him straight to the POKEMON mansion, he feels himself walking to Cinnabar's coast instead. Huh, okay. Follow your heart!
[ "Poseidon!" ] BLUE calls, letting the POKEMON out of it's Pokéball. It lets out a garbled shriek of joy in reply, nuzzling against his hand, and BLUE grins. [ "Come on, I just saw you 2 minutes ago! Anyway, I heard there's some mean Tentacool on the coast, so you know what to do! " ]
Blastoise, named Poseidon, apparently, nods determinedly, hopping into the water lining the edge of Cinnabar and sitting patiently as BLUE climbs on.
The water seems to buzz with a sort of uneasy electricity, as if a million Jolteons were underwater, rubbing against each other. BLUE snorts at the thought as Poseidon speeds forward to the edge of island, and BLUE peers forward and squints into the water, but he can't see anything. No ripples, no bubbles, no sign of Wild Pokémon at all. Nothing except the off- buzzing sound as he leans forward, and he frowns. That's odd...
BLUE considers dipping his hand into the water, but then realized that if, somehow, it is a bunch of Jolteons or other Electric type Pokémon creating the strange current, he would definitely be in trouble if he touched it. So, using his very real common sense, thankyouverymuch, he sits back up, and allows Blastoise to speed back to the other end of the coast, which yields the same results.
[ Even as he repeats the action 2, 3, 5 times, there is oddly enough no desire to stop. ]
It's the 8th time, and they're on the end closer to Pokémon mansion, mostly blocked from view, when it appears.
It's everything. It's nothing. It's Magikarp. It's Arceus. It's GRAMPS. It's RED.
It
hurts.
The POKEMON's (??????) cry is piercing, driving straight into his brain with a pain that has to be unnatural. BLUE opens his mouth, but no sound comes out, words fizzing out in his throat.
(A name comes to mind, slips away just as quick. Warnings from RED. Warnings from that dark-haired boy. )
Whatever it is, it latches onto his fear. BLUE can make out shapes—fossils, bones, a ghost, Red, his mother and father—but he can't figure out the name for it. He can't remember. He can't remember. He can't remember. He sees a Masterball in his hand, and the fear only grows. When did he get that? Even so, he throws it. .. ... .... Success! M?ISSINGⁿO. was caught!. .BLUE whited out. . . . . ( MISSINGNO locks nonexistent eyes on BLUE. ) ( BLUE feels his heart rate jolt up, and he clutches at his chest. Shuts his eyes, tightly, gasps for air. ) ( Goes through the motions, as one would say. ) ( The thing shifts. ) ( A familiar face smiles at him. A red jacket, lined with soft wool. One leather glove, reaching out. ) ( Familiar maroon eyes, pitch black and stormy with corruption. ) ( Contact is made, and BLUE catches fire. ) . . . Your save data has been corrupted. Start a New Game? >Yes. --BLUE wakes up, and his eyes adjust quickly to the bright lights of his room. He huffs as he stretches, vaguely dreading having to go to GRAMPS and get his Pokémon. On top of that, his head hurts. Like, a lot. He tries to figure out why, and he only can dredge up the taste of saltwater, and the sound of waves crashing against a coast.
........
( ..You have the feeling that pointing out the name mistake would be pointless here.)
( A sharp sound cuts through the silence, and your hands fly to your ears at the sudden volume. The Gameboy's screen is a mess of garbled graphics. )
( ... Professor Oak returns a second later. )
( Green ? ? )
"Hey."
( ... Right. Once he became self aware, he'd realize he was missing a lot of memories, right? From before the game, as well as before the incident. )
( ... )
#answered asks#pokepasta askblog#LONG POST#good lord#EVENT: A TALK WITH OAK#low quality ahh missingno#if you're confused worry not here's the simple version ->#player corrupts save file via missingno. blue therefore loses his memories because it's deleted. he becomes self aware after the player —#— starts a new game; because all of his old memories are suddenly gone. this creates a sort of...rift so to speak. his memories are gone bu#—he is not. all you need to know is that BLUE had a realization. he didn't want to go straight to the gym now even though—#—he vaguely remembers always having the urge to. confusion stacks atop confusion and he finally Realizes.#realizes why even now red always fucking beats him.#but he doesn't remember. can't remember the old save. only remembers cinnabar island; a local legend about a cursed pokemon.#so obviously that must be the reason he's missing like 80 percent of his fucking memories!#and if missingno have him sentience. well.#can't it take it back?#<- top 10 things that make sense to me and only me#“ermm he didn't answer the second question” he will in the next ask this is gonna be split into 2 parts ok
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yOu'Re gOiNg fOr a LiTeR? | "Habs react to Quebec Maple facts", 10.22.24
#guys this is not becoming a regular thing this is just the mental illinois breaking through but ALSO I SAW THIS AND SCREAMEDDDDD#they did this For Me. those are all my guys. like yes yes we know about xhekovský but that’s my adopted austrian son david reinbacher!!!#that’s my baby goalie carey price time travel cowboy son cayden primeau!!!! and i just LOVE that they were like#‘yeah so one of them is gonna be a bitch in both pairs. & yeah we’re gonna make them lose.’ & i am HERE for it. you know the media day vid#where they asked all of them who was brat on the team and like 75% said slaf which we all KNEW? yes. correct. even more evidence godddd#also empathize so much with him because i hate feeling stupid & he is notably like. a very smart guy w/good awareness of broader society#and sorry to get like this on a silly little post i’m about to fanfiction-ify before i have xhekovský hours but so much of this goes back#to the xenophobia in the nhl and how we treat players (not only that. people in north am/west tbh) whose first language is not english#and degrade/discredit them and their intelligence by virtue of their multilingualism and how we even think about multilingualism as a whole#e.g. the sense that certain languages are perceived as more ‘valuable’ capital/the support that SHOULD be there for language learning simpl#is not from what i can tell in the nhl so even if you wanted to foster an environment of intercultural competency they’re doing nothing to#support it. the stories!! of so many guys! reliant solely upon their teammates for basic necessities! WHERE is your language acquisition#programming. sorry the linguistics language and culture attempted to jump out there & i am not conveying what i want to say at ALL. anyway#juraj's slow descent into madness as u can SEE him visibly getting more & more over it & done is my roman empire. like he's having fun#at first he's laughing 'what is this whiskey?' & i AM thinking that toothy little grin at arber with the jerkoff hand motion about the mapl#syrup only taking a few minutes to come (out) was a dig. lord knows arber deserved it with his shorts pulled all the way up like GOD the me#you put here to wear slutty little 3" shorts live in cold CANADA and have to cover up their thigh tattoos. what a travesty. and the amount#of THIGH in this video i- biting. arber's hairy legs slaf's manspreading more as he gets frustrated & arber teases him i. and DAVID????#on a completely different note cayden with his face covered is giving me INTENSE brainworms i have the most unhinged storylines for him#AND THE BRYNDZOVE HALUSKYYYY everything past 2:00 is gold. david's tired sighs. slaf hating it here. arber having the time of his life#'taste' 'that's not an advantage' DAVID kill him. 'maple syrup specialist... normal guy 🤷' slaf you are the WORST loser and ily for it#arber defending his wife w/his life... juraj's the smartest guy in the room & arber's on his leash about it. it goes both ways (to be cont)#juraj slafkovský#arber xhekaj#david reinbacher#cayden primeau#montreal canadiens#i'm xhekovský posting leave me alone i'm also *****
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arthur lester may have trauma but his character is built in a way where i want to hear him getting stabbed and killed and beaten up more
however, i hear about warren godby being kept in a sustained state of trauma so that he can be picked at like a lab rat one more time and i’m going to actually lose it ONE GOOD THING LET HIM HAVE ONE GOOD THING GODDAMMIT
#malevolent#red valley podcast#it’s making me lose my actual mind#CAN THIS POOR MAN HAVE A GOOD DAY FOR ONCE#just finished s2 episode 6#good lord man#also sorry arthur lmao i’m about as good as kayne in this scenario#like yeah babe!! i liked when you stabbed his dagger into your throat too!!! it was sexy do it again!!
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This is gonna sound SO random, but I need all of my fellow Klance shippers to send me all of their luck and positive energy right now for 911 tonight because once that clock hits 8PM, I'm either gonna get my long-awaited bi rep or I'm gonna experience Legendary Queerbait 2.0
#911#911 abc#911 on abc#911 s7#911 season 7#911 7x04#evan buckley#eddie díaz#buddie#911 buck#911 eddie#911 buddie#klance#vld#voltron legendary defender#vld klance#positive energy#wish me luck#I really really need it#bi fi#bi#bi buck#bi buck 2024#please let my bi-fi signal be right#please don't let this be bait#please don't make me think things can be different when they won't be#don't let me don't let me don't let me down#im fucking losing my mind now#good lord im freaking out#AHHHHHHHHHHH
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in "the underworld," the only time the ambient screaming stops is when polites and odysseus's mom are singing, but that's when odysseus takes up the mantle of berating himself. i'm sick i'm on my knees i'm punching the floor
#more rambling#epic the musical#do you get it. even when he gets a reprieve he can't let go of the pain he remembers#somebody tranquilize me hdsklfjds#i have spent. the last six-some hours. just losing my mind over this half musical. why is it so well written#i know it was like five years in the making but good LORD
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rip? ripped off? right on the ice? well. no reason for all of that.
#me and my little article collecting against the world ive had this one on the backburner to transcribe for agesss#forgot how much this part in particular makes me lose it#jack's is like. yeah luke split his whole fucking nose open as a kid me and q were freaked the fuck out he was going to be ugly FOREVER :/#and luke's being like. Yeah once quinn went into a rage at age 10 and tried to kill jack on the ice ❤️ Funny as hell!#mind you these were meant to be stories that 'summed up who the other was as a person' . so what luke meant by this. who's to say#jack's conclusion was like 'he's very calm very tough kid'#luke's just like yeah they fought for my personal amusement even if they didn't know it#kiers.txt#also yes the true reason for all of that is of course simply the act of being siblings#but just. good lord now. ripped off is such visceral phrasing. kills me#*secondary reasoning also of course being: normal reaction to having jh⁸⁶ as your younger sibling
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It remains wild to me that people approach poll brackets like some kind of moral imperative. "Well this character only won because they're popular/people think they're hot—" yeah, that's pretty much how voting works. "There's no possible way this character is this popular, people must be cheating—" maybe consider that your experiences and perceptions are not universal. "This character should've won on the basis of x, y, and z qualifications—" cool, make an argument and make it fucking count.
Is there any actual reason that losing a poll has meaning to you, or are you just convinced that your fave is entitled to imaginary internet points?
#like people vote for PRESIDENT on the basis of 'this guy seems more fun/prettier'#do you REALLY expect FANDOM POLLS not to also have a sizeable demo voting on that basis alone. REALLY.#i wont even get INTO 'this character doesnt deserve to win cuz their fans were a lil mean >:[' cuz like#I'm sorry i cannot hear you over the 2016 american presidential election.#like. CAMPAIGN. good lord. the only way you influence anything is by making an argument.#and whining that your fave couldn't POSSIBLY lose is a great reason for me to vote for the other guy out of spite if the vote doesnt matter#this is rebloggable for now. do not clown.
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Holy fuck y'all i should NOT be awake 😭
#p#i need to be up in six hours 😭😭#i had an awful exhausting evening#my hamster that i had before moving passed away#the car i bought not even two years ago is totaled and unfixable#i lost one of the gigs i thought i had secured for the school year#it is pms hell week for me and i keep swinging wildly between utter fully body rage and complete overwhelming despair and anxiety#i want to cry but ive done enough crying tonight thank you!!!!#please let tomorrow be kinder i desperately need it#please let the jobs ive emailed tonight email me back#and let the pay be good#i also have sooooo much to do before next tuesday oh my god#i need to prep for our session on saturday#finish lesson planning for the summer camp#finish character creation#grocery shop#quick clean of the house bcuz lord knows i wont be doing it while at the camp#i still havent received a v important piece of mail#figure out how to pay my taxes and insurance#prep for the meeting i have monday morning re new school year including some brain storming#reviewing the pacing calendar and handbook and looking at the google drive again#and im being social this entire weekend agh#plus look for jobs i guess??? bcuz money is needed#and theres family drama 🙃#ugh i should probably not be posting this on main#perhaps i will delete later ugh#life is just hard atm it will get better it always does#and i will not lose my rental nor will i be unable to pay my taxes and bills#it will be FINE#because i will make it fine
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my husband ranks my f/os.png
things i love about this:
he has watched moon knight, yet didn't recognize jake lockley or marc spector
he does NOT know who rex is. he said he just likes that picture of dt hgfsdfhh
wtf did din do to him
i love who he put in 'my wife needs help.' it's everyone i expected him to put there
i thought 🪓❄️ would be in the last category tbh
WTF DID POE DO TO HIM
#oh lord tagging on mobile sucks#d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page#m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine#ac; as sure as god made black and white#c; i love everybody because i love you !#b; after youre gone and the house is mine alone#kr; she'll answer me wherever she may be#j; im holding tight- will you come back someday?#a; baby are you coming for the ride?#h; inside the hollow word i can only hope this will do some good#r; i bet on losing dogs#f; im taking your girl and making her mine#e; cant your heart find its home in me#m; a love made of matches is destined to burn#m; moonlight to show the way we can follow#o; somewhere in these eyes im on your side#n; no one ever said it would be this hard#p; lets fall in love for the night#b; youre still the only light that fills the emptiness#d; ill be yours till forever falls apart#o; run away now and forevermore#m; falling for him was like falling from grace#p; i shouldnt cry but i love it starboy
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I think we can all relate to Pi here
#cuties#they are so precious#i'm losing it at the puppy eyes he makes at Chris at some moments#excuse me at most moments#excuse me pup-pi eyes#also excuse the bad pun and yet another gifset but these two are just too good NOT to make more gifs#chris harms#pi stoffers#lord of the lost#lotl#m'era luna#my gifs
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s/b: i don't like that thor features a love story
me: well let me tell you about how mcu!thor's core trait is his love and that includes love for his people, love for his homeland/home planet, love for his family and his brother in particular, love for the nine realms and earth in particular, and how that all boils down into love for jane— who's the most human of humans to him; who taught him how to be human too — so of course in the film where we're introduced to the mcu depiction of thor, his story is quintessentially a love story in both hope (jane) and tragedy (loki) and how those two things constantly conflict and contradict one another, and leave thor stranded in the middle because he loves both so dearly; patrick doyle crafted a beautiful OST featuring STRINGS and PIANO instead of just drums and horns because thor is strong and heroic, yes, he is, in fact, a hero but he's a beautiful hero because of his love because he is SOFT and it's reflected in the strings in both of his themes and—
#don't even get me started on how the avengers continues this particular theme so well#god the shot when loki has flung him from the ship and he moves to pick up the hammer and hesitates#y'all they intercut dialogue that someone speaks to banner overtop thor at that exact second#AND YOU KNOW WHAT IT SAID? “you fell from the sky”#he knew dang well he was worthy he /just/ used the hammer to get out of the hulk drop but he was thinking of loki#//who let go ... who was presumed dead for a year//#who .... //fell from the sky//#don't even get me EXTRA started on tdw and how it just keeps this train rolling lord the music of thor's 2 themes in that one too i just#lose my marbles every time gang i wish i had more technical terms and fancy composer lingo to explain this#alas all i have is a lifetime of choir classes and HS band + orchestra#which means that i know what i /feel/ but i can't explain it too good BUT HEAR ME OUT I'M TELLING YOU#his themes in TDW and 2011 both spell out /love/ what makes him a hero is his love !! he's love !!#&&. whispers#&&. meta#&&. | marvel. |#&&. thor.#so anyways guess who's listening to earth to asgard + sons of odin again and crying
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