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Been thinking about G/ojo [like always] but specifically: G/ojo being allergic to Rich Things [tm] And the idea that, this is his lifestyle. He's not only used to it, but so comfortable with the uncomfortable that he can't even imagine changing it, so used to this glamour that he doesn't even know where to start considering something else
That shirt that costs more than most people make in a week? Well yeah ofc he has 10 of them, what else would he wear?
Why would he buy a new pillow, he has one at home filled with the most exquisite and soft feathers
Of course he's using this body scrub you can only get through special order, they know him there! They prepare his order monthly, he doesn't even have to think, just sign in, click a few buttons, and it'll show up just the way he's used to!
But that shirt always leaves him a bit itchy, he'll be absentmindedly scratching at his neck all day,
Those pillows make him wake up in fits, barely able to catch a breath through the sneezes,
And the body scrub? Works like a charm but his eyes will be watering for hours after, until the scent wears off a bit.
Just something about G/ojo being so desperately allergic to the only life he knows, as if something inside him is fundamentally rejecting it, and yet he can't possibly imagine another one~ It's so deeply ingrained in him that he doesn't even consider it might be doing him more harm than good. After all, he's the strongest, he should be able to handle a bit of allergies, shouldn't he?
[and maybe, just maybe, when he was with G/eto, he stole his shirts, and felt better. He slept in G/eto's bed, and felt better. And he stole his bodywash, and felt better. And he's not stupid, of course he knows why. Of course he could put the pieces together, but... maybe he doesn't deserve to feel better, unless G/eto is there with him. Maybe life without him, life as just the strongest and nothing else, maybe that's meant to feel worse]
#idk dude this post is long and weird and not exactly how i want the words to come out but#ive been tHINKING about HIM (shoutout to wildindigo for making a post and igniting this FIRE)#i just... poETIC. POETIC PARALELLS!! g/ojo being allergic to his life#feeling his best with g/eto in the world g/eto brought him into#but never truly able to stay there and choosing to pick the path of suffering bc he feels#its simply what he deserves. and what he should carry. the burden he's been given.#god idk maybe this wont make sense to anyone else maybe everyone else will hate this but i kinda just love it#also maybe the idea of g/eto also being allergic to the rich lifestyle#and not even knowing g/ojo is bc the sECOND g/ojo realized g/eto was allergic he dropped anything that set him off#and g/eto feeling this is cosmic punishment whenever he's in g/ojos world and so deeply allergic#thinking it's proof him and g/ojo are too different to ever truly belong#but little does he know g/ojo is just as unfitting in that world and he sees himself as dEPRIVING g/ojo of his rich life#but in reality he's saving him and giving him more peace and wellness than g/ojo ever feels without him#WOOO i went off a bit in these tags i apologize i have a LOT of thoughts about this T-T#waterfalltalks#waterfallrambles#good god i feel insane~
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“close your eyes, evbo” or whatever she said
#my art#pvp civilization#tabi pvpciv#pvp civ tabi#pvp civilization tabi#pvp civ spoilers#pvp civilization spoilers#how are we feeling pvpheads.#you best believe that caption is a mouthwashing reference#anyways. i’m still reeling from this damn episode. i am going to go downright insane#it’s great that raymond’s still alright. it’s cool that we got a lore drop. yknow what isn’t cool? ALL OF THAT#WHAT THE FUCK DUDE…… OH MY GOD.#i’m going to have a headache. it’s so good though. god………. pvpciv save me
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watching fma 2003 again :)
#fullmetal alchemist#fma 2003#fma#edward elric#alphonse elric#GUYSSSS I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO FLAMING TEXT#i feel so powerful#i love the brothers' dynamic in the 03 series#theyre such good characters#i just find it hilarious and incredibly tragic how often they have an exchange that looks like:#ed: we have to get your body back no matter the cost al#al: and yours too!! right brother?#ed: ....... sure al. whatever you say buddy. *most unconvincing smile in the history of smiles*#god they drive me insane. i love doomed siblings
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what the fuck he's actually insane?????!!!!!! my god
#crying screaming throwing up#giggling and kicking my legs#screamed in the bus#he's insane.#oh my fucking GOD#he's a greek god#BABE LET ME LICK UR VEINS#and suck u off so good#he doesn't know what he's missin 😣#i can't even start to describe how those made me feel#i wanna kiss him for this#my self control is slipping#y'all don't realise how badly i need this man#NICHOLAS HMU#NEOW.#nicholas chavez#alex' yapping sessions ♥︎#nicholas chavez x reader#nicholas chavez smut#nicholas alexander chavez#hoffmansgirl nicholas ♡
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sin eater
#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however#when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane#uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will#which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity#if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good#finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously#and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person#thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#uzi md#md uzi#uzi fanart
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the new aurora album SLAPS





Tags: @st-leclerc @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @saviour-of-lord @rubywingsracing
#aurora my beloved#yall I am so indecisive#I feel insane with the amount of variations#NEW AURORA ALBYM IS FIRE#WHY IS IT SO GOOD#I literally was ascending listening to it#sorry about the non f1 art again 💀#aurora#aurora music#music art#music fanart#aurora fanart#aurora aksnes#aurora art#Aurora Aksnes Art#the gods we can touch#what happened to the heart?#Annie’s art#formulanni#why does it lowkey not look like her#I feel crazy
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made a cover for my soriku playlist
#soriku#sora#kh sora#riku#kh riku#kingdom hearts#kh#dream drop distance#ddd#kh ddd#my art tag#artists on tumblr#illustration#it is a spotify playlist sowwy 💔#good god . ive been whacked by the kh stick for the better part of 2 yrs now. i needed to express it Artistcally#tgey mean.... So Much to Me#i listened to so close from the enchanted soundtrack for. the Entire time i drew this i hope it shows#isnt it crazy that the ddd ver of dearly beloved has a waltz part. insane actually#anyway i think the playlist is ok. was going for a dream like feel . ironically enough#this soriku shit serious good god . okie bye byeee ✌🏻
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alright, i know being a manga reader makes you... dissatisfied about how certain scenes played out but literally after finishing the recent ep, i understood WHY.




I WAS CLUTCHING MY PEARLS AT 1 IN THE MORNING BC OMFG???????????????????????????
The cute Jinmao interactions in the beginning may not have made the cut but they sure as hell went up and beyond with their cave scenes and i gotta say, those were necessary sacrifices for the greater good 🙏
BECAUSE HELLO?!?!??!!!!!!!!??!
THE WAY JINSHI LOOKS AT HER HAS ME FLOORING MAOMAO IS SO STRONG
(she definitely wasn't tho. i saw the way she gaped at his face. I KNOW YOU MAOMAO!!!!)
and the way jinshi instinctively locked her in place with that delicious waist grab?!? my guy did NAWWTT do all that in the manga but if his slutty outfit and hairstyle in the beginning had to be sacrificed for this, then to hell with them 🔥
ALSO HELLO????????? THE CLOSE UP OF JINSHI GIVING HER A PASSIONATE CPR HAS ME WEAK ON MY KNEES
This can be taken out of context and I'M GLAD IT CAN BC HELL YEAH
the animators had to set their priorities with this ep and I'M GLAD THEY DID. THEY KNEW WHAT WE WANTED AND THEY GAVE ITTTT
I can't wait for the next ep!!!!
#YES GAAAAWWDDDDDDDDDDDD#i better see that leg lift!!!!!#god i was frothing at the mouth last night#this ep was so good i can't stop thinking about it#I WAS LITERALLY GOING INSANE FROM THE WAY JINSHI LOOKED AT MAOMAO AAAAAHHJFKAJDKAKDKSKS#I'M NOT COHERENT ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE IT BUT IT WAS LIKE HE WAS QUITE READY TO RISK IT ALL FOR HER 😭#THAT LOOK HAS ME FEELING THINGS AND MAOMAO MUST HAVE FELT SOMETHING TOO SHE'S JUST AS DOWN BAD AS EVERYONE#U CANT TELL ME SHE DIDNT MELT AT HIS GAZE GANG#and the way he pulled her closer omfg#i pray i will be as calm as this when the legit frog scene releases next week 🤞#the apothecary diaries#the apothecary diaries anime#tad spoilers#kusuriya no hitorigoto#knh anime#knh spoilers#jinshi x maomao#jinshi#maomao#jinmao
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"You must have felt it, too."
FANGS OF FORTUNE (2024). EPISODE TWENTY THREE -> EPISODE TWENTY FIVE -> EPISODE THIRTY THREE.
#fangs of fortune#asiandramasource#dramasource#cdramasource#tvedit#*#faiza gifs#like i said! choking is THEIR love language!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#god there is SO MUCH to say THE WAYYYYYYY yichen's eyes and just demeanour CHANGES the more li lun chokes himmmmmmmmmm.#from the 1st one being a complete WTF to the 2nd one being WHY DO I FEEL SOMETHING FOR HIM to the last one being COMPLETE SUBMISSION.#god GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i am going INSANE. THEY DID ALL THIS FOR THE 5 LUNCHEN SHIPPERS THAT EXIST!#'you must have felt it too' oh li lun baby boy he MORE than JUST felt it.#whats that saying? good boys take you heaven but the bad boys bring heaven to you. YAAAAA.
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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Mal's Avatar: The Last Airbender rewatch: The beach 3.05
#atlarewatch#avatar the last airbender#atla#azula#princess azula#zuko#prince zuko#mai#ty lee#gifs#avatarthelastairbenderedit#atlaedit#azulaedit#useramys12#tusersimone#userthing#smallscreensource#will not hear anything about 'ursa wasn't a bad mom to azula she just didn't enable her' cause that's not fucking true#i'm not saying ursa should've let azula get away with the bad stuff she did or that her intentions weren't good (which we literally have no#way of knowing ursa is barely a character) but if your child EVER feels like this you have FAILED as a parent sorry not sorry#she said out loud when she clearly knew azula could hear 'what is wrong with that child' DUDE WHAT IS WRONG WITH *YOU*???????#you gotta balance out reprimand with actual affection otherwise the child will not take in the message you're trying to teach them they'll#just think you hate them#AND SHE DID THAT RIGHT WITH ZUKO WHEN HE IMITATED AZULA AND THREW BREAD AT THE TURTLEDUCKS! she scolded him then showed him affection after#on another note!#i think the pause azula takes after saying she doesn't care is super interesting! cause it's VERY similar to the 1x20 zuko moment i#giffed when he's talking about how ozai favoured azula!!! i might make a separate parallel gifset just for that#GOD these siblings make me insane
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i do often like to think about how late 20's bakugou would tell you he's a virgin i think about it a lot
#how would he do it.....#GOD i will go insane every time i think about him having sex with someone he cares about for the first time i just picture him getting so#overwhelmed in a GOOD WAY like. everything feels so good and his face is a deep red and he's breathing so hard and kind of just putty in#your hands WOOOOOOOF you're gonna have to put me down#✿ thoughts: bakugou
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cw// implied character death, double life nonsense
because you are love itself.
#my art#trafficblr#double life#divorce quartet#<-- insane about how scott killed pearl in limlife.#this comic has been sitting unfinished in my files for a good month its def not finished to my usual quality but god it needed to be done#so uh scott... yeah. i like villain scott but not pure evil scott. i like a scott whos scared of being loved and manipulates others to spar#himself the pain. i like a scott who ditched pearl because their friendship was actually becoming real and when the server gods confirmed i#with DL he freaked out a bit and ran off.#ofc u can interpret this comic however u want but i was just thinking way too hard abt smajhor#i feel like often ppl get divided into scott did nothing wrong vs scott is pure evil alot of the time#which is understandable cus like i said with fanart/fic u only have so much space to show someones personality#but idk i like him all angsty. like i know im a bad person but to keep myself safe i need to keep being like this.#hes so blorbo *puts him in a blender*#i hate him *wraps him up in a blanket and takes him home*#cw implied death#cw implied violence#scott#pearl
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Something something about Tommy ending up at HARBOUR and getting to be his true and full self. Now he’s doing the same for Buck - providing him with a harbour - a safe space for him to find himself and figure things out.
The water theming continues to send me spiralling
#water theming around buddie and queer discovery is everything to me actually#coming into harbour for safety#a harbour in a storm#bucks ship is going to find its anchor in harbour and be safe - Eddie’s ship is next - when both ships are in harbour - then can buddie set#sail - were getting there and I’m feeling insane#the metaphors are so good and deep#god I love this show so much#911 spoilers#911 abc#evan buckley#tommy kinard
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spent my whole work day binge-reading all of Tiger, Tiger on my phone and oh my GOD. webcomic of all TIME
#its so good im gonna throw up.#THE ART??? JESUS. the designs!!! the expressions!!! the linework!!! the panelling!!! the fluidity of movement!!!#excrutiating gay pining and insane lesbianisms both.... cannot tell if i feel more crazy abt remy/jamis or ludo/luck but oh my god#also just. luck in general. HELLOOOOOOOO#SO THERE'S THIS NONBINARY LESBIAN/ELDRITCH DARK GOD.......#.txt#tiger tiger
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If I have to see One More fucking post that makes Alhaitham a "daddy dom" and Kaveh into a "soft uwu sub" I'm going to fucking kill someone

#The fetishization of gay men keep winning and it pisses me off SO badly#I say it once. I'll say it again. Alhaitham looks a certain way just enough that people ignore his autistim coding and shove him into a box#And I feel like the in depths of their characters really add to their dynamic and is what makes the two so appealing#Like. Kaveh and Alhaitham are SO interesting in terms of how they compliment and contrast each other#genshin impact#genshin alhaitham#genshin kaveh#genshin kavetham#kavetham#alhaitham#kaveh x alhaitham#kaveh#Im going so fucking insane. Someone PLEASE write some good romance/smut of them GODS PLEASE#Like how does this keep happening. The majority of gay men are switches iirc#lemonade rants#Im going to throttle someone istg I'm so pissed off#The thing is that all this started because I started thinking about it while playing genshin randomly#And I pissed myself off about it
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