#gonna watch it later tonight and take some screenshots :3
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gideongrovel · 4 days ago
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*SCREAMING* I JUST FOUND A T.CM2 BTS VIDEO THAT I HAVEN'T SEEN YET!!!!! JANSKSKSKSKSSK
GONNA HAVE NEW IMAGES/FOOTAGE OF MY WIFEY!!! ����💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
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cuntressgoingdigital · 1 month ago
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in honor of the mma! abby x model! reader fic that is rotting in my drafts, i desperately wanna talk about the cute shit yall get into while pretending you're not dating - pt 2 if you care
free palestine! click this link for more info
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☆ abby is so aggressively offline, but you are chronically online. in particular, you’re a livestream fiend. it’s a cute way to interact with your fans and it passes time while you’re getting ready for events. you two spend so much time pretending you aren’t together, but on more than one occasion people have screenshotted a figure that looks like her in the background. buff, long blonde hair, kind of tall, she’s hard to miss. you take delight in fucking with people so whenever people ask in your comments you reply with a quick
“no that’s the ghost that haunts my apartment. she’s nice though.”
☆ re: you enjoy fucking with people, once your relationship status was official and you two had settled, you’d post pictures of the two of you out at dinner captioned with some variation of “just a couple of besties”. abby doesn’t get the joke at all, but is happy to participate. 
☆ paparazzi are constantly up your ass, and one day when you’re on what you thought was a secluded beach with abby, they snap a picture of abby kissing you along your neck, your fingers wrapped in her long blonde hair. then, someone leaked the address of the hotel you’d be staying at and you were bombarded by fans at the door. one of them screams at you “was that a picture of you and abby on the beach?”
thinking quickly on your feet, you respond “i haven’t been to the beach in years.” an obvious lie, but it sold the idea that you weren’t going to talk about it. 
☆ celebrity blind items are constantly being released, revealing details of your personal life. you have no idea who on your team is running their mouth, but there were plenty of worse things that could be revealed to the public. 
this A- list model was caught at the club sucking face with this rookie alliterative alphabet fighter. sources are saying they’ve been together for months, but neither are willing to confirm on or offline.
☆ finally, about a year into your relationship you and abby concoct this ridiculous hard launch for your relationship status. abby’s in las vegas for a pretty important main card fight. not a title fight, but she was still new on the scene and was trying to establish her relevance. she gets a devastating first round knockout with the nastiest punch to the jaw that you’ve seen in a minute. 
the crowd is in an uproar when the announcer and her team flood the octagon. they ask the standard “how do you feel?”, “do you have anything you wanna say to the fans?” 
then came the question she was waiting for. “what are you going to do once you get out of the octagon?” 
“i’m gonna go call my girlfriend.” she chuckles between sharp exhales, still riding the adrenaline from the fight. “she’s the first voice i wanna hear after every fight. she couldn’t be here tonight because she’s off in milan, but i know there’s no way she missed this.”
of course you were watching. it was no secret that you were a ufc fan. you’d been caught front row in the stadium a few times. even if abby wasn’t fighting, you tried not to miss the pay per view events. 
an hour later a photo was uploaded on your instagram of you holding your phone to your ear, still in your pajamas with the caption
absolutely loving milan <3 
it took very little time for “WE WERE RIGHT!” to start trending on twitter.
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i WILL be writing more of them don't worry. idc if only 3 people like this, more is coming :P
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Texts from The Lost Tomb, part 3
I didn’t mean for this to stray into angst but like the lack of updates with Li Cu in LTR?? I had to do it to em.
Wushanju Crew Chat, 11:05pm
Li Cu: what’s up losers I’m outside
Li Cu: someone come on and open the damn door
Wang Meng: Language:(
Li Cu: fine, someone come on and open the damn door please
Snake Eyes Chat, 7:00am
Wu Xie: hey are you awake? Sorry I missed you coming in:) was finishing up some work. How was the end of your first semester? Did that geology paper go well? Did the food budget work out or do you need some extra money next semester?
Li Cu: yeah about your work
Li Cu: heard a little rumor
Li Cu: about you going through some stuff during ur recent trip
Li Cu: some stuff you maybe forgot to mention
Li Cu: and you told me we gotta check in with stuff, so this is me checking in, okay
Wu Xie: oh? What stuff?
Li Cu: idk just like
Li Cu: THE STUFF WITH YOU ALMOST FUCKING DYING FOR FUCKING MONTHS AND THE WAREHOUSE SHIT AND ERJING AND PEOPLE HURT YOU AND WHAT THE FUCK IS A THUNDER CITY AND NOONE FUCKING CALLED ME ABT THOSE PARTS ONCE
Wu Xie: oh. That stuff.
Li Cu: yeah asshat I’m in the kitchen whenever you’re ready to explain your fucking bullshit. Also you’re out of milk wtf how am I supposed to make breakfast here
Main Chat, 11:14am
Wu Xie: okay so it’s possible I fucked up a little bit.
Wang Pangzi: THERES JUST SO MUCH YOU COULD BE REFERRING TO I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START
Zhang Qiling: What’s wrong?
Honorary Wu Chat, 11:30am
Wang Pangzi: KID IM SO SORRY THAT PUNK IS A TRAINWRECK BUT YOU KNEW THAT
Wang Meng: Welcome home, Li Cu <3 not much has changed, ultimately.
Wang Pangzi: IT DIDNT EVEN OCCUR TO ME THAT HE WOULDNT TELL YOU EVERYTHING ABOUT IT ONCE THE REST OF US FIGURED IT OUT
WAIT HOW DID YOU FIND OUT
Li Cu: it’s okay. not your fault, uncle. Doesn’t matter how I found out. Wait wait hold on what do you mean “the rest of us figured it out” who figured it out
Wang Pangzi: SAY HELLO LIU SANG
Liu Sang: …hello.
Wang Pangzi: SAY MORE THAN THAT.
Liu Sang: uh…so you’re Wu Xie’s protégé, huh?
Li Cu: oh well howdy there homewrecker
Liu Sang: Excuse me??
Zhang Qiling: I think someone on the roof is calling me and I should go find out.
Wang Meng: I would also very much like to be removed from this conversation.
Wang Pangzi: AHAHAHAHA KIDDO IVE MISSED YOU
Li Cu: all I’m saying is aren’t you the little creep who’s obsessed with Xiao Ge
Liu Sang: ???
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu is referring to a brief period of irrational thought on Wu Xie’s part, where he mistakenly believed you to be a threat to our relationship.
Liu Sang: what do you mean a threat??
Wang Pangzi: WHAT DO YOU MEAN TIANZHEN HAD “A BRIEF PERIOD OF IRRATIONAL THOUGHT”
YOUVE MET YOUR HUSBAND RIGHT
Wang Meng: can you please take me off this chat.
Liu Sang: Wait, so Wu Xie told you about me, but…reading between the lines, he didn’t mention the cancer or anything bad that happened? Oh yikes.
Li Cu: don’t change the subject “Liu Sang”
if that is your real name
Like yeah you’re right abt it but still
just saying
heard you got good ears but I’ve got snake powers
kinda
so like no more funny business okay you superhearing harlot
Wang Meng: LANGUAGE, LI CU. IN THIS HOUSE WE SHOW GOOD MANNERS.
Wang Pangzi: LMAO OH DO WE NOW
Zhang Qiling: Li Cu, this is all unnecessary and childish. Please apologize.
Li Cu: you say that now bruh but apparently you weren’t complaining when he was all “idol this” and “idol that”
oh and hey Wang Meng while we’re here can I show you my business class grade report later bc Wu Xie is all “what matters is that you learned and enjoyed the experience” blah blah all eat pray love you know how he gets and I want to actually discuss areas to improve so that when I take over this joint I do better than Wu Xie? Tho that shouldnt be hard lol
Wang Meng: hurtful but accurate. I’ll bring my best red pen:)
Liu Sang: oh my god. I’m too jetlagged to keep up with any of this.
Wang Pangzi: BEST. DAY. EVER. IM SCREENSHOTTING THIS FOR HEI XIAZI.
Not A Homewrecker Chat, 11:52am
Liu Sang: Okay, we started off on the wrong foot.
Li Cu: I agree let’s start over
Start with how your little prank game almost got ppl killed
Liu Sang: And I seriously regret that. But we moved past that.
Wow, he seriously skipped over so much bullshit but didn’t skimp on mine, huh.
Li Cu: AHA so you ADMIT IT
Liu Sang: I’d like to think I’ve grown since then. That I’ve come to see Xiao Ge as a person and mentor, rather than an idol. I count Pangzi and Wu Xie as my close friends. I’m going to be staying here with them right now, I hope you can be okay with that.
Li Cu: see in my head you were going to be a lot less mature about it and I had a bunch of great follow-up insults planned
Liu Sang: I figured. I’d like us to be friends, though. Or at least not enemies.
Li Cu: okay but only bc you don’t know me yet so you won’t judge too much for this and I need to get this out to somebody I’ve been thinking about it for hours and my friends are still in finals and I’m stressing a little bit maybe
Liu Sang: ?
Li Cu: I yelled at dad
*Wu Xie sorry autocorrect
Liu Sang: …uh huh.
Li Cu: I yelled at him earlier. for keeping all that stuff from me. He started crying
Liu Sang: Wu Xie has been pretty emotional since we got back. Not necessarily your fault.
Li Cu: I made him cry right there at the kitchen sink and it felt like maybe the worst thing I’ve ever done
Snake venom and stabbings, no tears
Me saying I wouldn’t have gone to his funeral, all tears
Which I know was shitty to say but I was really mad
Liu Sang: If it’s any consolation, I think Wu Xie can understand the concept of being led by his emotions to make bad decisions…better than most people.
Li Cu: Xiao Ge came in then and looked weird
Like weirder than usual
Like he didn’t know which of us to be more mad at
Liu Sang: A common problem for the iron triangle, I understand.
Li Cu: I just ran out I didn’t have words right then and I feel stupid
but whenever they come back from their walk I’m gonna say sorry and stuff bc i could’ve come home to his funeral and I’m mad about it but also like. I could have come home to his funeral. I can get mean when I’m in a freakout mood. It’s not like I was scared or anything at all I don’t get scared really anymore ever but just like. Freaked out.
Liu Sang: He’s probably going to say sorry, too.
Li Cu: sorry I called you a homewrecker. Didn’t mean to slut-shame either
Liu Sang: I admit that after the initial shock, it was pretty funny. Super hearing harlot, it should be on my business card;)
Li Cu: this situation with Wu Xie is weird but kinda good ya know. And I have these freakouts sometimes that something maybe bad could happen to this situation. So consider this a shovel talk. But like, also not a shovel talk at the same time.
also I appreciate you saving his life and whatnot
Liu Sang: Noted. Now. Coffee?
Li Cu: sounds sick.
Be in the kitchen in 10. You can pick out what we watch for the household tv show tonight. no way is Wu Xie choosing some dry documentary about gravestone rubbings again. Pangzi just watches real housewives reruns and Xiao Ge won’t watch tv after he caught the last half hour of A Walk To Remember. Also i need my phone now to send some $ to Hei Xiazi since I owe him for…providing some intel
Liu Sang: Not even surprised.
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puckinghell · 4 years ago
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The Plus One Pact | William Nylander | Part 4
Summary: Your ex is getting married, and you don’t have a date, which means the unavoidable “why don’t you have a boyfriend” question is about to haunt you for the rest of eternity. But then there’s Will, who could be the answer to all your problems. A simple business pact, no feelings involved: that won’t be hard for you, because you really don’t like him anyways. Except pacts were made to be broken… or something. Right?
Note: This is part 4. Click here for part 1 | part 2 | part 3
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You don’t know how it happens.
Okay, you kinda do.
One night, you get a text from Will that’s just a screenshot of a very strongly worded email to a certain balloon company, and then three crying-from-laughter emojis.
Still not funny!!! you text back, and you expect not to hear from Will again until the wedding.
You’re wrong. When he texts you again the next day, asking how you work was, you figure it would be rude not to answer, and then when the phone rings late one night, you worry something is wrong, so you answer that, too.
“What was your day like?” Will’s voice is quiet and timid when he asks, and you take it you’re not gonna talk about that awful game they just had, so you talk to him about your day for an hour until his voice is lighter and he’s laughing again.
It starts happening more and more, and before you really realize it, it’s weird when you haven’t heard from Willy in a day.
To be truthful, it turns out Zach was right; as he usually is, which you would rather die than tell him. 
But Will is different when it’s just you two, and your favorite moments with him are when he calls after games and his voice is laced with sleep and you can nearly hear the smile through his voice when he asks you about your day. Everything about him is muted, then, but it feels real, and important, somehow.
You even learn to appreciate how annoyingly chipper he is, because sometimes you really do need someone to just laugh at your bad mood until it goes away.
You also learn that, like you expected on the plane to Calgary, Will keeps his head high but it’s mostly a facade. Comments get to him, especially when they’re about his hockey – “that’s the only thing I was supposed to be good at” he jokes one time, and you wanna hit him over the head with his hockey stick until he understands that that’s not true – and he takes everything personal, although he tries not to show it.
Everything you didn’t like about him, you find out, is something you either got wrong about him or learned to appreciate.
And there’s so much more to like about him, too.
One night, after a really bad day at work, you have a fight with your sister about Noah’s stupid wedding. 
“Why are you so against coming?” your sister says, a little too aggressive. “Surely you aren’t still in love with him? He’s happy with Betty, Y/N.” 
Of course you’re not still in love with Noah, but it hurts that she can’t just accept that you don’t wanna go. That she can’t take your side in this, even if she doesn’t know the full story. She should trust that you’re not being difficult for no reason.
And you can’t help yourself; it’s late and you know Will just got done with his game, and he’s all the way in Carolina but you call him anyway.
He answers almost immediately.
“Y/N?” he asks, and he sounds surprised. It’s to be expected, because he’s almost always the one calling you, but it stings a little, nonetheless.
“Uhm, hi.” You pause. “Is it… okay that I called?”
“Of course. Always.” Will sounds truthful, so you decide to take his word for it.There’s no more extra space in your brain to worry about that, as well. 
“Congrats on the game.”
“Thanks.” You hear Willy’s grin. “I’ve told Zachy we’re both very proud of him for that OT winner.” There’s an indignant huff next to him that sounds a lot like Zach and you figure they’re still on the bus, where Willy usually sits with Kappy or Zach.
It’s quiet, then Willy’s voice, treading very carefully: “Is something wrong? You don’t sound too happy.” There’s some stumbling and you can almost see how Willy must be elbowing Zach away from the phone, because Zach is basically an overprotective dad whenever he hears anyone isn’t doing well.
But Willy… Willy isn’t like that, but he sounds worried anyway, and he sounds gentle like he’s trying to calm you down, and suddenly you’re telling him everything: about the day you’ve had and your job that sucks and that you’re worried about the wedding and why can’t your family just trust you, for once, and what if this all isn’t worth it just to keep your family happy?
When you’re done, Willy’s voice is soothing. The background noise has disappeared. Maybe the bus has stopped.
“It’s worth it,” is what he says. “You know it’s worth it.”
You sigh. It’s annoying still that he’s usually right.
“I just don’t want to deal with it anymore.”
“And tonight you don’t have to.” There’s a sudden noise and then Will cursing. “Fuck, sorry, hold on, I’m trying to open this stupid hotel door…” More crashing and banging, and then Willy’s voice reappears. “Tonight you don’t have to deal with anything, okay? We can FaceTime and watch a movie together.”
And that… That actually sounds really nice, and like it doesn’t require any brain power which is good because you have none of that left anyway.
“Hey, what’s your favorite take out food?”
It’s such a random question, out of the blue, and when you tell him that, the blurry FaceTime screen can’t hide his eye roll.
“It’s just something friends are supposed to know about each other, now tell me.”
“Sushi when I’m feeling fancy,” you say, “or pizza when I need comfort food.”
You can’t even pretend to be that surprised when a massive pizza shows up at your door 30 minutes later.
You hate that it nearly brings tears to your eyes, but after the day you’ve had…
“Thank you, Willy,” you mumble, and there’s something soft to his look when he smiles at you.
“What are friends for?” he asks, and you realize you don’t even mind that he’s declared himself your friend, now.
A few weeks ago, you would’ve disputed it. But now, you find yourself kinda wishing it could be more.
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What are friends for is apparently your motto now, and it’s all a little strange as you get into the car, your fanciest, most beautiful dress and highest heels on.
“You look great,” Zach says. He’s wearing a suit and his hair is slicked back, the way it always is when he’s really trying.
“I can’t believe I’m doing this,” you reply, a little grumpily. “I hate team events.”
“I never did understand why.” Zach starts the car and backs out of your driveway. You’ve been told Alannah is going to the venue straight from work, and Willy had an appointment and couldn’t come get you, which is why you’re in the car with Zach, now.
“Because I don’t fit in there.” It’s the honest answer, but it’s obviously not the whole story. The whole story is that those events are filled with beautiful women, and you never feel quite up to par; like you snuck into a place you’re not welcome, not supposed to be welcome, either. But Zach wouldn’t get that. Willy wouldn’t get that either.
And you just couldn’t come up with an excuse fast enough, not when he said: “But Y/N, it’s for charity.”
It would not matter to the charity, of course, if you didn’t come. But Willy had looked so hopeful, and then he’d pulled out the final card: “It’s gonna be way more fun with you there by my side.”
And now you’re wearing a dress appropriate for a charity gala, which means you’ve never felt more uncomfortable in anything in your life, and your feet already hurt from your heels, and this was such a bad idea, God.
“You know,” Zach says, and his tone tells you this conversation is going somewhere you don’t want it to go. “Willy doesn’t like these events either. It means a lot to him that you’re coming for support.”
You nearly roll your eyes. “Willy charmed the socks off every person at my boss’ wedding, Zachy. He really doesn’t need my support for these kinda things.”
Zach’s face stays stoic. “Yeah, but nobody at that wedding knew him.”
“So?” you frown. “That should only be a disadvantage, considering he’s William Nylander.”
Zach laughs, then. “Still haven’t figured it out, then? I’m disappointed in you, Y/N. I thought you were good at reading people.”
“Hey!” you react, offended. You are good at reading people. It’s one of the things you pride yourself on. “If you know it all so well, why don’t you just tell me?”
Zach sighs. “Willy doesn’t like these events anymore because he is William Nylander, as you say it, and that’s not really a popular name in Leafs territory, right now.”
And, oh.
That.
“I did realize he cares a lot more about what people think than I thought he did.” You pause. “More than he should, probably.”
“Definitely.” Zach’s face has that protective big brother vibe about it, again. You used to not understand, why he always looked like that when people were talking shit about Willy.
You get it, now.
“There’s always plenty more people telling him he’s great, than there are people sending him snarky looks,” Zach continues. “But he never really believes any compliments he gets, so that doesn’t help.”
Suddenly, you realize something.
You’ve never really… complimented Willy? Even when you realized he cared more than he let on, you still just assumed he knew how great he was. Sometimes, he kinda fishes for something – “Did you see my goal?” “How about my cooking abilities?” “I know how to pick a good movie, right?” – but you’d always laughed and chirped him for it.
“If your head gets any bigger, it’ll explode.”
And Willy is always complimenting you; he tells you you look great all the time, even when you decidedly dont’t, but he clearly remembered what you told him about Noah because that’s never the only thing he compliments you about.
He tells you how smart you are, “I like how good you are with animals”, how any food you make is the best thing he’s ever eaten, if only everyone was as lovely as you.
You feel guilty, now. If Willy is your friend, you’ve really not been doing such a good job at being his friend, too.
You’re fixing that tonight, you decide right then and there.
“I’ll make him believe it,” you tell Zach, and it comes out sounding vaguely threatening.
Zach laughs. “Thought you didn’t like him?”
“Maybe he’s not as bad as I thought he was,” you admit, and you don’t tell Zach how much you really, really do like Willy, but you think Zach kinda knows anyway. 
Will meets you at the door, where Alannah is also waiting for Zach. He smiles at you, eyes soft.
“You look beautiful, Y/N.” He quickly presses his lips to your temple, which is a new development that you don’t really know how to handle.
But Will is a tactile guy, anyway, so you’re sure you shouldn’t read too much into it.
You see Zach’s raised eyebrow, and suddenly remember – fine, maybe you’d forgotten your objective for a second because Will looks really hot in that suit, but you’re back on track now.
“You look beautiful too, Will.”
Willy’s eyes widen and a flush creeps up on his cheek, but before he can answer you grab his hand and pull him into the building.
It’s a fancy, really expensive hotel, where the gala is being held. It’s filled to the brim with people, a few of which you recognize, most of which you don’t.
“That chandelier must be worth more than our entire house,” Alannah mutters, and you’re glad to see it’s affecting her too, although she’s been to these events many times.
Zach laughs. “With a puppy in the house, aren’t you glad we don’t have any furniture that costs more than our mortgage?”
“Do you want a drink?” Will’s lips are close enough to your ear to hear him over the noise of the crowd and the music in the background, and also close enough to feel his hot breath against your neck. It takes everything in you not to shiver.
Maybe you do need a drink. Or ten.
Willy and Zach go to get the drinks and Alannah leads you to where some of the other WAGs are. Steph is the only one you know and she hugs you as soon as she sees you coming, then introduces you to the rest.
“So, you’re with Will, huh?” she asks, eyebrows waggling.
You were expecting that question, but maybe not so soon into the evening.
“Uhm,” you cough, “not really. Just his plus one for tonight.”
“Sure,” Steph says, and she looks like she doesn’t believe you at all.News always travels fast in the WAGs group, and Alannah is looking a little guilty.
You find you don’t mind so much, that they think that you’re together. Although you really don’t wanna think about why you don’t mind. 
When Willy finds you, Kappy and his girlfriend are with him, and the four of you make your rounds throughout the room, talking to any sponsor that seems interested in a conversation. Mostly you just stand there while Willy talks, his hand on your back as if he’s scared you’re gonna run off.
“I always thought this would be a lot of work,” you mumble in Willy’s ear, when you’re between conversation partners. “But I really only have to stand here and look pretty.”
Willy grins. “Seems like it comes natural to you.”
Right. You kinda forgot about the compliments again.
You shrug, lean a little closer until you’re basically pressed into his side. It feels a little too right, maybe, how quickly Will’s arm wraps around your waist.
“You’re really good at talking to these people.” You’re talking pretty loudly, but you’re pretty sure Will is the only one that can hear you over the noise. “The second you open your mouth, people are so charmed by you. I think you could make anyone love you.”
Willy’s eyes flash to the floor, and they stay fixed there as he mumbles something that sounds a lot like another “uhm”.
His cheeks are flushed red, and you’re saved from having to deal with that as Auston appears, eyes wild and jaw tense.
“I’m being stalked,” he hisses. “This old white dude literally won’t leave me alone even for a second. He’s been following me around for an hour. Help.”
Willy bursts into giggles, which is probably not very helpful, and the betrayal on Auston’s face is enough to make you feel bad for him.
“Come on,” you say, grabbing his arm, “let’s go hide behind the bar.”
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It’s easier than you thought it would be, to get through the evening. In fact, when Will asks you if you’re ready to go, you hadn’t even noticed it had become so late.
You say goodbye to the few people you know and gratefully accept Willy’s offer to drive you home.
The car ride is silent. It’s not awkward, but the air is heavy with something, and you curse yourself for all those times you wished Willy would just shut up, because now he has and you hate every second of it.
Did your compliments freak him out? Did he regret asking you to come?
“So,” Will finally says, as he stops in front of a traffic light. He’s not looking at you, keeping his gaze firmly on the road ahead of him. “That wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be.”
“Zach told me you don’t like these events,” you try, carefully. You’ve never had to pull something out of Will, force him to open up; he’s always just kinda done it, from the very moment you met him, shared parts of himself with you that you never had to search for.
For you, who’s never learned how to not keep something hidden, that was maybe the thing that unnerved you about him the most.
“I like doing things for charity,” Will answers, and you can tell he’s picking his words carefully. “But I don’t like people looking at me as if I’m some kinda disappointment who doesn’t belong there.”
“Have they ever said anything?”
“No.” Will smiles, but it doesn’t reach his eyes and there’s a hint of sadness laced in it. “Not to my face, anyway. But I’m not stupid, you know.”
No, he’s not stupid. For all the conflicting thoughts you’ve had about him, you never thought he was stupid.
And you never thought he was a bad contract, either. It seems imperative, suddenly, that he knows that.
“Willy,” you say softly, and although his eyes are still on the road, you know he’s paying attention. “You can’t seriously believe that you’re anything but an amazing hockey player. You’re worth that contract and you’re worth the effort Dubas put into keeping you here. You’re so smart, and I know people don’t always see it but you work so hard, and Matts was so happy when you got back on his line because he knew you would be magic together.”
Will’s cheeks are red but this time, he’s not mumbling when he says: “I know I haven’t been playing as well as I can.”
“Stop,” you tell him, softly but forcefully. “Stop deflecting, stop dodging. Just take the compliment and believe me when I say you’re great at what you do.”
“That’s very nice of you,” he says, his voice a bit shaky, and that’s a different kind of deflecting but it’s still deflecting, and it’s hurting your heart.
“William Nylander,” you scold, and then you do what you’ve been wanting to do this entire evening and let yourself reach out and put a hand on his knee. “Just accept the compliment.”
Willy carefully reaches down to grab your hand, intertwines your fingers together as he lets both your hands rest on his thigh. He’s holding the steering wheel with one hand, but he’s driving pretty slowly and the roads are deserted, so you’re not too worried.
You’re more worried about the fact that he just doesn’t believe you.
“You’re a great hockey player,” you repeat, stubbornly. “And a great person.”
Finally Willy allows himself to smile, this small, rueful thing that sticks somewhere deep inside your chest, folds up next to your heart like it’s gonna stay there forever.
“Thank you,” he says, and maybe he still doesn’t really believe it but this is as far as you’re gonna get tonight and maybe that’s okay.
You’ve got time.
The car has reached your flat and Will parks it in your driveway. It’s quiet, and he hasn’t let go of your hand, and you kinda don’t want him to.
The night is over, probably.
But there’s still one thing you need to tell him, though. “It doesn’t matter, Will,” you say softly. “What those people think. It doesn’t matter.”
“No,” Willy agrees, and for the first time you can tell he believes it. “But it matters what you think.”
He finally turns to look at you and there’s so many emotions swirling in the deep blue of his eyes, but you can’t really put your finger on any of them. All you know is your heart is beating in your throat, and you really want to kiss him.
But Willy still looks a little sad, and you have a feeling there’s something he’s not saying.
“I told you I think you’re great,“ you tell him, and it’s the truth.
“But you didn’t, before.” Will hesitates. “I told you I’m not stupid. I know when people find me annoying.” He shrugs. “I get it. I know I can be too much.”
And God, there’s so much hurt in that, so much pain and yet understanding, and you can tell he truly believes that, and you would do anything to take that away from him.
Anything.
So.
“I didn’t like you,” you admit, but when Will goes to pull back his hand, you simply hold on tighter. “I was wrong. I didn’t know you, and I was wrong. Now I know you. And I like you.” You inhale, pause. “I like you so much I don’t really know what to do with myself, sometimes.”
It’s quiet. You can nearly see the wheels turning in Willy’s head as he searches your face for something; something to tell him you’re not being truthful, maybe, that it doesn’t mean what he thinks it does.
If that’s what he’s looking for, he won’t find it. 
Then he drops your hand, jumps out of the car and slams the door.
Disappointment and hurt washes over you; you knew you had to try, had to put your heart out there, but it hurts that it’s smashed into pieces like that. Clearly you read it wrong, clearly you still don’t know how to tell what Willy’s feeling.
Except then your door opens, and Willy is holding out his hand.
“Come on,” he says, and his voice sounds… fond? You don’t know exactly what to think about it, but he doesn’t sound angry, or upset.
Against better judgement, you grab his hand and get out of the car.
“I have to tell you something,” Will says. And, there’s no way that he’s doing what you think he’s doing, but his hands are suddenly traveling up, one reaching to cup your cheek, the other settling on your waist. His eyes are staring into yours intently, and they’re twinkling but it’s not the same mischievous twinkle you’re used to seeing.
“I really like you, too,” Willy says, and he leans in and presses his lips against yours.
For a split second, you stand there, not quite knowing what just happened, but then his hand tightens on your hip and you realize that this is real, this is happening, and Will’s kissing you.
So you kiss back. You let your body lean heavy against the car, place your hands on his biceps and pull him closer, until his chest is flush against yours. The kiss deepens, and you swear you can feel your heartbeat synching up with his.
The night is dark, and quiet, and it rains a little, but you feel none of it.
All you feel is Will, surrounding you, and everything is beautiful and exactly the way it’s supposed to be.
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krisdreaming · 5 years ago
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heY KUROO DRUNK GIRL STORY PART 3 PLEASE???????🥺
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Eheheh I know, I know, it took me long enough, but here it is!!! The thrilling conclusion ;) This is pretty much just a self-indulgent first date with Kuroo scenario and it got really long oops :’) (tagging @igetcarriedawaywithyou bc I had to screenshot your ask - lmk if you want me to untag you!)
Part 1 | Part 2
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“I think I’m gonna throw up.” You announce to your roommate, fidgeting with your phone in your lap as you wait for 6:00. She shakes her head.
“I don’t understand why you’re so nervous. You weren’t this nervous before your last date.”
You laugh wryly. “Yeah, and look what happened then!” You think back for the hundredth time, and shudder at the though of what could have happened - if it weren’t for Kuroo.
“I have a feeling this Kuroo guy isn’t going to stand you up.” She stabs her spoon into her bowl of ice cream, taking a giant spoonful. 
“I know.” You sigh. “I know!” You repeat more convincingly, a small smile coming to your face. You’ve been texting with Kuroo almost non-stop for the past week, and you haven’t felt this way about a guy for a while. If you’re honest, that’s what scares you the most.
“Besides, he’s picking you up here, and you’re not even going to a bar.” Her words are muffled around the ice cream in her mouth. “And you’re already half in love with him.”
“Am not.” You say, a little too quickly. She’s gracious enough to let it go with nothing more than a sly smile. Of course you’re not in love with him yet. You’ve only met him in person once, and circumstances were far from ideal. But with time - who knows? You shake your head before you can go too far down that rabbit trail.
Your phone chimes. He’s waiting for you outside. You swallow back the sudden bubble of nausea and get to your feet.
“Well, he’s here. I’ll see you later!” You give your roommate a wave and head for the door.
“Don’t hurl!” She calls after you cheerfully. You shut the door behind you without giving her a second glance.
“Hey.” Kuroo pushes away from the wall where he’d been waiting when he catches sight of you. He flashes you a smile that you can’t help but return. You’d been secretly wondering if he’d do something about his hair for your date, but it looks just as unruly as it had that night. For some reason, there’s something comforting about that fact, and you feel your nerves slowly begin to lessen.
“Hi.” You greet him, falling into step beside him.
“I do have to give you a disclaimer.” He says immediately. “We’re not exactly going to a coffee shop, but there’s this really cool place I want to show you. You’ll love it.” He promises. “We’ll have to take the train, though, if that’s alright with you.” He knocks his arm against yours.
“Fine with me.” You smile. After he learned that you’d only recently moved to the city, he insisted that he had to show you some of his favorite spots. You’re curious to see just what he has in mind.
The train is full, so you both end up standing. You’re used to being packed into the train at times, it comes with living in such a large, busy city, but you’re especially aware of him so close to you. When the train lurches, he has a hand at your elbow to make sure that you don’t lose your balance. You flash him a quick smile. Somehow, in the short time you’ve known him, it seems he’s always the one looking out for you.
By the time you get off the train, twilight has just begun to fall. The city is bathed in the orange glow of the setting sun, and it plays across Kuroo’s face. You duck your head when you realize he’s caught you staring, but all he does is smile and reach for the back of his neck.
 You walk a few blocks from the train station. “This way.” He guides you, and you take a turn down a quieter street, with fewer apartment buildings and business storefronts and more small shops. You’ve never been down this way before. It seems like a nice area to spend a Sunday afternoon.
“There’s a lot of cool places around here.” Kuroo speaks up. “They have great ramen there.” He points to a small restaurant, one you wouldn’t have even noticed if it wasn’t pointed out to you. “Oh, and that’s an amazing little coffee shop. They have the best brownies.” The small shop has a hand-painted sign in the window. You look at him in amazement.
“How do you find out about all of this stuff?”
He grins. “Lots of exploring. I just really enjoy it, you know? Finding all the little hole-in-the-wall places that most people don’t know about. It’s like a hidden treasure. There’s more places like that than you think.”
“Oh.” You breathe. “That sounds like so much fun.”
“Yeah?” He knocks his arm against yours again. You aren’t sure if it’s intentional, but you still feel your face getting warm. “Well I’ll have to take you sometime. I drag Kenma out with me most weekends.” Kenma - his best friend you note mentally. He’s talked about him before.
“I would really like that.” You nod. Your first date isn’t over, and he’s already talking about the second, as naturally as could be. You can’t help but smile to yourself. Whatever nerves and uncertainties you had been feeling earlier today, they’re completely dissolving.
“It’s just a few more blocks ahead.” He says, and you watch in front of you, your curiosity building. Finally, you approach a park of sorts, and as soon as you pass through the entrance you stop, looking around yourself in wonderment. There’s a walking path, and all along it are trees strung full of fairy lights. Their glow illuminates the intricately carved statues interspersed between them. There are a few small vendor carts as well, selling coffee and various festival foods. After a few moments of taking it in, you feel Kuroo’s hand nudge yours.
“So, what do you think?” He leans toward you and asks in a hushed voice.
“This is beautiful.” You breathe out. “I’ve never seen anything like this.”
“Yeah, I found this park a few years ago. They have different art installations throughout the year, and they’re all pretty cool. This one’s gotta be my favorite, though.” He motions toward the food vendors. “What do you want? Take your pick.” 
You walk slowly between the stands before finally making your selection. “Thanks, Kuroo.” You finally say, when you have your treat in hand and the two of you have begun to make your way down the footpath. 
“What kind of date would I be if I didn’t buy you anything to eat?” He brushes it off with a wave of his hand.
“No, I mean… for everything. For this.” You wave your hand at your surroundings. “It’s got to be one of the coolest dates I’ve ever been on.”
“One of?” He gives you a teasing grin. “I’ll work on that for next time.” That’s the moment he knocks his hand against yours again, more purposefully, and you recognize the invitation. You turn your hand palm up, and he slides your hands together, fitting his fingers between yours. He gives your hand a gentle squeeze, and you smile at him, hoping it can convey everything you can’t put into words.
You walk slowly through the park, taking everything in. You’re talking the whole time. About nothing - about everything. You don’t realize how much time has passed until the lights in the trees flicker out, leaving only the harsher white park lighting. “Guess that’s our cue to leave.” Kuroo chuckles.
The train is much emptier than it had been earlier that evening. Still, you sit close together. Kuroo puts his arm loosely around your shoulders, and you let yourself lean ever-so-slightly into him. He has the same smell you remember from his coat the night you’d met - something warm and comforting that you can’t quite place.
Back in front of your apartment building, it’s finally time to say your goodbyes. Kuroo finally lets go of your hand. You don’t say anything at first, trying to drag it out just a little longer.
“I had a great time tonight.” Kuroo is the one to speak. “Honestly. Don’t take this the wrong way, but I’m really glad that guy didn’t show up for you last week. Is that insensitive?”
“Maybe.” You laugh. “But I know what you mean. Sure, it might’ve been more ideal if i met you when I was sober, but drunk me is sure glad you showed up when you did.” You pause, and the two of you simultaneously take a step closer together. You giggle softly.
“Don’t go to any more bars alone.” He scolds gently, a soft smile on his face.
You shake your head. “Wouldn’t dream of it.” 
When his face is only inches away from yours, he pauses. “Is this okay?”
You wrap your fingers into the fabric of his coat. “Perfect.” You breathe before tugging him close enough to cover the final distance between you. His kiss is warm and firm, and when you finally pull away, he follows after you for one final peck. He grins.
“Wanna go exploring with me next Saturday?”
You smile back, warmth slowly traveling through your whole body. “I’d love that.”
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fanaticfangirl001 · 4 years ago
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Like Real People Do Ch 3: Ex- Best Friends
Author's note: Oof don't hate me guys.
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Winnie carries her laptop to the kitchen and sets it down on the bar. Grabbing the eggs for her omelet, she resumes the footage captured from a small drone nicknamed “Red Wing”. She cracks an egg one handed into the bowl then another. For an Avenger Falcon doesn’t really have the best cyber-security on his drone. Maybe she would get the chance to fix that if she ever did meet him. She dices onions and bits of ham when Redwing spots a warehouse just outside of a heavily wooded area. Satisfied with the few screenshots of the area and a geotag, Winnie mixes the eggs and toppings for her omelet together. As she cooks the eggs, Winnie sprinkles in generous amounts of cheese. She sighs and dials the new number on her phone.
As she waits for the recipient to pick up Winnie sits at her dining room table and starts eating her breakfast.
“Hi, Is this Joaquin Torres, don’t panic. I’m the security breach. I work with a formerly avenger adjacent super powered individual. “Winnie greets.
“Uh yes,who are you and who is your super powered individual?” Joaquin asks, trying to keep her on the phone to track her location.
“Call me W, and um Bucky Barnes.” Winnie answers carefully stabbing a piece of egg.
“The Winter Soldier? Joaquin zero ins on the IP address, placing her in Sweden.
“He’s not that person anymore.”Winnie adds.
“Your IP address puts you in Sweden, something tells me you're not Swedish. “Joaquin smirks.
“I like Swedish soap operas, I can’t very well get them here.” Winnie laughs.
“VPN, that’s smart. Joaquin says.
“Thank you.” Winnie can’t help but be a little charmed by this man. There’s something about his voice.
“ I’m almost a little impressed. “ Joaquin admits.
“ Would you be impressed if I said I’m watching Red Wing.” Winnie gloats
“ You hacked into Sam’s tech. He’s not gonna like that. “ Joaquin warns.
“Not maliciously, I just need a few questions answered.” Winnie defends herself.
“ Shoot. “ Joaquin replies.
“What are the flag smashers after?”Winnie asks.
“They think the world was better during the blip.” Joaquin answers with the few bits of information he has.
“But why? I’m also trying to figure out why they pin their location, after a few hours it disappears but I’ve saved a few on my map. No real pattern, just places where people need help. Could be anywhere after returning.” Winnie questions.
“That’s the million dollar question. I’m meeting with Sam on Friday.” Joaquin adds, “ Red Wing as you can see found something in Munich.
“Hotspot of activity.” Winnie muses.
“Bingo.” Joaquin snaps his fingers.
“ It’ll be hard to convince Buck,” Winnie pauses then adds,” But if worst comes to worst I’ll go by myself. Ex-shield after all. “
“You were with S.H.I.E.L.D Like Peggy Carter, S.H.I.E.L.D. ?” Joaquin asks, shocked.
“Or Clint Barton, Or Natasha Romanoff.” Winnie names a few more.
“Woah.” Joaquin says.
“See you Friday.” Winnie ends the call.
Winnie sighs and puts the plate in the sink to wash later. If she’s going to Munich on Friday, she’ll need her old gear. She walks to her room and digs through the closet until she pulls out a large waterproof rubber bin. It’s everything she took when she left S.H.I.E.L.D. Winnie pulls off the tote’s lid and takes out the top most piece of clothing. The tactical overalls, a pair of black bullet proof overalls with several pockets along the front and back, including two gun holsters on each side, a place to hold a lightweight enforced steel whip: another invention of her’s.
She sets the overalls aside, and opens a small box. Inside is a tactical ring. The ring itself has a sharp side to be used in a fight, it contains a small piece of flint for fire starting, a compass, and a vial of poison. The buzzing and vibrating of her phone pulls her out of the going through the box. Another text from Sharon, Winnie deletes it without reading. She puts on the ring and remembers her first mission with Sharon. It was a simple gun smuggler recovery. The two worked together perfectly. Sisters from different misters, was constantly used to describe the two. After a few years of missions, Winnie noticed the acknowledgement and accomplishments were awarded to Sharon. Sharon is the niece of the afamed Peggy Carter, it made sense that she would be praised but it slowly began to chip away at her. The worst had to be after the medal of honor ceremony only a few years ago.
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(Flash back)
“The Secretary of Defense would like to bestow the medal of honor to Sharon Carter, for the retrieval and restoration of several Hydra communications. Without these SHIELD and Captain America would not be able to capture the rogue hydra base in the warehouse in Rhode Island.” Director Fury states.
The Secretary of Defense pins the medal on Sharon’s lapel as the room abrupts into thunderous applause. Winnie watches from the sideline with a polite glass of champagne, she doesn’t drink but will certainly toast a friend, even if the saving the file and decoding was all her. Sharon just served as her cover during the mission. She takes a deep breath and pushes those thoughts down. She’s here to celebrate her friend’s accomplishment. Winnie looks around to find Sharon at the after party being held for her.
“Winnie,” Sharon hugs her, “ Do you want to get some drinks with us and some of the guys from research?”
“I don’t drink, you know that.” Winnie lets go of her.
“Lighten up, you’ve been burning the candle at both ends. “Sharon insists.
“I like the work.” Winnie shrugs.
“Fine, you’ll get out of drinks this time, but get some sleep tonight.” Sharon says before being dragged off by a group of guys.
“I will. I promise.” Winnie shouts to her before leaving for the apartment.
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After the ceremony Winnie put in a request to change divisions. Director Fury accepted the change to Research and Development. The next thing she pulls out of her box are the rocket boots. Many of Winnie’s inventions became the punchline of all the research and Development department’s jokes. The Rocket Boots, were the most egregious. As the Avengers developed, because of the hostile working environment they’re gear stayed relatively the same. No innovations made with the gear from Winnie’s perspective. She did try to design weapons for Sharon but that didn’t go well either.
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(Flash back)
“Sharon, you have to see this.” Winnie insists dragging Sharon to the training room.
“ Winnie, this is the first time you’ve been excited about something, what is it?” Sharon asks letting herself be dragged.
“This.” Winnie pulls out from her back, a light weight steel whip.
“A whip?” Sharon’s eyebrows narrow.
“Yeah, it’s lightweight steel and with a little extra training.” Winnie starts rambling about the implications.
“Winnie. Focus. I need practical weapons...like guns.”
“Okay practical. I got you. What about this?” Winnie holds a small metal sphere.
“What is it?”
“I call it a black out bomb, it short circuits and fries electrical systems in a surrounding area.” Winnie explains then adds “ This could help take down so many Hydra bases quicker.”
“There’s not a problem with our speed.” Sharon says.
“Well no, I just thought this would be safer.” Winnie shrugs starting to shut down.
“Anything else?” Sharon asks.
“Taser grenade.” Winnie suggests.
“No.” Sharon says.
“Dagger boomerangs.” Winnie suggests, this time almost hopeful.
“No.” Sharon’s voice is flat and annoyed.
“Rocket boots.” Winnie holds up the boots.
“No.”
“But the boots, “ Winnie shakes the boots.
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Winnie gently puts down all her personalized weapons in their respective pockets in the overalls. She puts the boots by the door, knowing they will be the most useful. She’ll show the world just how great her own inventions can be. Winnie looks down at her phone, another text from Sharon sits unanswered. She sighs and deletes it once again, still hurt from the ending of their friendship.
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(Flash Back)
Winnie looks over her shoulder in the Research lab and relaxes when she realizes everyone else is out to lunch and or working out. She sets up her laptop and begins a bit of light reading on a newly created file that was just out of her clearance level. She squints reading the money transactions and leadership positions. Is this some sort of bribery or hush money. Winnie dives deeper and downloads the files. There’s no way this is possible. Hydra has infiltrated Shield.
Winnie quickly types out a letter of resignation and emails it to the office of Director Fury. She takes her flash drive and laptop to the apartment to show Sharon.
“ I have something to tell you, but you can’t ask how i know.” Winnie runs in the apartment and locks the door behind her.
“Woah, calm down! That’s an awful way of introducing something.” Sharon raises a hand in front of her.
“ Yeah well it’s bad news.” Winnie takes a few breaths.
“ Shoot.” Sharon says sitting down.
“Hydra is in SHIELD.” Winnie blurts out.
“How do you know this?” Sharon asks in shock.
“ I can’t tell you. You’ll be in danger if you know. Hell, I’m probably in danger right now.” Winnie rambles getting more anxious.
“I need some proof. Give me your laptop.” Sharon insists on trying to take the laptop.
“No! They’ll kill me and you. I can’t show you, just trust me.” Winnie holds her laptop closer to her.
“You sound paranoid and on edge.
“Sharon, just trust me. I’m not making it up. I saw contracts and money transactions.”
“Winnie, when’s the last time you’ve gotten a full eight hours.
“That’s not important. I know what I saw.
“Winnie, what do you want me to do?
“I want you to believe me so we can save the damn Sharon Show.
“ The what?
“I-I didn’t mean that, I meant SHIELD.”
“Is that really what you think about SHIELD?
“You can’t say I’m wrong. I’m just as good an agent as you are, and whenever we get back it’s like I don’t exist.”
“Is this about the medal of honor?”
“No it’s not but you told me to get the files and you covered my back. I got the files, and restored them. You got the credit for saving and restoring the files. Your manicured hands never touched a laptop. It took me a week straight of decoding.”
“ Winnie, you’re overreacting. SHIELD is safe.
“I put in my resignation. I’m not staying to get killed and watch this ship sink.
“Okay here’s my theory, I can’t tell you why but maybe you’re the Hydra traitor.”
“Fuck you!” Winnie screams at her while packing quickly. “I spent five years working alongside you, and you think I’d do that! I’m leaving. Call me when you’re not a bitch!”
In Winnie’s fast paced packing she left her flash drive with the evidence with Sharon. Everyday after Sharon found out Winnie was right, she carried around that flash drive just for the off chance that she could return it to her ex-friend.
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fieryfafarfanfics · 5 years ago
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Ecstatic Requiem 2
 Cold wind welcomes her presence through the calming, serene caress on her skin.  Her head holds up high, chin tilts upwards before a single breath of air is inhale slowly. Hands carefully pressed against the Charizard’s back, Kotone adjusts her position and exhales through her mouth. “What a great day, Charlie!” Her smile beams like a thousand suns. Hazel eyes peek at the purring Kanto fire starter. Slim fingers give little scratches on the places she knows the Pok��mon loves, and this only widens her smile once she hears a gentle roar.  Beep! Beep!  Her attention is then robbed by the sound of her Pokégear. One hand digs into the pocket of her black pants. Upon taking the device out, Kotone feels the Butterfrees in her stomach to see the name on the screen. With a simple swipe of her thumb, she opened the message.  Skitty <3: honey, r u done w the boring meetings and stuff?  Her hearts skips faster at two things. One: the sole fact that he typed ‘honey’, and two: him.
 Quickly fingers start to reply his text.  Me: darling! yes I hv ♡(ŐωŐ人) are u done wiping out the other trainers?  A few seconds pass by. Beep! Beep!  Skitty <3: uuuuugh nope. i still hv 7 more left  Warm eyes widen in shock.  Me: eh??? theres still more???  Her body leans a bit forward for stability. As for Charlie, upon realizing that Kotone is no longer pressing her palms against her back, she slows down.  Skitty <3: yes theres more. n im more annoyd too. i told them im gonna hv a small break rn bt i swear if this keeps going ill just fight the pokemon myself  A snort slips out.  Me: id love to see that (♡´౪`♡) at least you beat them all right?  Skitty <3: uuuuuugh nope  She can vividly hear his adorably annoyed groan. Before she can reply, another text beeps in.  Skitty <3: 3 trainers surprisingly (and annoyingly) beat me. lucky they arent cocky assholes like ur cousin.  Me: im gonna screenshot this to white fyi  Skitty <3: ANYWAYS,  Laughter bubbles in the chill, orange sky.  Skitty <3: those trainers wanna battle u next bt i told them to battle u tmrrw.  Me: eh really? i can go there and battle them later tonight tho  Skitty <3: no  A single eyebrow raises in confusion.  Me: why???? (・∧‐)ゞ  Skitty <3: coz ur mine tonite  If it weren’t for Charlie’s fast reflexes, Kotone probably would have slide down off her back.  Flush of red kisses her tanned cheeks. The same cheeks then puff slowly. The long end of her ponytail tickles the side of her neck, and Kotone is at lost on whether the shivers in her body is due to the hair or text.  Quickly she texts back.  Me: someones possessive (♡´艸`)  Skitty <3: u hv no idea hw possessive i can be when it comes to you  God, Kotone wants to scream right now.  Face now filled with heated swirls, she peeks at the screen.  Me: cant wait to find out tonight then (⺣◡⺣)♡*  Skitty <3: i hope ur ready then my love  Dead! I’m dead! Screams echo in her mind as Kotone bends forward against the Charizard’s back. He’ll be the death of me! Giddy giggles burst from pretty pink lips. Her legs start to wiggle forward and back, obviously catching the attention of her confused Kanto starter.  Charlie’s wings continue to flap, but her attention has now been stolen by her excited trainer. A smile of her own curls the edges of her mouth. She knows damn well the only person who could make her trainer act and feel such a way was none other than the redhead. Puffs of light smoke slips out of her nostrils, Charlie emits what can be depicted as a chuckle and flies forward.  After letting it out of her system, Kotone carefully sits up straight and releases a long line of air. After texting each other their ‘I love you’s, she tucks the communication device back into her pocket. Her smile now ever present, both hands are brought up to tap each warm cheek.  God, she feels so lucky to have him.  Slowly her attention comes back to the skies. A nice, orange hue slowly, warmly envelopes the sky. There are less flying-types around as Charlie soars, so peace and quiet truly wraps the trainer’s senses.  Hazel eyes cast down, and a soundly gasp escapes pink lips at the sight of a place she hadn’t been to in a while.  “Charlie,” she called the Charizard. Magnificent blues meet warm hazels. “Can you bring us down to Ilex Forest?” ---  The air always feels fresh whenever she arrives at the place.  Arms stretch comfortable to the sides. The air is a bit chillier once she reaches the ground, and Kotone honestly loves the feel of it against her arms and neck. Feeling fatigue being washed away from fresh air alone, she plops her hands to the sides. Eyes turn to her Charizard, right hand now holding the starter’s ball as a silent question if she wants to get back in.  With a single nod from Charlie, Kotone flashes a smile and returns her.  Ball shrunk and clipped onto the belt of her pants, Kotone then looks around the forest. It has been years since she last stepped foot, but awe and wonderment always splash her face to witness the breath-taking scene. It seems that the forest hasn’t changed a bit, hence it brings back a small twinge of nostalgia in her heart.    Her mind wanders as her feet walks around the forest. Sounds of slumbering Hoothoots catch her ears. Sights of Caterpies and Weedles frolicking about opens a box of reminiscences in her heart. Ah how she misses being a teenager again. When she first stepped into the peaceful forest, she was 16 at that time. Soft giggles bubble out when she remembers her famous pigtails and puffy hat.  Skitty always hates that puffy hat. Giggles evolve into innocent laughter.  She remembers that Azalea Town was the place she had met Silver for the third time. While their early encounters weren’t exactly pleasant in the least, Kotone always treasures each and every memory into her heart. Each memory plays like a movie, and she truly means that literally when she learned Mewtwo has the ability to form one’s memories to a clear, vivid, realistic image.  She finds that useful for her future child when they would ask questions such as how she and Silver met.  Ah, her face is blushing again.  “Geez…” Her heart beats ever so gleefully every time she thinks of him.  Again she gives her cheeks little taps. At the same time, her feet has stopped, and it takes Kotone a second to realize that she is standing before the Ilex Forest Shrine. “Oh!” Surprise and amusement trickle pass her tongue. Taking a few steps forward, Kotone gazes at the spectacular shrine.  Its design was simplistic as ever, yet bears so many memories and significances for the people of Azalea Town. The wooden pillars remain strong, though now covered in small vines on some ends. A few berries and fruits can be seen; Kotone assumes they were offerings from the people and Pokémon alike for the shrine’s owner.  Celebi.  The name rings in her head. Wind caresses her arms gently, tracing tickles on the finest hairs on her skin. Every time her thoughts wander to the legendary, Kotone can never forget the story Silver had told her.  How he had technically died after saving her. How he was plunged into a cold abyss. How his soul withered, his mind blank from the acceptance of his timely death.  She couldn’t imagine the indescribable horror he had gone through when he told her. Just the mere thought of it once brings tears to her eyes.  Deep breaths inhaled deep into her lungs. He is fine now, she assures herself. Kotone keeps the reminder firm and planted. Celebi had saved him from his death. Celebi actually rewrote the past in order to keep him breathing again. The Time Travel Pokémon even let Silver meet his mother one last time, giving the dead a proper goodbye before he comes back to the living.  Hazel eyes gleam at the stories he told her. Silver… The pain he went through was unimaginable. The life he grew up in was anything but human. To know such a child went through hell on earth at such a young age…her skin prickles at the fearful thought.  No human can survive being sane as long as Silver has.  Sullen gaze falls on the breath-taking shrine. “Silver…” His name lulls through her lips like a heavy prayer. How she wishes she can go back in time. How she wishes she can help him even before they were properly met. All the words she wants to say for him. All the reassurance she would give to a child who had lost everything.  Hands rub up and down her arms.  Suddenly, sorrow pops into caution when she hears rustling from behind. Quickly she reaches for Damien’s Pokéball; one heel had turned and sight sharpened to one of wary. “Who’s there?” The noise sounds too heavy for a Pokémon in the area. Kotone would assume it came from a human, probably a trainer going on an adventure just like her before. But the sky above is shrouded in darkness, and it isn’t so wrong to be cautious of any danger that lurks in the night.  Especially given from a woman who had gone through hell and once became danger herself.  “Kotone?”  Once the voice lulls into her ears, Kotone immediately feels her muscle loosen.  “Hibiki!” Caution turns to joy. Fingers casually unwrapped around the Typhlosion’s Pokéball.  Finally able to walk out of the thick bushes, Hibiki brushes off the dead leaves off his arms and head. “Kotone!” Joy rings just as true as hers. Without hesitance, he briskly walks towards her for an embrace. Arms open wide, the young man hugs her by the shoulders and gives her a little squeeze. “Oh my Arceus, it is you!”  “Ya!” Laughter bubbles out of pretty pink lips. She returns his embrace with one of her own. “Wow, what’re you doing here?” Pulling away to look at him, Kotone gives his arms a little shake.  “Oof,” he winces slightly, “watch your strength there.” Laughter pops out with a mixture of surprise. Being the Johto Champion really does have its perks. “Anyways, I was just doing some field study.” Once and twice he rolls his arms.  Surprise widens a pair of hazels. “Field study? At 8 at night?”  He knew she would be shocked by his activities. “Yeah.” Once again he laughs. Grey eyes gleam as bright as his innocent smile. “I usually do my routine check-ups at night, you know. There are some nocturnal Pokémon out and about when I least expect it, so I figured it would be nice to not miss any opportunity there is.” Hands plop comfortably by his sides. “Besides, doing field studies at night really gives me a peace of mind since there aren’t any trainers or so many rowdy Pokémon around.”  He has a point, as he always does when it comes to Pokémon research. “I see you’re really excelling in the field.” A proud smile shines upon her lips. “And hey, I also see that the field gave you a great workout too.” Lightly she punches his left arm. Cheeks shroud in pink at the compliment. “Well, I still have a long way to go, though.” One hand scratches the back of his head. “You’re not so bad yourself. I see constant training and battling really put some muscles in you.” His comment is replied with a sweet laugh. As sheepish as he is to receive such compliments from his childhood friend, Hibiki wouldn’t lie that he is in awe of her hidden strength.  “Well…” Feeling slight conscious of the compliment of her body, Kotone taps her fingers gingerly. “I gotta stay fit if I want to catch up to younger trainers and defend my title.”  “I can see that.” A nod is given. It takes him a few minutes, but realization then hits when he can’t find the presence of another champion. “By the way, Silver isn’t with you?”  “Oh,” she chirped, “nah, he’s busy battling trainers at the Indigo League.”  “At this hour?” Now it is his turn to have shock plastered on his face. “It’s really late. Shouldn’t the League have like…closing times or something?”  A sigh leaves her lips. “It does, but it’s until 10. So for now, as long as there are trainers itching to battle after collecting all the gym badges of Kanto and—or—Johto, the Elite Four and us Champions have to get ready.” Honestly, explaining the concept alone is tiring. But much to no one’s surprise, she still manages to defend her title for 8 years. True, Silver has beaten her more times that she kept count, but she also has taken back her title from him many times than one can keep tally. In the end, Lance, the Elite Four, and the Indigo League management agreed to have two separate champions reigning on each region.  It’s quite adorable when she thinks about it; the Champion of Kanto and Champion of Johto are the loving, fearsome husband and wife couple.    “So anyways,” Another sigh slides off her mouth, “I’m just here walking around in Ilex Forest, getting some fresh air.” Hazel eyes look at the shrine behind her. “And of course, looking at the shrine behind me.”  Hibiki doesn’t say much, instead nods in understanding. “I see…” Lower lips juts in thought, he gives his attention to the holy place before him. “Well, if you don’t mind, I’d love to keep you company. It’s been a while since we’ve hanged out.” A few steps are taken until he stands next to her. His smile widens at her acceptance.  “Thanks, Hibiki.” She doesn’t mind the company. In truth, she misses her best friend as well.  Suddenly, before any of them could actual start a conversation, a bright light beams a few steps away from them. The shock and light briefly dazzle them both. One has his arms shielded in front of squinted eyes. One once again grips her starter’s Pokéball while shielding her eyes with one hand.   “W-What’s going on?!” Fear of the unknown pierces his tone. None answers his question, though the light unfortunately shines brighter and brighter.  “I don’t know.” Through gritted teeth she replies. A Pokéball has been unclipped from her belt, but the blinding ray causes her to flinch in her place.  Luckily, no heat nor chill harms them both. But with confusion and fear overpowering them, Kotone lightly curses under her breath as she tries to get her body to move.  “…bi—”  Irises shrink in the middle of hazels when she hears a faint sound.  “…C…e…bii—”  That sound! She knows that sound! The owner of the holy shrine. The guardian of the forest. The saviour of Silver’s life. While Kotone herself has never met the Time Travel Pokémon personally, she knows it in her heart that this strange light was Celebi’s doing.  “Cele—bi—” The name slurs out in broken hisses. Trying to find and reason with the tiny legendary, Kotone tries to scoot one foot forward. The light, to her dismay, only gets brighter and brighter, almost rivalling the sun. Hoping to Arceus that her next action won’t blind her, Kotone sucks in a deep breath and drops her hands.  Hazel eyes—though in pain of the menacing gleam—manage to spot the green shape of the creature who is causing glimmering commotion. “Please sto—!”  Before any words could be breathed out, the light—along with the two baffled humans—disappear in a blink.
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umikawa · 6 years ago
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Premiere
Pairing; Ty Simpkins x Actress! Reader
Warnings: 2918 words skssk
A/n: I may have taken this too far. but as requested by @alisa-mg and a promise myself here is this headcanon turned to a one-shot!
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You sighed as the bath released the knots in your back, the warm water making you sleepy. Post-production relaxation always feels different than regular relaxation. You frowned as you watched the bubbly water drain as you stood above it with a towel around your body. You dried yourself off, putting on undergarments and lotion before pulling on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt on. You walked into the apartment living room, waiting for your boyfriend to come back. You scrolled through your Instagram answering a couple of dm’s from fans who said you were their inspiration.  The door unlocked and swung open revealing an out of breath Ty who had a dress bag in his arms. He tossed it at your face, the hangar hitting the top of your head.
“Sorry,” he breathed out. “The premiere is today and I need you to go with me.”
Your eyes widened as you stood up, holding the dress bag. “Are you serious! What time is it?”
He checked his watch, looking back up to you. “It’s in an hour.”
You screamed as you ran up to the bathroom, hearing him yell out an apology. You started heating up your curling wand and unzipped the dress. Throwing it on, you got scared because the waistband was too small and it showed way too much cleavage for your liking. After tugging it off you ran into your room, seeing Ty pacing in the living room. You looked through your fancy clothes before grabbing a white pantsuit and finding a lacy white top to put under. You scrambled back into the bathroom, the wand heated up. You put your clothes on and did your makeup, a simple natural look with some highlighter here and there. As you started curling your hair, the thirty-minute timer you put on went off.
“Only half an hour left, totally got this.” You said to yourself as you parted your hair and curled the strands into loose waves.
Fifteen minutes passed and you were on the last strand of hair. Letting it fall, you sprayed hairspray on it, praying that it would keep together the whole night. You sprayed a bit of perfume and walked out to your bedroom, grabbing a necklace and bracelet putting them on before grabbing your heels.
You walked into the living room, slapping your hands against your sides. “Well, the dress didn’t fit so I had to improvise.” Ty walked up to you and went down on his knees, bowing down to you, embracing his dorky side.
“You look hot.” He said as he got up.
You smiled sweetly at him, putting on your shoes. “Thank you, now please get your ass in the car.”
He did as you said, walking out of the apartment door. You locked it, waving to your neighbor who saw you.
“You look, gorgeous dear.” The old woman said, watering her plants while looking at you.
“Thank you, Mrs. Beckham. Might I say, you are working those polka-dots.” She chuckled and waved to you as you went down the steps to the garage. Ty was leaning on the limo, which he didn’t really want but the Russos insisted, looking at his watch before looking up to see you.
He opened the door, bowing slightly, “M'lady.” You kissed his cheek, making him grin. Once you were in, he ran to the other side, climbing in next to you and nodding to the driver.
“Wait, is Paul Rudd going to be there?” You asked turning your head to him.
He nodded slowly, taking a sip of water. “You must have a huge crush on him.” He said as he looked down into his water bottle.
Your eyes faltered when he said that, “Hey,” you said as you brushed a strand of hair from his face making him look at you. “You’re the one for me.” He grinned at you, pressing a kiss to your cheek. “And besides, that’s technically illegal and he’s married.”
Ty nodded his head to the side, taking another sip of water. “Yeah, that’s true.”
“Exactly. Now shush.” You smiled at him as he put his hand under your chin to kiss you. When you separated You smiled up at him, “Did I ever tell you that you look great in suits?”
He nodded his head, “Every time I wear them yeah.”
You smiled, “Good.” You kissed his lips one more time and wiped them with your thumb. “You got lipstick on them now.”
He leaned his head to the side as he saw the venue, dozens of people lined up in barriers. “Well someone’s going to ask if we’re dating you know that.” You nodded your head, there have been rumors about you two dating and even some photos of what looks like you two kissing.
“Then it’s fine,” you said swiping his hair to the side. “I’d let the whole world know I was dating such an amazing guy.” He pecked your lips once more, wiping his lips to see a faint color of red on his thumb. He looked out the window seeing people in formal wear and cosplay outfits walking hurriedly to the barricades.
“Is it bad that I’m nervous?” He asked, rubbing his palms on his pants.
You shook your head and crossed your legs. “No, it’s typical to be nervous in any situation with cameras. You got this.” The chauffeur tapped on the door, signaling he was about to open it. He opened it and Ty stepped out as you scooted towards the door. Ty held his hand out for you and you climbed out of the car, straightening yourself out. Someone screamed your name and you looked over to see a girl around your age jumping up and down while recording. You waved towards her and she waved back smiling widely. “I’m gonna go say Hi to her.” You told him and he nodded, slowly following behind.
You walked over to her, “Hi!” She said something you just couldn’t figure out what she said exactly. “What’s your name?”
“My names R/n! Can I just say you are a really great actress and I can’t wait for chapter 3!”
You smiled and put your hands over your chest. “Aw thank you!” You gave her a quick hug and looked back to her. “What’s your Instagram?”
She squealed and calmed herself, “It’s sebsebseb, don’t ask why it just is.”
You typed it in and held your hand out for her to shake, “No it’s okay. I’ll check it out later! It was nice meeting you!” You turned back to Ty who had a small smile and hooked his arm with yours. You two walked to where they were doing interviews and was stopped by one.
“Hey! We’re here with Ty Simpkins. Ty, what was it like to see these films progress throughout the years?”
He shoved his hands in his pockets as you stood there watching with yours in your pockets. “It was really cool, you know? Since I first saw Iron man and then was cast in the third one it all just felt like a dream. And I find it really cool that all of the films lead up to this one.”
The interviewer smiled at his answer and cast their eyes to you, “Well, we see you aren’t alone tonight. There have been rumors going around that you two are dating, anything you want to share?” You looked at Ty with a slight smile on your face as he stared back at you for a second.
“As a matter of fact,” he began, grabbing a hold of your waist and hand, dipping you down and pressing his lips to yours as your hand coiled around his neck for support. He pulled away smiling at you, lifting you up as you cleared your throat and held onto him. “We are.”
Someone wolf whistled from beside you and when you and Ty looked, you’re heart dropped.
“Hey, kids. Being bold I see? I like it.” Robert said as he hugged you and Ty’s shoulders. Susan came over to you to hug you which you gladly returned and greeted her. He kissed yours and Ty’s cheek before leaving to go somewhere else. The interviewers excused you two and you sat at a table since Ty needed to use the bathroom. You grabbed your phone, going onto Instagram immediately getting bombarded with screenshots of Ty’s stunt. You liked your favorite ones and you stumbled upon a video. You smiled as you watched it, sharing it on your story and tagging Ty.
‘Y'all it’s confirmed Ty and Y/n are dating! They’re so precious!!!!!’
’That was fast lol, love that. Thanks!’
’OOp nfjaofahfun THANKS.’
You chuckled at their response and looked up from your phone seeing Ty walking towards you.
“What’s this hm?” He says as he wraps his arms around you.
You looked up at him with playful eyes, “It’s an edit of us obviously.” He smiles as he kisses you and it’s the sweetest thing. His soft lips that always taste of strawberries connect with yours in a never-ending sea of love.
“We get it your in love!” Someone yelled out, making you pull away from him. You stared in the direction of the voice and saw Paul Rudd walking towards you.
“Babe,” you said as you smacked his arm. “Dude he’s coming over here!” you whisper-yelled to him.
“Did you just call me dude?”
He’s finally in front of you and you let out a squeal as you shake his hand. Ty rolls his eyes at you before smiling. “Hi, oh my god you’re Paul Rudd oh my god.”
He chuckled setting his arm at his side. He pointed at you and his face twisted into a confused expression. “Yeah, Where have I seen you before?” You stared at Ty for a second before looking back at Paul who had his mouth agape. “You’re John Wicks, daughter!” he yelled making you laugh. You nodded your head as he pulled you into a hug. “Ah tell me, does anything happen to you in the next one?”
You don’t want to hurt him.
“Sorry I can’t say. You’ll just have to watch and find out.” He pouted, his shoulders slumping.
“That always means something bad will happen, oh no.” You chuckled as he waved goodbye and went to the snack table. You looked to your left and you see Scarlett making her way over to you.
Your eyes widened as you held Ty’s hand, “Is she coming over here?” He looked up and nodded his head. “Oh god.”
“Hi, I’ve always wanted to meet you! You’re so great in the movies.” She says to you.
You let out a small laugh, “Thank you. I’ve always wanted to meet you too.”
She smiled as she looked down at your entwined hands, “Saw what you two did, it was pretty cute. Pretty sure I saw Evans and Mackie fanboying over it.” You and Ty let out laughs as she said that. “Well I have to go now, it was nice talking with you.” She hugged your shoulders before walking away.
You sat silently staring into space. Ty nudged you when you were too silent. “Babe?” he said, nudging you again. “Y/n, You okay?”
You held his arms and grinned, “Babe I just met my idols!”
He smiled at you and swept your hair behind your ear. He kissed your cheek and grabbed your hand. “Come on, I think I have to go on stage with everyone.” You followed him into the cinema, holding his hand tightly so you wouldn’t lose him.
You let go of his hand right when he was about to step on stage with the other cast members and the production crew. “I’ll wait right here.” He smiled at you before walking onto the stage. You heard someone scream his name and chuckled to yourself. You stood there for maybe ten minutes before they all walked off the opposite side of the stage, you felt someone bump into you and saw Ty with a sly smile on his face. You slapped his chest taking his hand in yours and walk to the back of the theater where an after-party for the production crew, actors, and their guest was being held.
You stay next to Ty for the first half of the party. He told you he was going to go talk to Anthony, Sebastian, and Evans, so you had to find someone to sit with. You scanned over the crowd of people when your eyes fell on Lexi who was sitting with her mom. You walked over to her, putting your hand on the chair. “Can I sit here?” She smiled up at you and nodded her head, offering you a juice box. You gladly took it, taking a sip of it.
“Are you Ty’s girlfriend?” She asked in a sweet voice. You nodded your head, taking another sip. “You guys are really cute.” You thanked her, and she smiled back. “I’m gonna sing you a song.” You smiled as she sang the intro of ‘Hooked on a Feeling’ “Hooked on a feeling, ba ba ba bum, I’m high on believing, That you’re in love with me.” She trailed off, as you grinned at her.
Ty was looking from afar, a drink in his hand as Anthony trailed off about Sebastian’s couch. He wasn’t paying attention to him, only looking towards you and smiling at your expression as Lexi sang to you. Anthony smacked him on the back, taking him out of his trance. He followed his line of sight to see you sitting with Lexi.
“Staring at your girl I see.” Anthony teased. Ty chuckled shaking his head at him.
“When I saw her in John Wick, lemme tell you I was so scared.” Sebastian said, taking a sip of his drink.
Chris nodded his head, tipping his drink towards him. “Yeah, she looks terrifying in the films. But like seeing her right now she’s a precious angel.” Ty gave him the side eye before turning back to you.
“You think she’s the one?” Anthony asked him. Ty looked at him with wide eyes, almost spitting out his drink.
“Oh come on Mackie they’re only seventeen.” Chris said furrowing his eyebrows.
“So? I knew Sheletta was the one on the second date.” He defended.
The three men bickered and Ty just listened occasionally taking sips from his drink and sneaking glances towards you. After thirty minutes of them bickering and moving to sit, people slowly started to leave. Ty came over to you, whispering into your ear,
“Wanna leave now?”
You looked towards his pleading eyes and got up. “Okay. Thanks for letting me sit with you, Lexi.”
She smiled up at you and stood up to hug you, You bent down and felt her small arms wrap around your neck. “Bye, Y/n. Bye Ty.” He waved to her as he held your hand.
“God I cannot wait to get home.” He groaned.
You rolled your eyes and kicked your leg up, “You’re telling me, heels are such a pain. At the Parabellum premiere, I don’t care I’m wearing sneakers.” You said. “But Johnny’s gonna make me wear the brand name, expensive ones.”
“Like the Burberry ones he showed me?” You nodded your head, getting into the car.
“Looking good is such a pain in the ass. I can’t wait to change and wipe all of this off.” He chuckled at your expression, wrapping his arm around your shoulder.
The drive was mostly silent, Ty occasionally taking pictures or videos of you, uploading them onto his Instagram story. When you got to the apartment you said thank you to the driver, Jeffery and bid him good-bye. “Ah, home sweet home.” Ty chuckled at you before shutting the door and grabbing your waist and kissing you. You let out a noise of surprise and wrapped your arms around his neck.
“I love you.” He said as he pulled away.
Your eyes softened, brushing his hair away from his face. “I love you too. Is everything alright?”
He nodded and cast his eyes to the ground. “Yeah, I just- They were talking about how bad I got it for you and it got me thinking about our future.”
You gave him a soft smile as you led him to the couch. “What about our future?”
“Marriage.” He answered staring down at his hands.
“Hey,” You grabbed his hands, his eyes going to yours. “We’re still young. We’ve got plenty of time to figure out everything. But marriage is a few years away if you want it.”
He kissed you quickly before picking you up and walking towards the bedroom. You changed in the bathroom, while he changed in the bedroom. As you wiped off your makeup you remembered to look at R/n profile. You smiled at her bio 'Met Y/n L/n on April 23, 2019!!!!’ You sent her a quick message before putting your hair in a ponytail and walking out to the bedroom. You lay in the bed with the sheets over you as you waited for Ty to come out of the bathroom.
When he did he slid next to you, pulling you close to him. “Chris Evans is scared of Rosalyn.”
You turned over to face him, “Are you serious?”
He nodded his head, “So is Sebastian.”
You giggled into his chest, “I don’t believe this.”
“Well, believe it, sweetheart, cause it’s true.” He smiled, tucking you two under the blanket. “Goodnight babe.”
You kissed his chest, Tucking your head in it. “Goodnight Ty.”
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xxgoblin-dumplingxx · 5 years ago
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Perspective: Ten
Bruce stared blankly at the screen at the front of the room. This meeting had gone on forever and he felt like his brain had started to liquefy. Steve and Tony were taking turns droning on and he was ready to strangle Clint if the archer didn’t stop asking inane questions. 
He caught Natasha’s eye and the spy rolled her eyes dramatically before turning to flip a rubber band at Clint. Bruce knew that it wasn’t just the staff meeting. He missed you. He’d gotten used to being around you all the time but, now that you were drowning in work, it felt like ages since he’d done more than text you. 
It worried him, if he was honest. It didn’t take him long to learn that you dealt with all your trauma by not dealing with it. You buried it all in distractions and ignored all the warning lights. That was your superpower. Compartmentalizing at the speed of sound.  
When his phone buzzed quietly, he tapped the screen and smirked to himself. You’d sent him a picture. A screenshot of a tweet, apparently
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“Christ,” he murmured, chuckling to himself. “Bruce, look at Nudes on your own time,” Tony said, sipping coffee. “It’s not, it’s a tweet,” Bruce protested. “Speaking of nudes,” Natasha says, pouncing on the opportunity to derail the meeting, “When are we gonna meet this girl, Banner?”
“Tony has met her,” Bruce reminded. “Yeah,” Clint said, “But I wanna meet her. I wanna know what she’d diagnose me with.” Bruce sighed, “If it’ll get this meeting over with I’ll text her and see if she can come out tonight for a minute but... It’s getting up on the end of term.” Tony winced, “Yeah, I don’t miss those days.” Bruce sighed, “Yeah. She’s worn the fuck out by the time she gets home.”
He pulls out his phone anyway and pulls up his text conversation with you.
Hey, baby?
It takes a few minutes but you text him back.
Hey handsome! You okay?
Fine, sweetheart. Everythings fine. Do you have time to go out tonight? Everyone really wants to meet you.
Bruce is dimly aware of the meeting flowing around him. He can see you smiling a little and his heart warms.
Just as long as no one minds if I’m scruffy looking. And on call.
Bruce smiles. He doesn’t care if you're “scruffy” or on call. As long as he can see you on more than a video chat. 
No one is going to mind, Y/N. We’ve all seen bad days.
Then I’ll be there. I miss you.
I miss you too, baby.
Gotta go. Class.
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When you walked into the bar, you looked like you’d had a day. Your jeans were torn and your hoodie was old. Clearly at some point during the day, you’d had a change of clothes. Usually your work clothes were neat. Professional. As a general rule, you avoided looking scruffy at all when you went out in public if you could. Still though. You were cute. 
You leaned on the bar, hefting your backpack up on your shoulder a little more firmly and ordering a drink and he made his way to your side unobtrusively, “Come here often?” he said, voice warm. You turned, irritated for just a second until you realized it was Bruce. He caught you, chuckling as your lips crashed into his and your arms twined around his neck. When you pulled away he smiled softly, “Long day?” he asked. You nod, “Two changes of clothes later and one client trying to walk all the way the fuck to Jersey, I’m free.” He cuddles you gently and kisses you again, telling the bartender to put your drink on his tab. “Bruce,” you scold gently. He just smiles, “What? I can afford it. It’s just a couple drinks.” You give him a look and he kisses your forehead. He knows you don’t like it when he pays for things for you. He likes that you don’t ask him for things. But he adores doing things for you. “Thank you,” you say, kissing his jaw. He pulls your hair out and takes your backpack to set it at your feet. It’s heavy and he almost drops it. “Sorry,” you tell him, “I usually pack up in the morning and don’t get home until 9 or after.” Bruce just kisses your head and starts the introductions. 
Nat watches you curiously for a moment. Steve asks a ton of questions and Tony, being Tony, grills you for information about things like whether or not Bruce snores. When your work phone rings you sigh, “Hold that thought. The Panicky rookies beckon,” you tell them. You pick up the phone and attach headphones so you can listen and also look things up, “Y/N,” you say. 
Bruce can tell just from the look on your face that this is probably something you’ve answered before. “Of course she has pain. She has COPD and smokes a pack and a half of cigarettes a day,” you say. “No. DO NOT. Absofuckinglutely not. Do not give her the money to buy more.” You pinch the bridge of your nose, “Look. We go through this several times a week. Her blood pressure is better than mine. She’s just mad that the doctor she saw at the urgent care told her to stop smoking. Tell her that if she can walk to the ER she does not need to be there. Also remind her that her blood pressure is GOING to be high if she makes you take it when she comes in from chain-smoking... Okay. Yes. That’s fine. She can take her anxiety PRN in the next hour. Encourage her to do that and lay down. Yup. Okay. Make sure you put all this in the shift report for Dr. Meyers. Bye.”
You hang up the phone and your cheeks color, “Sorry, I’m our on-call until 4am.” Clint snorted, “So basically you’re babysitting over the phone?” You nod, “That’s a pretty accurate assessment,” you tell them. Steve smiles a little, “How long have you been doing jobs like this?” he asked. You shrug, “Since I was 21 so... about 6 years now. My first job was as a tech in a dementia ward.” Bruce smiles a little, “So a lack of orientation to reality is your specialty?” You shrug, “I’m just familiar with it... You just gotta go with it. If a dementia patient tells you the sky is green, you tell them it’s a lovely shade, isn’t it? If they ask to talk to their mom whose been dead 50 years, you distract them. If you can’t, put them on the phone with a nurse who has the best mom voice.” Natasha smiles a little as she watches you take a sip of your drink. “Why’d you stop working in the dementia ward?” Tony asked. 
“Because my dumb ass thought that working with kids would be less heartbreaking... So I did that for a while,” you say. Clint winces, “Yeah... Kids suck.” You laugh, “No joke. I still have a scar on my ribs from getting stabbed with a hunk of metal door.” Steve choked and Tony thumped him on the back, “Seriously?” he sputtered. You nod. “Is it a full moon?” you ask Bruce idly, snuggling into his side. “Yes,” Natasha answered.
“Fuck me running,” you groan and sigh. “Why?” Bruce asked. “It’s a pretty good metric for how many calls I’m gonna get,” you answer. Tony scoffed, “That’s an old wives tale.”
“I’m gonna get a minimum of 4 calls and 3 text messages,” you shoot back, “On the TL ward we have 4 schizophrenics, 2 with BPD, and various and sundry other disorders. At least one that’s in the early stages of Alzheimer's... I’m gonna get calls. And that’s not to mention my client in the community.” Clint whistled softly, “Jesus. How do you organize all that?” 
“Luck,” you answer smirking, “Luck and postie notes.”
Bruce gently redirects the conversation, for which you’re grateful. You’re used to the endless questions. People treat your job like a super-secret thing. Like they’re getting insider information. People don’t understand what you do. Or why you do it. You guess even superheroes get curious. Bruce's fingers find the sore spot on the back of your neck and you relax against him. It had been a long day and you want to go home and go to bed. But, until 4am, you have to stay awake. You know technically you can sleep on call but you also know that if you sleep, you’ll sleep right through the phone calls. You listen to the chatter, comforted by the warmth of being tucked into Bruce’s side. Listening to the rumble of his voice. He’s happy. You can tell. And that makes you happy.
He deserves it. You look up at him adoringly and even Tony feels himself melt a little. When Bruce looks down at you and kisses you softly Clint “Aww’s” out loud and you blush. “Grotesquely cute,” Tony mutters, making Natasha and Steve both smack him. Bruce brushes hair out of your eyes, “I better get you home, huh?” he said. “I’m okay if you want to stay,” you say yawning, “I have to be on call until 4am anyway.” He smiled, “Can you stay awake that long?” he asked. “Yeah. It’s just gonna take coffee.”
He tutted softly and picked up your bag, “Well,” she said, “You have a coffee maker at home. Let’s go.”
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onlygotafewdollas · 5 years ago
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stargazing w/svt
inspired by @babybluescoups​ cuz she put me in soft hours by telling me she went stargazing tonight which ended up turning into crackhead hours in our convo lmfao
i am so sorry if this sucks it’s late and i’m bad at writing LOL
ok so
it’s like 7pm and after a long and tiring day at work, you get home with the full intent of just eating your dinner and going to bed bc you’re just so over everything
so you eat whatever leftovers you have from last night bc ain’t nobody got time to cook smfh what are we? responsible adults? pffffffft as if
and then change into your sweats and get all cozy and whatever
but suddenly it’s like 10pm and you realize
you’ve been sitting around after dinner just messing with your phone bc turns out, you weren’t really THAT tired, just tired of work and in need of a break
and now you’re bored as he*k 
you look out the window and it’s a nice night, not a cloud in the sky
plus it’s just the absolute perfect temperature (you decide what perfect temps are for you boo)
so you decide to go on a lil walk partially bc maybe you ate way too much food and now you feel obligated to “exercise”
you decide to see if any of the boys wanna come with bc the more the merrier!! so you message the group chat but...nobody responds :(
dang it guys stop being so busy and responsible just rest for once would ya
it’s at that moment that you get a message from jihoon, who says he’s been cooped up in the studio all day since he’s had a lot of work to finish
and he’s wondering if you’d mind bringing over a charging cable if you’re on your way out anyways cuz soonyoung stole his the other day and didn’t give it back and he totally forgot so now he’s definitely gonna strangle soonie oops
and you’re like yea sure i gUESS SO even tho u won’t hang out with me tonight :(
so you grab your charging cable and head over to the studio, but not after stopping by the convenience store to grab some snacks bc like even though you ate a lot of food for dinner...there’s always room for snacks
once you get over there, jihoon is tapping away at his computer, working on mixing something new 
and lemme tell ya
the boy looks TIRED
literally like he probably hasn’t slept in 3 days
and you know that if you just leave him there he’s probably not going to stop any time soon 
so you take it upon yourself to stop him by taking his headphones away from him and tell him that he should take a break and go do something fun
and then you remember
it’s a nice night out!!
no clouds in the sky!!
and you know what that means: 
s t a r g a z i n g ! ! !
so you pitch the idea to jihoon who of course, being the workaholic he is, insists that he can’t bc he’s got a deadline to meet
and in between your bickering as you’re trying to convince him to come with you
his stomach growls. like. SUPER loudly.
*cue awkward silence*
remember how he said he’s been cooped up in the studio all day? well. he literally meant it. the boy didn’t even go get any food. 
you offer him a snack, but on one condition:
“let’s go up to the rooftop and watch the stars!! you probably gotta clear your head and get some fresh air anyways”
jihoon: but I have a deadli- *cue stomach growl*
also jihoon: ok fine
you: I’ll buy you whatever food you want after
jihoon, suddenly the most excited person in the world: OK LET’S GO 
so you two head up to the rooftop, making sure to bring a blanket to spread out and sit on cuz like...you can’t go stargazing without that ya feel
once you get up there, it’s so so SO pretty
all of the stars are out and they softly illuminate the sky we’re just going to pretend that light pollution doesn’t exist ok
and because lowkey you’re mad that nobody responded to you in the group chat
you take a pic of the view, and then a pic of jihoon staring up at the stars, and send it to the boys
now that,,,,really get’s everyone’s attention cuz they all have serious fomo
soonyoung is the first to respond
soonyoung: wow tfti omg jihoon’s on a date????
jihoon: i will literally end you
you: i literally invited you all and nobody responded
everyone else: wHEN???
you: *sends screenshot of you asking them if they wanted to hang*
everyone else: o
at that moment, you decide to put your phone on silent and just enjoy the ambient sound of the city cuz we all know how rowdy gcs can get and plus these boys never shut up
but 5 minutes later...you hear the door open
and it’s none other than soonyoung, who, in his gross and sweaty state after working on some choreo downstairs, immediately plops himself down on the blanket between you and jihoon
“oi I can’t believe you guys were gonna keep this pretty view all to yourselves HMPH”
“yea well leT ME REMIND YOU THAT AGAIN, I INVITED Y’ALL AND YOU IGNORED ME”
“oops”
a few minutes of bickering later, the door opens again to reveal jun, hao, and chan, who ran upstairs to look for soonyoung cuz he left in the middle of practice lol
and then wonwoo, seokmin, and mingyu who were hanging out downstairs and decided to come up to see what was going on
and then seungkwan and vernon who were chilling at the dorms before coming over
and finally cheol, jeonghan, and josh who were busy being old idk
and so finally, the whole gang’s there
and you’re all just chilling on the rooftop, enjoying the view and the hushed conversation because nobody wants to ruin the relaxed mood
and this goes on for a good hour or so
when all of a sudden
gyu’s stomach grumbles 
lowkey jihoon’s did too but we all know how loud gyu is...and guess what? his stomach is loud too
jihoon: way to ruin the mood ya hoe
gyu: 🥺
everyone else: BRO 
but jihoon is reminded that he’s actually eaten almost nothing the whole day
and suddenly remembers that you said you’d buy him food after this...
“yo y/n are we still getting food after this? we should probably go cuz it’s getting late and SOMEONE’S stomach ruined the mood anyways”
gyu: why you gotta clown me like that bro
you: um DUH did you forget that you ate a bunch for dinner AND had snacks? smh. SIKE! #TREATYOSELF2K19
seungkwan: ooooooh let’s all go get food and not tell mingyu!!
gyu: i’M LITERALLY RIGHT HERE
everyone else: oh? huh? y’all hear sumthin?
gyu: 🥺🥺🥺
anyways y’all end up heading down to the convenience store and all get ramen bc what else would you eat? healthy food? pfft
so all in all, it ends up being a pretty good night 
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asthecrushgoes · 5 years ago
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Dancing with a Stranger - part one
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Who: Luke
Inspiration: the 5SOS cover of Dancing with a Stranger (Sam Smith and Normani) mashup with Latch (Disclosure ft. Sam Smith)
Warnings (part 1): Swearing, drinking, implications of casual sex
Word Count (this part): 2,209
A/N: Sooooo….. the cover of ‘Dancing with a Stranger’ fuckedddd me up and I still think about it, so I decided to write a short fic. This was supposed to be two parts, but I wrote a lot and it ended up being three. If you don’t like smut, this first part can act as a stand-alone one shot or with part two if you want little hints of it! Part 3 is alllll the smut though, so get ready for that. Also, because they put ‘Latch’ at the end, I thought it really changed the whole meaning of the song and wanted to incorporate that into the story. Let me know what you think! 🍻
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3
It was that time of night again. Luke was sprawled on his couch, wearing an old, torn sweatshirt, stuffing his face with takeout (tonight’s choice was Thai) and watching a movie. Alone. Always alone. 
In actuality, he wasn’t really watching whatever film he had thrown on the TV. He never did. Instead, his eyes were fixed on his phone, thumb swiping through old pictures. 
Pictures of her. 
Luke and Elyssa had been together for three years and Luke had thousands of photos still stored on his phone. He flicked through their cheesy, touristy photos in front of the Eiffel Tower, action shots of them surfing when he took her to Australia for the first time, candids of Elyssa across the table wearing the most gorgeous light pink dress on their first anniversary, screenshots of cute texts and weird Snapchats…
Basically their whole relationship was available to him at all hours of the day and he never seemed to be able to stop himself. He couldn’t bring himself to delete the pictures, but his heart broke again and again every time he pulled them up, which he hated to admit was often.
Luke took a large gulp of the whiskey he had sitting on the coffee table and closed his eyes. As always, he had to force himself not to dial Elyssa’s number. He clearly wasn’t over her, but that didn’t mean it was a good idea to start something that would only lead to more drama and heartbreak. 
It seemed like every time Luke got into these moods, his brain left out all the bad parts. And why wouldn’t it? The relationship portrayed on his phone looked perfect--full of smiles, laughter, kisses, romance, love. It didn’t show all the nights Elyssa would start a fight for no reason or would flirt with guys at the bar just to make Luke jealous and angry. It didn’t show all the times Luke would forget to text her when he was out with the band or when he would lie about where he had been or who he was talking to just to avoid a huge blow up.
But none of that ever seemed to stop Luke from missing all the cute things she did. Like the way she used to run her fingers through his hair when they were falling asleep and hum lightly whatever song was stuck in her head from the day. Or how she would always mix half regular and half decaf coffees and Luke could never remember which jar had which type of grounds in it, so she bought a label maker and they spent an entire night, staying up until 2:00 am, printing labels for her entire kitchen. 
Or when Luke would show her the band’s new music and she would sit and listen with her eyes closed, taking in every note and lyric fully before making any comments. Her face was always so composed, it was nearly impossible to tell what she was thinking. Luke would wait on the edge of his seat until Elyssa would crack a smile and he would instantly wrap his arms around her, lifting her into the air. 
“So you like it?” he would grin and her soft giggle would be all the affirmation he needed.
But now, Luke was surrounded with only the sounds of the television and Petunia’s snoring. Finishing the remainder of his drink and taking a deep breath, Luke dialed his phone.
“Luke?” the voice on the other line said after a few rings. 
“Um, hey,” Luke began, clearing his throat, “Did you guys end up going out?”
“Yes!” Calum yelled excitedly into the phone, “Are you gonna finally come this time?”
“I’m thinking about it…” Luke replied slowly. 
“Dude, we’ve been trying to get you out of your damn apartment for a month! Please come out. You need to do something to forget about--”
“Fine,” Luke cut his friend off, “I’ll come. I don’t really want to be alone tonight.”
“Perfect! Your first drink is on me,” Calum promised. “See you soon.”
Luke peeled himself off the couch, finally managing to shower and look somewhat presentable. He couldn’t remember the last time he wasn’t in sweats and his black skinny jeans felt tight and uncomfortable. 
“Bye, P,” he cooed, leaning down to give the portly bulldog a treat, before making his way out the door and into the Uber waiting at the end of the driveway.
The ride to the bar was silent, aside from the low hum of talk radio playing. Luke almost told the guy to turn around and bring him home a dozen times, but he figured he needed a night out. Needed a distraction. 
Once arriving at the bar, Luke easily spotted Ashton’s red hair and began making his way over to his friends, hands stuffed in the pockets of his leather jacket. As he approached Ashton, he quickly regretted not bailing on the night when he was still in the Uber. 
Michael, Crystal, Ashton and KayKay were dancing, mingling and getting way more touchy than Luke wanted to witness. Michael and Crystal were still on a high from their recent engagement, and Ashton and KayKay only started dating a few months ago, so they were stuck in the early ‘you’re the only person in the room’ phase. Calum was nowhere to be found. 
“Luke!” Michael called out upon spotting his friend. He pulled Luke into a quick hug, patting his shoulder without letting go of Crystal’s hand. “Hey, man. Glad you came.”
The others in the group echoed with similar greetings as Luke scanned the nearby faces.
“Where’s Calum?” he asked, desperately wanting to find the only other single member of the band. 
“He’s around,” Ashton grinned, “He disappeared to buy some girl a drink, of course.”
Luke groaned to himself, although he shouldn’t be surprised. Calum always got a lot of attention from women when they went out. His muscular arms littered with tattoos, dark curls, soft eyes, and cheeks that always maintained a perfect rosy hue when he drank, easily impressed strangers at the bar, never mind once his laid-back, goofy personality took over.
“I need a drink,” Luke mumbled, then turned towards the bar. He spotted Calum in a crowd on the dance floor, his hands sitting low on a woman’s hips as they moved together to the beat. 
Squeezing his way to the counter, Luke ordered a whiskey on the rocks, sighing as the liquor finally hit his tongue. He did not want to return to being the fifth wheel. Or seventh, Luke thought as he glanced over at Calum, who was still pressed up against the same woman. So, he absentmindedly pulled out his phone, fingers automatically opening photos. 
He looked down at the most recent one: Elyssa was looking over her shoulder, laughing at Luke as she stood in line at the grocery store, her arms full of as much junk food as she could carry. Luke took it the day before they were supposed to leave for a road trip to Vegas. It was the last photo Luke had. Later that night, Elyssa accidentally left her phone open on the counter and Luke saw texts from the friend she insisted Luke didn’t have to worry about. Apparently not. 
Wincing at the painful memory, Luke shoved his phone back in his pocket. As he looked up again, his eyes met these narrowed ones across the room. As he registered the rest of the woman attached to them, Luke noticed she was smirking at him as she sipped her drink. She had long, perfectly-styled loose curls that fell over her bare shoulders. Her black, strapless shirt came just above the waistline of her jeans, jutting out in small frills and giving Luke a small glimpse of the strip of skin on her stomach. Luke immediately felt a fire grow inside him. He was completely and immediately captivated by this woman.
When she noticed Luke finally looking back at her, her eyes unabashedly trailed over his body before snapping back to his face. Her smile widened and Luke took a deep breath.   
“Luke! You made it!” Calum called, slapping his friend on the shoulder and drawing Luke’s attention away from the other side of the room. Luke reluctantly turned towards his friend, giving a weak smile.
“So,” Calum continued, “What’re you drinking?” he asked, leaning against the bar to order another round of drinks. Luke could tell he was drunk and didn’t want to ask how many Calum had already had tonight.
“Whiskey,” Luke mumbled, his attention drifting from Calum back towards where the girl had been standing. But, she had disappeared. Great, Luke thought and downed the remainder of his current drink.
“Cheers, mate!” Calum said, handing Luke a refill. 
“What happened to your dance partner?” Luke asked.
“Ahh,” Calum sighed, “Georgia left with her friends.”
Luke stirred the ice in his drink. He didn’t want to be here. He didn’t even want to go out tonight, but for some reason he thought this would help him get over Elyssa. The numbness from the alcohol was starting to take over and he just nodded along to whatever story Calum was telling. 
“Excuse me,” said a voice coming up in front of Calum and flashing him a small smile. 
Luke’s eyes shifted to the source and fell upon the girl from earlier. Of course she was going for Calum. Luke opened his mouth to make an excuse to leave, but the girl spoke again. 
“Sorry to interrupt your conversation, but your friend’s going to dance with me now,” she said to Calum, then turned to Luke, holding out a hand for him to take.
Luke obliged and was led by this stranger through the crowd to the center of the dance floor. The way she took control made Luke feel like he didn’t have a choice in the matter, and honestly, he preferred it this way. Elyssa had screwed him up so much, he wasn’t sure he’d even be able to approach someone at the bar, let alone attempt to pick them up, so he was willing to follow this new girl wherever she wanted to go.
His body moved automatically, arms instantly attaching to her waist and pulling her close. She responded by running her hands along Luke’s body--dragging her fingers over his chest, playing with the soft curls at the back of his neck, and pulling lightly on the fabric of his t-shirt. She bit her lip as she moved, her hips dipping low to the beat blasting through the bar. 
Luke felt his breath getting heavier and his heart beating faster. This girl was beautiful. And she had picked Luke out of the crowd. Her smirk hadn’t disappeared since she grabbed Luke’s hand and he felt himself unconsciously returning the smile. 
As they danced, Luke’s mind flashed to Elyssa. He wondered what she was doing tonight. What she would think if she saw Luke in the middle of a club, pressed against a new girl. But, in that moment, Luke decided he didn’t care. He was dancing with a stranger and he liked it.
He loved the feeling of her body in his hands. He loved how she moved against him. He loved the way she tugged on his hair, pulling a little harder than Luke was used to and eliciting a low growl from his throat. 
Luke didn’t want this moment to stop. He spun her around, pulling her back flush against him. His arms stayed on her hips and his head dipped low against her neck. She tilted to the side, allowing Luke to start running his lips against her exposed skin.
They continued moving together, completely forgetting about the rest of the room. Suddenly, she spun around and grabbed at the back of Luke’s neck. She pulled his lips to her own and immediately took control of the kiss. She had to stand tiptoe to fully reach him and she swayed slightly in his grasp.
Luke’s arms tightened around her, his hands wandering to the bare skin on her back. He let out a soft groan as she pulled at his bottom lip with her teeth. He could feel his arousal growing and he knew she could too. She rotated her hips against him and broke from the kiss, just slightly. Her fingers played with the chain around Luke’s neck and she looked up at him with the most seductive, mischievous eyes.
“We can continue this night elsewhere...” she said. She phrased it more of a suggestion than a question, already starting to back up towards the entrance, never breaking eye contact with Luke.
She was giving Luke a choice. He could turn around on the spot and retreat back to his friends, this girl turning into just a random make-out at a bar. Or, he could follow her out that door and let her lead him on into the night. 
Luke chose the latter. He caught up to her in two quick strides and grabbed her hand in his. She smirked at him, pausing for a moment to capture Luke’s lips with hers, then spun on a heel, pulling Luke through the crowd, out the door, and down the street.
Next part preview: “He could feel her hot breath against the sensitive skin of his lips and he shivered slightly at their proximity.”
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r3b3lgrrrrrrrl · 5 years ago
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A LunaTic and her Gunn (Part 14)
"To Clvlnd She Goes"
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Colson tells Emma that Luna is going to fly in tonight so they can have lunch tomorrow.
"Is she staying with you?" She asks.
"Nah, she's gonna stay down town." He reassures her. They agree on a time, Emma calls her mom to confirm Colson can drop Casi off for while. "Cool. Thanks Em."
She nods her head, smiling at him. "You're welcome." She says before he walks off to collect Casi.
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After booking her flight, Luna heads back to Ashley's. She's home now, chilling on the couch with Jagger. Luna tells her of her plans to fly out to Cleveland. Ashley's shocked. She knows Casi but she didn't meet her until she and Kells had been friends for a good while. "Wow!" She says, cocking her head back.
"I know. It's like meeting his mom, but obviously not his mom, you know?" Replies Luna.
Ashley doesn't want to but she can't help but laugh. Luna's never done well with parents or any type of authority. "Well, she is an important mother to him. Considering..." Referring not only to Emma being Casi's mother but also to Colson's own absentee mother.
"I know." Says Luna quietly "That's why it's important and I don't wanna make a bad first impression."
"You'll be fine. We're not 17 anymore. She's a mom, but she's your peer. Just be your shining, brilliant self." She says popping off the couch. "Now come on, I'll help you pack AND even drive youuuuuuu."
"Oh, FUCK! A ride to the airport?? Now THAT'S friendship!!! Laughs Luna as the girls head up stairs."
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Luna gets comfortable on the bed, pulling out her vape pen. The flight was smooth and she had easily ubered to the hotel.
She'd FaceTimed Colson once she'd checked in and had gotten settled. He was home playing FortNite Casi. They spoke for a bit, he gave her shit for not letting him pick her up. She told him to shut up, that she was fine and to enjoy hanging out with Casi. He's going to pick her up around 1230 tomorrow, after he drops Casi off. They exchange goodnights and I love yous.
He texts her his Snap code later and sends her a dick pic through it. She screenshots it but doesn't reply.
"A little teasing never hurt no body..." She thinks as she snuggles into the bed. After a few minutes she misses Colson. She Snaps him her slender legs propped up, toes and tattoos in full view. She tries to fall asleep after, hating the familiar feeling of a once full but now empty bed. It makes her think of Justin. "But you'll SEE him tomorrow." She reassures herself before popping a lunesta to shut her mind up.
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Casi and Colson had hung out, played video games and now she was in bed. He's in his own too, smoking a joint, waiting for Luna to Snap him back. She does. When he sees it, he instantly gets hard. He screenshots it so he can jerk off to her.
"Fuck, she gets me!" He thinks as he easily cums. Once he lays back down, he looks over at his empty bed missing Luna. "Soon enough." He falls asleep with dreams of their future adventures together dancing in his head.
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Colson and Luna arrive at Blue Point for lunch. Emma is already seated and watches them come in. They're dressed causally but stylish. Luna in a black lace top, cuffed ripped boyfriend jeans and nude heels. Colson spots Emma and waves holding Luna's hand, leading her to the table with him.
"Hey!" He says leaning over to peck Emma. "Emma this Luna. Luna, Emma." He introduces them.
Luna smiles brightly and reaches her hand out to Emma. "Hi! Nice to meet you!" She says.
"You too." Responds Emma, taking her hand. Once they sit down, the server greets them. Taking their drink and appetizer order. Emma asks how they met. Colson first speaks of their past not meeting all those years ago. It rings a bell in Emma's head. "Don't tell me you're The Girl in the Cheetah Print coat!!" She exclaims, astonished.
Luna laughs and looks at Colson. One look. He blushes. "Yup!! This is her." He says proudly, throwing his arm around her without a thought.
They order food. Conversation between Emma and Luna flows easily. Emma asks Luna what she does, where she lives, if she has any kids.
Luna answers, that she calls NY home. That she does not have any children. Explains that she does a little of everything. That she's a singer/songwriter on an independent label. How she's had a few art showings and has successfully sold some solid pieces. That she enjoys scouting, shooting and helping upcoming artist break through. She mentions a bit of her political activism.
"Wait, so you went to Flint?" Emma asks, impressed.
"Yeah, we loaded up 3 large Uhauls, packed to the gills with thousands of cases of water and drove them from NY to MI. I went the first 3 times to establish a solid connection, then set it up to where there's been 2 full monthly deliveries for the last 4yrs. It's still not nearly enough though. So, I'm currently working with this great guy in the community, Gary. We're building a class action lawsuit at the moment. We're preparing to take it all the way to the Supreme Court, if we have too. Not that those biased fucks will really do anything... But we either fight or die, right?" Luna concludes.
"Wow." That's really admirable." Emma says listening intently.
"I have the platform, resources and the intelligence to help. I'd be a Fucking dick and a part of the problem, if I didn't." Luna says with a sadness in her eyes.
Emma nods in agreement.
She looks at Luna seriously, making her nervous. "I feel like I can ask you things and you'll answer them honestly, which I truly respect and appreciate." She continues looking over at Colson "I like you, you seem like a strong, independent, educated, KIND woman, who can potentially have a very positive influence.." She looks at Colson again "Over our daughter. But I have to ask you. What drugs do you do?"
Luna laughs, catching Emma off gaurd. "I'm so sorry. That was incredibly rude. You just me threw me off!" Luna apologizes. "To answer your question, I smoke a LOT of pot. I LOVE a mushroom and maybe some pure MDMA, but I don't fuck around with scary drugs. Like meth or heroin. I'm already too hype for coke. I drink but... Pot, pot's the go to. Always."
Emma looks at her, appreciating how candid she is. Then she looks at Colson, who's staring at her. Hard. "You know how much coke Colson blows?" She asks dead out.
"What the fuck, Em??" Colson throws his long arms out.
"I'm only asking Colson, because if you're serious enough to want her to meet Casi. Then, I need to know, that she knows what she's getting herself into. So, that our little girl doesn't get attached and her heart broken, if Luna decides it's too much in 6mnths." Emma states emotionally.
"You think I'd bring Cas around someone who I didn't think was gonna ride with me for the long haul??" He snaps back.
Luna interrupts them both. "Guys, chill out." She grabs Colson's thigh with her left hand squeezing it under the table. While she reaches across the table with her right, to lightly touch Emma's hand. "It's ok. It's a valid question, Bunny. That's why we're here." She says looking at Colson. Then she turns to Emma, "Honestly, obviously I know he does blow and addies, I don't know how much because I don't do it with him, but I have an idea." Luna pauses. Then continues. "No one can guarantee anything in this life, but as adults we CAN control our own actions. The only thing I can tell you, with absolution, woman to woman. Is that, I've never done this before. Being in love with a man who has a child. I will guarantee, to you, her MOTHER. That if I do develop a relationship with your daughter and for some crazy reason Colson and I don't work out. I still have control over my own actions and if Casi wanted to continue being friends with me, as long as it was ok with both of you, I WILL make it a point to maintain my relationship with her. IF, it came to that, which I do NOT think it will. Because, honestly. I love Colson, Emma. For all of his greatness and all of his flaws. I'm all in. If I wasn't, we both know I wouldn't have cared to jump on a plane last night to be here today. This. Colson. Casi. Your opinion. They're all very important to me." She squeezes Emma's hand slightly, giving her a comforting smile.
"Fuck." Is all that Colson can think. Completely enamoured.
"Thank you." Emma says. "That is a lot more mature and understanding than I expected from someone without kids." She smiles at Luna.
"No. Thank you for giving me a chance. Kids fucking terrify me." Luna let's out a light laugh.
"Well, be ready then because Cas is a pistol!!" Emma laughs with her.
Colson watches both women enjoy each other's company while they finish lunch. "Wow." Is all he can think, falling even more in love with Luna while being equally grateful for Emma.
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Heading back from lunch, Colson tells Luna how much her coming to meet with Emma means to him. "I know, Bunny." She says. Going on to express her relief of how well it went. That, when they were leaving though, she wasn't surprised that her and Emma had hugged sincerely, before parting ways. As she sweetly, leans over to kiss him on the cheek.
But it's not enough for her. So she moves to his jaw, then his ear, his neck. While her hands slide over his pants unbuckling them, pulling out his hard cock. He lifts his ass so she can slide his pants off slightly. Then she takes his cock into her mouth.
"God Daaaamnn!!!" Colson thinks, trying to focus on the road.
"FUUUUUCK, BUNNY!!!" He groans loudly lifting his hips, pushing himself deeper into her mouth. As they drive through downtown Cleveland, she sucks his cock intently. He cums just as they pull up to the hotel. "JESUS FUCKING CHRIST." He says in exasperated satisfaction. She pops her head up. He wipes the stray cum from her open mouth. "You're so fucking HOT. I love that you swallow." He smiles at her, his hand resting on her face, from where he wiped his excess cum. "Want me to come up and return the favor? He asks.
"Mmmmmm...as hard as that is to turn down. You should get back to Casi. She's waiting on you and I've taken enough of her time today."
"Are you sure? What are you gonna do?"
"Honestly? I'm probably gonna go upstairs and book a flight tonight. I'd rather get back to LA late and tired, then be weird and manic in a city I don't know." She laughs.
"You can come over and hang out with me and Cas."
"Nahh... this is her time. Are you coming back to LA with her?
"Yeah, tomorrow. Especially if you're leaving tonight."
"You talk to Casi, like I said, tell her about me, ask HER if she'd like to meet me and let her choose where. Even if I don't meet her officially tomorrow, I'll slide by to see you." She says kissing him.
"Aight." He begrudgingly agrees.
"I love you. I'll let you know when my flight is and no matter what, will see you tomorrow." She says kissing him deeply. He agrees before she slides out of his Cobra. "Looooove you." She beams before closing the door.
"LOVE YOU!!!!" He hollers, laughing from inside the car before he pulls off.
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"Fuuuuuck, I love him...... Damn! She's REEEEEEALLY nice, I wasn't sure how this would go, but I enjoyed her a lot." Luna thinks, happily trotting into the hotel. "That was much less painful than you had anticipated, ya freak." She mocks herself, laughing, heading to her room.
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"I knew Em would like Loons. How can you not? I can't wait for Cas to meet her. They're gonna have so much fun together.... She really is amazing." His heart gets a little sad, missing her already as he heads to pick up Casi.
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blueeyedbesson · 6 years ago
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Taking You: Chapter 6
6: All My Love
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"Hey baby. What are you doing tonight?" Corbyn asked as he ran into my room and tried jumping on my bed. Instead of landing, he slipped on the rug and hit his face off the edge of my mattress.
"Oh my gosh. Corbyn, are you okay?" I asked, trying to hide the fact that I found it a little bit hilarious.
"Yeah, I'm fine." He chuckled and sat up. "So, are you free tonight?"
"Of course. Why?"
"Well I was thinking we could get some dinner than go catch a movie."
"Sounds like fun." I smiled and turned around in my chair. "You've got a little mark on your cheek." I walked over to him and grabbed his cheek. "Okay. It's just a piece of fuzz from the rug."
"Thanks babe." He chuckled and kissed my cheek.
"You're welcome my darling." I smiled and went back over to my desk. "Now, I've gotta get back to editing a video. If you don't want to be without my company, feel free to stay here and help if you want."
"I'm gonna get some snacks then I'll be back up."
"Is food always the only thing on your mind?" I smiled.
"It switches between you and food. But mostly you, dork." He chuckled and walked out.
"Hey guys. Last week, I told you that this week's video was going to be a surprise. This was one of my favorite things to film because I didn't do this alone. Today, my wonderful boyfriend Corbyn is joining me and we're gonna be doing a version of the boyfriend/girlfriend tag. My amazing brother Jack is gonna be asking us questions and we'll be choosing which of the two of us it relates to the most." I smiled as I watched the intro to my video. In every clip I have of Corbyn, he's smiling. I don't think I've ever seen him mad.
"Ooh. Who is that beautiful thing on your screen?" Corbyn asked as he came back in with snacks. I looked at the paused frame and giggled. It was paused on the most adorable shot of Corbyn I've ever seen. So I had to screenshot it.
"You know, I have no idea but he's cute, isn't he?"
"I think you should date him. You'd be cute together."
"I totally would if it wasn't for the fact that I was already dating a total babe." I smiled as he leaned down to kiss me.
"You're my favorite." he chuckled and watched me edit the video, commenting on it every once in a while.
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"What do you need me to wear tonight?" I asked Corbyn as he walked into my room.
"Something casual." He smiled and watched me go through my closet. "But I don't want to see it until our date tonight."
"Okay. Well, while I'm doing this, can you go to the store for me and get me all this stuff?" I asked and handed him a small list. "I'll pay you back."
"Yeah. Of course. I'll see you later." he kissed my cheek and left. Seconds later, the girls walked in.
"Where's he going?"
"He's going to pick up a few things for me." I smiled and pulled out a couple of outfits.
"Lucky you. Your boyfriend loves you." Angel laughed. "Daniel isn't a very helpful guy but he's the sweetest so I guess I'm good."
"Yeah. Daniel's great." Aubrielle smiled. "Jonah's great too."
"We all got lucky." I smiled and looked at my clothes. "Which of these should I wear tonight?"
"I like this one." Aubrielle smiled and held up a pair of jeans and a tank top that was paired with one of Corbyn's hoodies he didn't know I had. "Is this Corbyn's?"
"Nope." I giggled and grabbed it from her. "It smells so good. I never want to give it back."
"Knowing him, he'll probably let you keep it."
"I don't doubt that at all." I smiled and went into the bathroom to change.
"Do you know what movie you're going to see tonight?"
"Hopefully something good." I smiled and walked out. "How should I wear my hair?"
"Down." They both answered, making each other burst out into laughter.
"Thanks guys." I responded and started doing my hair.
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"That movie was amazing." I smiled as we walked out of the theater.
"I thought it was scary. I honestly admire that you're not afraid of anything."
"That's not all true. I do have a few years. Let's see how many you can remember." I smirked and got in the car. Corbyn got in and faced me.
"4, right?" He asked and I nodded. "Okay. Um. Let's see...I known you are just absolutely terrified of porcelain dolls."
"Mhm."
"I remember you saying something about how much ventriloquist dummies scared you but that it was weird that you love watching Dead Silence." He smiled and kept thinking. "Oh. You can't watch Pinocchio because marionettes scare you too."
"Okay. One more." I smiled.
"Um...it's right on the tip of my tongue." He chuckled and looked out the window. "Oh. Those life like baby dolls that are motion sensored and talk and move around."
"You are absolutely amazing Corbean." I giggled and pecked his lips.
"Its because I love you." He chuckled and drove away.
"Hey Corbyn, what are you doing for Spring break?"
"Aubrielle and I are gonna fly to Virginia for a few days. Want to come with us?"
"I want to but I'm not 100% sure the studio will let me take days off. But I can let you know tomorrow." I smiled widely, thinking of how fun it would be to spend a few days with Corbyn and his family.
"Alright. Sounds good." he smiled in return. We got home 10 minutes later and when he parked the car, he turned and looked at me. "I can't believe I got lucky."
"What do you mean?" I giggled as he stared at me.
"You're the best girlfriend in the entire world. You're so beautiful and smart and funny. "
"Where's all this coming from?"
"I just wanted to appreciate my favorite person in the entire world. That's all."
"It's going to be hard to be away from you for a few days."
"Mhm. It'll be the longest we've ever been away from each other in the past 3 years." he chuckled. "I hope you can come with me on Saturday."
"I can try but I can't guarantee anything."
"Okay. I love you."
"I love you too." I giggled and got out of the car.
"Is that my hoodie?" he asked as he followed me into my room.
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"Nope." I smirked and sat at my desk. He pulled up the other chair and looked at me.
"Don't lie babe." he smirked and held my hand. "I've been looking for that hoodie for weeks. When did you take it?"
"A few months ago. When you guys went on the last tour, I raided your closets. And yes, I said closets. I took at least one item of clothing from all you boys." I smiled. "But this hoodie smells good and I like it best."
"How much of my stuff did you take?" he asked, his eyebrow raising a little in the process.
"Not much. Just this hoodie, another hoodie, a few shirts.."
"Another hoodie? Which one did you take?" he chuckled.
"The gray one. I really liked it."
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"Okay. You better not steal anymore clothes while I'm gone." he got up and head out the door.
"No promises." I called to him. I heard him chuckle before walking into his and Zach's shared room.
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"I'll see you in 5 days." Corbyn said to me before kissing my head and pulling me into a tight hug. We were standing in the airport waiting for his flight to Virginia.
"Don't get into too much trouble at home ."
"Okay mom." he chuckled and looked at me lovingly. "Don't steal any more of my sweaters, dork."
"Again, no promises." I smiled and kissed him. "Say hi to your family for me."
"I will." he smirked and looked up at the board. "Looks like my flight's about to board." he sighed.
"Have fun babe. Be safe."
"Yes ma'am." he chuckled again and pulled me into another hug. "I love you."
"I love you too." I smiled and looked up at him. He wiped the small tears off my cheeks and chuckled.
"It's only going to be 5 days Abby. You don't have to cry."
"I know. But I'm gonna miss you."
"I know. I'll miss you too." he smiled and kissed my head. "Here. Take this. Just in case you miss me too much." he chuckled and handed me one of his shirts. I pulled it close and smiled.
"It smells like you. Thanks babe."
"You're welcome."
"Flight 315 to Norfolk, Virginia is now boarding."
"Alright lovebirds. We gotta go." Aubrielle giggled as she pulled us apart.
"Okay. Now I really do have to go." he smiled and kissed me one last time before taking off. "I love you!" he called over his shoulder before disappearing around the corner.
"Ready to go home?" Jack asked as he walked up to me.
"Yes. Let's go." I wiped my eyes and smiled. Jack smiled back and we left the airport.
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brutefemme · 4 years ago
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five years of valentine’s
pandemic sometimes feels so seeped in loneliness. this last year has been a deeply personal journey for all of us whether we recognize it or not. 
if anyone says they haven’t felt lonely in this time, they’re either lying or lucky. maybe a little bit of both.  we teeter back and forth on this spectrum, experiencing varying degrees of grief and isolation. we have to, we have lost so much.  i do love to practice gratitude in these times, and as always, i am absolutely grateful and as always, i feel complex. today perhaps more than usual. i wrote my letter to myself five years ago a little under a year ago, in april when the pandemic was only starting to take shape. again, a beautiful reminder of how time can change everything. a time before i knew what would unfold, where i was excited to see. less than a year later, everything has changed completely. i have changed completely.  in that letter, i reminded myself of that valentine’s day in 2016 when i told myself that i’m falling in love with myself. and as i sit here on valentine’s day 2021, realizing that that moment happened five years ago, something stirs in me. 
this realization has asked me to look at all the other valentine’s days since then and take stock of what i’ve learned and how i’ve grown. (i guess that’s really all i do. honestly, i’m good with that.) looking at photos in my phone of past dates, trying to piece together what happened on those days, i find some good, some randoms, and memories that are now just memories.  2016
i was in an improv group with too many white guys and one who i had the most ridiculous relationship with (honestly, it’s a pattern for me... that i am actively ending hopefully). it was intimate, platonic, with a lot of underlying sexual tension that was never dispelled, sound familiar? (i told you, it’s a pattern). and we had improv practice in my backyard in echo park. i honestly don’t even remember what exercise we were doing or if we were playing a game, but all i remember is that we had to say something true. and without any forethought or hesitation, i found myself saying, “i think i’m falling in love with myself” and it was true. i was 23 years old then, about to be 24 and i had never been able to say that out loud before, let alone have it be honest.  i couldn’t remember how the rest of that night went so i looked at that white dude’s texts and saw how i spent the rest of the day with him. the text is so unbelievably simple: 
him: What are you up to? me: just at home, did you get off already? him: Yup. Can I head to your place? This day blows. me: yeah for sure, I’m just in the hammock him: On my way.  we ended up laying in the hammock in my backyard listening to the Living Sister sing about love, laying there and looking into each other’s eyes.  he slept over that night, he slept over a lot of nights. never had sex, just laid there, in each other’s arms. he was never my boyfriend, the relationship lived outside of heteronormativity because i exist outside of heteronormativity.  also, i have always held this weird space with men where they want to fuck me, they love being around me, but they cannot/will not partner me.  i find myself there more often than not and it is utterly frustrating and devastating.  it’s taken me a while but i’ve realized that it has so much more to do with them than it does with me, but damn did it take so long to just realize that.  here’s what i learned about me tho: i want to be a home someone wants to return to. i want to be a safe place in which someone feels like they can belong.  at the end of it, it was a sweet valentine’s, sure. i’m just glad that the thing i remember most vividly is falling in love with myself. i love that in my memories, i still take precedent. that’s important. 
2017  there is no recollection of this date in my mind or in my phone. literally nothing at all. maybe i was working at philz, but other than that, nada.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
2018
this is one of my favorite valentine’s days ever.  i spent the school day in Dr. Joy DeGruy’s lecture on Post Traumatic Slave Syndrome. bleak and grim and also the most important lecture i’ve ever been to. i am not joking when i say that this lecture changed my life. 
one for the books, truly.  2019 this one was interesting. from the pictures, the only thing of significance is that i told my best friends that i was trans and i was changing my name. they were the last people i told and it took almost a year for me to do it. idk why i was so scared, i think it’s because they knew me the longest and when i told my high school best friend, she had such a difficult time with it.  but they supported me in a way that was so loving and i felt so crazy for not believing they were capable of it. the picture that i have is a screenshot of them changing out group chat from a tribe called queef to a tribe called kali <3  i felt so loved and seen. another good valentine’s day. 
2020
honestly, it was good. i looked hot, felt hot, did a bunch of queer stuff, hung out with people i liked and people i loved. i love being in a group of hot black and brown queers doing their thing and living their lives. i guess it’s still hard to think about realizing that it’s been a whole year since. so much has changed.  maybe i’ll write about it in another post, but right now it feels too much to look at the pictures, to watch the videos. i’m not ready yet. 
i think the big thing that this realization has pointed to is that i have had to admit to myself that i am heartbroken. that i am still heartbroken.
and i am trying my best to move.  and that’s okay. tbh this valentine’s day wasn’t bad, not one for the books, but it wasn’t tragic.  i enjoy the life i have and i make choices towards my happiness and joy everyday. that’s sick and i’m grateful. 
i’m gonna do ketamine and listen to bjork tonight. i know how to love me and that’s the most important part. 
All that you touch You Change.  
All that you Change, Changes you.  
The only lasting truth is Change.  
God is Change.
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dark-canary · 7 years ago
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My Day 3/17/2018
I'm having a day. A day that started at like, three in the morning, as I was trying to get a few hours of sleep in. So, I've decided to just share what it's been like so far in one long post, instead of several smaller sporadic posts. So first I was trying to fall asleep. I could feel myself hoovering just at the edge of it and there were a lot of sounds happening in the house. I have cats, so that's not really unusual. But these were weird even for them. However, I let it go. I had enough things to worry about, like whether or not I was still going to be sick in the morning or if this swollen lymph node under my arm is actually cancer. Needless to say I had a lot on my mind. I'm sure lots of people wonder things like that when something like this happens or they find a lump, but I may lean a bit more towards the hypochondriac side of the scale. Although this isn't just some crazy thing or me overreacting. I mean it is but I have a good reason to be afraid of every lump and bump I get that doesn't go away immediately after having a 14lb tumor removed from me when I was 18. Literally almost died because I just figured I was gaining more weight and the rest of my family thought I was faking being sick and throwing up all the time for attention. Go figure. (It was benign though so that was good.) So anyway, I was trying to calm down and ended up creating a soothing little mantra or blessing. “The smoke that I breathe in will lift my spirits high, cure my body's ailments, and open my third eye.” A few hours later I woke up and decided to get out of bed instead of going back to sleep. I had some weird dreams but oddly enough I didn't remember then when I woke up, which is really unusual for me. I can almost always recall my dreams at least for a little while after I wake, that's how I'm able to write down the really significant ones. But that wasn't in the cards for today. So I didn't have a dream to write down, nothing I could remember at least, I got up, performed my new little blessing, and got ready for the day. I was feeling unusually aware of my surroundings and the emotions running through me as well as sights, sounds, smells. Everything felt heightened when I woke up. I got out of bed, had some coffee, ate a little bit of Challah bread. It was delicious. Breakfast Hack: Challah bread with a little bit of nutella and some sweet iced coffee or frap. You're welcome. (Recommended for special occasions because calories.) I was sitting there, eating my breakfast when a crow started circling overhead my home and cawing. Pretty positive it was only one crow. Didn't think much of it other than, huh that's weird. And only weird because crows and ravens are a method of communication I use with my gods. They are also a symbol for secret knowledge, keepers of knowledge and or wisdom, second sight or psychic abilities (which I've been trying to increase lately), death or change omens, and as a pattern of the last year and a half usually only land and/or caw in that manner when I need to receive a message or something is going to happen. But me feeling the strange sort of way I've been feeling today decided it was nothing. Now, let me be clear. I'm a strong believer that not everything is a magical omen or a sign. Some things are just things. I don't believe in coincidences but I do believe that not everything we experience is supernatural. Except for ravens and crows which I never, ever ignore because I use them for a specific purpose and have only come around it seems when I need a sign, something is going to happen, or a communication from a higher spirit. But no, I ignored that, because I thought today was just normal. Just a, let's burn some incense, maybe talk to my tarot deck, play a game and listen to music, watch Shane videos, kinda day. So the crow thing happens. And I'm like, huh that's weird but whatever. I read a little bit, burn some incense, watch some Shane Dawson. And then I see that one of my favorite youtube artists, DrawingWiffWaffles, has released her video for this week. So I go to watch it. She's doing a marker review, cool. So I'm watching, having a good time. She's reviewing the markers. (I'm going to link the video below). They're pretty good markers it looks like. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8NPhp2RF9o She's doing a final colored piece with them at the end of the video. I'm watching, not like super intent but very chill. She gets to the end of the video, the drawing is finished. She's flipping the page to show us the drawing. And as she does I notice something. There, in the drawing, something I would have never normally noticed. There in the corner. What is that? It's a face. No not the face of the character she drew. A different face. A face that does not belong right? (Pictures. All art is credited to Drawingwiffwaffles)
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I think, wow that's really weird. I wonder if anyone else saw the face. For some reason my mind is like, “hey you know how waffles has been having some health troubles and life troubles lately.” (She spoke about it in a video a few weeks ago). And I'm like, yeah I remember that. My brain is like, “Maybe she's being haunted.” And I just stopped for a minute, and thought about it, and thought about how crazy I am literally thinking something so ridiculous about the troubles a person I very much respect is having lately. So I start to feel bad. Because that's kinda twisted. I mean you wouldn't go up to someone you respected and admired and be like “hey I'm sorry to hear about all your health troubles. Do you think you might be cursed or haunted?” That's so rude. And it is absolutely not my intent to like belittle what she's going through. Not at all. But it's weird to me because I'm very, very cautious about the whole spirits thing. Do I believe in them? Absolutely. Have I interacted with them before? Definitely. Did I not just have a very unusual dream about seeing spirits? I did. But do I think they are behind every flickering light bulb or blow curtain? Definitely not. But is it super weird that I suddenly saw the face of a woman who looks very, very detailed (or at least she did to me) in a drawing done by a person who is going through some stuff? Yes. So while I'd never jump to that conclusion, I did make a note of it in my head. I even took some screenshots as you can see above. Like come on, look at the way those dark and light strokes align just right. It's weird! So there I was, contemplating the unnerving existence of a mind that could conjure up such twisted thoughts – my mind – and out of nowhere I start hearing these thumps and voices outside, like it seems like it's coming from my yard. Which of course freaked me out because I have a sever anxiety disorder and I do not like surprises and I was not expecting anyone. So I go to the window and look out and there, in my neighbor's yard about twenty to thirty feet away from my window, is an entire Baptist youth group. They came in a white van with blue letters. And they were picking up sticks and things in the neighbor's yard (she's an elderly woman, very nice, who recently lost her husband and dog. Like in the last few months). Real like, good samaritan shit. Like right on, guys, I know she could use the help. Good on you. But like, not gonna lie, it still freaked me out a bit. I don't have the best track record for getting on well with religious people or organizations. I mean, I'm courteous and polite and all that, and I've actually studied quite a few of the more Christian religions when I was first trying to decide what sort of path to take. But they gave off a vibe. Like. Trouble. Which is weird because they were there doing a good deed but some of those kids just screamed I might vandalize your home. Now, I did not interact with them, I didn't have to. And as I said I have anxiety so I have real trouble knowing when to trust my intuition and when to tell it to shushush. Of course my intuition and psychic abilities work fabulously as long as I'm not trying to see into my own future or look at my own problems. But that's something for another day. So that has been my day so far. I was reminded by the witches in my discord group that not only is Jupiter in retrograde but also tonight is the New Moon and the moon always got me fucked up. But I can't help shake this strange feeling. I don't know. So that’s been my day so far. What about you guys? Have any weird or interesting encounters today? Hallowed Hunting friends and fellow witches, Ydra
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survivor-tierradelfuego · 4 years ago
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Ep. 5: “I only deal with things in my control” - Ben
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Tribal went according to plan. Leanne was blindsided 5-3. Now to do damage control with Naj and Aimee. Hopefully we don't have to do this soon. Zack's constant paranoia before tribal is worrisome. 
Maddison
Pedro just blew up my game and I want him gone. 
James Hayden
Within minutes of tribal ending, Jay sends us a message saying that our next immunity challenge will start in a few minutes. What the hell??? I was not expecting that. It turns out to be a game of tag from hell. We instantly lost Sarah and Amy because they have sketchy internet connection at the moment. Although losing the challenge and going to tribal isn't the worst thing for my game, I accidentally goofed and was eliminated after two hours. It's now down to Zack, Ben, and Naj vs 5 (?) of their people. Zack tried to make a deal with them to end this, but no dice. If we do lose, Aimee probably goes home. I don't want to go to tribal again, so I'm once again praying to the Survivor ORG gods for a W.
Ryan
I was doing so well for the first few rounds, but it feels like I'm going on a downward spiral. I'm pretty sure I've still got numbers with Pedro, Amy, John and Maddison, but I'm scaaaaared
Olivia A
I’m very disappointed by the outcome of that challenge. I think if we kept going we definitely would’ve won. We shouldn’t have taken the deal but oh well I guess. I am incredibly exhausted and almost cried when the randomizer showed that they won. I’m going to sleep!!
John B
Well that challenge turned into a major bummer, but hey, hindsight is 20/20 I guess. Now we have to figure out who to vote and if I had to guess it’s gonna be Ryan or Alan. I hope my alliance can get things together. With Alan having the idol we may need to split votes and Idk who we’d split with. Honestly at this point as long as it’s not me I could care less. Xoxo Gossip John 😘
Kalle N
Pedro exposing alliances that I'm not a part of... OOF. Honestly I don't even care who we vote out at this point. I am getting sick of no one on this tribe being able to make a decision or say a name and if i get voted out i will be relieved. I just want this to end
Ryan
feeling very Sandra right now. “Anybody but me”. 
James Hayden
After more than four hours, WE WON THE TAG CHALLENGE FROM HELL!!! We were only down to Zack and Ben, but we won!! The other tribe agreed to do a randomizer and had a 75% chance of winning, but the Survivor ORG gods favored us and we got the W. After the challenge, Jay said to be online after tribal. This leads us to think a swap is happening. I'm just hoping that the odds are in my favor and end up with some variation of the 5. Ideally, the my new tribe would be me, Sarah, Ben, and two people from the other tribe. As long as my new tribe isn't myself with Aimee/Naj and three new people, I should be ok.
Ryan
I’m getting really close to John, I feel like we’re starting to really control some decisions. Maddison is still my #1 though
James Hayden
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2sp7C2PJIE&feature=youtu.be
Zack M
what can i say right now? i'm not happy. we won the immunity challenge but not because we deserved it. i'm so irritated with the majority of my tribe at the moment. again, i understand that real life is going on around us and the majority don't have the luxury of just sitting around on our computers all day. BUT LIKE CAN WE JUST TRY IT ONE NIGHT?! just once. the challenge was tag. endurance. we have to be ready to go every 5 minutes. did i plan on spending my saturday night like this. absolutely not. was i there until the very end? absolutely. we started out with cody, james, najwah, ben, and i. we were immediately down by 2 because sarah and aimee weren't available. after about an hour john from the other tribe and i were chosen to meet to try to reach a deal to end this challenge early. i got nothing from john even through i tried to be cute and mention that he beat me in the flag challenge. whatever. we continue. during this continuation the host left to shave her head. cute haircut, wrong timing. can you imagine jeff being like "brb guys, do this challenge without me because i need a trim real quick." like what? especially during a game where it comes down to SECONDS. like if you can't be there go ahead and tap in someone else. when she returned she asked if anything had happened ... the rules clearly stated that we were NOT ALLOWED to talk in the game chat ... john on the other side said "nope" .... the rest of us said nothing because again, let me repeat for the people in the back, the rules clearly stated that we were NOT ALLOWED to talk in the game chat. if their 6 (minus john) and our 4 at the time understood, why did he not? also, why did he not get punished for it? THEN we decided to make it harder where we were speeding it up a little to try and get through it tonight. again, let me repeat that, all we did was speed it up. from what i understood we had to "tag" someone at the beginning of the minute. we were not able to wait until the last second ... otherwise why would everyone have not been doing that the entire game? it would have obviously been the go to move. grae, from the other tribe, tagged najwah right before the cut off. she was literally typing as the round ended. it was clearly unfair but again overlooked and we were down another player. i know we are human and the host can't be everywhere at once and at the time ben and kalle from the other team were trying to come to some sort of deal to end the game BUT the game should have been the main focus. on top of letting it slide, my multiple comments of how it was unfair were not correctly addressed. in no way was i trying to get an upper hand for our team. it was clear at that moment we were going to lose and as i've mentioned in multiple confessions i would rather be at tribal than not because i don't know what everyone else is doing. i just love rules. i'm very type a. i pay attention to everything. i didn't think it was cool. nothing can change my mind. it wasn't cool. period. but let's take a moment to sit back and lay in that good karma. i'm a firm believer that good things come to those who deserve it and we did because we had two disadvantages happen to us in the game. in the end, we went to some website ... idk ... and did some random shit. their 5 names and our 2 were put in a list. they picked the number 3 so the host hit randomize or something 3 times and i picked the number 4 because that's my god number and BOOM!!!! ben's name was number 4 so we won. WONT HE DO IT. YES HE WILL. believe in him and give thanks because we won. i thought i was on mute but i wasn't and i clapped. the other team probably hates me and like i'm guessing we are going to expand to 3 groups of 5 tomorrow but i don't even care. if i'm going to lose and be voted out i want it to be right. our team did not deserve to be at tribal tomorrow and guess what .. we won't be. i'm praying i end up on a team with the majority of my alliance or at least my tribe but honestly we will probably lose if we do. i just want a team that wins so i can make it to the merge. that's all i'm focused on right now. the rest can come later. in conclusion, i don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. i don't really care. i'm ready to play survivor. ... oh yeah, and leanne went home at tribal tonight but honestly that feels so long ago and i don't really have anything to say about that except i love you leanne and it wasn't personal. the message to the wrong group killed your game. human error. *mic drop*
Najwah
I am honestly shocked by that tribal. There are no words. I KNEW it wouldn't be straightforward. I knew some blindside would go down coz nothing made sense. However, I really didn't expect them to vote out Leanne haha. I thought it would be me for sure. As I told Cody, everyone are such bad actors. There were so many things that didn't add up and they created a group with "A plan" but no one had a plan and everyone was saying the same thing? Also Sarah was way too comfortable. And she supposedly hasn't spoken to anyone? Haha they're terrible liars. Like at least make something better up. And the jewelery box!! WHERE IS THE JEWELERY BOX? Leanne never had it. Someone else is playing really hard. It's defs one of the boys. I bet. I never trusted Ben and James. 
Najwah
I gave my all in that game. It was already 6am when I got eliminated (quite unfairly, might I add) but I could have gone on all night because there was no way I wanted to go to tribal council again. Especially now that I'm on the outs and don't really know who to trust anymore. I don't trust anyone. Cody called me after tribal but idk, I feel very disappointed because I at least thought HE had my back but I understood, I was close with Leanne and I was the one she was messaging in the group. As much as Leanne made a mistake. I made a mistake by replying. I basically dug my own grave by doing that. I bet they would have never known about my alliance with L had I not replied. Jokes on them because she had a fake idol and lmao SOMEONE ELSE STILL HAS THE JEWELRY BOX. Anyway, I think Sarah is going to win this whole thing. I'd love that. I'm backing Sarah all the way. Love how she plays this game. Low key and she has power. I'm Team Sarah Haywood. 
Grae g
Looks like the girl wanna get pedro out while the John+pedro majority are telling people alan. It seems like absolutely everyone on the tribe is following what they say and that’s gotta go. Plus Pedro showing his own alliances to everyone via screenshot last night didn’t help LMFAO
Olivia A
I’m super excited about this vote because it’ll officially set a divide of alliances in this tribe (in which i will be on the majority). I feel bad about blindsiding John with this vote but Pedro posting that screenshot and showing multiple people in my alliance (including myself!) talking to him is something I can’t let be used against us. So he’s gotta go!!
John B
I think tonight’s vote is coming together. I feel bad but I think it’s going to be Alan. My biggest worry at this point is me or someone I’m close with getting idoled out. Hopefully I can talk to Alan and push them to vote for someone who’s not me lol. Honestly voting people out makes me feel super bad, especially since I kind of spearheaded this vote (I don’t think anyone realizes that though) I just hope this plan can go smoothly and we can get rid of the idol all together. ALSO I put 8 wishes on the wishing tree lol, I’m not sure if that does anything, but if it does I’ll be set lol, I probably don’t need those coins anyway 👀👀 Fingers crossed I don’t get blindsided or idoled out y’all! 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻
Alan B
Omg this tribal is gonna be intense, from what it sounds like john is trying to take me out by buddying up with everyone, but it seems like everyone else is trying to back me up, hopefully this will go well but im STRESSED
Kalle N
The game just got a whole lot more exciting. I'm playing double agent by convincing John that we're voting off Alan, when in reality we're going for John's closest ally: Pedro. I don't think either of them will see it coming and I'm very excited for tribal.
Aimee
https://media.tumblr.com/6e98e0f1a1116e0d7faf5e9f51b29ab6/fe59555738f2307b-bf/s540x810/955cfcc9683d192965fc7e708613b934de5531fc.gifv Bye Leanne! I know you were selling me down the river to Amy T. Odd thing is, I didn’t even vote for you. I hope we flushed out an idol. I just don’t get how Sarah is playing what seems like a ghost game and is more “in the know” than I am. How many times can people tell me “oh sorry we couldn’t tell you the vote because we thought you were close with ——“ and expect me to just take that? Why am I not allowed to talk to other people or be close with others but you are? How is it a 5-3 vote but Najwah claims to be left out of the vote. Uh Leanne didn’t vote for herself, and if it was me and Ben that means Najwah voted Leanne. Do they really think I just don’t talk to people and compare notes? I know who everyone is with. I only trust Ben at this point. And if I make it to merge or judge it’s team Ben or Maola. I think there is a small alliance since day 1 that I am not in. I just didn’t even look that hard for an idol today. I was just too distracted by the calm of the flowers. https://jrchair98.tumblr.com/post/184827414479/ゼニガメ-0007-01-11-frames-based-on-gif-from I hope this game gets better for me, because I am just emotionally drained. This is a marathon and I feel like people are lying to me and I’m gonna get backstabbed in a more direct way. Don’t worry fans, I am strong but I needed this camping break to get my head on properly and I am so relieved I won immunity. It’s time to get to work.
Pedro A
OMG THIS ALL TRIBAL IS A MESS
Amy A
Urgh so today is a complete mess! This feels more survivor for me than all the previous tribal councils. The vote has been flipping all day and it can be anyone at any time. I have a new alliance and I think I was able to steer the vote away from Pedro so I stay solid w the outsiders alliance but I know they’ll come for me if they know I’m now in a tight alliance w all the girls and gender non-binary. New alliance is voting for John and I don’t think I made it very obvious I have a sorta alliance w Pedro cos he was the alternate vote. I heard my name somewhere so that freak out is there and a little part of me is scared but all in all I’m a very little confident about tonight 
Amy A
I found an advantage!!!! I get to steal a vote!!! Omg I thought the option I chose was gonna get me a disadvantage for the tribe but I ended up getting an advantage 🥳🥳🥳🥳. I cannot wait to play this strategically to save my behind in a tribal council. I have decided to keep the news to myself for now but I’ll share it with (probably) Maddison soon. I’m really close w her and we have a strong bond. 
Maddison
John just told me that he thinks of me as his number one and I am five hours away from attempting to blindside him. Sorry buddy, you gotta go. Alan B Lol looks like i'm dead in the water tonight if i don't use my idol, i was the only one who didn't help last night bc i didn't understand that it would just end before i woke up today ... HoLy ShIt 6 ppl are saying they're gonna blindside Pedro to keep me alive :O If pedro votes for me ima flip my shit ... Gosh i have no idea if i should use my idol tonight, because it sounds like the tribe is fighting about whether or not i should be allowed to stay. If i can make it past tonight without my idol, it could get me even farther, but i might not last longer than tonight if i don't ... i'd really rather vote john out then pedro, but it might be safer in the long run to eliminate the person that knows i have an idol...maybe i can get pedro to switch his vote to redeem himself and keep a partner alive for a little longer. Although since he's in a group called "core four" he might have already told them ... The tribe has officially split lmao, looks like we're voting john tonight if i can trust the people who are saying they'll back me up ... Ugh my heart is telling me to try and rebuild my alliance with pedro and try to get him on my side but my brain is telling me his other alliance is clearly stronger so i have to stop trusting him. Either way super sad that pedro betrayed me, apparently he told people about the idol, looks like he'll be next on the chopping block ... even though im in a group with a majority of the tribe i still feel like they're secretly gonna vote me out anyway, that would be a damn good way to get rid of my idol since it sounds like everyone has gotten wind of it. honestly id just be impressed but if things work out for me tonight and i still have my idol i think thats the best shot ive got at getting farther ... im gonna not play my idol tonight and trust the majority of the tribe, if it bites me then so be it, they played their asses off to get rid of me if thats the case, like if they were gonna get rid of me they would have just followed johns plan right? Aimeehttps://media.tumblr.com/6e98e0f1a1116e0d7faf5e9f51b29ab6/fe59555738f2307b-bf/s540x810/955cfcc9683d192965fc7e708613b934de5531fc.gifv Bye Leanne! I know you were selling me down the river to Amy T. Odd thing is, I didn’t even vote for you. I hope we flushed out an idol. I just don’t get how Sarah is playing what seems like a ghost game and is more “in the know” than I am. How many times can people tell me “oh sorry we couldn’t tell you the vote because we thought you were close with ——“ and expect me to just take that? Why am I not allowed to talk to other people or be close with others but you are? How is it a 5-3 vote but Najwah claims to be left out of the vote. Uh Leanne didn’t vote for herself, and if it was me and Ben that means Najwah voted Leanne. Do they really think I just don’t talk to people and compare notes? I know who everyone is with. I only trust Ben at this point. And if I make it to merge or judge it’s team Ben or Maola. I think there is a small alliance since day 1 that I am not in. I just didn’t even look that hard for an idol today. I was just too distracted by the calm of the flowers. https://jrchair98.tumblr.com/post/184827414479/ゼニガメ-0007-01-11-frames-based-on-gif-from I hope this game gets better for me, because I am just emotionally drained. This is a marathon and I feel like people are lying to me and I’m gonna get backstabbed in a more direct way. Don’t worry fans, I am strong but I needed this camping break to get my head on properly and I am so relieved I won immunity. It’s time to get to work.
Maddison
Tonight’s vote will draw a line in the sand for the tribe, and hopefully solidify a majority alliance. I do wish Pedro was going home, but I’m not going to push hard for it this early. As long as someone not in my alliance gets their torch snuffed, I’m happy.
James Hayden
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EDaQS-hPPQ&feature=youtu.be
Sarah
I wish I was better at confessionals and didn’t always leave a brick. That will be my goal for the week. OKAY. So tribal went as planned last night with our strong group of 5 (Jess) voting out Leanne. I trusted my group and I‘m glad I didn’t need to play my idol last night (and I love that it’s still a secret except for Cody knowing about it). After tribal, people thought Leanne may have had the idol and that now it was back in the hunt. Turns out, Leanne DID have a fake idol, whatever that means. Moving into a tribe swap, I do feel pretty good about going into one with most people on our tribe. I feel good about anyone in our group of five. I do worry though that with how spontaneous Zack is he may want to make a big move and flip on our tribe. Apparently Naj thinks I am a threat and thinks I will win so I do have to watch out for her but I do genuinely want to work with her. She doesn’t seem to know about Cody and I but she did expose her and Cody’s connection (which I obviously knew about) so she is quick to expose people! I am not as close with Aimee so she may flip too but thank god I have the idol just in case I get in a unpredictable tribe swap situation. So excited to get to know more people and I feel like this game has kicked it up a notch. Ready for a tribe swap! And hoping there are some cracks in the other tribe. 
John B
I’m terrified it’s going to be me tonight. Alan caught wind of the plan I think and told Pedro they were going to play their idol. Now we are splitting the vote so Pedro and I will vote Ryan and everyone else is voting Alan. I really hope people aren’t lying to me, if they are it’s definitely going to be me tonight and I’m going to cry. I’m literally so stressed.
Aimee
Uh, oops. So I got a little too drunk in the woods this weekend to even read these messages properly. Ben voted Leanne last minute and couldn’t tell me in time because I didn’t have phone service. Najwah I’m sorry I doubted you for even a second.
Ben Kessler
Hello it's me Ben. I am very scared about a swap but I know if I get put with my own people, I got this. Hopefully I don't get swap screwed, Aimee trusts me, and I can work my magic with the other tribe. Swaps are out of my control and I only deal with things in my control. Unless there's no swap? Who knows
James Hayden
30 minutes before we need to be online for something game related, Jay tells us to pick a leader. Zack volunteers instantly which is fine with me. It keeps the target of my back and puts a bigger target on his. I think this is a school yard pick for new tribes and hopefully he can keep us #jessstrong #JESSPRESERVATION
Ryan L
essgo babyyyyy hopefully not getting kicked out
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