#gonna shut up now haha
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I GOT A FUCKING 85% IN MY MATH THING LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
ALSO ONEOF MY FRIENDS DOWNLOADED BANDORI LET'S GOOOOOOOOO
#crow talks#u. have no idea how excited i was abt it#i was screeching internally#my friends were worried#also my friend hasnt played it yet but. like. next term i'll ask them how it is and befriend them in the game#will screenshot my id thing haha#wahooooooo a friend will now understand one of my interests!!!!!#heheheheheheeheh#bit sad it wasnt the djs but meh it's fine.#bc if it was i would EXPLODE#also yeah i only got 5 mistakes in the math thing so. yayzhcjsjcsjsjdj#hehe#gonna shut up now haha
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I will make your weird masochist friend call you a tsundere and beg for you to hit him
#read the tags#this is entirely my own fault#i am very aggressive and use threats in real life just like i do on here#and to be fair i kept doing it after i found out because i crave chaos#i mean the whole situation is objectively really fucking funny so here we are#tw kink mention#figured I'd better mention that just in case#adam if you did decide to make a tumblr and follow me then uhhhh#sorry lol#i'm threatening people with you now because that's just how it goes#mod lore#(i feel so weird typing that but also i think it's an objectively funny tag)#(haha. i have lore.)#lizzy is going to see this and laugh at me#my friends know about this blog if they ever check it I'm never gonna hear the end of this one#because of the tags not because of the post itself#like to be fair i did once choke him to make him shut up. in hindsight i have no idea why i thought that was a good idea
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Voltron posting in the year of our lord 2024? It's more likely than you think
#these are pieces I did for a klance angst zine like a year or 2 ago#I notice a lot of mistakes now but hey thats progress#why I did this for april fools?... dont worry about it haha#klance#voltron#voltron legendary defender#lance mcclain#keith kogane#angst#zine art#my art#myart#shut up phoenix#illsutration#i did really enjoy working with my teams on this one though it was a good time#i have like SO many zine stuff on the back end that I haven't posted bc I'm stupid sometimes and even when a zine ends idk when to post#im gonna try and throw them out into the void more often but until then i gotta work on OTHER zine stuff haha
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the way i know it's taking everything in him not to say some ridiculous comment to the press rn 😭
#like this man cannot talk to the press right now#he knows he'd say something crazy :')#the strength lmao#listen...i made a whole rant in some tags about this yesterday#but tldr: i did NOT expect his camp to be making a fuss like this so soon?#we know he was willing to wait until jj got done#i just assumed that would extend to next year#since the cap will go up and i'm sure average WR APY will go up#but it's looking more and more like he wants the new contract now??#which i'm all for!#and the bengals should be too! but uh we aren't GREAT at making the most efficient business moves#fascinating to see how this is gonna go#i'm sure he won't hold out the whole camp#1. he wants to be out there and he wants to work (and he wants to beat the chiefs week 2 probably more than he wants any money in the world#2. he's got 2 more years on the his current deal#so holding out won't really accomplish much#and i do just want to emphasize i'm sure a deal WILL get done#i just assumed the timeframe was next year?#and probably it still is?#but i guess ja'marr/his agent are just seeing if they can make one last big push to get it done this year?#(aka getting kelsey and schefter etc to bang the drum for him in the media)#(because HE certainly can't do it without saying something insane)#haha look how i said tldr earlier#i obviously didn't mean it i never mean it#y'all know i can't shut up to save my life about this man#ja'marr chase
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GET TO KNOW YOUR ADMIN !!
NAME -- 'Miller' will do.
PRONOUNS -- he/him preferable; they/them acceptable.
PREFERRED COMMS -- Tumblr IMs to start, but I tend to prefer moving to Discord once it becomes apparent that we vibe nicely.
NAME OF MUSE -- Seventeen. (I may or may not have a short but running list of names that would feel fitting on him if indeed he ever arrives at a point of being willing to allow someone else to give him one, but that's a whole other thing for a whole other time.)
EXPERIENCE IN RP -- All the way back to the days of LJ, forums, and Yahoo Groups.
BEST EXPERIENCES -- I met somebody on here a handful of years ago who was a long-time fan of the character I was playing. At first they just sent questions to the inbox and tagged me in their art sometimes -- (which was supremely touching) -- but eventually they worked up the confidence in their English to try out an OC blog of their own, and we started doing IC interactions in addition to chatting OOC. It was nice to know that someone felt inspired enough by my silly little blog to go out of their way to befriend me specifically, and to know that they felt comfortable practicing things like art and English with me.
And that's the story of how I ultimately ended up drunk as hell at their wedding in Germany.
PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS -- Excessive passivity both IC and OOC. / Excessively lengthy RP replies in which very little of substance actually happens or is communicated. / People treating ships as mere smut/fluff wish fulfillment machines rather than as ongoing plots, or cooling off toward me the instant they realize that shipping with me is going to take actual time and work. / Constant mental health crises being essentially liveblogged OOC on a person's RP account.
MUSE PREFERENCE ( FLUFF, ANGST, SMUT ) -- Variety is good for you, and it's also good for your character. I'm up for just about any flavor as long as it's revealing or playing around with something interesting about our character(s), the dynamic between them, the setting, etc.
PLOT OR MEMES -- I like both. I do think, however, that it's incredibly useful to at least discuss a general, ballpark dynamic and get a vague feel for the overall, initial direction we both want. It's fine and natural if what we want flexes or changes with time, but I think even just a little bit of communication right up front eliminates a ton of guesswork. It also makes it easier to pick memes that could be interesting or useful in terms of advancing the goals/ideas we've already talked over with each other.
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES -- I tend to write somewhere in the ballpark of 2 to 3 developed paragraphs per reply, but overall I ascribe to the principle of worrying less about the word count itself and more about simply taking whatever space is needed in order to get the point across.
BEST TIME TO WRITE -- If I knew that, I would be unstoppable.
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE? -- In terms of a passing flavor, perhaps; sure. I've run from the popo, I've had a concealed carry license, the underside of my car's bumper is held together with Gorilla Glue and my own shoelaces, I did Driverless Car Shit for a living for like five and a half years, and I live almost exclusively in men's flannels and Levi's. Anything 'deeper' than that is for y'all to judge as we get to know each other.
tagged by -- no. tagging -- also no. steal it. do whatever.
#— ooc ▸ we're gonna hit you with the aftermath#sb: that zine contribution is kicking your ass right now isn't it?#me: haha how about SHUT UP. (But yes.)
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i was so excited to finally play mouthwashing this week but then i remembered I CANT OMFG
i am so busy its not funny. like the only "fun" thinf i have time for is reading. reading is boring as hell man i want to play games 😫😫
i guess ill have to restrain myself for just another 7 months AGHHHDHDHSHHSHS
#i hate education#learning is not fun haha#very grateful tho#just#everyone says stuff like work hard for another 6 months then u can relax#first of all u acting like 6 months is nothing#second i have 9 stupid subjects to study for#2 of which are wasting my time being taught by idiots#and third there is no way i get to relax after all that ik at least ONE persons gonna be on my ass like “whats the next step dear”#SHUT UP I DONT WANT TO KNOW#genuinely wondering what other people my age are doing around the world right now#what up
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i dont really like my dad, and im sure he doesnt like me neither. but tonight, he would drive me to work without asking "when will you begin to drive?" again. but tonight, he would tape the guaze over the flamed skin of my hand, his hands gentler than i could picture them to be. but tonight, we would not speak of our differences; an argument saved for another hateful day. tonight, my dad would be a man, and i, his child. tonight, i would savor the peace of my father, and he would savor the peace of his undesired child. tonight, my father and me will exist in fragile harmony; a single night under ever-dimming light.
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this show has ruined my fucking life
#so loustat pilled im gonna die#show so good u wanna die afterward#show so good u wanna up ur prozac dosage#show so good u finished the episodes and r now rocking back and forth on the floor hysterically#uh#yeah#anyway i finiehd iwtv am i supposed to be normal#im like#manic idek#maybe this is a hyperfixation#haha.#im so fucked im so fuckd I HAVE MIDTERMS I HAVE A PAPER I CAN ONLY THINK OF THESE STUPID GAY VAMPIRES HELP#pen shut up
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a boy and his birb :)
first meeting! something something recognition of oneself...
+bonus 2 years later
everybody say thank you ann @chaotic-bumblebee-agenda for these heheheh
#i bring you mild angst and sillies :D#aghhh i need to make his short story fr!!!#its been half sketched out for over a year now aghhh#shut up sheo#my art#my ocs#zac#akira#azure#<- birb´s name#i have so many thoughts but need to get back to work lol#maybe later <3#west coast#and the space tower finally makes an appearance 🥳💥!! its been *years*#edit: wasnt gonna tag you but eh; im sure you wont mind haha
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Don’t blame yourself…
#ac!au#laes#sams#moon sams#sun sams#haha no context#sorry one place is colored darker than the others I had to switch pencils#anyways#major lore#but I ain’t gonna tell you what happened#the context happened a few years back btw#yet I am being evil and shutting up about it now
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i will NOT talk about what i think about the current twst event but i still want y'all to know that every time i see any new info about it i just go.
#it's so. ugh.#i've said it on discord but still. shoutout to glomas for being the only halloween event ever <333#im gonna say it. im gonna say it#i think we should. stop treating halloween events like. the best part about twst#no wait let me rephrase it#like. i know that people often go “halloween events are like the most important twst events!!” and.#no?? in my opinion twst halloween events are mostly terrible??#the very first one is just. “haha social media bad”#and the second one is “haha what if malleus and lilia made a silly little time loop”#and now we have. whatever the current event is#also glomas is NOT perfect. yes i'm biased but rollo is like. the only good part of this event (not counting the outfits)#because i'm gonna say it. most characters were so. annoying in that event#“it's because they're based on villains-” shut up yes they are but it doesn't mean i'm not allowed to say that they're being annoying#and now we have the event that makes everyone look like total idiots who are 100% okay with getting kidnapped#and even those who find ferro suspicious change their opinion in like two minutes#idc how they explain it. this event sucks.#i wish i could go “oh but that's just my opinion” but no. im gonna be mean 👍#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]
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Anyone want to hear about my episode ideas for my fan companion (and secret zygon), Erin? No? Well your getting them! :D
Episode 1: Bats in the Belfry aka, "That is not a fucking bat"
We are introduced to Erin as she drives up to a property. This property is in the north east of England, and is a kinda crumbling, old country house/estate. It has recently been bought by a new family, and they want to do it up (as much as they can since something like this is probably listed lol) or even like perhaps it's a new property that has come into the hands of the NHS. Either way, the owners are having a bat survey done. Enter Erin, a 29 year old Ecologist.
There are hints or even scenes, building up tensions as the audience but not the characters can see that these possible bats... that ain't a bat. Erin decides, as per surveying thingy I need to research more, to come back at night/dusk when the bats are more active as there is stuff that suggests bat activity, but haven't been able to see anything since it's daytime and bats are nocturnal.
On return, hyjinks! Or rather more scary than simply hyjinks, but the adventure begins. Enter, Doctor. Why is he here? Plot reasons, that's what. Perhaps he's been tracking these things - that to absolutely no doctor who fan's surprise, are not bats, but actually aliens.
Plot. Ending. She's gonna travel and be a companion, tada! I know that didn't sound that interesting, but I've got a lot of thoughts I can't really express on mini scenes and visuals and relationships between how the characters interact that I can't put in writing, frustratingly. Just know that there's a vibe.
Episode xyz: The one where a bird gets stuck in the TARDIS
I'm surprised this hasn't happened before - or perhaps it has, and we just haven't seen it. This episode takes place for the majority, just inside the TARDIS. Unless I'm wrong, we haven't had a tardis as the setting episode since... Series 7? It's time to bring that back, with a low stakes episode.
Most people know the frustration of trying to get some animal, be it bird, insect or even something else, out of your house. And that animal like, never, wants to go out the way it came, it's like it wants to bang into the wall or window instead of the wide open door. Now imagine your house is an infinite complex of tunnels and rooms, stretching on for ever and ever and ever and ever... and ever... and ever....
Yup, that's the tardis, and there's a frightened animal, earth or otherwise, that we need to get out. Perhaps add possible tension by it damaging wiring or getting into places it really shouldn't, or the TARDIS ain't happy about all that jazz. Watch Erin and the Doctor bond as they hyjinks inside the TARDIS, and we get to see some rooms, and mechanics, and dimension-breaking stuff that we haven't seen before.
I've also got ideas for a two parter - somewhere in the second half of the series, possibly even like last two episodes. Not really anything about the big bad or whatever arc the series has, but about The Reveal.
And also the flashback and montage cold open at the start of the second episode of said two parter - Mwah! Chefs kiss! What I've got in my head I adore, each little scene and interaction, character building, little threads and stuff. The big bad ain't important, nooo it's this stuff it's delicious and I ship my own characters so damn much, but like... not in a straight up romantic way? It's complicated. They're alien. They're simultaneously Tudors, Millenials and Gen Alpha all at the same time. They're in love. But is it romantic love like humans have? Do zygons have a concept of romance? Idk but Rahul and Erin are soooo cute and I love them even though I made both of them up in my head.
#doctor who#dw#original character#oc#doctor who fan companion#amber rambles#doctor who oc#fan companion#ideas#plot ideas#ooh i ought to make a tag for this since I'm gonna ramble about it#oc: Erin Taylor#One In A (20) Million#haha get it?#cos one in a million but there's 20 million zygons-#dw I'll shut up now
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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of
#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit#i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it#very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically#some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like#AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE#and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to#and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded#it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me#i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me#and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him#away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt#feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like#aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family#hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs#his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage#and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them#HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM#and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is#but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK#and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way#or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he#doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them
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hold up i've gotta add deleted scene references to my fic
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damn. subtext really is a closeted queer writer’s best friend.
#personal#sdkjfhkjsadfhs sorry this is vague#just found some old stories i wrote in middle school back when i WAS closeted#and i had girls being just besties but at the same time they were devoting their lives to each other in the least platonic way ever#and i was like 'haha my family isnt ever gonna find out about me being queer!'#and now here i am.#erros doesnt know how to shut up
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night
#if i don’t go to bed now i’m going to end up venting and feeling bad LOL#this is why i’m the annoying side character skjsjsjs#gonna be cringing so hard at this phase of angsting on tumblr till everyone gets tired of me haha#good night :)))))))#i love u all. btw#like /gen#everyone one of u r so kind and sweet and amazing and deserve the world (*^o^*)#mwah#shut up esme
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