#gonna go kms lmao
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Do you actually not even get so much as a trophy for rebuilding every single road in vanilla Death Stranding
#you can only get an achievement in the directors cut because the vanilla doesn't *have* all of the fucking roads#what#I built all the ones that are *possible* to build#gonna go kms lmao#death stranding#I didn't even know there WAS a directors cut when I bought the game I'm not a NeRd
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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical
#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him#“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back#like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like#it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD#like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up#and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS#I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass#and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3#akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry#im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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happy february to them and absolutely nobody else
#fairy tail#fairy tail fraxus#fraxus#fairy tail laxus#fairy tail freed#laxus dreyar#freed justine#fairy tail fanart#i am SO embarrassed to post this#freya if youre reading this look away#only sketches bc im super burnt out#i WANTED to add mira to this but only remembered halfway through#this was also meant to be for valentines day but took me longer than expected#can you tell when i got tired lmao#also that sleeping one.. i just KNOW freed's hair gets everywhere#realistically he probably has to plait it otherwise he wakes up w a rats nest#<- from someone who used to have very long hair#i love my cringe gay fanart#raijin tribe art may be coming bc the tism is getting to me#uuughhh im so embarrassed gonna go kms now
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dazai would be so miserable with braces it is actually hilarious. could you imagine the process of getting them tightened once every couple weeks. or if he had to wear rubber bands. do you guys hear me he’d look like this at the end of every appointment
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#bsd#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#this is such a concept to me i wanna include it in any fics i manage to write#he deserves to suffer as i have#he would completely drop off the grid after getting them done the first time#holed up in his shipping container jaw clenched laying completely still and staring at the wall#bc the first few days are actually the worst ever i’m not kidding 😭#but i think after the initial stage of ‘this is awful im gonna kms’ he’ll get over it enough to be as publicly annoying and whiny#as possible#going over to chuuya’s after getting them tightened and doesn’t say a word for hours just sulks around groaning pathetically#until chuuya asks what color brackets he got and he’s like :) !!!!!!!!#i also think he’d be very diligent about not eating foods that could break them too#he’d be too worried about needing to have them fixed lmao#at bar lupin ‘are you trying to have me KILLED.’ and all ango did was offer him a peice of hard candy#that he found at the bottom of his bag#i have lots of thoughts on braceszai
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i was really hoping to come home and draw today but you won’t believe what happened instead….(i got in my cozy bed)
#going out to dinner later#need to finishing applying for health insurance lmao#my boss never got back to me about my invoices so i’m gonna kms
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it’s sewwwwww fucking funny that you can sign a contract with a bank to pay them a certain amount every month. and do that for a while. and then they can send you a letter and say actually we’re raising the amount you have to pay us every month and now it’s over a thousand dollars. effective next month. you do not have any recourse or say in this. lol
#going back to terrible job that makes me want to kms ahoy!!#lmao nobody is getting christmas presents from me this year!!!!!#gonna have to go back and work my ass off and burn myself out just to pay my bills#everything’s fine and i’m normal about it#personal
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me when my entire life is kinda falling apart and all i want to do is to end my suffering and miserable life after 19 years trying and never got anything good that could help me but all i can do is stay here so my parents don't go crazy and k-word themselves too, and do everything my mom want and making my friends laugh about my shitty life because i am too guilty to vent and do a trauma bomb on them, and pretending that my older sister don't exist anymore because she left me here even tho she just went to live her own life.
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#me when#bla bla bla#idk what im doing#i should kms lmao#vent post#i kinda want to die ngl#i want to go away#i should get my car and just go#i hate this#it shouldn't be like this#we all gonna die fr#money would solve all of our problems#coffee abuse#tw self destructive thoughts
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i haven’t even started school yet and i already want to kill myself 😭
#i’m not gonna survive til the end of the year lmao#homie didn’t take a lunch again!! (i’ve never taken a lunch in high school but it’s fine)#also dumbass decided to overload herself with honors and college courses (i’m a junior) so this year will surely suck#i have to get through a month and a half then i get to go see the outsiders and sit next to ponyboy curtis cmon 😭#pls be nice to me school i don’t know how much i can take#i am not taking any breaks because i need to work or else my brain will actually tell me to kms and idk how that’s gonna end#tw sui joke#cw sui joke
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#I am going to be brutally honest rn seeing nb americans have meltdowns over trump declaring two genders and them saying stuff like#'I just lost legal recognition of my gender I'm being erased I can't exist should I just kms' yeah it sucks I know. it sucks badly I get it#but I'm also realising that they had a legal recognition to lose in the first place. idk I'm not gonna stop them from being distressed but#the way it is EVERYWHERE. like america is the whole world meanwhile I don't know if I will live to see myself become legal here ever#is just pissing me off kinda idk!!! it is NOT the end of the world I promise!!! at least you had some sort of recognition in the first plac#(there is also the thing about the way americans also come into my inbox to shit on my govm when I talk about it like we're degenerate.#like I am STILL pissed about that what right do you have to speak on my politics when yours are infamously bad.#tbh I have a lot of gripes with the america-centrism of politics in internet spaces but I don't really voice it I'm tryna be nice LMAO)#anyway. I realise yall americans are human beings and I treat yall as such. it would be nice if you treated us as such in return though
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i've hit the wishful aurosa grind.......................
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you're telling me i gotta style battle EVERYONE?!?!?!!!
#material grind? no probs#monster battle grind? no probs#time gates? no probs#STYLE BATTLES? i'm gonna kms#infinity nikki#ds.txt#this ain't engaging enough for me i'm going to go play rivals lmao
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cry offf pearrr
#half life fanart#portal 2#wheatley#half life#gordon freeman#cry of fear#webcore#portal#doodle#cat#silly#idk lmao#shitpost#silly little guy#silly goofy mood#im going to kms#im gonna cry#im sorry
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getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend
#snap chats#a weekend is generous im only going to the con on saturday#i like how im making it sound like anime nyc is this weekend when its at the end of august LMAO BUT NO LISTEN#unfortunately beauty influencers have finally done their job right and this one guy was reviewing an eyebrow pencil#but the twist is that this pencil was like. SUPPPER STUPID FINE im talkin .08mm and he demonstrated how it could imitate stubble#SO OF COURSE. my ass wanted to see for myself cause as much as i like my sponge-stippling method its not super precise#and that shit gets annoying when most of it looks fine but then i press too hard or i angle the sponge wrong and now i gotta start over#In Any Case the pencil i got did exactly as i hoped and its actually p fun putting on LMAO. i prefer how it looks too#anyway how this all relates to this post. im probably gonna go as y2 daigo again for anime nyc in august#and I Repeat im not cutting my hair for that LMAO so. Wig 😩#i like it when i cosplay him cause i just go by his actual design cause if i even breathe near skinny jeans ill wanna kms#also i just like to be as accurate as i can be yk. plus the leather pants i have are cozy and theyre one of my fave pairs of pants 🤤#in any case. whenever that wig comes in ermmmmm i dont trust myself to take pictures 😞 my selfie game is dick#maybe ill stream yk2 LMAO but anyway. good night i think im gonna force myself to sleep now#i got back to my dorm like four hours ago or whatever and i am not looking forward to doing school shit again. alongside comm shit#OH WELL we ball good night#wait before i Good Night cackling as i have my meds next to my aoki tablet and plush#great reminder honestly. Take Your Meds Or You'l Convince Yourself To Be A Republican#ok goodnight fr now im gonna giggle and kick my feet thinking of cosplay
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so i’ve let my friends persuade me to spend nye with them in a remote cabin in dorset and WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU DO IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE IN ENGLAND IN FUCKING DECEMBER??
#ive spent 700€ just on flights and accommodation and FOR WHAT??#don’t get me wrong playing board games and stuff is gonna be cozy but for 5 WHOLE DAYS?? i’d rather kms lmao#but also who wants to go outside in that weather??#top 5 attractions in dorset are beaches lmaoooo
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seems like my heart does nothing but break lately
#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level#for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her#still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions#Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later#jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this#not fair not fair at all this is evil#and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences#i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it#i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity#is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike#Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to you😂😂😂😂😂😂#AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED 😃😃😁😁😂😂😂🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔪🔪#at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even#LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it#what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol#hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather#kms than tell u how i know 😂. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter#how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there#n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng#or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak#n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own#well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her
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i ate a lot today, not as much as other days, but still im disappointed with myself and starting to feel sick. why cant i be good at restriction? god this makes me wanna sh so fucking bad
#tw s3lf harm#i dont even feel sick from eating too much like usual#its like the feeling of food in my stomach is making my throat feel tight and its activating my gag reflex a bit so i feel like im gonna tu#tw 3d shit#tw 3d vent#3d ana#not exactly pro a*a but not anti either.. :/#i want to post more in this community and get mutuals and get help with navigating this whole thing but im scared cause ive seen#so many people have their whole accounts deleted and i think i would actually kms if that happened since ive had my main for like 8 years#and to be clear im very pro recovery#which i know i know conflicts with the whole wanting mutuals to *help* me with an ed and not help me to *not* have an ed#i think everyone deserves to recover and i hope i do but right now is just not fucking it for me#so for not its a whole lotta#male thinpo#slef harm#right and i definitely cant talk about being b p d uncensored or ill get reported cause the b*d community is super toxic but in the way that#slef harm and scars are chillin but eds are actually a real struggle™️ and you should have it in secret like everyone else#not to generalize all pw b*pd obviously many and probably most arent like this#but tumblr is a very concentrated dose of that kinda person and its sad for us pw b*pd that are both kinds of toxic LMAO#i joke of course#anyway yeah pro recovery for sure but not currently in recovery#ana moots#body chex#someone who could help with that maybe idk im also kinda shy so maybe just someone to help me with restrictions and staying accountable#at least for now#also if you sh all the better cause i will wanna talk about that too#also to clarify my earlier statement 'not pro a*a' means i dont think and 3d is a lifestyle and i recognize that im sick#but 'not exactly anti' means im not going to avoid these communities or report people in them for being pro#because thats about as effective as throwing out an addicts stash or hiding sharp objects from a chronic sh'r- theyll still find a way#and probably way easier and faster than you think and theyll feel even more alienated and less inclined to seek help
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#s.txt#vent#sorry if ur sick of me venting here you have to understand this is my diary <3#just . having a Very shit day today !#5 hours of sleep . because the neighbours started doing fucking yardwork at 8am#stayed in bed until like 11 and hated myself for it#absolutely no motivation for anything at all ive been staring at my assignment for 3 hours now#was too much of a coward to join games w my friends this morning#and on top of all that my smith stickers got lost in the mail </3#im just . so fucking tired#when am i gonna be fucking DONE WITH UNI . IM GONNA KMS#im so close . im so close i can make it . im SO CLOSE#ive just been randomly bursting into tears today im so burnt out#and my body fucking hurts so much too and physical therapy is barely helping im just too fucking stressed all the time#god . well . im fine <3#might take some time off here once i go on holiday to really like recharge lmao
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