#gonna cry about it for real
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oof somehow the dread chose this saturday to start setting in. like i'm realizing that's it, this is the end of my fam. i'll never have them again the way i do now...
#devastated#i fear we might not even get a nice goodbye scene 😭#gonna cry about it for real#twn s3 spoiler#i hate it here and yet i don't want to leave just yet#sigh#txt
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(wheezing on the floor) i have 10 billion wips but here are stupid spamtenna doodles instead because i have to do even more socialization tomorrow which means i can't just sit down and draw and illustrate bark bark bark bark ahhhhh
why did he say this
#spamtenna#spamton#tenna#tenna deltarune#deltarune#deltarune chapter 3 spoilers#deltarune spoilers#art#spamton g spamton#look. i dunno#originally i was just gonna draw tenna like about to cry because of pov you're just a little hater#cuz i bet he CANNOOTTTTT take criticism#but then as always the spirit of the rat possessed me#spamton my little creature my little horrid rat... infests my brain#honestly Tenna may have been ok with having Spamton stay there until he was vulgar like that (eyerolllll)#maybe i am creeping closer to drawing nice real yaoi??? who knows...#take my tom and jerry ass images
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Jax has a flashback after looking at corn 🌽

Pretty fast paced. I’m bad at comics lol













#stay silly :3#oobh#tadc#clorox art#tadc jax#tadc zooble#tadc pomni#art#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#eyestrain#tw eyestrain#Tadc comic#tadc episode 5#tadc ep 5#Its colored less realistically for most of the flashback because when bad things happen you feel like it’s not real#And then it got colored on the last panel because that’s when he realized that oh Fuck It is gonna happen#I’m NOT lazy guys trust!!#Also he’s not responding to them talking about him and crying in front of them because the flashback didn’t end I jus drew what pomni and#Zooble saw#implied sa#tw implied noncon
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PLEASE read where the apple falls by @jupiters-junipers!!! you will actually just never be the same. like ever.
#LIKE EVER.#klance#klance fanart#keith x lance#keith kogane#lance mcclain#keith voltron#lance voltron#keith and lance#keith vld#lance vld#lwk i was hesitant to read wtaf at first cus i don’t really like later seasons post canon stuff but thank god i took a chance on this fic#BECAUSE IT WAS PHENOMENAL#europa i hope i did this scene justice 🙏 my heart is out to you#klancedayart#edit: i need to talk about this fic more actually#this fic quite literally changed my perspective on klance. like genuinely the way you characterized them europa the story you gave them#truly changed me. LIKE CHANGED ME..#i love them so much i love klance so much and this fic reminded me why#WHATEVER MAN ITS WHATEVER I GUESS. … im gonna cry#not only that but i got so much inspo for my own art!! like this one!#i want to draw klance actually forever and ever bro. like real. they love each other for real#im gonna implode
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Tribute to Mynki Oil and digital painting for class
Thank you for all that you have done.
Rest in peace.











Timelapse of digital adjustments in Krita:
Thank you Mynki.
#warframe#warframe fanart#warframe qorvex#my art#UpsideDownSmore's art#oil painting#painting#digital painting#krita#i feel a bit weird about posting this like i would for any other piece#it doesn't feel fully appropriate to present a piece like this in a space that's otherwise less consequential in comparison#but that feeling is most likely due to the fact that i've never explored such a serious and real topic in my art before#lots of feelings and thoughts that i'm struggling to put into words#i just hope this does him some amount of justice#i'm gonna cry again damnit
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#pony would do the i’m so hungry trend on darry and he would def say i’m so hungry i could eat paul holden - me, in the tags of this post, inspired by @ryebread-aurt's drawings of the curtis brothers in 2025
(bonus under the cut)
#the outsiders#outsiders musical#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#my art#been having so much brainrot about them i no longer have to rely on reading fics to inspire my drawings#i think im never gonna draw real art im just gonna draw these stupid little cartoons forever#very important note: soda uses the cry laughing face IRONICALLY he ain't no millennial
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this blog is 11 years old now 🎉
I drew the siblings ever to celebrate as usual
#loz#wind waker#legend of zelda#toon link#aryll#I wasn't gonna draw anything but then I sketched link real quick and I was like okay wait i can do this#and then my brother dragged me outside ☠ but i still got it done today!#the anniversary is today. tumblr sent me a notification like ravio is 11 years old now! ravio the character is actually 11 years old.#albw released in2013. i received two reminders this morning. ravio drawing soon maybe. coming this year definitely. maybe#arylls like big brother use a damn fork#<- that was the tag when I first started drawing them in 2018#also i noticed when I draw aryll i always draw her in her blue dress so i decided to change it up. i only play 2nd playthroughs of wind wak#r because fun fact: i hate link's green tunic and hat. i finished a first playthrough years ago with a finished nintendo gallery#and then when i want to start a new playthrough i fight ganondorf again go through the credits cry and then BAM new game no-plus#i miss link's green tunic now though. its been so long. im so sick of champions garb...............idk the green is iconic idk#im not a huge fan of it but i think his base form should be green again. with the hat. let him look doofy as a default again#he was green in echoes of wisdom but i need them to follow through after again.#i didnt finish echoes of wisdom yet (SOON IM TRYING IM STUCK I NTHE SONIC ADVENTURE 1 WEB HELP) but what I saw of Link there?#he was kinda terrifying lmao its always funny to see that link is so extremely competent because i am not. that boy efficient#im stuck in the sa1 web because everyone is always talking about how good it is. so i played the pc port and. its apparently awful idk it i#thats just what sa1 outside of emerald coast plays to me tbh. but the dreamcast is supposed to be better. and i own a dreamcast. free me#i played on gamecube too. 12 years ago. it made me sick. maybe one day i'll install some mods that make it play better#why does it feel like the month is over when its only january 6#i played sa1 as a kid btw. just emerald coast tho. ALSO I DIDNT BUY A DREAMCAST FOR THIS I ALREADY OWNED ONE
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i'm generally trying to avoid talking too seriously about this video cause it's honestly just all really upsetting, but i can't shake the feeling that dan was editing the tour trailer at the hospital not just to have something to pass the time but specifically because it's this huge thing they're about to embark on that has to happen. it's planned, it's happening, there's no going back. phil can't die cause he's got too many things to do in the near future, he's fully booked, there's no time for any of that dying nonsense. i think focusing on their next big project probably helped dan stay somewhat calm cause by working on it he's assuming it's happening and if the tour is happening that means phil made it through
#death tw#idk this is kinda upsetting sorry im in my feelings about it#i think the wine later is definitely gonna make me cry over all of this lol#god i'm just so glad dnp aren't the type to update their social media in real time during shit like this#i couldn't handle it
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Seungmin dance battling a baby is real cute but once again why are you people bringing toddlers to barricade
#i dont understand#its loud and late and theres always the potentional of a crush#like its different if youre taking the 13 yr old but a 3 yr old is not gonna remember it and is probably not having a good time#weird to me idk i guess im judgemental#one time i went to a comedy gig that was at 11pm and someone had a small kid with them who wouldnt stop crying#and everyone was real nice about it actually but theres some instances and occasions where its like ???#they should be home tucked in bed 🤷♀️#anyway i should be that baby he should be dancing at me
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metamy is insane. like.
what if i was the hero you loved gone wrong. defeated and destroyed. rebuilt as my own greatest enemy. what if i lost everything. what if i had been reprogrammed to despise all i had once fought for. what if i couldn't even remember why i had fought at all.
and what if you were made of roses. what if you represented every beautiful thing i once died trying to protect. what if you wore flowers in your hair and cared for small creatures and had eyes the color of the forests i used to call my home. what if you were everything i once loved.
those memories are just out of my reach. infuriatingly. maddeningly. but if anyone knows who i am (who i used to be) it's you. if anyone can make me feel like who i used to be (who i really am) it's you. i can't speak, i can't breathe, i can't remember anything (but you).
you are the world i have been ordered to burn. i am the weapon you have chosen to resist. i was (am) the hero that you loved.
you are my only memory.
#sonic#metamy#metal sonic#amy rose#like. the motifs man. the robot falls in love with rose.#he fought and died to protect nature. her name is AMY ROSE.#he fought and died to protect nature and HE WAS CONVERTED INTO A METAL WEAPON. used against his OWN DREAM.#you are a weapon against yourself. what do you remember? i remember her (i remember failing her)#he's cold. (un)dead. sharp. made of metal. enemy of life. LITERALLY AT WAR WITH HIMSELF (metalsonic v sonic).#she's so so warm. bright. soft. covered in flowers. the only thing that could be good and patient and loving enough to endure him.#it's about his unspoken obsession. he has no mouth he makes no sound he cannot blink or smile or cry.#so he stares in silence at a girl so beautiful and gentle he almost remembers. almost. almost. almost.#all she sees (at first) is a tool. a cold imitation of her love. staring unblinking. unthinking unfeeling.#and then. confusion. and then curiosity.#and when she figures it out. it turns to horror.#BUT THATS FOR LATER!#the best part to me is that weird phase where amy is like. what is this thing doinggg😭 (secretly affectionate) while metal stares at her👁👁#and composes love poem death threats (2 sonic) in his mind.#its about jealousy. im the true sonic. you say you love sonic and im sonic why dont you love me? love me. love me#-> you are kind to me. i had forgotten that feeling. i wont lose it again. so im gonna kill your boyfriend . if thats okay😁beepboop!#the dynamic between amy and sonic and sonics weird undead evil robot clone WHO WANTS TO BE 'THE REAL' SONIC SO BADLY is sooooo yummy.#esp if sonic in turn is like. 'is. is he actually a contender in this. AMY. YOURE BETTER THAN THIS.'#sonic's own sense of ego and entitlement (/pos i love him hes a rat) clashing in two separate forms. two separate lifetimes.#but! that rose! that same rose!!!!!!!!!!!#(clutches head in hands)#.txt
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was watching apocalypse with my brother and once the cerebro scene popped up he was like 'charles has a helmet like erik, only instead of keeping people out, he tries to reach out and connect with others' like guys i need to bash him with a rock
#xmen#xmen apocalypse#xmen movies#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#is this cherik. probably#snap chats#GENUINELY what is his deal#'snap i thought you were watching x2' and i finished it and then my bro came up so i decided to rewatch apocalypse while he was here#hello chat. im aware the people enjoy my brother's quotes so here i am sharing another as it has damaged my brain#GUYS I HATE MY BROTHER WHY DOES HE KEEP SAYING THIS SHIT BEFORE I CAN THINK IT#so real tho ..... also i may be drunk so maybe im more emotional about this revelation than i should be but still#basic observation im aware but still ... doesnt become less wack when you say it out loud ....#thats so fucked ... i mean 'people' being charles but still ... why would you say that#i still have some of my whiskey left so im gonna pound it and then drink some water and probably cry myself to sleep#or ill doodle a sketch idk. im inspired.#for now good night !!!!!!!!!!!!! all my brother does is accidentally inflict psychic damage upon me#AGAIN you never expect it from your brother but thats what makes it esp whiplash inducing .......
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Nick drives me fucking crazy because the first chapter was literally just “Gatsby’s not like other girls :(“ STOP SUCKING HIS DICK HES IN LOVE WITH YOUR COUSIN!!!! HES DOWN SO BAD ITS PATHETIC!!! Nick stop being a funky gay dude challenge IMPOSSIBLE.
#he’s weird and always lost tho so I mean kinda real#but me writing this gay book about a man and publishing my yearning out into the world?#couldn’t be me#anyway back to your regularly scheduled tags#the great gatsby#tgg#nick carraway#the great gatsby nick#jay gatsby#daisy buchanan#???#idk if she counts but she can be here#natsby#natsby’s great but consider…one sided natsby#HA who am I kidding that’s practically canon L#(I’m gonna sit in a corner and cry now thinking about how Nick went to Jay’s funeral and not Daisy#and soak all my tears out like a sponge before letting them all out again)#:3
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so we can all agree that the newest 2WEI song (take the crown) is the trailer song for an Antarctic Empires Emerald Duo pg14 movie where Techno is a gladiator who earned his freedom and has vowed to destroy the government that enslaved him and Philza is an old demigod banished to a solitary plane of existence for five decades after attempting to run a coup against the ruling class.
They meet on a battlefield, Techno having joined up as brute muscle and Phil having used some minor illusions to pass as a quirky avian and join the bombardment team. Combining some similar plot beats as Oceans 11 and Atlantis: The Lost Empire, they gather a specialized team of insurrectionists, anarchists, battle mages, and warriors to take down the imperium from the inside, eventually planning on restoring the nation to the democracy it was in Phil’s earliest memories. But will they manage it, or will their bloody pasts and violent present seat Technoblade on the throne as the Antarctic Emperor, with Philza as his right hand, the Angel of Death? (Spoiler, the second option. It’s the most controversial film finale decision of the decade.)
The movie is filmed in a style somewhere between Dune 1, the Prince of Egypt, and Topgun. (denis villeneuve is too busy and too expensive, but it’s clear they’re taking inspiration. Bold colors and lighting and a lot of shots of the sky, wildlife, architecture, or of characters’ hands.) It’s scored by an up and coming indie musician, working under the consultation of Ludwig Gorannson in his spare time as a pet project, though his association with the film doesn’t really come out until it Smashes the expected theatre income in the first two days of release and critics start Raving about it. Techno’s actor is nominated for an Oscar for one of the most compelling intricate portrayals of ptsd and platonic devotion in modern cinema, but doesn’t actually get the Oscar.
Tumblr is flooded with gif sets of Techno in the Obligatory No Armor After Gladiator Fight Scene and the Late Night Vibing With Phil In A Loose Poet Shirt scene (firelit, lots of closeups of his eyes, the film is obviously attempting to express his complex emotional state and his deep relationship with Phil, and is failing miserably at doing Anything but making him hot. The internet is ✨gay✨ about it, because when is the internet not?) Also most of the simps are calling Phil a dilf.
Fit MC is the fan-favorite side character, his four scenes and nine lines of dialogue are clipped and edited and giffed and memed into the dirt. (His armor and prosthetic, the makeup and costuming department say, were the hardest thing to do in the entire film, which is why he isn’t in too many shots.) Though, a close second is Niki, who is played by a woman built like a brick house who doesn’t wear sleeves, so…. Yeah. We all know what the response is there. The effects, including Phil’s wings, are almost entirely practical and the only real places it gets iffy is Steve, the giant war polar bear that’s pretty clearly clipping through a few snowbanks here and there. Nobody can agree on which characters are morally reprehensible.
Within a few years, very few people outside a dedicated fan base have seen it and a few assume it’s made up like Goncharov. It’s also, for some ungodly reason, been labeled a Christmas film. (most of the plot happens in the ice and snow, hence ‘Antarctic Empire.’) I guess nothing says ‘Christmas spirit’ quite like ‘unmitigated violence, platonic yearning, and overthrowing oppressors.’
#molten rambles#technoblade#mcyt#philza#philza minecraft#film idea#2wei#antarctic empire#smp earth#Emduo#emerald duo#This arose from the depths of my psyche like a worm from the sand#And consumed me body and soul#and i genuinely love it so much#BRB gonna go cry about the fact this isn’t real#Tcu#Technoblade Cinematic Universe
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every time I see the fandom crashout over an idol enlisting I think of that one sports manga joke like. "oppa are you watching" oppa is fulfilling his government mandated military duty 😐
#'wonwoo I'll miss you so much' he is not dying babe. youre all acting like he has a terminal illness.#'I've been crying all day over the news' first of all. not dead. second of all shedding real tears over some guy enlisting is a bit much no#they don't know youuu come onnnnnn#I will bitch and moan over yjh not being there for concerts or whatever but at the end of the day it doesn't matter!!#he is some guy who is is doing social work at an office job and he will come back when he comes back#I don't have the energy to invest myself in someone to the point of emotional distress and neither should any of you ok#god help the fandom the day kim mingyu goes btw I just know it's not gonna be handled well at all#also it does feel lowkey weird and infantillizing sometimes the way fandoms talk about idols in the military#like 'what is my baby going to do in the trenches </3' that's a 28 year old man I think he can handle himself#that one bangtan tweet about jungkook needing his banana milk or whatever#every day I'm glad felix isn't going purely because I know half the response will be 'but he's my baby' NO HES NOT#seventeen#kpop
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#'sorry for barging' anon#sorry gonna answer this in the tags since it's such a loaded topic#but yeah exactly- i think a lot of it comes down to people wanting them to perform their (very real) grief for an audience#and getting mad when they don't. which is wildly unfair and unrealistic and just... extremely entitled#and very much coming from a lack of understanding of grief and that it's not a perpetual state of uncontrollable crying#a massive part of grief is continuing living with all its up and down moments with a new heavy weight in the background#living in a perpetual state of sobs is not something any human can sustain. it involves adapting and continuing to live.#and that involves doing regular everyday things AND experiencing happy moments still. that does not mean you aren't still suffering.#to question whether they're 'truly' grieving is.... kinda evil and completely ridiculous lmao#and shows a massive lack of basic empathy and understanding of how human emotions work#we see less than 1 percent of their lives. to actually feel like you have the ability to judge someone's grieving process in general#is wild and weird but especially when you literally have seen nearly none of their lives in the past few months#i'm sure all of us have laughed and seen a friend and had other happy moments since october#that doesn't mean we do not miss liam and that we aren't devastatingly sad at other points.#and to somehow think that zouis reconnecting and being happy about it after such a tragic event would be somehow anti-liam is insane#i've even seen people judge zayn for not cancelling his entire tour which is so.....#if they for a second think that liam would have been petty enough to enjoy the idea of all of his friends stopping in their tracks forever#they clearly didn't really know him since he was clearly always SO supportive of everyone in 1d#and probably would have been very happy to see zayn and louis mend their relationship#it feels like a very weird way to make a fucking death and real life grief from his friends into a stan war which is......... beyond gross
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Maybe it's foolish, but I'm still hoping the red door happens in the show, if it gets renewed that is.
Even though I will absolutely sob if I have to experience losing Lanfear AGAIN, it's one of those book moments that can't and shouldn't be avoided if they still want to keep similar character arcs, for Rand especially.
Moiraine, despite missing from books 6 to 13 is present in so many other ways, the girls miss her and Rand's life gets 100 times worse by the time she's gone.
Even her warning in her letter to him about aes sedai haunts him for the rest of the books, it's so clear she has grown to genuinely care for him as a person, she's more transparent with him in that last letter than ever before. It's so special to me.
Oh and I can't forget about the Lanfear vs Rand fight beforehand (please Rafe keep that scene in as much as it was fun to see her fight it out with moiraine, Rand is her real antithesis) Rand rejecting Lanfear, saying he could and never did love her, her palpable heartbreak and cold fury at it. Rand blaming himself for Moiraine's death because he couldn't kill Lanfear, but he's also getting assaulted by flashbacks of her as Mierin and of how he (Lews) killed Ilyena, that scene is also special to me. And paired with their show dynamic I feel it would make this scene even better cause show Rand did/does love her, so comparing her to Ilyena, instead of it being a "I can't kill women" thing but a "I'm so afraid of murdering people I love, my past life has already done it once, I can't do it again no matter how right or necessary" thing instead...It hurts me just thinking about it.
Truly I feel like that was the whole turning point for the books, Rand becomes so much more ruthless and depressed and tries to dehumanise himself. Everything went to shit.
#baby boy baby#also idc what anyone says#but I think Lews at least actually did love her#as Mierin#also my poor girl was so alone#oh I'm gonna start crying over Mierin again#we don't see enough of AoL but it seems she truly had no one#the other forsaken to my knowledge were either friends or friends with Lews or had other people#but she truly had NO ONE#so definitely hearing who she loves say that he never loved her and never will#or calling her a monster like in the show#yeah I'd crash out too#another thing#there's another conversation in amol between them that mirrors this one but goes a bit deeper#which I think is as equally important as this one#he asks her to open up her thoughts and feelings to him and she refuses#then after she says he has never understood her#oh baby it's probably because you never let anyone see the real you#so yes i think lews' pov of mierin was skewed by his own fears but also by her own masks she put on#I'd give my left kidney to read 5 more books just about her and her relationship with Lews in AoL#lanfear#the wheel of time#I'm gonna start calling these posts#Lanfear yapfest
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