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dayurno · 1 year ago

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honestly you can say anything about the ravens (and you'd be right to) but you can't say the concept of them isn't delicious. a group of collegiate athletes in their intimidating raven motifs and their black uniforms who are basically bred to become the best of the best in a bloodsport. the adrenaline rush of every game being a competition between yourself and your teammates. knowing you're not just gearing up towards court but following in the footsteps of the alumni before you. the parties and the victories and the mindless sex and the way everyone around you somehow seems to always be thinking the same thing as you are. you are never alone and you will never be again if you just do as we say. who knows the kind of relationships that can happen in a place like that?

#<- her ass would be easily sucked into a cult #BUT SERIOUSLY THEY FASCINATE ME. delicious as a concept #i think we as a fandom have a tendency to take the piss on them because theyre theatrical enough to be noticeable #and because neil himself does not respect them nor riko #but it is easy. i think. to lose sight of their humanity #of their morning classes and their college parties and their personhood beyond what the cult stripped from them #yes its fun sometimes to oversimplify the ravens #and they were terrible whenever they could #but i dont know. i dont know really where i was going with this. just musing i guess #its interesting to me #all for the game #aftg #kevin day #jean moreau #riko moriyama #the foxhole court

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coollyinterferes · 3 months ago

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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…

They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…

…and closer…

……until..................

"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.

"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.

"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…

#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not #because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic #(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly

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vxmpirehunterd · 5 months ago

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UPDATE: A REASON FOR MY ABSENCE, A BRIEF SUMMARY Normally I don't make posts about my life but I think I need to give an update to all the peeps out there about my random absences. I don't talk about my life a lot due to the amount of dysfunction and heartache that goes on behind the scenes that drain my will to be creative, to interact with everyone, to even live. It's like every year that goes on, there was something in the background that disrupted my life and mental state further.

First and foremost I've grown up a parentified child taking on responsibilities not mine to bear with no say in the matter. Being forced to give up my own childhood for my own parent's selfish decisions. Then I moved away from my mother's to my father's. Which wasn't even better from 2014-2019 living with him was very terrifying due to his anger issues and violence whenever I didn't do things his way. He had this expectation for me to go to college full time while working full time and expected me to pay for my own college and pay him rent. When I stopped going to school to focus on working, he would verbally and sometimes physically hurt me. I had lost a severe amount of weight due to the stress and decided to move back in with my mother in 2019.

Fast forward 2021 my father died of cancer and my mom is in a custody battle with one of her many baby daddies and looked to me for financial support since she hadn't worked in nearly a decade. I had started a new job around that time but my mental health was drained at that point.

Now in 2024 my mother has decided to bring my elderly and sick grandmother into the household where we don't have a lot of resources and we really aren't equipped to give her proper care. But now the table has turned where she has finally got a new job a month ago and I am not working currently. She decided to dump the task of taking care of a confused, incontinent, elderly grandmother onto. Even though my own mother never had anything good to say about her own mother and I don't have great experiences with my grandma either. But we have to take care of her because "we're family." Gimme a break.

So right now I'm a bit pissed, sad, tired, and a myriad of other unpleasant emotions. If you ever want to know why Koji is gone all the time. Here is your answer. Family life bullshit.

But not to worry, I've been working on trying to get myself out of this hole I've seemed to find myself in again. Because I do want to interact with all my new followers and old ones. It's just that I've been recovering from deep wounds.

#ooc #& the stoic facade shattered (ooc)#{To everyone wondering where my ass has gone this time. The explanation for my random comings and goings.}#{I don't take random hiatuses to be malicious or lazy but for health reasons}#{Also my mom is a hoarder and the only time the house is clean is if I clean it. living in chaos constantly has worn me down}#{I honestly feel like my muse so much since our lives seem to have been nothing but tragedy and heartache. Such fucking loneliness.}#{Roleplaying has been a small reprieve from the nightmare that is my family}#{Sorry for the rant but yeah this is D-mun y'all}#{I've been trying to get back into rping cause I miss you guys but life is hard sometimes.}

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youcalledmebabe · 11 days ago

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oops! I started writing the webgott canon era army pen-pals shop around the corner fusion instead of working on my wips

#I go where the muse takes me

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alchemistc · 1 month ago

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You're honestly my favourite fic writer and I admire your writing skills so much.

🥰

There are so many amazing fic writers in just my little circle, so know that inside my brain there is a tea kettle getting slightly more ear-piercingly loud as it shakes itself right off the metaphorical stove. 🥹♥️

tell me on anon what you'd never tell me off anon

#y'all are sweet #i just go where the muse takes me

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ratatatastic · 1 month ago

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do you write fic on ao3?

unfortunately for everyone involved i do!

#ask #and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash #anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know #its not like im trying to hide it like eh #but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either #the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt #and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on #haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box #and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3 #SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one #ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky #because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically #and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress #because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october #that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros #rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from #“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl #and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane #slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic #anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority #anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon #because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3

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mad-hunts · 3 months ago

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an idea for how another character could meet barton in an untraditional way: your muse met barton while he was in residency by expressing concern for him as they saw him at the grocery store... with only like five bottles of wine in his cart at the checkout 🫠 JSJSJ

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#so i may or may not have this hc now that barton used to tell himself that wine didn't get him as badly drunk as whiskey / bourbon did-#while he was in residency so that was his uhhh. vice of choice i guess you could say at pretty much any given moment that he wasn't working #but if i'm being honest... it got barton drunk even MORE as he always drank red wine and that's saying something BC this man has a high #alcohol tolerance to the point where it usually takes him about maybe seven or eight shots of whiskey for him to start feeling anything #but yeahhh a lot if not all of this man's coping methods to deal with stress during residency were either unhealthy or on the borderline-#of being dangerously reckless such as him choosing to gamble at that one bar i told y'all about that he frequents to this day until-#he won big but wellll he wasn't always good at gambling let me just say that AHHH so no matter what this guy tries to tell you-#barton was going THROUGH it FR when he was in residency and he would neverrr want to relive those years again #tw: alcohol mention.#tw: mentions of unhealthy coping mechanisms.

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thatsrightice · 10 months ago

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All of the flyboys thinking Croz is a virgin only to find out he did quite a bit of experimenting in college.

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masquenoire · 3 months ago

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Barring any new asks, I think that's the last of those 'icons only' memes and it was very fun doing them all! Thank you so much for sending them in everyone, I'm feeling more confident about activity again and will hopefully be inspired to write a bit more often from now on providing schedule eases up sometime soon!

#💀 ;; ooc #;; mun rambles #I mean it guys thank you so much for your thoughtfulness and patience!#I know I have been very AWOL this year and that's not good work or no #The longer I am away the harder it feels to pick up the muse/s again you know?#Just staring at a blank page and wondering where tf to begin #So this was really nice and light <3 #Life's going well here #Schedule did not ease off to nobody's surprise but apparently a colleague is taking on more hours #Quit her job at a school and is doing full-time where we work now #So hopefully she will be able to do Monday and Tuesday and I'll have more than one day off a week or so #That won't be until October though bc handing notice in and shit #But it is good to know!#I do like working and the extra money is helpful but fuck me I need rest too lol #Things are keeping me going though like tumblr and sneks #The ball python is soooo sweet now he comes out when I come home early in the morning ;;#Seems to want to be handled but I just fed him the other day so I feel guilty I cannot cuddle him just yet :(#Baby boy <3

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lifesver · 6 months ago

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i apologize for being quiet/not engaging much in gen ik i don't have to but it's just been sort of stressy + low brainpower with rl things! but i know my activity will fluctuate as usual and i'll get some writing done soon.

#obligatory post lately LMAO #i have just been sort of going where my muse takes me tho in general #we shall always be more plot focused on here just bc it's what i prefer to work with so i hope that makes sense #being an adult is taxing brother im tired

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theheadlessgroom · 4 months ago

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@beatingheart-bride

At this moment of reminiscense, Dorian and Elizabeth's eyes met, and their smiles mirrored one another as Elizabeth commented off-handedly:

"I think I'm beginning to understand that feeling."

Walking behind the two younger couples, unable to resist cooing over her sleeping granddaughter just as her mother was, June caught little snatches of the conversation, with certain remarks just happening to make her ears prick up a little more, though she never let her face show what she was thinking and feeling, to say nothing of refusing to give voice to these thoughts. As she had told Lon earlier in the month, she had her theories, but at the end of the day, whatever was on Dorian and Elizabeth Gracey's mind was theirs to announce, and she certainly wasn't going to impede upon that.

At the very least, when the party had made it back to the attic, and Randall and Emily quietly took the twins to their room for a nap, she took Elizabeth aside for a moment, venturing to say, choosing her words carefully, "Well, if you do ever feel sick again, if any nausea or soreness pops up again...please, don't hesitate to come to me. I'd like to help in any way I can."

Elizabeth studied June's face for a moment, remaining calm upon this suggestion being put to her-the matriarch's face was just as calm as her own, and there was a gentle sincerity in the way she smiled at her, to say nothing of something of a mischievous twinkle to her eye, a sort of subtle, knowing look that reminded Elizabeth of her own mother, and the looks she would give her one and only daughter when she knew something was afoot.

But even with that look, the mistress of Gracey Manor knew Mrs. June Pace was a woman she could trust, and so she flashed her an appreciative smile, saying, "If anything comes up, I'll be sure to look to you first. Thank you, June."

"Think nothing of it, Elizabeth."

#((randall straight-up melted that night! his waking nightmare of being confronted by nicholas again))#((turned into a heavily dream when emily came flying down from the attic to beat nicholas's face into the floor!))#((all of his fear just evaporated in a snap; and he was reduced to a gooey puddle of love and adoration of his wife))#((swooping in and saving him-i didn't think it was possible; but i agree; i really do think he fell even further into love!))#((and so i think it's going to be similar with josephine and august-she's gonna be his cheerleader in the back))#((absolutely LIVING for her husband so boldly standing up for his family like that!))#((august may be a pretty shy and quiet guy; but he's passionate where it counts; and josephine loves that))#((and will love seeing him take their obnoxious neighbors down more than a few pegs!))#((and !!!!! holy cow!!! it actually had the bride on it?? no constance??))#((and it wasn't one of those weird hybrids where it's the bride's heart but she's also got a string of pearls and an ax?))#((color me absolutely stunned; but i'm also stoked too; that's so awesome that it got here))#((and that it's got your muse on it; that's huge!))#outofhatboxes #beatingheart-bride #V:Two Worlds; One Family

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starrysharks · 1 year ago

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zeno's ultimate pokemiku tierlist ⁉️(it's all his opinion and he loves them all regardless⁉️)

#like arrfgggdiakaktmcksmsama this was literally all for me like they knew what they were doing #i love character design i love pokemon i love miku. and then you put ALL THREE TOGETHER....#i will explain some of my choices here #poison miku is just too good but also i am a big sucker for freaky scientists with constant “worry” eyebrows #her design is just so out there and crazy (this is about the shoes. some understand the greatness of the shoes and some dont. and thats ok.)#every other miku in peak i think establishes their theme exeptionally well especially ghost bug and fighting #for ghost i already love spooky and gloomy looking characters and that miku delivers tenfold (of course shes designed by the GOAT take)#esp with the mix of ghostly and electronic/digital regarding the glitchy parts n the 01 hologram #she looks like shell invade my computer and give it a virus if i dont send the chainmail about her tragic file corruption to 10 friends #(in the best way possible)#for bug miku the big dress is a huge plus but also i just think shes adorable nuff said #for fighting - i love a delinquent character and she fits that really well. the half coat thing is a big highlight for me #also the leek theme is absolutely iconic #for the ones i didnt like as much - i honestly just think the koraidon one is a leeeeetle bit boring #dont get me wrong. it has really cool aspects like the hair and the koraidon like cape but idk #it feels like theres a lot going on but not that much at the same time? its still a really nice design tho esp the hair color #for the ones in yellow tier - i just dont like the color palletes very much . theyre still really nice designs esp fire miku #but all in all these are genuinely all amazing designs and i dont want to be too critical or mean to any of them esp seeing im not a pro #but this was really fun to see unfold!!! cant wait until the songs start dropping #in the topic of miku as well - hey muse dash where's my miku on the switch version....#please dont make us wait too long 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

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lemurballing · 16 days ago

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the difference between good whispangle and bad whispangle is the difference between trusting each other the most and only trusting each other. between getting stuck in the past or letting the future embrace you. between holding a close bond and being desperate for each other’s company. between being a pair and being a unit.

good whispangle is tangle helping whisper stay in the present and future, and whisper being a guiding hand, a steadying of tangle’s impulse, and the both of them making choices that help and comfort the other.

bad whispangle is tangle getting dragged into dwelling on the past with whisper, is tangle being made to overstep instead of minding the lines she should be able to see, and whisper sinking into a mire that tangle follows her into instead of pulling her from. is putting them together ‘because they’re whispangle’ and forgetting why they were loved together in the first place. is keeping them together because they’re whispangle, even when they trod on the other.

and the difference is,

that if it starts out bad and becomes better, it’s satisfying, heartening.

but to start out excellent and then get worse and decay, feels like a smear or a stain on top of a beloved work.

a natural decay can be done, but we want them to be good together, to bring out the best in each other instead of enabling the worst. if we want to see decay, it is because it makes sense for one or both of them to be driven off-balance and start messing with the other, we want one or both of them to realize this, and we want them to have to jump-start and kick aside and course-correct and come out all the better, for having broken their flaws open and mended them with gold.

we don’t want to see them broken apart and stuck back together with cheap glitter glue.

#somewhat critical so im not tagging them. and its under a readmore. if you see this thru search i love early whispangle &#im not sold on recent dynamics with the ‘neo diamond cutters’ (please use any other name - even if it sounds stupid like ‘ruby tusslers’)#some of them. some of the other bits of their recent dynamic are so good. but it’s a mixed bag #mostly i am a person who loves characters to be capable of being independent. and functioning by their lonesome #idk like i can see tangle being desperate & wanting whisper to stay. what i CANT see if her going ‘lets be the diamond cutters!’#esp without asking whisper.#like you can try and justify it ‘shes trying to keep their memory alive as a positive reminder instead of a dead name’#and i agree that that is justifiable but i just dont like the decision. it doesnt add enough for what it takes away to me #additionally i feel like if tangle & whisper were just the main characters they wouldnt have so many issues (ha. issues. comic)#but because they’re sometimes just absent for 3-10 issues at a time because other characters get a turn #& important developments or open-ended storylines are left bare as bone. (what did tangle do to search for whisper? where did she go?)#if you’re trying to give tangle complicated feelings and have her muse over things & explicitly be supposed to #be considering reforming a ‘diamond cutters’ during the time she’s missing whisper. she should have explicitly been considering that #instead of 0 to ‘lets reuse the traumatic name with no warning’. whisper not knowing? sure. the audience having no clue? bleh.#fair warning i am typing this at 12:30am with a mild headache so maybe i dont make sense #naturally a disclaimer that if you like this go you!! i would be interested in hearing why you like it #but i don’t like it the way i’m currently seeing it

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gemkun · 8 months ago

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i just think about ratio instinctively acting on the urge to protect aventurine when strangers see his playful façade as an invitation and positioning himself as an unofficial bodyguard especially with his stature and intimidating presence

#* ✦ 𝐈. ❮ ooc ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐈𝐕. ❮ isms ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐕𝐈. ❮ muses ❯ ⸻ ❝ 「 veritas ratio 」#this thought is brought to you by omen showing me art when i wake up #okay but listen he has probably listened to aventurine’s silent cries and trauma regarding his appearance #and how others see it as something to take advantage of #due to the false rumours being spread about avgins and how he is literally a sigonian thrall #who sees the mission as more important than his wellbeing #so logic dictates that there must be someone to uphold the balance of justice and moral grounds #and i don’t think anyone is going to oppose veritas when he grabs your wrist and grips it in a manner #where he knows exactly which sites to apply pressure to cause non fatal but at the present moment a burst of pain

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strawberista · 30 days ago

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⚅ — @sea-of-flxmes asked: — ⚅

⚅ — 👀 // only if you feel comfortable doing this! — ⚅

Interaction Sheet

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#anonymity annoying me ⤙ooc⤚⚄#you still lack in experience ⤙answer⤚⚄#sea of flxmes #//yesyesyesyesyes!!!#//I love love doing these!#//ESPECIALLY with muses he's not familiar with yet #//because the potential man!#//so Hanekoma is vaguely familiar right now and #//more than willing to help and befriend nywe #//but romantic interest is going to take a LOT of work #//if that's where she eventually wanted to get #//and he doesn't mind committing crimes #//and getting into trouble with fruends #//but he's not super fond of doing so for near strangers #//but he is a great friend for that sort of thing!#suggestive tw #ask to tag

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gu6chan · 1 month ago

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People will be like "idc who you are, seriously block me if you do/support x" and then i block them and they react like this everytime

#gu6chan's musings #normally im not so pissed off about it but this fuckin dude; man #i admit i didn't like a lot about their philosophy on things and in retrospect it should've been a red flag #but they weren't like.... a BAD person. i just figured they had some issues to work through or something and just chatted when they wanted #then they follow me here and it's like 😭 do they know im a marxist. bc they were having WHOLE fits like 'if you're voting third party or #not voting at all you're just LARPing a revolution; you're going to be the downfall of this country get off my fucking blog if you aren't #voting blue' and i was like 'holy SHIT those are some strong opinions what the hell'#like ive seen people SETTLE for kamala??? but this was the first time ive seen anyone actively try and PROMOTE her like wtf #but anyways i shrug it off; think maybe they're just having a bad time till after election where they're having a whole meltdown like #'FUCK YOU THIRD PARTY VOTERS/PPL WHO DIDN'T VOTE; WHAT DO YOU THINK THIS WILL DO FOR PALESTINE' and im like #are you forgetting all the arab families who were completely crushed by fucking harris REFUSING to take a stance on palestine and refusing #to vote for her in turn??? those who scraped together just ENOUGH faith in the system to vote third party?????#THE FUCKING PLFP ITSELF SAYING 'BOYCOTT THE ELECTION'????? dude. they were blaming it ENTIRELY on #'leftists just wanting to show off moral superiority and wanting to larp a revolution' as opposed to like.... literally anything else and #im just #'damn okay. you get what you asked for ig' and blocked them lmao #they just now found out apparently bc they tried friend rqing on discord and I'm like #'hmmmm were you just not serious when you were saying that shit or did you not know what words actually mean'#anyways i hate that it turned out like this bc i thought they were at least interesting but talk shit get hit or whatever they say lmao

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