#going to really miss OF saturdays
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ah the feel-good, snoozefest, milquetoast ending i feared and expected.... in both its highest points and its lowest points ONLY FRIENDS was a case against fixed pairings
i skipped forward all of the topmew scenes in this one again, so this episode was probably a cool 30 mins for me. i’m preaching to the choir i know but they were SUCH a glaring weak point in this show. to the point of unwatchability. they did top so dirty, man. you can’t root for a character who’s just so…cardboard. you can’t even love to hate him. did he have a meaningful conversation with anyone other than mew in the entirety of the series? top was underdeveloped, mew was kind of a drag (revenge era notwithstanding). the tension there was just not giving.
a lot of their post-ep2 relationship development was to build up to mew’s devastation, and to wink-nudge at the audience. any topmew tension before the reveal came from us knowing what top and boston did, while an oblivious mew just thought top was checking all his boxes. removed from the context of the secret, they just went on a series of boring dates, lol. and then we were back at square one with top trying to prove himself to mew--this time without the tension of the big secret. naturally it fell so flat. and goddamn did they give these two a whole lot of screentime. who enjoyed this? did force//book fans even enjoy this? (unless any of their scenes in the last two episodes were somehow good because. lol. i did not watch them)
nick going back on his “i love you the way you are, you don’t have to change” in the eleventh hour SUCKED majorly. seeing boston grovel SUCKED even more like REAL BAD. one big happy friend group, right where they started, sucked. and boston being left alone in the end like that was not fun for me
he was rebuffed during the new years kiss. he was allowed no rebuttal after nick insisted that he would be happier alone, when boston had just said he can have feelings for nick and simultaneously want to sleep with others. yeah his communication skills left something to be desired, but you really could make the case that this is because the boundaries he DOES set are constantly crossed by others--so why should he bother even setting them? idk his ending did feel kinda punitive, i agree with a lot of what i’ve seen, but it also felt just unresolved. what was the point of his last fling with nick?
idk they should have let bostonnick be “nasty” (big quote unquote here) together. boston is still endlessly interesting to me i will probably have more today on this. forever my favorite only friend, forever that girl
at least we have sandray. the bi4bi sandray mutual crush on keira knightly was the episode highlight for me because yeahhhh, same (episode highlight, aside from the almost-threesome in the pool. and sand owning his status as DOG. and first kissing force). as @jolselin said. time and again firstkhao really outsold. the only friends tagline: firstkhao outsold. forget everything i said about fixed pairings
and the mix cameo…i should’ve dropped my “here’s how mix in only friends can still win” post yesterday. know i screamed. and boeing, gone as suddenly as he arrived, was a lot of fun. it’s greedy but i would’ve appreciated just an inkling of what his deal was. and i also wish this show leaned into its absurdity a little more.
okay a harsh review and thumbs down for the last episode. but if there’s a second season or spin-off I will ABSOLUTELY watch. this shit was so hysterical and fun and wild and sexy. this was my best friend’s first BL and we basically spent a full hour every saturday cry-laugh-yelling “what the fuck” at the screen. from the baffling music cues to the ubiquitous bubblegum pink lip tints, and with the exception of topmew, it was such a blast. thank u jojo et al
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Kinda started rereading Dressrosa and... Although I always chalked up the similarities between Crocodile's plan to take over Alabasta and how Doflamingo took over Dressrosa as nothing but Oda reusing similar plot elements but in a slightly different way (just to show us what could've become of Alabasta had Croc gotten away with his schemes, what Luffy helped prevent from happening to begin with)...
Robin's reaction to hearing the story of Dressrosa and HOW Doflamingo took over the country, that simple little "...!!", actually does kind of speak volumes
Like if you wanted canonical evidence to Crocodile having been "inspired" by Doflamingo, then yeah, Robin would be The Person who would pick up on that, she'd be the person who'd be like "hey, that story sounds awfully familiar to what Crocodile did", since he was her boss
Do want to note that, timeline-wise, Doflamingo only took over Dressrosa 10 years ago, where as Crocodile had been Scheming and establishing his position as the Hero of Alabasta for 16 years. Like Croc's intent to obtain Pluton and create his military nation utopia absolutely pre-dates Doffy's takeover, so that wasn't and can't have been inspired by Doflamingo at all. It's more just the plan and method Crocodile ended up going with (framing the king (through a bloodbath) and putting the country in a position without a ruler where he could just yoink it for himself with ease) where the similarity becomes more obvious. But it is also kind of where it ends. Doflamingo wanted Dressrosa because he felt like he was entitled to the island (as his family had been its original rulers and he was a Tenryuubito), and was using the island for his own gains (Smile manufacturing etc, for his dealings with Kaidou), all while having a great distain and hatred of the world and how he had been "wronged" (=Tenryuubito rights revoked). Meanwhile... yeah, Crocodile wanted to create a "utopia", only targetting Alabasta because he believed Pluton was there and because Pluton would be needed for his ideal military nation. That minor difference and Crocodile's clear and great distain and hatred of Doflamingo combined...
Yeah, I dunno, this is just interesting to me. God I need Robin and Crocodile to have a lil reunion chat
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Coming to learn that the most import panels in One Piece are the ones where a character has a thought bubble going ''...''#Tabled at a convention on Saturday and I had nothing else to do while waiting for my train/on the train lmao#I've only read through Dressrosa twice so I have been craving to reread it for a while now (but I had been saving it up for con trips)#Dressrosa is so fucking good. Like I'll be first to admit I did not enjoy it when it was first unfolding in the early 2010s#But rereading it... It's good man. It's good#Dressrosa gets to much shit it doesn't deserve#Sidenote but yes people are quick to point out how Doffy's crew has DFs that're just more powerful versions of what Baroque Works had#I do not think Croc was recruiting people based on their Devil Fruits like that though. Like that I think really is just Oda reusing ideas#'Cause literally the only people in Baroque Works who Crocodile actually and specifically *needed* to do his thing were Robin (Poneglyph)#And Bon-chan to impersonate Cobra (and thinking about it Galdino+Marianne could've been like a Back Up)#(Like had something happened to Bon-chan then 3 Pair could've created a wax replica of Cobra to frame him for the port attack)#All the other tasks? Could've been done by literally anyone (as long as they were competent enough)#(Maybe Miss Merry Christmas was required for Cobra's kidnapping though considdering how fast she could haul ass etc)
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HAPPY SATURDAY
PARDON MY DELAY. i know it's tuesday. anyway. happy tuesday i guess? and i'm sorry for not being here but hey, every day is saturday if you're insane enough!
#i was going to answer this next saturday but i just really wanted to use this gif hshdgdgdg i'm sorry#i missed it#i saved every letter you wrote me*
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i have never wanted to go lift less than i do today
#once again i spent all week missing the gym and being so excited to go and now im so tired and low energy#im also cold and im still so sore from saturday#like i know i have to and i will but. good god i dont want to#i really really dont want to
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AAAAAAAAAAAAH
#currently missing out on making friends with the other people in my uni accommodation because they're all going out clubbing. and#i love that for them but there's not really anything i'd like to do less on a saturday night#stuck in my room resisting the urge to pop my head out and say 'hi! i exist! ok now go away.' if it could work...#tristan rambles
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me: is incredibly disappointed with the internship so far and also high key disappointed they don't actually let us go anywhere or take us with them
also me: if work doesn't bring me fun things to do then i will bring fun things to me myself
#in short today is claus' solo premiere#but i discovered there is an additional new date for march on a saturday with loads and loads of free seats#so i contacted my friend (the one who offered to accompany me and protect me) and she is free that weekend#guess who is going to get her heart broken once more just because#but this time not the first row i am not insane to do this again#this time with company!#and with new idiotic ideas#at least i really had a good day today because i was making plans and now i'm not so sad about missing the premiere#munich
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have an inspection for my apartment tomorrow morning, my last day at my small ass uni apartment is today and i'll be doing my last bit of cleaning!!
i literally have nothing else in here other than my new laptop that i only do editing with so i spent last night and my morning just now writing lol
i've partially finished my dbd chapter (4k+ words atm) but it introduces another killer that the reader will be paired up with and the next segment is the michael myers' trial!! so my question is--- would you rather to have me post it now or after i've also written michael's trial? (might take a week or two to write and post michael's trial, if i post it now you'll have another chapter within the next month)
was gonna make a poll but i like to interact personally so let me know in the comments heh <3
i'll make it easy so you can copy paste your answers like this:
i waited 3+ years for michael i CANNOT wait any longer
i waited 3+ years for michael i can wait longer
#whoever is gonna live in this apartment after me is gonna be haunted with the amount of - nvm too dumb of a joke#the only thing i'm gonna miss is the way how every time i look out the window at any time during the day or night someone is awake#that's the uni student life fr...#& the way on every friday everyone would be blasting music and screaming partying... only on friday tho which is like so funnily respectful#and no noise on saturdays because everyone is just so hangover lmaoooooo#also gonna miss how every time i went out to the open air corridor to smoke cigs... there'd be someone to smoke with!!#the way i'd go out at 5am to smoke with a cup of coffee in -20 degrees and watch the woods... there'd be deers and fawns running...#my pigeons... IM GONNA MISS MY PIGEONS NOBODY WILL FEED THEM LIKE I DO#well at least my new apartment also faces the woods but no balcony or anything... i dont wanna do snus... it's just not the same#i'd rather die than to vape too tf#also i lost my cigarette case... i need to buy a new one (I KNOW THAT ONE BICTH STOLE IT BUT I CANT PROVE IT)#anywayy i guess i'll have to go into the woods and smoke cigs and share my food with some foxes or hare (i forgor their names in english)#do NOT feed them btw this is a joke#i just like watching animals and filming them#the most special moment for me was when i got to see a grävling out in my garden sniffing my flowers... just so cute#i just googled they're called badgers lmao#at first i thought it was a raccoon cuz i had woken up at like 3am to get water and it was just there!!!!#i love yapping in the tags nobody cares!!!! unless you click to expand then you do care!!!! cute!#cant wait to move into my new apartment too and decorate it. all of my stuff are there in moving boxes rn jvebfhrejvb#the first thing i moved was my figures and barbies...#barbies i've had since i was a kid they're nothing special (as in they aren't really film barbies but they're very special 2 me)#they're all so special because i loved them the most and most of my ocs are based on them which also happen to be the readers in the fics#whooops... normalize writing your ocs as the readers!!!!#i mean not entirely... i use them as a base for personality and dialogue choices but never specify anything about their appearance ofc#it's funny tho because almost all of my ocs are racially ambiguous even with their names lmao they can be anyone and everyone#bro stop yappinggggg get back to work goddamn omg yes i gotta clean... thanks bye love you
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man considering i haven't actually done all that much this week I'm like exhausted.
#part of me is tempted to go to take a shower and go to bed a little early and just read for a bit#idk i've been like ready to sleep by 10p lately and i'm usually wide awake after 1a#wild what grief does to your body#what do you mean i physically couldn't eat for like 4 days just because i was so heartbroken???#what do you mean i'm like ready to pass out 4 hours before i usually go to bed???#i've been sleeping about the same as usual at least#and! i ate my first full meal since saturday. been just snacking all week cause my stomach was doing loops this whole time#i miss blue so much but i've been at least doing dishes and a load of laundry each day#even if i'm not working on the bigger stuff i had originally planned i'm still trying to keep to my routine#the routine helps a lot with this even though half that routine revolved around mom#also i got distracted mid sentence because someone cosplayed as lara croft ran by while i was crafting lol#i got all upset today watching the xbox stream cause the one game was one mom really wanted to check out#and the story is about a mom and daughter. so it immediately made me cry#yes i will be getting it after i get my budget figured out yes i will probably be a sobbing mess playing it for multiple reasons
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My nails r getting kind of long. Almost to claw mode. I kinda don't wanna cut them tho bc I kinda wanna paint them for my birthday weekend
Nonzero chance of seeing my mom on mother's day. By my own choice, I guess. And I'm still not sure how I'm feeling about that. But ykno what, it'll be my birthday weekend, and I'm going to make sure to live it to the fullest..!!!
#speculation nation#my thoughts about her are all jumbled up after losing my dad & then her hospital visit a few weeks back.#and i bought her a thing of earrings from the farmer's market. i havent bought her a present in Years.#idk if it's just compulsory reaction to How Things Are rn. but. idk.#it never has been simple i suppose.#god i really do hate that my birthday is always near mother's day..!!!!! my forever curse!!!!!#at least leap year made me dodge a day-of event this year. the last one was when i turned 21#but bc of leap year my bday went from saturday to monday. missing mother's day by a day ❤️#makes me wonder what sort of life i'll be living 6 years from now. when i think the next mother's day event will be.#will i still have a mother then? i have no fuckin clue#my heart tells me no. but i also have 'everyone in my life is going to die soon' paranoia now so thats probably biased.#Oh Well. either she dies or she doesnt! i'll deal with it either way.#in any case. birthday! nail painting!!! i think i want to do color changing nails#my favorite blue/green polish that ends up being teal on the in between. love that shit so much
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#My sibling is leaving on Saturday after spending almost 3 weeks here with me#I'm going to miss her terribly ouughh#But I'm also kinda looking forward to finally having some time to myself#I wish she stayed in this city 😪#In general I wish friends lived closer#I'm kinda thinking of buying roller skates and going skating once a week#But the skating place is really far which is why i haven't done it already#If i can figure out how to travel then perhaps...#I'm feeling melancholic rn because of my sibling leaving 😔#I still have almost 2 days left with her and yet I think about the leaving bit more and feel anxious
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#⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪. dear diary#i miss fic writing so much ☹️#i’ve been going around with this one idea for several days now and i really want to write a drabble for it???#AND THEN JK DID A LIVE LAST NIGHT WHICH MADE ME WANT TO DO AN “IT WAS ALWAYS YOU” DRABBLE FOR HIM TOO???#i’ll work on blurbs or drabbles once i get the free time!!!!!#and i’ll get to replying some messages in my inbox / comments soon too hehehe#life’s been really busy but i think i’m adjusting to my new work well 🥲#i just hate the fact that my schedule is from monday to saturday bc what is rest lmao
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#…#I don’t know what this is really#tw vent#vent art#rock and a pom place#I don’t really want this on either of my art tags so#yeah#… I’ve been hit with a lot lately#It’s been hard#My grandma passed away on Saturday…#And I’ve recently felt detached from others because I lost one of my friends on discord#So it’s just been hard for me#I’ve felt… alone#And stranded#And broken#And it feels like I’m just a nuisance to everyone#I debated posting this at all because I don’t want people to feel like I’m fishing for attention#I’m not#but I thought I would post this because if I go “missing” for a while this is why#… and yet it still feels like even if I did go radio silent on here no one would care#On discord euther#Like I’m not really a prescence???#I don’t know anymore#im not an important person though yknow?#I’m just here#But thank you to everyone who has even said anything kind#It’s meant so so much#And I’m not going anywhere permanently cause yall are too cool for that#Love yall#might delete later
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Me watching the barn fire scene and Owen arguing with Thunder: why Owen. This is so very Horse Girl TM of you
#911 lone star#owen strand#very easily one of my top 5 favorite scenes in the whole show#an Owen scene being one of my all time favorites was not on my 2024 bingo card#but here we are#I get chills every time I watch it#it’s just so so good. to me#it really pleases my not so inner horse girl#on tonight’s episode of things I’m thinking about because I miss my horse 😔#but I get to go see him and ride him on Saturday!#I’ll probably play with several of his friends then too
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I'll wake up and this will all be a nightmare, right?
#I really think I made myself sick#I'm scared#I know I'm an adult but I wish I could ask my parents for help#I'm not in 'danger' but you know when you have a bad panic attack and it just feels like you're dying?#yeah#also I didn't 'overdose' but I took more meds than what's best for my stomach#and then I binged#the food I chose to binge on was disgusting too#I have been overdoing it on the caffeine again and making myself wired and nauseous#I feel like I can't sleep unless it's with sleep meds#I genuinely feel like I'm a fucking crazy person sobbing for help#I don't know how to fix any of this#fuck#I don't really want to die... I just want someone to help me out of this#but I'm too much of a mess#God this is really the worst panic episode I've gone through in a while...#I'm shaking and my heart is going fast#but I don't wanna go to the hospital again#I don't want to miss my meeting on Saturday#I just want for this to pass and to be fucking okay#but I feel like my prayers won't be answered#it all just hurts so much
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resigned from the frozen food store!!!
#fuck me man I feel nauseous#I’ve been there for three and a half years. it was my first job#I’ve never quit a job before it’s weird#To think. I only have two shifts left#idk if I’ll miss it. I certainly won’t miss the bosses and some of the staff are whatever#but there are a few who I really like who I’ll miss#and the job itself isn’t too hard#I could kinda just listen to a podcast and stock and I was good at it and it was easy#so maybe I’ll miss that. my other jobs are more involved and require like. talking to my managers (one of which is chill. the other…)#idk. maybe I’ll regret this#but I miss having my Saturdays free and I dread waking up for every shift#so. there we go. I’m gone
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please forgive me, but I need to complain and over-share or my brain is going to explode please feel free to ignore
#I'm not doing well.#the last two places I worked (in a tourism-adjacent sector) closed. broadly speaking due to post-lockdown financial issues#for the past year at my current job I've been earning less than half what I used to. this was the only offer I got at the time and#I haven't found anything better since. this is not sustainable I'm barely making it each month...#I live with my parents and cancelled my health insurance I don't know how else to reduce my budget. it's depressing tbh#the solution is obviously to find a better job but that's just not happening and I'm beginning to feel discouraged.#I hate being negative it's a very unattractive character trait but I just feel myself slipping and spiraling#I know I should be taking short courses or volunteering to boost my cv but like when ! and how !#I can't afford to work less but I get home at 20h so even evening courses are tricky. I work every other saturday too so weekends are out#and like I do need to rest at some point you can't be depressed and burnt out that's a terrible combo#was looking at a dtp/typesetting short course and 1) I'll need a new computer that can actually run design programs#and 2) the course itself is like 2 month's salaries which I cannot realistically save right now#and yet I'm still ''over-qualified'' for entry level positions because I went to uni. well maybe that's just a polite excuse#because as interesting as my humanities degrees were they didn't equip me with any practical or marketable skills#besides being good at reading and writing. but AI can do that for free now so that's not helpful#I always thought I was reasonably intelligent but I cannot solve this puzzle. there must be a creative solution that I'm missing#but i feel so stuck and trapped#and at least once a week some poor soul stumbles in to the office practically begging for a job so I feel bad for complaining#a little truly is better than nothing#but thank god we elected more pro-business capitalists into government that really is going to be great for us workers (sarcasm)#also I should acknowledge#I am getting some déjà vu. I feel like I've vented about this topic before#the difference is. back then it was a potential concern. now the concern has materialised into reality and rendered the situation desperate
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