#idk. maybe I’ll regret this
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resigned from the frozen food store!!!
#fuck me man I feel nauseous#I’ve been there for three and a half years. it was my first job#I’ve never quit a job before it’s weird#To think. I only have two shifts left#idk if I’ll miss it. I certainly won’t miss the bosses and some of the staff are whatever#but there are a few who I really like who I’ll miss#and the job itself isn’t too hard#I could kinda just listen to a podcast and stock and I was good at it and it was easy#so maybe I’ll miss that. my other jobs are more involved and require like. talking to my managers (one of which is chill. the other…)#idk. maybe I’ll regret this#but I miss having my Saturdays free and I dread waking up for every shift#so. there we go. I’m gone
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I AM EXCITED FOR FRANCIS’S STORY!!! I WANT HIM TO GET WORSE PERSONALLY!!!
#screaming this into the void#not tagging it as dndads#ok maybe i will#the peachyville horror#thats all#I’ll regret this later maybe idk its late at night and I’m thinking about my love for dndads s3#thoughts in the void#delete later probs
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#i feel like i just have to accept im not the best at writing#which makes me feel like i don’t need to write which sucks#but i feel like ive made all i need to and im not gonna doing any else noteworthy#like it’s morbid and self deprecating but :/ it feels deserved#my ideas feel all half baked/not worth engagement and could probably be done better by someone else#so why bother ig#i don’t want to complain to my friends and have them tell me i’m a good writer bc idk if it’s honest#and i’m kinda ashamed of wanting positive feedback all the time to be motivated lmao#i’m probably gonna regret this in a few days or weeks or whatever but for now i don’t think i’m gonna do much with my writing#is the mindset that what i make is only good based on how people react to it bad? maybe. am i gonna fix that part of my brain over night? no#i’ll probably finish my current wip but after that i don’t think im gonna write much. or share it#what’s bro yappin about
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plotting call !! if you haven't filled my interest tracker & we're not yet writing together or interacting, i'd love to change that - give this a like and i will reach out!
#i know sometimes the trackers get away from us so this is a quicker simpler option for folks! idk where all my other plotting calls went so#have muses in mind? maybe?#not required but appreciated & i will do all i can to read up on who you have#memes ⋆˙ let’s do something i’ll regret
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this is gonna be a long one so bare with me as i ramble
i’ve realized fairly recently that doing art as a job is never going to be sustainable for me. while my hands being injured absolutely sucks and i hate it, it’s made me realize i was actually really stressed out, especially since art has been my single source of income. being a working artist means that there will be very little structure and it’s all on me to create my schedule. i can’t do that very well! and not it a “woe is me i cant do it”, but more of a “i understand my limits”.
the timing of this sucks though because i literally have one more semester left until i finish my art degree :’) but after the initial panic im actually kind of excited! i’ve actually decided that once i finish my degree, im going to get my prerequisites out of the way and then major in marine biology (nobody saw this coming)!!! i’ve always had a tough time seeing my future as a professional artist. it’s much clearer now with this new potential job:)
so once my hands get better (please please please be soon oh my god), i’m going to take less commissions and draw for myself more often 💕
#if u read this thanks for reading! i needed to get it off my chest#only thing i’m not excited for is math 😀 but i’m determined to get thru it!!#also this doesn’t mean commissions are off the table i will still be taking those lol#tbh i flip flopped between orthinology and marine biology but the b1 orcas won me over#maybe i’ll major in wildlife biology idk#my current major is illustration and sequential art!#it was supposed be to be 2 years but uh. covid#i don’t regret it at all tbh i really enjoyed all my art classes (especially art history and sketching comics)#and life drawing!!!! but the professor was kinda. rude lol#okay i’m done rambling
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Fuck I just remembered I have to do the master stats for my ao3 wrapped this year Fuuuuuuck
#ao3 wrapped#Regret#my life has gotten significantly better since I stopped doing the monthly updates so if I do this again next year#which I almost definitely will#I’ll only do the end of year update#maybe a half way through update idk
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sugurucoded in every sense of the word
#i think he will always be the first one to leave… there’s no version of him in my mind (canon adjacent) where he doesn’t leave first#i just think in times of having chosen other people he decides to choose himself#and that will always result in Leaving . whether it be for his sake or his significant other’s sake#and i think at the same time he will ALWAYS deep down be the one w the most regret even if he says he has none#i think he has a tendency to keep people at a polite distance bc he doesn’t want to get hurt (maybe ties into his family history)#and so he’ll leave before he can get hurt + before he can hurt someone (emotionally)#like he’s fine with being hated (he’s not) but… idk to me at the end of the day he’s a very like . Scared person#again this isn’t technically canon suguru but it’s a facet OF suguru that i find fascinating#it’s funny too because when he chooses himself he dooms himself & others around him#something something i leave because i love you but i lost you#i didn’t end up ordering war of the foxes bc i forgot/missed the sale but i’ll get it during black friday methinks#also it’s been YEARS since i read crush… i need reread it again tomorrow#*need to . it’s nighttime i’m sleepy#personal
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just drew frylock oiled up. not my proudest moment
#feeling freaky WHAAAT 👅#i kind of dont regret it#but i kind of do#maybe i’ll drop the drawing idk if you guys want it….freakazoids
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Y’all. Companion (2025) is so fun. I went in totally blind (other than the most basic plot) and I loved it. Pretty mild gore, and a really good Chekhov’s Gun moment I picked up on that was really satisfying.
Also I want that pink fit
#I also picked up on something two characters had in common#(iykyk)#I think this is my first time going to a theater alone#idk I was sick of being inside#and I had a new cute outfit and hair color#and it was surprisingly nice out#I got like and hour before everything closed tho#so I just looked up what was playing and said ‘fuck it’#no regrets#kinda wanna see it again soon#maybe I’ll make a friend watch it with me or smth#(not that I have many near me lol)#mine#lilac rambles#companion 2025
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the most Crowley coded thing I’ve ever done is eat an Kit Kat bar whole instead of breaking it apart.
#good omens#crowley coded#I headcanon Crowley does the same thing too just to annoy aziraphale or anyone#kitkat#funny I pissed off my cousin doing this and I don’t regret it#anthony j crowley#crowley good omens#good omens Crowley#maybe I’ll draw this scenario idk no promises
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#having a time again#I fucking hate rsd#I hate just feeling the overwhelming urge to go scorched earth and abandon everyone and everything I’ve ever known#I thought I had it under control and it got triggered again recently#and it leaves me fucking exhausted and regretting all my life decisions in the end#hate fucking relapsing#hate being unable to read people’s minds#being built fucking Wrong#and having people hate me for reasons I’m not even Aware of because I can’t pick up on it and no one just fucking Talks#no one just Says when they’re bothered they let it fester and then it’s My fault#I didn’t Completely burn this bridge yet but god I am staring at it with a lighter and gasoline in hand#all that’s stopping me is that what I’m about to burn meant and still does mean a lot to me but#I can’t keep fucking doing this#it always ends like this#it never fucking changes and I don’t know why I bother I should stay in my little hole Alone where no one can hurt me#and I can’t accidentally hurt anyone else#idk man#having a fucking time#and maybe I shouldn’t even be Talking about it here#becuase who cares it’s social media#but if I don’t spill my guts Somewhere then I’ll fucking explode and cut ties with Everyone in my life at a trigger’s notice#and I need to pour this out somewhere Else#so I Don’t do something I know is Bad#in a moment of fucking rsd anxiety panic attack#lays down under my rock and dies#becomes a mushroom#if I’m a mushroom I’ll have no more problems#the mushroom hive mind will understand me and I will understand the mushroom hive mind
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i would like to go back to virginia and particularly that town bc apparently the town itself is nice we just lived wayyyy outside of it. but so much of my father’s family lives around there and i don’t want to 😭
#idk where my father lives though. maryland? regardless his family also sucks#BUT my internet bestie lives like 20 minutes from there and i’m always regretful that i didn’t grow up there bc then maybe we could’ve met#sooner…… but she’ll be in philly soon and i’ll see her irl again for the first time in 5 or 6 years….
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Tried re-designing a better gi/hero outfit for Calem and I think I like this better than the first rendition. It doesn’t look like a cheap costume anymore
#ninjago#lego ninjago#Ninjago oc#ninjago original character#hails’ art#oc: calem kahale#idk maybe I’ll regret it later but right now it’s okay
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rewatching aloto and my god…….. television really died the day it was cancelled
#GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET TWIRLING MY HAIR WHILE ALSO SPRINTING AROUND THE BLOCK!!!#carson shaw i’ll love u forever#(also im so sorry but carson/lupe dynamic is something very personal and special to me and the DISMAL 27 fics in the ao3 tag is criminal)#does anyone else understand the VISION?????????????#pls………. they’re just really special to me#i just think for a show of majority lesbians why aren’t there more rarepair fics out there!!!!!!!#aloto#a league of their own#ok also i’m only on ep 2 so i’m going on five seconds of lupe content so the rarepair is reeeaaaal rare atm u know#maybe i will regret this later on idk idk but im waiting for the enemies arc coming up sooooon
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like this for a little bob starter based on one of the million and one fun facts i have about him jumping around in my head
#i could write them all down but idk got hit with a funky mood so maybe the short and fun stuff is the way to go#memes ⋆˙ let’s do something i’ll regret
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pondering how Myth and Fear were both exploited and hurt by their conjurers and how Psychic killed his conjurers almost immediately after being created
it's interesting to me at least bc that shows that psychomancers are really only conjured when people need or want something from them. their only purpose for existence is to serve other beings. they are essentially sentient tools. at least from what I've gathered.
but Psychic killed his creators. I wonder why, or how he knew to. I wonder if he ever looked back on it later on and wondered how different his life might be if he'd chosen to serve them. could it have been better than what his current master has done for him? Psychic wouldn't think so, but he can't help but idly consider it. I wonder if he considers meeting his master a lucky break. compared to Myth and Fear, the first half of Psychic’s life was a lot lonelier, but maybe he was better off for it in the end.
he’s likely happier serving someone other than his conjurers because even if he didn’t like it at first, Psychic chose his master. he got a say in who he was to serve. even if living as a tool was inevitable, Psychic was never someone who would accept his fate lying down, not if he had a chance to find something better.
serving his master in the beginning seemed like the most productive out of multiple equally terrible options, but Psychic got to choose it. that’s already much better than what Myth and Fear were dealt, and it wouldn’t have been possible if Psychic accepted a lifetime of serving his conjurers. as a result of that, Psychic probably has much more respect for his master than he ever would for his conjurers, because as far as I can tell, to create a psychomancer is to assign someone a job before they are even born. it’s the magical equivalent of having a child to save your marriage. /hj
it’s an inherently selfish thing, conjuring a psychomancer, and Psychic doesn’t respect selfishness. but his master was willing to take him in, no matter what Psychic’s original purpose for existence may have been, and raise him into something more powerful and deadly than Psi could have seen in himself otherwise. and that is something Psychic can respect.
#in conclusion: if you can't make your own psychomancer at home store bought is fine. preferred actually /jjj#maybe i’ll make an unofficial lore doc after my exams so i can at least keep all this info organized idk#while his own unbending loyalty is selfish in itself; psi’s hypocrisy is a post for another time. thank you and good night#analysis#tea for thought#fnf psychic#psychic fnf#fnf mind games#friday night funkin#psychomancers#cmy gang#doubt he ever actually regretted killing his conjurers but we’ll see what river says lmao#this is more a ramble than an analysis but that’s how I tag all long posts now (joke) sorry#psychic daily
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