#going thru it rn btw

[factoringpractice]

[chonnysinferno]

the going thru it guy

also somewthing that i cant explain. yea like only one person could get what this is referencing

[spaciebabie]

at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!

[cathalbravecog]

first thing i drew on my new tablet to test it out is the tv beast themselves

[milkbreadtoast]

yu junghyeok and prince cedric have like practically the same design (+v similar personality) but listen the Vibes they have r diff... idk if this makes sense but u know charas w tired dilf energy... YJH has that but not cedric.. hes like a baby.. the way I describe it is YJH is babygirl but cedric is just my baby🫂🔥🔥🔥*gets incinerated* SKJDJ idk if it's noticeable at all but I try to capture diff vibes when I draw them....

when i draw cedric i try to go full shoujo... he is a romance novel male lead... sparkly eyes bright colors 90s anime blush... goes full squish mode when drawing him chibi MFNSKJ🤭

but when i draw yjh im like... no i have to convey the Angst and Depression.... *gives him dark circles and takes the light from his eyes*😇🖤

idk if it's noticeable but I also try to differentiate their designs in subtle ways (besides eye color etc),,, I give them diff eyebrow shapes!! I like YJH with triangle brows(thicker at the ends) and cedric w tapered brows(thicker toward the middle) like the webtoon... I also try to make cedric's hair a bit curlier than YJH🥹

[boynarcing]

[vancalox]

louis iwtv screaming in the confessional booth scene but its me and im begging gods forgiveness bc i want to fuck a blonde anime man

[sunset-bridge]

Because I mean this more than words could ever say.

[myrathefarmer]

🫵 You should talk about your OCs. (Please. Respectfully.)

I mean, if you insist :P

I feel like I should note, I created these characters when I was very young. Their stories changed as I grew up but they started as silly number characters I drew when I was bored in math class

This is a lil doodle I did of them recently that I’m not super happy with anymore but it’s close enough to what they will look like when I get around to redesigning them :)

Zero - My main character with strange magical abilities. She’s unlike anyone on the Number Line and wishes she had a place where she belonged. She would do anything for her friends and assures no one is left behind.

Thirteen - Zero and Googolplex’s classmate who is notorious for her bad luck, and struggles to make any lasting friendships. She disappears one night, and Zero is determined to find her

Googolplex - Zero’s childhood best friend, and extremely intelligent. She always has Zero’s back, goes along with her plans, and keeps her out of trouble when things go wrong.

Sixty-One - An acquaintance of Zero who asks for her help to find her sister after Zero successfully brings Thirteen home. She’ll do anything to find her sister so things can go back to the way they were.

Fifty-Nine - Sixty-One’s twin sister. She and her sister were separated at a very young age. Fifty-Nine believes Sixty-One abandoned her, and distrusts her and her friends when they come to save her

This is the most recent version of their characters, and I can assure you the story has changed dozens of times before and will absolutely change again as I figure out the type of story I want to tell, to what audience, and in what medium. And to show you just how old these guys are, this is one of my first drawings of them

[ayyponine]

not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

[emily-e-draws]

Are you going to sell the catpile picture as a print?

Happy to, thanks for asking!! You can find it on my INPRNT now!

[orcnumber1]

I've been thinking about this a lot, and how to word this as gently as possible. Hopefully this doesn't piss anyone off.

I saw a post the other day about how autism is not always this cute quirky thing and there are autistic people who have addiction issues and anger problems stemming from the trauma of just being in the world as an autistic person. And I automatically thought of Nathan in the clip from AotD. Because he is widely classified as autistic in fandom, sort of how many fans classify Pickles as trans (no judgement btw, it's just very widely accepted fanon).

Yeah he was lashing out at his bandmates, and at the fans. He's always chased normalcy because his life has been anything but. I mean seriously, he watched his whole class get killed by a drunk driver, prophetic dreams since he was a kid (he dreamed of his own band but couldn't see any of their faces according to that one Revolver interview) that only got more intense, failing out of school because public schools are not designed for anyone who isn't "normal" - that's a lot to deal with.

Nathan looks at his parents as what a real, "normal" existence should be - fall in love, get married, have kids. He and the other guys, back in the beginning of the show when they were jaded rock gods who couldn't even shop for food at a grocery store on their own, always used to go off about how much they didn't want to be like regular people. But I think the first conversation Nathan had with Abigail made him realize he was getting older and running out of things to write songs about anyway and time was running out for him to get that normalcy he's always secretly craved.

Which is why he threw Pickles and the rest of his band effectively under the bus, especially after he and Abigail hooked up on the sub. He felt like he was so close and he didn't want to lose what he knew would probably be his last chance.

So now in AotD, Abigail dumps him and he's melting the fuck down. He knows he can't have a normal life. He knows he has to write the Song Of Salvation and save the world. He knows he and his band are gods. And he doesn't want any of it. No it's not right or fair that he lashes out at the guys, but he has so much anger and he has nowhere else to direct it at, which can happen to an allistic person as well but sometimes autistic people just can't contain it anymore when they've had enough. It doesn't mean he hates them. Everyone in Dethklok have all said they "hate" each other at some point, look at Skwisgaar and Toki. But the way they act around each other says otherwise. Hopefully he'll realize that "normal" isn't always right, but we won't know that for another week (one more week omg 🫣)

[volcanicflowers]

im looking at the secret santa applicants rn and man let me tell you. chellldos takeover is real as fuck

[kof-xiii]

*eggman voice* my BONES

[fappellmoan]

i dont wanna be a dick and act like i have no responsibility in this but after a point dont u think if all you ever say to ur friend is Omg you never make it out why dont you ever come out with us you bail all the time youre such a flake etc. dont u think that person (me) is like. not gonna feel so inclined to. be there

[daily-linkclick]

daily link click: 3/13/23

burn out