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" you always need to have the last word , don't you ? " / @cursedcupids
#isaiah#cursedcupids#goes by zai#he's a doctor and a big smart ass#puts his career above everything#it's why his relationships never work out#ily pls accept my trash
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hi tumblerers here’s some orufrey i drew for tiktak
#zai’s art#art#witch hat atelier#orufrey#qifrey#olruggio#did you know this song is from#a musical about the fuckin bible???#like.#this is mary and joseph singing ?#what. insane.#dear christians your art goes hard
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I'm kinda js thinking abt that one Dazai quote like
This one (I was too lazy to find this online again pls ignore my highlighting job)
Like it's js rly interesting bc it kinda opens a lot of doors to potential theories for their past like all those theories of their parents dying or leaving it kinda make sense and I like how much potential it has even tho I doubt any of them r canon.
Like what if their parents were horrible and they ended up getting put into the Foster care system and when it finally got a good family they were all murdered or zai had to be taken away again?
What if one of his parents was an addict and couldn't take care of him and when they'd finally started to get better and things got better for zai too something happened?
Like I like all the potential it has ahhh
#i love zai sm#atp my acc might aswell be a dazai fan account#also if ur confused i hc that he goes by he/it/they pronouns#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#bsd
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i love how different red boy and nezha are in LMK and FRZ despite being derived from the same characters :>
#lmk nezha to me has tired grandpa vibes#someday i will draw him smiling trust me#as you can see i took some creative liberties with their skin colors bc the og were pure white and pure yellow#context for the lmk fans: frz red boy is sudhana/shancai tongzi ie. red boy’s redeemed form as guanyin’s attendant#he’s a goody two shoes with good grades :> he’s thousands of years old but still goes to middle school 😭#he has a one-sided rivalry with nezha and he thinks he’s stronger (he isn’t)#he also had a crush on nezha when they first met because he thought he was a girl hehe#they live in the same house with dragon girl (longnü) and guanyin (who is nezha’s temporary guardian)#frz nezha has a poker face 24/7 and he’s a little shit (affectionate)#he’s also kinda hard to draw#he goes to elementary school despite being mega old and his grades are absolutely awful LMAOOO he likes to play more :>#he cut his hair short because he kept getting mistaken as a girl with his space buns (rip long-haired nezha)#i should draw lmk nezha with human ears but i couldn’t resist it elf ears are so fun#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk nezha#lmk red son#fei ren zai#non-human#fanart#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#art#frz#非人哉#frz nezha#frz red boy#frz shancai
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sweet potato fries ran out. sorry if my madness really mounts this week
#sigh#this is my last batch#so im okay today#unfortunately i have math tomorrow#so we'll see how that goes#ill bring my teddy bear cakes#it'll be fine zay :
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I'm so not normal ab him heh🙂
#leehan#boynextdoor#zayns rambling . . . 💭#zay .☁️#can u tell hes my bias lol#im not sane#leehan is so pretty its crazy#im gonna eat him heh#leehan i love u pls never die (same goes to the rest of bnd)
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ok paris trip! cheeky summary :-) (limited by image count lol)
we went up to the artists streets bc i wanted to see the big church and i was fully charmed by the buildings, different areas have very different charms to them. i took a lot of photos of fragments of buildings like these two. i always take pictures like this, the charm of a city comes through in the life reflected in ordinary houses
also big church. pretty. i dont follow Christianity but they sort of went off with the architecture
TWO pyramid selfies for your viewing pleasure. i didnt know there was an upside down one as well! i also did a really bad job at aligning my hand to the pyramids ndjshdjddn
louvre. i love a statue. miss venus was so incredible in person.
this was my second favourite statue(tte?) in the louvre. after miss venus. its from mexico 300-400AD and its a little fella with a WARRIOR INSIDE.
and on the final day we went to the eiffel tower. the scale of it is always insane to me, they have this other teeny eiffel tower built near it which looks big when youre next to it. then the further away you get the scale of the real eiffel tower becomes evident (its in the second photo, on the right behind the trees)
tumblr has limited me to 10 photos :( so not pictured: me getting immediately addicted to petit déjeuner with cafe créme, the teeny apartment out of the city centre we were staying, with a bistro where a guy gave me a free shot of limoncello because it was my birthday:)) the fancy dinner we went to, the selfies i took with liberty leading the people (!!!!), the little video i took blowing a kiss to spain, photos of other tourist-y and less tourist-y areas, the 100 other louvre photos i took 😂
#literally only there for two days total - arrived Friday afternoon left sunday afternoon - but packed in a lot!#my dad lived in france and speaks fluent french which was helpful bc i decided on the last day that i wanted to get crepes#and the highest rated place we could find only had french menus and the staff preferred to speak in french#i struggled with the basic baby french i know but its difficult for me cos i havent studied it since iw as like 12?13?#so when i reach for french my brain usually goes to spanish or if i rly dont know the word. chinese. its embarrassing#the number of times i wanted to ask where the bathroom is and my brain went zai- no donde- no ou - yes!#clown wig: ON#.jtxt
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#digital art#fei ren zai#non human#fanart#donghua fanart#donghua#art#my art#artists on tumblr#local artist finds out she can put multiple colours on the same overlay layer#goes wild and hurts her own eyes in the process#defeteadly has to tone it down
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The only good thing that stupid best Dazai ships poll on Twitter did was provide me a convenient list of people to block
#to be clear I don’t care if you ship something other than skk#but deliberately ignoring canon to make your ship seem better is so 🥴#sig/zai shippers are so annoying#not bc of what they ship but why are they always picking fights with skk shippers 😭😭#I can’t wait till we make some headway in a new arc and Dazai goes back to mainly interacting with Atsushi and Kunikida#it’s a shame bc sigma is an interesting enough character#with his past I mean#but they’re all so loud and wrong#anyway#I probably won’t mention this again#I blocked them so hopefully I don’t see any more bad takes
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As mentioned in this episode, there is a Character Ranker (linked above) on the official AMBITION Tumblr where you can discover who your faves actually are by a very clear mathematical scientific method. (We all have biases. It's okay).
When Maddi and Maggie first recorded this episode, they did the ranker and planned to share it on the blog. Now that it's been, oh, a year or so, they decided to take it again and see if anything had changed in the meantime. Both are listed below.
TAKE 1 - Late 2021
TAKE 2 - Summer 2023
#E04#104 recap#my takeaway is that we're like u cant separate riley&zay#theyre like sisters 2 me#also goes without saying these are all extremely close it hurts to do the ranker so good luck if you do it
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ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ♫♬♪ Lucky Girl
zilla fatu x fem!nurse!reader
warnings: fluff, smut, cursing, creampie, overstimulation.
enjoy 💕.
The ache in your feet was painfully evident as you made your way into you and Zilla’s shared apartment, sliding off the crocs you were wearing, before placing your bag and keys onto the kitchen island. You stepped towards the refrigerator, opening it and grabbing one of the many water bottles placed in there.
Turning back towards the island, you hear a noise come from the living room. A smile grew on your face as you realize the noise had come from Zilla. You quickly inched across the kitchen until you had made your way to the living room.
He was lying on his back with the phone in front of his face. You walked over to him, crawling ontop of him.
“What’s up, ma,” The man underneath you spoke. you moved your head, so your chin was on his chest.
“Hi baby,” my smile was growing just looking at him.
“How’d work go?” The feeling of his big hands playing with your hair made you relax into him more.
“It was tiring, Dr.Johnson still won’t leave me alone, even though i’ve asked him nicely multiple times. I even made it clear to him that I was happily engaged but he said that doesn’t matter. It was just very stressful today.”
While you were talking, Zilla sucked his teeth before placing his hands on your ass.
“He gon get his ass beat. I already told his ass if he fucks with you again, imma bring my ass up there. Call me next time he fucks with you.” You hum against his chest.
“I’m serious, Y/n, you know ion play with you letting people disrespect you.”
“I know, Zay, imma tell him. I just don’t want to get in trouble with the hospital.” You take in his tattoos as you trace over them with your nail.
“Ian gon let you get in trouble, ma, you know that.” Zilla’s facesentence trails off as he sat up making you sit in his lap, making your covered heat press against his dick. You suck your teeth before looking up at him.
“Now why would you do that.” He smirks down at you before grabbing your hips and slowly rocking you against him.
“You said you had a stressful day, lemme take care of you.” Zilla holds you as he flips y’all over, so he’s on top.
“Plus you look sexy as hell in those scrubs.” You roll your eyes before laughing.
Zilla leans down beside your face and kisses your neck. A moan falls from your lips as he starts leaving a mark on your neck. You feel him lick the mark before he starts kissing you further down until he reached the brim of your scrubs.
He sneaks his hands underneath the waistband and finds the lace of your panties. He moves them to the side before his fingers finally find your dripping wet core. “Always ready for me. I get you this wet?” He eases two fingers into me.
I grabbed his arm for something to hold onto. “Zilla, please, I need you.” He looks up at you, with his fingers still going, and smirks.
He fixes his fingers to make a “come here” motion whilst still inside of me. I gasped as my back arched from the couch.
“You need me, ma?” You nod your head quickly hoping he would let you feel him.
Zilla takes his hand from your pants, bringing it to his mouth. “mmm, you taste good.” You feel your body heat up as you watch him, your body getting more and more desperate for him to pay attention to your needs.
He taps your side giving you the sign to lift your hips up before going to pull down your pants. He pulls the pants along with your underwear down.
“Don’t matter how much I see fat ma, I can’t never get over her.” You whine at the comment, trying to cover yourself, making him laugh.
He moves your hand before he goes down and places his tongue flat against your heat, making you arch into him. You place your hand in his hair, trying to hold onto something. You grind against his face, or atleast try to before he wraps his hands around your thighs making you stay still.
Zilla was eating you like it was his last meal ever. You felt the familiar knot in your stomach start to form. He continued devouring you even after you had came down from your climax. He finally pulled away from your heat, giving your inner thigh a kiss, as you tried to steady your breathing. He leaned towards your forehead, pressing soft kisses to it.
“Are you okay?” Zilla asked you, rubbing your thighs.
“Mhm, I need you inside of me,” The words slur from your mouth as you look him in the eyes.
Zilla smirks before his hands find the waistband of his basketball shorts. He pulls them down along with his boxers.
When his dick was finally free from his boxers, you looked at it mesmerized as the precum dripped out of his tip as he lined himself up with your core. He teased you as he slides his tip through your folds.
He laughs as you start squirming underneath him. “What’s wrong baby?” Zilla smirks.
“Please Zay,” the sound was almost a whisper with how quietly you said it.
“Please what? You gotta speak up, mama.”
“Please fuck me, Zay.”
Zilla’s eyes darken as he finally pushes himself inside of you. The two of you moan at the contact, it had been a while since you both had alone time, so you had to readjust.
“You good?” Zilla asked after he bottoms out, keeping himself steady but not moving. You nod and he starts moving inside of you slowly and steady. After a few minutes, Zilla’s hips start speeding up, you feel his tip ramming into your cervix with every powerful thrust.
“It’s too big,” You feel tears well up in your eyes as the mix of pleasure and pain fills your body. Zilla brings his hand up to wipe your tears before bringing your legs to rest on his shoulders.
“You want me to stop?”
“Don’t you fucking dare.” You spoke through gritted teeth as you wrap your hands around his arms, which were planted beside your head.
He changed his position, pushing your legs closer to your chest before he lifts himself up and plants one of his legs onto the couch. You feel him reach a deeper spot in your core. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as you feel his tip reach your g spot. The knot that was once in your stomach forms again as he continuously brushes against your g spot.
“I-i’m gonna cum,” You managed to breath out.
“I’m with you, ma.” He brings his hand down to where the two of you were connected and rubs your clit.
Your hands found his back as you came undone, making you drag your nails across his back, surely leaving marks but you could deal with that later. You let out a loud moan as you came for the second time. After a few more thrusts, Zilla shoots his hot liquid inside of you before softly collapsing on top of you.
After catching y’all’s breath and coming down from your highs, Zilla softly pulled out of you and got up. He walked into y’alls shared bedroom and walked into the connected bathroom, before coming back into the living room a few seconds later with a small wet towel. He cleaned you up before picking you up and taking you to the bathroom to use it.
After you finished up your business and cleaned yourself up again. He picked you back up, taking you to the bedroom, before placing you in bed under the covers. He went to the closet before coming back out with a shirt. He walked over to you again as you sleepily sat up, pulling your scrub top and bra off, you grabbed the shirt from him. You pulled it over your head before laying down once more. You dozed off until you felt the bed dip beside you. Zilla settled down in bed before he pulled you into his chest, kissing your forehead.
THE END
y’all this was my first time writing smut for real😭, please be kind or please leave some tips !!
#⋆˚࿔ juliette’s work 𝜗𝜚˚⋆#zilla fatu#zilla fatu x reader#zilla fatu imagine#zilla fatu smut#zilla fatu fanfiction#jey uso#jey uso x reader#roman reigns#roman reigns x reader#solo sikoa#solo sikoa x reader#jimmy uso#jimmy uso x reader
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Meet the Artist: @rosarrie
Hello! I'm Jesse (she/her) I'm an artist/musician/person-who-makes-things who goes under the alias rosarrie. I love drawing chewy-looking colourful stuff and writing sad-ish songs. I love licorice and ginger flavored food and want to keep making art and songs forever until I die. My biggest art inspos are Ikegami Yoriyuki, Nemuiro, and Alison Zai.
Pleased to meet you, Jesse! She has shared some of her artwork below for you all.
Check out more of Jesse's work over at her Tumblr, @rosarrie!
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Dazai nsfw headcanon drabble
contents ; nsfw, fem bodied reader, brief suffocation mention, switch!dazai.
loves giving!! with dazai in bed, for him it's all about giving you pleasure. of course he wont object to a blowjob or handjob, but he'd much rather eat you out until you're babbling nothing but his name.
he likes to take it slow and steady at first. though, after you've warmed up and readjusted to his length again, he'll be pounding into you rough and fast like you both don't have work tomorrow.
he mixes up praise and degrading with you. one thing about dazai, is he's a mixed bowl. one second he'll be calling you a beauty for taking him so well, and the next he'll call you a dirty slut for enjoying it.
as for dick sizes, hes approximately 7 inches in length when hard, and 6.5 any other time. it's enough to get you full to the brim.
he loves it when you sit on his face!! dazai has something of an oral fixation, he definately enjoys to be suffocated underneath you until you cum on his tongue. maybe cracks a joke about dying under you too, but it's a great way to go.
quickies everywhere. the brunette has no shame, that's one thing about you. needy whines in the detective agency turn to fucking yourself dumb on his cock in a supplies closet. let's just hope you can be quiet enough for poor kunikida not to notice.
his favourite positions are either the lotus, or taking you from behind. something about the close proximity of the first one drives him at the wall, and he enjoys to hear your choked out moans when he pulls your hair or pulls at your breasts.
if theres one thing that does get him, its that he goes absolutely feral seeing you in his clothes. seeing you with his shirt loosely draped over him and seeing the previous marks he made littered over your neck is enough to let him coax you into another session.
he doesn't mind being pegged by you. he doesn't mind any kinks you may have whatsoever, hes a kinky guy himself. but the idea of having you make him ass up head down into a pillow makes him blush.
barely ever pulls out. make sure you're using some method of birth control, because that man wants to fuck you so full of his cum that it leaks out after.
combines understimulation and overstimulation!! he wants you crying and begging only for you to be writhing under him because it just feels so good and you can't take anymore.
Scenario ;
you moan his name, one of his hands clasped over your mouth as he pins you further into your bedsheets. a whine sounds out as your eyes roll back, he's hitting spots in you that you didn't even know existed.
"how's it feel, hm? my good girl.. fuck-.. you look so beautiful, bella."
he smirks, holding his composure well together for saying he's moments from toppling over because your cunt is just so lovely. Dazai brings his thumb down and lazily rubs your clit, uncovering your mouth. you let out an almost pornographic moan.
"hah~.. you just sound so lovely..~ I could do this for hours, and I bet you'd still beg for more. hm? isn't that right, you're my whore. mine. mine-.. fuck.."
asks are open! ( pls send me requests I'll love you forever ) - zai
#dazai x reader#dazai x y/n#dazai smut#bsd x reader#dazai osamu x reader#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs x reader#bungo stray dogs imagines#bungo stray dogs smut#bungo stray dogs x you#bungou stray dogs dazai#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#osamu x reader#osamudazai
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In my business pt3
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y/n TBT TO MY FNF FREESTYLE 😏 @glorillapimp
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glorillapimp 4m
Let’s gooooooo
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luvvr1a 4m
@glorillapimp y’all are fiireeee❤️🔥❤️🔥
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diorjada 6m
im like 80% of them views 😭 this is so harddd
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everybodyhates_tasha 5m
My toddler started bopping as soon as this video played💀 that’s definitely my child cause this is too damn good
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sarahlopezs 4m
@everybodyhates_tasha imagine having a toddler while its hot girl summer
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everybodyhates_tasha 3m
@sarahlopezs Girl dont do me like that
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justlikeamarah 7m
Now y/n i love you but why you lying??? we know you not S I N G L E NO MORE😭
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sedanyprince 4m
@justlikeamarah CALL HER ASS OUT!!!
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moodymagazine Oh moodies! Last year the Louisville rapper #JackHarlow was seen rapping to #y/n FNF freestyle at the club. Do we think this might have been the start of their rumored romance or is it pure coincidence? Let us know in the comments below! ⬇️ Click the link in our bio or head to our tiktok for the full video.
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sneakyshae 3m
man these two never explain shit so we’re gonna be guessing forever unless they post each other
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liloneder 2m
@sneakyshea You are so right thoooo i hate that about them🙄
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@liloneder yo aint no way your momma named you oneder💀
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biglolaa 1m
Yeah but even if they post eachother its gotta be a serious post because them mfs don’t take shit seriously. Always trolling so theyd be perfect together now that i think about it🤔
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now why tf did urban like this post😭😭😭 its a signnnn
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y/narchive Y'all, call me crazy but i might as well change my user to y/nandjackarchive cause these fits look pretty similar to me 👀👀👀 AND at the same party... yeah they gotta be together. As long as our girl is happy i have no complaints though i hope there's flicks of them together at that party🤭
#y/n
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omg this is definitely a hinttt, she has been very happy and like relaxed lately so i hope he has something to do with it🥹
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@y/ncloset RIGHT?! i noticed that tooo
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Omg her and central cee are actually over now that makes me so sad cause i ship them BAD but girl got good taste cause jack fine as hell🤤
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nairobi 12m
WHAT ???? JACKMAN DONT PLAY WITH ME😤
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@nairobi NO CAUSE WHAT DOES HE MEAN???? AND THE NO CAPTION TOO
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urbanwyatt 7m
and the crowd goes wildski🤪
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Urban tell us the teaaaa
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psycholiah 5m
She liked the post nooooooo
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@psycholiah i just fell to my knees in walmart
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Just saw somebody fall to their knees in walmart
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i recognize that booty anywhere and this is y/n without a doubt man 😩💔im heartbroken rn nobody hit me up
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@bbgrlashly HAHAHA ASH you so dramatic stop it😭
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THE WHITE MAN STOLE MY GIRL ZAY😤
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missionaryjharlow 4m
not you in your stepdad era now 🤭🫣
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@missionaryjharlow i wonder if he even met them yet and i really wanna know how thats going for him cause her kids dont play abt their dad💀💀
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#jack harlow#central cee#moody4world#moody fics#jack harlow x reader#jack harlow x y/n#jack harlow x you
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𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝙳𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒 𝚡 𝙰𝙵𝙰𝙱!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
Summary:- You and your detective girlfriend find out you have one more thing in common (dazai finds out her s/o is a monsterfucker,but it’s fine because she it too😌💅🏻)
Pairing:- Fem!Dazai x Afab!Reader
Type:- headcanons/scenario
Tw:- MDNI. use of dildos(monster-dicks),vibrators and cum eating???? Overstimulation??? Begging???
A/N:- had a thoughr at 2AM so naturally i hadd to jot it down ☺️ I hope y’all like it and stay safe everyone!
Okay so i had a silly thought ☺️
Imagine fem!dazai finding out her s/o is a monsterfucker~
Imagine the two of them on Dazais bed just rambling on to eachother and then reader just says “honestly sometimes id just love to be fucked dumb by a tentacle y’know?”
And dazai just nods like “yass girll me too~” but she has this sneaky look in her eye.
-“Zai?whats up??oh no…what did you just think of🤨”
-“Oh no just…hold on”
She goes over to her closet and picks up a box and brings it back to the bed and opens it.
And lo and behold its fuckin filled with an assortment of monster-dicks.
You then look up at dazai like 😳
And all she says is “ive got way better than a tentacle babe~ take your pick”
And when you can’t pick on,she just covers your eyes and makes you pick one to try.
Imagine the rest of the night she just uses them all on you so you can find your absolute favorite…
Well at least that’s the excuse she made to get you on board.
Imagine dazai just goin to townn on you with each and ever one in the box,trying some of her favorite ones twice(just to make sure you get a proper feel for it ofc! she definitely doesnt love seeing your face scrunch up and relax as each one enters your pretty little cunt,each one a different shape,size,length and girth.)
Imagine her going so deep,it rubs against your cervix…imagine cumming so many times that at this point neither of you have kept count accurately.
Imagine her stimulating your clit with a little bullet vibrator as she thrusts the foreign shapes into you revelling in the way you moan out her name and grip the sheets,your toes curling and your back arching.
Imagine her using a vibrating one and just keeping it inside you,buried to the hilt and making u beg to have it pulled out.
Imagine her running her finger along the edge of your cunt,gathering some of your slick and demanding that you clean the mess off her fingers in exchange for taking it out of you.
Imagine by the time your done you feel so sore and exhausted that you can barely even get up to go have a post-coital shower.
Imagine waking up the next day to see that each and every one of the little gadgets had been haphazardly thrown back into their box. Only your decided favorites lying nicely cleaned and dry on your night stand.
Imagine getting just a little sweet revenge on her and buying her one she doesnt have just to use it on her until she cant walk.
Honestly I doubt she’d mind~
I mean she gets to skip work the next day, AND she gets to be your little pillow princess~ It was a win win situation!
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varietymagazine “fame just got to my head,” styles starts. “it was all my fault. im the reason my family was almost broken.” click the link in our bio to learn more about harry styles life, music, and more!
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Harry Styles: The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly! 
When we hear the name Harry Styles, most of us scream our lungs out. The ex One Direction member holds our hearts in his hands without batting an eyelash.
Harry Styles was born in Worcestershire, England February First to Anne Twist and Des Styles making Gemma Styles an older sister. Harry would describe his childhood like any other.
“I was just a normal kid, playing football in my backyard,” he states. “I’d make fun of my sister while she called me a butthead before we’d go and watch something on the telly.”
Styles opens up about being a child from divorce. “My mom and dad had problems. They’d fight here and there and Gem and I would just hold each other in one of our rooms. My parents finally decided enough was enough and separated. I was ten years old, somewhat heartbroken but ultimately relieved.”
When Harry was eleven he met the most loveliest woman he’d ever seen. She’d just moved from America with her dad and five older brothers. The moment Harry saw her, he just knew!
“I couldn’t keep my eyes off of yn. She was breathtaking. I had to get to know her!”
Harry and Yn relationship begins when they were only twelve years old. From that moment they were each others first love. Harry states he’s never felt love like the one he’s had with YN.
Harry opens up about his personal life with his wife and his kids. Including the moment they became teen parents.
“We were young and dumb. The only thing we were thinking about was each other. When she called me crying, telling me she’s pregnant, we were just about to hit fourteen. We’d just started high school and we were scared shitless. I ended up getting a job at the local bakery and our parents helped us as much as they could. When our son was born we never felt so much pride and joy. We created this tiny little human out of love. Nothing has ever made either of us feel more proud.” Styles goes on to say.
Harry then talks about his dream of being a singer. He opens up about how silly he thought it was, but how his mom, sister, and wife talked him into auditioning for the X-factor.
“If it weren’t for my family, I would have never went to that audition! My mom and sister always encouraged me to live my dream. In my head it was a given. ‘Of course they’ll say this, im their son and brother.’ I thought to myself. But YN wasn’t either, I guess it was different when I heard it from her.”
Styles smiles as he discussed how he use to sing their son [Corbin Styles] to sleep. “He’d have this huge smile on his face. Every single time he’d close his eyes, he’d fight his sleep just so he could hear me sing. That’s really when I knew, I gotta audition!”
In that moment, Harry’s life changed forever! He was apart of the biggest boyband in the world, One Direction. Being put into a group with four other boys [Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, and Zayn Malik] Harry talks about his relationship with each band member.
“Being put into a group with four different boys was difficult, sure! Of course it was exciting and love there in the beginning. We’re just five boys who had the same dream. But we’re also five boys with five different personalities, five different voices, five different views of the world, five different love stories. We bumped heads a lot, especially towards the end,” Styles states. “I think after four years of constant tour, no breaks, arguments, screaming, and barely seeing our families, we were all kinda done. At this moment I was married to YN, she was pregnant with payton, so I wanted to be there for her and both of our kids more. Louis was about to have his own baby, Liam was dealing with his own battles, Niall had family troubles, and Zayn had left the band. We were all kinda worn out. It was time we ventured out on our own and see where life would take us. In a way, it made our relationship better. Niall, Louis, and Liam are all uncles to my children. Zayn was my best friend in the band, he was named god-dad.”
We asked Harry about his first album, how it came about. “It was simple really! I’ve been writing my own music for a long time. I went to Jamaica with my wife and kids and it was lovely. I put together my own band, figured out which songs I wanted out there, and once it was ready, we set a date and even prepared for tour.” Harry smiles at the memory. Though it never reached his face.
This is when we asked him about his second album. Fine Line had been release two years after his self titled album, Harry Styles. Hearing it makes your heart break.
Harry talks about his relationship with wife. He opens up about his arrogance, ignorance, and his affair[s].
“I’m not gonna sugar coat it, I was a shit husband for a long time,” Harry tells us. “The moment we made it big, I’d get this big head and think, ‘fuck im the shit!’ so many women wanted me and would do anything to have me. I was weak and stupid. They all knew I was married with kids, I never hid that from my fans or obviously the women id sleep with.” Harry takes a deep breath. “YN and I would constantly argue. She’d cry herself to sleep at night when I didn’t come home or back to our hotel room when the boys and I were on tour. I remember when she packed her bag and left me.”
Harry wipes his tears before he continues. “It was around the last few legs of tour. I’d been sorta seeing at least two women regularly. [for privacy reasons harry didn’t mention names] She wrote me a note, stating she couldn’t do this anymore. She told me I either needed to get my shit together or she’d divorce me and get full custody. In this moment I knew, I needed to find myself again. Once tour was over, I flew to Japan, took a few friends, began the process of writing fine line, and went to therapy. I was gonna do everything in my power to get my family back together. from there, YN, me, and the kids would work on our new dynamic. I was slowly getting my family back.” Harry states.
Harry opens up about how a lot of the fans blamed YN during the time they’d been split up.
“I wanna clear this up, YN had nothing to do with our split. A lot of people assumed she’d been the one cheating or using me. She was always faithful and couldn’t care less if I had millions or pennies. She loved me for me. Fame just got to my head,” Styles starts. “It was my fault. I’m the reason my family was almost broken.”
YN has been known to be vocal to people who constantly hate on her. Harry opens up about the relationship she has with his fanbase.
“I think if you can’t respect your favorite artist relationship, you’re not a real fan. Truth is, YN is my wife. I almost lost her years ago, I’m not gonna lose her over something so petty. She’s the mother of my children and my wife. People should respect that!” Styles states. He continues to talk about her social media comments and post.
“She can do whatever she wants! I don’t control her, nor does my team! YN has always been very open when it comes to our marriage. She’s not gonna sensor herself simply because others can’t get the hint. That’s one of the many things I love about her!” Styles finished.
During our interview, Harry opens up about his next album before he leaves.
“The next albums gonna be filled with more love than anything. I think this one will be filled with dancing, smiles, and laughter. I’m really excited to share it with the world.” Harry states before he politely shakes our hands and walks over to his family.
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