#gods i am. A mess
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torn between telling the truth and asking to push tomorrow's date to sunday and risking him being grossed out, or soldiering through tomorrow and forcing myself to attend and risk having the worst date ever from all the pain.
#rin rambles#i jst threw up my lunch we aint doing well fellas#does this mean i have to eat another paracetamol is that why the pain isn't subsiding#gods i am. A mess#fuck i still have to take my laundry and everything hhhh#just want to crumple and curl in bed and cry#i cant do this im getting a half day off
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NEW BIRTHDAY THEME IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
BIRTHDAY SLUMBER PARTY, HERE WE COME
I think the theme is more loungewear than straight-up pajamas, but hey, I'm not complaining! (and -- look, we still have the groovies, I'm not giving up hope for animal kigurumi until I gotta)
#art#twisted wonderland spoilers#kutsurogi my room#put on the onesie jamil#man i am absolutely LIVING for jamil's adorable embroidered throw pillows#just offscreen is the wall decal that says 'bless this mess'#gosh though i am ready for a year of COMFY BOYS#does this mean we're going to get some kind of canon confirmation about whether or not malleus needs special pillows to sleep#yes PLEASE#god. i can't decide which would be funnier: mal in sweatpants and a vintage gargoyles (1994) t-shirt#or mal in a full victorian-style striped sleep set complete with nightcap that has a pompom on the end#that jiggles up and down with every HONK mimimimi#(this is probably also what riddle sleeps in tbh)#(ace can't even make fun of him because it's just too on the nose)#and hey twst as long as i have your ear APPARENTLY#i want that halloween event to be real and i want a lilia for it please and thank you 🙏#i know it's not his turn for a halloween card but c'mon. pretty please.#i am asking so nicely
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“... oh no.”
#i saw this when i woke up and oh god#poor man but i can't stop laughing#apparently he picked up almost the whole mess? idk#just did this for the funsies and because i am bored#deleting this later#sebastian stan#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#sstanedit#sebstangifs#gbbb
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Wow Dale... There were miscalculations? And who made those miscalculations HMMMM???
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#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop nature au#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#fop dev#fop dale#art#digital art#fanart#comic#I am so addicted to making Dale squirm with the discomfort of his actions and then refuse to change or grow at all#The passive ass way he describes how Dev got hurt#No ''''I messed up'''' No direct apology just “Mistakes were made” YEAH AND WHO MADE THOSE MISTAKES DALE#“this is a correction” god on some level he is learning from his mistake. Trying to make it right but he is allergic to actually apologizin#And Dev will never get that closure he needs because he just CANT find it in himself to say SORRY#Dev finally snapping too... ough.#Years and years of accepting the most basic bare bones acknowledgment from Dale and he is Not having it anymore#God I hope the final page fucking kills you guys
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST REIGEN!!
everyone thanks you for entering their lives :')
#i like making reigen sob his ass off... hes an ugly crier for sure#the balloons were each drawn by the three of them tee hee#dont think i have to say this but plz dont...tag *yknow what ship* ...not trying to spark a fire im a bit worried of ppl misinterpreting?#mob is very dear to reigen their bond is extraordinary... i feel like a peck on the cheek would be normal to them yknow what i mean#i dont see them necessarily as father and son but more like brothers/cousins/family friends... but more complex i suppose#the point is that they saved each other so a kiss on the cheek as a thank you would make sense!#also once again this looks like serirei art but it isnt... im not capable of making them not look gay am i... good god im a mess!#im just glad i finished something for his bday i wouldve kicked the shit outta myself for missing it#actually i did a bit of the reigenweek prompts let me finish some of those... i got the reigen bug lately and draw him lots :)#my art#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama#serizawa katsuya#ekubo
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you ever think about how the horrific thing dorian almost had done to him... is exactly the thing iron bull went to the reeducators to beg them to do to him. yeah. me either. for ten years straight now. what the fuck. wanna be my narrative foil dude. we could fuck about it if you're game and single
#what if I am your mirror image and what I see in you changes with what I see in myself but we're always reflections. messed up honestly#I really want to write out the proper coherent version of this one day b/c it drives me nuts but for now. truly what the fuck dude#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dorian pavus#iron bull#adoribull#'I wanted them to *fix* me. like they'd fixed them' god. bull.#the horror and desperation of 'you tried to -- *change* me' vs. the horror and desperation of 'I wanted them to *fix* me'#bull's greatest fear is madness. I feel sick.
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saw a take so fucking rancid on twitter i almost deleted the entire app from my phone jesus fucking christ
first of all ao3 is an archive site. this is like going to the library and saying "oh i dont like this" on every piece of media you find that you dislike and thinking they should be stamped with some sort of a marker just cause you didnt like it
you can always click back and leave. fic writers owe you nothing to explain themselves and their creations. if they have mistagged or miscategorized fics, then i understand, however there are report tools for that instead of yelling at the artist tbh
im not saying free works arent necessarily above criticism. but this is just. fucking wild. its common courtesy to just enjoy stuff (or fucking leave if you dont, the back button is free) and if the artist specifically asks for critiques, then give one - constructive that is, shitting all over someones work is not proper criticism, mind you
i just find it fucking wild people are treating art and archive sites as social media these days like this and everything needs to be policed and ~catered to the algorithm~ like. no. ao3 doesnt have an algorithm. you should be able to fucking tell what you like and what you dont like and steer away from that kind of content and let people fucking be with their art. they dont owe you anything (except trigger warnings i'd argue, but i know some people disagree with that as well for some reason), and imagine how much more energy you'd have if you only engaged with things you liked and spent time looking at instead of going to places where you dont enjoy yourself. let alone spending time telling other people you dont enjoy what they enjoy. what a fucking life
#like what the fuck#where is the common courtesy of fandoms these days im just fucking asking. its ridiculous#the back button is free. shutting your fucking mouth is free. constructive criticism when people ask for it is nice but only then#these are fucking basic level fandom engagement things#am i old or are people just this fucking awful now that these guidelines dont exist anymore#im just. ough#sorry i had to get this out. idk as someone who has never left unsolicited advice for anyone and never gotten it back it just#it fucking grinds me that people are like this now. like fucking wow#ive been here for almost two decades soon and i still know how to behave. yall better fucking learn#im gonna go back to video game sorry i really needed to yell for a hot fucking second#if you choose to reblog this dont fucking clown on it okay. god#night is an absolute mess on main
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how far we’ve come
#khun#khun aguero agnis#tower of god#kami no tou#keejotscribbles#ik i said i prob wouldn’t be uploading much. but. the power of the Character is not to be understated#hbd my sweet bastard boy who won’t stay dead no matter how many time siu kills him bc siu doesn’t wanna have to account for his smarts#anyway. this was fun even tho i was kinda cranky. got to mess around with my copics and acrylic ink in my technical pen#[sounds of me being torn asunder by pen aficionados] and then messed around w it for an hour in csp#i will be cranky again tho if the upload is blurry bc i am uploading from mobile. fingers crossed#aujgghhhhhHHHHH I FORGOT. HIS TIE. don’t look at meeee#this is why you gotta use reference man. what will i forget next? his smug demeanour?#it’s like the time i forgot anaak’s tail. embarrassing.#fixed it now bc he looked nakey w/o it. og ver can be found in a rb in the notes tho for the nosy ppl out there
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ruri,,, but in keyframes by @blank-house (again) ((help im obsessed this is not a joke))
#I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS YALL my head is a mess rn#ngl after all those micro lore drops from jamie im not even sure if hes a third year HAHAHA god i need to break him#i love elio and percy too ofc but jamie's humor matches me perfectly this is not even funny#i almost cried when he and mc started saying pun after pun after pun yall i was gasping for air#kf fanart#percy tozaki#rui draw smth#perseus tozaki#jamie porter#elio kealoha#cameron molinares#deja lamarre#ruri posting#keyframes mc#kf mc#keyframes#keyframes vn#keyframes fanart#im also. struggling to get the rainy day cg. replayed like 6 times doing different choices#starting the event in different order. first. second. last.#NOT A THING god am i cursed?
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I love how they put the entire budget in this singular shot where ryusei walks in
#and boy oh boy i am not mad#ohohoho i am not mad at ALLL#THIS SHOT COMBINED WITH NAKAMURAS VOICE???? HELLO??!#THIS IS SICK. WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS ACTUALLY SO SICK#THE WAY ITS SO OBVIOUS THAT HES THE STUDIOS FAVORITE?!?!?!?#SHIDOUNATION? GOD IS REAL AND HE LOVES US#that sTARE???!!6$3&:$ HES SO AAARRRAARAGAGGAGAGAGAGSGSHSGHSGAHAGAHAHSJSJAHAHAHRAAA😻😻😻😻 LOOKATMELIKETHATLOOKATMELIKRTHAT#I lowk made a mess at this scene.. :[ (TO MY FUTURE EMPLOYERS THIS MEANS I SPILLED MY CRAYONS)#bro im still talking abt ep 1 ohohoho streets will NOT BE READY FOR WHAT IM FINNA UNZIP-sorry UNLEASH ON YALL WHEN TALKING ABT EP 2#blue lock#shidou ryusei#bllk shidou#bllk season 2#bllk#ryusei shidou#aura’s hues.#my muse: ryusei
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I'm fine. It's fine. Everything is fine.
#interrupting my irregularly scheduled 24/7 jace propaganda to bring thee#but also not#weirdly enough#i was keen on them before but—by the gods and the hells—this season!#and tis such fine feeling to have a female character on mine screen and scream my trademarked 'tis be i forsooth' i cannot even#this be i forsooth#mel medarda#the truest queen that e'er did grace our mortal screens#jayce talis#the sweetest lad that ne'er did wrong in all his days#when you bestow magic upon the cerebral iconoclast and render all her chess moves irrelevant ♡ magic simply operates beyond logic#when you bestow actualization upon the visionary iconoclast and render all his dreams corrupted ♡ reality simply taints all ideals#what fucking fine character writing in these two i am blown#i understand now. that 'roman empire' thing. tis them unfortunately#them be mine roman empire#meljay#i guess#plus i'd be positively inclined to be their third if viktor's busy#no i am not back from my unannounced hiatus#aye these tags are a mess#was there meant to be a poetic meta in the tags? nay. yet when hath such a thing ever stayed mine hand#forget janna. to none but Amanda Overton do i bow. what a goddess she be#arcane spoilers
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once again i really do think armand’s morality and view of his own morality is summed up by “i tried to be good, am i no good?” because he KNOWS he’s not, but he so desperately wants to be good in any way he can be, so that he can be desired. and this in turn means he is deep in denial about any bad he has done other than the deep seated feeling that he is simply “bad” as a vague concept and not the sum of his actions. anyway who’s up thinking normal thoughts about characters.
#this is why he cannot admit to himself that he has done wrong and might not necessarily view his actions as bad or as his fault#even when they are.#he doesn’t think he can do bad because he wants so much to be good. he just thinks he IS inherently bad#which was also part of the CoD ideology but really that belief comes from before. possibly even before marius but definitely after vampirism#HOWEVER whats also interesting is a lot of what happened TO him he cant view as bad either for a multitude of reasons#so he thinks of them as love and that his belief of love and goodness. which is actually bad#thus him wanting to be good is his view of ‘good’ which is not good at all#GOD he’s so messed up#this is another reason i believe he is religious in showverse because this is strongly tied to religion#‘armand isn’t actually muslim’ SHUSH. to ME he is.#does any of this make sense or am i just saying words#iwtv#amc iwtv#armand#tvc#meta
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It's still SO surreal to me that Freddy x Bonnie is a canon ship in main line FNaF. I know people will STILL debate it but it's so damn obvious. When I was 11 in 2014 and I was just getting into the thick of FNaF, I made a TON of shipping artwork with GMod and the models that were available at the time on the GMod workshop. I was SO OBSESSED with those two as a ship and that continued for a year or two until it kind of just faded out with time.
But now with FNaF 9 (Security Breach) THESE TWO ARE FINALLY GAY. I GOT WHAT I WANTED!!!! IT DOESN'T FEEL REAL LOL
Genuinely SO SURREAL.
#fnaf#fnaf security breach#five nights at freddy's#glamrock freddy#glamrock bonnie#glamrock fronnie#i cant believe it#i think its just now hitting me#god#i am a mess help
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eef wieners...
#all the recent re8 shitposts i've been getting on my dash have inspired me#i haven't been really in this fandom for a good 3 years now#but one of my friends mentioned something related to RE and i just fell down the rabbit hole all over again#so here i am#obsessed once again#also you cant convince me that karl isn't the frutiest mf in the franchise#i swear to god he gets gayer by the second#also ethan in general has got to be the most traumatized character#like can this poor man get a break#just let him live in peace like the regular joe-schmo suburban dad he wants to be#these tags are a mess#sorry about that#the worms in my head demanded pittance#re8#ethan winters#karl heisenberg#resident evil#resident evil village#wintersberg#sorta#my art
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let’s be super clear: there is zero canon evidence that alden ever pressured or neglected any of his children. zero. if you want to make him that way for fic or fanon purposes, fine. you do you. but the second you try to use that in a serious anti alden argument, you lose credibility
#if you’re going to bring up alvar’s whining think about this: when fitz was born alvar was twelve years old#when biana was born alvar was fourteen#OBVIOUSLY the parents will pay more attention to the younger children than the teenager!!!! this is common parenting sense#there’s also no evidence alden prioritized fitz above alvar or biana#if you don’t believe me: think about this. when has BIANA ever complained about alden favoring fitz? she doesn’t#alvar does but that’s because alvar’s only personality trait is whining that he has to share (yes SHARE) the spotlight with fitz#he says he grew up under immense amounts of pressure but there’s no evidence that alden was the one putting that pressure on him#it reads more like a societal thing. like ohohoohoho look at the vacker boy over there we’ll see how he holds up#and if you don’t believe me on THAT just read biana’s registry file. it’s clear that she was put under a lot of pressure----#----not by alden but by her peers at foxfire. the council. other elves. there’s nothing from alden#alden is a good parent guys. you all forget that he grew up under these exact same conditions#he’s a good parent full stop. not “oh he’s trying” not “well he’s a little messed up but he’s doing what he sees as best”. good parent#i am still working on the sending his kids to search argument. just wait. that’s coming still#but god people act like he sent his kids to scope out murderous cults and not take short trips to watch random girls from a safe distance#kotlc#kotlc alden#pro alden vacker
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more gunslinger abigail my beloved 🫶
+ sadigail crumbs ofc (u guys why haven't i seen any drawings of abi braiding sadie's hair 😠)
#i KNOW sadie gets frustrated braiding her hair some mornings#thank god abigail is there to help always#only want to draw this abigail from now on idc about canon anymore#just wanna draw them being gfs in love comitting crimes :(#also im trying to draw more backgrounds! they're a mess but i am trying y'all#sadigail#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption 2 fanart#red dead redemption#abigail roberts#sadie adler#abigail marston#gunslinger abigail#evgarart#my art
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