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seokmatthewz · 1 year ago

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besties if u never hear from me again its because my classes murdered me in cold blood

#30% participation grade for 2 semesters in a row AND two presentations. i cant do this i CANNOT #im an INTROVERT i have VERY BAD ANXIETY i am looking at these people in my classroom knowing they may see me cry FKLSDKLFDS #god........................agony #iri.txt

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!

(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)

#tiger tiger #remy bonnaire #jamis arlesi #Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? “I wish you would look at me like that?”#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!

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chloesimaginationthings · 4 months ago

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FNAF Into the pit got William Afton a new hater..

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mikakuna · 8 months ago

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jason as a child looking to bruce with so much love and trust is extremely important to me

#look at his face in the last two ☹️#that's his dad bro please look at them #both their smiles in the last one ARGH the agony is too much #bruce was jason's dad oh my god #he loved that man with his entire little heart #jason todd #red hood #batman #bruce wayne #dc comics #robin jason todd #second robin #batman comics

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ganemouchie · 2 months ago

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Oogie boogie

#i finished protocol btw *screams of agony*#another protocol piece incoming because oh my fucking god sam. Oh ohgo-#i also really want to draw lena the icon that went “ you know what? no longer my fucking business. have fun xoxo”#anyway ahah #the magnus protocol #tmagp #tmagp fanart #tmagp chester #chester tmagp #jonathan sims #jon sims #my art #artists on tumblr

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sootnuki · 8 months ago

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strike me, pierce me straight through the heart 🔪❤️

(bloodless version below cut)

#sam and max #my art #GOD PLEASE JUST TAKE THIS. I AM IN AGONY

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forzathunder · 4 months ago

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"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity

that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him

#i have so many thoughts on these two #hes such a clingy brother wth #as much as he soothes her it is only by asking lucrezia verbally or #by looking at her that his fears and insecurities in her life can be soothed #cesare torn between - being relieved she had some joy in the ruthless marriage he had no power to prevent and did not even want to bless #or being envious there is someone else now when his little sister once said she will not love anyone as much as she loves him #but Accepting it anyways because it is impossible loves and maybe he is starting to become aware his love falls in this same category.#“should i envy this narcissus low-born who shall never see you again because of his impossible love for you when i love you just the same?”#the knife more surprise than fear. in a time when he did not love himself...“she accepts me as i am? as i do her”#biting her as if another black panther pet looking for reassurance that their love #that HE is still included in her perfect world even if he himself pulls away #“surely you're in agony as much as i am? are you already satisfied with your child and husband if we cannot share our love openly?”#“your eyes drift to mine when you say 'husband' am i not he? do you see me as so even when it was just 'tonight'?”#and then his sudden gaze as if to look for truth because how can she forget him when he only thinks of her #AND AGAIN pulling away being eaten by shame and guilt of corrupting her (when their relationship is not just his doing)#torn between hope (we have the capacity to forget and move on) and hope (our love has that much devil power over her)#cesare as the god or the devil or whatever it is that overwhelms whether at war or in love #cesare is one confident man and even if his insecurities has layers of righteousness and importance..it is still insecurity nonetheless #and only for lucrezia #lucrezia borgia #cesare borgia #cesare x lucrezia #the borgias #dailyborgia #perioddramaedit #perioddramasource #weloveperioddrama #onlyperioddramas #romancegifs #the borgiasedit

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transmechanicus · 7 months ago

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The transgender contrast of loving your parents but also for Trust Reasons longing for an additional external authority figure you can count on more unconditionally to support or protect you that totally doesn’t risk becoming a kink

#my stuff #haha yeah i’m so loyal and trusting and will serve you unto death #this in no way is derived from the agony of being misgendered by my parents all my life #which is ongoing btw bc ‘there’s nobody we know that i trust to talk about your transition with’#LIKE HM MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABT WHY THAT IS #MAYBE ITS BC THOSE PPL ARE IGNORANT CUNTS THEN #anyway haha what if you were my superior officer and i killed for you like a dog #what if you were my god and i followed your compulsion to kill and eat until you were satisfied #what if you kept me to yourself and looked after me in private as i do you in public #what if my loyalty was rewarded #what if i had no obligation but duty to you #what if you made it all ok

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smashwolfen · 9 days ago

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