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oh my god he’s so fucking cute
#i’m getting more confident in the idea that my feelings are mutual#bc. he introduced me to ponytown today#he had mentioned wanting to get me into it#and today was the day#i’ve been laying the ‘flirting’ on pretty thick bc i know he’s oblivious#and. i want him to notice this shit#but today he was being. really cute. really really cute#the first emote he showed me was the kiss one. obsessed w that btw it’s adorable#he trapped me in a box and then built a cute little house for me#<- this doesn’t sound like flirting but this guy talks abt trapping the characters he’s attracted to#he taught me all the etiquette and we cuddled on the main map#he left for a moment and when he came back he had a gift of flowers for me#when a shared mutual of ours joined in he still sat near me mostly#i was tabbed out for a moment and when i tabbed back in there was a whisper from him going ‘can u please kiss me back </3 </3’#many pony smooches were shared. it was so cute#i was able to fluster him once or twice. he flustered me a couple times too#but like. oh my god. oh my god oh my god he gives me such butterflies#i. want to tell him tomorrow. i don’t know if i’ll be able to but dear god i want ti#want to* whatever#esp bc i’m going to the beach with friends on friday#so if it goes bad i can hang out with them and feel better#and if it goes good i can hang out with them and everyone will be happy for me#that shit felt like a date though. i feel like i went on a date with him#god. okay. relax
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OUGH call me Big Shane Silva the way that episode had me falling over and torn into pieces fuuuuuuuuuck oh the Trudy and Francis heart-to-heart... The group hug... The gunkata... The middle-aged witch yuri... The hole in the stars... MAN.
#dndads#the peachyville horror#GAHHHH TAG RAMBLE AS ALWAYS THIS SEASON IG#Also sidenote I kinda needed to relax a bit after work to get into the episode so I grabbed a beer from the brand ''good robot''#in Trudy's honor hehe#Anyways yeah I always love going through the tag and reading everyone else's impressions afterwards#And like a lot of you I mean fuck that episode was SO funny but those last few minutes almost had me in tears of the sad variety#Almost! Agh that was so good#But the bits this episode were insane#Unfortunately I'm a really big sucker for jokes getting beaten into the ground so I'm really weak to Freddie's shit#And truly only laughed harder each time he did a BIG SHANE SILVA quip#Fuck on that note lowkey too bad that he died I was kind of curious what would come of his whole deal#But! Definitely a win for Francis that he's out of the picture#Speaking of Francis- YIPPEE HE LIVES!#Fuck the wrack sisters part was so good (also guys the spell is wrack with a w haha but I mean. 😏 in our hearts it's rack)#Matt's so real for making up a version of Kamonwan through a bit and growing attached to her he's just like me fr#Also not to ship Kelsey with everyone she meets but. 👀 I'm looking respectfully.#Oh but MAN the part about Kelsey temporarily switching with another version of herself from a world where the hour of the hole comes to pas#That was FUCKED oh man now *that's* the juicy cosmic horror shit that gets me#Also loved the more direct nods to this mysterious god from below and the confirmation of its ties to fire/burning-#I can't remember what I wrote on that many episodes ago in my pure conspiracy theory rambles but I've lowkey been waiting on this#<- But that's just for me. I'm excited about the pantheon getting fleshed out is all.#Still waiting on the maggot wh0re to make an appearance... *I* haven't forgotten about you maggot wh0re...#Fuck okay anyways I think that's it for now lmao good episode good episode AH AND SALLY DOG IN 2 WEEKS YESSS#dungeons and daddies#spoiled peaches#francis farnsworth#trudy trout#kelsey grammar
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You said you would always look at me.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 9
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#pdribs#userrain#userjjessi#userspicy#*cajedit#*gif#im fine i say (im a puddle on the floor) sometimes u gotta gif something already giffed to color it your way...& for all the little details#the deep relaxed breath chen yi takes in the first gif Before he recgonizes ai di...yet is still soaking up the sight of him...#vs the third gif where chen yi pulls back just the tiniest increment to get a better glimpse like...wait...ai di.#and the fourth where his eyes flick over ai di's face like... oh. *ai di.* EVERY MINUTE SHIFT IN HIS GAZE MEANS SOOOO MUCH#and ai di too the way he cant meet chen yi's eyes & the tear falling like theres something so poignant abt chen yi having this realization#and ai di not seeing it. but he's still stroking chen yi's arm? the heartbreak in that. the love in that. & then ofc chen yi reaching up#to meet ai di where he is before bringing him back down to him....his eyes opening a fraction when he feels another tear. checking in...#telling him its okay with his kisses. chen yi's hand sliding around ai di's chest to the back of his neck instead. ai di's fingers brushing#chen yi's neck as his tear slides down chen yi's face...how we dont SEE their hands clasp but we see the way they move to make it happen.#we watch as it becomes more and more mutual.... and finally the thing that makes me the most insane:#ai di's tear sliding down chen yi's nose & back to his own face in the last gif. i cant even. talk about that. just... GOD.
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so, tumblr, here's a little cheated x thorn thing I wrote. (I say 'little' as if I didn't spend three whole days on it. It's pretty long. Take heed.)
i don't exactly know if it's one of my best works? and it feels a little like multiple ficlets condensed into one, but hey, productivity is productivity.
just know that cheated and thorn are wholesome, flawed, adorable, bumbling little guys, who hurt and yet heal.
“Must it be so fucking cold?” The Cheated jerked his hand aside sharply, flinging some snow off the back of his palm—and nearly tossing that hand away with it. He narrowly caught the appendage in mid-air, muttering curses as he haphazardly jammed it back onto the bloody stump.
The Thorn chuckled, her scarred fingertips playing with a barren tree-branch. “There’s trees and grass around. I could weave a coat for you.”
His face flushed—no, he wasn’t flustered or anything, pah, must’ve been the damned weather—and he quickly turned away. “There’s no need. Really.”
She twirled around to face him, tangled hair drifting with the winter winds. “Come on, then. We’re almost there.”
They crossed a couple of meanders, punctuated by someone’s constant grumbling and the amusement of another.
The Thorn got bored of the journey at some point, and before he knew it, Cheated’s complaints were cut short by a snowball smack in the face. His grimace turned to a grin as he pelted one back at her. She retaliated in turn. He tried to strike, but she ducked in time. She got him as he was packing snow into another ball. It went on like that.
Her smile was playful, catlike. He’d stared at that smile for too long, and his heart raced, and something hitched in his throat—until a fresh hefty dose of snowball interrupted his simpering.
And they chased each other about the Endless Woods, until Cheated was breathless and his legs were both on the verge of falling apart again, red flesh sloshing against flesh.
Thorn propped him against a rock, fixing his limbs back in place. “I’m sorry. That…wasn’t what I took you here to do.”
He leaned back, trying (and failing) to wink at her. “It’s all good. No worries, I swear.”
She giggled. “That wink was nasty. Did Opportunist teach you?”
“Should’ve known better than to trust that smarmy shit-load.” He shrugged—
—or tried to, but she held his arm in place. “Ah, no. Not yet.”
Cheated rolled his eyes. “How much longer?”
“When you finally decide to stop complaining and let yourself rest.”
He cracked a smile. “Bloody hell, we’ll be at this rock for ages.”
She laughed. “Hey, at least you won’t have to see that ‘smarmy shit-load’. Trust me on this one.”
But it took a little less time than ‘ages’ before the Thorn took his hand in hers, scratches and scabs brushing past each other, and led him across the snow again. His strides were brash and wide; her silent footfalls never strayed far.
Eventually, the snow gave way to grass. He toed a close-set cluster of grass-blades, a dent left in the clumps of snow that flanked it. “Huh. What’s this doing here? Are the woods changing again or something?”
“There.” She pointed.
He squinted into the distance, before he fully registered the sight and gaped in dismay. “No fucking way. A path in the woods.”
Her smile was subtle, but sneaky all the same. “Where it ended, no…where we began, again.”
His gaze followed the path. It snaked uphill, and he could barely make out scattered red blossoms, further at the end…
He nearly choked. “This one? The exact same place?”
She sidled closer to him, giving his hand a squeeze. “I told you, I did have something to show you.”
The Thorn had to yank him back pretty hard before he could recklessly scramble up the hill.
“No-no-no-no-no—” He nearly fell flat on his face, but Thorn’s grip on him never faltered— “how? This isn’t—the woods are endless, endless, there’s a crap ton of cabins just lying around—how did you find this one?”
She ascended the path, at times in unsteady stumbles, at times with easy grace. “I’ve been wandering for a while.”
She tripped, but Cheated held her steady—except he teetered and went off-balance himself, and the two of them soon went careening into the dirt. Lesson learned: floundering around does not prevent you or your companion from getting a mouth full of hill.
She leant over him, a hand on his shoulder. “Are you okay?”
Peeling his face from off the floor, he spat out a glob of something unidentifiable. “Are you okay?”
She shook some mud off her face, off faded burns and pink-white wounds. “I didn’t expect the climb to be this...tough.”
“Nor did I,” he admitted. “Hell, I didn’t pay much mind to the climb myself the first time.”
As she got up, her smile was wan. “You weren’t this cut-up the first time, were you?”
“Damn getting cut-up. I survived it better.”
Her tail gave a little flick, curious. “What do you mean?”
“This one was way worse. I was a lot more worried about, I don’t know, the fact that I’d just gotten stabbed—”
As soon as the words left his mouth he knew, he knew that he’d fucked up.
Of course.
Of course she’d know that he got stabbed, she’d been the one who stabbed him, they’d built that trust here so precariously, so in spite of all that had happened between them…and he’d remind her of that, here, now?
But Thorn only gave a tinkling little laugh. “Well, I do know, and I can’t blame you. I was a little preoccupied with getting stabbed myself.”
Oh. Well, he did stab her too, sort of…but she didn’t seem too mad about it. Cheated felt himself exhale. “That wasn’t my fault, by the way.”
She shrank back and covered her mouth in mock-surprise. “Oh, I definitely never knew that. It’s totally not like you’ve said that before, perhaps just once—”
He groaned. “Hey, now...”
“—oh, maybe you said it twice, no, a thousand times already—”
“Come on, it can’t have been—”
She leant forward and placed a single, dainty finger on his lips. “You grouchy little thing. Of course I know. But we’re over that, aren’t we?”
He had forgotten how to breathe. Or move, or speak. Or keep the blood from rushing to his cheeks again, too warm, too fast; or to keep his face from betraying just how much he felt, and could never help but feel—
The Thorn skittered ahead. “Follow me. You do want to see this, don’t you?”
“H— Now, how dare—” He finally remembered words again. “How-dare-you-do-something-like-that-not-fair-what-the-hell-you-little-not-fair—”
She winked at him.
And he had to admit that it was a lot better than his shoddy attempt from earlier.
They trudged on.
They fell against the soil and stones, again, again. She got up. He flailed about. She picked him up by the back of his collar and nearly considered carrying him the entire way uphill, but he protested so hard that she mentioned something about tossing him back down instead. Oh, she couldn’t have meant it (surely?), but it shut him up nonetheless.
They reached the top together. Red poppies in full bloom lined the path, in rich clumps and heavy clusters. Thorn bent down, pawing at the flowers.
“Huh. I knew there were poppies.” Cheated paused. “But I never really asked why.”
She gingerly reached for a single blossom, handling it by the stem. “I don’t know either.”
“No?” He lowered himself to the ground, sitting cross-legged beside her. “I guess I always thought you were behind them somehow.”
“Maybe I was.” She gently tilted the poppy, angling it, red petals tinting light in the diffusing dusk. “Subconsciously, perhaps. I never actually saw them, not until I…until we left.”
The Cheated shifted in his seat, closer to her. “I saw them when I came, I think.”
He paused.
“I just didn’t know what they meant.” Cheated gazed at the flower she was handling. The petals were the same colour as her wounds, and his own. “If they really did mean jack-shit.”
Wordlessly, Thorn snapped the poppy from its stem. “Maybe they didn’t.”
“Ah.” He had no idea how to respond. “Well, fuck that then—”
“Shh.” She lifted the flower between her thumb and forefinger, tender as a lover’s embrace. With her other hand, she probed the side of his head; his choppy matted locks, the slashed wings he had in place of ears.
“What are you doing?” he asked, but he never drew away.
She raised the poppy-flower to his temples. “I trust you now,” she said simply.
The Thorn slipped it into the Cheated’s hair, placed it snug above a wing, and fixed it with a few deft motions; an eternity softer than the hues of sunset before them…before, at long last, she pulled away.
“Maybe the flowers don’t mean anything.” Their eyes met, her green against his gold. “Not by themselves. But they can be so much more, to us.”
“What…” He felt the side of his forehead, where the flower was. The petals were soft beneath his coarse, calloused fingers. “You…You—That was…”
He let it linger for a few beats.
She retreated a few steps, eyeing him. “It does suit you.”
“I—” He shot to his feet. Air hitched in his throat, and if he hadn’t blushed enough earlier, he certainly did now. A lot. “That was—you devious little—! That—the flower—you—it…”
“That flower.” Thorn rose with both hands clasped behind her back, smirking just subtly. “Me.”
“Bah.” He let his hand fall from the flower. “You know, Thorn?”
“What is it?” Her scars, her burns, those delicate features, those eyes crafty and cautious; they caught the fading sunlight and played with it, danced with it and bathed in it. Just like the flower she had picked, soothing soft, better somehow.
His eyes fell away from hers. “I don’t know why I find you so damn pretty. But I do. And you are.”
She stepped closer to him, came before him, next to him. “It’s a little hard.” Her hand slipped into his, fingers intertwining.
“What is?”
She turned, and her stare fixed steely. “To say ‘I love you.’”
The ruins were still there.
“Um…” Cheated followed her gaze. He shot her a quick glance before looking back, hesitant. “Fuck, I don’t know if it feels right here. Should we enter?”
The wood was just as charred and broken as he remembered, the brambles and thistles that overran it just as wild. But it never deteriorated: there were no new splinters, no unfamiliar growths. Only the same encroaching vines, creeping in place, ever-threatening to devour something that once was whole. Something that had given up. Something surrendered to nature.
And yet it remained frozen in this little enclosure of flowers and grass.
She reached out, eyes closed. She took a deep breath, and another, until her arm flinched back and uncertainty flickered over her face.
His grip on her hand tightened. “Something’s wrong, right?”
“Not really…” She took a wary step forward. “No, we should go.”
Cheated raised an eyebrow. “Sorry, but all the signals I’m getting right now are telling me that we should, in fact, not go. Look, I know a good wager when I see it—”
“Do you?” Thorn was already walking, leading him along.
He scowled. “Maybe not, but this is…Thorn, this is where you were bound. I remember it, and I remember it well, but just now—I’m sorry. This isn’t just where we met again for the last time. This is…this is a fucking place of pain.”
Her face fell. “I know.”
“Then we don’t have to go.” Gently, he tugged her hand back.
She shook her head. “The wilds speak to me. They were more welcoming last time—they bent to my will.”
“And now they don’t?”
She didn’t meet his eyes. Fuck.
“Thorn.” He swivelled around to face her and gripped her shoulders. “I know you probably brought me here to show me this place, but I’m not trusting this place, you know how it tried to hurt us—”
“We go.” A resolute growl lay beneath her tone.
“You can’t be serious.”
She was silent for a long while, and then she sighed. “I really am sorry. I don’t want to hurt you. But maybe it’s wrong because it’s supposed to be. Maybe we need it, the closure it brings us, whatever it is.”
Cheated winced. “Well, I sure as heck don’t like the feel of this place. But, alright, if you insist.”
Thorn didn’t smile.
They slipped past the empty door-frame and descended in near-silence. The only sounds Cheated could hear were their breathing—hers slow and measured, his erratic as ever—their footsteps, and the faint rustling of the prickly roots that now writhed and shifted.
“Is this your doing?” he asked about the wilds’ movements, after nearly tripping over an unwelcome bramble.
She never looked up. “I can’t tell anymore.”
One step. Another step. Hand in hand. Wordless. Another step, another step. Cheated really didn’t like how grim it all felt, how dreadful. Like a bad hand played before you send your deck to shit.
They reached a narrow clearing. Flanked by vines, tangled and knotted into shape, leaving behind some hollow mimicry of a basement. More thorns crept over the ground, blanketed it fully. A few lay limp and lifeless, some thick and some thinner, all severed and scabbed over where the Cheated had cut through and set the Thorn free.
Thorn knelt and pressed both palms over her former prison. She shut her eyes.
“Careful,” warned Cheated. “The thorns are, well, thorny.”
Despite everything, she gave him the slightest smile. “Of course I’d know.”
He wanted to kick himself. Of course she would, these very thorns bled her.
She frowned, opening her eyes, and jerked a hand back as if it had been stung.
“Woah, hey.” He leant down, though he wasn’t sure how he could help at all. “Are you sure you’re okay? Really—”
“Yes,” she snapped. “Wait, no. No. Something’s wrong.”
“Tell me,” he urged. “We can leave, we can always leave, you don’t have to deal with this, not now and not ever—”
“This is where you cut me free.” She stood. “This is where we embraced. You released me. We healed.”
“And it’s also where you were hurt!” Cheated couldn’t understand. What was this? What was going on at all, what was he supposed to do, what the fuck would the right move be in this situation? “It’s also where…I hurt you. You hurt me. Let’s just get all of this over with.”
“I hurt you,” she echoed. “The roots are lonely, yearning. They retain where we forget. I read them, and they show me pain…”
She sighed.
“But you trust me. You do trust me.”
“Yes!” Could anything be truer? “No shit, now, if you told me to jump off a cliff, you bet your life I’d jump off that fucking cliff—”
“Would you?” Her tone was wary. “Is it still the same?”
He didn’t know. What could she mean? “I don’t know, nothing’s changed, I just—it’s gotta be the same, dammit, what else—” It couldn’t be like this, everything they built couldn’t be this fragile, it couldn’t be like this, so sudden…He slumped. “Do you trust me? Have you ever?”
She didn’t speak.
He didn't know how to read that expression, and it—it troubled him.
And why did he fucking ask that? Why, just why? Why didn't he just let it slide, why didn’t he just grumble a little and move on, why didn’t he ever think before he fucking spoke, god-damned loser, why…
The Thorn's voice came out in a single whispered breath. “I want to.”
Why was it like every sentence he spoke was the wrong choice? “Good. Now let’s just—”
Cheated was abruptly cut off when something knocked him back into the ground, his mangled body tumbling down, hands closing around his throat, claws digging into rough skin, of scars closed and re-bled. Her eyes were wide, suspicious, faltering, keen—
“You trust me!” She yelled, straddling him, her maimed chest rising and falling with every rapid breath. “Don’t you—you don’t and you never have, but you do, you do—”
“I—” he gasped, even as he could feel every rough scar on her hands digging deeper into the skin of his neck. “—what are you—Thorn, it’s me—don’t…”
“And how long will it take before I return to my nature?” Her voice trembled even in...no, this wasn’t anger, this couldn’t be anger, it couldn’t. “How long before I need to save you from myself?”
He couldn’t speak. But this couldn’t be it. This couldn’t…no…not again, they couldn’t return to the hurt, the lying and hatred and schemes…
“I’ll make you trust me for as long as you live.” She whispered, leaning down, her lips almost brushing his. “I’ll make sure you never think about betraying me ever, ever, ever again, never in your life. And…and I won’t do it again. I can’t hurt you, not if I never get the chance. This is kind.”
She strangled him, harder, tighter.
“I’m being kind. I have to be.”
Gold eyes searching, pleading, beseeching into green.
“I can’t…hurt you again. Don’t struggle…don’t hurt—”
And suddenly, everything let go all at once. He gasped, he could gasp. Something horrible, weighted, heavy had cleared away. Her hands fell back. The claws retracted with a soft click. She stood and knelt again, bending listless over him, like a poppy-flower close to withering away.
He rolled over and retched and coughed, chest roiling and heaving as the air rushed in, deep and all too welcome.
Only tension remained. A breath. Then the Thorn shifted, veering aside, wrapping her tail around herself.
“I can’t be sorry enough,” she said. She gazed at him, something between loving and remorseful, so remorseful. “Cheated…”
It trailed off into the quiet.
He sighed and pulled himself up. He dusted himself off. Sure, his limbs were still falling off every which way, but at least he didn’t get decapitated. But everything felt loose, about to rip apart.
That wasn’t the point.
He walked over to the Thorn and offered her a hand. “You coming?”
She only looked up at him with those mournful, cautious eyes. “You don’t understand. I—”
“Oh, I do know that getting strangled fucking sucks!” He snapped. “I hated it, what the fuck? I’m done with this damn load of bullshit, I’m fucking done, who the hell—Fuck this, fuck all, and fuck you, and why would you even think of going here, and what the fuck told you that strangling someone was a fucking good idea, and—and…”
She only looked down at her hands, still as stone.
He cursed himself. Whatever the right move was, this certainly wasn’t it.
“Sorry,” he muttered. “I guess—you didn’t mean to do that. I…yeah, I think I understand. I didn’t mean to lose my shit with you either. Really. I didn’t mean that.”
There was no response.
“Sorry,” he tried again—
“No,” said Thorn. “I’m the one who should be sorry.”
This wasn’t going anywhere.
“How long will it take before I return to my nature?” Cheated slid onto the unfurling vines, coming to a seat beside Thorn. “It’s not like I’m all sunshine and rainbows myself, you know.”
She buried her face inside her palms, littered with pink scratches. “It’s…you’re different.”
“How? It’s just as you said. You hurt me, I hurt you.”
“Yes.” She brought her knees close to her chest, huddling into herself. “But you stopped it. You gave me a chance.”
He scoffed. “We started it, and you were only protecting yourself. It wasn’t fair, not for you.”
“Such a righteous heart.” Her smile was wry, but it flickered false. “I guess we really are the same.”
There was another quiet moment, one of careful hesitation; a tentative dance over a bed of thorns.
“Do you think I wouldn’t forgive you?” Cheated finally said.
Thorn looked away.
“Okay. I forgive you.” Blunt, stupid, but there. It was out. “Not that it felt very nice, but I—you said it yourself, you were trying to save me in some twisted way. I’ve got to respect that.”
“But you were hurt—”
“So? We all play a bad hand from time to time. Does that mean you straight-up lose the whole game?”
She pursed her cracked lips. “I might. And when I lose…what I stand to lose now, it terrifies me.”
“Alright.” He drew himself closer. “Look at me, Thorn.”
She didn’t budge, not at first.
“Look. At. Me. You have eyes.”
It was slow, but at last she turned. Shameful, tense, wavering in her uncertainty.
She saw him, drank in the sight of him: all sliced-up flesh, grisly scars, a tattered suit smeared with grime. He wasn’t a pretty thing.
And still the poppy bloomed snug in his hair. Red as roses, red as blood, red as a love borne and bathed in pain.
“Damn you,” he spat, “if you think I need saving from you. I know bloody well what it means to trust and lose, thank you very much. And damn you if you think I’d stop caring about you, damn you if I’m not sitting through it and waiting, waiting, even if you cut me and bled me and slashed me up and skewered me a billion times—well, damn the pain, I’ll still be here…but you never would. ‘Cause you’re too good for that.”
She fidgeted with a single tendril from her hair. “I wouldn’t be so confident about that. Especially not…”
She paused.
“I don’t ever want to go back,” said the Thorn. “Not to the lying and the hatred and the schemes.”
“You’ve changed.” His gaze hardened. “The old you would never take anyone out because she was scared of what she’d do to him. She’d lure him off and leave him to rot.”
“Mm.” A genuine smile, finally, played across her gaunt face. “I would. But dead is dead.”
“And gone is gone. Like the Witch, who’s now the Thorn, and if she’s the same little monster, I’m wrapping myself up and heading straight to Razor’s door.”
That made her chuckle. “So you really think I’ve changed.”
“No shit. I…” And there, there were the words that were never easy for him to say. “I love that. And I love you.”
“Oh?” It was gradual, almost imperceptible, but something lightened within her poise. “Then I must say…I do. Love you too, I mean.”
“Let’s go.” Cheated couldn’t help himself from grinning like a total idiot as he stood. Thorn laughed, and he swatted at her in jest. What ensued was a disgruntled Cheated and a smirking Thorn both scrambling to reattach his elbow.
Hands clasped, the two of them left the thorns behind and stepped out into the ebbing day.
#can you believe this was supposed to be a short little fluff scene. oh silly me i wonder what went wrong#god they're so idiots. mi blorbette thorn i'm holding her tightly and squeezing her until the juices run red#wait what did i just say. nothing at all#projecting hard onto cheated man...i wanna help her so bad she is to be cherished and beloved and#okay but there's so much to be done with thorn. i love you thorn. marry me thorn. thorn#neverpathia not simp in the tags challenge mission impossible#slay the princess#stp#stp voices#stp princess#stp thorn#stp the thorn#stp cheated#voice of the cheated#yeah i'm actually having a hard time gauging the quality of this fic? i don't know the pacing is wonky as shit#but whatever. at this point i'm just here to relax and have fun#the fun in question: ruining relationships
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i swear to god i've seen an exactly equivalent number of posts recently with the premises "it's gross to talk so much about how you wanna fuck trans people, can't you be normal about people you don't wanna fuck" and "it's gross to act like trans people are unfuckable and that we're only attractive as a fetish, actually i'm a girl with a great dick and it's fine" & i'm like. rubs my eyes. maybe the truth is that human experience is varied and different people wish to be desired/perceived/discussed in different ways and what's validating to one person feels yucky to another. maybe if someone's form of validation isn't for you then you don't need to immediately assume the worst faith possible interpretation of their words. i mean this in the most constructive way possible bc i do this too and i frequently look back at assumptions i made and realize i'm insane. Just Because It Felt Bad To You Doesn't Mean It Feels Bad To Everyone.
#and just because it felt bad to you doesn't mean it's inherently bad.#i hate being hit on and desired sexually but as long as ppl go 'oh never mind then' when i say so... it's fine if they wanna smash#as long as theyre not making it my problem. theyre not wrong for wanting to fuck me! just leave me alone about it!#people finding girldick hot are not inherently chasers who only like hyperfemme trans girls &#people not wanting to fuck are not inherently finding a person's body to be lesser/other/gross/etc.#like oh my god. please relax. it's okay. we're on the gay and trans sex and celibacy website
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#bible study#jesus loves you#what does the bible say#biblical scripture#christian bible#reading the bible#bible scriptures#bible quote#bible verse#bible reading#book binding#scripture verses#verse of the day#king james version#free verse#you will be okay#verses#biblestudy#bible#bible scripture#pray prayer praying prayers jesus help hope trust christian christianity christians jesuschrist faith#jesus is the truth#faith in jesus#jesus is life#jesus love you#just relax#jesus is coming#jesus#jesus christ#heal me of god
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RealAgeAu Drabble - Shopping
I am back at it again because I had ideas. (don't worry friend @spotaus things are being planned and I got many many ideas :3 but before those happen stuff needs to be established and put in place!)
I was debating between like four different drabble ideas but settled on this one. Something calming for a bit :)
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Dust shoots Killer another glare as he holds Nightmare clsoer "I mean it Killer. get out of my blindspot. It is getting annoying."
Nightmare looks from Dust to Killer and sees the large grin on Killer's face as he skips after Dust and Nightmare "Nah. I think it is good i am here because it is your blindspot!"
Dust grumbles as he holds Nightmare clsoer. Nightmare just pushes his skull under Dust's chin as he listens to the two bicker. Dust gives him a quick nuzzle before shooting Killer another glare "Why are you even here?" Killer still has a large grin on his face "I am backup!"
Dust groans "I am getting Nightmare clothes."
Killer nods as he follows them "backup!"
Dust huffs before looking back at Nightmare. Nightmare sees the glare disappear from his face as Dust lets out a sigh before smiling at Nightmare "makes you start to wonder who helped who out of getting stuck in a wall."
Killer gasps loudly "That only happened a few times!"
Ngihtmare grins and laughs as he leans fully against Dust again. He likes being held by Dust and Dust must like it too because he always holds him.
Nightmare figured it was because his spine is fragile and walking for too long starts to bother him but Dust still just holds him. always. Maybe he also likes being close like this?
Thoguht Nightmare isn't sure what Dust gets out of it but he must really like something abut the close contact.
They walk past another few people who look at them. Nightmare shoots a glance as Dust and Killer continue to bicker. They seem to shoot Dust and him worried looks but chuckle once they realise that Dust and Killer are just doing their way of bonding.
Nightmare always thought the flirting between those two was weird but then again he thought most things dating was weird. Maybe because he was still a child in his soul...
Not that it matters.
Nightmare shoots a glance and spots Killer grinning widely as his soul is clearly in soulshape and looks stable. Dust may have an annoyed look on his face but he has a tiny smile on his face.
Nightmare hides his face in Dust's sweater but he can't hide the purr. He wants them to be happy. They are happy even with him near.
Dust notices of course nad gives him another nuzzle "comfy? Spine okay?"
Nightmare nods "Yeah."
Dust hums to signal he heard him but still rubs his back.
They finally stop near one of the smaller houses which is the clothing shop for this town.
Dust tilts his skull as Killer snorts "oh that is adorable. ready to dress Nightmare as a tiny old man?" he grins
Dust shoots Killer a glare "It isn't that bad..." then he looks at the store "just... a bit old fashioned..." he looks at him "That okay?"
Nightmare nods before shrugging "I don't get why i need new things..."
Dust sighs. Killer leans on Dust's other shoulder and shoots him a wink "Because you are still wearing Dust's things. and quite honestly. Dusty does not have a large enough wardrobe to dress both of you."
Nightmare frowns as he pushes clsoer to Dust. He doesn't mind wearing stuff them them. It are things that are well worn and soft and smell of them and old laundry detergent.
Dust nuzzles his skull "It will be nice. You can check what you like and what feels nice and is comfortable."
Nightmare frowns "it is expensive." which is another reason why he doesn't want to get anything.
Dust frowns and Killer quickly answers "That is a worry for us. And Dusty said it is fine so it is fine." he grins.
Dust nods "made some money. more than enough to get you some things."
Nightmare wants to disagree more but Dust walks into the store.
The inside isn't like he thought it would be. there is actually quite a number of nice looking things and looks more modern than you would think from the outside.
DUst makes a pleased sound before smiling smugly "Seems like they were just showing off the knitwear because it is autumn." he shoots Killer a look "Almost as if i did my research and knew it would be okay here." and he walks further into the store.
Killer sputters before following them "I know that Dusty! You always do that! I was just joking around!" he pouts but doesn't offer anything. Really just a shadow. It reminds Nightmare a bit about how it was before. Killer beign his right hand and always by his side to help and protect him. It still feels different now and even when thinking back to those memories they feel different.
Killer spots him looking at him and grins before wriggling his phalanges in a tiny wave at him. Nightmare huffs and pushes back closer to Dust.
Dust is looking through some clothes on the hanger "Stop bothering Nightmare." he pulls something off and looks it over critically. he holds it up for him to inspect and Nightmare just shrugs.
Killer pouts as he crosses his arms "Just having fun. And tiny boss is fine with it!" he grins at him "Right nighty?"
Nightmare shrugs. he doens't mind. it is nice.
Dust rolls his eye lights and doesn't look at Killer "Even if he is fine with is safe it for later. first buying clothes. Then you can tire him out."
Nightmare huffs and grumbles. he doesn't need tiring out. he is perfectly fine. Dust holds up another sweater and he shrugs again.
"Oh hello there dears! Can you find it all?"
Killer nad Dust turn and Nightmare feels Dust freeze for a moment. Yeah not a surprise because the woman looks a lot like Toriel. But Nightmare doubts it is the her of this universe. The closer he looks the more this woman seems like a sheep monster.
Killer and Dust must see it too as Killer grins "Pretty much! but we got it!"
Dust shoots him a look "Killer knock it off." he looks at the lady "We are looking for stuff for the little guy."
The lady smiles sweetly "Oh! You two must be two of Sans- I am sorry, Crop's friends!" she looks them over and her gaze lingers on Dust for a moment before settling on Nightmare. Nightmare can't stop the instinct of holding on tighter to Dust. He doesn't like having stranger's gazes on him.
The smiles sweetly "I can see the resemblance! You must be very proud of such a young handsome little boy!"
Dust looks to the side and shrugs but his hold on him tightens. Killer snorts, which is fair as they aren't actually related. Maybe she just sees the resemblance before Nightmare now looks much more like a tiny swap sans, as that was the original form his mother used to craft their bodies. And Dust is the one of the four that still resemblance who he used to be.
At elast Nightmare assumes that is why people think they see a resemblance. That or they are just racists and think all skeletons look alike.
the woman smiles "I am sure there is something fitting for him. Do you need any help?"
Killer's laugh turns cold as he smiles widely "No thanks! We got this!"
Dust rolls his eye lights and nudges him in the side "Stop it." he looks back to the lady "I was wodnering what the... organisation was. I wanted to look at stuff his size..." and he looks at the things he had been looking at with a glare.
The sheep monster looks a bit paler after Killer's interaction but smiles sweetly at Dust. "It is a bit of a mixmatch. Of all the stuff that is handmade it only has a few of each size. you will have to guestimate those. The imported clothes are by the walls, those have more standard sizing."
Dust nods "I see." and he starts walking towards the side first to check the sizing.
Killer grins as he leans close and whispers "Holding a babybones does wonders for making you look approachable"
Dust shoots him a glare and hisses "One word and I will put you in a wall myself." and he stomps over towards the clothes.
Nightmare still doens't understand why Killer thinks that kinda flirting is efficient but what does he know.
Dust is clearly unimpressed with the clothing offered with the more standard design and fabric. but they use it to figure out which size he is before moving towards the handmade stuff.
DUst and Nightmare check what is nice and soft as Killer shadows them. Staying nearby and pretty much glaring at anyone who as much as glances in their direction.
They end up settling for two big sweaters and some sweats. They wait by the cash register as Dust has picked him up again.
The nice woman smiles at them "That will be 140!" she smiles.
Killer winces at the price and Nightmare pushes closer to Dust "I don't need two." wool sweaters are expensive...
Dust shrugs as he looks at Killer "Be usefull and hold him for a moment." and Ngihtamre feels hismelf be handed over to Killer. Dust takes out some cash from his inventory and counts quickly before putting most of the stash he had on the counter "That should be enough." he stashes whatever is left.
The lady counts it and smiles as she puts it away. She packs it in a bag and holds it out to Dust "Thank you for shopping! And Can I just say it is lovely to see such a devoted father."
Dust shrugs and mutters a thanks before shooting Killer a warning look.
Killer grins as he nuzzles Nightmare "How are you this huggable tiny boss?"
Nightmare shrugs but holds unto Killer. Killer is also nice to be held by.
They leave the store together and walk back towards the parking lot. Something about meeting up again to go back to Crop's farm. Nightmare isn't really sure. He is already getting tired again adn he mumbles unhappily.
Killer purrs and coos "It is okay tiny boss. babybones need their sleep and rest after all."
Dust nods "Shopping is always busy." he shoots Killer a glare "Why is why i didn't want you to get him tired or overwhelmed."
Killer groans "Yeah yeah you were right. you are always right. can i go back to nuzzlign the baby now?"
Dust looks considerate before nodding "You may."
Killer grins and the nuzzles resume and Nightmare wants to pout and push him off but it is so nice and he can feel himself start to relax as he starts to purr again.
He likes it when his family holds him.
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#realageau#utmv#nightmare sans#deaged nightmare#dust sans#killer sans#What is this?! An actual lore reason why Nightmare is carried all the time and everywhere?!#aside from the fact everyone wants to hold and snuggle the baby#the baby also has a really bad and fragile spine and walking and putting weight on that is a bad idea. so they minimalise it unless it is i#a safe area where they can monitor it easily. like at home or the temp base they set up!#outside though is not safe so it is time to 'Hold Baby'#Nightmare is A-okay with it!#Nightmare is also aware all these four disasters kinda flirting and being interested in one another but doesn't get the big deal#Look this baby lived together with those four while nightmare was still an empath#There is no way he WOULDN'T know#Just something a bit sweet and nice to relax after the other drabbles :3#Also don't worry about them starting to physically resemble one another! After all! I am sure soul adopting a baby doens't have consequence#especially not if said baby is a god! :D
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equo ne credite, samuel x oc (blasius) drabble Horsing around, and something as tender as a bruise. Set in 1402. before the events of KCD2. __________
“Hah,” Samuel grunted. “Fuck.”
Blasius looked up from counting groschen he’d won the night before inquisitively. Samuel barging into their shared room was hardly an oddity, but him gripping the door with a winded breath was a less common occurrence.
“Getting too old for the stairs?” Samuel pointed a sharp glare in his direction before trudging towards his own bed and collapsing on it. “Your prized cow kicked me again,” he bristled. He lifted his tunic carefully, revealing a wide, developing bruise on his hip. Blasius, more alert now, crossed the room in two steps to crouch in front of Sam. He nearly reached for the mottled skin before remembering himself quietly, like a coward. “I told you,” he hummed, voice infuriatingly mild as he rummaged through his travel bag. “He hates being fed a kosher diet.”
Basheer, his beloved bay Arabian, was a fickle beast at best, a fiend at worst. He was a content creature with Blasius’ ever-changing horizons, filled to brim with wanderlust almost as much as his owner. Though recently, Blasius’ unusually prolonged stay at Kuttenberg had started making the animal feel restless. Samuel, by extension, was bearing the brunt of it.
“Farshiltn vildeh khayah,” he winced, undoubtedly venting his frustrations at the horse as he gingerly touched the bruise.
Blasius tossed a calendula ointment from hand to hand as he returned to Samuel’s side. He took a seat next to him on the bed, tutting sharply at Sam when he failed to raise the tunic high enough. Exasperated, Samuel rolled it up higher as Blasius’ long, slender fingers carefully spread the orange ointment over the discloured skin. Smooth, warm. Almost as mottled with want as Blasius himself.
“You’ve been hanging out with my mame for too long.” Sam noted as he regarded the careful, tender motion.
Blasius snorted. “You could do with some mothering.”
His glee, however, was cut short as he stood up and his knee made a noticeable ‘crack’ in the quiet of the room. He froze for a moment before catching Samuel’s face bloom with a barely suppressed shit-eating grin.
“Not a word,” he warned.
“By the sound of it, I think you might be fit for the job,” Samuel laughed. Blasius shot him an unamused glare.
“Mind your manners, boy,” Blasius hissed, but it did little to assuage Sam’s unrepentant laughter.
Samuel let himself collapse on the bed with an exhale as he regarded the cartographer again. Though, instead of retiring back behind his desk, he watched Blasius gather up Samuel’s sleeping shirt from the floor—watched, but didn’t expect him to make for the door with it.
“Oy!” Samuel shot up. “Where the fuck are you going with that?”
Blasius didn’t slow down. “Feeding your tunic to Basheer,” he called over his shoulder, letting the door thud shut behind him.
Samuel swore colorfully and scrambled after him, barefoot and cursing.
#kcd samuel#blasius de petragna#samuel x oc#kcd oc#oc:blasius#kcd2#'farshiltn vildeh khayah' means approx. 'fucking willd beast'#this was a silly short drabble i've had in my wips for too long. thought i'd share#oh yea huge disclaimer i cannot fucking write lmfao. i am NOT a writer. sorry#and if you're wondering they're not like Together here yet they're just obnoxiously pining after one another#i just like writing them being stupid and pining#their default state of being#god. this is such a nothingburger but also whatever LOL#i'm aware samuel's a bit more relaxed in this but also this was before Literally Everything happened and he's generally okay and preoccupie#and blasius is acting as a temporary socioeconomic buffer between the jewish community and the town council and things are going okay#yea. anyway
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@tekitothemagpie I hope you will have a great day and everything will be awesome!!! I don't have any finished drawings rn so have those doodles lol xD ILY DUDE PLS GO HAVE A BREAK :3
#cj 24#art#doodles#my hero academia#mha#boku no hero academia#bnha#all might#toshinori yagi#stain mha#hero killer stain#akaguro chizome#stainmight#btw those sketches is me figuring out how to draw stain and toshi lmao#I tried to draw them in my style and I will prob experiment a lot later#tekito pls go relax and go drink tea or idk HAVE FUN!!!!#ily dude so much I'm literally giggling everytime I see your posts/reblogs#HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY YOU ARE VERY COOL!!!!! :3#also fuck toshis hair#I love it with all my heart but god damnit I CAN'T DRAW IT OKAY#the most beautiful thing about his design and yet I cannot capture it in my drawings#at this point I will just draw him bald or smth/j
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hey (i lost access to my account for a week and nearly lost my mind trying to recover it and i tried a different email on a whim and nearly cried when it worked).
#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.#IVE BEEN STRESSED.#oh my goddddd i thought i lost everything holy shit.#this was a nightmare#what the fucking hell dude.#i don't even know how i managed to log in with these credentials.#HDHCJSJSJSJWJ CHRIST OKAY i can relax now thank god 👍👍👍👍.
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Introducing Jake! Poke his jummy to make him speak!

#gvf#greta van fleet#jake gvf#jake kiszka#greta van fleet art#greta van art#gvf art#doodles#lmaoo yeah im gonna try my best to do everyone looooool#the phrases lol god#i hear the relaxing one in my head daily LOL#anyway I hope he’s okay!!!!!1#i wonna poke him jummmmmymymymmymymymy#ignore so many things the dragons for one lmaooooo wtf#number two the terrible drawing of baby#BUT I HAD TO GIVE HER THET WORN PAINT WORK OR ELSE IT ISN'T HER#and sword#she had to be here for sure#LMAONAT THE BONUS ITEM I SHOULD HAVE ADDED AN EYE PATCH FOR SHITS N GIGGLES
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*stares at the camera in ehlers-danlos syndrome*
#cw:#ehlers danlos syndrome#every month man#thank god for ketamine and pot because no other painkiller I've ever tried would touch it#and I am including opiates in that statement#I used to take a muscle relaxer every month#but that would make me sleep for literally like 14-15 hours and make me groggy for days#and it wouldn't start working UNTIL I was asleep so I'd usually end up drinking like half a bottle of wine to get there#it was really really unhealthy but when I say that level of pain makes you absolutely nonfunctional#I am really SO grateful for marijuana it is a GODSEND when I'm like this#it loosens up the muscles enough that I can push the bone back in with a foam roller#I've had some people give me shit for ~illicit drug use~ and it's like BELIEVE ME when I say this is the healthy option#just let patients with chronic pain take drugs okay
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#k*rlie bought the wave house…… holy shit#idk anything about her life so I’m just learning this now#whatever you wanna say about her is true and she deserves it probably but…… god she has great taste#one of the best houses in the world#like just a true architectural marvel#god damnit she’s spending her husbands money WELL#they got a good price for it to and I hope it survives#I’m not a LSK or whatever relax everyone okay idk her life#she exists on planet earth and I can’t un-know who she is. this is major architecture news ok
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OOOOHH OOOHH ME ME ME I WANNA SAY A HEAD CANNON OF MINE TOO 👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋
okay *ahem* this is about noisette and peppino (and special guest: Gustavo) uh-
I'm my head cannon, one day, peppino asked noisette about ways to calm himself down, she said "oh you should try stress knitting!" and he was like "but idk how to knit" and she said "don't worry I'll show you!" and now they knit together
and one day Gustavo wanted to knit with them too, and now the three knit together sometimes, they made a extra large blanket together once, and for sometimes they gift each other knitted sweaters when it gets cold because they care about eachother
idk I came up with it and I thought it was cute and I thought it would be sweet if this was drawn (you don't gotta, I just think it would be nice)
This is way too adorable how can I say no-




And yes I did put them in some regular clothes, this is their off work day let them have this-
(I picture Gus was a bit nervous to ask but ecstatic to here he’s able to knit too, he loves seeing knitting and wanted to try it too- 💕💕💕)
#Pizza Tower#Headcannons#The first panel took way to long to do- 💀#I had a hard time drawing the chairs but I think they came out okay-#PEPPINO IS SUCH AN OLD MAN LOOK AT HIM IN HIS ROCKING CHAIR AND OLD MAN GLASSES AAAAAG#I also just simply love your headcannons 💕💕#Noisette would be so happy to teach Pep how to knit god that is so cute- 💗💗#Knitting club#No one else can join- (except for Burton maybe-)#(And Brick too he’s relaxed Ig)#Gustavo#Noisette#Peppino
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I was having a super nice weekend, the best of august and one of the best of my entire summer and this fucking creepy unknown number started texting me all sort of crazy shits about how he's thinking about me, how he wants to be there for me and write to me all day everyday, how when he come back to (the city where I currently live) he's gonna "tell me about his new life and the choices he made"....
Just to make it extra fun he has my actual name and knows a few things about me that make me believe that it's not someone texting a random phone number but someone who actually knows me at least a bit.I'm not entirely sure yet but I think it might be one of my neighbor and if it's the case...Well, I don't know what my next move is gonna be but it doesn't exactly fill me with inner peace and joy
#i hate men i hate men i hate men#but yeah i'm like 85% sure it's this one neighbor#this entire situation freaks me out and angers me so much i can't even explain it#like i wish i could just post the message so y'all would get how creepy the whole thing is but it's all in french#but trust me it's extremely fucking creepy#i actually told the person that he was being creepy and he was like 'don't be scared i'm a good person!'#oh okay#could have fooled me#i just wanted a chill little evening where i could relax and go to bed early and now god knows if I'll even fall asleep#once again...#i hate men and i'm allowed
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