#god this is so overdue im so sorry

[temporarilyunspokensneezes]

Are you and thebloommaster gonna write more dabihawks snz fics on ao3? I’ve been waiting for so long for new updates. Love u 😍

Ahhhhhh I'm so sorry for such a late response! I don't have notifs on and I don't get messages often so I don't even check 😭

But YES we will eventually!! I'm the problem because I'm in med school so my free time is like negative 5 hours per day 😭😭😭 but there will be more eventually~ pleased and honored that you enjoy them so much 🥰

[ruminate88]

I forgive: and I’m sorry 🌹❤️‍🩹

1/14/25 This is LOOOONG OVER DUE!!

I forgive God for watching me go through all I did and not stopping it because he gave me a free will and sadly I chose to be dirty with my exes and let them disrespect and abuse me. (Sorry I was a dirty girl)

I forgive my parents for not understanding what I was going through most of my life and I especially forgive my dad for being so tough on me often…. For the hurtful things he said to me when I was 25. (Sorry I didn’t always listen to you guys)

I forgive my brother for basically using me to raise his kids although I adored his kids and loved them as my own, I had no life of my own outside of his kids. I put his needs first before mine. I believe my brother truly needed me and loves me so much. I hope he never feels indebted to me!! 🌹 a gift is a gift.

I forgive Stewart for taking advantage of my family and refusing to move out after we broke up. For the fights we had and (I’m sorry I kicked you that day in the leg while you were holding the baby. I was just so frustrated at you for being so lazy and letting me take care of you while you just sit and play videos games day and night. You wouldn’t marry me or support me. Was also upset you wouldn’t move out after I broke up with you! I had no independence or freedom to see someone else because your clothes were still in my closet!!) I’m sorry if I hurt you at all ❤️‍🩹🌹

I’m sorry to Lori sorry for giving up our friendship after 20 plus years but I felt you were suffocating me. You and your mom were controlling and your mom was too judgmental and I felt you only valued my friendship because it serves you…. Didn’t feel you cared about me for the real me. I’m sorry but our friendship wasn’t a waste. I don’t regret our childhood and I love you very much I never hated you but your mom wouldn’t let me grow up 😢🌹 sorry!!!

I forgive Jesse for the 10 years I had a crush on you and chased you. Since I was 14 and yet you caused me to write a suicide note 🌹❤️‍🩹 (sorry I idealized you and obsessed you. )

I forgive Jake for mirroring me so much, for posting my nudes all over Twitter. For bullying me all those years and for emotionally abusing me. For trying to control me constantly and intimidate me. You had me in fear. I forgive all the times you yelled or raised your voice at me over the phone when we talked and made me nervous. You lied too and even tried to make me believe you were Jesse…. ( Sorry if I was ever leading you on or racist towards you. Sorry I couldn’t make myself attracted to you. I like your friendship sometimes and your attention but I didn’t see myself dating or being with you. Plus you scared me!)

I forgive Cody for the intense love-bombing you did TWICE, for all the lies, betrayal and abuse. For dumping me twice and ultimately ghosting me. I forgive you for making me believe we had something really special but then giving me all these reasons why we can’t be together🥺❤️‍🩹🌹(I’m sorry I couldn’t understand all your disorders to better take care of your heart when we talked and sorry I obsessed you and chased you. I only thought you were so special but I didn’t know the real you after all. I didn’t know your full story, only what you told me. I thought you trusted me enough not to shut me out but I was wrong)

I forgive Andrew for your actions never matching your words. For dumping all your stress on me and making me feel bad for all the pressure you claim to have had surrounding school and your parents. I forgive you for the days you ignored me and even left me on read. For objectifying me and making me feel like your sex toy. I forgive you for rejecting me when I tried to plan to come visit your campus to be with you. I forgive you for lying and cheating. I forgive you for leading me on as you said you pretended all your feelings. 😭😭 I forgive all the gaslighting and confusion you caused me. I forgive when you never would break up with me but yet you didn’t even cry or seem upset when I did the breaking up. I forgive you for invalidating all my feelings and down playing my mental health. For making me walk on eggs shells with you, constantly feeling I have to be perfect for you! I forgive you for causing me so much anxiety, when you constantly cried “you were unworthy of me.” You had me so anxious, I took long walks and couldn’t remember to eat. I forgive you for ruining every holiday I tried to spend with you especially v-day 😢 you made me feel bad when you said “you never get time to yourself” and chose video games over me!!! I forgive how you neglected me and how you never posted about me on ANY of your socials but you posted the next girl all over AND you took her to kings island ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹😢 (I thought we were going to go there together cuz we always talked about it so it felt like a stab in my back) I forgive you for making me wanna harm myself. How you sat there with me during a suicide attack and let me believe something is wrong with me…. 😭😢

HOWEVER DREW, I’m sorry I was so obsessed with you, idealized you and was so dirty with you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand when you got upset that I found your mom’s Facebook. I just wanted to know more about you and get closer to you because I loved you babe soooo much. I was so confused and sad how you promised I was your priority but yet you always made me feel like I was bothering you…. You always seemed so irritated towards me and eventually I believed you hated my guts ❤️‍🩹 I only blocked your number to set you free!!! You didn’t seem interested in me even though you were messing with my head. I forgive you for making me feel so damaged and I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to forgive you and understand some things. I’m sorry I was so angry at you for so long 🌹

I FORGIVE MYSELF for the years I put myself down. I was just trying to beat everyone else to it. I’m sorry we were labeled and made to feel stupid. I’m sorry we felt so misunderstood so long ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🌹 I’m sorry you felt like your dad was often too tough on you and not letting you be yourself. I’m sorry we trusted the wrong people and didn’t stand up for ourselves although you believed you loved people and wanted the best for them…. Sorry we were so obsessed with these men. Sorry I was addicted to porn most of my life. I’m sorry for abandoning myself and for being suicidal for those men. Sorry I just didn’t know back then what I know now. We did the best we could with the knowledge we had. Sorry you were so stubborn and set on always doing things your way and not the normal way. Sorry we took dirty photos for all these strangers. Sorry you hated yourself so much for so long. Sorry it’s been so hard to get over Andrew and Cody. Sorry I romanticized those relationships. Sorry I hurt you so deep. I’m so sorry and I do love you so much I know I don’t feel it yet but it’s true. I’m soooooo sooooo sorry and I know I will forgive myself and keep going. I’m sorry you’re so tired ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🌹

I forgive myself for all the unresolved feelings and issues I carry ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

[teenagefeeling]

i need to rant about work don't mind me <3

im so fucking glad i get the next 2 days off, i've been working for 5 days in a row and like im starting to hate everyone and everything. today i checked in a book drop and there was a book with a corner that had clearly been chewed by a dog (or perhaps cat or other small animal) so i had to call the patron and tell them we were gonna charge them for it and they were so fucking angry and insistent that it was someone else's dog and they had seen it when they checked out and i was like "well we have no notes on this and you were the last borrower so i'm sorry but we have to charge you" and they literally hung up on me and like. honestly fuck you!!!!! i don't deserve to be yelled at for simply telling you something you don't wanna hear. IF they were telling the truth, that means multiple of my coworkers fucked up and shouldn't have checked it in or reshelved it last time. personally i think they were lying, but even so like if u see damage on a book before checking it out, it is on you to tell someone that the damage is there before you leave. i know people like the self-checks but this is a really good reason to just go to the circ desk to check stuff out because someone should have caught that. (which is another reason i think their dog probably did do that damage. like do you know how many employees' hands books pass through before they make it back to the shelf? im not saying someone couldn't have damaged it in the library or we all somehow missed it but also come the fuck on. it was from the new shelf too, meaning its actual physical location is about 5 feet from the reference desk where the librarians all take turns sitting. so for real, come the fuck on.) regardless, i just don't deserve to be treated like shit over like $15 and i hope to god i get this new job im interviewing for (this tuesday!) and won't have to do this shit anymore

[m0e-ru]

hello brand new customers of the moel sekiyu tumblr branch who mightve seen the limited edition wares perhaps not noticing the main product of this fine establishment or what of it

non roleplaying translation -> hi guys welcome to my blog. funny how i notice this trend of generic persona blogs trying to follow me for persona when i dont actually. no i wont draw adachi with yellow eyes looking sleazy while sitting on top of a TV. the next time you'll see yukiko amagi is probably next year. i actually think it's more funny if yosuke's whatever feelings are unreciprocated and unrequited. i know izanami because thats my best friend in the entire world not izanamilf. if youre looking for anything else an actual persona fan would make you can go visit them instead

go across the street or farther into town. otherwise you can keep your membership card and come back again and review this security footage with me of two goofs doing whatever the fuck for five minutes and talk about it for the next sixteen hours

[lilybug-02]

:D We gotta end it off somehow right?

CT Kris in the background:

The actual reason they ditched Chara.

Fan-art because I can draw. And I um.. kinda really love @akanemnon‘s comic…

Kind of a minicomic below…

Please forgive me. I’ve had this in my head forever and just wanted to share my AU meeting yours. That is my Final message. Goodbye. 🫡 jumping in this hole now 🕳️🚶‍♀️

[legy]

hi! i'm caelum. you might know me from @goldentruths-pod or from posting online. im in a financial quicksand pit and i really, really, really need help.

i'm disabled and receive approx ~$950 a month from social security. this has gone from "rough but survivable" when i first started receiving SSI to "i am literally not making ends meet" in 2024. right now my current status is that i am covering my basic needs but any kind of extra purchases are impossible. and the extra purchases i need to make keep piling up because i just can't afford them. some things i need include, in vague level of priority:

dolphin, my cat, is years overdue for a vet visit. this is going to be $300 minimum, possibly more because she has an adversarial relationship with the vet. she needs dental work done which they had quoted me as being $1500 but ive been putting it off for so long that i would not be surprised if that's more expensive too

i have learned today that my gold crown needs to be replaced. really unhappy about this one. it was a miserable experience the first time (everything that went wrong did go wrong, i'll spare you the details) but what is relevant here is that my insurance does not cover this and it was $900 last time. insurance also does not cover extracting the tooth either so that's cool. i have some time before this one is due (my next consult is in july)

my phone is approaching "unusably broken". i've had it for close to 4 years now. the call speaker no longer works (i can only use the phone on speaker mode) and it struggles to run apps or a web browser which makes things like GPS pretty dire. this would be like ~$100-$150 probably, i havent done serious phone shopping yet

my driver's license is expired and i need to get a new one. this was $110 last time. note i havent driven a car in years due to the disability but it's really valuable to have a universally recognized form of photo ID and ive already been hassled over it being expired

god this one is so embarrassing to get into but i had to flee my previous apartment last year due to it escalating into a DV situation. the other tenants did not pay the heating bill, which was in my name (and my dumb ass didnt close the account because it was the middle of february and i didnt want to freeze them to death) so i have a $250 utility bill in collections. i might be able to dispute or debt forgiveness this one but tbh ive been so fucking drained given everything else going on and also my phone barely works so i havent pursued it. especially since i can't afford to pay it if i cant challenge it

i would really like to have a passport again. my previous one was destroyed by my landlord in 2018 but even if it wasnt it'd also be expired now. not sure how much this one costs. likely $200?

my food stamps were slashed in half (covid emergency ending lol) and do not cover my food costs for the month so im paying like $150 a month on food that i didnt have to previously. i can maybe fix this one but im slowly losing my mind from malnutrition from trying to not go into debt and also eat. so i havent had it in me to go 1v1 welfare bureaucracy and possibly make everything even worse

my shoes are probably two months out from fully decomposing. they were $100 three years ago and id like to get something comparable given they lasted me this long

the rest of my clothes are also very literally becoming threadbare, falling apart, or are too big and keep slipping off. i legitimately feel embarrassed to go in public these days because i dress so shitty all the time

insurance doesnt cover my HRT anymore so that's $30 a month i didnt used to have to pay

im sorry this turned into such a ramble. i'm in such a bad way right now, i have been for quite a while and the dental work news is really just the final straw. i can't really have a fundraising goal because due to the SSI asset limit i can never own more than $2000. & i'm aware both that this is the poor people sending each other the same 20 dollars website and that there are people urgently trying to raise money to escape an active genocide. but i held off from making this post as long as possible & idk what else i can do

anyway if theres anything you can contribute to help me i would appreciate it more than anything. at the very least i need to do something about my tooth.

http://paypal.me/hivehum

[iknowyuu]

won't say i'm in love w/ enhypen

enhypen (seperate) x gender neutral! reader

↝ wc: <2k

note: this is long overdue. . .

REBLOGS >>>> LIKES

content: hcs, cursing

heeseung ♡

- yea you’re literally his partner atp 💀 - he’ll shower you with affection, gifts and texts professing his love to you - except, it’s all platonic of course! - linking pinkies, - hugging you from behind, - LITERALLY SLEEPING IN THE SAME BED AS HIM - not romantic though - literally all in /p - i think he’s in denial 😭 serious denial . - it’s not that he doesn’t want labels or that he doesn’t want to be your partner - it’s just that he really, truly has convinced himself that it’s just friendly - he refuses to say he's in love, like actually. - he’ll literally buy you and him matching glad bracelets with your names engraved on them, but like, as besties of course! - it takes someone like jay or niki to snap him out of it - and then he finally realized sjsjsj - clearly hugs that lasted over a minute WERE NOT PLATONIC HEESEUNG - best believe within that hour he’s texting you to come over so he can confess!

[rest of the members under the cut!]

jay ♡

- the moment he realized he was completely in love with you was when on the morning of his birthday, you were the first to text him the longest message ever - detailing how much he meant to you and how much you appreciated him - and at the end, stating "i hope i was first, because you will always come first for me, love, [name]" - his heart went BOOM - the weeks that followed after were unusually awkward ?? - all because he was too busy trying to convince himself that no, he did not think you were amazing - he did not love your smile or the way you would always laugh at his dad jokes, - he did not love the fact that you were the first to try all his new recipes and always give receptive feedback, - he was not, absolutely not in love with you!!! - he didn't think you felt the same :( - (even though you literally signed off with "love" .. - i ain't ever seen two besties do that but okayyy...) - he didn't want to make things awkward by confessing - but he was already making them awkward by not :/ - it took him opening up your name in the messaging app and realizing that the last time you'd texted him first was over a week ago - and the last time you came over was even longer - for him to realize he did not wanna live without you. - he called you and confessed through pure adrenaline, right there on the phone - you reciprocated of course <3

jake ♡

- woowee where do i even start - literally just as dramatic as meg, - actually singing "i won't say i'm in love" in the shower 💀 - he'll really just ignore the incredibly prominent blooms of warmth in his chest...? - like he's seriously so in love with you - he'll try his best to make life easier for you, - helping you with your homework, - using his own money to buy a healthy and hearty lunch for you, - not to mention helping you pick outfits 💀 - it's like he doesn't have the fattest crush on you!!! - gives you so much partner privilege when you're not even his (yet.) - when all of enhypen and you were having dinner, he'd always serve you so much - to the point the rest of the members notice and start to complain LMFAO - saying stuff like - " jake-hyung, who exactly do you think you are??" "stop giving extra food to them i'm hungrier," and "jake, please for the love of god this is so unfair," - ITS SAUR FUNNY (see what i did there) - when you thank them for the meal and leave later in the night, they want to subtly confront him - it's silent, and then: - "so, you like [name], right?" "RIKI WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE SUBTLE," HELP - so they tease him and practically force him to call you and ask for you to COME BACK so he can confess properly - 10/10 wingmen however would not recommend .

sunghoon ♡

- bro's flirt central - but like he tries to be subtle...? - kinda . - he teases you soooo much omg - he literally treats you like one of his members - and im sorry but he constantly friend-zones you LMFAOO - constantly touching you, playing with your fingers - messing with your jewlery (necklaces, earrings, bracelets if you wear any) - poking your sides to make you jump 💀 - that last thing is something he would do to annoy his members LOLL - he also really likes taking a bunch of selfies on your phone to annoy you (and so when you see them you can think of him as much as he does you but that's besides the point-) - ANYWAY BACK TO THE PROMPT - he just really doesn't want you to reject him :( - he pretends that the butterflies in his stomach are just because.. y'know - uh - he's sick!!! all the time . - deep down, he knows he really likes you, but he most definitely wouldn't dare say it out loud, it gets to the point where it frustrates you - because he acts all cutesy and touchy and affectionate but it feels like he'll never ask you out :/ - it's like he's playing with your feelings :( - so you start avoiding him - you deserve better than that! - and ofc he notices - he cant go a day without you tbh - so he spam calls you till you pick up and he confesses to you right after he hears your "hello?" - saying "i'm-so-sorry-i-know-why-you're-mad-and-im-sorry-would-actually-wanna-be-more-than-friends-maybe-you-could-even-be-my-partner?" - he said im sorry twice ... the smile that you broke onto your face <3 - ofc you said yes and he pretended to act all cool like "okay, cool. you should come over tomorrow." - when you cut off he's giggling and kicking his feet he's not slick !!!

sunoo ♡

- he's really similar to jake in the situation, with a mix of heeseung - his love language is helping you out with domestic stuff - like when he comes over his first question is always - "have you eaten?" - and you're always like - "no BUT it's because i was studying and i just wanted to get through this one session really qui-" - "[name]-aaah," he goes over to your chair and shakes your shoulders until you give in 💀 - the two of you have this thing where you try new food every time he comes over - and even though studying is important he is not letting you read a single word out of that textbook LMFAO - with sunoo it's really hard to tell if he likes you because he treats you like he does everyone else - just bc he thinks you're cute doesn't mean you don't get an attitude from him btw. - (you learned from experience) - he really isn't the type to be in denial either - one night sunoo was on his bed texting you (like he does every night) - and niki came into his room to bug him (like he does every night pt. 2) - but he's come to notice sunoo doesn't give him the same reactions he used to anymore - it's like he doesn't care :,( - he's literally just smiling at his phone - so he's like "sunoo-hyung." - "what." - "who're you texting?" - and he bugs sunoo, listing off dozens of names till he finally reaches yours - "is it [name]?" - SUNOO LITERALLY FREEZES - "HAHA IT IS [NAME], YOU LIKE THEM DON'T YOU?" - aaand sunoo chases him out of the room (like he does every night pt. 3) and comes to terms with the revelation - once he realizes that he has a crush on you nothing changes for him - well, one thing does - he smiles around you a lot more <3 - he feels no need to confess so it'd have to be you who does it first - and ofc he tells you he reciprocates <3

jungwon ♡

- equally as dramatic as jake LMFAOO - but like. in a chiller way. - yk how it is.. the leader vibe - he knows full and well that he's utterly lost in his love for you - but he would never act on it... no no no - he's not even scared or anything 😭 he just doesn't want to change anything you guys already have - in favour of a confession that might just go wrong :( - he's not ready to risk it - esp not with you - actually the chief of overthinking . . . - he's so hyper aware of the way he treats you in comparison to the friends he's not in love with that it loops back around to being weird as hell - like he's trying to act normal SO BAD. - BUT HE JUST ENDS UP LOOKING EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE(&%&*(@"?/ - like he'll ask you if you wanna go out with him to eat - and when he realizes he worded that kinda sus he's like - "i mean as friends. of course! :>" - constantly friend-zoning you unintentionally???? - you start to get sad about it and he realizes that you don't call him as much anymore :( - next time you two run into each other at the cafe you frequented, he finally asks you - "if you're not busy, wanna go get some food with me? . . . not as friends. maybe as.. something more? :>" - yesyesyeysyesyesyes.

niki ♡

- he thinks he's slick but he's really not LMFAO - super SUPER incredibly touchy, - constantly playing with your fingers, - sitting unnecessarily close to you when the entire couch is free, - playing with your hair/braids/etc. - when you're about to leave he'll hug you like he's never gonna see you again - head nestled in your neck n' everything :(((( - he'll even lay with his head in your lap every once in a while :( <3 - whenever one of his members brings it up it's like he gives them a serious death glare HELP - but he's also one of them that are like not at all in denial about it 💀 - he's in love with you and he would say it with his full chest! - (not really but yk.) - it's not until you talk about how you have a date soon that he decides to bring it up - and he's like "wait don't go on that." - and you're like "...why not??" - "bc i like you," - . . . - yeah okay - y'all start to date after that <3

[peineperdu]

nevermind. it's here, goodbye world

cant watch arcane season two act two yet. horrible

[seivsite]

hi miru!! can i request prompt 5 from ur milestone event with nagi hehe hope u enjoy writing it ><

DEALING WITH SICK NAGI.

prompt: peppering kisses all over their face nonstop, making the other laugh out a plea for mercy.

includes: nagi seishiro x fem!reader. hinted college au, sick nagi, he’s a clingy boy, unedited — wc: 434

Nagi had fallen sick. (Name) found out from Reo after he messaged her about Nagi’s condition. Reo had asked her to check up on Nagi since he couldn’t do so at the moment. After finishing university, she hurriedly went to Nagi’s home. Upon arrival, she swiftly unlocked the door using the spare keys Nagi had given her some time ago. As she stepped inside, she called out his name.

“Sei?” (Name) called, removing her shoes and heading towards his bedroom. “Is that you, (Name)?” a hoarse voice replied, and there she saw Nagi, bundled up in blankets. His usually neat hair was now tousled, and his nose appeared reddened.

“Loveeee, where are you?” he whined, struggling to free himself from the clutches of the blankets to search for (Name). Sensing his predicament, she took it upon herself to help him unravel, and Nagi’s head finally emerged, instantly brightening as he caught sight of her face.

“(Nameee)!” He pulled her onto the bed, enveloping her in a tight embrace, showering her face with peppering kisses. (Name) surrendered to the warmth of Nagi’s affection, delicately grasping his shoulders.

“S-Sei! Please, stop—Hey!” (Name) protested, attempting to thwart his kisses. Yet, his strength surpassed hers, resulting in a gentle peck on her lips. Finally, exhausted, he collapsed onto the bed, pulling (Name) into an intimate embrace, cradling her against his chest like a cherished teddy bear.

“Well, aren’t you clingy,” she muttered, surrendering to Nagi’s embrace. He whined and tightened his grip around her waist, while (Name) responded by gently stroking his hair. Suddenly, she remembered her purpose and made a move to leave the bed, realising she could search for some medicine.

“What are you doing? Stay with me,” he pouted.

“For the love of God, Sei, you need your medicine. I can’t let you stay sick for too long,” she replied, continuing to pat his head as it rested on her lap.

He grumbled in annoyance, then chose to hug the pillow beside him. (Name) sighed at his playful antics and swiftly went to fetch the medicine and a glass of water.

Returning, (Name) found Nagi still asleep, his chest rising and falling gently as soft snores escaped his lips. Shaking her head, she decided to lie down beside him, planning to administer the medicine once he woke up.

Nagi instinctively clung to her waist, finding comfort with his head resting against her collarbone. In (Name)’s eyes, he resembled a contented, oversized cat. She placed a tender kiss on his head, gently running her fingers through his hair before succumbing to a peaceful slumber herself.

NOTES. i made it fem reader bc there was no stated gender and ive been dying to write a fem!reader drabble im sorry to my non fems Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑) very long overdue my laziness stopped me from finishing this hours ago LOL sorry

LIKES AND REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED! ‹3

[iinterstellaarr]

Dinners Served

spencer reid x reader

summary: even after living alone for almost a year, you still can’t help but make way too much food. not that Spencer’s complaining, he sure can use the company

an: i’m so hungry bro i saw this girl make a lasagna on ig reels and it looked buss

The sound of bubbling water and the low hum of some random song I had heard earlier today bounced off the walls of my rather empty apartment. The smell of fresh tomato sauce made my mouth water and I smiled warmly while I picked up my phone

foods almost done :)

Be over soon.

I smile slightly at the text and giggle to myself as I play some random song on my phone and dance in place. I didn’t even hear the door open nor did I see Spencer leaning against the wall, watching me sing and dance

“You know, it has been proven that dancing allows a persons mind to be free” He sits down at the island and places his head in his hands while he cheekily smirks

“Really? Did YOU know it’s rude to sneak up on people like that?” I lean against the counter top and fold my arms.

This has been our routine for the past year. It all started back when I first moved in.

———

Setting the final box on the floor, I stand and place my hands on my hips. God, how’d it get so late?

I flop down on the couch and call the number on the ad for cheap Chinese food, cuz lord knows i’m not about to whip up a whole meal. I tap around on my phone and practically squeal when I hear my doorbell ring.

I spread out all the food I ordered on the counter almost bursting with excitement

“Oh shit.. This is way too much food.” I groan slightly, it’s way too late to call any friends to come help, so I nervously peak out into the hall and glance at the door next to me. Eh, worth a shot

I knock on the door timidly and hear something, or someone fall over a few seconds later

“Coming!” A man yells out amidst the struggle behind the door and after a moment, the door swings open.

His hair is long and curly, with a pair of glasses on top of his head and a dark black shirt with a pair of loose sleep pants.

“Yes?” He takes his glasses from his mess of hair and places them on his face as he scans me

“Sorry for disturbing you so late, and you can totally say no since you don’t know me and I may very well be a murderer, but I accidentally ordered way too much food, and my fridge doesn’t work.” I mumbled slightly but mainly got the point across. I didn’t expect my neighbor too look like THAT. Much less expect him to be awake.

“Im Spencer, and you must be an angel because I haven’t eaten all day.” He steps out of his apartment and closes the door behind him, following me to my door while I giggle slightly

“No angel here. I’m Y/N”

———

“Hey, I can leave if you think i’m a creep” He starts to stand from his place at the island

“No! I was kidding” He snickers as I rush to grab him and sit him back down “I like your company..” I awkwardly add at the end

“I’m sure I would’ve starved by now if it weren’t for you.” His large hand lands on top of mine still wrapped around his forearm as he sits back down

We lock eyes, just for a moment. But I would’ve sworn that those large eyes glanced down at my lips, just slightly.

“Plus, foods ready!” I awkwardly add, pretty much ruining the moment

Way to go me.

I start to add a hefty amount of pasta to each plate and watch as Spencer adds an absurd amount of sauce and cheese to his own portion. I take my place next to him and practically cry while shoving a bite into my mouth

“Thank you, by the way..” He avoids eye contact while I tilt my head slightly

“For the food? Cuz that’s a thanks LONG overdue-“

“No…For all of this. For just being you, I guess. I’m glad I got to know you”

I smile slightly and wrap one arm around him, pulling him into a tight hug. His lanky arms find solace around my waist while he sighs comfortably

“This means a lot to me” His face nuzzles into my neck, his slight stubble tickling me

“I’m glad you like me, Dr Reid.”

He chuckles slightly and sighs

“You have no idea.”

[mychlapci]

TFA ANON HERE. IVE BEEN SITTING ON THIS ASK FOR LIKE A WEEK BECAUSE I WAS NEVER HERE IN TIME TO TURN IN MY ASK BUT IM HERE NOW. Anyways, how do you feel about young mommy/wifey Bulkhead?

This could go for any Bulkhead but I’m mainly thinking of TFA Bulkhead.

THINK ABOUT IT. Imagine TFA Bulkhead being pounded into, valve squelching and squirting lubricants as he’s filled with transfluid by his lover. Bulkhead becoming even fatter with his squirming young, leaning against his mate who rubs circles lovingly over his stomach where their sparklings are, soothing him when they kick. Bulkhead laying on his back as the mech above him fills him with his transfluid, helping further the process of their sparklings’ creation.

Bulkhead birthing out their kids, sobbing as energon and birthing fluids splashing out of his valve as the head of their first sparkling bulges out of his valve. When he is finally finished, he holds his babies to his swollen tits for them to suck while his mate lovingly wipes away his tears and praise him on how he did so well.

Bulkhead asking his mate to put a few more kids in him, shyly shuffling on his feet while a sparkling is latched onto his tit, suckling its energon.

He is promptly filled with spike afterwards.

By the time Bulkhead joins the Autobots, he is a certified MILF.

Maybe some of his kids end up on Earth somehow and the rest of Team Prime are shocked when they run up to a delighted Bulkhead calling him ‘Mama’ and are even more shocked when Bulkhead tells them that they are his sparklings and that he has an entire family on Cybertron???

Ooo even better, what if his spark mate ends up on Earth along with their kids and they end up making up for lost time via them fucking and sucking in Bulkhead’s room all night.

I’m sorry I’ve been thinking about this all week. I love TFA Bulkhead and I believe he should be filled with sparklings and cum 24/7

Young Mommy Bulkhead!!!!!!!! He got a lot of attention back on the energon farm. sexiest housewife around. his little husband was the happiest mech in the world. everyone was very supportive when he decided to leave and be a space bridge technician, the bitties would do well to have a smart, educated carrier.

oh god yes I need team prime to meet some of Bulkhead’s kids. He's been missing and presumed dead for 50 stellar cycles, the reunion is long overdue. and his reunion with his husband’s going to make the rest of the team so uncomfortable ahsjsjendnjsjsjs. he’s going to be pregnant again in no time. i can see Bumblebee or Ratchet asking Bulkhead if he knows that there are preventative methods out there. but Bulkhead doesn’t care, he likes carrying :)

[anton-luvr]

hiiiiii!! if you don’t mind could you write about ex boyfriend!anton who gets jealous of wonbin because he keeps making fem!reader laugh (they are having a staycation tgt after finishing finals). wonbin and her are currently cooking dinner at the kitchen while anton just sits on the sofa with the other friends (could be anyone tho). they look very close and comfortable with each other so anton chooses to go out to get some fresh air. he eventually decided to swim as it might help him to calm down a bit. not long after that, she comes to him to tell him that the dinner is ready but it turns out differently (anton drags her into pool with him lol and they have a long overdue convo there.)

thank youuuu no pressure tho ❤️❤️❤️

# ALWAYS WAIT FOR YOU.

𖦹 ex bf!anton x fem!reader | fluff & angst 𖦹 note ; im so sorry anon i felt like this could be better but my brain is just not.. braining. IM SORRY I HOPE YOU LIKE IT + reqs closing soon!!

"Here comes the choo choo train!" Wonbin coos, steering a spoon full of mashed potatoes towards you.

"Stop it!" you shriek, laughing as you whack his arm away from you. "I hate potatoes!"

Wonbin giggles, setting the spoon back into the pot.

"You didn't seem to hate potatoes when we were at the dining hall the other day," he jokes, poking you in the shoulder playfully.

You click your tongue, stepping away to look for parsley. "It was free food, 'Bin," you reason. "Who doesn't like free food?"

The glass jar of green herbs catches your attention, resting on the top shelf of the cupboard.

"Can you help me get the parsley? It's up there." you ask, tugging at his jacket.

"What would you do without me?" Wonbin laughs, ruffling your hair before easily reaching up for the jar.

Anton wonders the same thing as he watches the entire thing from the living room, shifting uncomfortably on the sofa.

The wound of your breakup from several weeks ago was still fresh, even though he was the one who called it quits.

Just because of one stupid misunderstanding over you coming home late, everything had blown out of proportion.

Amongst the tired shouting, confusing accusations, and tears shed, Anton had called it off in the heat of the moment.

He was really regretting it as he continued eyeing the both of you.

Did you really need to be so affectionate while making dinner?

Were mashed potatoes even that funny?

Why did you seem so much happier with Wonbin than you had been with him?

He feels his head spin from the jealousy and anger bubbling in his chest, and he stands up abruptly.

"I'm going out," the Boston-born boy mumbles. "Gonna get some fresh air."

Your other friends, Eunseok and Sohee, hum in response; they were too busy playing the PS4 to notice the discomfort in Anton's voice.

Frustrated, Anton ran his hands through his hair as he sat down by the pool.

How could he mess up so badly?

His mind mapped out a million different scenarios if he hadn't broken up with you, plagiarizing the poor boy's mind. If only he had just communicated with you.

"God, I hate this." he mumbles to himself.

Shaking his head, Anton yanks his tank top off and tosses it aside. Maybe a quick swim would help him clear his mind.

The serenity of the water calmed the thoughts in his head, and Anton tried to logically think of a way to solve the issue.

Maybe he could just talk to you? But if so, when and where? What was he even going to say?

Anton barely got to think of anything else when he heard someone calling for him.

"Hey, dinner's gonna be ready soon," you say, standing close by the pool. "Do you wanna go take a shower first?"

He grips on to the end of the pool, supporting his body as he caught his breath and stared at you.

"Are you okay?" you asked slowly, feeling flustered by his all-too-familiar stare.

Without another word, Anton pulls you right into the water with him.

"What are you doing?" you spluttered when you resurfaced, wiping the water off your face.

"I need to talk to you about something," Anton pleaded, his hands holding onto your waist.

"But here? Right before dinner?" you questioned, dumbfounded.

He nods, praying that you'd stay.

"Okay, fine. But make it quick." you mumble.

Anton feels his hands clam up as he clears his throat. He can't mess this up.

"Well, I'm... sorry." he mumbles, voice closing up.

A tense moment of silence passes by, only interrupted by the sound of water sloshing around as you treaded in the pool.

"That's all you have to say?" you ask. "Because if that's all, then I'm gonna head back inside."

"N-No, there's more." he hurriedly assures you.

Staring at him as if to say 'go on', Anton gulps.

"This is all my fault. I didn't mean to shout at you and accuse you of those things that night, I was just... I was worried. And jealous. And scared. I know it makes me sound like a shit person, and I kind of am a shit person, but I really didn't mean it." he starts.

"I didn't mean to break up with you, I was just so stupidly scared that you were out with someone else. I should've listened to you and given you a chance to explain your side of the story, and I'm just.. I'm just so sorry, Y/N. This is all my fault."

Tears start rolling down his cheeks, but he doesn't let that stop him.

"If you've already moved on and you're interested in... someone else, then I won't interfere," he sniffles. "But if you're not, then can we get back together?" he asks, so quiet that you can barely hear him.

Anton's hands slip into yours, and he holds on to them tightly. "I promise I'll change. I'll be the best boyfriend that you deserve."

His eyes gaze into yours sincerely, sparkly with tears and vulnerability.

"Anton, I don't know." you sigh.

"I'm not interested in anyone else right now, but you really hurt me that night." you whisper, voice laced with pain.

"Like, why would you even think I was out cheating on you? Don't you know that I love you too much to even think of doing that?"

Anton feels his heart shatter into a million pieces at your words, guilt crashing down even heavier on him.

"I know, I'm so sorry." he mumbles, hiding his face in his hands. "But can you give me another chance?"

If this was with any of your other ex-boyfriends, you'd say no immediately and shove them away, but Anton was different.

He was the only one who actually treated you right; giving you his jacket when you're cold, trying his best to cook your favorite meals for you even if it's two in the morning, and helping you study when you couldn't understand a single question.

But of course, he wasn't perfect. He was still human after all.

And deep down, a part of you really wanted to stay and love him more, working together through his flaws to make the best out of your relationship.

So you sigh, gently cupping his face.

"Okay, I'll give you another chance." you whisper, smiling softly. Anton bursts into tears as he throws himself around you, wrapping his arms around you tightly.

"Thank you," he repeats over and over again, pressing kisses all over your face.

You laugh at his sudden outburst of affection, gently pushing him away. "Okay, now let's go eat dinner first before we starve in this pool."

Anton nods, and with lightning speed, he's out of the pool and helping you out too. He grabs the tank top he had tossed aside earlier and drapes it around you as a towel. Then with one easy lift, he picks you up in bridal style.

"Thank you so much," he sighs, pressing another kiss to your cheek. "I love you."

"I love you too." you giggle.

With that, Anton carries the both of you inside, ignoring the surprised shouts coming from your friends as he rushes you into his room, both of you laughing and squealing.

You grunt when he drops you onto the bed, still laughing.

Anton beams, loving the sound of your laughter and swearing to himself to never make you unhappy again.

"Alright, I'll go shower and then you can shower, and we'll go eat dinner." you chirp, getting up.

A mischievous light sparks in Anton's eyes. "Why not we shower together? We can save time and water that way, you know." he suggests, smirking.

You scoff at the boy, chuckling. "Since when were you so concerned about the environment?" you teased, knowing what his true intentions were.

"You just stay out here and wait, I'll be done real quick." you scolded lightly.

Anton smiles, nodding readily.

He'll always wait for you.

© anton-luvr, 2023.

[eiramew]

#also im extremely sorry to say im digging ikora/savathun more and more after re-reading Rites of passage

Ehehehehehehe yessss, yesssssss >:3c

Ikora/Savathun is such an underrated ship. Personally, I think Ikora would be the guardian most likely to show Lightbearer!Savathun grace and understanding (questionable post-TWQ writing choices for Sav aside, Ikora was the first to understand that the Osmium Siblings had been tricked into their path of villainy and seems to be the least retributive about the Hive having the light), and I can see Savathun viewing Ikora as her intellectual equal and best shot at an ally within the Tower.

yesss yes!! I really hope Ikora will get substantial content in Heresy because god, It's overdue. I really hope bungie will handle her and Eris well. And I definitely see her understanding and lowkey defending Savathun in the future, at least on the intellectual side.

Those 2 bits from A Deal's a Deal are so delicious, I really, really hope they'll keep that tone in future content, and grow something out of it.

[Savathûn slowly drew herself to her full height and grinned down at Ikora, spreading her wings wide. "Eris may have managed an interesting sword logic stunt, but I have lost none of my power." She began to hover, her talons dragged across the ground as she floated toward the Warlock. "You're in no position to stop me."]

[Savathûn shrugged. "Pout all you like, Ikora," she said. "It's not a trick. "]

[tonycries]

girl im sorry but your tile for your new fic name is giving me remember “long overdue”.Genshin Impact remeber 😭 (yelean user here 🙂‍↕️) NO HATE I LOVE THE TITLE 😊 but god the genshin in me NEED TO BE LET OUT

Hihiii lovely ahaha I don't play Genshin (downloaded it ONCE and almost passed out when I saw how large the update package was 😰) but it's so cool that there's a lil' reference there!!

I just based the title off of that one song Overdue by Russ 😋

[myntrose]

Hi!!! Its me again ✨ anon, sorry i havent been active in a while, but i have a request if you dont mind platonic nahida x reader, where reader is the reincarnation of the flower goddess and is self-aware of that, and was like "wonder how the lesser lord is doing???" and then finds out the the sages did, marches over to the sanctuary, and then has like a custody battle over nahida, which reader wins! you can add any implied or hint at character x reader, i dont mind! Anyways, how are you doing? I got back into genshin a bit ago, and now im a nahida main(she is precious bebe) -✨

✨ OMG I MISS YOU AHHH ! (i haven't done this archon quest yet, just watched streams of it lol) i hope you enjoy!

❀Flower Power!❀

ft: Nahida x platonic! gender neutral! Reader, implied Traveler x gender neutral! Reader

cn: chapter 3 archon quest spoilers, fluff, reader travels with Traveler :D, reader is very protective, i haven't actually gone this far into the quest so very out of cannon LOL, a bit shorter than other fics D:

a/n: i've been alright ✨! a lot of academic stuff, work stuff etcetc D: but i'm slowing coming back! (i tried my best to write this, i'm purposely saving up my archon quests lol)

word count: 325

song on replay: until I found you (em behihold version)

"I want you in my arms, Oh, let me hold you

After dozens of adventures with the world renowned Traveler, many would think that you've seen it all. In some cases, yes, you've gotten to see all sorts of places in Teyvat that you didn't even know existed. All these travels allowed you to meet many new people, as well as old friends from lifetimes ago. Some reuinons were, nicer than others (tea with Zhongli will always beat running away from Ei in Inazuma)

The next destination for the Traveler was Sumeru, with the goal of meeting the the dendro archon. Perhaps it was the perfect compatibility of your abilites and that of the archon of Dendro herself, but you were always closer to her than the other archons. She was kinder than most gods, and definitely smarter. Several times along the journey to Sumeru the Traveler had to make sure you were alright, with the all your excitement constantly bubbling.

While your powers weren't as strong as they were in your past life, you knew something felt of the moment you stepped into Gandharva Village. And, as per the usual, the whole visit of Sumeru was filled with adventures, commissions, and saving a whole population due to the fatui's escapades. When it came to escaping the Sabzeruz Festival, it was only then that you realized where the goddess you were looking for was.

The whole fiasco of rescuing Nahida went better than it played out in your head. When it came to saving her, you specifically requested to stay back and fight all those who locked her up in the first place. And so, once the Traveler finds Nahida, they both are met with the sights of you scolding (and threating) several sages.

Seeing the familiar white haired archon, you immediately sprint over to her and scoop her into a hug, which was lifetimes overdue.

"Lesser Lord! Archons, I've missed you so much!"

"It's really good to see you too, I hope you've been well"

[desceros]

im gonna sob yoU DIDNT HAVE TO DO ME LIKE THAT, MAN- you made me think I was safe, 'cause god damn was I relieved when it was Todd who was the neighbor and not Alopex bUT THEN SHES SINCLAIRS GIRLFRIEND WHAT-?!??!?!

we were doing so good, why you gotta do me like thissssssssss TnT

im gonna give you a pass though cause of cute todd bonding and DACHSHUND-DAKOTA HNGGGGGGGGG CHIN HANDS HEART EYES BABY DOGGIEEEEEEEE

and then cute mikey moment that was well overdue I feel, boy hasn't gotten enough attention thus far, really (or raph but ill spare you me feelings on that ToT) and he's gonna be so cool next chapter I bet wooooooooo

anywhoosies, sorry for the long ask but I needed my emotions to emotion rq so ;P

cha-cha real smooth, -Madz :D

hahaha, no worries, raph is going to get his time in the sunlight, too! and you're Never safe, mwahaha. because you see, i did. i had to do it. sagely nod.