#god thatll suck .-.

[jellyfishjams]

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[gemharvest]

I feel like out of any of my previous fixations, I would be drawn back into MP100 the quickest if there was any new content. Fortunately for me, the anime is done so (remembers the Reigen manga exists and hasn't been adapted) fucj

[crimeronan]

why hasnt anyone ever told me that if u put a pat of butter in a pan and then put an egg on it and wait for 3 minutes u have an edible egg. like it wont be a GOOD egg but it wont be raw anymore. it'll just be a normal egg that u can eat. this is so fucked up why are we not talking about this.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[eddie-rifff]

my anxiety has been through the roof recently. the only thing that is keeping me sane is going on walks with my dad or my sister. and listening to peter hammill like my life depends on it

[summer-horror-party]

lolll awesome for a day ive been looking forward to to start off pretty annoyingly

[eyesoftxmorrow]

[gmos]

i need a powerful computer to run all the architecture softwares but i dont have 800 dollars sitting around!!!!!

[thanatoseyes]

Me: *strolling along the occult movements in the 1900s* la la la

The article: okay so remember THIS guy. He has ties to this other GUY. And THIS ONE. Don't even talk about him. Okay now moving on this one.

Me: I need a notebook and some aspirin.

[l-cereta]

Like everything is pissing me off rn

[jennrypan]

"What do you like to do?"

I don't fucking know!!!

I'm not good at shit that'll make me money!!!

Art won't make me money!! I don't fucking care. I have to be really God damn fucking good and im not. I'm not gonna delude myself like I am either.

I just wanna have a job that doesn't make me wanna kill myself!!! Fuck!

[victorborkowski]

when i say i am in so deep with this legacy (?? if u can even call it that atp) i am so serious..... like i just. god. it was SUPPOSED to be a legacy but then i got too attached to literally all of imani and johnny's kids and now here we are.

i genuinely don't even know what i'm gonna do when their grandkids start aging up, because i'm attached to half of them too, so like ?? play them too i guess ?? like i'm ALREADY doing sims 2-esque rotational play, i play each household for a week and only turn on townie aging when i'm at the top of the rotation, but god.....i think part of it is that i haaaate both ea AND mccc's story progressions ,so like. i dont wanna just throw these sims away and leave them to suffer with whatever story progression does to them, ykwim? so then i got in over my head playing them all, and it's only gonna get worseeee

[patron-saint-of-emesis]

nvm im back to wanting to eat my own organs

sometimes i miss the ex situationship but also. oh my god it is so better to be bored than stressed. its so much better to be bored than to be constantly agonizing over a man. its SOOOO much better to be bored than feeling like i’m preforming on a stage 24/7. being single is so nice. it’s quiet. i think i love the quiet

[nutzworth]

was on twitter (oops) and theres a ton of people going apeshit over kanaya in the upd8 (hs:bc upd8) right obviously and i saw one (1) post about "still hating hs2. jade would not fucking do this" and like. huff.

fosmf if youre there and youve read the hsbc update tell me your thoughts on this. im so curious

in MY opinion, i really like jade in postcanon in general. OBVIOUSLY, the stuff with davekat SUCKS + IS WEIRD + outb of character (i doubt jade would cross boundaries in such a weird way? like a girl can take a hint esp for the people she loves.) but in the update it goes over jade and why she did what she did and like a cute little summary of the yiffy situation. i never really hated yiffy? and i hate yiffy even less with the update. narration + backstory with reasoning did its job.

SUMMARY, AS I SEE IT: jade was dating around mortals but came to the conclusion that they dont want HER, they want to say they dated the GOD OF SPACE. they wanted clout and she hated it. and i dont know. i think she went a little crazy cus of it. she was like I am truly alone in this world. Im cursed to be alone. Im doomed because of my aspect. How can i fix this. solution: HAVE A BABY. and it needs to be one of her god friends. she cant have a baby with a random mortal. john and dave are boys; they cant bear children. she cant have a baby with roxy or jane because she doesnt know them well. that leaves: rose lalonde so jade has a baby with rose lalonde and keeps it a secret. she talks to jane, and this is fine because its largely professional, and she makes sure yiffany (the baby) doesnt become a celebrity. yiffy is normal. yiffy is a normal kid and she has a normal life. jade needs her to have a normal life. jade needs to feel that connection with normality that she never had, jade needs to make sure yiffy doesnt go through the same damn thing she did. and she keeps it a secret. she bonded with rose. if kanaya finds out, thatll tear all three of them apart. jade craves the company. jade craves friendship and closeness. but of course, shes a space player and shes doomed. so they find out. and yiffy gets on the news. and everything is torn

ANYWAY: i think thats so cool. i think thats a great explanation. i think jade WOULD do that is the thing. its a logical train of thought and she makes some stupid mistakes and bad decisions but overall its rational. if i was in her situation i would probably do the same thing. yiffany longstocking is like jade harleys' my love mine all mine by mitski you get me. jade harley yearns for the closeness and having a baby can fill that. what other option did she have? she was crazy

interested to hear other peoples thoughts on this. i may just be biased because i love jade harley

[themoonstarwarrior]

Well, I haven't seen the episode yet, but since it sounds like BloodMoon is refusing to be saved, imma go ahead and share the idea I mentioned to @twinanimatronics about how Sun could've possibly reached them.

Obviously BloodMoon wont sit still and listen so this scenario has Sun use star power to trap BM just like old moon did to him with Moon on standby to come in once the 5 minutes are up.

Basically, Sun asks them WHY they kill and hurt people and BM brings up the main three reasons: they enjoy it, they dont want to be a tool, and they hunger. Since literally none of the protags have actually asked, Sun would be surprised that theres more than the first reason and interrogate to get to the bottom of it. Cuz what Sun realizes is that BloodMoon doesnt have any deeper motives or desires because of their eternal hunger. Their ENTIRE existence has circled around violence to satisfy their hunger. They get used to satisfy their hunger. They enjoy the rip and tear because it stops the hunger.

They have always been a tool to the hunger.

So Sun offers the one thing that no one has: what if they get rid of the hunger?

BM is confused cuz all they've ever known is the hunger, and Sun has to dig the point home by explaining how they can keep killing but it'll come back, and probably stronger. They could kill everyone and everything but then the hunger will come back. And the only thing thatll be left to kill is each other.

And THAT freaks them out, because that is the only thing BloodMoon stands to lose is the brotherhood. (And while BM1 would probably race about lies and trickery, BM2 cant deny the logic)

So with BM actually realizing how their hunger endangers them, and Moon at this point just WAITING to finish them off, Sun lays down the ultimatum. Since no change of heart can happen if all they've ever known is hunger, Sun/Moon/Solar can try and remove it to and see if the twins can be rehabilitated, otherwise Moon ends them then and there.

And I love this idea so much!!! It addresses the REAL block that BM has that hasnt been brought up since that one episode where they kill the anime girl. We get to keep BloodMoon, since the creators went to the trouble of bringing them back and giving them a new model so it'd be a lil annoying if they just ended up killed again. It acknowledges how much BM has been used and brushed aside while admitting that there hasnt been much else to them. And you could have a whole rehabilitation arc, with everyone healing and BM given a real change and actual honesty, since god knows no one is gonna be mincing words. And I imagine their blood-hunger being removed ends up like the Ruin Virus a bit, where getting rid of it cuts down a LOT of the more sadistic urges. So the boys get a mostly-tamed but still-pretty-fucking-insane BloodMoon Twins that basically is just the feral crazy guy that hangs around Animal from Muppets lol and idk stays with Monty cuz hes more easygoing on the violent habits and they need to NOT be anywhere near the daycare.

And maybe I'll watch the episode and be alright with it, but it just sucks cuz this would work SO GOOD and I know the showrunners wouldn't do it. So now I've had to make this fucking long ass post and y'all hafta deal with it.

And maybe someday I'll write a drabble this and the other SAMS scenes I've imagined...

So yeah, sorry about the rambling and shit. I hate how emotionally involved I get with this show that I love. And I'll go ahead and tag @garbagechocolate out of obligation X)

[animusbell]

the movement to bluesky is so bizarre to me because it's like bc elon got on there and made it worse, everyone forgot how bad twitter sucked to begin with in every possible way, and everyones like "yeah doing the exact same thing but without elon will be good. thatll fix it. surely it's a Good Website now without him" like god i get it social media addiction is real but man