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patron-saint-of-emesis · 1 year ago

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nvm im back to wanting to eat my own organs

sometimes i miss the ex situationship but also. oh my god it is so better to be bored than stressed. its so much better to be bored than to be constantly agonizing over a man. its SOOOO much better to be bored than feeling like i’m preforming on a stage 24/7. being single is so nice. it’s quiet. i think i love the quiet

#i read that phrase in a tweet once and it never left me #anyways i want 2 text him so bad. but thatll just end with me screaming at him or falling for him again #and neither. are productive endgoals.#i want to grip him by his stupid face and tell him i would have spent the rest of my life making him happy #i would have worshiped the ground he walked on for the rest of our lives. and he fucked it up! he fucked it up so bad #not to be cliche but silver springs I Know I Could Have Loved You But You Would Not Let Me moment #it just sucks you can love someone with your whole heart and it still wont be enough in the end #hes so fucking stupid. god. we could have been beautiful

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