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I CAUGHT A FUCKING BIG ASS CARP AND I THINK THE NEIGHVORS THOUGHT I WAS BEING MIRDERED BECAUSE MY SISTER WOUPDMT HIRRY TF IP WITH THE BET BUT I HOT IT DO WHOOOOOO
MY MAGNUM OPIS
#I WAS PANICKING#MY LINE IS SHIT#AND IVE NEVER GOTTEN ANYTHING MORE THAN A FUCKING PERCH#AHHHHH#PICS BELOW#DEAR GOD#sunny rambles
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READ POETRY TO GET CRAZIER
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I need to ignore canon, have petrigrof work out their issues earlier, start a family and be happy. I need that for my soul.
My beloved lesbians <3
#yeah i watched the new episodes#ahhhhh#i am not okay!#it wasnt as emotional as expected but it still fucking hurt#adventure time#fionna and cake#petrigrof#betty grof#simon petrikov#simon x betty#fionna and cake spoilers#i swear to god if anyone says 'Oh their toxic' or some shit they need to reread what i said#i am aware#also normally would post this on side because being slightly cringe on main is too much for me but fuck it let me be cringe on main#I NEED MY LESBIANSSS#btw they are t4t understand this
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Hey yall I just read all of Firefly Wedding's current chapters and is no one gonna mention just how ominous and death-coded that whole recent chapter was?? The ocean washing away their dream floorplan? You know, the ocean, the literal barrier between Shinpei and Satoko's two very different lives? Or the whole I want you to be happy just remembering me thing? Girl is gonna die at the end bro
#firefly wedding#I usually hate shoujo but this shit has me sucked in#I also hate sad endings so fuck me ig#goddd please let them be happy and run away to build their dream house#where they can kiss and fuck a shit ton like god bless them please#help me i hate doomed romance but i also love it ahhhhh#also i just love weird man no lie if a man said anything shinpei says and he looked like that I would be like ok cool let's get married lma#which probably explains why all my male partners have been batshit crazy but you know whatever YOLO
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Themes of Chants of Sennaar:
You can learn a lot about a language just by paying attention to context clues and patterns
Languages have different grammatical structures and ways of expressing things, especially plurals and ways for the speakers of the language to refer to in groups vs. out groups
Cross-cultural communication is good and can help solve problems by sharing or trading knowledge and resources
Xenophobia is a powerful tool that those in power will use to keep people divided and weak and trying to overcome it will be met with resistance and violence
#please feel free to ignore this#I'm playing Chants of Sennaar#It's gamebro#Kissing everyone who worked on this game WITH TONGUE ahhhhh!!!!!#It's so good and everything about it is exactly my shit#I love it I'm eating it I'm eating it I hope everyone who came up with this concept got their soul sucked out of them#FUCK the way the image of all the cultures connected was each culture's god/highest principle glyph from a different angle
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I FREAKING LOVE LIVE MUSIC !!!!!!!!!!
#ITS SO FUCKING GOOD WTF WTF WTF#thank god for live music fr#ahhhhh holy shit this was such a good show#im so sad my next show isnt for an entire MONTH 😭😭#i wanna go to a show every single night#i wish i had a job so i cld go to a show every single night
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PORTERS THE BAD GUY?? BRENNANS BEEN SITTING ON THIS FOR FIVE YEARS????? FIGS BEEN RIGHT THE WHOLE TIME???????????
#what the SHIT#holy fuck#he planned out jace and porter being the bad guys since the fucking beginning……#god no fucking WONDER he wanted gorgug to be angry and fig to change her god#horrible that i was kinda warming up to him. even though i was still pissed about his technique with gorgug#he IS a shit teacher god damn#fucking killed yolanda and maybe lucy?#also omggggg the drawing of ankarna and cassandra#this too is yuri…#them reaching out for each other ahhhhhh#and ankarna not letting her followers hurt cassandra or ruvina AHHHHH#i think i hauve covid#fantasy high#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high spoilers#fantasy high junior year spoilers#fantasy high junior year#porter cliffbreaker#i am UNWELL#ankarna#also yes im behind we dont talk about that
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being the most competent bitch around means waiting in line to purchase your Break Monster Energy™ and actively BEING ON YOUR BREAK but still having to organise and put out fires because NO ONE ELSE PRESENT CAN RUB THEIR TWO BRAINCELLS TOGETHER !!!!!!!
#AHHHHH I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO ON BREAK 15 MINUTES AGO#the customers were two very nice older ladies from a place with different opening times so they were in kind of a pickle#they just needed a BUNCH of cardboard boxes to pack their extremely full trolleys into because they hadn't planned for The Situation#so they wait in line but it's taking forever due to lottery fuckery. one of them approaches my most useless coworker who's at self checkout#she of course is like “i neither know nor care and also i will Not find out. go speak to Overwhelmed Lottery Lady”#and my bitchass waiting in line felt so bad i was like “hello good evening what's the issue”#and i started organising shit for them on the spot with my arms FULL of energy drinks and wine beverages#they're GETTING THEIR FUCKING BOXES. OR SO HELP ME GOD#they were very appreciative tho. i love helping people i am just fed up with some of my fucking coworkers#rayrambles
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Art hard (do not reblog pls!)
I decided to start over on Friend’s cover. Idk if I’ve mentioned it here but I’m doing it myself this time! In the past i had a friend do the covers and i really like them but i think it’s really important to me that i be able to do a cover myself for once and i think this one is the one to do it with. I’m really excited and i have a really strong idea, but it’s been hard to nail it down lol i might need help
Anyways i know ONE thing i did right was to START OVER her face looks so much better now as does her like. Anatomy and shit. As long as it doesn’t look *wrong* by the time I’m done with it, i think I’ll be happy
#my shit#god im having a time tho#it’s turning out good i just ahhhhh#it’s taking a lot of work to get the redo to the point i had been at with version one#but just with where I’m at now i think it looks way fucking better#especially her face#also in version 1 the eclipse was going to cover up the series header#and that simply will not do lol
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So, about my contract ending? Work just called and they want me back permanently starting from Tuesday, same hours but less days (just 4 days a week) to cover evenings which works out pretty good for me, leaving me free during the day!
#💀 ;; OOC#I swear to god I'm annoying the fuck out of ya'll with this but !!!#I went in earlier today and the boss said there's going to be contracts avaliable around Easter#Called me just now offering permanent night work which I'm going to take because holy shit#Not too many days a week and a nice stretch of work?#Beats sitting on my arse for 4 months#Only today and tomorrow to rest but fuck it I need money#And my hospital appointments are in the early afternoon so I can manage both#I can't believe 2023 is already turning kickass I'm crying <3#Life's been so shit since 2019 so I'm so fucking happy#And being a permanent member I'll get staff discount so 10% off shopping with more during peak seasons#AHHHHH#Still going to do my best to write but these hours will be a lot more managable#Night work will be easier too as it's quiet so just warehouse/stacking#I swear to god I'm not gaslighting you all but asdfghjkl#I'm happy and can't believe it
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I have another skin I've been wanting to get some progress on and then I remembered that I haven’t streamed in one million billion years. if people are interested in a jank little ipad stream (oh god I’ll have to figure out if that’s even possible) maybe I’ll try my hand again at streaming my art. no promises I’m still trying to crawl my way out of Only Making 2 Pieces of Art Per Year so I cannot guarantee when the mood will strike me
#unfortunately it has been a Bad Time. i had all these hopes to start up a non FR blog and was going to!!! but I'm so dead.#I hope I'll be able to do it soon because I really want to! it just requires energy of which I have none right now#I have an insane amount of worldbuilding shoved in my head and it would be fun to share#like I will go insane with worldbuilding if I'm left to my own devices. I was trying to make a new chromosome system the other day.#I once tried to figure out orbital mechanics to make a planet system. I am an evolutionary biologist. I know fuck all about orbital mechanic#s#god help me because I started thinking about weather patterns recently#anyways#really the most part is I just gotta get over the mental hurdle of ahhhhh sharing scary#sharing stuff here has me sweating sometimes LOL#just because Ahhhhhhh People Can Perceive Me and My Art#plus streaming is like Get Perceived Idiot and I think that I need to practice that#anyways welcome to my TED talk.#who cares!!!!!!!!!! @ ME Get This Through Your Head.#also I know I'm the king of ok I will try my best to make this happen! and then not making it happen but I did not forget.#I have ALWAYS wanted to make an art blog since I was like 12 and learned what those are. but 11 years later I'm still too chicken to do it#SO. I'm working on it#I am biting the bullet and forcing myself to start posting shit. eventually. soon#if you want to get the jump on it my tumblr is actually already made I'm just sitting on it and letting it haunt my brain#it's rewormer. just rewormer#because I will be posting about worms. many many worms. I love them. they are my brain rolled out into a worm shape.#MY brainworms. no dewormer allowed <3#my interest in worms went from 'I love looking at sandworm concepts I should make one sometime' to#'ok I finally made my own sandworm and they are so incredibly self indulgent that I can think of nothing else now.'#speculative biology my beloved at this point I do my little biology thing and then come home and immediately try to apply all of those ideas#anyways holy shit if you read all of this. I give you a sticker#but I just wish I had the energy to do all this. I'm hoping it changes soon because I do really want it! very badly! I just am not there yet#unfortunately things have been Bad and I have not been doing Well and life kinda derailed and then the train fell into a lake.#and I am still sitting in the water being like aww shit my train. but I'm hoping to call Train AAA soon#holy shit I hit the tag limit okay bye for real
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I really got home and then redecorated for like 6 hours straight. I haven't slept in 25 hours basically 😐 and the last time I slept it was like, less than 5. This is how I adjust to the timezone change LMAO
But hey at least my F1 shrine is now more complete :D I now just need to frame the poster of Nando I got at the gp, but I have no idea where to put it. I love when I have an obsession, and then I always put the "shrine" precariously balanced on the tiny shelf on my desk. So that every time I have to find something, I risk knocking everything down
#god im so sleep deprived atm#like i reached fhat point where you keep hallucinating shit in the corner of your vision#i bought a giant mucha poster right?#and its on my door#and it keeps scaring the shit out of me bcs my brain keeps fucking w me#but blah blah blah sleep deprivation whatever i digress#i still think my fav thing i got from the Austrian gp is the red bull bulletin#which is funny bcs its the one thing i didnt even have to pay for#its just really really cool to me after having seen pics of it online#and to actually have it and that be the proof that i actually was there is cool to me#i need to print out my ticket at some point as well#but ahhhhh i started putting up all the mucha posters and its very cool!#those are thw only posters thag dont need frames so i couldnt help but put them up#everything else must wait :(#anwyays sry even tho im like deteriorating from needing to sleep im in a really talkative mood#ramble ramble ranble yknow#guten nacht alles :) now im back in the timezone i actually understand sjkfkg#catie.rambling.txt
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Man, I am a piece of shit.
I just got a year older. Ahhhh....
I want be a child. A baby .
No exams. Just sleep
Crying because of growing up
Help Help Help ......
Bye people 👋
#i am shit#oh fuck#today is my birthday#why am i alive#oh my god#what is happening#this is a crisis#for me#i wanna die#help lol#im cryin#ahhhhh#humans are weird#i need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep#probably
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my mom wonders why I self harm and then starts making me feel like shit and telling me ill never be happy because of it
#and also yells at me for startling her.#i want to strangle that piece of shit oh my fucking god AHHHHH#tw self harm#vent
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FUCK. THAT. SHIT. FUCK THAT SHIT
#s&b season 2#s&b s2 e6#shadow and bone#mypost#NO#a) episode six is kicking my ass#my heart was in overdrive the entire time#my GOD#so impactful and emotional and#AHHHHH#but that LAST BIT#fuck you ‘darkling’ lil BITCH#actually gaining something that way#his mother’s last memeory being antithetical to her final sacrifice#shit T-T#not often I cure THATS NOT FAIR at a book or media#(this is a positive thing)#I’m EMOTIONALLY RUINED#episode six
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#THAT WAS FUCKING CINEMATIC#ISAGI WHO HAPPENED TO BE THERE WHEN RIN GOT THE BALL AWAY. THE FINAL PIECE BEING LUCK. HIM SCORING THE EXACT WAY HE LOST TO RIN DURING THE#4V4 OHHHHHH MY GOD. INSANE. INSANE WRITING. BLUE LOCK YOU OUTDO YOURSELF#holy shit i was SO TENSE during this match AHHHHH IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM#and everyone got a chance to shine :)) and every ship did too lol#ANYWAY THIS WAS CRAZY LMAO!!!#lena reads blue lock
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