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A bunch of Mii Fighter drawings :D
#mii#super smash bros#ssbu#mii fighter#mii brawler#mii swordfighter#mii gunner#my art#I still have artblock unfortunately but it sure was nice drawing the trio again#to me they are the best of friends (and maybe more) and it makes me happy seeing them all together#For the bottom left doodle I have the headcanon that the default Mii Fighters are in charge of all the Mii Fighters#which means they help them register/sign up for Smash and show them around and train them in whichever movesets they choose#so if you need help figuring out combos or movesets or just want feedback you can go straight to them and they'll be happy to help you out#also if you look very carefully you can see that I am not at all consistent with Swordfighter's hair#one day... one day I'll learn how to draw him right...
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the urge to just grab both twins’ heads and make absolutely sure they know how good they are they’re so good you’re so so good !! you’re such good kids!! you’re so good you’re so good!! is getting a little too strong to handle over here
#play game#they need to know. they should know this. removed from the context of eorzea and your responsibility you still chose to help !#in such an impactful way that people know you! They know you as little champions! you chose to help a swath of people who need it#who can’t help themselves who love you !! Wow!!!!!!! you’ve grown so much!!!!#if anything happens to them I’m going to CRY#I’m going to kill everyone in the room and then myself etc#oh my gosh I’m tearing up. That’s not good#not a good sign#I don’t have any fancy words I just need to pet them. ok? Ok. Good kid#ch’ari is funny to look at as a whole he’s like no friends >:( angry >:( and then like seven years later he’s holding a baby and crying
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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“God why do I feel so stressed and tired all the time?”
*has 15 different things going on at once, none of which are related
#okay maybe FIFTEEN#but I’m working on my own research project#while also being in 3 films#while also volunteering at a museum and an archive#while also creating and selling my artwork#while also helping my friend with his research project#while also trying to get these fiction pieces out there#while ALSO trying to work out the logistics of getting a motorised sledge across the country without a car#(tbf that’s easy — assemble at chosen point and disassemble for transport)#while also trying to make sure I have things like food. and rent money. and that I eat the food. and pay the rent money#I feel like a squirrel in a blender#LETS FUCKING GO WE BALL AT DAWN#I blame Antarctic history for at least 1/3 of the reasons I’m so all over the place#the rest is 100% on me#(oh Christ u just remembered the two auditions I’ve been called back for AAAAAAH)#I also need to sign up to do some HEMA courses since it’s been a while. and I need to keep that up to date#and my first aid certificate…. fuck me#I just wanna play the banjo and smoke bad cigarettes and badly flirt with butch ladies
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Do you have a particular organization you work with for providing disaster relief?
At the moment, no. My dad and several of my neighbors have been helping out with various local groups, but so far my donations have been things like clothes I had on hand that happened to be the size my neighbor's coworker, who lost their house in a flood, needed, or stuff like that The baby blankets are going to a different neighbor's kid's school, who is arranging donations for...I think it's a particular city but I am not sure how to reveal what city without giving away where I live more precisely than I really want to? I live close enough to the flooding that I don't really need to work with an organization, because everyone in my neighborhood is at max two degrees of separation from someone who lost everything in the floods. I can give things, including baby blankets, directly to the families affected. I mean, that said, I am giving them to my neighbors to distribute, but that's because I can't drive and a lot of the places donations are going you can't drive to at the moment anyway. One of my neighbors is organizing people with ATVs to go take food, water, fuel, and other necessities up to some of the communities that currently have no road access I got very, very lucky with where I live and the infrastructure that happened to be in place*. There was severe flooding less than ten minutes away from where I live in more than one direction, but where I live made it and enough of the roads are intact to be able to get out. Some routes are more circuitous than they used to be, but it's still possible
*by happened to be in place I mean in my particular neighborhood and the work my dad has had done in our yard, not the rest, I know a lot of people over a lot of years made the infrastructure of the larger area
#the person behind the yarn#ask away!#sorry nonny if this got a little more grim than my usual posting#the flooding has been incredibly bad#there's a sinkhole in my neighborhood big enough you could drive a car into it#it is luckily in a vacant lot but it's uh....not a good sign#I live close enough to a dam that it could have caused severe problems#but they drained the reservoir almost entirely before the storm hit#the organizations at least locally are mostly just picking which small city that particular organization is focusing on#and then you just...go#my dad was out for hours yesterday cleaning up debris#not where I live but near his friend's house#my house's only damage was a lost shutter#and my neighbor found it in his backyard and stored it in his garage for us until the wind died down enough to get it home#the outpouring of support even just in my neighborhood has been honestly a little overwhelming#there were so many volunteers at multiple local organizations they had to turn people away yesterday#it's going to be a very long recovery process for a very large amount of people#but people are showing up to help
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Okay, I just finished Strange Aeons' Dashcon video and I have two major conclusions, but the more important one is that the general experience for the participants, not the vendors in the artist alley, guests, staff, or security, but the nerds who bought tickets and attended the con, was generally MUCH more positive than I thought it was. And also, that people on tumblr who were not there were MUCH more vicious and mean than I thought they would be.
#shut up me#like I dont know- I guess I have a very nostalgic view of tumblr before 2015 (before I signed up)#me and my older sister would look at ''tumblr at night'' posts on google images#and it just seemed like this bright place where young teens were really genuine and annoying (POSITIVE) about their interests#in a way that tumblr isn't now#This is still the be annoying about your fandoms website- but people are so much more reserved?#Anyway. I often forget that this is the same tumblr that had massive issues with callout posts and hate anons#And holy cow. The cognitive dissonance#of these people who went to dashcon and made friends in the ballpit and had a weird but ultimately kind of fun time#all the while people on tumblr /not even attending/ are filling their inboxes with hate for going to this horribly organized event#without foresight?#I dont think im gonna forget the mental image of people helping draft responses to mean anons in the convention hall#Like WOW#Incredible video. I kinda wish I could go to dashcon 2 ngl
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'live up to your name' au where og knight of blood and iron javier gets "killed" in the middle of the plot but instead of dying he's transported to modern south korea, waking up in a random alleyway with no injuries whatsoever. and because he's a protagonist no matter what universe he is in, despite being deeply disoriented and confused when he sees a group of thugs harassing a guy he steps in and chases them off with no problem and barely any mention of cutting off limbs. and then after making sure the guy is okay he very sheepishly asks him if he could please help him because he was lost and had no idea of where he was or how he got there
and kim suho who just saw a gorgeous but obviously foreign stranger in awesome cosplay chase off his would be muggers with what looked like a real ass sword and is currently high and smitten in "oh thank god i didn't get my week's work salary stolen" endorphins and is about to have the weirdest week of his life innocently says "yes of course"
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#og javier asrahan#kim suho#listen i just need javier to be the fish out of water in modern south korea so badly my heart aches for it#of course as time goes on suho goes from believing javier is just a very in-character cosplayer to thinking he just found someone#having a very bad mental breakdown lol#but the guy Did save him and he thinks it would be a shitty move on his part to leave him to his own devices when he's clearly not well#so despite this being more than what he signed up for he decides to keep trying help him even if his help does switch from trying to locate#his hotel and maybe a group of friends if they're lucky to trying to corral him into going to a hospital or a police station where they can#find who this guy really is and why the fuck does he believe he's javier asrahan protagonist of his latest favorite novel#of course that all goes out of the window when by pure chance and a healthy dose of bad luck suho almost gets run over by dear truck-kun#and when javier shields him with his own body they find themselves back in lorasia. in the middle of the plot. the very tragic#very action filled very dangerous plot#still figuring out the later details but it would definitely involve a couple more switches between universes#and the subsequent adapting to a different world than your own shenanigans
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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How are you doing Dangonrumps? What are you up to?
Well I just visited family. Always a pleasure
#That's sarcasm. Most of them are nice it's just. Complicated.#not an art#*Sinks deeper into the Found Family niche*#Oh but on happier notes! Witnessed a cute moment at the bus where the driver got up at a stop sign to help someone with their bike#It was sweet#And I'm on vacay which is great! Had to bail out of the apartment yesterday and today#Bc flatmate had company and I just wasn't feeling it#But yesterday I could just go to my friend's house using the key she gave me like#'hey friend and friend's sister mind if I chill here so I don't have to play board games '#It was great I just love having people to run to lol#Hopefully tonight they won't stop for long I'm just walking to the store for a single drink to postpone going back#Barfs info at you lol
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im so fucking mad
#i had been planning to go to this thing with my friends for a whole year after we did it last december#and it was overnight#and it was a fundraiser for my pathfinder trip#and i was signed up and we paid and everything#and i was supposed to go tonight#and then my parents decided i couldnt fucking go#because the other day i threw up and they think it was because i didnt get enough sleep#when really its because i hadnt eaten enough#but now they arent fucking letting me go#because they dont want me to be sick again#and all my friends are there#and theyre having fun and sending pictures#and my parents arent even sympathetic#i was telling them that i really wanted to go and that i was really sad that i couldnt#and all they said was that it was for the best#like wow thanks for that#it doesnt help with that fact that im literally fucking in tears
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SCREAM there are rumors being spread about me at work that i have smth going on with a colleague of mine 😭😭😭😭
#and it’s NOT the colleague i actually have a crush on agabwjanana#istg every day there’s smth new 😭😭😭😭#the girl who always goes on smoke breaks with my crush spread the rumors….#which means my crush probably also thinks i have smth going on with this other guy 🥲#like it’s so hard to get closer to my crush bc we’re never really alone and he doesn’t talk much he’s kind of mysterious#whenever i ask questions he mostly gives short answers#and now i wonder if he really just doesn’t like me that way or if he’s put off bc of the rumors#bc the other guy is also his friend 😞#i did not sign up for all this drama when starting this new job seriously feel like i’m in some kind of bad tv show 😭#also i really like that guy but not that way and tbh he’s been acting rather flirty with me#and i was actually afraid that smth like this would happen but not so fast 😭#idk if i should say smth to that girl next time i see her bc like that’s such childish behavior#but i guess gossip at work can’t be helped?#like i’m literally interested in someone else but bc i like him so much i struggle way more to get close to him#whereas with the other guy bc i don’t see him that way it’s so easy to talk to him#he messages me a lot over the work chat and i always thought if someone sees these messages they’re gonna assume there’s smth going on#between us and lo and behold i was right 😭😭😭😭#like he sometimes sent me kissy face emojis and talked about us having a date when we’re going on a lunch break#but i NEVER reciprocated these kind of messages i ignored him whenever he said stuff like this#i should’ve just outright said that i don’t find it appropriate then i wouldn’t have this problem now#i just want my actual crush to like me back 😭😭😭#and it’s so funny bc that girl does everything with my crush smoke breaks lunch breaks so by that logic they’re dating too no??#like i’m actually so envious of how close they are and she’s out there spreading rumors about me based on some chat messages she saw..#☁️
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You gather your nerves a moment, which is fair, strange doors have not been so innocuous for you as of late, then creep up to the establishment and push open the door, it gives easily and quietly you slip in, behind the door is small hallway with thick curtains you brush aside, you're looking at a small illuminated room that you would guess is the entrance to the museum, but there's no one manning the front, you call out and knock on the desk yet no answer, you've already come this far so you go further in.
At first it's just pictures on the walls in moderately open spaced windowless rooms, the pictures themselves are interesting, supposed creatures sighted, this places versions of UFO's and Bigfoot's, but also nothing you haven't flipped past in the books you've been searching, the next room is the same and you're beginning to feel the weight of your trespassing misconduct the longer you linger, the museum seems to be set up in a circle so if you keep going forward you should end up back at the front so you move on, the next room has a large curtained off display that takes up most of the back wall, your curiosity piqued you move to pull aside the curtain, the fabric is soft and slides beneath your fingers, you raise it just enough to see a picture on the wall of a strange landscape, short blue and grey plants and a dusty pink sky, in the picture is a smiling man holding a book and looking passed the camera, on his jacket dangles a white key...
"May I ask for an explanation?! Our door is closed for the night hours."
You drop the curtain and turn to find an older gentleman looking at you from across the room, he seems irritated and mildly alarmed, you hurriedly apologize and explain the door was open and rush to ask about the display behind the curtain, he is not impressed with your questions and asks that you leave, realizing your unfortunate situation you acquiesce and ask for the hours you can visit instead, he gives you a time and pointedly tells you the cost of the entrance fee as well, you head back to your friends place, your heart in your throat, this is the closest you've been to figuring out what to do next in almost a week, the itchy paranoia of last worlds government catching you shadowing your every move.
You reach your friends place, they're still out probably picking up dinner, you are still caught off guard at times by how similar this place is to your world, sure their versions of things are a little odd, the tv is circular, doorframes rounded out, other little oddities, it's all so similar though you may as well just be in another country maybe, with a strange accent.
You decide to take this moment to add to your journal and look over your things, while you did a quick inventory check when you first got here you haven't checked the items themselves until now.
Your walkie crackles when you flip it on, same as ever.
Your phone remains serviceless but fills its charge when you turn it on and off. Interestingly you notice it trying to pick up a wifi signal and when you check there seem to be a couple networks nearby, locked though.
The funnel still amplifies the noises around you and you hear the neighbors discussing something on the tv next door as clearly as if they were speaking to you. When you look through the funnel you don't notice anything. You hold it back up to your ear listening to all the different things around you and pull out the spinning top, as soon as the top hits the table the noise disappears, confused you look at the funnel and then listen again, but no noise, the top falls over and the noise returns. Strange.
The berries taste fresh and make you feel better, but you are running low even though you resupplied a bit before leaving.
The dog tags seem unchanged and your key and whistle seem the same as ever.
When your friend gets back you ask about the wifi, they call it something else, but once you parse it out they help you set it up. Your phone can now access their version of the internet so your friend shows you a program to message them just in case. They also give you a device to keep in your pocket that connects you to the wifi wherever you go, so you can contact them while you're out and about. You tell them about the museum you saw earlier, how you think it may be a lead, and the old man running the place. They seem excited for you and make plans to join you tomorrow to go see it.
You go to bed that night thinking of your plans for the morning and turn over the strange dreams or images you remember from when you passed through the door. You slip off into an uneasy sleep, gold threads weave from dream to dream until you stand before an open doorway of light, something about this doorway is wrong though, you can feel it, you reach out to touch, the crackles of energy electrifying the air...someone reaches out and stops you, you can't see their face but you hear them as if through water. You can almost make out the words...you know they're speaking to you, you just can't hear it well enough.
You turn to them, but you still can't see anything but their lips, it looks like their telling you to stop...to go...you can't make it out.
"...op...ea...G...ome!"
With that last echoing and indecipherable shout you awaken to the dark room, the walkie crackling from where you left it.
"S....l....o...h..." You fumble with it a second but the sounds die out no longer sounding like anything but static again. You don't end up sleeping much after that.
The next day you both head out to go to the museum. You take a minor detour to check the Door, but when you get close you see the alley has been blocked off, you notice some people from the last dimension around, their odd features sticking out to you but hidden away to fit in with the locals.
You cross the street with your friend and try to stay inconspicuous. Probably best stay away from here going forward.
You guys make it to the museum and head inside where the old man from last night mans the desk, your friend pays for the tickets and he hands them to you along with a pamphlet.
You don't bother looking at all the things you saw last night, your friend follows though obviously intrigued by the pictures. You reach the curtained wall and pull back the fabric, but find there's nothing there, dusty spots frames may have hung and empty tables where things had obviously been displayed are all that's left.
In shock you stand confused, your friend catches up and looks behind the curtain curious, you explain it's all gone, they seem befuddled as well. Obviously the content behind the curtain has been moved but it can't be far right? Maybe it's just in the back. Either way, it feels like someone is hiding something from you. You notice a door leading to the back that's for employee's.
Do you go through the door?
yes
#i gotta do something at least a little stupid once a week. for enrichment.#I'll go in providing friend will go to btw. I lose a significant amount of self preservation when I'm around someone I'm friends with#maybe I should prepare them for “hey btw you might end up coming through a door with me if the government here is anything like the last”#I will be playing the “absolutely dumbass” card#I just wandered in Mr. person who works here. my bad. no I didn't notice the sign. nah. cant read. no clue what youre talking about. chill.#I will use Earth's style of diplomacy (responding to everything with “I'm literally neruodivergent and a minor” regardless of the context)#anyways I don't like how this world is feeling. the alleyway being blocked off the people from the last dimension this guy at the museum#it all makes me wanna hop to the next world which to be fair is also probably a bad move#i bring a sort of super uncooperative vibe to functions that government agencies don't like#was I smart enough to bring my stuff with me to this place#maybe I should run back and grab all my stuff then come trespass in this museum#I should pay very close attention to the walkie#yes/no anon#guys help I'm lost in a black berry bush#is that the tag#whatever#its more “hide and seek from the government: door edition” for the sake of accuracy
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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage#because oh my god??????? weird#(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it)#basically i was coming home from this chem thing right#i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the#new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭#i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of#the station entrance right.#and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭#the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭#and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m#pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did??#i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato#leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop#oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help#except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅#actually had one proper conversation with him ❌#i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me#but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me#she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it#and i just keep thinking about that#funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal#oh you would’ve laugheddd#like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭#i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to#write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO#FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW#i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me#and then i whisked off as if to find that someone#i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons
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I was gonna say this when I went over the episode in my Zerothon, but hot take: I don't really appreciate the fatphobia in Alpha, Bravo, Unicorn. Just saying!
#PZPTH#Penn Zero: Part-Time Hero#El Speaks#Like I really didn't love Blaze in the show but man I feel horrible for how he's treated in that episode#I could somehow be misreading the treatment of him but... yeah no that's fatphobia or something similar stinking up that episode#Also if I remember correctly he just loses all that weight and looks thinner again in At the End of the Worlds#Idk I kinda take it personally like gaining weight can be a sign of cope or healing (because yeah he went through a traumatic event)#But everyone is just like: ewww gross go be sad and fat somewhere else!#Like my man was in a depression slump and nobody cared#Yes he did stop being helpful and stewed in it for who knows how long but like cut him some slack!#He's having a depressive episode for probably the first time in his life! Let him pick himself back up at his own time!#I fucking hate the gross out humor in this god! Sorry I have sensory issues with people chewing and eating#It's also great to have friends help you out of that slump but... not like that... they're just a bit too harsh#I get it! Kid's show! But idk!#It always bugs me when people pull the: I liked the old you waaaay more! The new you sucks!#Like wow sorry for changing as a person (for better or worse)#I wouldn't have minded him becoming a mix of both versions of him but... that doesn't happen#Wow... I'm really taking this too personally... sorry!
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#I used to write (as in - complain) about work here a lot#so it only feels right to document that today I did the thing that lovely people here as well as my family and friends have told me to do#countless times#... I went to the doctor and got signed off from work for two weeks#I did it#can't quite believe it#i'm going to work tomorrow so that I can set my team up for my absence and not just abandon them#and then i will just...not work for two weeks#and try to regain my health#stop coughing#finally go to the physio for my wonky arm that only doesn't hurt when it's in 'desk position'#and sleep and think and not think#i've been so much more stressed and ill at other times over the years#too stressed and ill to do what i needed to do#it weirdly 'helps' that my entire industry is on fire and there's absolutely nothing I can do to control it or to stave off the bombshells#so... FUCK IT!
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Stressed and loathe to talk to people about it
#me#text#im moving TOMORROW and one of my parents is being a matyr about it because i need help from someone she has beef with#up to and including asking if she needs to be out of the house while hes here and pretending she just found out he has issues with her#while also saying he cant have issues with her because he didnt tell her??#im not prepared i have no food for the new place and no soap either or silverware but i can solve that#and at work im behind on my training. which isn't totally my fault but i wanna be done#also lowkey think my friend now coworker is subtly bragging about being caught up?#not sure if its me or not tho#im behind because i struggle to ask people to sign me off and people struggle to sign me off because they dont know everything#or theyre busply#plus i had at least a week where i wasnt training at all#but today i need one signature one sheet and one body fluid count and ill only be behind on one thing and not two#also also next week i go on shift hence the deadline#i can get caught up on diffs in between work but body fluids are another issue
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