#go forth and overshare my friends

[ukiyowi]

𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐈

Note: These are my observations if it doesn't resonate scroll xx

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𐂲 I've recently noticed, whatever sign your mars is in and whichever body part that sign rules, can often result in getting accidentally hurt or random in that part. (Example, Mars in gemini = getting hurt on arms/hands, in Capricorn = scalp/knees/teeth, in Aries = head/sometimes cheekbones, etc)

𐂲 One thing I've noticed about Virgo risings is how much they underestimate themselves, they also usually have trouble with anxiety and overthinking

𐂲 Mystic rectangles give a lot of balance to a person but it can also come with multiple internal hardships and conflicts (in forms of insomnia or mental illnesses) and they often need external help to reach their full potential

𐂲 Pluto - Neptune hard aspects especially squares bring into consideration the back and forth between transformation versus illusion, what I mean by that is they have trouble distinguishing patterns in their cycles and may think they're imagining changes rather than believing that it's real (I hope this makes sense I've been trying to word it for the past 5 mins)

𐂲 I know we talk a lot about Leo Risings having great hair but imo Pisces rising have such luscious hair, like they have sm volume and shine to them?? They also look like a waterfall, just flowing, it's so pretty <//3

𐂲 Saturn in 4th/5th/11th house can overshare on the internet about everything going on with their lives

𐂲 Pluto in 6th house feel powerful only when they're working, so they never stop and even when they feel burnt out, they feel their sense of self and self worth is only tied to what they can give, therefore they may face guilt when they try to rest.

𐂲 This is simply a personal observation/theory but I have noticed that people who have a lot of degrees that are higher in number like 20+ often feel more comfortable with people older than them especially if those degrees sit in Pluto or Saturn

𐂲 I've noticed Aries mercuries also have very heavy footsteps, you can hear the thump 😭

𐂲 12th house Pluto are their own best friend and worst enemy, they may enable bad habits for others and justify the same for themselves, HOWEVER once the natives know how to harness the power of Pluto and understand it better, they can be really influential because a lot of people may be subconsciously attracted to the power they possess.

𐂲 Can we talk about Leo risings and how good their self concept is? Like... Please teach me tysm

𐂲 LIBRA PLACEMENTS IN GENERAL HAVE SUCH A HARD TIME WITH HEALTHY BOUNDARIES I'LL CRY- I have a friend with Libra venus and she can never say no to someone especially if she starts liking them :// and it's so hard to see ppl just take advantage of her, I also have friends and relatives with Libra in the big 3 and not only are they complete givers, they also have such a hard time taking, they feel guilty.

✓✓✓ Going to be mean to some of my placements/aspects now

𐂲 Venus conjunct Mars are so fucking clingy but ALSO so flighty🤨🤨choose ??? Do you want to be in this relationship (platonic/romantic) or do you not, stop being so hot and cold (it may help if I tell you both of these are in gemini for me)

𐂲 Chiron - moon placements have mommy issues or wounds related to their mothers/maternal figures in their lives

𐂲 Jupiter virgos can be such doormats at times, just because you want to help people doesn't mean you keep emptying your cup to fill others'.

𐂲 Mercury in 1st have their self worth TIED to their intelligence, like stop flaunting your knowledge, low-key looks insecure.

𐂲 Jupiter opposition Uranus has such rebel without a cause energy, what are you going to "rebel" against now, please sit down for a second

𐂲 Mars Square Ascendant, people with this aspect are always ready to fight, feel like everything is a personal attack, and are terrible at being alone

✓✓✓ Back to your regularly scheduled programme

𐂲 Something I've wanted to say to each stellium I've met so far:

𐂲 Aries: You have a lot of life in you, hand some over���🤲🤲, seriously though you guys look at everything with such wonder and curiosity, you're also kinda impatient but that's fine with me :")

𐂲 Sagittarius: You're so cool, I want to be like you, introspective, self aware, your humour is a little concerning at times but you teach me so much all the time, you're the guide I've always wished for

𐂲 Leo: You're a born entertainer and at times I can be a bit envious because of how bright you shine, leaving me in the shadows, but I love you and your love for life regardless, you're a star

𐂲 Gemini: You are so stealthy in everything you do, sometimes you slip through the cracks, a trickster (affectionate), I love how you can be mischievous one second and completely serious the next

𐂲 2nd house: You're just so understanding and make me feel like home, it's like you are home personified, very warm and comforting, also so abundant in everything it's crazy

𐂲 8th house: Stop making me talk about my feelings I'll cry >:(( no but seriously, you guys have something about you that just makes people face what they're avoiding, and you are so good at empathising with them.

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

i'll try to keep it short but earlier today as the new moon was .5 degree from being exact i suddenly felt called to go stare at the pond down the street and meditate. So as i was standing there feeling deeply serene gazing intently at turtles sticking their heads above the water's surface a lady approached me. She was very beautiful and asked me if there were any good ponds for fishing around here but a little more remote than this. She's visiting from a different state so I was trying to direct her to some good ones when the conversation started turning uhh Mystical

Like it just really effortlessly flowed and i am absolutely NOT one to bring up subjects of that nature to strangers or even really my friends unless im 100% sure they're down. But this woman was like so gentle yet curious , so clearheaded and cohesive in what she was saying, it's like we were pulling from the exact same sources and i didn't really have to explain anything to her she just understood, we went talked for so long we went really deep into topics i never talk to ANYone about irl, but there was no vibe of oversharing like it was an equal back and forth with a lot of respect and boundaries,

i;m not even kidding it started to feel like i was in a dream. Like i was talking to an angel or something. She was really psychic she even said at one point "You're like the Queen of Swords!" which is the first tarot card i pulled in my new moon spread today .. She said a lot of really validating things that i needed to hear and i think i did the same for her ..

When it was time to leave we even hugged like. it was just pure serendipity i had to cry for a while afterwards because it felt like such a release in a way i'm not used to. I go to that park like 3x a week but no one has ever talked to me there. Although i'm happy with my life right now sometimes i do really long for real world conversations like that to happen where i'm not feeling like the teacher but talking to someone i'm at the same level with, effortless reciprocity and understanding. It was the first time in so SO long i felt i could just be fully authentic & unmasked with someone irl.

Her name was Misty and she is beautifull....Thank you Misty for finding me today <3 I didnt get her number or anything because i felt it was meant to be left at a chance encounter. Standing next to the water while the new moon peaked, it was an honor & a faith-restoring moment i'll take w me forevs ..

[gabessquishytum]

hello! i just wanted to start off by saying how much i absolutely adore your blog and the community you have created! i’ve been in fandom spaces for about a decade and this is the first time i’ve ever come across such an interactive and collaborative space where everyone is just so lovely and loves sharing their ideas with each other. you doing such wonderful things in the dreamling/sandman fandom gabe 💖💖

so, i’ve had this idea rolling around in my head for a while now and a couple asks have touched on the topic as well but i’ve become a little obsessed with it! sheltered/virgin!dream and kinda-experienced-but mostly knows his way around a sex toy!hob are roommates in uni and of course dream has the biggest crush on hob. he thinks that hob has a lot more experience than he does just because of how charming hob is whenever they go out. dream has never actually seen hob take anyone home but that doesn’t really correlate in his head. because dream is slowly becoming obsessed with hob he decides he needs more experience but he doesn’t want to have sex with just anyone. he goes snooping through their dorm/apartment and finds hobs quite extensive collection of sex toys. he rifles through it and picks out a couple that he definitely knows what to do with and leaves those he is clueless about. he starts experimenting and finally experiences his first orgasm with (unknown to him) hobs favorite dildo stuffed in him. very quickly hob realizes that dream has found his stash of sex toys and taken a few (he was very horny about dream taking his favorite toy, even if that means he couldn’t use it until he talked with dream). hob is just as obsessed with dream and has been trying to work up the courage to put his charms on dream without making it awkward since they already live together. this all cumulates one day when hob gets home early to see dream “practicing” for when he’s finally with hob and hob sees his favorite toy stuffed in dream and his horny brain just melts completely as he watches dream finish and hob comes in his pants

This is so kind, thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to say nice things <3 it always means a lot to know that people can find a home here.

I am totally enamoured with the idea of Dream getting fascinated by Hob’s sex toy collection! Also the idea that Dream unintentionally takes Hob’s favourite toy, thus accidentally leaving Hob in a very horny but very frustrated position because he wants his special dildo back but the idea of Dream using it is so. Fucking. Arousing.

Another idea that this sparked off for me: Dream and Hob sharing a pocket-pussy type toy. Maybe it's the same kind of scenario - Dream is inexperienced and ends up confessing to Hob about his lack of knowledge (they're both a little drunk at the time). Hob has the brilliant idea of fetching his pocket-pussy from his room and telling Dream that he can totally borrow it! Just to get some practice, you know? Dream uses it that very night, but he doesn't do a very good job of cleaning it up... when Hob comes to collect his toy, it's still wet. And sticky. And of course, Hob puts his dick inside it and gets off to the slick slide of his gorgeous roommate's cum. They trade the toy back and forth for weeks, neither of them willing to admit that they might as well just fuck each other at this point...

I just really like the idea of them being nasty and oversharing with each other when they're still "just friends". Getting off in bed next to each other, watching porn together, just generally being gross <333 Hell, maybe Dream tries a vibrator for the first time ever and gives Hob control of the remote - they still claim to be in a totally platonic relationship while Dream writhes naked on the couch and Hob jerks himself off.

It's only when both of them simultaneously realise that the idea of their "totally platonic best friend" fucking anyone else makes them physically sick... that they mutually figure out that they're in love. And sharing sex toys suddenly seems a whole lot more acceptable... when one day they might also be sharing a last name <3

[podcast-bookclub]

Server & Personal Updates :)

Hello! I shared this to the server today and feel it's worth crossposting here -

Hope y'all have been doing well :) Just stopping by to share some updates regarding the near future in the server, alongside a necessary piece of that slightly uncomfortable/bordering-on-oversharing honesty. (Sorry.)

I (Finch, lol) am taking a hiatus from the bookclub starting in October. Without getting into the weeds too much: my mental health has been steadily collapsing, with the last year plagued by a lot of sleepless nights, severe depression and stress, and the fear that if I slowed down long enough to catch my breath I was going to drown under my own perceived failures. This is not a good place to be in, and the longer I've ignored it to work on the bookclub, the more damage I've been doing to myself in the long run. So, with all that said - I'm leaving until I'm well enough to come back, but the ever-wonderful mod team has stepped up to fill in the gaps.

Things should remain as close to normal over the coming months - events will continue, (though keep in mind they may end up slightly less than usual due to added responsibilities,) PodCon will still be happening next year, and so on and so forth. Tickets, social media, etc will be handled by the mod team; please, avoid any attempts to contact me directly (though you can still use the email - they'll be running it as well.)

Remember to take your mental health seriously, & look out for the people around you. There is always something you can change to make yourself and your world better - chase those things.

See you soon, & happy listening, friends. <3

- Finch

[cconfusedkat]

I don't rlly like playing a game of messenger Back and Forth so I'm just gonna delete another post , and lay off it ,

If someone really wants to continue being unsafe online and refuses help, then I'm not sure how else to reply to stubbornity ,, it's not my business and all I'm gonna trail this off is with Preaching Internet Safety

It's just the frustration of them using attitude && insults as well as using friends as young as them to back them up when it's more of a concern about safety if that makes sense ,,, it's really irresponsible for them to continue acting this way and taking it as a personal attack on me trying to at least communicate here that most of the things they said are Heavily Misconceptualized and dragging down ex moots of theirs for none other than their anger

Practice internet safety and block people you don't wish to continue interacting with ,, I'm unsure of what else to say ,,sorry

I'm going to say croissant has concerning behavior and needs to get off the internet. Their friends encouraging their behavior is also as bad and the circle of self depreciation + oversharing ,,,, Please don't interact with 18+ spaces as well as suggestive posts as a very young person ,,, it's endangering you enough as is ,,,,

I already said i hope they can learn from their actions when they get older as it's difficult to think rationally trust me i know this ive been there done that ;;. In no way am i shaming croissant ive just been trying to critique

[boydepartment]

Angst to fluff one shot w/ Sunoo when he had a toxic partner before and he got pretty insecure when he saw y/n talking w/ her ex(jay as the ex)

thank you so much for requesting 💓💓 ilysm have a great day

Past memories- Kim Sunoo x Gn! Reader

warnings: angst, insecurity

university AU! (hope that’s okay)

MASTERLIST

wc- 1.2k

You always knew Sunoo had some issues from his previous relationship. Even when you two were just classmates and not an item. Sometimes he would get all quiet, or he would go to say something then stop himself. You weren’t 100% sure what happened with his other partner, but you were always patient with him. You hadn’t been dating for long, so you didn’t want to push him either. You didn’t have any reason to- he was always communicating, sometimes oversharing about his day. You had to assume that was due to his previous partner. It broke your heart a bit seeing such a kind warm soul be this damaged by someone who didn’t deserve to be graced with his beauty and presence.

Needless to say- Sunoo meant the world to you. Even if it hadn’t been that long of being in love with him. You felt truly loved by him, not that your ex didn’t like you. It was just one of those situations where you were a convenient distraction for your ex-boyfriend. It was messy, so Sunoo being so bright healed you.

“Are you sure you even want to go to this party?” You asked as you swung both your hands back and forth.

Sunoo smiled at you, “I do. I think it will be fun.” He spoke then quickly started again, “i-if you don’t want to go though, we-we don’t have to.”

You looked at him and smiled softly, “as long as I’m with you that’s all that matters, just don’t lose me.”

“You’re so sweet to me.” Sunoo looked away bashfully letting his bangs cover his eyes.

“You deserve it.” Your tone was truthful, you hoped it’d give him hope and reassurance.

At the party, it was crowded and dark. Only LEDs light up the rooms. Typical college party, you guessed. Truthfully you didn’t go to these often, not even with your ex. Your ex liked these parties A LOT, you were thankful Sunoo only wanted to go to these once in a blue moon.

“Do you want something to drink?” Sunoo asked you over the loud music, you nodded your head. He sat you down near the hallway and you waited for him. You played games on your phone and tried to occupy yourself as much as possible. Parties were boring when you didn’t know anyone or anything about the host.

“Oh my god! Y/n! I haven’t seen you in forever!”

You looked up and saw Jake, he was one of your ex’s friends- always nice to you though, even post breakup.

“Hey!” You smiled up at him, he grinned back at you. He always seemed so happy.

“How are you?” Jake sat down at the arm of the couch, getting his shoes on the cushion, which was a little gross, but you weren’t the host so whatever.

“I’m okay! Just waiting for my boyfriend to come back!”

Jake punched your arm in a friendly matter, and you started laughing, “y/nnn you sly dog!”

You rolled your eyes and next thing you knew Sunoo was back. He looked awkward and he swallowed hard when he sat next to you.

“Oh, shit dude I know you!” Jake said loudly and pointed at your boyfriend. Sunoo looked at him.

“You do?”

“Um yes! You were literally in the school play; I go to all of those because my friend helps with the costumes!” Jake said, “you’re incredible dude- for real!”

Sunoo shyly laughed, “thank you!”

After a few minutes of catching up, Jake saw someone at the party and ended up dragging your poor boyfriend with him. You felt yourself laughing a bit seeing him loosen up. Jake just seemed to do that to people.

Getting up you texted Sunoo that you were going to be outside of the building to get some fresh air. He replied quickly with a thumbs up and a kiss emoji. You were really glad he was having fun again. When you got outside you sat at the curb and laid yourself down, not very sanitary but the stars were pretty tonight.

“Didn’t expect to see you here.”

A head blocked your view of the pretty stars, and you sat up, “thought you stopped partying after your ex finally took you back.”

Your ex, Jay, sat down next to you, “I thought we didn’t have bad blood.”

“We only don’t have bad blood because I knew you were always distracted by someone in our relationship, so I didn’t allow myself to fall in love with you.”

Jay hissed and looked up at the sky, “ouch.”

“Listen what do you even want?” You turned to him; you were not amused.

Jay turned to you, “I wanted to apologize.”

“Yeah, well it’s a little late for that.” You started to grab you bag, you stood up and he grabbed your wrist.

“Wait- “

Your eyes narrowed at him, and you were about to say something, but you looked to your left and saw Sunoo frozen in place.

“I-I’m sorry!” He quickly sped off; your heart practically shattered at his expression.

Quickly- you shook Jay off of you and raced after Sunoo. For someone with kinda short legs he could really pick up a good pace. At this point you were practically running after him. Right when you were about to catch up, you tripped and crashed into him. Both of you tumbling into the grass on campus.

“I-I’m sorry I didn’t mean to eavesdrop I was just-I was just-“ Sunoo covered his face and from what you saw from under the moonlight he was crying, heavily. It took you a second to cover your breath.

“Sunoo, he was just trying to apologize for what he did, nothing was happening, and I was just about to get up to talk to you.” You were still breathing heavily from chasing after him, you rolled on your back and now had an uninterrupted view of the stars.

“Wait what?” Sunoo choked up and looked at you, you turned your head to him and grabbed his hand.

“Sunoo, what did you think was happening?” You asked softly, he seemed fragile in his moment.

He swallowed hard, “I thought you guys were going to make up and get back together.” He wiped away his tears, you helped him.

“I’d never do that- maybe someday I will forgive him, but never in my life would I get back together with him…”

Sunoo looked up again, “I’m sorry for thinking the worst- I don’t mean to- I try not to.”

“Sunoo… it’s okay, I’m never going to hold your insecurities against you. Honestly, I’d probably act the same way if I saw your ex grab your wrist after sitting on the curb when it was just the two of you.”

“You’re not mad at me?” He asked softly, you turned your full body to him.

“Why would I be mad at you showing emotion?”

Sunoo kept his eyes on the sky, “I’m just not used to being able to I guess.”

“You can with me.” You squeezed his hand, “I promise.”

He finally looked at you, making eye contact and he opened his mouth to speak.

“I love you y/n.”

[starry-blue-echoes]

I rediscovered golden ghost and I just had a funny thought.

You mentioned how Jolene would be surprised when she found out about jotaro fighting dio, but can you imagine how surprised dio would be when he finds out what jotaro does for a living.

I mean I know that dio lived with the joestars so he probably would have heard something about marine biology, but that was the 1880s the theory of evolution wasn’t even commonly known yet let alone excepted and marine bio was just starting to become more documented. Plus I’m sure that once he got out of his coffin he wasn’t looking at career prospects.

And I’m sure dios view of jotaro is probably a bit twisted. I mean the only times he sees him is when he’s spying on the crusaders during battles/when they’re traveling or in the final battle. Those were mostly times when jotaro was angry or quiet mostly. He probably sees him as this angry buff teenager who is so protective of his family that he’d go through an entire tarot deck of stand users, was clever enough to trick dio and beat him without any hamon,and mastered time stop so much quicker. I’m sure dio sees him as at least a bit of a reflection almost.

So i can only imagine his surprise when he finds out that jotaro didn’t take over the world, didn’t betray anyone,and basically just didn’t do anything that dio would do. According to Jolene He just went and studied fish.

JRBGHJSRBVHWBRHVBW Y E A H -

oh my god imaginle how funny it would be after Jotaro's failed rescue mission would go. In the early days of their interactions there wasn't too much going on between Jolyne and Dio. Sure he was a snarky jackass, but there wasn't much else. There was nothing personal about it. Even when he sees Jolyne's birthmark and learns she's a Joestar, that doesn't add that much to their back and forth

but when Jotaro shows up? When Dio learns Jolyne is his daughter???

oh BOY have things suddenly gotten so much more interesting for him

and honestly, seeing Jotaro now? He's going to think it's hysterical. The boy who once stole his power, who outsmarted him, was felled by a mere bullet and had been working a civillian life. He tried to settle down and study fish of all things. He practically squandered the power he had for this and it's too funny for Dio to be angry about it

Dio of course is up front with very very little, and the only times he ever properly shares information is when he's trying to annoy Jolyne, freak her out, or make her angry/upset. And even then, he'll usually purposefully exclude certain bits of information or overshare others to change how Jolyne views what's happened

for example, how he explains his and Jotaro's history :)

I'd imagine Jolyne would eventually ask if he knew her dad, and I kinda want him to just. Laugh and look at her with a grin full of teeth and respond with "Who do you killed me in the first place?" and then goes on to very graphically explain how Jotaro killed him when he wasn't even an adult yet

this of course leads her to ask why. Why would he do something like that?

and Dio doesn't come out with the answer right away. He knows Jolyne doesn't trust him and knows she knows he was a bad person in life. He's not doing this to get her on his side, he's just doing it out of sick twisted satisfaction

and just. God when Jolyne learns the reason behind it all. Because you bet Dio's going to spare no details when it comes to telling her all the horrors he inflicted on her father when he even younger than she was

and Dio....... honestly show Jolyne a very interesting side of her father she's never known. The stubborn warrior who refused to back down no matter the injuries or emotional harm he faced. He watched his best friends, his grandfather, all die before his eyes when he was 17 years old and refused to give up because if he did that would spell death for his mother

Dio has almost exclusively negative things to say about Jotaro....... but because it's coming from him that makes her really start to think about it and the implications, and in a weird way she starts to understand her father a bit better

[tmbatcat]

Your turn! 7, 17, 33, 34 and 35 :D

https://www.tumblr.com/autiezo/749743540315291648?source=share

ok, tnx for asking me back, I like the back and forth :]

sorry this took a while

7 What scares you the most and why?

The future. I don't have a plan for it and I can't predict it. What will I do? Idk, I don't like working, jobs don't like me cuz I'm not a productive machine and I feel like my art skills are not enough to keep me afloat if I ever want to start commissions. Also being alone...

17 Name 3 things that make you happy?

Uff, eh, making artistic stuff, seeing other people exited or happy about stuff and... talking with friends and then randomly they tell you small things that they like about you and you were anxious about [they like my voiceeeee !!!!] (if you're curious about the context, we can talk in dms <3 )

33 Any hobbies?

Drawing mainly (digitaly and traditionaly), playing the same 3 games over and over again (binding of isaac, dead cells, minecraft)... tried to get into sawing but had the problem of "not being good at it instantly" and now that is on pause. Collecting stuffed animals; I have a big collection and some handmade ones (not by me). I could show pics if you're interested :]

34 Any pet peeves?

Hypocriet and dumb people that are confident, that double down and not search if they are right... I'm going to ramble for a bit.

Once, when I was in an art club (specifically clay modeling), we were talking about stuff and a girl said "Ants aren't insects. " and I stopped everything I was doing just to make sure I heard her right. And I did, she also said that insects aren't animals which got me fucking pissed. How, how can you be that dumb and confident in yourself?? Also, the most annoying part, the teacher didn't want to take parts and only said that we should stop arguing. I asked him multiple times if I was right and he didn't answer.

I will forever be annoyed at that interaction.

35 Do you trust easily?

We started talking about 3 days ago and I overshared my heart out, told you where I come from, about my psihologie (my skills), Jean opinions, art and fanfics ... I think it's kinda obvious (I would probably give my life to save you if I had to)

[three-eyed-elk]

(lazy) intro post!

will redo this at some point…ok ahem!! this is going to be long, i loooove oversharing…

hi hello!

i go by Gray(Grey?) and Elk…but i respond to Sydney, too.

Pronouns: He/They

This blog is a mess, i haven’t the slightest idea on how to use tumblr, so if you’d like something that isn’t constant shitposting and probably rants, find my tiktok! @//three.eyed.elk.

Spins: Camp here and there, Will Wood, Revelator, Rainworld, Warrior Cats, Animals!!!, The Plague Dogs, RDRII,

addressing my weird sydney sargent thing..

ok so i don’t believe myself to be a fictionkin, i believe what this is is just a strong attachment to him, and his memories and stuff, but not always as my own. i think he just really resonates with me, we are incredibly, uncannily similar, and listening to this podcast made me feel SO seen and heard. (also a little freaked out…mayfield stop watching me! /j)

So yeah, i don’t exactly view myself as Sydney, (although occasionally if i’m mid episode i might, as he brings me immense comfort and my brain latches onto that.) but i’m not Sydney, usually! hope that makes sense. if anything i could maybe call this fictionflicker? copinglink? it’s very ambiguous and shifty.

fun facts!:

I study in the animal field of things! I am incredibly knowledgeable when it comes to animals, especially their care as pets. I have a Green cheek conure (Spearmint), Four hermit crabs(Smog,Sparrow,Squid&Rhubarb), a mixbreed dog(Oreo(i know i know)), Powder blue Isopods, and Springtails!

I am autistic, i have ADHD, and secret body illnesses (i suspect hEDS or fibro), i share a LOT of symptoms with BPD, and was at a previous stage thought by my mental health team to have it- we concluded that although i fit the BPD criteria flawlessly, and still think i may have it, i am just autistic with a stupidly bad abandonment issue and other trauma responses. So if you see me reblogging BPD things, that is why!

I consider myself a very accepting and mindful person, so pretty much everyone is allowed so long as you’re not hurting yourself or others (in a sense of like, racism, homophobia, zoos, animal abusers, so on so forth).

Supporter of cringe culture and judgement free here!!

boundaries!! :

questions are open for anything, i overshare way too much so feel free to ask anything. I have no social filter.

dms are open for whatever, but i tend to ghost people when overwhelmed so be aware i might not get back.

this is…strange but sydney haters dni, due to the fact my own life experiences mirror his very well, and my personality is pretty much exactly like his (albiet aussie version), people who dislike Sydney and/or his actions make me a little icky, just cause, then, you don’t like me! thank you <3

if you know me IRL, YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE!!! as much as i love and adore all of my in person friends, i really do need a place to be open and vulnerable without worrying how it will impact my relations with people i know irl. i am fully aware of how easy this blog is to find, but i hope you will respect my needs for a place to ramble and cry and vent without consequence. big thank you! love you!!

mmmmm i think that’s it…i hope that’s it…

thank you for reading!!

[marbarmars-arts]

"Sweet Swing" A Minty Frazzles Fawful and Minty interaction!

(because I need to share my writing more, I did this on the spot yippee)

(this colored text is when Minty is speaking)

(this colored text is when Fawful is speaking)

"Niceness is suiting you but the glass of kindness has such full that the shards are splitting!" He makes a motion with his hands that looks like a made-up explosion

Fawful is sitting on the swinging bench on Minty's porch, stimming by rocking back and forth. He's deep in thought about something. Not too long after, Minty walks outside with a coat on.

"Sup Fawf? You enjoying the outside view?"

He gives her a short glance.

"Fawful is supposing...but I have thoughts here, the swinging has stimulation."

She takes a second to process what the little guy said, she merely nods.

"Mind if I chill here with you?"

Fawful smiles at Minty, it's a small one but he pats the seat next to him, motioning her to join him. They sit rocking back and forth at slightly uneven speeds, it makes Minty giggle but Fawful just ends up rocking his body back and forth harder, tapping his fingers against the side of the swinging bench.

Minty cocks her head to the side like a confused puppy.

"...Good point. There's only so far you can go with being nice to get what you want. But being kind also isn't about expecting a return, but think about it as a bonus!"

"Are you...talking about me? Like...I'm too nice or something?"

"Fawful fears that effort of yours will be stepped on...if not so already. Be like Fawful! Lack the care of niceness and be treating yourself for once! Minty candy!" He makes direct eye contact with her, talking to her with a sense of superiority, like a stern parent.

"Do you...want some more of my candy?"

Fawful sternly glares at Minty, who can't seem to hold her laughter..! He even jabs her on the side with his little elbow, not enough to hurt of course, but to make a point.

"Minty candy FOR MINTY ONLY! Cease with the oversharing!"

"Haha--aww Fawful, I was just kidding! I get what you meant...! Gotta start being mean?"

"The day this is happening Fawful's friend could be flying with wings!"

It takes a second for her to get what he meant again...OH HIS FRIEND MIDBUS. That makes Minty smile.

"Just...b-be on that out-looking" Fawful is trying to play it off, but seeing his...friend? So happy? Listening to him like this...it's nice.

"Hm...y'know Fawf? Being too mean on the other hand is just going to push people away...after all people really like ya if you're nice!"

Fawful pauses for a moment...but then he ends up rolling his eyes

"Oooh yes yes yes so if Fawful had pleading with pleasing and niceness they would be handing over all kingdoms to him like a slap in the palm!" He was....obviously being sarcastic.

Minty makes a cute little heart motion with her hands.

"Hah! As if people would ever be adoring Fawful without his spray of goodness...or the threats of lives." Fawful refers to...past events in his life where people listened to him. He crosses his arms.

Minty blushes, not outright saying it but...she likes him. And she's not mind controlled, and especially not threatened...

"Wait--but--what about what you just said??"

"....Fawful will have redeeming that candy offer now."

That certainly got a rise out of the girl, she huffs...Fawful's testing her.

"Without guts for decline, all candy is for me~!"

With a devilish smirk, suddenly Fawful leaps out of the swing and makes a dash right towards her front door. Minty audibly gasps, getting up.

"What?? Nono wait not ALL of my candy! NOT AGAIN!"

She squeals out of anxiety as she barges inside her own home to chase after the love of her life from going on a full on sugar rush......again.

[hunter-sylvester]

Hey hi just sticking my head in your virtual window to yell that you're awesome, and i hope that you had someone like you in your corner growing up, because i'm really glad that I have a badass internet friend who Knows Things and has the best advice n encouragement. thanks for everything 🤘🏽🤘🏽

While it's extremely sweet and I appreciate the sentiment, it's slightly terrifying to think anyone could see me that way 😅 /nm

Because I don't know shit. I don't even have a high school diploma (or my country's equivalent). I'm just trying to do the best I can and I try to help when I can. Or even just offer my perspective, for whatever good it'll do. I tend to hope/assume people will take it with a grain of salt.

(slight oversharing below the cut)

But yeah no, I absolutely didn't have anyone like what you describe in my corner growing up. I kinda had to raise myself to a degree. As well as raise my dad and my friends lol. My parents were around, they were just...their own weird flavor of neglectful.

I think the first person I could really rely on like that was my partner when we started dating when I was 18. (Still with him <3) And the second was probably my other partner tbh lmao But before that I was kinda just on my own for the most part. Like I usually had some friends, but I generally had to look after them/be their therapist. (quick disclaimer that obviously friends leaning on each other & confiding in each other is a good thing, it just kinda has to go both ways yk. Doesn't have to be 100% even all of the time, just at least some back and forth)

Anyway sorry for unloading all of that 💀 because your ask was very positive! And very very sweet! And I hope your college can make the necessary accommodations for you because you deserve them. I know you're doing fucking great out there 🤘

[sapphodelia]

oh my god i was just hit by the loneliness beam

i miss having fandom friends and tagging people in things and seeing millions of posts regarding shows and movies and games i don't care about but like... affectionately... i think i might have accidentally gotten too comfortable with isolation and #doingme that i realize i really don't talk to much of anyone and i'm very alone and it's probably not healthy. i don't even so much as follow many people at all

but also how are you supposed to like, go back to that? i guess? like the innocence, you know, lol. because i was much younger then with more free time and i didn't hate, generally, half as much as i do now. maybe not even a quarter as much lol AAAHHH. i just want to be goofy and silly but everything's so serious and impossible now. ugh. and i feel like deep down, i don't want to be "okay" with it. all the good times were so fleeting. they all died before i even really got to know them and now i'm saddled with distrust and the mechanisms that i think will protect me... like, i don't talk to straight girls if i can help it, i'll never get close with them because they're all drama and maletalk, but when i was younger and when they were younger it was ok because boys then were just fictional characters or celebrities, not an actual physical presence laying in their bed who caused them anguish 24/7 in every manner imaginable, prompting them to revolve their entire lives around 1. the source of that anguish (the guy) and 2. complaining about the source of that anguish (the guy). i'm not interested in that!!

like i miss being STUPID ONLINE instead of SO FUCKING SERIOUS!!!!!! we used to tag each otheras anime characters and we used to have about pages with little pixel families all linking to each other, and half the links would be broken because people changed their urls too frequently, and we used to make a billion posts and reblog them back and forth, annoying the fuck out of our uninvolved followers, referencing inside jokes, oversharing, being weird, being stupid, being 14 years old

and it's all gone and it's DEAD AND IT COULD NEVER BE CREATED EVER AGAIN. because i'm different now, man. i'm just not the same. no one is. the only people i feel safe with are other real lesbians who aren't going to subject me to the Torture. like i don't have to sigh and nod my head and watch them construct the bars of their own prison, knowing that if i dare speak up they'll get mad at me. maybe back then when i was 14 i was OK with what few instances of heterosexuality i was exposed to, because it was novel. because it wasn't so tired and trite and overplayed. and because none of it was as real as it is now, yknow... fuck my life

[jovalencia]

sorry I’m done being vague and I took a shower and am listening to addison rae’s ep to calm myself down so I can actually s at what happened now because I’m legit sick because I’m so upset. and I realized after typing all this out it’s Really embarrassing and super mega oversharing so I’m putting it under a cut

so like my sister bi guy 2 sarah suitemate and I were all sitting around and bi guy was explaining the plot of nope to my sister and my sister was taking notes in my notebook because she’s weird and takes notes when somebody is explaining a movie to her. love that girl. so when she was done I was flipping through the notebook and I found the pros and cons list her and I made the first day that her and her boyfriend started dating. and we were joking about the pros and cons list earlier so I was like “lol look it’s the pros and cons list” and sarah was like “can I see that” so I gave it to her and I handed her the notebook and she made to rip out the page and I was like “come on man that’s my notebook” and she’s like “no it’s my writing it’s mine” and we went back and forth and I was having a shitty day and a shitty couple of days a shitty week like I’m so fucking stressed so I just snapped. like I’ve never snapped like this before in my life and I said “sarah you’re boyfriend is a fucking asshole that nobody likes!” which was really uncalled for yes but if you’ve been here since last year you know this tension has been building literally ever since we met. anyways she didn’t respond she just ripped the page out and walked to her room so I followed her and was like “sarah.” and she closed the door in my face then I told her everything that I’ve been feeling for the past two days I’ve been here. which is essentially i was so stressed about moving in and starting classes and coming back to [city] but I thought all of that would get better once I actually got here and settled in but ever since I got here she hasn’t barely even talked to me. like I moved to this place I’m not familiar with and the only person that could make this place feel like a home is barely even talking to me and is acting like she doesn’t care about anything I say when we do talk and I just don’t understand why she’s treating me like this and ignoring me. like I’ve been alone ever since I got here and she’s not putting in any effort to make me feel welcome so I don’t even feel comfortable in my own fucking apartment. etc. and at some point I said I was sorry for snapping at her but I’m just so stressed and frustrated and I wish she would just fucking talk to me. and the crazy thing is the entire time after I snapped initially she didn’t say a fucking word to me. not after I said all that and not after I asked if we were going to talk when she was leaving the apartment. not when I apologized to her again and she gave me the only response she gave me from the beginning which was a nod.

and in between me saying all that to her through a closed door like some shitty movie scene I Did cry and my sister and bi guy were there and it was super embarrassing and I haven’t cried in front of anybody in like five years or more I’m not joking. actually I cried at the airport with dani but that doesn’t count. anyways yeah it was bad but my sister and bi guy said I was justified. which they wouldn’t just say. but I’m Not a person to do anything like this ever but as previously stated I’ve always had problems with sarah but these last two days it’s been unbearable. like your alleged best friend finally moves into the apartment and instead of hanging out with her all you do is hang out with your boyfriend. who she hates. and I don’t even hate him as a boyfriend I hate him as a person and I’m genuinely uncomfortable around him and whenever he’s here I feel like I’m paralyzed in my own apartment like whenever he’s here I only leave my room when it’s direly necessary. like it just sucks. and this is a small thing my sister said but I didn’t see sarah barely at all yesterday and last night she stayed over at the boyfriend’s place but she didn’t Tell me she was going to stay over at her boyfriend’s place so I left her a note for when she got home that said “I went to bed and I hope you had fun at the show and I hope I get to see you more tomorrow I love you!” and every time we talked today she never even Acknowledged the note that’s still on her door. anyways even before this whole incident my sister was like “that’s so sad. all you said was that you wanna see her more and she still didn’t hang out with you. like yeah it’s fucked up. AND we’ve had these plans that the hi guys and my sister were all gonna come over today and they would Finally meet for WEEKS now. and she still prioritized hanging out with her boyfriend over us. and when she finally came back she was being an asshole and immediately suggested that they all (bi guy jason had left to hang out with his gf at this point which was Also an asa home move since my sister and I weren’t even done making dinner yet) take edibles when she knows I don’t do that and I don’t really like being around people when they’re high. but just so you know the edibles has basically entirely worn off by the time the argument happened. but yeah that’s my shitty night. in my apartment that still doesn’t feel like home. and idk if this is gonna be a friendship ruiner and I’m still gonna have to live with her or if she can forgive me or what and all I wanna do is hug my mom but she’s not here. anyways I need to sleep but idk if I can.

ALSO my sister is calling this s “disneyXD incident which I think is funny and I’m inclined to agree. like it’s giving bottoms. you know.

[ellora-borealis]

15 Questions + 15 Friends

Thanks for the tag @stochastiz!

Are you named after anyone?

No? Kinda? I'm named after a place, the Ellora cave temple in India, but I think my parents also liked the name from the movie Willow (1988), which has a character named Elora :)

When was the last time you cried?

Oh boy I think it was Thursday, I had a doctor's appointment get cancelled for like the third time and I was fucking Done

Do you have kids?

Nope, and I certainly don't plan to have any biological children. I could maybe see myself adopting or being a foster parent to an older kid at some point in the future

What sports do you play/have you played?

I rode horses for like five years. At school I played field hockey and softball just because we had a sports requirement (I converted to full-time Theater Kid as soon as I possibly could)

Do you use sarcasm?

I think everyone does sometimes, it's part of human language. I guess I don't use it as much as I did when I was younger, I'm too afraid of being misinterpreted now lol

What is the first thing you notice about people?

Hmmm maybe eyes? I notice them immediately on meeting a person and then subsequently struggle to make eye contact until I've known them for at least three years

What's your eye color?

Brown (so soulful... like [insert food comparison here]...)

Scary movies or happy endings?

I like a happy ending tbh, never really been a horror fan

Any talents?

Drawing and writing, I've been told, but idk if I really believe in the concept of innate "talent"? Like I've had a lot of practice doing the things I'm good at and I enjoy them, so that's all that matters to me

Where were you born?

Massachusetts baybee, New England gang rise up

What are your hobbies?

Writing, baking, playing Animal Crossing, making extremely niche playlists

Do you have any pets?

No but I am DYING to get a cat or a dog I am 90% certain it would cure my depression

How tall are you?

5'2" (.. smol)

Favorite subject in school?

English and Latin :P I was so excited when I got to college and discovered that Linguistics was a thing, like... wait these two subjects are connected?? you can study ALL the languages at the same time?? wild

Dream job?

God I don't fucking know, some days I want to be a tenure-track historical linguistics professor and some days I want to move to a tiny rural town and open a cat cafe and some days I want to have a stained glass studio in my garage and some days I want to publish six fantasy novels. What is life

Tagging?

I know it says 15 friends but I do not have 15 friends so I tag anyone who feels like it, go forth and overshare on the internet amigos

[what-if-nct]

hiiii today's reminder is i absolutely do read your paragraphs like it's the morning paper,i love knowing what's going on with you and what you're thinking about. also i know these conversations are technically public but i definitely say a lot more than i would normally because it feels so comfortable. love you 💓

Hiii! I love you too!!! And yes it feels like a public private conversation. Like it's just us in a cafe together like there's people who walk by but like we're just talking. I consider all asks kind of like a huge slumber party and were just chatting and everything is pink and mean girls and Taylor Swift are playing in the background and it's chaotic but fun. But speaking of sleepover talk so the guy I'm talking to one well talk on the phone for like 2 -3 hours so often that last time that happened was in the summer and we were going to wait till later that week but he came and picked me up at 2am and we watched puss in boots and "cuddled" I remember him fondly actually. Like right in the middle of "cuddling" he called me cute. Which that is so adorable like that isn't the activity id think being cute would be possible. So that was the last time that happened. But with the current guy it's just the best vibe and fun and we laughed about raccoons for so long.

And okay I overshare obviously so in passing I brought up a few things that happened to me cause I told him earlier that day some guy was trying to hit on me and I just froze and didn't speak I was scared cause he was a lot older than me and he said is wrong for me to be talking to you which told me he probably thought i was way younger than i am. Cause I swear when I present younger it's always old men who be weird and creepy to me which is gross within itself. But I brought that up to him and told other instances that happened in the grocery store and i said im just probably being dramatic and he told me I wasn't being dramatic and only one other person has told me that she was actually the one who told what happened was really bad and she told me a few other things that happened to me were sa. But when I talk about it with therapists or other friends they're either dismissive, blame me, tell me to stop wearing short skirts, tell me I shouldn't have put myself in that situation and I just was never really allowed to process it so I feel like it's still unhealed and I still have a lot of anxiety about being alone in public unless it's somewhere that's mainly women. But hearing someone say I wasn't being dramatic I don't know it meant more than it probably should.

Oh also he said he was surprised I was so tall, so many people say that. So many people expect me to be shorter and I have no idea why. Also I'm not that tall I'm 5'8 so is my best friend and sister. But most importantly he has kept everything 110% innocent and sweet and I've never experienced a guy not immediately being interested in that. I started to feel like that was my only purpose but I think he actually likes me as a person, and my eyes started to water just as I said that. Okay I will stop here before I write a whole essay again. Oh I think I can show you what he looks like without actually posting a picture and I started watching this YouTuber just before I met the guy I'm talking about which is so weird that I just realized they look a lot alike like so much alike I had to bounce back and forth between their pictures.

The only difference is the guy I'm talking to, his face is a little softer. But the resemblance is uncanny even the hair and he dresses exactly like him. Also the YouTubers name is Seth Borden he's related to Lizzie Borden and he's a paranormal investigator.

[allylikethecat]

Writing asks I came up with:

1. What got you into writing fanfic in the first place?

2. What boundaries would you not cross as a writer regarding content?

3. Has a fic ever made you cry? And if so, what was it about that fic?

4. How do you feel about abandoning fics?

5. Are there any novel authors you like that have influenced your writing style?

YAY!! Asks!! Thank you so much for coming up with these! Get exciting for me to ramble and overshare (but do you expect anything less?!)

What got you into writing fanfic in the first place?

I have been writing fanfic since before I was even old enough to know what it really was. I was always day dreaming and drawing pictures inserting my own characters into my favorite stories, or forcing my favorite characters into my own situations (my mother used to transcribe the adventures of various Disney princess for me lol) the first *real* fanfiction I remember writing was in 5th grade for the book Eragon. My childhood best friend and I had a red spiral bound notebook that we passed back and forth and wrote our fic in. In terms of The 1975- I've been a fan of theirs since the Robbers music video started showing up on my Tumblr dash back in like 2014? (I couldn't figure out who I wanted to be more... Matty or the Robbers girl and years later I still in fact do not have an answer for that one lol) And I realized they were the same band that sang the song Chocolate. However, I didn't start posting my writing for them until last year when I was Going Through It™️ and my Bestie encouraged me to use it as an outlet (sorry Fictional!Matty! that's why your life sucks!)

2. What boundaries would you not cross as a writer regarding content?

I don't think I've actually killed off any *main* character or public figure yet and I can't actually see myself doing that? At least in something that I post for public consumption? Honestly that could change though. I don't really have any boundaries I'm not willing to cross because I am a firm believer that fanfiction is still considered art and art is supposed to make someone feel something and even make them uncomfortable. I actually have a fic that I've been working on that I'm hesitant to share because I'm not sure boundaries exist and I don't want to offend anyone (again) 😂

3. Has a fic ever made you cry? And if so, what was it about that fic?

This question isn't fair. I am a cryer, everything makes me cry. I started crying the other day because I love my horse so much (he's totally fine he was just looking super cute and was all happy I brought him carrots.) So yes, lots of fics have made me cry. Anything that I read that I can tell the author poured their heart into writing is honestly going to make me at least tear up and I am not ashamed to admit it. That's why I don't wear mascara on my lower lashes and only wear waterproof eyeliner 😂

4. How do you feel about abandoning fics?

I've only officially done it once, for a Hockey RPF fic that I just, wasn't enjoying working on. Everything else is just on "Hiatus" until I remember it exists again even if it takes years. I don't consider myself a quitter and abandoning a fic that I've started posting kind of breaks my soul. HOWEVER I do have a folder on my Google Drive that's just a graveyard of abandoned and half finished fics that I never posted that I go and visit sometimes.

5. Are there any novel authors you like that have influenced your writing style?

Yes! For sure 100%. However, I am currently sitting here going "I have never read a book before in my life" which is obviously a bold face lie you should see my GoodReads page but not really because there is a ton of my real life personal information on it lol Even though he's not (technically) a novelist (even though he did write a book!) can I say Pete Wentz? He's probably one of the writers I look up to the most. The way he bends words to pen lyrics just... scratch an itch in my brain and I hope I can one day make someone feel the way Fall Out Boy lyrics make me feel and I 100% feel like the flowery way he writes has influenced my to some capacity.

Thank you so much for sending these in! It was fun!

❤️Ally